my-lost-delusion

[my-lost-delusion]

POV: My ED celebrating when I choose coffee for breakfast again

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[my-lost-delusion]

POV: When attendance is taken literally anywhere

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[my-lost-delusion]

POV: your emotional needs being disregarded (again)

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[my-lost-delusion]

#tw ana relapse #anamia #tw ana diary #anxious #heartbreak #depressing quotes #sad thoughts #depression #tw s3lf harm

[my-lost-delusion]

#tw ana relapse #anamia #tw ana diary #anxious #heartbreak #depressing quotes #sad thoughts #depression #mental illness

[my-lost-delusion]

It always ends with me hurting myself...

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[my-lost-delusion]

It always ends with me hurting myself...

#tw ana relapse #anamia #tw ana diary #anxious #heartbreak #depressing quotes #tw ana related #disordered eating in tags #sad thoughts #self-h*rm

[my-lost-delusion]

Out here sexualizing myself to be seen 🖤

[my-lost-delusion]

Any other anamia friends struggle with insomnia?

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[my-lost-delusion]

My hunger coming in hot at 12 AM

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[my-lost-delusion]

Manifesting my 2023 meal plan

#ed but not sheeran #ed humor #ed blog #ed thoughts #tw ed relapse #tw ana diary #tw ana relapse #anamia #tw ana related #eating disorder #disordered eating in tags #not pro anything #meanspo #sweetspo #thinspo

[my-lost-delusion]

POV: When you're in the middle of an ED relapse and someone says, "this is the year we're going to finally love ourselves"

#ed but not sheeran #ed humor #ed blog #ed thoughts #tw ed relapse #eating disorder #disordered eating in tags #not pro anything #tw ana diary #tw ana relapse #anamia #tw ana related #meanspo #sweetspo #thinspo

[my-lost-delusion]

you lost it once you can lose it again.

[my-lost-delusion]

#heartbreak #depressing quotes #sad thoughts #tw ana relapse #deep quotes #anamia #mental illness #tw ana diary #anxious #eatingdisorder #ed but not sheeran #ed thoughts #ed blog #tw ed relapse #tw ana related

[my-lost-delusion]

Walking into the kitchen Ana culture-

walk into the kitchen,

examine every cupboard and drawer,

open the fridge & shut it again,

walk out of the kitchen,

repeat.

[my-lost-delusion]

Hungry again? It's refill time.

#ed humor #ed blog #ed thoughts #tw ed relapse #ed but not sheeran #tw ana diary #tw ana relapse #anamia #tw ana related #disordered eating in tags #eatingdisorder #meanspo #sweetspo #thinspo #not pro anything

[my-lost-delusion]

I don’t want anyone else to hate themselves or their body the way I do. I want you all to be happy. I’m sorry you feel the way I do. I hope some day things get better.