im-a-gaymess

[im-a-gaymess]

Deserved

ok but imagine, sn*pe's reaction when he found out that remus lupin (a.k.a the person he loathed his entire school career) got the teaching position he was so desperately trying to get since day 1

[im-a-gaymess]

Your breath hitches as you walk across the path that lead to his body. You stared, no words to be said.

To find out the one person you lived for is gone, forever; you weren't even sad at this point, you felt nothing. Absolute emptiness.

Your eyes blankly pierced on him. No tears in your eyes, no pain to feel.

He's gone. You can't bring him back now, you can't turn back time to at least try giving him a better life.

Fred Weasley, the man you always loved is dead, before you ever got to tell him just how much he meant to you.

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[im-a-gaymess]

Draco x Male reader drabble. 238 words.

"My love, you need to rest" he pressed a kiss on your head, his hand holding on to the small of your waist.

He appreciated the way you took care of his child, treated him like your own, and how you were so understanding when he couldn't always be here.

It's 4 am at the moment. Third night staying awake. Your boyfriend's son has been sick for a while, waking up at random times and what not. You needed, wanted, to take care of him.

Draco huffs, adoring how endearing you look while cleaning. He could swear his heart skipped a beat whenever you'd catch him staring.

"At least let me help, I can't have my pretty boy doing all the work around here."

And so he did. You spent the next couple hours tidying up the house, and before you even knew it, it was already 7 in the morning.

Lying down on the floor, while your lover's just by you on the couch. His hand hanging down, your fingers intertwined with his.

He grabs your hand gently, pressing few small kisses while whispering sweet nothings. How you look like the most beautiful person he's ever known, how the way you grin at his sappy comments he feels warmth wash all over him.

You are his, he is yours. There's nothing more either of you could ask for. For once, the both of you are happy, together.

#soft draco makes me happy #hes for sure into men though #im not saying hes gay but hes definitely fruity #so yes draco fag supremacy #draco malfoy x gryffindor #draco malfoy x male reader #draco malfoy x y/n #draco malfoy x reader #draco malfoy fanfiction #draco malfoy #draco fluff #draco fanfiction #harry potter x male reader #harry potter x reader #harry potter headcanons #harry potter fanfiction #harry potter #hogwarts #writing #scenarios #harry potter scenarios

[im-a-gaymess]

After all, you are his angel.

His mind's all over the place, can't think straight, can't concentrate on anything.

He's supposed to be doing his homework in the library, as you were planning to do, but he couldn't help it.

The only thing he thinks of is you.

How beautiful you look when you're focused. The way you push back your hair. How you smile and shy away when you catch him staring.

He want to give you the world. He wants to be your world. He's not giving up until he is, until he knows for sure that your heart belongs to him.

And after all, is it possible to resist him? He'll make you love him like you've never loved anyone else, and once you're his, he won't ever, ever, let you go.

- Draco Malfoy x Male!Reader

#im thinking of writing something like this yeah #draco would be so protective over his lover i just know it #after all you are the one who sees him as who he really is #not who they want him to be #not who he thinks he is #you see him as the man whod risk everything for what he feels is right #draco malfoy x male reader #draco malfoy x reader #draco malfoy #draco malfoy x gendernatural reader #draco malfoy fanfiction #draco malfoy x y/n #harry potter #harry potter x gender neutral reader #writing #harry potter x reader #harry potter headcanons #scenarios

[im-a-gaymess]

How do I tell him?

Young!Tom Riddle x Male Reader.

7th Year.

Angsty Fluff? Contains suggestive/smut scenes.

Slight mention of violence (Just Tom wanting to punch the stupid out of people).

Summary: You and Tom are in love with each other, always were, though you only realize it after ending a pretty toxic relationship.

Word Count: 1786

A/N: I thought of this while listening to Strawberries & Cigarettes thought I'd share

[1:42 AM]

"Look, I'm not saying that I want their attention 24/7, it's just that, well, they don't ever try to make time for me. Even when I need them, they're never here. But I'm expected to be there for them at all times. I'm just so tired of it. I don't know what to do anymore." You sighed, lowering your head as your eyes wander around the ground.

You've lost sense of time, place even. Only once you stopped to take a breath did you note how late it became. As you raised your head you saw how dark it really was there. The clouds over the stars making their light nearly non existent, and the moon half hidden behind some trees.

And as your eyes travel all over the quiet, dark yet beautiful sky, Tom's attention is strictly fixed on you.

If only you knew how much that man felt at the moment. Really, he was almost overwhelmed with the amount of different emotions.

For one, how badly he wanted to punch your partner for how deeply they hurt you. He knew, from your previous vents, that there was so much more than them just having no time that bothered you. He wanted to make them cry out apologies with regret guilt for how they made you feel.

But also, he couldn't help but feel the need to hold you, keep you close to him, tell you how everything's going to be alright. How all he wants to do is protect you from all of the world's evil, to keep you from anything that could cause you harm.

Without you even noticing, Tom gently put his hand over yours, rubbing circles with his thumb on your hand. How can someone be so,, so endearing,, so loveable and be treated this way? How could someone ever look at him and want to use him? he thought, not brave enough to bring himself to tell you what he truly thinks of you.

"You know you deserve better, right, my love?" he asked, and you, all too familiar with the pet name reply with a little smile. "Would you be surprised if I said yes?" you chuckled, turning to face him, the sight of the boy in front of you making your smile grow a little bigger, causing the other to look at you with loving eyes.

"I still love them, though, I don't even know why, but I do. I still hope they're going to change, even when I know they won't" you continued, a short, awkward laugh leaving your lips.

"Believe me, sweetheart, I know exactly how that feels." he smiled at you, gently stroking your face with his free hand as the two of you continued to talk about everything, and anything, enjoying the company you gave each other.

[Following day, 4:27 PM]

Who knew that drawing in the library's restricted section would be so relaxing? Sketching animals, book covers, objects and even some random fellow housemates. It wasn't so bad, right?

But let's be honest, you were only using it as a means of distraction, trying to get yourself to forget about the fact that you're going to break up with your s/o. You don't even know how Tom managed to convince you.

Of course, it's for the best, you know that. Doesn't change the fact that you feel so damn guilty about it. I mean, why do you even? It's not like they value you, it's not like they won't have other people lined up to take their bullshit right the moment you decide to leave.

Okay, that's it. You're doing it, you're definitely doing it. You mumbled to yourself. After, of course, another art session in your little distraction place.

[5:54 PM]

What's the worst that can happen if I confess? I mean, it's not like the world would end, not like the world would explode and I'd be buried underneath layers of rock and lava.

You had him feeling something he's never even imagined he'd feel; he was nervous. His forehead full of sweat, causing his hair to stick on to him. What are you putting him through?

Friendship...That's all I am to him. I'm just a friend to [Y/N]. He only sees me as a friend. Nothing more than that. Maybe I shouldn't. I probably shouldn't.

[6:11 PM]

To his surprise, Tom heard a knock on his door. He most definitely wasn't in the mood to see, yet even talk to anyone.

"Tommy? My love, are you in there?" You questioned quite loudly, making sure to be heard from across the wall.

That petname, you have no idea what it made him want to do. Did he want to have you underneath him, touch every little bit of your body? Did he want to show you that you're his? Hear you whine and beg for him to kiss you; and so, so much more than you could imagine.

It's not the time to get lost in such sinister thoughts, Tom, he mumbled to himself, finally walking over the room to let you in.

"Hello, darli―" before he could finish, you rushed into his arms. Wrapping your hands around your friend's waist as your head rested under his own. "I missed you all day, dummie" you spoke quietly, finally happy to spend time with him.

He was quite surprised to say the least, you weren't the type to enjoy going for any type of physical affection of any type, unless it was under certain circumstances. Especially the hug being so long.

He wasn't complaining, he adored it, but he couldn't help but worry. Was something wrong? Were you hurt?

"Love, as much as I enjoy moments like this, is there anything you need to tell me? Should I kick anyone's arse?" he raised his brow, looking down at you.

You shook your head, never letting go of the taller man, a smile appearing on your face. How cute he is when he's worried, you thought.

That's pretty much how the rest of the day night went. The two of you in each other's embrace, spending it in utter silence, just glad to be in your own little world together.

You told him, before going back to your dorm, about how you finally broke up with that douchebag, and was your man proud.

The couple next days, weeks even, went by quickly. You and Tom would hang by the library after classes to complete and give help with what the other might have been stuck on.

Tom walks towards you, so dangerously close, you can practically feel his lips on yours. A hand's glued on the wall next to you, right above your head. Your body pressed against a door, his knee right in between your legs, brushing against your crotch. His other hand pulling you closer by your waist, soon planting kisses all over your jaw and neck. You can't help but melt into his touch, his lips- you just want more, more of him.

You gasp, practically jumping up your bed. It was only a dream, wasn't it you thought, sighed in slight disappointment. You wouldn't like to admit it to yourself, but you've been thinking about Tom in a certain way lately.

That only made things worse for you. Because according to you, he would never see you that way. Because the way you saw it, Tom only ever thought of you as a friend.

And so thought he. He was just as disappointed every time he'd dream of the two of you being intimate, romantically, sexually, it didn't matter. He was just as devastated when he woke up. Always went back to sleep hoping those wonderful dreams would go on.

Both of you had a few dreams like those. Some were a whole lot sweeter. Dates together, just the two of you softly making out with the sound of classical music in the background. All of this causing the two of you a bittersweet feeling, thinking that all of this was just hopeless dreams, impossible to come true.

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Starry night, you and him, the lake, the full moon shining bright. There's nothing that could ruin this delightful night. It feels like a dream, so much that you even question the reality of what's going on.

"Is this...real?" you ask Tom, not taking your eyes off the sky you so dearly loved. He raised a brow at you, looking at you in a clearly confused expression.

"If it wasn't, we'd be doing more than just stargazing, love" he chuckled, really hoping you'd take it as a joke.

"What would we be doing then, darling?" you question once again, mocking the way he calls you petnames while at it, a visibly evil smile painted on your face.

Tom takes his bottom lip in between his teeth, turning to face his pretty boy. "Do you really want to know, [Y/N]?"

The usage of your name kind of, just a little bit, frightened you. Not in a necessarily bad way, more like in a 'I have no idea what to expect next' way.

"What would you do if I kissed you?" he smirked at you, feeling oddly confident, though your silence and shocked face slowly faded. He was about to mutter apologies 'till you let out a mumble. "I'd like that" you said, your voice barely above a whisper.

"What was that, my prince? Would you kindly repeat that for me?" he told you with a straight face, making you wonder if he truly didn't hear you. If only you knew the amount of pride he felt at that moment, barely four words and his mind wandering to so, so many things he knew the both of you would like.

The shade of your cheeks changed a bit, was it from embarrassment? Or from the idea that he may actually like you back. Either way, you did repeat what you had told him, blushing even harder as there was an ever-growing smile on your face.

Soon enough, Tom sat up, leaned against a tree nearby. Motioning on his lap, he asked you to sit there, and happily you did.

You've never seen him smile like that. He looked at you like you're the only person in the world. His hands firmly on your cheeks, slowly pulling you in.

Your arms instinctively went around his neck, tilting your head to the side in order to deepen the kiss.

Once you pulled away to take a breath, his hands rested on your lower waist, his eyes staring at you lovingly as they always did.

"You know I'm no good with words." you looked at him exactly the way he was looking at you; you were truly each other's everything. "I know, my prince" his hand wandered around his loverboy's hair, soon pulling him in yet another kiss.

He knew he loved you, and now he was sure you loved him too. Only thing is, he wasn't sure how to ask you to take over the world with him, but for now, he was happy with what you had, and so were you.

#i loved the process of writing this #I feel like Tom would really treasure the person hes in love with #harry potter x gender neutral reader #harry potter x male reader #tom riddle x reader #tom riddle #tom riddle x gendernatural reader #tom marvolo riddle #writing #scenarios #tom riddle headcanon #harry potter #hogwarts #harry potter fanfiction

[im-a-gaymess]

Kiss you then forget you. [Part 1/?]

| Draco Malfoy x Gendernatural!Gryffindor! Reader. Angst.

| Summary: You and Draco have been messing around during summer, but once you go back to school his attention belongs to the one and only pansy parkinson.

| Word Count: 441

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Collapsed on the sweet wet grass. Laying down right next to the person you love most, Draco Lucious Malfoy.

His face turnt towards yours, a hand carelessly leaving subtle touches all over your body, making its way up to your face to softly caress your cheek. And his eyes, oh how his eyes are looking into yours. As if you're his whole wide world. Like you're the person he wants to spend his lifetime with.

Considering all of this, you couldn't help but smile. Eager to keep him all to yourself, to hold him, be with him through good and bad.

"Kiss me, darling?" Draco asks, knowing how giggly it could make you. He could swear at that moment that this, the sound of your laugh, was the most beautiful piece of music he's ever heard.

And it was all a lie. All of it. You knew it too, yet you couldn't stop yourself from falling, could you?

What once was shared between the two of you, is now what holds him together with her.

Ever since school started he has been so unbearable to be around. Not in a way of you hating him, Merlin how you wish you hated him; no, it was in the sense that of him completely ignoring your existence. It's as if he used you because he couldn't be around her.

You can't even take your eyes off of them, either. Staring at them holding hands, pushing the hair out of each other's face, all the little things you used to do with him are now repeated with her.

As many times as your friends, especially your best friend, Neville, have tried to warn you about how he'd break your heart. You should have listened to them.

But because you didn't, you're suffering the consequences. Watching the person who you so dearly care about be all over someone else.

"[Y/N], he's not worth it, you know he's not." Neville, your best friend said, cutting out your thoughts. He went on and on about how you could find someone so much better, how you deserve to find someone better.

Maybe he was right, but it didn't stop you from wanting Draco more and more every day.

You never could help but wonder; why didn't he at least say goodbye? Why not at least be honest about what he wanted that summer, instead of making me feel used and forgotten?

Sadly, the one person who could answer your questions didn't care about a thing other than his girlfriend, and boy did it drive you mad.

Who knows? Maybe soon enough, you'll know. Then again, maybe not.

#im not sure about this actually #Interact with this post if youre sexy !! /j #draco malfoy x y/n #draco malfoy x male reader #draco malfoy x gryffindor #harry potter x gender neutral reader #harry potter #harry potter x reader #draco malfoy #writing #harry potter angst

[im-a-gaymess]

3:47 AM

There's no more distance between the two of you. Your lips against each other's as hands continously traveling over each other's bodies, soft touches everywhere, anywhere.

"I've told you before. There's no one in the whole wide world I'd rather be with, darling" Draco broke the kiss. "Shut up" you look down, too embarassed to keep eye contact with the boy, your face as red as can be.

You felt so ashamed honestly, how could you think that he'd like you less or even worse,, that he'd want someone other than you.

Truth being told, you got to spend less time together as the exams and separate houses got in your way. He made time for you as much as he could but sometimes you couldn't help but feel insecure - not now though, not while you're with him.

And as he was about to speak up, look who found you! Professor Snape.

Of course, being out of dorms this late we got ourselves into detention. But at least with that, you get to spend a little more time with the person you care about most.

#hi yes this is my first post whores #so I guess it's not that bad !!! #i have such a big crush on him though dude #especially after rewatching the movies just a few days back #i feel so bad for him like i just want to hold the boy and tell him everything's gonna be alright #harry potter #harry potter x reader #writing #scenarios #imagines #draco malfoy #draco malfoy x reader #draco malfoy x gryffindor #potterverse #draco malfoy x male reader #draco malfoy x y/n #harry potter x gender neutral reader