lazy-lila

[lazy-lila]

lila's world, a twisted maze, endless paths, leading nowhere, lost in the darkness, searching for a way out, but every turn, every step, only leads deeper, deeper into the abyss, lila's heart pounding, fear gripping, suffocating, will i ever find the light, or is this labyrinth my eternal prison?

#shitty edit #mental patient #me #sissifyme #mentally fucked #dreamcore #weirdcore #weird dreams #panik #angst

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a whisper in the wind, a scream in the night, a song of sorrow, a melody of madness, lila's words, tangled, twisted, like her thoughts in my head, a cacophony of chaos, a symphony of suffering, lila's silence, deafening, overwhelming, a void that consumes me, leaving nothing behind

#me #shitty edit #mental patient #mentally fucked #sissifyme #dreamcore #weirdcore #surrealcore #strangecore #i need help to make the screams stop #i cant take it anymore #mine #personal

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random playground scraps

#shitty edit #scrap #mine

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maybe it'll help lila get better

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lila is lost again, wandering through the maze of her own mind. sometimes she finds a way out, but most of the time she's just stuck in the same old patterns. lila is tired, but she can't stop. she has to keep going, even if it means losing herself completely. maybe some day i can find someone to help lila. to help me. help us. i can't do this anymore.

#me #shitty edit #mental patient #mentally fucked #weirdcore #weird dreams #dreamcore #vaporwave #lofi #retro aesthetic

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💕adorable💕

It is Tuesday :3 let the ritual commence. @xenasaur

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lila is me and i am lila. sometimes i feel like i'm living in a dream, like nothing is real and everything is just a figment of my imagination. it's like i'm watching my life from the outside, and i can't control anything that's happening. i am lila and lila is me

#me #mental patient #shitty edit #imagination #control #panik #panikstörung

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#me #mental patient #shitty edit

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#me #shitty edit

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Lila is me and my drug, who i want to be and who i always have been. The deepest desire of the darkest corners of myself. I am me, Lila is me. I get high on myself, a desire that pains me and fills me with joy.

#me #mental patient #shitty edit #send help #sissifyme #seriously #i hate this #girlslikeus #mentally fucked #overwhelmed #stress

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sorry i ran away again, lila lost here mind, but it happens less and less lately, like i get closer to myself, but im still so far from knowing anything about myself. lila is confused, as always, its not my fault, i hope

#me #mental patient #shitty edit #sissifyme #girlslikeus #chastized

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your art is so wild!! I've never seen anything like it, it makes my brain go scratchy like a lovesick computer, or that I'm lovesick *for* the computer, that i want to crawl inside the static and be with those eyes. it rocks. you rock. thank you.

thank you, glad you like my stuff

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Your local dumb ass back at it again

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Tgirl tummy? On a Tuesday? Fuck yessss :3 @xenasaur

#girlslikeus #trans pride #transisbeautiful #transgender

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#mental patient #shitty edit #me #girlslikeus #sissifyme #lazylila