luvhhannie

[luvhhannie]

sophomore year | wc: 2.5k

“ugh do i actually have to go?” you ask jaehyun as he lay on your bed in you and judie’s shared dorm.

“i mean, personally, i think you need to socialize…and because you two have bad memory…i can’t believe you two forgot who yugyeom was…that’s your bestfriend.” jaehyun said as he scrolls through his instagram. judie whistled as she comes out of the bathroom. you rolled your eyes at jaehyun and finally started looking for an outfit.

“My bad man! I’ve got a bad memory…and besides, yn, you gotta go for me since I can’t go. Fuck this stupid term paper, how could I forget about it!” Judie said as she starts typing her term paper on her MacBook.

“you frats are the worst…i’m only doing this for you, jae…and you too judie.” you said as you held a dress infront of you. jaehyun and judie both nodded their heads. you started undressing yourself when you suddenly hear jaehyun.

“damn, badonkadonk.” he said as judie slapped him and covered his eyes. you chuckled as you slip into your dress. 

“no, but really…and also because i heard one of my twitter opp would be there.” you said, starting your makeup. jaehyun removed judie’s hands from his eyes as he pondered.

“which one?” he asks. you sighed.

“jungkook.” you said. he suddenly starting laughing.

“i’m friends with him…you know that right?”

“don’t remind me…i always forget your friend group…it’s too big man.” you complained, finally finishing your makeup. you spritz some perfume on your skin as you put on your heels. jaehyun looked at you and smiled.

“you don’t look too bad. Stay safe here judie, and actually finish your term paper.” he said as judie laughed, waving goodbye. You and jaehyun left, him as the designated driver. 

arriving at the frat house, you could already hear the blasting music from the building. you gulped as jaehyun parked his car just near the house. the both of you came out of the car when jaehyun suddenly patted your shoulder.

“hey, just have fun tonight, okay? and if you ever feel uncomfy, call me.” he said, guiding you inside the house. the amount of beer and men is indescribable. you saw some familiar faces here and there but didnt really know them personally. as you were looking around the house, you were suddenly handed a cup of beer, along with jaehyun.

“you made it!” a voice said behind you. you look behind you and saw a male with raven hair. he had an eyebrow piercing and a lip piercing. wasnt your type.

“yoo! jungkook!” jaehyun greeted him while you were astounded. jungkook? like your twitter opp? you knew he was gonna be here tonight, but you didnt know you were gonna meet him as soon as you walk in. jungkook looked at you and smirked.

“ynrkive you make me sick.” he said as you playfully punch his side. he jokingly fainted into jaehyun’s arms and laughed. he reached out his hand to yours. you shake his hands and smiled.

“nice to finally meet you too…who would’ve thought i was trolled by a film student.” you said while taking a sip from your cup. jungkook laughed as he guides your group to the living room, taking a seat on the sofa. 

“i just wanted attention that day! and i mean it worked!” He laughed. You, jungkook and jaehyun continued walking when suddenly jaehyun was pulled away from your group. 

“Oh! Yn-ssi! It’s been a while.” A deep voice said as you look up to see the person. You smiled.

“Hey Johnny, you just gonna steal him away? That’s rude.” You joked as the man beside you chuckled. Johnny shook his head.

“I mean, if you don’t mind? But my friends wanted to hangout with this old pal of ours. Sooo…I’ll talk to you both in a bit!” Johnny said as he pulls jaehyun away from you and jungkook. You rolled your eyes and suddenly jungkook stood up.

“Since our dearest friend jaehyun ditched us, lemme introduce you to mine, yeah?” Jungkook asks you. You smiled and nodded your head, following his steps. You two walk to the kitchen, where all the booze stay at. Jungkook swiftly patted your shoulder.

“Taehyung, jimin, meet ynrkive.” He says as the blonde male, taehyung, accidentally spits out his beer. The short dark haired male, jimin, widened his eyes as he looks at you.

“Holy shit, you guys actually met in real life…” jimin says as he takes a sip from his cup. You raised a brow as you look at his choking friend. Jungkook shook his head.

“They know about our twitter drama.” He explains as you nodded your head. Taehyung finally calms down and smile shyly.

“Sooo, are we just gonna call you from your twitter handle or what?” He asks. You chuckled and introduced yourself to them. You didn’t expect jungkook’s friends to be like this. You thought they would be more obnoxious like the other frats in the building. But surprisingly, they ere pleasant to talk to. As your group converse about college life, you saw someone familiar from the corner of your eye. You look over your shoulder and saw minghao. You smiled softly. You tell your new founded peers that you’re going to talk to someone real quick as you walk towards minghao, not noticing the figure beside him. You called out his name and his gaze went towards you. He smiles as you wave at him. 

“Hey, I didn’t know parties were your thing.” You said as he rubs his neck.

“I also thought parties weren’t your thing, but you’re here…I’m getting deja vu.” He chuckles. You laughed as you admiringly smile at him. Suddenly a cough broke you and minghao’s gaze from each other. The figure beside him clicked her tongue as she looks at you. You widen your eyes and introduce yourself.

“Oh, hi! I’m yn! I’m minghao’s friend.” You said as the girl only looked you up and down. 

“Sumin…hm, myungho, we should get something to drink.” Sumin says as she rubs minghao’s arm, which she was holding on to her dear life. You eyes her and minghao, noticing minghao’s uncomfortable look. 

“You okay?” You ask minghao, almost in whisper. Unfortunately, Sumin heard you. She rolled her eyes at you.

“He’s more than okay. Babe, come on.” She says to minghao as they start walking away. You watched Minghao’s walking figure as you walk back to jungkook, taehyung and jimin. The three males looked at you.

“You know sumin?” Taehyung asked you. You didn’t notice that they were watching you the whole time. You shook your head no.

“No, but I think she’s friends with minghao…my friend over there.” You said, pointing at their direction. Jungkook raised a brow. 

“Ohh…that’s surprising, Myungho isn’t the type of person to be friends with someone like sumin.” Jungkook stated. You looked at him.

“You’re friends with Minghao?” You asked. He nodded his head. You heard Jimin hum beside Taehyung.

“That’s true, Myungho wouldn’t hang around people like Sumin, I mean everyone knows she’s just full of botox, nothing wrong with that but that’s literally her only personality…is he alright?” Jimin asks in concern. You shrug your shoulders.

“I think so…I mean Sumin did say he’s alright.” You said, worry evident in your tone. As the four of you were talking, you all suddenly hear screams from outside. Jungkook raised his head.

“Oh, I think they’re playing beer pong.” He says as he basically drags you three outside. There you saw your stolen friend, jaehyun, and the thief, Johnny, along with other frats having a chaotic pong session. Jungkook groaned.

“How come they didn’t call me out to play with them!” Jungkook in an exasperation sigh. Taehyung laughed.

“Even if they did, you’re pretty bad at beer pong, surprisingly.” Jimin said, earning groan from his friend. As they were bickering, you watched the game go on as you see minghao being pushed by his friends in front of the table. He started playing against one of the frat members and successfully won the game. You watch them cheer him on. As you were watching you see Sumin hugging him and pulling into a kiss. You paled. They’re together? 

You watch her place her lips on him as the cheers even roared louder. Minghao’s back turned to you and you saw Sumin’s gaze on you, her lips still on him. Your gaze became harsher as time stops for you. You suddenly felt a tap on your shoulder. You instinctively gave the person a glare, not realizing it was jungkook. Your gaze softens at his figure. He looked at you in concern. 

“If looks could kill, you would’ve killed me right here. You okay?” He asks you. You nodded as you look back at minghao and sumin, who now was joining the cheers. You shook your head.

“I need to go to the bathroom.” You excused yourself. Jungkook looked at you in concern as you walk past Taehyung and Jimin, asking you if you were okay. You swiftly walk past them as your steps lead you to the bathroom. You accidentally bumped into someone because of your racing thought. You briefly looked at the person and apologized. You reached the bathroom and closed the door. You looked at yourself in the mirror and closed your eyes tightly.

“Why are you being jealous? You’re just a friend…It’s just a crush, nothing else.” You consoled yourself. You finally opened your eyes and looked at yourself. You didn’t even notice you were crying. You wipe off your tears and sighed.

“Stupid fucking feelings…I should’ve known he just sees me as a friend. I’m such a wuss.” You whispered quietly. After a few more minutes in a bathroom calming yourself down, you finally opened the bathroom door, ready to leave, when you were met by Sumin. You flinched in surprise.

“Took you long enough to come out, were you taking a shit?” Sumin laughed as she pushed you back in the bathroom. You looked into her eyes, trying to maintain your composure. 

“‘Was just a bit drunk, needed to calm down.” You lied. Sure you were a bit tipsy from the beer, but you were pretty sober. Sumin looked you up and down. She smirked.

“You know, you should get away from Myungho.” She says suddenly. You widened your eyes.

“What? He’s my friend.” You said to her. She only glanced back at the door.

“Well, I’m pretty sure you’re familiar with girl code…and you know, me and myungho are basically together.” She simply said. Unknowingly to you, you were oblivious to her tone. You pondered for a moment. Were you accidentally trying to home wreck a relationship? But you didn’t do anything wrong, did you? You were in your thoughts when Sumin suddenly walked closer to you.

“But then again, I’m not scared he’s going to cheat on me with…someone like you. I mean, just look at yourself.” She says, envy in her tone. You suddenly look up at her with confusion in your face.

“Okay, I can respect your relationship with him whatsoever, but what I look like is nothing of your concern. Just because I don’t drown myself in fillers and botox doesn’t mean I am more inferior than you.” Now you’ve done it. You only heard it from Jimin, you didn’t mean to actually say it in front of her face. You gulped nervously as she looks at you in rage. Why was she even mad at you in the first place? You don’t know this girl! 

“Whatever, but Myungho will never love a girl like you. He’s basically doing charity work if he starts dating you. I mean, it’s always looks over personality.” She says as she leaves the bathroom. As you watch her leaving figure, you instantly sobbed in your hands. Were you really that…ugly? You never really cared about your appearance. You were content with how you look. You cried silently, not noticing another figure coming in the bathroom. You heard their footsteps as you wipe your tears away, walking away.

“Sorry, just too drunk right now.” You lied, but you were stopped in your tracks. What’s up with people just stopping you from doing what you wanted to do tonight?

“I’m so sorry for leaving you behind.” You heard the person say as they hug you tightly. You look up and see Jaehyun. You shook your head as he releases you from his grip. He looked at you in concern. 

“I knew something was wrong when you left, are you okay?” You heard behind him. You saw Jungkook also looking at you in concern. You looked at the both of them and sighed. 

‘I’m…okay. Jaehyun, I’m going home.” You said to him. He looks at you as you walk away. Yo heard him bid his goodbyes to Jungkook as he follows you outside. He opened his car door for you as you two sit inside. You averted your gaze away from him as you look out the window. Jaehyun sighed.

“Are you sure everything’s alright? You know you can talk to me about it-”

“Just drop it, Jaehyun. I’m alright.” You said harshly. He sighs and nod his head, driving you back to your dorm. The ride was silent. Finally arriving at your dorm, he stopped you from getting out. You looked at him.

“Sumin didn’t do anything to you, did she? I saw her leaving the bathroom before I went to see you.” He asks. You only averted your gaze. From the silent treatment, he got his answer. He lets you go and told you to be safe and have a good night. You bid your goodbyes to him as you walk inside your dorm. Reaching your room, you were greeted by a tired Judie, who you can assume just finished studying. She smiles at you softly.

“How was your first frat party?” She asks as you go in the bathroom to take off your makeup. You washed off your face and went back in your shared room. You hummed.

“It’s okay.” You simply replied. Judie opened an eye, as she was already laying down on her bed.

“Just okay? Well, did you see your one and only minghao?” She teases you. You stiffened. You were not in the mood to think about him, or else you’ll just get reminded of Sumin. You whispered something under your breath, judie seemed to catch it.

“What was that?” She asks you again.

“Forget him.” Judie now shot up from her bed. 

“What? Did he do something bad to you? Did he try to touch you in any way? Did he-” 

“Just forget him, Judie. Such a waste of time.” You said as you tell your friend goodnight. Judie stayed on her bed just staring at your laying figure. She sighs and laid back in bed. She’s definitely going to ask Jaehyun what had happened.

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yes or no I x. minghao x reader - deja vu in a frat party?

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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a/n: this is the second to last flashback chapter before we go back to the present. i had to literally rewrite this chapter because i didn’t like the first draft 😞. thank you for all the support and feedback! 🩷

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[luvhhannie]

finally finished all of xavier’s anecdotes and oh my god THE ANGST???? i cant. might make a fanfic based on the when shooting starts fall anecdote it was just tew good 🧘🏻‍♀️

#xavier #love and deepspace #love & deepspace #lnds #xavier love and deepspace #love and deep space

[luvhhannie]

[luvhhannie]

This game is testing me and I’m failing

[luvhhannie]

wc | 3.7k

“ah! hyung! is the dance proposals already finished?” a sudden voice appeared as you, judie, soonyoung, junhui and minghao. soonyoung was the first one to react.

“oh! channie, you’re just in time!” he said as he pats the male’s back who was heaving.

“i had to run so fast as soon as rehearsals ended! no one told me being a dancer in high school would be this stressful!” the male said. you finally take a good look on him: he had a cap on but his dark brunette strands were peeking out. he was wearing a plain black shirt and is a tad bit shorter than the dancers and artist. minghao stifled a laugh as junhui just smiled mischievously. the male raised a brow.

“why are you guys giggling like high school girls?” he asked in a serious tone. soonyoung just patted his back as junhui walked forward to him.

“it already ended! but it’s alright, you didn’t really miss anything.” junhui said to the male. the younger male gasped and groaned.

“you’re joking! ah, i really wanted to see some choreographies to help me brainstorm my own…” he traced off. suddenly, minghao cleared his throat, making the three males look at him. he motioned his head towards you and judie.

“oh right! this is yn and judie! judie is a dancer like us while yn is an artist like minghao.” soonyoung introduced you two as the male nodded his head, “and yn and judie, this is chan, he’s a dancer at pledis high.” soonyoung boasted as chan just shrugged it off.

“it’s no big deal, honestly! nice to meet you two…also hyung, is the dinner still going on or…?” chan asked soonyoung as he nodded.

“yup, it’s still going, and judie and yn here are coming with us.” soonyoung said. chan looked at you and judie and back to soonyoung.

“no offense, but why?” he nonchalantly asked. junhui snorted, while minghao only shuffled in his feet.

“because we’re friends? anyways let’s get going! you two can either ride with me or minghao.” soonyoung said. you and judie looked at each other when junhui suddenly gasped. he suddenly held soonyoung’s shoulder.

“i think it’ll be great if all the dancers are in one vehicle and the artists are also in another car, riiiight?” junhui suspiciously asked soonyoung, who only raised an eyebrow, but just agreed to do it.

“oh! yeah, absolutely! yn go ride with minghao.” soonyoung said, the group finally walking towards the doors, exiting the university. while walking to the parking lot, judie stayed beside you, and so did minghao. all of a sudden, minghao nudged your arm. you looked up at him.

“my car’s just right up ahead, while soonyoung’s at the left. you can ride with them if you want, you don’t have to listen to what soonyoung said.” he told you. you only looked at him and hummed.

“it’s alright, i don’t mind riding with you. and besides, i think judie needs to properly apologize to them, for being kinda mean and all that.” you sweatdropped as minghao chuckled. he nodded at your statement as he went up ahead.

you nudged judie’s arm and told her to follow soonyoung’s group, who was already calling out for her to come with them. she groaned and walked towards the men. you watched as judie strolled towards them and finally looked back at minghao, who’s already starting his car. you walk towards his car, which was a mercedes-benz, and sat in the front passenger seat.

“nice ride.” you complimented. he smiled softly.

“thanks.” he simply replied. the atmosphere was not tense, but awkward yet calm. you put on your seatbelt and settled in when he suddenly held up the aux cord. you raised a brow.

“you can play music if you want.” he said. you grabbed the cord from him and bashfully chuckled.

“ah…are you sure? my music taste is kinda all over the place.” you stated, as he finally started driving, just tailing behind the other group.

“i promise you i won’t judge you based off your music taste. and what’s wrong with having funky music taste? i literally listen to wave to earth and one minute later ill be listening to joji.” he said. you sweatdropped and finally connected your phone to the aux, whilst started looking through your spotify.

“i don’t think joji and wave to earth are that different from each other…but alright.” you said, finally playing your personal playlist. minghao, in your shock, suddenly hummed the first melody of the song.

“you listen to the cure?” you asked him. you could see his small smile turn into a smug one.

“yeah, they’re pretty great.” he said. you sit still in shock from this information.

“dude, you don’t look like you listen to the cure. i’m shocked.” you said out loud. he giggled from your statement.

“YOU also don’t look like you listen to the cure, yn.” he said. you shrugged your shoulders and slumped on your seat.

“fair enough.” you replied, however this piqued your interest, “so, which artists do you think i listen to?” you asked him. the car stopped apropos to the red light. he tapped his finger on the wheel.

“hm…” he hummed, thinking, “you kinda give off clairo fangirl vibes, and maybe a casual listener of asap rocky.” he said. again, you were kinda shocked to how accurate his answer was.

“oh! you got the clairo part right! but you got the wrong best friend, i listen to tyler the creator more than asap, but that’s pretty accurate! is it because of how i dress myself? or just how i act?” you curiously asked him, the car moving again. he softly smiled.

“you just look like what i think their songs would look like…and i remembered you rambling about clairo to ten during our facial anatomy lecture.” he said. you blushed in embarrassment. you didn’t know he was that aware of your presence, you just thought that he saw you as an acquaintance. the next song started playing when he softly gasped.

“oh? bags? i actually like this song…not surprised it’s in your playlist, clairo fangirl.” he joked as you chuckled. you wanted to say more when he suddenly pulled up right next to soonyoung’s parked car. oh, we’re here.

you disconnected your phone and got out of minghao’s car, meeting the other group again. you looked up at the restaurant’s sign.

“junhui said this is his favorite hot pot place.” judie suddenly said right next to you. you jolted in surprise.

“really? also how was the ride?” you asked your friend. she groaned but smiled.

“‘ts alright. they’re not as bad as i thought they would be.” she stated when chan walked towards you two.

“hey! we should get going inside so we could get a good table.” he smiled at the both of you as the group finally went inside.

“table for 6 people.” junhui said to the host, who smiled up at him and led the group to a table. minghao sat on the very corner, while junhui sat next to him. judie decided to sit next to junhui, while you, chan and hoshi sat on the other side of the table.

“let’s just order a huge batch of meat and maybe some greens too…yn, judie, ya’ll want anything else other than that?” junhui asked you two.

“i’m good with just the meat,” judie said as you nodded im agreement. chan, however, inserted his opinion. “hyung, can you order one serving of ramyeon?” he asked. junhui nodded and proceeded to ask the others for anything. the waitress went up to your table to get your orders. you looked at judie as you notice her suddenly being tensed up. you just shrugged it off. after getting everybody’s orders, chan suddenly chuckled. you looked at him, so did everybody else.

“what’s funny?” junhui asked, taking a sip of his water. chan look deviously at minghao.

“hyung, i think the waitress had a thing for you. she kept on staring at you.” he said to minghao who only groaned. what you didnt notice was the looks that junhui and soonyoung gave you and minghao. you on the other hand only gasped.

“omg, you think she’s going to pull the “oh here’s your receipt and my number” card?” you jokingly asked chan, who laughed. the other female in the group, judie, only saw soonyoung’s glances at you. being a nosy person, she knew something was up.

“maybe!-” chan was cut off by judie, “pause…soonyoung…do you…?” she questioned, bot even finishing her statement. soonyoung being clueless to her question only tilted his head in confusion.

“i’m what?” he asked. judie whispered something to junhui, who only gasped and made an x with his arms. at this point, everyone was confused.

“wait, he doesn’t like yn?” judie asked junhui, who was now shaking his head no. soonyoung on the other hand paled.

“huh? me? i don’t like yn like that! it’s….” he defended but trailed off eventually. junhui only bonked soonyoung with his chopsticks to silence him. soonyoung rubbed his forehead.

“it’s nothing! and soonyoung was just glancing at yn to make sure she’s comfortable, that’s all!” junhui stated, almost too quickly. minghao was just looking at you the whole time while you were too busy trying to decipher what was going on between soonyoung, judie and junhui. chan finally cleared his throat, gaining everybody’s attention.

“look, our foods’ here. i’m starving!” chan groaned as the waitress served your order. there were different types of cuts of meats and vegetables perfect for hotpot.

soonyoung started dipping some skirt cut steak onto the boiling soup while junhui dropped some enoki mushrooms and cabbages into it. chan was already devouring his ramen, and judie was already picking at the meat that soonyoung dropped into the soup. you and minghao just watched the group as you two patiently wait for the chaos judie, soonyoung, and junhui to tone down. You finally started dipping some cuts of meat into the soup, and when they were done, you could finally taste the beef's delectable palate. you softly moaned from the taste, in which judie snorted at.

“Damn, the meat tastes that good?” She joked as you just rolled your eyes at her playfully. 

“It’s so good! No wonder this is your favorite hot pot place, junhui!” You complimented to the male, who started boasting about Chinese cuisines. 

“I know right? But just wait til you go to minghao hyung’s favorite restaurant!” Chan said. You suddenly raised a brow at minghao, now curious about this said restaurant.

“Is it also a hot pot place?” You asked minghao, but chan replied for him.

“It’s a chinese-korean fusion restaurant. Man, I can taste their jjamppong just by thinking about it…” chan said as he continue to eat his ramen with some hot pot meat. You looked at minghao for confirmation as he just nodded.

“I mean, the food there is great, but chan is just over exaggerating stuff.” Minghao simply said as you take a bite of the hot pot meat. You hummed.

“I wanna go there. I need to start being more adventurous with my palate…” you mumbled. Minghao just looked at you as the two of you started eating, drowning down the conversation that has started. Amidst in the calm atmosphere, soonyoung suddenly called the waitress. He whispered something to her as she walks away. You paid no mind to it until the waitress came back with 4 bottles of beers, each for everyone except for chan, who is a minor. Soonyoung thanked the waitress as he started passing down the bottles.

“Let’s get drunk!” He said as he started chugging down his bottle of beer. Junhui visibly cringed as he try to stop soonyoung.

“You know you’re lightweight! Stop it!” Junhui said to soonyoung, starting a fight between them. The waitress came back, asking if she mistook soonyoung for being of age, in which junhui said that he is. He asked everyone for their ids and showed them to the waitress. The waitress nodded and went back waiting other tables. judie suddenly clicked her tongue. You switch your gaze to her, away from the chaotic duo.

“What’s up?” You ask her. 

“You know I do a lot of problematic stuff, but god that waitress should’ve asked for our ids first before serving alcohol. Did she just want to get dicked down?” She said in an angry tone as she grabs her id from junhui. Chan widened his eyes from her words as she just shrugs her shoulders. You also did the same.

“You’re right, but you didn’t have to say that…unless you had some history with her or something.” You questioned. Judie just shrugged her shoulders again, basically saying yes to your question. You sighed from your womanizer friend and tell chan to not worry about her. You glanced back at soonyoung, who was now flushed red from alcohol, and junhui, who was still trying to stop soonyoung from drinking more. Minghao on the other hand was just laughing at his friends as he took a sip from his beer. You stare at him for a moment. You knew that minghao was an attractive man, but him just being comfortable with himself and others just makes him even more attractive. You silently blushed as you took a sip from your beer. You cringed from the taste but still continue drinking. For a few more moments, everyone besides chan was drinking and possibly too drunk to function. You were now basically cuddling with soonyoung. At first, you were comforting him, not knowing that he was an emotional drunk, after junhui just gave up on comforting him. But now, you two were just rambling about your thoughts, well, drunken thoughts.

“Like, have you seen hachiko? Oh my god, I have watched it so many times but I still cry over it. But the thing is, I was only able to completely finish the film once, or twice, before breaking down completely!” Soonyoung said to you as you stifled a cry.

“I have seen it! I can’t watch it again after it crushed my soul…that poor, sweet dog…” you mumbled as you hug soonyoung. Chan was just talking to judie, probably talking about drama in chan’s high school, or even at your uni. What you didn’t notice was minghao’s stare at you and soonyoung’s hugging figures. Of course, there was at least one person who still noticed his gaze: junhui. Noticing the one sided tension, junhui nudged minghao. Minghao looked at him with tense eyes as junhui raised his hands.

“Yo! You look like you’re about to kill someone just with your eyes! You okay?” He asks minghao. Of course he knows that minghao’s not okay, he just wanted a reaction from him.

“I’m alright.” Minghao simply replied to junhui. Junhui pondered for a moment before taking a sip from his beer. He came closer to minghao.

“You know…yn is pretty cute,” Junhui whispered to minghao. Minghao widened his eyes at his friend before squinting them almost immediately. Junhui smirked, “don’t you think?”

“I mean, yeah, she’s pretty and all.” Minghao said, adverting his gaze away from junhui. Junhui laid back on his seat and just hummed. 

“So, as her friend, you wouldn’t mind me asking her out on a date?” Junhui suddenly asks him. Minghao almost spitted out his drink. What was he thinking? Minghao shook his head no. junhui raised a brow.

“Why not?” He asks minghao. Minghao just looked at him silently, his reddening ears revealing his feelings. Junhui chuckled and put an arm around his friend.

“Man! Don’t worry, I was just joking. I’m not gonna steal your girl away.” Junhui said, taking another sip. Minghao was now blushing furiously. 

“What do you mean “my girl”?” He ask his friend. Junhui only shrugged his shoulders.

“Get her before anyone else does.” He just simply said. Minghao was about to reply to him when chan interrupted them.

“Hyung, it’s getting pretty late. We should get our bill.” Chan said to minghao and junhui. Junhui nodded, calling for the waitress. Finally having his attention back on the group, minghao looked back at soonyoung and at you, who were now being comforted by judie. Soonyoung was already passed out while you were slurring your words at judie, something about an eren and a bird. The waitress came back with their bill and junhui took his card out to pay. Judie suddenly tapped minghao on the shoulder. 

“You gonna drive yn back to the dorms? If so, can I just ride with you guys since we’re basically roommates.” She asks minghao. He nodded.

“Yeah, for sure, it’s no problem. And besides, if I were you, I wouldn’t want to ride a car that jun drives…since you know, soonyoung’s out of commission.” Minghao said to judie. Junhui heard him and groaned.

“I’m not THAT bad of a driver. Judie don’t listen to him.” Junhui defended himself. Judie just chuckled as she comforted you on her shoulder. Minghao looked at your drunken state. Cute, he thought. The waitress finally came back with the receipt, and when everybody was getting up, junhui noticed something. 

“Yo! Channie, you were right! She got her number in here!” Junhui laughed as chan went up to him to look at the receipt. He widened his eyes. 

“Yah, hao-hyung, look at this.” He said in bewilderment. Minghao raised his brow as he looked at the receipt. While this was happening, judie was helping both you and soonyoung to get up and leave. Minghao read what was in the receipt.

“‘I think you’re fine as hell, wanna take me out on a date sometime?’ To the hottie with the mullet, xxx-xxx-xxxx’” minghao reads it out loud. Junhui and chan were just laughing from the note. Judie heard him as she just rolls her eyes.

“Damn, she’s still into mullets? 2020 much?” She said to herself, but you heard it even in your slurring state.

“Who’s into mullets now?” You slurred as you got up from judie’s grasp, walking up to the three. You went next to minghao and laid your head onto his shoulder. You tiredly looked at the receipt with the note.

“Damn, whoever wrote that must be some kind of gold digger. Who ask someone out to tell the person they’re trying to ask out to ask them out…I’m about to throw up.” You slurred as you chuckled lowly. Minghao silently tells you not to throw up on him as you tell him it was just a joke. You held onto him as the group finally left the restaurant, when at the entrance, the waitress was waiting for the group to come out. She looked at minghao and to your figure. At this point, you thought you were too drunk to know what was happening. The waitress widened her eyes but shook her head. She walked up to minghao.

“Uhm, do you have a second?” She asks him. But even before she could even daydream about minghao, he quickly shutter down.

“I got the note, and no, I’m not interested.” He said as he walks away, your grasp still on his arms. Why would he want to entertain another girl when the girl of his dreams is holding on to him at this very moment, even if it was platonic. The girl just gasped as she watched the group leave. Junhui apologized and opened soonyoung’s car door, basically pushing soonyoung into the back passenger seat, as chan took the front passenger seat. Minghao didn’t want to remove you from him, but he opened his car door for you to come in. He looked at judie, who was silently smirking the whole time. He raised a brow as she just shook her head.

“Just let her sleep in the back passenger seat.” Judie said as minghao carefully let you lay down on the seat. Junhui went up to minghao to remind him to have a safe drive since he and soonyoung live at a frat house. Both minghao and judie finally got on their seats as he started driving. The car ride was silent. The silence, however, was broken by judie.

“You like her, don’t you?” She suddenly asks. Minghao gripped the steering wheel. He merely sighed in response. Judie hummed.

“Just…don’t hurt her, okay?” She continues. Minghao glanced at her for a second, “I don’t know if she really wants to date right now, but what I know is that she deserves someone who won’t hurt her and will understand her…and I know you’re a decent person, from what she says about you.”

“She talks about me?” Minghao asks judie. Judie hummed as she look back to your sleeping figure.

“more than you’d ever imagine.”

“yn! someone got you a box of oils! And guess what, they’re all pink…exactly what you needed for the piece you’re working on right now.” Ten said as you entered the art studio. You looked at him in bewilderment, not really processing what he just said. You set your bag by your stool when ten suddenly gasp.

“you look ugly today, are you okay?” he said as you rolled your eyes at him.

“hangover is killing me right now…and where is it?” You ask him as he points at your easel. There it was, a box of oil pastels. You grabbed it and saw a sticky note. You read the sticky note and softly smiled.

“Even if I lost or won the bet, I would’ve still given you this since i knew you needed them for your piece. heard you complaining to ten that you’re out of pink oil pastels. Also got you a coffee to help you with your “probably” hangover. - minghao ^^” it says.

you looked back at your easel and saw the coffee he also gave you. You took a sip and smiled. Not too sweet, just how you like it. 

bonus:

yes or no I x. minghao x reader - hot pot dinner

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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𓇢𓆸 taglist (open!): @writingbarnes @90s-belladonna @leewonkyeom @to-mi-yo

#xu minghao x reader #seventeen x reader #minghao x you #minghao x reader #xu minghao #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #minghao #seventeen x you #svt fluff #kim mingyu #svt the8 #seventeen the8 #the8 x reader #the8 #kpop smau

[luvhhannie]

sorry for not updating guys i got into a car accident but everything’s alright now 🏂

[luvhhannie]

“holy shit judie there’s like at least 50 people here right now…” you said to your brunette friend who just chuckled nervously.

“yeah, and even though we’re halfway through freshman year, i still haven’t made a lot of friends in this specific class…” judie mumbled as you watch her tie her messy brown locks into a low pony. hybe uni’s dance studio was remarkably and undeniably huge. music was already blasting when you and judie first arrived. as an artist, you are used to the looks other artists give you: full of respect, but also a hint of competitiveness. you could say the same in this exact situation and space. as soon as you and judie stepped inside the space, you could already sense the pride and competitiveness of other dancers just from how they present themselves. with your mind wandering around, judie suddenly groaned. you switch your gaze at her.

“you good?” you asked her as she stands up to stretch.

“yeah, just saw like the best dancers in my class…why am i surprised that they’re also auditioning for a choreo proposal?” she rambled. you looked at judie and followed her gaze, finally looking at three figures, one of them being all too familiar.

“oh! it’s minghao…” you said outloud. judie stretched her arms and scoffed.

“your art friend?” she asked as you just nodded. you kept watching the three males settle on. unsurprisingly, minghao just stayed back while the other two went on the marley to stretch.

you unconsciously kept staring at minghao as he watches his friends goof around stretch. suddenly he faced your direction and widen his eyes. you jolt in surprise and sheepishly waved at him, smiling. he softly smiled and waved back at you. would it be weird if you went to him and leave your friend behind? is what you were saying in your head, already walking towards minghao’s direction.

minghao on the other hand was freaking out. the girl he has admired since the first day of school smiled cutely at him. he didn’t even expect you to be here at the dance studio today. but then again, he thinks he knows you, but you were still a stranger to him in the contrary. minghao watched you walk towards him. though you were only wearing cargo pants and a plain hoodie, minghao still sees you beautiful.

“hey, kinda surprised to see you here! since most of the time you’re in the art studio!” you said to him as you sit down right next to his spot. he scoot a but to give you space and nodded.

“yeah, but i’d say the same thing to you,” he chuckled “my friends invited me to watch their choreography for ‘moral support’ but i doubt that since they’ve been dancing since they were like 5.” minghao said to you as you softly laughed.

“hm, my friend also invited me to watch her choreography! i’m not really into dance but the choreo that people create are amazing.” you said to him as you switch your eyes back to judie, who was now in the marley warming up. minghao looked where you were looking at and smiled.

“is that your friend over there?” he asks, pointing at judie. you nodded and rest your head on your knees.

“yup, judie, she’s a great dancer, but sometimes she doubts herself too much.” you quietly mumbled to yourself but minghao heard it clearly. minghao only hummed. you suddenly turned your head to face minghao, who was now also hugging his knees.

“have you ever doubted yourself too? despite being a great artist?” you ask him. he sighed and nodded.

“of course. if you have never doubted your skills and yourself, i don’t think you’ll be able to improve. i think there should be a 50/50 mindset where you are confident with yourself but also needing to look at your flaws to improve.” he simply said. you looked at him in admiration and smiled.

“man, i wish i was as wise as you, minghao.” you said. he only chuckled heartily.

“i don’t really see myself as a wise person, but i just try to look at things on the brighter side.” he replied. you hummed and put your attention back to the dancers as the judges, their dance instructors, started calling out names to start the choreography proposals. watching the first few students perform their piece, you couldn’t deny that they’re all talented. you suddenly felt a hot breath behind your ear and on the corner of your eyes you see minghao whispering something to you.

“my friend is up next, i bet a pink oil pastel that he’s going to do a tiger impression in his piece.” he whispered. you chuckled at his statement.

“a pink oil pastel? that’s so random! and why a tiger impression?” you ask him.

“he’s obsessed with tigers and he thinks he’s a tiger himself.” he answered, completely ignoring your first question. you paid no mind to it and faced the marley, now a raven haired male standing there by himself.

“hey, i’m kwon soonyoung and i’ll be performing a hip hop piece about shifting perspectives of the world as a kid to an adult.” he introduced himself. as you watch him say his introduction, you could feel the intimidation that he’s giving off on others. ivy by frank ocean started playing and he immediately dancing on lyrics. though his piece was hiphop, he danced gracefully. after finishing performing, he suddenly put one of his hand out and made a squeeze gesture, in which you found confusing. minghao, beside you, however laughed. you raised your brows at him and he leaned closer.

“he’s doing a tiger gesture, like a tiger’s claw.” he said in between giggles. you have always find his giggles cute. he chuckled and leaned back on the wall.

“i guess i owe you a pink oil pastel?” you said as he only looked at you with a soft smile. you switched your gaze back to the marley when you heard your friend’s name being called. you shyly cheered as judie walks in the middle of the marley. she looks comfortable now compared to when you first arrived.

“hello, my name is liu judith. i’ll be showcasing a contemporary piece,” she paused. now this surprised you. judie wasn’t a contemporary dancer, but a hiphop dancer, “about a perspective of an adult that yearns their childhood and teenage years.” she finished. her song, ribs by lorde, started playing, and judie danced the song away. compared to soonyoung, whose performance was full of screams and cheers, judie had none. you wondered if they actually liked judie’s piece, or they actually just dislike her. in the hook of the song, judie started dancing more agressive in contrast to the rhythm if the song. you looked around you and saw some people intensely watching her, some even with teary eyes. so it did hit them. ending her piece, people slowly started cheering for her. she looked at your way and smiled widely, and you did as well. you turned your head to look at minghao, and he was also in awe. he looked back at you and stared in shock.

“that was such a great piece.” he said in awe as you nodded, still smiling proudly.

“ooooh, who knew these freshmen actually have a drive in them!” a voice suddenly said beside you. you looked back and saw soonyoung, who was now a sweater and a beanie, while holding a hoodie.

“hyung, you did okay.” minghao simply said as soonyoung sits beside you.

“okay? just okay?! ah, myungho…” he sulked as you chuckled. soonyoung raised his head and smiled at you.

“i’m soonyoung! what’s good?” he asks. you smiled sheepishly at him.

“everything’s alright…i’m yn!” you introduced yourself as you see judie getting into their dressing room, probably changing out of her sweaty clothes.

“yn? hmm sounds familiar!” soonyoung said. the three of you continued watching the proposals when suddenly you saw judie being pulled by another girl in their group of circle. you pondered for a moment trying to figure out who it was. minghao noticed you and leaned closer.

“that’s yves. don’t worry she’s nice.” he said to you as you nodded. all of a sudden, soonyoung started whistling.

“LET’S GO JUNHUIIII!!” he yelled. your sweatdropped from his energy as you watch the last dancer present their piece, in which you recognized as one of minghao’s friends. you leaned closer to minghao.

“your friend?” you ask him. he nodded and sighed.

“yup, the one that begged me to be here.” he joked as you giggled.

“i’m wen junhui, i’ll be performing a contemporary piece…i don’t know i just choreographed it. see it how you see it.” he simply said, which he got chuckles and annoyed groans from. i love you by billie eilish started playing, and without a doubt, judie wasn’t wrong about him being one of the best dancers along with soonyoung. he danced with his emotions and if you were being honest, you almost cried. completing his piece, everyone cheered and clapped. you swear you even heard someone full on crying.

the dance instructors finally told everyone that the results for the accepted proposals will be out in 4 days. everyone started packing their things and leaving. minghao and soonyoung stood up from their spots and grab their bags, but minghao stayed and reached his hand out for you. you held his hand to stand up and thanked him. he smiled softly at you. you were about to say something to him when you were pulled in a hug by someone.

“fuck! that was the scariest moment of my life, yn!” judie said behind your neck as she hugs you from behind. you smiled softly and patted her head.

“you did so great! even my friend thinks you’re amazing!” you said, motioning to minghao. minghao smirked.

“so we’re friends now?” he slyly said, in which you blushed.

“i mean! we’re kinda buddy buddy now? i’m sorry if i made you uncomfy!” you apologized, but minghao only giggled and patted your head the way you did for judie.

“i was just joking, of course we’re friends.” he reassured. you smiled up at him when judie removed her grip form your body to stand beside you. you felt her tense up when soonyoung and junhui walked back to minghao.

“shit i didn’t even know our choreos should have a meaning to them…” junhui confusingly said as soonyoung laughed.

“we’ve been doing this for a year and a half now!” soonyoung chuckled as he puts an arm around minghao. soonyoung looked at judie, and so did junhui. suddenly the air thickened. you gulped and side eyes judie, who was giving the males the stinkiest eye you’ve ever seen.

“hey judie! you were amazing back there!” soonyoung complimented her. judie only nodded while you and minghao stared at your friends. junhui on the other hand shifted his gaze away from judie to you.

“oh! are you yn?” he asked you. you looked at him in confusion. how the hell does he know you of all people.

“uhm yeah? that’s me.” you stammered. you tried not to look into his gaze when he suddenly pulled out his phone, texting someone. soonyoung shamelessly eavesdropped junhui’s texting and gasped.

“it’s her?!” soonyoung asked as junhui slapped his head.

“idiot! don’t be loud!” he said, putting his phone back into his pocket. he smiled softly at you.

“it’s nice to finally meet you.” he said. you were lowkey creeped out by this. sure, he’s good looking, but him knowing your name and being her made your skin crawl. minghao noticed your changed demeanor and went to your side.

“aye, don’t scare her! i’m sorry they’re like this. i have no clue why they’re acting like this but i’m guessing they’re being nosy and wants to know something…” he side eyed his friends as the two males only shrugged their shoulders. you appreciated his gesture and smiled softly.

“it’s alright…but what’s up with you three?” you asked judie, soonyoung and junhui. judie was still giving them a bitch face the whole time. soonyoung looked at you with confusion, while junhui only shrugged his shoulders.

“i don’t know, ask your friend. ever since the school year started, she has always been giving me and soonie a stink eye.” junhui said. this made judie scoff.

“i am not! i just look like this.” judie said as you raised your brow at her.

“we both know your brows don’t knit together.” you get back at her, earning a sigh from your friend. she looked at the two males in front of you and whispered into your ear, not letting them hear.

“okay, i thought they were girls and flirted with them. but then i found out they’re men. i’m disgusted by myself because of it.” she said in embarrassment as you started giggling.

“judie, so you’re telling me this happened like three times? this is insane. i’ll definitely tweet this.” you joked in between laughs, only getting a slap on the head from judie. minghao, soonyoung and junhui stared at you two as you finally explained to them that judie was just having an existential crisis. judie apologized to the two, but still held a grudge against them. soonyoung shook it off, but junhui was just looking at her, as if trying to get more out of the situation. minghao cleared his throat and called out soonyoung.

“hyung, can i borrow your hoodie and beanie?” he asked, in which soonyoung agreed to do so. you were saddened that minghao’s fit was now covered with a basic one. you completely forgot to compliment his outfit! suddenly, your train of thoughts were stopped by junhui.

“oh! yn, judie, wanna come with us and eat dinner?” he ask you two. you and judie looked at each other. judie first replied.

“i’m not paying.” junhui laughed and nodded. you sighed and smiled softly.

“yeah sure!”

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yes or no | x. minghao x reader - dancer beef over

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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𓇢𓆸 taglist (open!): @writingbarnes @90s-belladonna @leewonkyeom @to-mi-yo

#seventeen x reader #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #minghao #seventeen x you #minghao x reader #svt fluff #xu minghao x reader #minghao x you #xu minghao #kim mingyu #svt the8 #seventeen the8 #the8 x reader #the8 #text fic #kpop fanfic #fanfic #kpop smau #svt smau #smau

[luvhhannie]

yes or no I x. minghao x reader - judie vs soonyoung (& jun)

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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𓇢𓆸 notes: judie volunteered to help the visual arts students in decorating the auditorium, just because she needed credit

𓇢𓆸 taglist (open!): @writingbarnes @90s-belladonna @leewonkyeom @to-mi-yo

a/n: theres gonna be a few more flashback chapters before we go back to the present with mingyu and yn 🙏 again thank you for the feedback and reblogs and likes are very much appreciated! 🩷 and ill be adding a taglist for this fic soon so pls just lmk!

#seventeen x reader #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #minghao #seventeen x you #minghao x reader #svt fluff #svt the8 #seventeen the8 #the8 x reader #the8 #text fic #smau #kpop smau #xu minghao x reader #minghao x you #xu minghao

[luvhhannie]

dawg how do i do taglists 🏂

#seventeen x reader #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #seventeen x you #minghao #svt fluff #minghao x reader

[luvhhannie]

“is that wonwoo hyung?” seokmin asked minghao as he sets his phone down. he nodded his head as he sighed. after he hung out with wonwoo at the library, seokmin suddenly called him to help him with his term papers, in which he agreed to do so.

“yeah, he was just asking about something…” minghao continued as seokmin eyes him, macbook on his lap.

“was it bad? you look stressed out.” seokmin asked minghao. minghao shook his head and smiled softly.

“no..no, i’m just being dramatic don’t worry about it.” he assured seokmin who hummed in response.

“also, hao. you should hang out with us sometime soon since most of us are basically in the same uni, like jungkookie, jaehyun, mingyu…and i mean bamie, yugyeom and eunwoo are attending another uni but it’s pretty close by.” seokmin suddenly said, earning a glance at minghao who was focusing on his term paper.

“mhm, sure. speaking of the 97z, what’s up with mingyu and his girlfriend? i saw his tweet but i think he’s just being dramatic.” minghao asked seokmin, who snorted at the comment.

“yves broke up with him and told him that she’s not interested in men anymore, it’s kinda sad and funny at the same time.” seokmin said as minghao stifled a laugh.

“no way?! poor mingyu, he always have bad luck with romance, even though he’s attractive.” minghao stated, turning his attention back to his term paper. seokmin hummed and suddenly looked at minghao.

“what about you? someone caught your eye lately? i’ve seen the art students in our campus and i can’t deny that most of them look cool.” he asked the male next to him. minghao sighed.

“hm…dunno.” he simply stated. seokmin looked at him for a few seconds and went back to his macbook.

“okay, let’s put our focus back to our term papers or else we’ll be failing before break.”

yes or no I x. minghao x reader - yves’ boyfriend girlfriend

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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𓇢𓆸 taglist (open!): @writingbarnes @90s-belladonna @leewonkyeom @to-mi-yo

#seventeen x reader #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #minghao #seventeen x you #minghao x reader #svt fluff #xu minghao x reader #minghao x you #xu minghao #kim mingyu #svt the8 #seventeen the8 #kpop smau #svt smau #smau #kpop fanfic

[luvhhannie]

freshman year

“hey, yn!” a brunette yelled across the hallway.

minghao, trying to figure out where his art history lecture is, looked towards the brunette figure who just yelled. it's not common to yell as early as 8 in the morning on the hybe campus, but for some reason, today is different. minghao watched the brunette girl run towards another figure, laughing.

"after all those years in highschool, we still end up being in the same building in college." the other figure said to the brunette. the brunette chuckled and hooked their arm on their friend's shoulder.

"oh come on, yn! the universe is telling us we're soulmates...even though jaehyun has a little crush on you." the brunette said as the two of them started walking. minghao watched the two as they walked past him. minghao accidentally made eye contact with the h/c girl as they stroll past him. she smiled shyly at him, before continuing her conversation with her friend.

"jaehyun doesn't like me! and besides he's not my type."

"is mark your type? i didn't know you were into younger people."

minghao shook his head off and continued going his way to his first class in his first day in university. he made his way to his lecture room, thanks to wonwoo who called him and told him where it was. entering the room, he saw easels and various art mediums and substrates filling up the room, as well as art stations and their own stools. he saw a familiar raven haired male and walked towards him

"hey hyung, i hope we don't have assigned seats here." he said to wonwoo. wonwoo chuckled and motioned his hand toward the station next to his.

"it's alright, miss dawn doesn't really care as long as you do your work. i'm kinda surprised that she's teaching all of art history." wonwoo mentioned. minghao looked around the room and saw people that looked older than him.

"i didn't even know that this was a mixed class-"

"yn!" a voice cut him off as he rolled his eyes. how many times is he going to get cut off with people calling the same person? he thought to himself.

"oh? ten? didn't know you attend this uni." yn said as she placed her bag next to "ten"'s station. they were both sitting in front of wonwoo and minghao.

"yeah, i'm transferring to smu next year though. most of my friends are there." the slender male said to his friend, who only scoffed.

"oh wow, now that i'm here, you're transferring? what a great friend you are, ten." yn mumbled. minghao watched the two figures bicker when suddenly wonwoo cleared his throat. he shifted his gaze from you to wonwoo.

"you know them?" wonwoo asked minghao. he shook his head no as wonwoo giggled.

"you're friends with jaehyun right? he's also friends with ten." wonwoo stated as minghao just nodded his head.

"we're not really close though" minghao simply replied as he just stares looks at yn's way.

when minghao first saw yn that morning, he thought to himself that if the birth of venus was personified, it would be yn. he didn't really believe in love at first sight, he just thought that yn was beautiful, really. not until it was their mid first semester when minghao accidentally smeared yn's piece with the black charcoal he was using.

"fuck..." he whispered as he just stares at the now flawed art piece. it was once radiant and bright, not until minghao's charcoal smudged the vibrant landscape. yn was getting a paper towel to correct her shadows and highlights when she finally came back to her station, seeing her piece. minghao expected her to be mad, furious even. but he was only met with a shocked face.

"what happened?" she asks him. minghao looked at her with solemn eyes and bowed his head ever so slightly with fear.

"I was passing through your station and I accidentally smeared charcoal all over your piece...I was trying to avoid toppling over your easel but this is just...worse. I'm really sorry...I know that you put all of your handwork in this and I just...I'll tell miss dawn about it!-" he rambled on as yn just sighed and looked at him fondly.

"it's alright, it's just a tiny smudge! and besides, it even looks better with it. kinda gives off a harry potter and willy wonka crossover universe." yn joked as minghao just looked at her. he just made the worst mistake ever as an artist and yn was just making light of it. he just stared at her and she smiles softly.

"don't worry about it, your so called mistake may be the one I've been looking for, for this piece." yn said to him. yn sat on her stool, minghao still standing next to her. she looked up at him and reached out her hand.

"i'm yn ln. you're myungho right?" yn asked minghao. minghao nodded his head and finally smiled, gently wrapped his hand on hers.

"yeah, that's my korean name though. i'm xu minghao." he said, shaking her hand.

"well, it's nice to properly meet you, minghao, even though I have always admired you as an artist ever since the first semester started." yn giggled and blushed. minghao widened his eyes and smiled.

"so did i."

at that moment in freshman year college was the moment that minghao realized that it was definitely not just a crush.

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yes or no I x. minghao x reader - blast from the past

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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𓇢𓆸 taglist (open!): @writingbarnes @90s-belladonna @leewonkyeom @to-mi-yo

#seventeen x reader #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #minghao #seventeen x you #minghao x reader #svt fluff #svt the8 #seventeen the8 #xu minghao x reader #minghao x you #xu minghao #kim mingyu #the8 x reader #the8 #text fic #smau #kpop smau #kpop fanfic

[luvhhannie]

yes or no I x. minghao x reader - ladybug and chat noir

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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a/n: GUYS IM SAURRYYYY FOR BEING INACTIVE!! ive been spending less and less time in my socials since ive been trying to focus on myself more. but ill still update this fic til i finish it duhhh. also i will be making a taglist soon but girl i do not know how they work! again thank you for the support and patience! love u all 🩷

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yes or no I x. minghao x reader - 10:10

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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#seventeen x reader #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #svt angst #kpop fic #minghao #seventeen x you #minghao x reader #svt fluff #kpop smau #svt the8 #seventeen the8 #xu minghao x reader #minghao x you #xu minghao #kim mingyu #kpop fanfic #svt smau #smau

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yes or no I x. minghao x reader - always the artist, never the muse

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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#seventeen x reader #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #minghao #seventeen x you #minghao x reader #svt fluff #svt the8 #seventeen the8 #smau #the8 x reader #the8 #text fic #xu minghao x reader #minghao x you #xu minghao #kim mingyu #kpop smau #kpop fanfic

[luvhhannie]

yes or no I x. minghao x reader - HOMOPHOBE ALERT

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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#seventeen x reader #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #minghao #seventeen x you #minghao x reader #svt fluff #xu minghao x reader #minghao x you #xu minghao #kim mingyu #svt the8 #the8 x reader #seventeen the8 #the8 #text fic #svt smau #kpop smau #smau #bts #nct #kpop fanfic

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yes or no I x. minghao x reader - judie’s rose toy

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: where jaehyun is forced to be yn's wingman for mingyu, but unbeknownst to him, mingyu is also getting some help from his friend.

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#minghao #seventeen x reader #svt angst #svt fic #svt x reader #kpop #kpop fic #minghao x reader #seventeen x you #svt fluff #xu minghao x reader #minghao x you #xu minghao #kim mingyu #svt the8 #seventeen the8 #the8 x reader #the8 #text fic #svt smau #smau #kpop smau #kpop fanfic #jungkook #bts #nct

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in every universe | y. jeonghan x reader

𓇢𓆸 synopsis: in every universe, judgement, betrayal and love seem to lead you and jeonghan to be destined to drift away. would there be any universe where destiny finally leads you two together?

𓇢𓆸 genre: romance, angst, mutual pining

𓇢𓆸 cw: major character death, cheating, self harm, suicide, references to nothing new, unrequited love, just angst man (not proof read)

𓇢𓆸 wc: 2.70k

𓇢𓆸 a/n: is this fic kinda related to my break up? who knowsss, get what you get from this fanfic. anyways, reblogs and hearts are very much appreciated! thank you for the support! 🤍

“let’s break up” you said as you stand firmly in front of your boyfriend, now ex, jeonghan. he looked at you sternly and sighed.

“okay.” he simply said. you gulped as tears suddenly fill up your eyes. you never wanted to break up with him, yet you knew that if he was the one breaking up with you right now, you would go insane. he suddenly opened his mouth.

“i’m sorry, really, i just don’t love you romantically anymore. we’ll still stay best friends, right?” he said. this is a healthy break up. you reminded yourself. you smiled softly at him.

“of course.” that was exactly a week ago before you found out he has been cheating on you behind your back. you were curious to see how he was doing so you looked through his socials when you saw he already had matching icons and bios with another person. you also saw that he has been commenting on the third party’s posts months even before your breakup.

“i just want you to be honest with me, jeonghan. was the reason for the breakup was because you didn’t love me anymore, or because you’ve been going behind my back MONTHS back into our past relationship?” you texted him. you only wanted the truth, you even dmed the other girl as you wanted to make sure that your assumptions weren’t real. yet her ignorant replies just proved your point that he knew what he was doing.

jeonghan denied everything you have said. you always trusted your gut feeling, so you cut him off completely, telling him that you were done with his friendship and lies.

“don’t ever contact me again, starting tonight. whatever happened to us in the past is nothing now. you betrayed my trust and i could never look into your eyes ever again.” you texted him, paragraphs by paragraphs, only for him to reply with two measly sentences.

“i don’t judge you for that but i don’t want to argue with you, proving that i am not a cheater. goodbye, yn.” that was the last thing you have ever heard of your ex. you always wondered if you did the right thing by cutting him off. but then again, he betrayed your trust and lied to you. you would’ve been okay if he said the real reason why he wanted to break up. this is the universe where your soul suffered the most. meeting him, talking to him and developing feelings for him over the years, finally loving him and having him as yours and you as his, then suddenly, ending as strangers all over again, but now with memories.

though, your soul might also think that the universe where you had passed away is the most miserable. in this universe, you had met jeonghan through your brother. you slowly developed a crush on jeonghan and began falling in love with him. from his sweet antics to his playful gestures. you were in love with him, so you decided to confess. the answer you got only got you in your worst state yet. you unfortunately caught a disease where unrequited love could kill you. either you lose the memories of the person you love to survive, or die loving the person you are infatuated with. your love for jeonghan was so strong you wanted to carry the sickness till your death, as long as you don’t forget yoon jeonghan.

in every universe, your love for yoon jeonghan is as powerful as the universal force. in every universe, you have found home in jeonghan, and so did he. in this universe, you and jeonghan were highschool classmates. you both had crushes on each other, yet no one maked a move to one another, afraid of the other’s response. you two pined on each other, crushes slowly turning into love. however, on one faithful day, jeonghan finally decided that he will confess to you. unbeknownst to him, that was also the last day of you attending your highschool.

“i like you, yn. i like you a lot.” he confessed. you smiled sadly at him as you hold his hands.

“i’m so glad you do. i like you too. ever since we met.” you confessed back. you and jeonghan started crying and finally held each other’s body.

“i’m sorry, i’m moving away. i should’ve said something earlier.” you cried in his comforting arms. he sniffled and looked into your eyes.

“it’s okay, yn. let’s live this moment for now, okay? let’s love each other one last time here. promise me we’ll still keep in contact?” he asked you as he wipes your tears away. you smiled sadly.

“of course.” in this universe, no one cheated. but a promise was broken again. you and jeonghan never kept contact with each other, even during and after graduation. as time flies by, he already graduated college, and so did you. during one evening, one of his coworkers asked him if he wanted to go to one of his friends’ wedding. jeonghan being a good friend, he agreed.

finally at the wedding, jeonghan and his friend, seungcheol, waited for the bride to walk the aisle. seungcheol told jeonghan that his friend, and also coworker, joshua, was crying before the wedding started. joshua had told seungcheol that he was going to marry the most perfect person on earth and that he would die for her. jeonghan laughed at his story, thinking how silly the statements joshua had made when they finally heard the piano keys playing, indicating that the bride will soon start walking.

hearing the church door open, the guests started standing up and looking at the bride. jeonghan finally realized that joshua’s statement weren’t silly. the bride that joshua is going to marry really is perfect. the bride that joshua is going to marry is the same girl he dreamed of marrying back in highschool. he watched as yn walk down the aisle, trying to stop the tears coming out of his eyes. he silently watch the girl he has always loved smile to the guests, when both of them made eye contact. jeonghan thought that the world stopped spinning and everything was in stop motion. she took a deep breath and smiled sadly at jeonghan, continuing to walk towards her fiancé. jeonghan could only watch the two joyous couple in the background. finally hearing them both say their vows, jeonghan closed his eyes, letting the tears he has been putting up fall down to his cheeks. cheers and shouts erupted from the chapel as the newly wed couple share their first kiss. he knew at that moment, you have never loved him as much as he had loved you. he knew that you were never his. he knew that even if you deserve the love you have right now, he will never, ever, win it.

jeonghan’s soul might say that was the universe he had suffered the most. however, the universe where your mental health took over your body says otherwise. in this universe, you searched for treatments and help from professionals in the mental health field because of depression, and that is where you met yoon jeonghan, a psychotherapist. you were in your early twenties while jeonghan was in his late twenties. he has been your therapist for a couple of months now and has helped you a lot. despite his aid, you were still suffering from depression. the thoughts of you not having a purpose in the world and being a failure took a toll of your mental health. your therapist would always tell you that he’s always going to be there for you whenever you need help. there wasn’t any romantic intentions in his words, but platonic, a hint of wanted friendship. knowing you for a long time, jeonghan has taken a liking to you and thought of becoming friends with you. but of course, he still has to be professional.

“so, how have you been, yn? are there any thoughts that have been lingering in your mind?” he asks you as he usually does.

“i’ve been…alright. i’ve just been thinking of how i’m going to celebrate my birthday these days, since it’s next week.” you said to him. he wrote on his notepad as he listened to you.

“hm, that’s good. i hope you have a wonderful birthday, yn. how does your body feel right now? weak? good?” he asks you. you sit upright and blinked your eyes.

“my body feels okay. it’s just that sometimes i feel nauseous and tired.” you admitted. he suddenly stopped writing on his notepad and looked at you.

“have you been eating?” he asks. you nodded.

“yeah, i usually skip dinner though.” you said. he smiled softly and went back to his notepad.

“you should still try getting three meals a day. doesn’t matter how big or small the portion is, you need to eat.” he said. you looked up at him and smiled.

“yeah, i’ll try.” your check up went on for more minutes. as he finishes up the session, he suddenly looked at you.

“hey, yn?” he called out for you. you were already grabbing your handbag when he called you.

“yes?”

“i…i’m always here for you, you know that right? i’m your therapist, i’m here to help you. don’t be afraid to say everything to me. remember i’m always one call away.” is what jeonghan has said. but what he actually wanted to say was:

“i’m always here for you, yn. even if you only see me as your therapist, i’m also your friend. i’ll always help you no matter what.”

you and jeonghan always have a weekly therapy session, but the week after your last session, you never showed up. jeonghan thought it was probably because you were getting ready for your birthday. he even prepared a gift for you, a necklace with a clover pendant. he called you just in case you have forgotten your therapy session. it was unusual for you to miss a session. it was already 5 pm and you still haven’t answered him, even once. finally going past his “professionalism” agenda, jeonghan decided to go to your home. he drove to your apartment safely and knocked on your door several times.

“yn-ssi?” he asked through the front door. silence. jeonghan’s heartbeat started rattling through his chest. he suddenly twisted the door knob and unbeknownst to him, it wasn’t locked. he went inside your home and looked through every room. you weren’t in the kitchen, bathroom nor living room. finally reaching the last room, he opened the door to your bedroom. he widened his eyes as his mouth gaped open.

“yn?”

there you were, hanging from your ceiling fan. jeonghan could only stare in shock. dropping to his knees, he started breathing heavily.

did he not help you at all?

were all the check ups not helping you?

did he drive you to kill yourself?

was he not worth to be an aid to people?

he called 911 to report the incident and soon the authorities came, interviewing jeonghan.

he wasn’t even able to tell you that he wanted to be friends with you. he knew so much about you yet know so little about how you are. he was too late to tell you that he loved your company. that he loved you as a friend.

in every universe your soul has lived, you and jeonghan are destined to meet, destined to love each other, destined to leave each other. your soul always wondered, if there were such things as soulmates, were you and jeonghan one? destiny has always brought you two together, but also brought you two to fall apart on each other’s arms. were there any universe where you two meet, fall in love, and live your lives together? your soul always question this. in every death your soul has lived, it passes on to another lifetime.

in this lifetime, you’re just living your life as a choreographer. you have worked with countless artists and other dancers in your career. in this new chapter of your life, you were called to choreograph a dance for a kpop group you haven’t worked with yet. you have worked with countless kpop artists, from twice to nct. you were familiar with kpop and the indistry of course, but you were excited to meet the group you’re going to work with.

“here’s their practice room, i’ll leave you to it. i’ll have my assistant to come with you in there. again, thank you for accepting our request.” one of the higher ups in hybe ent told you as you bowed to them. you entered the practice room, feeling a sense of familiarity, and saw several guys already stretching, blasting their song in the room. you were given a couple of weeks to create choreography for their new song, but you told them that meeting the group should be done first as creating a bond between the artist and choreographer is as important as creating an amazing piece. one of the males went up to you and bowed.

“oh, hello! are you ln yn-ssi? i’m scoups. i’m the leader of the group. it’s nice to finally meet you.” he introduced himself as you bowed back.

“yeah, it’s nice to meet you too, scoups-ssi. i already listened to the song a couple of times and have ideas for it already, but i really do want to create a bond with the team first, since i’ll be working with you guys for a couple of months.” you smiled at him. he smiled back nodded.

“yeah, for sure. i get what you mean. here, i’ll introduce you to the members.” he said as he gathered the group together. he did a small introduction of you to the group and they instantly welcomed you with warm smiles. you thought that dk, dino and vernon had the sweetest smiles you’ve ever seen. meeting them one by one, you learned that they had units and you instantly clicked with the performance team.

“i’ve been a huge fan ever since i saw you compete with a contemporary piece at swf!” dino geeked over you. you chuckled at him and thanked him. you and hoshi were already familiar with each other, considering that you two were fans of each other. still talking to the performance team, you felt a gaze behind you. you looked back and saw the angel faced male. you smiled softly to him and bid your goodbyes to the performance team. you walked up to jeonghan and watched him stretch his arms. he looked back at you.

“hey”

“hey”

you both say at the same time. you two chuckled as you sit down next to him. you nodded your head, telling him to go first.

“oh, well, i was just wondering if we’ve met before? i feel like i’ve known you but i just can’t seem to remember” he asked you. he was thinking the same thing as you. you smiled softly and hummed.

“i don’t think so…but i do feel like we’ve known each other for a long time already.”

“i think so too, do you think we’re soulmates?” he joked. you laughed at his statement and walked away.

“if we were soulmates, i think your fans would go crazy to think that their idol is soulmates with a person like me.”

“hmm, better than a sasaeng!”

in this universe, your soul knew jeonghan’s soul, and so did his. your soul hopes that this universe will be the universe where you and jeonghan finally live your lives together in love. little did your soul know, another soul has been thinking the same thing ever since he has met a familiar warmth in this universe.

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