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Hello, I hope you are well. Can you please share some headcanons and canon reflections about Karnatia and Schlain? I really loved the ones that you did for Wrath. Thank you so much!

Thank you so much for the well wishes! I’m still VERY ill but have a support system trying to get me help ☺️ so we keep chugging! Still won’t be super active here but I LOVE answering these asks 💕

And THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE VALIDATION ❤️?! Like I am so incredibly happy people enjoy my ranting and want to hear/value my opinion, it’s wild and super enjoyable.

Still considering just posting my whole current Kumoko Headcanon (I have expanded some points from previous Kyouya/Wrath one too haha) but it’s suuuper long and I am CONSTANTLY adding too it. Let me know if anyone is interested.

Kyouya is def my fav so I have waaay more for him but I do have some for Katia and Shun (probably more on Shun just cause we get more from his perspective in the Novel)! As a massive Shipper again most of them revolve around my OT3 (I have no shame there haha).

Heads up for Spoiler Warning (I think I give mostly vague Spoiler for the entire series but except the Kumoko/Wakaba thing is directly said).

(Again I’m ripping this from my KumoDesu Fanfic ideas Doc so if some of the wording is wonky that’s why because it’s older and I write this just to get my thoughts down).

Trans Katia: Update: 16 novels we get two chapters from Katia’s perspective but I think there is one or two more shorts from her perspective in the Ex-Ex2. Okay so far in all 12 novels we get one (1) chapter from Katia’s perspective so there’s not a lot to go off but Katia was definitely closeted/uncracked egg Trans Girl in her past life fight me. Cracking the egg/getting outed via isekai lol. Out of roughly 30 reincarnations Katia is is the only one that switched gender and it’s explained (aside from Oka which D did just to cause trouble) the system puts them in bodies that best fit their soul this being why some characters reincarnated as not humans and why Katia is a girl. So the only characters who changed gender or race are Katia, Fei, Sophia, Kyouya, and Oka who doesn’t count in this. Shiro was always a spider thus why she is a spider. Kyouya deeply agreed with the Goblin’s mentalities and morals. We see later that Fei’s personality and morals really fits with the dragon's code of conduct. Sophia being a vampire isn’t super explained and more how people viewed her. So like failing in line Katia must be a Trans Woman basically.

Katia Anxiety: I think Katia is very protective of her boys. It’s kinda obvious when she meets Shun again and then when they get in dangerous situations. She’s so scared of losing the people she cares about (I think she’s often the most aware of how different and how dangerous the fantasy world is compared to their previous lives). I think the realization Kyouya probably isn’t on their side (because of how Oka kept avoiding the topic) probably hurt her a lot, because she doesn’t want to abandon him but also is too scared about losing Shun as it is (and I feel like when she puts everything together after the fact she feels super guilty for not pressing more). It kinda seemed she really didn’t have many people she was close to in her past life and the fact that Shun (and I’m gonna Headcanon here later Kyouya) still accept her despite everything that’s “different” (cough cough eye cracked) is huge to her. I’m glad in the Novel Shun always does a very good job conveying how much he appreciates, relays on, and trusts her because god she needs it.

Shun and Julius: The fun part about Shun as a Character is he is painfully aware how much of an NPC he is and that he doesn’t fit the role of Hero. Which is why I think he looks up to Julius so much and later on tries to emulate him. He quite frankly knows he has NO IDEA what he is doing and wants to be as level headed and smart as Julius. I think that his idol-like obsession with Julius comes from his own insecurities.

Shun, Katia, and Kyouya are Weird (aka Poly):“They're weird about each other” is one of my favorite Shipping reasons because it’s so true. I mean Shun and Katia are pretty solid in Canon and I would say I’m just adding Kyouya to it to make it an OT3 but also once I see it I can’t unsee it. Just the fact that all 3 of them single out their “Friendship” as something special. I don’t think Katia super had other friends in her past life (being an uncracked egg will make that hard) but Shun and Kyouya did and they never really mention it. Shun was peak NPC and was not super close but friendly to most of the guys but he NEVER mentions it until running into them again (apparently he was on a soccer team and just, never thought it was important or that big a deal). And it’s Shiro who mentions it seems like Kyouya and Shinobu were friends in their past life, Kyouya barely mentions it even after seeing him again. Just the “you're weird about each other” being a way of saying “that’s a little more than a friendship I think” basically.

Polyamorous not having Legal Marriage: So at the end of Volume 16 they mention that nothing is know about Shun’s love life, which might mean he never legally married. Now I like think Shun and Katia legally married and then Kyouya is their lover (they have a non-legal marriage for the 3 of them in private). But I am just saying this can support my Ship because Polyamory isn’t really that accepted publicly so they keep it secret (open secret among their friends though). It’s sort of an AU but I’m just saying.

Shun Salaryman: So it says at the end of Vol 16 Shun goes back to help his Brother and all I can think is he’s finally becomes a Salaryman. Imagine he helps with all the paperwork instead of decision making. And he’s really good at it to the point of everyone’s surprise. He finally realized JUST how lost he was trying to be a Hero (he always sort of knew but now that he’s found his calling it’s super obvious to everyone else as well).

Shun’s Accidental Rizz: So we see that Shun is always ridiculous earnest about his feelings and has no qualms expressing his appreciation (we see this most to Katia early on where he always thanks her for helping him). So I like to think for my OT3 he accidentally says the most romantic shit to Katia and Kyouya all the time unprompted because he’s just being honest about it (Kyouya Bluescreens because he’s so unused to verbal affection (he likes it he’s just used to the Demon Army’s brand of nonverbal love) and Katia goes Tsundere Mode when flustered).

Shun: Shun is an Emotional Support Dumbass. And anyone who hates him (usually people who only saw his botched Anime version) can meet me in the pit. I also think his general easy going-ness probably helped both Katia and Kyouya a lot in their past lives (because it seemed like neither of them had the easiest home life’s and then they have it rough again after being reincarnated rip).

And that’s all I have at the moment! I’m always adding more though haha. Feel free to keep sending KumoDesu Asks I love them!

#trash meme #ask #kumo desu ga nani ka #so i’m a spider so what #kumoko #kumodesu #shun x Katia x kyouya #the fact that you used their actual names instead of nicknames is impressive #I gave up on spelling their full names

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Edit/Update: So this is the Word Count of my KumoDesu Headcanon/Au Ideas Notes Doc. And I just Write the Bare Minimum info to get the idea down… YOU COULD SAY I HAVE A LOT OF OPINIONS. (Feel free to ask about them if you want, I’m insecure about it but I do love sharing my opinions).

(P.S. genuinely considering Posting just the Main Headcanons Section of this Doc but that alone is 5,000+ Words).

Seeing maybe 3 people like my KumoDesu Posts, and I’m like banger I am going to become a pillar in this FanBase and get everyone into my Headcanons (/hj). Aaaand then I do nothing and lay the fuck down because Chronic illness be like that.

#trash meme #self reblog #talking in the tags #no seriously thank you so much #i would love to be know for my kumoko content ngl #update: i don’t even know how to talk to people about kumodesu because head full #it’s a good head full but i do have so many opinions #i’ve decided to be less self conscious and just go know i’m correct in my headcanons #no I’m correct* typos damn #i used to be so insecure of people disagreeing with my headcanons #so you all liking it makes me feel validated ngl #kumodesu #Kumoko #kumo desu ga nani ka #so I’m a spider so what #Headcanons #fanfic #ideas

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Putting this here because I will put this Tumblr as my Social Media on my Con Business Card; I will probably not be Posting much for a while. I’m having that Artist Disillusioned Phase due to Social Media so I wanna just Draw for myself for a while. Gotta Reclaim being an Artist and all that. But at some point I’ll come back and Clean Up this Blog?

#trash meme #trying to be positive #gonna add this to the Current illness Page Tab #pls also check Tags-and-Links for more info #still feel free to Send Asks or such cause I might Post lightly every now and then

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Persona has always been big on Narrative Foils but I feel like Persona 5 has it the strongest. It’s like if you don’t care about Goro in P5 you missed the point to me. Akira and Goro’s Relationship is a central point of the Game.

I had more to say but my Brain is Dead rn.

like the game is SO EXPLICIT that akira literally ONLY gets this far because he has friends. and what am i supposed 2 think akechi is ontologically evil for being the exact same guy except entirely isolated.

#reblog #Fanbase #persona 5 #goro akechi #I had more to add to this but my brain died

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I want you to know you’ve cursed me. This post lives rent free in my head. Anytime someone says they’re in their 20s I think “she should be at the club :(“

reminder that Rachel was only about 28-29 when she died

she should be at the club :(

#reblog #Fanbase #black butler #kuroshitsuji #rachel phantomhive #I’ve been wording it as she should’ve been at the club tho #but details #i need this on a shirt

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All my Persona Series Ships!

(Felt like Posting this here, keep y’all Updated. I made this as Google Doc to send to people when I know they also like Persona so I don’t have to say it everytime)

I actually am a crazy Shipper, strongly dislike when people don’t Ship or break my Pairings, and am OTP/OT3 for life. I just also have Self Restraint and Common Sense, so I understand Shipping's all about fun (and doesn't have to be Canon Compliant or make sense) and to not be an asshole to other people having their own fun.

Also adding Sexuality/LGBTA+ Headcanons for ones I have them for (but I don't have them for every Ship or Specific Character). Also yes I am caring about Name Order here.

-Persona 5 (and it’s many Spin-Offs):

Akira (Gay) x Goro (Demi)

Ann (Lesbain) x Shiho

Haru (Bi) x Ryuji (Bi)

Futaba (Ace) x Yusuke (Ace Pan)

Makoto (Lesbain) x Kasumi (Bi)

Toshiro x Eri

Sojiro x Wakaba

Sae x Kawakami

Tae x Chihaya

-Persona 3:

Hamuko (Bi) x Minato (Bi)

Aigis x Hamuko or Minato

Ryoji x Hamuko or Minato

Fuuka x Natsuki

Mitsuru (Lesbain) x Yukari (Bi)

Junpei (Straight) x Chidori

Shinjiro (Bi) x Akihiko (Bi)

-Persona 4:

Yosuke (Bi) x Souji (Pan)

Yukiko (Bi) x Chie (Lesbain)

Naoto (Nonbinary) x Kanji (Pan)

-Persona 2:

Tatsuya (Bi) x Jun (Gay)

Eikichi x Miyabi

Ship Numbers (because Autism)

P5 = 9 | P3 = 7 | P4 = 3 | P2 = 2 | Total 21

Gender Breakdown 18/21 Ships

(not counting Kannao or Aigis and Ryoji)

M/F = 7| M/M = 4 | F/F = 7

Other Ship Notes:

I personally DO NOT see the Protags as self inserts. I think they all have their own personalities. So I don’t really have any self insert ships were I ship them just because I want to date a character, but I do understand some people have those.

Akira and Goro are a massive call back to Tatsuya and Jun from Persona 2, and Tatsuya and Jun are written with the intent to be romantic. Though I think after the third semester I usually don’t have to explain why I feel like Akira and Goro is an obvious Ship, it’s one of those you can totally have a different preference but you understand what I'm getting at right?

I reeeally hope I don’t have to explain that Futaba and Akira are in sibling dynamic so Shipping them would be gross.

Kasumi’s infatuation with Akira makes ZERO SENSE. The only people who see through your delinquent deguise is Goro (because soulmates narrative foil) and Ryuji (who doesn’t see through he’s just a good boy who trusts everyone), so Kasumi seeing through it makes NO SENSE. If she were to follow anyone around saying “Senpei” I think it would be Makoto.

Rise’s feral one sided thirsty crush on Souji is very funny to me (and I love playing it for comedy) but I don’t think he would ever reciprocate it. Her love just feels a bit too superficial, and Souji has too many issues of not being seen for himself for me to like it as a Ship.

I do think Yukari had a crush on Minato and I think Minato would be willing to try dating her, but I feel their love languages would be too different and it would end in disaster. Minato seems like the little actions and subtle comfort where Yukari seems like she would want big romantic gestures (something Mitsuru would do for her).

I will say with all Persona Romance Routes I am very much not a Fan of the Pandering that is “Girl likes you for no real reason” (it’s honestly just a boring Romance to me) and would’ve liked if more of the Girls just weren’t Romanceable so we could just have more Male/Female Friendships. I feel (aside from the stand out VERY BAD ones) a lot of the Romance Routes aren’t that bad, just don’t mesh well with the Tone and Tension of the rest of the Game (they’re kind Mundane and Boring in comparison to the Relationships I ACTUALLY Ship). But my Opinion on Persona Romance Routes as a whole would be a completely different discussion than Ships.

#trash meme #persona 5 ships #persona series #I’m not tagging all the character names #I don’t know all the ship names (or some don’t have one) #only tagging the ship names I know #ShuAke #RyuHaru #yutaba #ShihoAnn #yukamitsu #KitaHamu #souyo #kannao #yukichie #tasujun #Headcanons and opinions

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Not even lying the thing that has been making me the happiest on Tumblr recently is seeing people like my KumoDesu Posts and Headcanons. Like thank you this is the validation I crave. ❤️❤️❤️

Seeing maybe 3 people like my KumoDesu Posts, and I’m like banger I am going to become a pillar in this FanBase and get everyone into my Headcanons (/hj). Aaaand then I do nothing and lay the fuck down because Chronic illness be like that.

#trash meme #kumodesu #kumo desu ga nani ka #no seriously thank you so much #update: I don’t even know how to talk to people about KumoDesu because head full #it’s a good head full but I do have so many opinions #I’ve decided to be less self conscious and just go know I’m correct in my Headcanons #I used to be so insecure of people disagreeing with my Headcanons

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Games I excepted to have really good depictions of mental illness and thus when I relate to it shed some light on my own behaviors from an outside perspective allowing me to make great progress in therapy:

Omori

Games I DID NOT except to have really good depictions of mental illness and thus when I relate to it shed some light on my own behaviors from an outside perspective allowing me to make great progress in therapy:

Nu: Carnival

Anyway I relate to much to both Basil and Eiden but uuuuuh I’m doing good in therapy!

#trash meme #Omori #Omori Basil #nu carnival #nu carnival eiden #I know NuKani is 18+ but I will post sfw content about it here #I constantly forgot NuKani is an 18+ game because it is so cock bacon and also increably well made #like NuKani is one of the best app games I have ever played and im not even joking #cock block… not cock bacon wat #also NuKani has the best male outfit design of all time #dont worry im in therapy and doing my best

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Say it with me people;

I am an Artist

I've been pointedly refusing to use the term "content creators" to refer to artists anymore, because I want to make art for me and the people I care about, not the endless demands of the algorithm. I'm not trying to Produce Content, I want to make art.

So it is deeply, deeply irritating when I use the word "artist" in a post and it gets endlessly reblogged with people asking "but what about writers? but what about actors? but what about musicians? but what about [x]?"

All types of art are included in the term "artist," god damn it. "Artist" does not just mean "someone who draws pictures."

#reblog #artist things #artist stuff

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#trash meme #hellsite #technical issues #tumblr problems #poll #help needed #search engine optimization #search function #search not working #tagging not working

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Halloween is like my absolute favorite holiday I LOVE the aesthetic and themes (I’m a cosplayer no one is surprised) but GOD DAMN if it isn’t always around Halloween (the transition from Summer to Fall takes all my energy) I feel really sick (more than usual). Something about this season fucks me up emotionally and physically so I’m always usually unwell around this time of year so I don’t get to fully enjoy Halloween. Can we celebrate it twice for all my ill homies?

#trash meme #Halloween #seasonal depression hits #I also actually have a cold this time so #no handing out candy I don’t want everyone to get sick #happy Halloween from my bed #I have been sick for 5 years I AM GOING INSANE

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Um so I’m way too shy about posting my own Cosplay but I feel the need to post my Kumoko Cosplay. My Grail Cosplay is doing a better Arachne Kumoko and I am straight up gonna learn Fursuiting to do so (this was sort of the first draft and it was falling apart the whole time rip me). I did not make the Onesie I found it online btw (but I did fix the wig and turtleneck more). And yes that is a Kumoko ita-bag.

Update: with the third picture that shows off how the legs are supposed to go better! Also sorry if the way I put my name on them looks bad…

I’m posting this here first instead of DeviantArt because I might delete it later.

#My Art #My Cosplay #cosplay #kumodesu #Kumoko #so I’m a spider so what #kumo desu ga nani ka #might delete later #my face?!? #scary af to post my face and bag ngl #I posted this at 6am for least visibility #these are the only pictures you will ever see of me because I needed to assert my dominance

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Hello, I like your art can you share some Sasajima Kyouya/Wrath headcanons? He’s my favourite character.

OHMYGOSH THANK YOU SO MUCH???

*cracks knuckles* YOU’VE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE. Honestly he’s my Favorite too! A decent of my Headcanons for him revolve around my OT3 or the Demon Army Family so here we go!

This may contain vague Spoilers and I may edit this for grammar or to add more details…

Honestly consider this part 1 because if you ask again later I’d probably have even more written down lol.

(I’m ripping this from my KumoDesu Fanfic ideas Doc so if some of the wording is wonky that’s why btw THERE’S A LOT)

To start I’ve def said this before here: Things to note I’m obsessed with my headcannon of Shun x Katia x Kyouya as an OT3 and there is zero content but I have a million ideas but no energy. Also you can rip the headcannon of the demon army as family with Ariel x Shiraoi as the parents to Mera, Sophia, and Kyouya (and YES I have a long winded modern and other AUs shut up) from my cold dead hands.

Shiro and Kyouya Mother-Son: The Labyrinth and the Mountains are probably the 2 harshest environments in the world. So I like to think that because of growing up in these environments Shiro and Kyouya both have some weird but similar values. I’ve always kinda seen them very much as Mother and Son. The Labyrinth was harsher so she has some more insane survival methods and he sort of looks up to it. (Side note: I know some people Ship them and I never want to throw discourse, you’re allowed to ship whatever you want so don’t want to say much, but personally I hate it very much I could go into why but it’s mostly my character reads and taste). Ariel and Shiro give off so many Mom vibes when it comes to Mera, Kyouya, and Sophia to me lol (and yes they would be siblings in that order I don’t remember where but I think the LN said Goblins have shorter pregnancies so Kyouya is slightly older than Sophia lol). Sophia especially with Kyouya reads as the “no one is allowed to bully my Brother but me” vibes and I love it. Her and Kyouya also both definitely look up to Mera as someone who’s well put together.

For the hair of the non-human reincarnations: Shiro’s hair feels like silk. Fei’s hair feels like feathers. And Kyouya’s hair feels like soft animal down. I bet Katia asks to play with Kyouya’s hair and then has a flied day with how soft it is. I also like to think she tries to convince him to let her do his nails lol.

For lifespan: So Shiroai is immortal, I’m assuming Ariel has a long life span close to that (ignoring the end of the novel with Ariel spoilers), and Mera and Sophia are somewhere in the same boat or close to that… How long is Kyouya’s lifespan??? For most angst is he gonna outlive his human friends but die before his demon family???

Goblins are just Hamsters: The Goblins look like they’re based on Hamster so you can not take away from me the Headcanon they’re language is just Hamster noises. I like to think Kyouya teaches it to the others so they can use it as code. (The Demon Army can communicate purely with inhuman noises lol). I like to think Kyouya purrs instead or snores because of this as well. I also like to think because he grew up around the Goblins he just sees them as people and doesn’t get what everyone thinks they look like.

Kyouya’s height: Kyouya was a manlet before reincarnation it's cannon I’m living. Okay and technically speaking he probably is after reincarnation as well. Like they are in a European Fantasy setting and he’s only “considerably taller than he used to be” which was considerably short for a Japanese High Schooler. Also in Ex2 we see him standing next to a Puppet Taratect (which are all short af) yet they come up to his shoulder.

Housewife vibes: I think what Kyouya wants in life is to be a Housewife ngl. Like he was most satisfied working to support people he was close to both in his past life online game and the goblin village. Plus I think though he did that by making weapons he would prefer not to have to fight. What if he makes good knives and just starts cooking for people. Like I don’t have more words right now so this is short but I could go off here.

My OT3 Agenda: Background: I’m just saying Kyouya is really depressed and probably doesn’t have any plans for after the war but I could see Ariel having in him work in the human area with Shun and Katia (probably cause she feels a bit sad about him losing friends) because he’s in their upper ranks and unlike Sophia can actually deal with people. But I feel like Shun and Katia feel bad that they had each other and he had to grow up all alone so they try and reconnect. Shun, because he really clings to the connections he does have and because they were so close in their past lives, desperately wants to rebuild that. Katia because she seems similarly attached to people she considers friends she’s afraid of losing that and probably feels bad for writing Kyoua off as maybe an enemy and not being there for him like she was for Shun. Kyouya is just deeply confused that they still want anything to do with him and feels undeserving but is really happy. Confession: I think Katia knows about her feelings first but doesn’t say anything due to self esteem issues (except some flirting to test the waters). I think Kyouya has a realization ™ and feels unsure of what to do (also self esteem issues). But ends up visibly being a little off which Shun notices and brings up to Katia (she sorta noticed as well) so she confronts him which ends in a mutual confession between the two as they then decide how to tell Shun. Shun meanwhile worried what’s going irks Fei who decides to inform him of his very obvious (to everyone but him) crushes. Now realizing his feelings he’s very awkward about it until Katia and Kyouya confront him and confession ensues. Now realizing they all love each other: OT3 successful.

Taking this outta the tags: Not even kidding answering asks about KumoDesu because I’ve sort of come to be know as a KumoDesu blog is like,,, I’m living my dream right now. I haven’t even posted my Kumoko Cosplay or that much Art yet but people just wanna hear my opinion???? Literally these asks give me so much dopamine feel free to keep them coming.

#trash meme #ask #people come to my blog to ask about KumoDesu I am loving my dream #I’m not even kidding I love answering asks about my Headcanons for my fav series #let be know as a KumoDesu blog that would be awesome #I mostly only post Kumoko and purseowner anyway lol #kumodesu #kumo desu ga nani ka #so im a spider so what #kyouya sasajima #wrath

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I don’t support ai

Aigis: ):

Not you Aigis from the Cult Classic Jrpg Persona 3 originally on the PlayStation 2, you’re the exception

Aigis: (:

#trash meme #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #Aigis #aigis persona 3

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any advice for someone who isn't really that interesting?

you weren’t put on this earth to entertain people. live your life as a boring bitch to the fullest.

#reblog #socially nerfed #society stuff #thanks I really needed this

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if you’re offline or away and i message you something (like a link to a meme or a picture or w/e) honestly just assume that i’m just leaving it there for when you get back and not expecting you to answer straight away. i don’t need you to respond with “hey, sorry, i wasn’t at the computer!” or anything. i was leaving u a gift for later.

#reblog #socially nerfed #I have too much anxiety so I reply fast #but I’m glad to know when people are okay with this #I reblog stuff here too much #maybe I’ll delete some of them at some point?

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MY KUMODESU SHIPS THAT YOU CAN TAKE FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS

No seriously I’m obsessed and I finally managed to crank these out

#My Art #kumo desu ga nani ka #so I’m a spider so what #Shun x Katia x Kyouya #Shiro x Ariel