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“In my heart I love her all the time.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald / The Great Gatsby

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You cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. This is your tragedy … because you understand them, and they do not understand you.

Daniel Saint

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“Go and love someone exactly as they are. then, watch how they transform into the greatest truest version of themselves. when one feels seen and appreciated in their own essence, one is instantly empowered.”

— Wes Angelozzi

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More Love Again Tracey Emin 2011

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even still, i love you.

was there a reason?

you always seemed to adore me. 

you touched my skin so gently. 

you held me tat night while eyeliner ran down my cheeks. 

you kissed my scars and imperfections. 

you made me laugh genuinely for the first time in years. 

you held my face and called me beautiful. 

you said you loved me in the sweetest tone i have ever heard. 

and i believed you. 

i believed you loved me. 

i believed that someone as perfect as you could hold a place for me in their heart. 

i believed you liked my jokes. 

that you wanted to hold me. 

that your kisses were true. 

that ever little touch meant something. 

i wanted to light your world up the way you did mine. 

i wanted you to look at me and see fair lights at night. 

to feel the fireworks i felt. 

to see the stars i held only for you. 

every minute i held dear. 

i believed we were in love. 

but then, i saw the way you lit up with her. 

the way you spoke to her so softly. 

how you wanted a future with her, even though she was so far away. 

suddenly, i was only second place. 

i was a thought pushed to the back of your mind as you adored her. 

i am right here, and yet my presence is just ghosting winds to you. 

i cry at night, wishing i could take her place. 

wishing i could be the one you dream of. 

i am not enough. 

i am not what you want. 

but even still, i love you. more than i could ever love myself. 

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i don’t want to look “hot” i want to look alluring, haunting, bewitching. i want to look like the kind of person hozier would write a song about.

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i love being sincere and overly emotional and caring too much and loving and being loved

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Guys how do you heal from a broken heart? I feel like I’m dying. Like my hearts been ripped out from my chest

#sad #breakup #relationship #bpd thoughts #favourite person #borderline personality disorder #quotes #poetry #i love you #send help #this is a cry for help

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I thought you were a safe place. Somewhere I could rest for a while. Why’d you have to leave? I’d do anything for just more time with you

#heartbreak #sad #poetry #quotes #bpd thoughts #breakup #relationship #dying alone #sad poetry #lost #i still love you #i love you #send help #borderline personality disorder

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hands that let go, Katie Maria

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kinda fucked up that sometimes your reward for not killing yourself is just more bad shit happening to you lmaoooo

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i watched you give up on me. you don’t think that changed me? that shit broke me

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“My darling, you hold so much sadness in your eyes, I can almost touch the scars of your soul and cry.”

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