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update 6: march 6, 2024

things have gotten better and worse at the same time, but i'm not as mentally down as i was, even last month.

but i'm alive, and i'm thankful i get to be here again. i made it to 23, and i think that's something to be proud of

in an attempt to make myself get more serotonin, instead of saying “i’m gonna kms” when things go wrong, i’m gonna start saying “im gonna get thru this so hard it won’t know what hit it”

will update

#krush tries to better their mental health

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could u do a web weave on avoidant attachment please and thank u!!

{Marie Howe, from Magdalene: Poems; “The Landing”/ ‘I'm Not a Good Person’, Pat The Bunny/ Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to Stanley Pennell/ Kiki’s Delivery Service, Studio Ghibli/ Katherine Fabrizio/ Topaz Winters, from “Battlefield”, Poems for the Sound of the Sky Before Thunder/ Albert Camus, from Notebooks 1935-1942; tr. by Philip Thody/ Fyodor Dostoevsky, from The Complete Works; "The Insulted and Humiliated,"/ Unknown/ Clarice Lispector, from "The Departure of the Train", Complete Stories/ Sherman Alexie, The Absolutely True Story of a Part-Time Indian}

#web weaving #but this time it's about me #oh no kanon is an avoidant attachment #about me

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That’s Louis Rossman, a repair technician and YouTuber, who went viral recently for railing against Apple. Apple purposely charges a lot for repairs and you either have to pay up or buy a new device. That’s because Apple withholds necessary tools and information from outside repair shops. And to think, we were just so close to change.

Follow @the-future-now

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Happy New Year!

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y’all know i love you on purpose right? like maybe i accidentally fell into the love or maybe it was always there, but once i saw it, i held onto it. i made the choice to love after being presented the option not to and i hope y’all understand that.

#me and this big ole heart of mine are stretching #a man’s heart may not be like a womb but mine is #i will stretch it until i can see the veins #i love you all

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hey what the actual fuck is going on with bnha/mha

#i just caught up #like 20 chapters #this #this is just so fucking weird now #bnha #boku no hero academia #mha #my hero academia

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Busybee Recs: Dec 27th

In this rapidly growing and changing community, there is no shortage of gorgeous creators, talented writers, and fantastic content to consume. Because the fandom could always use more positivity and more spotlight shown on older content, I'll be highlighting and recommending fics written on this date in previous years!

soldier, poet, king

In the small town of Dahlia under the rule of the Shaw King, lives a small tavern. It’s occupants are queer, to say the least, but the mead is good, the bard that sings there is wonderful and the owner is a retired bard themselves. Under the watchful eye of the mercenary for hire, the tavern brings the most peculiar pairs. It’s even said to be a matchmaking spot. Is it the drinks? Is it the atmosphere? Or is it the charm of the town that draws in the most unusual travelers? Whose to say. or the fantasy au i wanted based on the song lol

A gorgeous fantasy, D&D-esque AU written by @krushkreates that gets the Oh, Hellos stuck in your head in the best way~

Things I love about this fic:

Sweetheart, Angel, and Babe being best friends and hanging out/running a tavern like in our wildest cottagecore, Legends & Lattes dreams

Sam being their friend and mother-henning over their injuries

David as the King~

#oh my god this is the sweetest thing EVER #THANK YOU #redactedasmr #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redactedaudio #redacted audio #redacted #soldier poet king

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Hullo, Tumblr. Have a Nanami.

#jesus christ #merry fucking christmas to me #happy yule #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #nanami #nanami fanart

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Reblog to make it die faster

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Im just feeling a certain way rn

#me with part two of our father

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uh oh kanon's being vulnerable(ish)

so like two nights ago i was listening to hozier (as i usually do) and i got to the bridge of to noise making (sing)

made me realize that i've been listening to unreal unearth when i didn't think i'd even get to listen to wasteland, baby! so naturally i started sobbing like a baby

and i just wanna say that if you stuck around to hear that music play again, i'm so proud of you, and we made it baby!

#krush talks #hozier #unreal unearth #wasteland baby #to noise making (sing) #mental health #positive mental attitude

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uhh hi. i'm back from the fuckin' dead, it seems. all i am going to indulge is that i am incredibly glad 2023 is almost over.

anyways this is based off my Irish heritage again oh my god krush how much of ur heritage are u gonna put in ur writing?? a lot shut up i'm not gonna say anything or it's gonna give it away and that's no fun!

so i'd like to present, lasko, becoming goo when he learns what his dear listener has been calling him.

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"Bye Grá!" The word rolls off their lips so easily as they peck his cheek before hurrying off to their car, feeling the dopamine seize their muscles.

It's one that's hit his ears so many times. He's wanted to ask, it sits so patiently on the tip of his tongue, drumming in his ears with the blood that rushes to his tympanic membrane. The question floods his cheeks with the heat that burns it when the honey-coated word drenches him in a comfort that can only be described as familiar.

It hums in the back of his throat, begging to be released, but bound and gagged by the sickly saccharined voice of his anxiety.

Would it be weird to ask? Do they think I know what it means? What if it's something mean? What? Don't think that! They'd never! Come on Lasko, pull yourself together for god's sake! Back and forth. An endless tug of war that currently sees his curiosity winning out over his nerves. A small victory, but one nonetheless.

He decides, Fuck it. I'm going to look it up.

It's a clumsy search, and if you looked at his Google history, you might laugh a bit as the searches get weirder and weirder as he tries to figure out this mystery word without asking.

Grah

Grawe

Graw

McGraw

Tim McGraw

Damn typos and autofill.

Grahe

Graw word meaning

Grawe word meaning not english

Graw word meaning in english

Gra word meaning english

He's about two more searches from calling it quits as his frustration reads the screen aloud to his empty office.

"Noun, Irish. A liking or fondness for something." He murmurs to himself. "A liking or fondness." His irritation melts away. He types a bit more.

Grá Irish term romantic.

His eyes widen, the heat of his blush tripling.

"Means love in its most simple translation." Lasko murmurs to himself. He puts his head in his hands, covering himself from the wash of emotions he feels. They're so, sweet to him. Sweet on him, sweet for him, sweet for their affectionate names that are so subtle. "Grá." He tests it, rolling it the way they do. It's clumsy, like the time they tried rolling his D&D dice and rolled it too hard onto the floor. But it's endearing. "Grá." It's a whisper. The clack of his keyboard is heard again. "Mo grá." Lasko repeats, the same way he's heard them say it.

My love.

#this has been another installment of me using irish gaelic to my advantage #best believe y'all are mo ghrá #that's the plural form #redacted asmr #redacted audio #redacted lasko #lasko moore #lasko listener #im behind on audios forgive me

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i've been absolutely obliterated by unreal unearth like i cannot stop thinking about the lines from first time

'and the first time you kissed me/i drank dry the River Lethe/The Liffey would have been softer on my stomach all the same'

i am SICK oh my god!!!

#this is fine #this is all fine #unreal unearth #hozier #first time

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we are in a media literacy crisis

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you know you're good at your job when every single person tells you "thank god you're back"

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mermaid lore- sunlight mermaids

okay so in light of the mermaid/siren lore i posted a bit ago, i wanna talk more about mermaids and the different kinds you’ll find!! this isn’t everything about each type of mermaid bc that’ll be split into separate posts (i.e. the title will be “mermaid lore-sunlight mermaids pt II)

bc they so kindly asked that they be tagged in my unofficial lore, @flyingthroughthemoonlight @morgansplace COME GET YA LORE!!!

so it’s been established that mermaids are not shifters, but more along the lines of vampires in their relationship to magic and humans.

mermaids are found in every ocean, sea, inlet, etc. basically in every natural body of water, so there’s more than likely gonna be a mermaid(s) living there!

today’s topic is gonna be ocean mermaids and the first light layer!

ocean mermaids exist in every layer humans have discovered, explored and then some. if u aren’t familiar with the ocean layers, here is a lil graphic for u!

we’ll be focusing on the epipelagic zone mermaids or the “sunlight mermaids”

*200m is roughly 656/657ft

sunlight mermaids

these types of mermaids live in colonies in the epipelagic zone. they are social, love speaking to other humans, and are extremely active.

environment and diet

sunlights prefer shorelines, often staying close to a reef or some sort of marine structure. this allows for protection, hiding spots, and daily activities.

they eat mainly sea life, but can survive on coral, kelp, seaweed and fruits and vegetables. please do not feed them bread.

behavior

they are most active in the daytime. hunting, gathering, weaving, etc. are all done during this time. they enjoy swimming with beach goers, beating waves with surfers, and are really friendly. some of them were human before too, so the connection to humanity can ease any homesickness they might feel.

sunshine mermaids live in groups. they’re incredibly social and are community-based and oriented. there isn’t really a “leader”, but many have noted one or two mermaids that seem to handle the communication and larger decisions in the colony. there are many colonies that do have official leaders, and they’re voted on by the group as a whole.

the young are kept in the coral and reefs for protection, with several of the largest mermaids as guards. agility and speed is what is needed in hunting, not size.

appearance

these mermaids are brightly colored, ranging in a vast array of rainbow. some of these mermaids are influenced by their parents and the food they ate the most as a youngling (similar to flamingos being pink bc of the amount of shrimp they consume). their hair is all different colors and textures.

most notable features of these mermaids: glowing eyes, non-webbed hands, jewelry, thick and muscled tails. gills, but can breathe air

there’s not much of a size difference between male and female mermaids. some mermaids are both male and female, and some are neither. there’s currently no formal explanation, and it isn’t important in the slightest.

relationship to the magical world (general)

while mermaids are not land dwelling, they are still people and must be treated as such. they are part of the department and have their own representatives, as well as their own laws and rules to keep them and the human population protected.

a lot of mermaids work in tandem with marine biologists. the historic S.H.E.L.L. treaty immensely repaired the strained relationship the water magical world and the land magical world had.

all mermaids groups share a seat, and will vote on who is the representative. this is similar to how their respective layer groups work!

customs

storytelling is one of the most important aspects of light mermaids. since they don’t have a written language, their history is all passed down orally and by song. each colony has one orator. they have been trained from a younger age by the previous orator. they must have excellent memory and show an aptitude for storytelling.

in order to be selected by the orator, the young go through rigorous testing: recitations, singing, and whatever else the orator chooses. it can take months, even years for the next to be chosen. it is an honorable role to have, and they are heavily protected their entire life.