I’m so scared of what’s happening in my country (the Philippines) right now. There’s a bill that’s going to be passed as a law that states a person can be considered as a terrorist even if they’re just sharing memes making fun of the government. And now there is an influx of trolls using the names of the critics to send death threats to those who oppose the bill.
I’m so scared. I don’t know what’s going to happen. I’m so scared.
Welp. I just got laid off in the middle of a pandemic. Oh well.
I had a feeling it was going to come to this, but I was hoping against all odds that I would be spared off. I just started seeing both a psychologist and psychiatrist this year for my mental health problems, and therapy sessions and psychiatric medications aren’t exactly cheap. So I really needed this job. But sadly, I am now unemployed. This sucks, but oh well. What can I do?
I’ve always tried to journal in the past (hence my collection of so many notebooks), but every time, I always FAILED.
So I feel really accomplished now that I actually managed to fill up the journal that comes with the Lover deluxe album. Luckily, I bought all four deluxe albums, so I have more journals to fill. Hopefully, this streak continues!!
It’s been a few hours, and I’m still listening to “Lover,” and I’m still GODDAMN CRYING. I thought “The Archer” was the only song that was going to make me cry like this, but apparently not. HOW THE HELL DID THIS SWEET ROMANTIC SONG TRIGGER WATERWORKS FROM ME???????? 😭
(Also, on a less important note: how can I get back to work while I’m still an emotional mess goddamnit????????????????)
Honestly, as an international Swiftie, I’ve already accepted the fact that I’ll never get to meet Taylor Swift. All the odds are just stacked up against me. It hurts, thinking about it, but oh well. There’s nothing I can do (except to buy merch whenever I can, which I guess is something).
HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT IS IT FINALLY HAPPENING???? IS TAYLOR SWIFT GOING TO DROP NEWS ABOUT THE ALBUM?????? SHIT I’M FREAKING OUT NOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH 😱😃😪😭
reblog and make a wish!
this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)