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i watched one (1) video on how to draw hands that changed my life forever. like. i can suddenly draw hands again

these were all drawn without reference btw. i can just. Understand Hands now (for the most part, im sure theres definitely inaccuracies). im a little baffled

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... but if one day, you changed your mind. if one day, your lips parted to allow the escape of words that are perhaps meaningless in nature- i would gladly step forward into your arms once more.

“Distance doesn’t separate people. Silence does.”

— Jeff Hood

#inspired #writers block #humans are weird

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i'm sorry. i'm sorry that i didn't know what you needed. i'm sorry i didn't know how much space to give you, if you even needed it at all. i'm sorry that i didn't walk up to you and keep smiling and being your friend like i promised i would. i'm sorry that i didn't break the silence sooner. i'm sorry that i didn't brush off the sharp alien feeling between us and close the rift caused by time. i'm sorry i couldn't step back into your life as easily as you stepped out of mine. i'm sorry i wasn't enough for you. i'm sorry

#i'm sorry #apologies #vent #angst #sorry #i loved you in the only way i knew how #i loved you because you were the one i wanted to stay for #you liked me because i was the only one there #regret #maybe it's my fault that i ignored the fact that #you didn't have room to accept the love i had for you #and i had so much of it to give #LOL #cringe #cringy #this is so #this is so stupid

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I hate how much I liked you (and how much I still do).

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does anybody else have those days where they say something and then you realize ‘oh i fucked up’ but it’s too late and now your whole day is ruined and you think everybody in your life is just tolerating you?? no? cool just checking

#haha #vent #slightvent #why am i like this #why does this always happen #why do i do this to myself #sometimes i wish i were a different person #maybe then i’d be the person they need #but i’m not #so #that’s that

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betrayal isn’t the sudden pain of being stabbed in the back by someone you thought you could trust. it’s the steady and constant feeling that you’re losing all sense of reality as you stare at what you thought you knew about them.

#forget a breakup #betrayal #10/10 never again #vent #slight vent #angst #haha #thoughts