I need to stop reblogging stuff onto my Very Serious Writer Blog (I say directly after reblogging a vampire!tyler x normie!narrator post) so I might make a side blog....hm that is a good idea I think.
Me: *Isn't a writer just can't control the occasional drive to write half a chapter of a story and the get burnout for months*
Also me: *scribbling down concepts at 4am because inspiration struck*
Is this REALLY the best time inspiration?? Is it ????? Cuz I don't think so. I just wanted to sleep but now I'm writing a story I already said I wouldn't do on top of burning myself out drawing all evening 💀 leave me alone angel of art I don't want to join you in the mirror so stop luring me in!!
Also me: hasn’t written anything for my project in over 18 months
Executive dysfunction is nerfing my will to write anything other than fan fiction guys send help.
Also school.
In all seriousness I’m still a writer even if my dumb brain isn’t letting me at the moment. We are still creators, writers, artists even if we haven’t created anything in days, weeks, months, years. This too shall pass.
i wrote this soapship fanfic a few days ago for my beloved autistic soaps unite discord gc,, but now i’m gonna show it to the guys on here
it’s basically just tyler getting upset cuz his glasses r broken and then jack fixes them for him and tyler gives a physical thank u (it’s a hug this isn’t a whorehouse) (yes it is)
Do you love unreliable upload schedules on fanfiction?? Are you looking for yet another Fight Club fic writer?? Boy, do I have some great news for you!!
I am in fact on AO3 (you can find me at allsingingalldancing) and,,,I write silly little soapship fanfics.
(Silly: pronounced as angsty and full of yearning)
I have one kinda domestic very fluffy oneshot and a multi-chapter (at least it will be (second chapter in the works)) fic called Agnostic Transubstantiation, which is set after the movie (Tyler comes back (lobotomized)).
Attempting to not get burnt out in week 3 of term 2 but school is taking it's toll on me lads.
Please go send me some love I need validation/silly
Tagging @clownratwizardhat @the-smiling-grinner @veggiefritters @sebcosmothetransguy @soapy-ocean-dragon @skinmanwithaskinplan @seraserababy (plus all my other moots that I can’t remember their usernames (sorry)) and anyone else who wants to join!!
rules: go to pinterest and type [your name] + “core” to show your aesthetic, then post the first 6 images.
💀 at the Lego head but also pretty impressed at this spread
I think them being t4t really adds such an interesting new facet to their (already very complex) relationship. Tyler having had both top and bottom surgery, no problem passing, very nonchalant about people finding out, being every Narrator wants to have/be.
Narrator going stealth the same way he masks his true self from the world (his queerness, his neurodivergence, however you perceive him (that’s another post altogether)), so terrified of anyone finding out, idolising Tyler and his stupid chill attitude.
Tyler’s “Yeah man, what of it?” when he’s asked or confronted and the power to fuck them up if they don’t like it vs Narrator panicking and anxiously overcompensating when he’s asked.
Look maybe it’s because I’m transmasc and kin Tyler (so yeah he’s also kind of what I want to be) but t4t soapship is genuinely so important to me.