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The Love That Slipped Away.

this is part two of my previous story the love we lost.

Description: (Gojo x Reader) It's been a year since Satoru Gojo cheated on you. He thought it wouldn't hurt when you left him. He soon realized that you were the one for him.

Warnings: 18+, Strong language, MINORS DNI!

part 1 linked here

Days have been extremely dull and gray. Satoru has done nothing but work, exorcise curses, go home and rest. It's the same cycle every day. Sure, his oh so beloved Amy was there with him, but it wasn't the same. You would always lighten up a room with a smile, But Amy didn't. Satoru and Amy didn't have anything in common other than their sex life. Ever since you left him, he's been nothing but an empty shell of who he was. You took his heart with him that day.

He thought he would be better off with Amy but he was so very wrong. Amy was nothing but a pretty face with no personality. Satoru's students disliked Amy. They would always ask for you.

"Sensei! Where's Y/n?"

"I wish y/n was here."

"I miss Y/n!"

He has no clue where you are or what you have been up to. You blocked his number and social media accounts. He obviously tried looking you up but was always met disappointment when you were nowhere to be found.

A few months later. It was mid spring when Amy had cheated on him with another man. Satoru was heartbroken shattered even. Amy had left a wound on his heart. He truly did love her. His world was all about her but what is his world now that his left? He was left ruined and alone in the place he once called "home". He sat on his bed lost in thought. Heart now broken in pieces.

"Is this how y/n felt?"

He had finally felt what you felt the day you find out he was unfaithful. It was an awful feeling. It was a stomach-churning feeling. His beautiful blue eyes had opened. He realized what he lost. What he let slip away. He took your love for granted. You were meant for him. You were his person. You saw much more to Satoru other than the strongest and a pretty face. Memories of you and him being happy together flooded his mind. Tears filled his angelic cerulean eyes. He sobbed and sobbed till no more tears fell from his eyes. His porcelain skin was stained with tear streaks. His ocean like eyes were now red and puffy. His snow liked hair was disheveled and ruined.

Was it worth it? He chose a girl with a pretty face. A good fuck. Were his friends and students, right? Did he really just pick a doll face over the most extravagant person who always bighted a room with just their presence alone? Whose voice and smile always made his heart flutter like a bird in cage ready to burst. His warm bed that he once shared with you was now cold and barren. When was the last time he got a proper goodnight sleep?

He would do anything to get you back. no matter how long it takes. He has to see his other person. The person who still has heart.

He walked around the streets of Tokyo. He looked at the Stores and Cafes nearby. The cherry blossoms where in full bloom. Streets were covered in beautiful pink leaves. He eyed the Pastries that people were handing out. The sweet fruity delightful aroma of the pastries filled his nostrils. There was on peculiar scent that caught his attention. It was your scent. That sweet scent you always had. It was as if spring had blossomed all over you. He would never forget that sweet scent you always had.

His eyes widen and he looked to where the scent was. His eyes rapidly scanned over everyone. All he could hear was the sound of his heart beating. His eyes fell on your beautiful smile. There you were. God, you looked so mesmerizing. You were glowing. A sight for sore eyes even. His cerulean eyes were focused on you. The pink petals that flew in the wind complimented you so damn much. He has fallen for you all over again.

He was so happy he has finally seen you after so long. He walked towards you. His heart was pounding like crazy with each step he took.

"Y-Y/n..? is it really you...?" He spoke softly but loud enough to make you look at his direction. His heart skipped a beat. Your beautiful colored eyes stared at his disgustingly beautiful eyes.

"Satoru." You replied with a nonchalant voice. His heart ached with the emptiness in your voice. Your voice used to be sweet like an angel.

"You look good." Satoru complimented you with a soft smile but all it left was a sour taste in your mouth.

"Don't try to sweet talk me" You scoffed at him. Satoru awkwardly smiled.

"It's good to see you again."

"I wish I could say the same" There was a hint of sadness in your voice.

"L-Look I just wanted to-" Satoru was caught off by a voice coming from behind you.

"Sorry sweetie the line was really long." A tall man with long black hair with weird bangs and black circle stud earrings approached you. The unknown man gave you a gentle kiss on your cheek while he wrapped his arms around you. He had a pastry package with him.

"Oh? Satoru what are you doing here?" Satoru got a better look at the man Infront of him. It was his best friend Suguru Geto. They were friends back in high school before they separated ways.

"Suguru? What are YOU doing here?" Satoru was caught completely off guard. Why was his best friend here with his beloved? So many questions swirled in his head.

"I'm here shopping with my lover" Suguru wrapped his muscular arm around your waist pulling you into his side keeping you in a secure grasp. Satoru had jealousy and sadness in his bright blue eyes. Seeing you with another man had his heart aching. Your sweet warm smile wasn't for him anymore. He is no longer the man you wake up to every day. That should've been HIM by your side. Not Suguru.

"You guys know each other?" You asked your boyfriend Suguru turning your face to look at his beautiful face. He was smiling. "We have some history from back in our high school days. Long story short he's my best friend." Suguru gave you a warm smile. "So, who is he to you?" Suguru asked you with sweet smile.

"He's the unfaithful ex-boyfriend I've told you about." You said with a sigh. Satoru's heart twisted with sadness and guilt at the word "unfaithful". He eyes didn't dare to meet your eyes. He knew what he had done. How could he ever get you back? There's no way he would be able to call you his again. The guilt that drowned him was enough to make him puke.

"Oh, so Satoru is the man that crushed your heart all those months ago?" Suguru was looking at Satoru with nothing with disappointment. "I'll admit Satoru. I never expected this from you. How did you let such a sweet person slip through your fingers like sand. Hm well, I guess if it wasn't for your fuck up, I wouldn't have landed such a lovely person."

Suguru looked at his white-haired friend. Satoru looked ruined as he finally faced the music. "I never meant for shit to turn out like this. Fuck! I'm so sorry Y/n. I know an apology isn't going to change the fact I hurt you. I know we can't fix shit between us. I finally realized how much you loved me. You were my everything and still are. You gave me your all. I was pathetic to not treat you the same way. But I've lost you now. Even though I'm not the one who's going to be by your side anymore at least someone will." Tears fell from his Ocean colored eyes falling onto the pale sidewalk. People looked the commotion happening but carried on their day.

You looked at Satoru as he silently began wiping his tears. Suguru's grasp around your waist tightened. Suddenly, the memories you tried so hard to forget came back. The day you ended things with Satoru. The day your heart was shattered to pieces. The one fucking day you saw him and his girlfriend passionately making love. skin on skin. lips on lips. hand in hand. It all came back to you. You watched as the man in front you broke down in tears. His eyes becoming puffy. His blue ironed button up was now wrinkled and stained with tears.

You grabbed Suguru's hand and intertwined it with yours. He let go of the grasp he had you in. You looked at the broken man Infront of you.

"I wanted you and only you. But you wanted something more. And I couldn't give you that. You made your decision when you picked her over me. I gave you my word, my loyalty, my trust. But you didn't give me anything. I always ate dinner alone waiting for your arrival, but you would eat another womans dinner and share a warm meal together. Where was I when you went to her house to fuck? Was I even a priority to you? I was questioning my worth every damn night. The lipstick stains on your neck and clothes never went unnoticed. I begged for your attention for you to look at me again, but you never batted an eye. I was never important to you Satoru. I never was. The nights I slept alone and cold in our shared bed were always the worst nights ever. You only started caring once I left." You looked at him once more before turning around and walking away with your boyfriend hand in hand.

Satoru can only stare with tears running down his face. He was an idiot to come looking for you. He was an idiot losing you in the first place. Your words struck his heart. He looked at you as your walking away from him. He has to live with the guilt of betraying you. He managed to pick himself up and head home. The sky turned gray, and rain started pouring. He hopes the rain will wash away his sorrow. No one will ever replace you again. His love that slipped away. Maybe one day. just maybe you will comeback. Until then he'll wait for you with open arms.

Thanks for reading!!

Bloo Note: Hey guys so sorry for part 2 coming out so late. I was not gonna make "The Love We Lost" a part 2 originally lolol. BUT I did mange making a part two while juggling school. Ending was INSANLEY rushed but hope u guys eat this up (or hate it idc). credit to the people who made the dividers!! taglist: @kawaiivillainess98

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rblooms · 9 months

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The Love We Lost.

this is my first story! I apologize for any errors.

Description: (Gojo x Reader) You and Gojo Satoru have always been deeply in love. Or so you thought. All the loved he showed for you felt real, or was it?

Warnings: 18+, Strong language, cheating, mentions of alcohol. MINORS DNI

You met Gojo Satoru out shopping, He noticed you first of course. He found you absolutely beautiful. Divine even. He didn't hesitate to make some moves on you. "Hey beautiful need help with your bags?" You were caught off guard. He was tall, hair whiter than snow. You smiled up at him. "If you don't mind!" you replied. You were skeptical at first. He introduced himself as Gojo Satoru. He carried your bags for you as you went from shop to shop. Everything you touched or looked at he bought it for you. You were shocked at how much stuff he bought for you. "Hey, you didn't have to buy me all this" You frowned. "Don't worry about it. You can pay me back if you have dinner with me!" You chuckled at his response. "Fine. I'll have dinner with you!" "Great! I'll pick you up at 6, here's my number text me your address". He winked at you before leaving. You loaded all the things in your car thinking about dinner tonight. You got home and unloaded your bags into your house. You got ready and texted Gojo your address. He was at your house minutes later. He was standing by the passenger seat. His aquatic blue eyes scanned you up and down checking you out. "My don't you look beautiful," He opened the passenger door taking your hand leading you into the seat. He closed the door making his way into the driver's seat. His expensive cologne was everywhere in his car. He smelled amazing. "You look nice". You were the first to break the silence. He smiled at your compliment. You guys chatted while on the road. You found out he's a sorcerer and can see curses. You were amazed by him. He was a teacher at Jujutsu high school. He often went on missions clearing out any threats. He was the strongest. You guys arrived at the fancy restaurant your eyes widen at how elegant the restaurant was. Gojo couldn't help but smile at your expression. Gojo pushed a chair out for you. "Wow what a true gentleman". you teased. He smiled at your claim. "Pick what you like! I'll pay". He smiled proudly as he showed you his black card. You ordered what you wanted and so did he. You guys chatted and you slowly started warming up to him. He was sweet, and he was interested in your stories. making little commentary here and there. The food soon arrived, and you dug in first. Gojo couldn't help but smile at your cuteness. "Wow you're even cute when you eat". He said teasingly. You guys ate a nice warm meal with some stories as well. He was an interesting person. you wanted to know more about him. You couldn't deny he was irresistibly attractive. He caught you staring at him. "Like what you see cutie~" He teased seeing your flustered face. He paid for the food, and he took your hand walking side by side. He led you to his car opening the passenger door. He walked to the driver's side and turned on the car to take you home. You both shared stories about work laughing. He told you all about his students. Megumi, Yuji, and Nobara. His eyes lit up and sparkled sharing memories with you about them. He was quite cute. He dropped you off as you waved goodbye thanking him for the delicious meal. You unlocked the door to your house and walked in. "Home sweet home". You whispered. You got ready for bed. Suddenly your phone vibrated receiving a message from Gojo. "Thank you for agreeing to dinner ;)" You smiled at yourself as you replied to his text. "I owed you for helping me today :)" He responded almost immediately "Haha don't worry about it cutie. Hopefully this isn't the last time I see you." You smiled at his response quickly typing "Me too. I had fun today!" "Coffee tomorrow morning :)?" He asked. You smiled typing out "sure! :)"

He knew he wanted you to himself. He made sure of it. You and He hung out every day. You were falling for him. He soon asked you out, and of course you said yes. He gave you the world. You were his first priority. He made sure you were safe. You were smothered with kisses and love whenever he came back from work. He loved feeling your skin on his. He took you out to expensive dates. He bought you gifts every day. You never had to worry about other people as he always showed you off like you were the most beautiful person on earth. He made sure people knew you were taken by him. "That person is staring at you. I don't like that". He would pull you in for a kiss making sure the other person got the hint. You loved everything about him. And he loved everything about you. You guys were the perfect couple. Even his students were happy for him. They would occasionally shove him aside paying full attention to you. "Move Gojo sensei!" Itadori shoved Gojo aside talking to you. His students adored you. It made Gojo happy. At nights he'd hug you tightly never letting you go. You moved in with him after much begging from him. "Pleaseeee baby! We've been together for almost a year. I want you by my side, I want to be greeted by you every day when I come home from work." He acted like a child, and he was so cute how could you say no. Everything was going so well. A Handsome boyfriend waking up next to you. Even the sex was amazing. He was the perfect boyfriend. He was your world. And you were his. or so you thought.

It's been one year and a half since you guys became a couple. Everything was amazing. your life has never felt this wonderful. You are extremely close to his students and they're lucky to have you. They were like your kids. Everything was great until Satoru had other things to do. You guys rarely went out on dates. It was sad waking up by yourself. But you knew he was an important person, and he was needed. He became distant with you. He always gave short responses. "Hi baby everything okay? Miss youu <3” "Yes. miss you too." Strange. He didn't send a heart and he wasn't energetic like he was. You frowned and tried making a conversation. "How is your day going my love?” "Y/n. Please. I'm busy". okay that was weird. You frowned at his response. You left him on seen pissed off. You waited hours waiting for him to come home. He was late. Again. You were worried. Suddenly the door opened and lord and behold an intoxicated Satoru walks in. Stumbling on his feet and slurring on his words. his breath smelled like whiskey. You walked up to him "Why the hell are you so late? and drunk?!" "Oh, fuck off y/n. Always so damn annoying." He shrugged you off heading towards your shared bedroom. You weren't going to cry over him. You sighed and walked into the room. He's passed out sleeping. You laid him on his side making sure he doesn't vomit. You laid down next to him trying your best to fall asleep.

Days go on and his attitude doesn't change. He comes home drunk and sometimes he has lipstick stains on his shirt. He smells like a woman's perfume. None of these things go unnoticed by you. Satoru thinks you don't know but little does he know you're observing him. You don't want to lose him. not yet. maybe there is a misunderstanding. Today you decided to make lunch for him. Today marks two years of dating. You headed towards his classroom where he usually eats in, but you stopped in your tracks. You heard moaning coming from the classroom. nono please don't let it be true. you thought to yourself. You slowly opened the door not wanting them to notice. Your eyes were filled with sadness tears messing with your vision. He was fucking a random woman over the desk. He kissed her passionately. He had love filled in his eyes mixed with lust. The woman was breathtaking. Blonde long hair, green eyes, good figure. You carefully closed the door and walked away tears falling from your eyes. you threw his hot lunch away. You walked to your car and got in. Tears were falling non-stop. You were so stupid hoping he would change. You didn't want to believe another person was in his life. Another woman had his heart. But your heart still belonged to him. You gripped the steering wheel heading to a bar. A couple of drinks was very much needed.

I came home from work feeling happy. Amy came over to visit me at work and things got steamy quickly. I got a few looks from my students, but I had no clue why. I met Amy at a bar I was loaded with work, and she helped me destress. We had hooked up multiple times until I began seeing her. She flipped my world in a way I've never seen it before. She was breathtakingly beautiful. I wanted her to be my wife. I parked my car, locked it and went inside. I was by myself. Strange. Normally y/n was here to greet me. I looked for her but shes not home. Oh well, I'll wait for her to come home so they can cook me dinner, Hours go by and Y/n still hasn't returned. Its midnight already. I was getting a bit worried. The door opened revealing a wasted Y/n. This isn't like them. They never drink. I walked to them trying to steady their balance, but I was harshly pushed off "Don't fucking talk to me or touch me Satoru". I was shocked I stood there dumbfounded as they walked to our shared bedroom. I followed them making sure they got there safely. They immediately passed out reaching the bed. I helped them lay on their side just in case they throw up in their sleep. Y/n was never violent or rude. They were always sweet and caring. one thing I loved about them. Just then my phone rang. It was Amy. Thats when realization hit me. Do they know...? I thought to myself my blood running cold. I realized I forgot our anniversary. I declined Amys call falling asleep next to Y/n hugging them.

The next day Y/n was colder. Distant. They call me Satoru instead of Toru. They began drinking. My worry for them became concerning. Every time I help, I get yelled at, cursed at. It hurt my heart. It was like they weren't in love with me anymore. Y/n was giving me cold stares nothing behind their eyes but resentment. "Do you still love me Satoru". Her voice was cold no emotion. "Why are you asking me such an absurd question." "Then answer it." Nothing came out of throat my mouth was just opened. Y/n scoffed. "Can't even say three simple words." "Y/n.." "Don't y/n me Satoru. WHAT DOES SHE HAVE THAT I DONT". I looked at their eyes and saw tears falling from their eyes. I stared at them as they got up. "Why did I ever agree to have dinner with you. Why did you stop loving me. Am I not good for you? TELL ME SATORU!" "Y/n you're perfe-" "Perfect? Stop talking bullshit! WHY HER?" I sat on the couch too guilty to meet their eyes. "What happened to us" My eyes widen. "I don't know." Tears were threatening to fall from my eyes. "Oh, now you're crying?" I felt a burning pain on my cheek I looked at them shocked. They hit me. "You don't get to fucking cry. You cheated. I gave you, my heart. You just threw my heart away. You don't care about me or love me. You care about that blonde bitch." "Don't call her a bitch Y/n". "Oh, so now you're defending her. You're full of shit Satoru". "For fuck sakes Y/n! You want to know the truth? Fine! Shes prettier and better than you! You're so fucking annoying. She treated me better than you ever did." I yelled at them I was fuming in anger. I looked at them. They stood there in silence. Tears falling from their eyes.

You stared at Satoru. tears hitting the floor. Your heart shattered into a million of pieces. The love you had for Satoru vanished. It was over. He wasn't the same funny, perfect, caring person you knew. You both were facing each other. He had nothing but anger in his eyes. Unlike his soft look he'd always gave you. His eyes no longer had a hint of love. This was not the man you devoted yourself to. The happy memories you had with him replayed in your head. This was it. He wasn't yours anymore. He belonged to someone else. The love you guys had was lost. It was never supposed to be this way. This wasn't the future you and him planned. You walked out the door leaving the life you had in his house. Leaving him behind. All you wanted was him. But he wasn't yours. You got into your car. His scent was all over your car. Tears poured down your face. You started up the car and drove somewhere. You didn't care where you went. You needed to leave this life behind. He will always be the man that gave you the best memories but leaving your heart shattered in the process.

Thanks for reading! This is my first story. I got lazy at the end sorry if it was rushed.

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