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#mentally unstable #tw depression #anxitey

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Oh boy! Time to wake up and be a disappointment!

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people LOVEEEE preaching mental health acceptance/awareness

until the symptoms are unpalatable or weird or whatever

"depression awareness/acceptance!!" until you cant get out of bed for months to do anything but piss and grab something to nibble on for a bit

"bpd awareness/acceptance!!" until you are unhealthily obsessed w someone and carve their name/initials into urslef

"ocd awareness/acceptance!!" until you have pocd, pedophilia/zoophilic intrusive thoughts, extremely paranoid about [xyz] and arent just super clean/neat freaks

"autism awareness/acceptance!!" until you arent cutesy, and ur actually somewhat deranged, or totally nonverbal, or act like an adult instead of a fucking infant, then ur weird and creepy

"mental health awareness and acceptance!!" until the symptoms you display are 'weird' or go against social rules. until you arent the stereotype. even when u ARE the stereotype, you get backlash cuz ur still 'weird'

even if they accept ur mental illness, the moment u cope in a 'weird' way ur also the fucking antichrist and deserve to be burned on a stake!!

its a losing game with people. you either lose or you lose worse

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I think my favorite thing about talking to someone who isn't Neurodivergent or mentally ill is the fact that they never quite understand how to comfort or help.

For example:

I'll talk to one of my friends and I'll tell them "I haven't been feeling like myself I feel sad. I'm just not happy where I am right now." and they'll just tell me "Cheer up things will get better."

Thanks, that doesn't help at all telling someone to "just be happy" or "cheer up" is never helpful.

My favorite experience is when I tell someone I trust some of my bad experiences and they say "I mean other people have it worse than you."

Yes, Becky, I am aware people have it worse than me but two people can live and have bad experiences without denying that one or the other is worse. Saying that doesn't make me feel better it makes me feel worse. It makes me feel selfish.

#mentally unstable #depressing shit #tw depression #vent #sad thoughts #seriously #mentally ill posting #actually mentally ill #neurodivergent

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I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there

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Does god want me to kill myself because that’s the vibe I’ve been getting

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Shoutout to my stuffed animal for being a better support system than most of the adults in my life.

That's pretty sad on their part lmao.

#mentally unstable #depressing shit #tw depression #vent #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #anxitey #mentally exhausted #stuffies #parents suck #mentally ill posting

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Does anyone else have no idea how to make friends or is it just me?

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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Maybe I'm not actually mentally ill, and it's all in my head. Maybe I'm just doing it for attention...

Who knows?

I certainly don't

#mentally unstable #depressing shit #tw depression #vent #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #anxitey #mentally exhausted #maybe im overthinking it #mentally ill posting #actually mentally ill #maybe

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I have no reason to live but no energy to kill myself

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The biggest sign I've hit rock bottom is when I'm using anything to self harm...

I've become so desperate to self-harm. Scissors, keys, sharpener, anything sharp, and at my disposal will become a victim to my habits.

#mentally unstable #depressing shit #tw depression #sad thoughts #vent #tw depressing thoughts #anxitey #mentally exhausted #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #tw self h4rm

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Me to life 24/7

If your goal was to make me feel like shit, congratulations, I feel worse than usual

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I hate that everywhere I go and everything I see, involves me thinking of a way to kill myself