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jnnul · 1 month

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super shy

genre: FLUFF, angst bc of reader's insecurities but minji's there to take them all away <3

word count: 0.9k

type: drabble

a/n: hehe back to my roots! here's a little drabble for my beautiful girl after so long of not writing for her <3

it seems when you're sitting here, wrapped up in minji's arms, the entire world is at peace. you know this isn't true and that the moment you have to leave her embrace, the world comes back to the chaotic never-ending march of time you know it to be. but the sentiment makes you feel a little more calm and a little less worried about the future.

"what's got your pretty little head so occupied?" minji says. you're slouched so that your head is resting against her chest and it makes you feel so safe and warm that you can feel the vibrations of her steady heartbeat next to your head and rise and fall of her chest with every breath.

you always ask her if its too much or if you're too heavy or if she's uncomfortable but she always manages to quiet your thoughts with a firm press of her lips against yours, kissing you until she can physically feel the overthinking in your brain finally come to a rest, smiling when she finally does.

her smile never fails to give you butterflies deep in your stomach - especially when its pressed against your own.

"nothing," you say, looking up at her. she tilts her head, eyes searching deep within your own to look for any sign of lying or trying to keep her from worrying about you.

"i mean it. i'm not thinking about anything. i was just - kinda feeling how lucky i am to have you in my life. and how much i love you," you say, your words growing softer as you speak, suddenly growing shy in front of your girlfriend.

minji looks at you for a moment to make sure you truly weren't hiding your feelings from her and when she's satisfied, she lets out a full bellied laugh.

"oh my god. we've been dating for what, like, three years? why do you still get so shy around me?" minji says softly, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. you scramble out of your position to look at her in the eyes.

"you don't get shy around me anymore?" you gawk. minji shrugs, leaning her weight on her palms behind her.

"no - i mean, i still want to impress you. like i still want you to fawn over me and i still want to spoil the shit out of you and it gives me butterflies when you compliment me or when you look at me so excited about something. even more when you're excited because of me. but i don't really get shy around you," she explains, although she's quick to add, "that's a personality thing though, i promise i love you more and more everyday. i'm not falling out of love with you."

"oh." it's all you have to say and all you know to say honestly. it still amazes you how well minji can read you and how she always manages to find the right words to appease your fluttering thoughts.

"i get shy around you. and it makes me feel bad sometimes, because i end up overthinking everything because i can't believe someone as beautiful as you thinks that i'm worth spending your time on, to be honest. especially when you should and could be spending your time on such bigger and more beautiful people. and i know they're just my insecurities and i need to fix my way of thinking but...yeah..." you trail off when minji's lips fix into a disapproving frown. she gathers your hands in hers, leaning down so that she can catch your downcast gaze.

"baby, please. first of all, i think you're incredibly beautiful. but you and i both know that it matters most that you understand how beautiful you are. just because you don't look like a kpop idol doesn't mean you're not beautiful. to be honest, if you did, i don't know that i would love you as much as i do. not that looks are everything and i know that i would love your personality but that's just it - i made that first move on you because i thought you were gorgeous.

"think about it this way: you look at a van gogh and a monet and think they're both beautiful, right? but they look nothing alike. just because something is beautiful, it doesn't take away from something or someone else's beauty. i love you. and i want you to love yourself as much as i do because there might come a day where i can't be with you, even though i wish there was nothing that could keep us apart and i could be by your side every minute and every second."

"but when i can't be next to you, i want you to love yourself to the fullest. i want you to know that you are so gorgeous inside and out and that the reason you were put on this earth is to spread the beauty you have with so many people."

"honestly, you make me a better person just by being around you. that's your beauty, y/n. please, baby," she says, reaching out to put her palms on your cheek, wiping away the tears cascading down your cheeks as gently as possible with her thumbs, smiling at you.

you lean forward to wrap her in the greatest hug you possibly can.

"i love you so much minji. and i love that you love me so much that you want me to love myself the same way that you do."

and the world will continue to spin tomorrow, but for right this moment, this is enough for you.

#jnnul #minji fluff #minji x reader #kim minji x reader #newjeans scenarios #newjeans angst #newjeans fluff #newjeans minji #newjeans #minji fic #kim minji

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jnnul · 1 month

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Hello??? The forgetful jaemin fic??? Thank god i was able to stop my tears from flowing brcause im working???? Thank you for this beautiful fic 😭😭😭

noo please don't cry!! i'm so touched and thankful that you liked my writing :( i hope that ur day went well!!

#jnn replies #ur so sweet omg :(

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jnnul · 2 months

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[nsfw content!] not to be absolutely feral but i'm thinking abt how jungwon is the boyfriend to end all boyfriends when it comes to sex? the man is cocky, but still him, so even when you're teasing him and his tongue is poking at his cheek, with one eyebrow raised in amusement, he's still got the ghost of a smile dancing on his lips.

like how he looks at you when you're sinking onto his cock with nothing but his hoodie on and he's fingering the hem of the hoodie with a little smile.

"do you think this is enough to keep me from completely ruining you?"

#jnnul #jnn hard hours #jungwon smut #enhypen smut #jungwon hard hours #enhypen hard hours #jungwon x reader #enhypen x reader #jungwon hard thoughts #enhypen hard thoughts #sorry #I WAS WRITING #AND THEN I WROTE THIS #AND NOW I'M HOT AND SWEATY #I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE

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jnnul · 2 months

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in another lifetime... (nct dream)

a/n: mark’s is a little too long...this was originally a fic for him but it, uh, turned into a dreamies fic idk how either word count: 2.6k genre: fluff

in another lifetime, mark lee would be a novelist. he would be writing manuscript after manuscript about dragons and oceans and crossing oceans on dragons. he would be quiet, oftentimes just scribbling away on some fat stack of papers. mark would be handsome, in that nerdy and almost innocent way. he would push his glasses further up on his nose bridge, always meaning to get new glasses and then never getting a chance to.

mark wouldn’t drink coffee (his parents didn’t like him drinking coffee) so he would just sip a cup of hot chocolate milk ceremoniously. he would bring his own tumbler every time to that hole in the wall coffee shop he frequented because as much as he loves his parents, he doesn’t want other people to know that he’s 23 and he’s still drinking hot chocolate.

you would probably be the barista at said hole in the wall coffee shop. owned by your close friend’s mom, every time you would come home from college, you would come help out your friend and her mother at the shop. all the regulars would know you by name because you’ve always got this kind smile and welcoming air about you.

fitting that you would be a secondary education major, many people would muse, especially when you would set about making some absolutely monstrous drink without so much as batting your pretty eyes.

mark, in particular, would be so intrigued by your ambiance that he begins to write you into his stories without even realizing. suddenly, the main character has a lilt in their voice like you do. and even the villain flashes award-winning smiles to their henchmen every so often.

needless to say, mark would be smitten. crushes are probably foreign to mark. for as long as mark has been able to pronounce the word ‘crush’ he had denounced the idea altogether. inseparable with his legal pad filled with random ideas, mark would write down everything he saw and felt - and subsequently, the fleeting passion would fade into doodles and sketches of forgotten characters.

but somehow, you would be different. maybe it’s way you remember exactly how mark likes his hot chocolate by his third time ordering it, or the fact that you call out, “one latte for mr. lee!” even though you both know full well that there is no latte in the tumbler you have just filled up.

either way, mark would probably hand you a letter one august evening, a couple weeks before you head back for your last year of college, and needless to say, you say yes to the question in the letter.

“be the main character in my life and go on a date with me?”

in another life time, renjun is an artist. he’s still up and coming but he’s got talent and eye for beauty that not many people have. he’s almost as beautiful as the landscapes that he draws, with the same twinkle in his eyes and the slight upward tilt to his lips. but his artwork is something else.

as beautiful as renjun is, you can’t take your eyes away from his art. there would be some with vivid blues and reds and greens that should clash in a way that such bold colors do but somehow renjun makes it work. there would be some with muted colors, reflecting the struggles that renjun has seen and faced during his lifetime, evoking sadness in even the casual passerby. and there would be some that just showed how madly in love renjun was with you.

you would probably be his childhood sweetheart. someone who, although they appreciated the arts, worked a stable, well-paying job. someone who cared more about putting food on the table and supporting their partner in their passions than perhaps pursuing your own passions. renjun would probably argue with you, especially when he’s going through artist’s block or his paintings aren’t selling.

he’s worried for you after all. “it’s selfish of me to continue to paint when it’s not paying the rent. you should get to follow your own passions too.” he would say, brushing away the tears in his eyes as he looks at a half-finished canvas that you started back in high school. you had never quite gotten around to finishing it. but every time he felt that way, you would put a hand on renjun’s cheek and tilt his face towards yours gently.

gentle, so gentle. everything about you was gentle. your touch, your smile, your love. and you would press a soft, almost fleeting kiss to his cheek. “i am following my passion, renjun. i would follow you to the ends of the earth.”

and that would be that. renjun would be an exuberant lover. he was, after all, an artist and what are artists without their emotions? often times, renjun’s mood would fluctuate with the painting he was working on (or vice versa) and every single time, you would bring him back to the earth with a knowing look and a loving touch. renjun brought the color and passion into your life that you don’t think that you would have otherwise.

and he would give you the love of a lifetime. nothing less, of course, for his muse.

in another lifetime, jeno would be a teacher. throughout his childhood, jeno would be a good student - not at the absolute pinnacle of academic achievement - but he would make the top ten list of students almost every single year up all the way through high school. and then he’s faced with college and deciding what field he wants to go into and he’s stuck.

throughout his life, he has been a pretty normal kid, according to himself. he was good at studying but he was only good enough at it to go to a decent school. he liked sports but he liked having a real job more and then again, he was also just good enough that. he was alright in pretty much everything so he ended up committing to nothing and becoming a teacher.

anybody can tell that his heart’s not in though. for some reason, for all of the ways that jeno lee had thought himself to be just average, he feels as though he’s restricted himself to a role that he’s too big for.

until he actually starts teaching - then it feels like the earth has opened up underneath him when he steps into his first classroom full of fourteen year olds, all with bright eyes and curious minds. and jeno falls in love with something for the first time. he loves that he gets to walk into a classroom and foster children into pursuing their passions and interests. he goes to every sporting event, marching band concert, salsa y salsa night that he’s invited to. he sponsors three clubs (robotics, fashion club, and songwriters association) that he knows next to nothing about just because he can’t get over the fact that these kids trust him with their carefully guarded passions and promises to themselves.

he sees so much in each and every student and walks out of every parent teacher conference with glowing recommendations and referrals because it’s so obvious to everyone that he truly cares. and as much as he’s appreciative for all of the care and attention he gets from all of the parents, it’s different when it comes from you.

you’re the parent to one of jeno’s favorite students, a shy and quiet student who was very intelligent and well-mannered but slow to participate in class. and jeno’s well-aware that it’s inappropriate to think this during a parent teacher conference but when you walk in the room, the only thing that jeno can think is wow. they are absolutely gorgeous. that’s how jeno lee falls in love for the second time.

conversation flows easy and one thing leads to another and now suddenly you and jeno are dating. the student gets a lot more comfortable around jeno as well, and he’s even caught them reaching out a shy hand to some of the other students to show them the book they were reading. he texts as much to you and the two of you continue happily down your path of content and quiet, nurturing love.

in another lifetime, donghyuck would be a singer/songwriter. he probably tries hard to find something else to love, something else to latch onto - preferably something that pays the bills without any doubt of the next paycheck. but no matter how many times he switches his major or tries to find new passions, he falls into music every single time. so he decides that there’s only one life to live and throws himself into music.

it takes a while before he gets discovered. he gets discovered for producing one of his friend’s songs and slowly, as he builds up a steady fanbase, he begins releasing more and more music. when donghyuck hits 10k listeners on spotify, he feels as though there was nothing that could stop him.

until he’s completely stuck. he’s in a creative block, completely unable to come up with anything to write or sing. every time he tries to put pencil to paper, he ultimately draws a blank, unable to even think of how he feels about his writer’s block.

and then he’s in the studio, producing another song for the friend who brought him to this level of success at all when you walk into the recording booth. you were featuring on the song for the friend as a favor (your mutual friend thought you had a gorgeous voice even though you really had no interest in stardom) and donghyuck suddenly was hit with inspiration.

he didn’t really know what it was about you. maybe it was because of the way you smiled at the friend as the two of you goofed off in the recording booth. or the way you would always ask donghyuck if he had any thoughts on how you were approaching the song. or the way that your eyes seem to twinkle with the light of the stars in the dim lighting of the shitty recording booth.

whatever it is, you’ve got donghyuck. hook, line, sinker. and so, with little no explanation, donghyuck finds himself asking you to spend time with him, just so that the creative juices would continue flowing the way that they always seem to when you’re with him. somehow, you just being in the same room as him, focused on whatever homework you were doing, is enough for him.

and one day, when you see a song come up on your spotify feed that says - ‘go out with me?’ and your initials are listed in the songwriter’s credits, you find that perhaps you should thank that friend for dragging you into the recording booth after all.

in another lifetime, jaemin would be a computer scientist. he probably would’ve tried to get onto the surgery/medical path but promptly changed his mind after seeing just how long he’d have to be studying before he got to do anything he actually wanted to do.

he wouldn’t be in love with his job - he mostly just sees it as a means to an end more than anything. but that’s okay because he recognizes that a job is just meant to do for living expenses but not for living. jaemin gets upset sometimes that he isn’t really pursuing his passions on any level for his job but he’s a rational man. he rationalizes that it’s best if he has a well-paying job (that he’s very strict about 9 am entry and 5 pm exit with) to use the rest of the day for what he actually wants to do.

so when his company asks him to learn about a new coding language to better prepare for the integration of ai into their daily workflow, jaemin considers jumping ship and joining another company. he didn’t even like his job well enough on its own - why would he go out of his way to learn a new language?

well, because you’re the one teaching it to him.

you’re the instructor for the course his company is forcing him to take to learn about this new programming language and you had him wrapped around your little finger. jaemin was never a bad student, but if he had put in the same amount of effort into his classes in undergrad as he was now in your class, he’s damn sure he’d have been a c-suite officer by now.

you’re probably well aware of his crush (he is the singular person in the course who submits the assignments well before the deadline - and one of very few who bother to do the assignments at all) but due to the technical power you have over him, you don’t bother even trying to entertain him at all.

however, when jaemin cleverly sneaks his phone number into his final project, you end up finding yourself accidentally writing down the silly little digits onto a post-it note to save to your phone at a later date.

in another life, chenle is an entrepreneur. he tries to follow the footsteps of those who came before him to inherit the family business - he truly does. but he finds that he simply cannot bring himself to do work for a company he doesn’t truly care about. so, he works hard to create his own path.

he fails more than once, but he’s a strong person and he doesn’t get down very easily. in fact, it’s after he meets you that he creates the business idea that finally allows him to take on the world.

after he meets you, everything seems to go his way and even though chenle isn’t usually the superstitious type, he always insists that you stay by his side whenever he makes big decisions. first, as an acquaintance, then as a friend, and then as a partner.

chenle gains a sense of confidence and stability (two things he’d never had thought would go hand in hand) after he meets you. his life becomes a lot mroe understandable, and you allow him to find a sense of comfort in you that he cannot find elsewhere. it becomes easier to rest his mind, and once he does, he always comes up with better ideas than the last.

he still insists that you’re his lucky charm though, and although you know it’s not true, you appreciate the sentiment nonetheless.

in another life, jisung becomes a soccer player. he knows it’s nowhere close to easy to become a soccer player but once he discovers that that’s what he wants to do, no matter how much he tries to do something else, he can’t find it in himself to become anything else. his parents do their best to support him but he still can’t help that he feels guilty. at this age, he wants to start to be able to support his parents - and perhaps if he chose to do a 9 - 5, he might’ve been able to.

but now, he was just scratching the surface of the success that he wanted to achieve. everything changes when he meets you though.

you’re the captain of the national woman’s soccer team and jisung has had a crush on you since before he even knew that his dream was soccer. and so when you come to his little club (it’s not that little - they won the national championships last year) to serve as the coach for a two-week training camp, he’s doing his best to impress you.

and impressed, you are. you admire his work ethic and his style and on your recommendation, jisung applies to play for the national soccer team and gets selected (as a reserve player, but that’s more than he was before!), beginning a romance for the ages.

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jnnul · 2 months

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THE GF NING DRABBLE WAS SOOOO CUTEEEEE !! okay okay this is slightly irrelevant but what about dating k 🥺 i think he'd be the sweetest everrrrr :( - hype boy anon

a/n: oh don't worry anon i'll talk about my husband (real) all day any day <33 word count: 889 words genres: fluff + nsfw content

so koga yudai is a THE pretty princess of the century

like i hate to break it to you

but he is the princess of the relationship

since he's usually the oldest/one of the oldest members of a team wherever he goes, he likes being doted on

he likes being the center of your universe

he likes when you have heart eyes for him, when you back hug him after a long day, when you declare your love for him, etc.

HOWEVER

it is simply in his nature to be a loverboy he can't help it

so as much as he loves princess treatment, he naturally takes care of you anyway in more subtle ways

like if you're the one who's initiating pda or hugging him when you guys are around people, he'll shy away a little more

but in confined spaces, he literally clings to you and WILL NOT let go

he's a closeted princess <3

but because of this, no one believes you when you say that he's clingier than you

because he loves when you fawn over him

but the second you guys get home, he's all over you

he really releases all of his babygirlism™️ when it's just the two of you (he can't be losing all of his carefully accumulated street cred that easily)

the KING of back hugs whenever he can

you could be just standing in any situation and suddenly, you're wrapped in koga yudai

genuinely any situation he can have his hands on you (in private), his hands will be there

as much as he does it because he loves you and he thinks you're the sexiest being to grace the earth

it's also because he can't make you his priority number 1 and the guilt eats him up

k's been working for his dreams for SO long and now that they're slowly finally coming to life, he always gives them priority

so last minute cancellations or having to plan time together weeks in advance is smth that you'd have to just be ok with

he also always encourages you to pursue your dreams tho

in his rare time off, he spends it with you and will literally bend over backwards to help his s/o continue to grow in whatever field they want to

you want to become a doctor? he will quiz you about whatever subject you have a test in text week. you want to become an engineer? he's sitting with you and providing massages as you try and figure out the question. you want to be a teacher? he patiently sits with you as you practice your lesson plans.

knows that he has a s/o that's very patient and puts up with a lot more from him (namely, his dramatics) than anyone else so spoils you rotten

of course in physical touch and sharing your passion for whatever you're interested in, but also gifts

he will buy anything and everything that reminds him of you in the slightest (anything pretty)

it's his way of coping when he spends a long time away from you

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his other way of coping is phone sex 😭

k is a very visual person so he really needs to see you to get off

and i mean that literally

once you guys have sex for the first time (which would be so sweet because this boy just loves you so so much)

he genuinely cannot get off without you

needs you in some way, shape, or form to cum and while some people think it's weird, you think it's peak romance <3

is a switch but i think more dom leaning

he's more used to having more control, experience, power, etc. so he slips into the role pretty easily

he enjoys seeing you all drooly and fucked out for him so it works out

has an INCREDIBLE level of stamina

i mean it so literally that when you guys fuck after a long time of not seeing each other, it's all day and all night

like calling off of work the next day and everything

doesn't really like hurting you with words or pain

but he does like seeing you overwhelmed with pleasure

top 10 dick game out of everyone in kpop

but to get there, he will make you cum at least 2 times before he even sticks his dick inside

big dick energy

probably has to make you cum at least 2 times so that you're wet enough to fit him inside of you

will overwhelm you with pleasure whether you're the sub or dom tho

he can't help it :(

when he's subbing, he's like an overexcited puppy

and he can't help but fucking into you even after you tell him to stop

he just finds you so so so attractive and can't believe that you like him of all people

doesn't believe you in aftercare when you tell it was good

or that you're so happy you're with him in general

will just smile and clean you up gently in the shower

he only believes you truly love him when you're cuddled up next to him and even when you're dead asleep, you smile when you smell his perfume

after a long day at work

he's so sweet :( omg i want him so bad :(

#jnnul #k x reader #k smut #&team x reader #andteam x reader #k fluff #andteam fluff #&team smut #andteam smut #koga yudai #k #koga yudai x reader #andteam imagines #&team imagines #&team k

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forgetful

a/n: was supposed to be much longer but i couldn’t keep this to myself anymore. missed you guys <3 w/c: 2.1k words genre: fluff and angst, mentions of car crashes + hospitals, memory loss

jaemin na is forgetful. he forgets his keys at home when he’s supposed to serve as the designated driver, but you stick into his jacket pocket on your way out. he lays out a jacket for when it’s cold outside but he forgets it in his rush to catch the train to the city where he works, but you always manage to convince him to wear thick sweaters that day. he writes sticky notes upon sticky notes about doctor’s appointments, only for you to have to corral him into the car because he inevitably forgets. he forgets just how much of his salary he donates to charity every year because every time someone asks him if he would like to round up and donate, he always says yes.

needless to say, taxes are an obstacle to hurl past every year.

but the one thing that jaemin na will never forget is how much he loves you. in the way how he never lets you leave the house without a kiss to the forehead, even if the two of you are fighting. in the way he always somehow remembers to wear his favorite sweatshirt (for you; he always forgets to bring an extra for himself) when the two of you go stargazing for date night.

you asked him once, why he’s able to remember every single detail about you when he’s so forgetful about himself. he might not remember his PIN to his card but he most definitely remembers your exact order from dunkin - per your every mood.

and his response was when you knew that you made the right decision choosing him to be your person.

“i’d never forget anything about my person. forgetting you would be like forgetting how to breathe.” cheesy, sure, but you were drunk and so in love that it really didn’t matter.

so the shock when you get a call from the hospital three hours away when jaemin is traveling for a work event is almost unbelievable.

“hello? this is the mercy specialized hospital speaking. we have your loved one - a mr. jaemin na - in our hospital. mr. na suffered a car crash while on the highway due to negligent driving from a truck driver. unfortunately, the truck driver passed away but we do have mr. na in our care. emergency surgery must be performed in order to save his life. how far are you from our hospital?”

the calmness in the woman’s voice almost pisses you off. that was your boyfriend, your person that she was saying that needed emergency surgery. how could she be so calm when she was delivering such earth shattering news? you really didn’t understand. in fact, you really couldn’t fathom pretty much anything at this point.

jaemin had just left this morning. this morning, he had forgotten his keys once again and you had to flag him down on the way out so that you could hand off the car keys. he had pressed a kiss to your forehead, like he always did, and he had left with the same soft look in his eyes that he always had when it came to you.

how could someone you had been with just this morning be in such a situation like this? how could it happen to jaemin? jaemin?

“hello? i need you to confirm your address please,” the woman on the other end of the line says, startling you. you stutter as you list out the address, the same as jaemin’s and the woman pauses for a moment, as if to confirm something with someone before speaking once more.

“thank you. unfortunately, due to the nature of the situation, we cannot wait for your arrival at the hospital for mr. na to go into surgery as every minute is valuable to ensure the survival of the patient. you are listed as mr. na’s emergency contact and the person to consult in the case mr. na cannot consent. do we have your consent to perform surgery on mr. na?” the woman continues, almost too calm. her voice wavers just slightly when she says that you must consent to life saving surgery.

it’s a façade, you realize. she’s trying to stay as calm as possible for your sake. so that you don’t get frightened. you almost want to laugh out of how ridiculous the thought was. frightened? you were close to passing out. but instead, you just consent.

“i consent. please. save him. save my person.” when your voice breaks in the middle of your sentence, the woman elects to save your dignity by staying calm.

“we will do our best.”

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you didn’t trust yourself to drive. not in a time like this. so you call jeno, jaemin’s best friend, telling him that you needed him to drive you to mercy general. he asks no questions when he hears how distraught you sound. he’s at your home in almost thirteen minutes.

jeno lives twenty-five minutes away.

jeno’s fiancé, jihyo, is sitting in the back, where she pats the seat next to her when you crawl in. you don’t even say a word as you tumble into the seat next to her, your tears blocking your vision.

the car is silent for almost an hour until you are finally able to calm down enough to explain what was happening. jeno’s knuckles are white from his grip as you recount the phone call, and you feel the car pick up speed.

the highway is almost eerily quiet, a sense of uncanny unfeeling that settles into your bones like the fog on the road wants to take up space within your hollowed out chest.

jihyo doesn’t say a word as she pats your hair, and lets jeno push the gas even harder, as if that would save your boyfriend. his best friend, you remember with a startle. he might be your everything but jaemin was something to other people too. it was hard to remember that through the shock and the grief.

so when jeno says he’ll drop you and jihyo off at the entrance, park the car, and then come back, you say no.

“he’s your best friend, jeno. i know you’re trying to be strong for me but let’s go together. we all need all the support we can get,” you say and you can see jeno wipe his eyes stubbornly with the back of his hand as he finds a parking spot.

the three of you rush into the hospital, having already called jaemin’s parents to meet you at the hospital, unsure if you could muster up the courage to tell his parents that you weren’t sure if he would make it out alive or not. so, you just swallow your tears, ask them to meet you at mercy general, and pass off the phone to jihyo, who immediately jumps in and steps away to mumble the details of why you were at the hospital into the phone.

after what feels like decades, a tired looking surgeon and a man with gray, wiry hair come up to you with a heavy air and you can feel jeno’s grip on his jeans turn even tighter as the worst possibilities run through each of your minds.

the surgeon opens her mouth to say something but she immediately stops when jaemin’s parents come rushing into the hospital, wrapping you and jeno in tight hugs and shaky arms as they try to understand what was happening when they see the nurse and surgeon.

“i’m sorry, doctor. is my son out of surgery?” jaemin’s mother says, her hand drifting to her mouth subconsciously. the surgeon nods, exchanging a look with the man behind her.

“yes, mr. na is out of surgery. thankfully, the debris from the wreck didn’t damage any vital organs, and we were able to treat most of the damage,” the surgeon says softly, and your knees give out from the relief, jihyo catching you and jeno holding you steady as you try to gain your balance.

jaemin’s father is silent as he examines the face of the man behind the surgeon carefully. “most of the damage? is there something that was untreatable?”

the surgeon’s face takes a slightly uneasy sheen as she nods, guiding everyone to sit down once more, in the secluded part of the waiting room they had been guided to by receptionist when they first arrived.

she takes a deep breath before continuing. “however, our neurologist has detected that mr. na had suffered severe head trauma during the accident. although we cannot determine the extent of the issue until mr. na wakes up, we wanted to keep the family informed about...the possibility that mr. na might not be the same person he was prior.”

“what? what does that mean?” jeno exclaims, his eyes red and raw from the number of tears he had been trying to hold back this whole time. the man with the gray hair steps forward with a somber look as he introduces himself.

“hello, my name is dr. gonzalez, the neurologist assigned to mr. na’s case. in cases of severe car accidents such as these, we have seen numerous possibilities of how people have changed due to the trauma to the head. some people forget their past up to the accident, some forget how to speak. some may forget how to control their body and be unable to walk or control their motor functions. and some patients are able to walk out of the hospital with no issues other than the occasional migraine. it is entirely dependent on the severity of the trauma and the patient’s health.”

“but there’s a possibility that he’ll be okay? he won’t forget?” you whisper, clearing your throat when you realize how teary your voice comes out.

mr. gonzalez pauses for a moment as he takes in the sight of a family so incredibly afraid for their loved one. how could he deny them the smallest hope?

so he nods gently and for the first time in thirty years, prays to some higher being that he can deliver good news to them.

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jaemin wakes up thirty-six hours after the surgery. the first thing that he remembers is that he had something important to do. he has no idea what it was, where he was supposed to do it, or why it was so important. all he knew was that he absolutely needed to get it done.

the second thing that he remembers is that he almost died. jaemin has no clue how it happened - or even if he was really alive now - but all he remembers is bright lights and the feeling that he was forgetting to do something important.

trying to figure out what exactly jaemin had forgotten is giving him the migraine of the century so he decides to put it aside, gathering his strength to push himself. as soon as he does though, there are four pairs of hands trying to push him back down.

he recognizes three pairs of them - his parents, and jeno - but as he follows the hands with his eyes to recognize the last pair, jaemin comes up with a blank. the face is familiar, with beautiful eyes and lips that tell stories that jaemin knows instinctively that he loves.

but he has no clue who you are.

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you can tell that jaemin doesn’t recognize you by the way that his eyes light up when they see jeno and his parents, and the way they immediately cloud over when he looks at you.

he clears his throat, and you feel as though he’s holding your breath involuntarily as he tries to get his words out, his voice breaking from the effort of speaking after so long of not doing so.

“you’re - you’re someone i know,” jaemin says slowly, looking at you dead in the eyes. you try to keep yourself from collapsing right there, jihyo rubbing your arm in solidarity as she sees you struggling.

“i am,” you manage to whisper. jeno looks between you and jaemin tentatively as the situation clicks in his head.

“i love you,” he says. it’s not a question, because jaemin never forgets.

he forgets your name, and you spend the next few months trying to recover his memories, but he never gets impatient.

he always asks you to tell him more stories about yourself, even ones that don’t include your relationship to each other at all, to tell him all about your dreams and aspirations.

jaemin is slow, and he doesn’t remember many things that he knew before.

he forgets how you like your coffee, your first date with each other, and all the little things that you’d thought jaemin would never forget.

but he never gives up and he never forgets how much he loves you.

because na jaemin loved you to the moon and back, and that was something that no one could take away from him.

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hiii!!! i sent in the ning gf hc ask (ning anon if u will......??) and i just wanted to say it's great!! ur an amazing writer and i can't wait to see what u conjure up next!!! <3

hi!!! thank you sm!! it was so fun to write im glad you liked it <333

#jnn replies #ning anon 🩵#def conjuring some stuff up 🤭

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jnnul · 3 months

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its me again~ but im being so fr some of your fics are so GORGEOUS and emotive!! esp this one hoon fic i suddenly cant remember which one but it was so moving </3 - hype boy anon :D

WOWOWOWOW thank you sm sm!! that actually means the world to me <333 you’re so sweet 😭

#jnn replies #hype boy anon 💙#i hope you have a great day today!!!

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I JUST READ THE DATING RINA DRABBLE AND DIED HEADASS……………… do u have any thoughts for dating ning? :3

word count: 933 words a/n: LMAOOOO that's so real anonnie that's me with ningrina on any given day tbh genres: fluff and nsfw content

ningning is THE girlfriend tbh

very feminine, very princess vibes

but i feel like ningning is the epitome of a 50/50 girlie

she will definitely expect princess treatment but she will also def be giving princess treatment

it doesn't matter age, gender, race, nationality

you are her princess™️ just like she is your princess™️

for example, she might be the one to ask you out on a date

but once you hit it off, she'll expect you to be the one to make it official

i honestly feel like ningning would ask you out within like a couple hours of meeting you

she gets your number, thinks you're cute, and then asks you out on a date

and on that first date, she puts her expectations for a relationship out in the open and highkey she's just so confident in what she wants that you're like ???

i'm??? in love with her???

(she knows you are)

once you ask her to be your girlfriend, she absolutely dotes on you

there's a new side of her that you've never seen before

she's like a sweet best friend that also drops 2 grand on w/o batting an eye bc she saw you eyeing a pretty watch and what her baby looks at, her baby gets

and she expects that you love her like that too!!

not monetarily, but definitely at least in emotional aspects

affirm her feelings, express how much you love her, initiating dates, buying her flowers randomly to surprise her

but outside of that, she wants you to be her best friend and vice versa

like she genuinely wants to have inside jokes w you, do stupid things w you, and lowk wants to be your absolute best friend

def isn't very controlling and she herself has a lot of friends

but she def prioritizes you the most out of everyone

and kinda wants you to do the same (or at least have her in the top 3)

is actually the best person to rant to bc she'll just listen to you like this 😍 while you're swearing like a sailor

will def join in and bash whoever's making her bb feel bad

but thinks you're so incredibly lovable regardless

lowk loves showing you off in public?

like she doesn't care when you're wearing revealing clothing or when ppl are checking you out, in front of her, mind you

bc she knows that you're hot and she appreciates you knowing that too

what she draws the line at tho is literally anyone threatening her spot in closeness to you

lowk will get toxic abt it too

like if she feels like you met someone who's able to make you laugh like she does, she immediately brings it up to you

and asks you to distance yourself from them

unless she's 100% sure that it's platonic from their side

bc she trusts her baby

but not the rest of the world

hand in hand w the whole showing you off/best friend thing

she loves going clubbing w you!!

the best thing abt dating ningning is that she makes you embrace life to the fullest

genuinely 0 shits given to the world

you're violently drunk after 12 shots at the club? she's holding your hair/clothes back as you hurl your guts out and she's still having the time of her life

will take so many pics of you two together

like actually she has to upgrade her icloud storage every 3 months

bc she doesn't want to delete a single picture of you

or the two of you tgt

probably singlehandedly supporting apple atp

so incredibly in love w you <333

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ik so many ppl hc her as a pillow princess

and she def has her moments!! where she just wants to be spoiled rotten

but she love love LOVES putting in the work when y'all are getting nasty

highkey that's one of the only things she'll rlly go 75/25 on

she has an y/n fixation so you can expect her to go down on you (wtv that looks like for you!!) 25/8

you're watching tv? her hands are in your pants

you're washing the dishes? she's backhugging you and her hands are in your pants

you're breathing? her hands are down your pants

NINGNING JUST WANTS TO MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ALL THE DAMN TIME

i don't rlly think she's into power play

but she's def prone to 'taking the lead' in bed

i also think that once you guys get more comfortable w each other, she lets out her inner freak

like i genuinely think that she'd leave you tied to the bed w a vibrator at your core and just watch you

she thinks you look gorgeous when you cum

and therefore, overstimulates you whenever she can

not a fan of edging bc she hates seeing you cry

but she will use it against you if she ever feels like you're not loving her as hard as she wants to be!!

also lots of romantic, heated sex

where she pushes you up against a wall and kisses the shit out of you

and then takes you to the bedroom where she has a bunch of fairy lights and candles lit

she's v v spontaneous tho so she can flip the vibe however you want!! will never do the same thing twice!!

aftercare has to be 50/50 tho!! she runs you a bath and massages all of the sore spots and you make her cheese toasties <333

overall, ningning who is your needy/sexy/silly best friend and girlfriend all in one!!

#jnnul #ningning #ningning x reader #aespa x reader #ningning smut #aespa smut #aespa imagines #aespa drabble #aespa headcanons #ningning headcanons #ningning imagines #ning yizhuo #ningning fluff

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