#maybe im overthinking it

[sinclairstarz]

i’ll say it. im not convinced mike cutting his hair and going back to s1/2 fashion is a good thing. eddie dies and shit goes down and he gets el back and hes back to wearing ‘whatever his mommy bought him from the goddamn GAP’?? when his long hair was obvi meant to emulate eddie and represent freedom/non-conformity… my son isnt doing well methinks

#is this a lot to take from 1 (one) grainy bts photo of finn wolfhard…? #….maybe! #maybe im overthinking it #but thats what tumblr is for so #stranger things #byler #mike wheeler #finn wolfhard

[ganondoodle]

so its part of a way longer post i made some days ago but i want to highlight this part of it:

"i cant stop thinking about the devs saying sth like "after botw zelda wondered if the kingdom of hyrule needed to keep existing the way it had been before the calamity, but then totk happens" bc it just feels like they realized too late that botw naturally led into questioning the status quo and they scrambled to fit it back into a flat and boring road we have seen so many times before (or even worse really) with totk zeldas character naturally leads into her questioning and reexamine their history and set of rules? we gotta teach her a lesson of why she is importante god given monarchy girl that has to keep it bc what if evil brown man shows up again for no reason maybe im grasping at straws here but looking at it this way the sonau .. make more "sense"; the shiekah were a group that was under the rule of the royal family, and misstreated before (oh no look soemthing interesting) so they dont lend themselves well to be used for teaching zelda that lesson- the sonau however are tailored really to be just that; they are a supposedly godly race from the literal sky that founded this version of hyrule, that had tech even more advanced and better than the shiekah, she gets put in the past to meet the perfect god king of goodness personally, also his very fridgy wifey that zelda later replaces in a way, shes put there and treated like family and then gets to see just how evil that evil big man from the desert is, sonia is falcon-punched to death solely so zelda can feel obligated to take over her role, have her new, better 'family' hurt by gan; similarly so raurus sacrifice, look what a noble and good king he is, he payed the ultimate price to lock that evil man away, now zelda you cannot let their sacrifice go to waste, rebuild that divinely good kingdom like it was!!"

bc it feels like i finally "cracked the code" of why the sonau feel both like a reskinned version of the shikeah .. while also not at all to me, so shoved into every single corner of the game and its history (not even the forgotten temple being safe from them sure is .... also something, like them being spread all over hyrule, not just the undergound, but the surface AND sky as well isnt weird enough, the shiekah at least were integrated into the world and by far not as idolized as the sonau)

seeing the sonau like this ""better"" and more """perfect"" version of the shiekah bc they are untainted by any possible complicated relationships with especially the royal family (the sonau ARE the prefect, idyllic royal family of the past after all) makes them make so much more "sense" to me, they are a bad mix of OOTs and botws structure, sure, but the way they were done in the game i cannot for the life of me see it as that being their sole problem

(also looking at how shiekah tech was downgraded to some side gimick of purah ... idk if they ever even call it shiekah at all anymore, and if "all sheikah tech just vanished" like the devs said then ... how does any of that still exist huh? it doesnt add up at all except if you see it as the sonau being the ""better"" version of the shiekah with none of the "problematic" parts or history or conenctions (which would be .. interesting) bc they are supposed to represent that idyllic past zelda should feel obligated to recreate now, to uphold that sweet status quo ..

sidenote: someone on the post i talked about his before said its also dumbo that there is supposedly no connection at all between the shiekah and sonau, and yes! that was something i ranted about while i was still playing the game back in may even (most of my later gameplay at some point devolves into a rant about how stupid it is that there is no connection and instead its all just ... gone) bc its just ... so dumb

its also how i chose to integrate the sonau better into the world in my totk rewrite stuff, that they were once there aand had high tech but its by now only crumbs left with nothing funtcioning anymore but you discover that at the time of the ancient shiekah finding it it was still researchable and they build their tech based on the sonau ruins even if the sonau stuff is nothing but dust anymore- which i find a super ... obvious way to give the sonau a better connection to the existing world, keep the shiekah, expand upon their mystery while also still keepign them as such-

.... anyway, there beign no connection at all somehow also fits even more into my theory of the sonau, again, being there solely to represent the idyllic, perfect past zelda needs to feel obligated to rebuild while the shiekah are nothign but a funney gimick of purah now while everything else "just vanished" somehow bc we dont wanna deal with the shiekahs imperfect past so they really should be just a a helpful helper of the rocals (and the yiga a side note as a little threat to be different from the usual monsters but thats all that there is :)))) -

this is getting too long again .. feel free to add your two cents on it and if seeign the sonau like this makes them make more 'sense' to you too

#ganondoodles talks #ganondoodles rants #zelda #totk #there was a super neat thing i wanted to write out but then got distracted and forgot #aynway #maybe im overthinking it #but given how the game and its story goes #.............. doesnt feel like im reaching tbh

[harmful-tropes]

Maybe I'm not actually mentally ill, and it's all in my head. Maybe I'm just doing it for attention...

Who knows?

I certainly don't

#mentally unstable #depressing shit #tw depression #vent #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #anxitey #mentally exhausted #maybe im overthinking it #mentally ill posting #actually mentally ill #maybe

[nyoom-news]

What does this MEAN??? BUTTHEAD?!????

#you can read the comics on comicextra.net for anyone who's interested #beavis and butthead #bnbh #mike judge #beavis x butthead #maybe im overthinking it

[iamchernika]

I just found out that the "Bones" by Alexandra Savior was written entirely by Alex. the album was released in 2017. yeah, think for yourself, decide for yourself, I'll just leave it here <3

upd. as it turned out from the interview, the BoS album was recorded before the guys recorded the eycte. but it's still relevant

#alex turner #miles kane #milex #maybe im overthinking it #imagine if its true

[queenbeedarling]

Alan: I'll be you're first, and you're last

Me: Shit, don't say that! Now I'm thinking Jeff's gonna end up dying 😭

#pit babe the series #alanjeff #thai bl #thai drama #thai series #pit babe bl #now im terrified #maybe im overthinking it #but know its stuck in my head #somebody take me out #not in the date way

[unfortunatelyprofounddaughter]

a song is never just a song. a painting is never just a painting. a poem is nEVER JUST A POEM. A BOOK IS NEVER JUST A BOOOOKKKKK!!!!!!

#you get me #maybe im overthinking it #maybe im too sensitive #i love art #literature #books #music #dark academia #philosophy #dark aesthetic #dark art #filled with love #lover #favorite songs #writers on tumblr #black tumblr #artists on tumblr #photographers on tumblr #photography #girl blogger #girlblogging #writing #poetry #ahhhhhhhhh

[wholegrainporkndbeans]

I need some opinions on something lol

So I designed another character for my psychonauts 3 thing and I'm worried this design looks like a negative caricature of a trans woman

He's not supposed to be trans at all but I'm worried that it may come off as offensive

a bit of context for him also is that he's supposed to be the mental version of one of the characters fathers (the character wanted to be a dancer growing up) and I thought it'd be funny to dress him like a ballerina but idk I'm just worried

#id be willing to change the design incase there is something wrong so #igsbiegiwbiw #maybe im overthinking it #i dont wanna come off as a dick tho #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #psychonauts 3 #oc #character concepts

[butch-with-a-deep-voice]

This is sorta concerning the last post, but I've been having an internal dilemna of "am I really bi?".

With women and sapphic non-binary people it's just. Effortless? It feels natural, and attraction can be so fast and it just feels right. I watch/read romance, and it's the sapphic romance that causes yearning. When I imagine myself with a vague idea of a partner, it's sapphic. Not necessarily femme, butch, etc. But certainly sapphic. It's never men.

Like all the cis men I've been attracted are fictional, or the femmiest of femboys ala Finnster (who has come out as not really cis anyway). And IRL its realistically just been two trans men, both of whom I started relationships with when they were still identifying as butch lesbians (which lemme tell you, this internal struggle is coming with its own guilt. Was I lying to them? Can this even count as lying?) As I grow to love myself more without judgment, and listen to my gut I need validation from others less as a baseline. And I'm noticing that with that, "attraction" to men is fizzling? I'm finding myself wondering am I really bisexual, or did I just enjoy the validation? Being trans I can't really claim "comphet" or anything akin to that. But I'm stuck here.

If there are any lesbians/sapphics who started off believing they were bi and are willing to share their experiences that'd be neat and appreciated.

#maybe im overthinking it #advice needed #sapphic #wlw #lesbian #bite me #nonbinary #nblw #butch #futch #femme #queer #trans #trans lesbian #transfem #trans femme

[ink-wells-and-feathers]

so bear with me while I get this out because I'm thinking about it again.

and Naddpod eldermourne during the share circle while they're all telling their backstories zirk admits that his mom made him try the heroin and cocaine from their potions yeah? and will they obviously joke about the "why don't you tell us this kind of stuff? why didn't you tell us?" for a minute we hear Henry's genuine reaction to what was being said.

Henry let's out an appalled "Oh My God" at Zirk's statement that we can hear alongside Fia's joking. Because he's a DAD! HANK JR IS ABOUT THE SAME AGE AS ZIRK AND FIA!

Henry is horrified that someone did that to their kid because he couldn't fathom hurting his son. he was just doing what he thought was best for his kid and hadn't realized it hurt them both yet.

#ink says something stupid again #ink.says #naddpod #naddpod eldermourne #henry hogfish #hank hogfish #fia boginya #zirk vervain #stella vervain #fuck Stella vervain club #maybe im overthinking it #but i thought about it #so you get to too #i hate Stella so much

[queenie-blackthorn]

has no one wondered why estelle has poseidons sea green eyes??

the actual myth of theseus’s fatherhood is very controversial but like in greek heroes its stated that poseidon came to aethra disguised as her husband, and thats when he might have sired theseus

yall rlly think poseidon wouldnt do this shit again?

#pjo hoo toa #pjo series #percy jackson #estelle jackson #poseidon #theory #maybe im overthinking it #but idk #estelle blofis

[surveillance-0011]

ok so ummm *twirls hair* do you think they're gonna kill off Gene or Lizzie

#.txt #as of late ive been hit with the thought that one of them is probably gonna go #kenny is probablyyyy coming back. between the comic talking abt redemption apparently #and they still use him in promo stuff #probably scrambling to find a new VA but i think hes here 2 stay actually #maybe not? but either way i am. worried for these two. #high on life #high on life game #maybe im overthinking it #but??? in the back of my mind. very real posibility

[fuckmyskywalker]

need my kitty eaten by anakin until i’m overstimulated and can’t even think 🤤

I can't get over the fact you called it kitty

#𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 anya answers! #anon #super old ask too #i know #but #pussy is way better #new small ick #as a joke is ok #maybe im overthinking it

[clonehub]

I think I would like a narrative about clones that is not "we've finally realized the truth about ourselves....our purpose is to fight!!"

#ch posts #please just get me a guy (who isnt cut) who just fucks off and doesnt deal w the empire or the rebellion #and isnt coded as shitty for it #idk like. ig bc im in my own head w my OCs like #all this ''we have a greater purpose than being canon fodder'' and then some of them CHOOSE to be canon fodder for the underdog this #time like HUH #maybe im overthinking it #disney should put me in charge of clone content

[indigowallbreaker]

If the Bleagles prompts are still open, can you please do angst 49, I don't think I can forgive you, between Edelgard and Ashe

There were several directions that came to mind with this one. Here's what I settled on! Thank you for waiting.

[prompt rules]

[more Beagles stories]

49. "I don't think I can forgive you."

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A scowl tugged down Ashe's face as he made his way to the second floor dormitory. A student had asked him to deliver a letter, which Ashe now clutched too tight in one hand, palm purposefully obstructing the recipient's name. He couldn't bear to see "Edelgard" written in such loopy, love-sick handwriting.

If the student had told Ashe from the outset who the "sensitive letter" was meant for, he would have politely refused. This was not the kind of conversation where Ashe wanted to act as the go-between. Not only was Edelgard the Imperial Princess-- she was also Ashe's house leader. She probably didn't want him, a random commoner from the Kingdom, involved in her love life.

Ashe wanted to pretend that was the reason-- the division between their stations making this inappropriate. But as he reached Edelgard's door, Ashe had to admit to being offended on her behalf. She shouldn't have to waste her time with someone so weak willed as to hide behind Ashe. A man who couldn't even deliver his own letter had no chance with a princess.

The scowl morphed into a sneer. Edelgard deserved better than this random student. Ashe had watched her since he joined the Black Eagles-- saw how hard she worked to improve herself in studies and fighting, the rare moments she let her expression break into a smile. The letter crumpled in Ashe's hand. This guy couldn't know the first thing about her or he wouldn't have tried this stunt.

Seizing the letter in both hands, Ashe glared down at it, seriously considering tearing it in half.

"If you are stealing my mail, I don't think I can forgive you."

A squeak left Ashe's chest and he stumbled back. Edelgard's dorm door was open, and Edelgard herself was standing in its place, one hand on her hip. She raised an eyebrow.

"I'm not stealing!" Ashe defended quickly. "I'm... I'm supposed to give this to you." He held out the letter.

Still looking perplexed, Edelgard took it. Ashe winced at the condition it was in-- he hadn't realized how twisted and creased the paper had become.

He opened his mouth to apologize-- but stopped when Edelgard rolled her eyes and tossed the letter over her shoulder. It disappeared into her room, and she stepped into the hallway and shut the door before Ashe could see where it landed.

"Honestly, a letter a week is getting to be too much," she said, more to herself than Ashe.

Ashe gaped. "You get one of those a week?!"

"Not from the same person. But they might as well be-- those kinds of letters tend to blend together after a while."

"I'm Sorry."

Edelgard shook her head. "I'm sorry you were dragged into this one. Please, put it out of your mind."

Ashe nodded, watching her walk down the hallway. All those letters. All those cowards. Was it that difficult to just speak?

"Princess Edelgard?"

She turned back to him.

Do you want to go into town with me tomorrow? The words didn't leave Ashe's throat. Pink tinged his cheeks. Not very knightly behavior. "Um, I won't bug you with those kinds of letters anymore," he said at last.

Edelgard smiled. Ashe's heart skipped a beat, the heat in his face increasing. "Thank you, Ashe. I will see you later."

Then she was gone. Ashe let out a long breath.

Yes, apparently, it was that difficult.

#ultragf #edelgard von hresvelg #ashe ubert #ashe duran #fire emblem three houses #edelashe #ashegard #beagles run #go for it meme running through my head #i worry that ashe is a tiny but ooc here but he does have a strong sense of right and wrong #maybe im overthinking it

[butchka]

im looking at videos of how to draft your own patterns but it’s all stuff for feminine figures or cis men figures. what if i want to draft a masculine afab figure. will my curves fuck up the mens drafting formula

#maybe im overthinking it #im brand new to sewing after all #that ‘fine i’ll do it myself’ meme