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a snack is better than a binge.

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this is an endless mf cycle 😵‍💫

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down 3.2 pounds overnight !!! :0000

this is so slay

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UGH !!!!!

i literally refuse to eat today and tomorrow

i binged so much this morning

this needs to end 😟

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finally didn’t binge 😋

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literally gonna track it 👁️ hoping it’ll help me hold myself accountable and want to see the days stack up lol

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as of today no more binging. like fr. i regret it every single time… it’s almost as if…. i hate myself or something…… 😧😋

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if sad because fat

why only happy when eat

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fucking bingedddd lol someone stop this never ending cycle

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i only ate dinner yesterday and went to sleep early so i feel so skinny rn bc it’s been like 18 hours since i last ate so i finally feel accomplished 😋😋

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suffocation, crystal castles c. 2010

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i keep failing smh

fuck fuck fuck

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i need to have more self control -_-

i hate myself for it

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i ate a bagel so now i want to die lol

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I can’t describe how much I hate myself