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Infatuated <3 [l.mh]

Warnings : none

Content : non idol au , lee know x fem reader , neighbours to lovers trope situation thing??

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The summer air thick and humid seemed to encapsulate the small space of your room as you sat heels perched on the the edge of your bed back agaisnt the floor , most would agree that this is not one of the most comfortable positions but in your favour it provided you with the perfect view of the man in the house next to you .

Lee minho or min as his grandmother would call him , a sickly sweet name she prompted during your first introduction a few weeks ago , he a budding musician and you a disc jockey serving the public at your local radio station , it wasn’t unusual to be acquainted with your neighbours , moving in and regularly seeing minhos grandmother in her garden offering her a polite wave and minhos grandfather mowing the lawn every Sunday was a usual occurrence for the first few months , but with the preminition of minhos grandmothers garden giving off one too many strawberry in her yearly harvest you became more of a familiar face than a target of acquaintanceship , visiting often indulging in conversation and eventually meeting her grandson .

Who now sat in the comfort of his room headphones across his ears as he moved his head to some janky beat one of his friends made . Minho was friendly for the most part offering you a ride to work or attempting to help you take your groceries in seemed to be small acts that made your heart swoon albeit his handsome features did little to lessen the fall . Your eyes scrunched up as the leaves on the tree outside your window shook with the wind blinding sunlight erupting distorting your “perfect “(not creepy at all) viewing session of minho . Sure it would be easy to walk over knock on the door and talk to the man who seemed to plague every thought you’ve had since you met him and sure he’d politely reply back but whether it was out of genuine curiosity or plain curtesy always seemed to baffle you .

Minhos grandfather had invited you for what would now be your umpteenth cook out with them , their garden having just the right amount of shade to cool off on a summers afternoon . Your feet padded across your lawn , sundress swaying in motion as you walked up to their front door , noting the new garden gnomes minhos grandmother had placed strategically by the door , three porcelain cats each with distinctive marking similar to the ones they owned . Your hand gently knocking against the wooden surface light taps being heard from the other side as minhos grandmother opened the door , her eyes crinkling up in a warm smile as she ushered you in “yn it’s been so long how have you been ? “ she asked sweetly “long ?” You questioned giggle emerging from your throat “ I saw you yesterday “ you added her warm hands resting on the side of your arm “ you know what I mean “ she said mater of factly walking you into the living room where three cats sat perched on the couch eyes trained on you as you approached them , hand gently patting each on the head as they rubbed the sides of the faces in your palm

Minhos grandfather emerge from the backyard his frumpy expression turned into one of delight as he walked into the living room “ our yn is here ~” he mumbled turning to the cats “ aren’t you excited to see her “ he spoke offering a smile to the cats and then to you , minhos grandparents were always warm , accepting you and inviting you into their home making you apart of their daily life “minhos upstairs at the moment would you mind calling him down “

His grandmother asked politely pulling you out of the fazed out state you took on watching them an assortment of meat prevalent as she walked out minhos grandfather trailing behind her eyes fixated on the arrays of beef she had prepared. Sure you’ve been in minhos house before , sure you’ve been in his room before but that was awhile ago and barely a second when you popped by to retrieve a roll of duck tape in attempts of fixing the headlight of your Honda cevic that you parked so proudly in your garage . Then minho paid you no attention , assisting your needs and seeing you out you were sure now would be no different. Your sneakers seemed heavy as they scraped the floor boards of the staircase the house now quiet as minhos grandparents laughter resounded in the background. Your feet hesitant outside his door as you lifted your hand to knock , the sound of muffling and hushed whispers catching your attention

“You didn’t say you were coming “ what sounded like minhos voice spoke “ I’m sorry but how could I keep my hands off of you “ the other softer voice spoke , this however was one you did not recognise,it’s sultry tone catching you off guard as you firmly placed a knock on the door “fuck-“ minho cursed padding over to wards the door in a hurried attempt at answering it . His eyes locked on to yours as he took in your shocked facial expression , your eyes slightly wide as minho pressed himself further into the door frame in an attempt to hide whoever was on the other side “yn ..”he spoke “ uhm what brings you by ..I didn’t know you were coming over “ he chuckled nervously “who’s at the door ? “ the voice from earlier spoke as a woman appeared her arms slinking around minhos waist , his body tensed as his eyes fixated

On yours the woman next to him pressing herself against him , in a display of ownership, a weird one you’d have to admit . Her eyes catlike and her hair reached to her chin , a display of both innocence and seduction seemed to be something she excuded perfectly . Her hand unwound it self from minhos waist “ I’m minhos girlfriend ,I don’t think we’ve met “ she spoke hand extended in the form of a handshake , her eyes shooting daggers into you as you reached across awkwardly returning her formalities “ yn , I live next door “ you said politely smiling as she nestled into the crook of minhos neck “ oh I have heard about you ..the one who’s

Friends with minhos grandparents no? Kinda weird if I’m being honest I never thought someone our age would be friends with a bunch of old people “ she giggled “ to each their own though right “ she said sarcastic smile thrown your way before minho interjected “ so what brings you by “ he asked the question causally as if his girlfriend hadn’t been mentally planning your murder minutes ago “ grandma - “ you stilled

“I mean your grandma and your grandfather told me to tell you about the barbecue that they’re. Having downstairs “

You smiled motions towards the backyard , minho stood stoic his hand attempting to shove the grip next to him out of his hold “maybe later “ she spoke “min and I are a bit busy “ she said smiling as her fingers hooked to the edge of his collar “you know how it is right yn , we’ll try to keep things quiet “ she teased before closing the door behind her as she pulled minho along .

Rinsing and repeating the same routine had become more of a norm than you’d like to admit hardly having anytime between work and school to focus on anything other than just that . Maybe it was the lack of social encounters or maybe your hormones had gone crazy again convincing you that you were bound to end up alone but either way somehow you found your self seated in a “not too shabby “ restaurant downtown hands promptly kept on your lap as the man infront of you slobbered over his food . It was odd really , blind dates always seemed to end up as a fail however with recommendation from a fellow work colleague you would have hoped this one would work out . Maybe it was the way he smacked at his food or spoke about how much of money he had or maybe it was the way he ate off your plate and sipped your drink that had you hurling for the exit or maybe just maybe it was because it wasn’t minho .

The summer rain hit hard against your shoulders , your hair soaked water running down your dress as you walked home , the night seemed too peaceful to be tainted by such bad memories. Your porch light shone in the distance as you picked up pace heels long discarded and slung over your arm , feet against the wet gravel of the road . The current realisation that you were in love with a man who had no clue you were seemed like something you could over come , in a few weeks maybe months , maybe if you relocated to another town or maybe even some place nice like Bora Bora the beaches seemed beautiful . Preoccupied with your thoughts the headlights behind you left you paying no mind , it wasn’t until the sound of the car horn resurrected you from your zombie like state . The driver of the car now stalling his engine and jumping out , the rain blurring your vision as he walked closer to you “ you’re not supposed to walk in the middle of the road like that , if something happens to you my grandparents would lose it “

Minho spoke his voice loud and concerned at your current state , wet hair , red eyes and runny mascara you were a sigh for sore eyes really . You smiled at him your eyes crinkling up at his comment . Minho stilled the air in his chest no longer apparent as he took in the overwhelming feelings that you gave him . His heart beating faster and his palms sweaty despite the rain “I don’t think your grandparents would like you catching a cold either “ you teased back motioning at his now wet clothing and hair . Minho sighed “well if someone wasn’t trying to kill themselves I would be dry “ he spoke “kill myself ? Me ? I would never “ you spoke gasp falling from your lips as you shoved his arm “ good because the kids would be disappointed “ he said matter of factly “the kids ?” You questioned “ yea - cats .. the cats would be disappointed it feels derogatory to call them that so I prefer kids “ you chuckled , heartfelt and warm meeting his ears . “Do you want to come over and get dry before you head home ?” Minho asked “ well I mean I do live right next door to you so would it really be much of a difference “ you spoke amusement laced throughout your voice “ huge difference “ Minho spoke ushering you towards his car .

Your leg bounce slightly as you sat on minhos bed , one of his T-shirts draped around you loosely as your wet hair clung to it “here “ he said placing the hair dryer down on the bed “let me dry your hair off for you” he said now connecting the adapter turning to face you “ no no it’s okay you don’t have to I’m sure I can do It myself “ you said heat rushing to your face over the domestically of the situation

Minho tsked deadpanning as you scooted closer to him the hair dryer now on as he gently tracked his fingers through your hair , the soft touches lulling you in and out of sleep as minho dried your hair “ I put your clothes in the dryer “ he spoke quieter than usual , your eyes slowly opening “ you didn’t have to do all that I mean really - “ you began “I’m not sending you home in wet clothes yn “ he stated “besides it won’t take that long we can just hang out watch a movie maybe , I could make some popcorn - “

He said excitement laced through his voice “ I’m not sure I feel

Comfortable doing this minho I mean you have a girlfriend and all and I don’t want to ruin anything or start something ” you said standing slowly inching away from him “ girlfriend ?” Minho questioned “ what girl- oh from the other day no her and I aren’t dating “ he said “you aren’t ?” You asked your tone unconvinced as you crossed your arms over your chest “ yea no she seemed pretty certain you and her were dating “ minho blinked sporadically, confusion evident on his face sure you saw him with her and yes she was practically all over him

But everything beyond and between that seemed a blur “she did?” He questioned , you nodded “ she called herself your girlfriend and was practically all over you “ you said slight huff at the end “ she did ..did she ?” He asked “ and not to mention the way she clung on to you, gosh “ minhos mouth curved up into a sky smile were you jealous , it felt like you were jealous, no that can’t be he tried to reason that out more so because he thought his feelings were not reciprocated, him a loser at most traits seemingly too holed up in his room would never have a shot at some one like you .

He stilled his lips curving into a smirk as he slowly inches closer , “you’re jealous! Aren’t you ? “ He teased , your eyes widened “ what- no I’m not jealous of you and your girlfriend “ you spoke out in disbelief ,minho raised a brow “ two things , one she’s not my girlfriend and two you are jealous..don’t blame you though “ he shrugged “I am irresistibly good looking “ you rolled your eyes “ yea right minho I’m head over heels for you “ you taunted sarcastically your heart panging in your chest at the sudden realization that minho had caught your infatuation red handed

Avoiding minho like the common cold seemed to prove difficulty beyond your expertise mainly because he always seemed to be around, grocery store trips , jogs down the block , trips to the park or fancy restaurants minho seemed to always be lurking close by with the excuse of a coincidence and fate being on your side it was almost impossible to avoid him . Almost impossible. Your feet slid perfectly into the new pair of shoes you had gotten a while ago but with the lack of an occasion never wore , sure they were strappy and uncomfortable and your feet seemed to slide all over with every step but you were determined to make it work if it meant avoiding the one man who now became the source of your absolute misery .

Third times a charm is what you said you would go by , after the last bad blind date you weren’t sure how anything could possibly get worse except now as you sat at the restaurant table , eyes piercing through those of the one man you hoped you wouldn’t see blind dates seemed to have no luck laced in them . Minho cleared his throat the air thick as he fidgeted with his silverware “are you stalking me ? Is this some kind of sick joke ?” You spoke your voice loud enough to attract the attention of those around you . Minhos eyes widened in confusion “me? Stalking? I would never if anything I’m as surprised as you are “ he shrugged “surprised ..” you mimicked now standing retrieving your belongings making your way towards the restaurant doors and out onto the street . Minho shoes resounded behind you “ where are you going ?” He asked “home “ you spat back “can I atleast drive you-“ he began “no “ you shot back bitterly .

To say that walking was a smart decision feels like setting yourself up , but now as you stood infront of your house sweaty aching and slightly disorientated trying to make out the man comfortably sitting on your porch it seemed like maybe waking wasn’t the smartest decision you’ve made . You cursed waking up the stairs sitting next to minho , him shooting you a soft smile your annoyed expression more prominent than you’d admit “ did you have a nice walk?” He asked innocently “no “ you replied minho feigned a pout “ why not?” He asked sweetly “because of you .” You stated “I wasn’t even with you how could this possibly be my fault !” He said placing a hand over his chest in false offence

“Everything is your fault “ you said standing walking towards your door “ wow that’s harsh “ minho said “no you know what’s harsh minho ? “ you began “ harsh is being so I love with someone that you can’t even think straight anymore , being so in love with someone that you can’t think of anything but them” you spoke now walking towards minho his eyes wide with bewilderment “harsh minho is me being in love with you but you not even realising it”

You said arms now at your sides as you stood infront of minho , the silence that filled between you two left your hands shaking and your head pounding as minho processed your words placing his hand on the sides of your arm and the other under your chin tilting your head up towards his “ harsh is you not kissing me right now “ he added , smirk on his lips in a display of cocky attitude as he leaned forward placing a kiss to your lips encapsulating you entirely in his being .

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Personally I am not mentally strong enough to handle how good this man looks - “I want this man in ways that are concerning to feminism “

Me: 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

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Let me go [h.j][l.mh]

An: I’m so sorry to whoever sent in this ask I planned to post this under it as a reply and then worst came to worst and lost the the ask comment thingy so I’m sorry to whoever requested it but but what I wanted to say was I do hope your friend feels better I’m so sorry they had to go through that whole situation!! I hope they don’t take things too hard on themselves and I really am wishing them the best 💕-A

Warnings : polyskz!X reader , ships , minsung, cursing etc

The waiter clicked their tongue walking away from your table after their fourth failed attempt to get you to order the the promise of still awaiting people lingering in the air as you swished about your wine glass. It’s crimson liquid staining the sides of the glass coating it in a sheen of red . It wasn’t unusual for plans to go unheard and disregarded especially with the amount of work both of your partners seemed to always be drowning in due dates and deadlines a constantly swarming over them . Date nights of sorts were usually kept to a minimum. Thursdays were as minho called them “non negotiable nights “ or “nnn’s “as jisung would say a clever word play he’d claim to that of “m&m’s” a dad joke that seemed to cause an exasperated sigh from minho each time .

Your hands trembled the unstoppable fear of something bad happening to them overtaking you as you tapped your foot , anxious was far from what you’d describe it as , reaching into your bag and shuffling around you fished out your phone , it’s screen dim and and lacking in notifications as you turned it on , Han neither minho had called or texted informing you of their lateness something that was far from normal.

The dial tone sounded throughout your ears deafeningly as the line stilled on the other end , chirpy voice meeting your quieter one “ hello~” he spoke the muffle of minhos laughter prominent in the background as what sounded like the tv blarred playing some form of sitcom throwing cheesy jokes to the audience . “ hey ..just wondering where you guys are “ you spoke chuckle at the end of your sentence pure awkwardness seeping through your words “ oh we’re home yn ..why is something wrong? Are you working late again ? “ Han asked. His voice being cut off by Minho’s louder one in the background conveying something about traffic that was of no use to you at the moment

“ but it’s Thursday and we usually always - ..” you mumbled the words getting lost between their laughter on the other end “ yea that’s great yn tell us about it when you get home okay? “ Han said his distraction becoming clear as h the call cut phone still pressed up against your ear clinging on to whatever warmth it could offer to contrast the sudden immense cold you felt creeping and covering your entire body a sick feeling churning within your tummy .

Jealous never looked good on anyone and currently you were certain that you weren’t jealous more over the feeling of being left out made itself comfortable in your heart as you paid for your drink and left apologising to your waiter who too seemed to be in quite the mood from your cancelled dinner .

Minhos traffic update should have been helpful , that is if you drove here but the idea of going home together as you usually would defeated the purpose leaving you now heels scraping against the side walk cold air nipping at your body and blisters forming on your feet as you lugged your way home , like a lost puppy searching for its owners uncertain of its whereabouts. To say the walk home was quick would be a lie , your feet ached at your arrival to your shared apartment, your shoes sticking to your feet dried blood conjoining you two . The apartment was usually warm , the smell of apple cinnamon candles that were previously lit always seemed to make you smile it’s cozy feeling settling over you but as you placed your bare feet on the cold tiles the scent wafting through the air , nausea seemed to replace the usual comfort you felt.

Sure one missed date night wasn’t the worst you’ve been through and maybe the prior situations of missed time together wasn’t the biggest issue you’ve faced , it’s probably not the easiest situation to be in after all neither having time for you but seemingly always for each other didn’t create the best look for your relationship. The apartments quiet atmosphere caught you off guard as you walked into the living space Han perched on minhos shoulder sleep casting his eyes as the tv played on mute occupied Minho . Your bag knocking against the table as you set it down catching the attention of the two men “ you’re home later than usual “ Minho noted “ overtime-?“ he turned to take in your appearance” did you wear that to work?” He asked head cocked to the side taking in your evening apparel the outfit seemingly too risky for an office environment “ no “ you spoke

The word sounding more dismissive than you intended to “ I allegedly had plans after work “

You spoke hans ears perking up “really with who? “ he asked , you scoffed the irritation visble on your face “ you don’t have to tell us if you don’t want to” Han added “ yea I guess I don’t “ you replied Minho tsked “ he was just asking a question yn you don’t have to catch an attitude “ his voice pushing you off the edge “ I had plans with the both of you but evidently it wasn’t important enough to remember “

“ we had plans ?”

Han asked turning to face Minho a shrug being thrown his way “ your joking right ?“ you said your fists balled up trembling slightly “ todays Thursday , we go out together every Thursday “ angry tears formed in your eyes “ oh that’s right - we do go out on Thursdays ..we must have forgotten yn “ Han began “ we can just move it to tomorrow it’s no big deal “ Minho said his care free attitude tipping you further into a downwards spiral of anger that seemed to rise too quickly for you to ration

“ no we can’t just move it ! It is a big deal do you not see what you’re doing ?” You spoke frustration laced in your voice “ I hardly see either of you and when I do it’s like I’m not even wanted anymore “ you fumed han frowning at your words “ yn ..no- of course you’re wanted “ he began “ really ? Am I? … yesterday you had lunch together and didn’t bother to invite me - “ you spoke “ we were in the same area -“ minho interjected “ so was I ! I work a block away from the restaurant and not once did I cross your mind , and the day before that you went on a walk together, I was home you could have asked me if I wanted to come too but you didn’t ! You didn’t even bother to tell me you were leaving do you know how confused I was ?” You spat hot tears flowing down your cheeks ruining your makeup “ and the weekend before you went to the amusement park together .. just the two of you alone it was practically a date , I was free I had time I could have even bought my own ticket but you never asked me because you never really do care if I’m there or not !” You said huffing Han standing his hands gently hovering over yours “ that’s not true we do notice when you’re not there it’s just … “ he paused unable to think of an excuse “ you don’t even know how to explain yourself ..you can’t ,can you? it’s true isn’t it ?”

You backed away the floor cold under your feet hans hands reaching out in a failed attempt to hold you “ do you even want me here anymore …” your voice quiet the room being filled with silence as the two of them stared at the ground , Hans eyes hazy and minhos stern “ do you even love me anymore?” You words heavy as you backed away into your room the silence answering your question.

Sleep never comes easy after an argument , especially one where neither party apologizes but as your hands dug through the last of your clothes shoving them into whatever suitcase seemed the closest sleep didn’t seem like an option . Han and minho retiring to their room leaving you isolated with your thoughts seemed like the opposite of what you expected them to do , you lugged the bag out of the room stopping at the door when the lights flickered on minhos presence casting a shiver over you “ what are you doing ?” He spoke “ leaving “ you stated “ to go where ?” He asked “ I’m not

Sure but I know you both don’t need me here any more ..” your words painful to hear “ for the record “ minho began “ it’s not that we don’t love you anymore.. we don’t really know what the reason is or why we did what we did either we never really meant to hurt you …” his voice rough from the raw emotions he set out “ "Can I convince you to stay we can try and work things out you , me and Han ..” he began your head hung low as you shook it “ it wouldn’t change anything I’m not what you need minho , what you needs right behind that door “ you said motioning to him and Hans shared room “

And no amount of talking or trying or empty promises is going to change that “ you spoke your hands clutching on to the bag “ that’s not true I do love you - ” minho began “ no … it is you and I both know it is so please as much as I want things to work out I can’t force you to love me the way I want you both too and I can’t keep waiting for you both to give me the love I need and crave so desperately it’s not meant to be minho “ your words resounded through the apartment minhos eyes wide in disbelief as his lip caught between his teeth in an attempt to hold back his tears

“ just let me go “ you spoke soft sobs leaving minhos lips as your hand hovered over the door knob it’s cold metal piercing against your warm skin , it’s memories of dates and birthdays of promises and dreams clinging to your mind as you twisted it the cold air welcoming you into the depths of the dark uncertainties taking over your mind as you walked away from the apartment that you once called home , from the people whom you once love unconditionally and irrevocably.

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Ahh my pretty boy 🥹

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Stay [h.j] [A]

The repercussion of actions always seem to catch up to those who think they’re usually in the clear , those who hide their lies in such pretty disguises craddliding and nurturing them to their best capabilities to ensure they never see the light of day , that they remain a secret but as your hands wrapped tighter around the proclien mug , it’s auburn coloured liquid swishing at the tension it became clear that no amount of smoke nor mirrors could stop the truth from surfacing.

Changbins eyes scanned over your face , the bewildered angry look across your features softening into one of hurt as silence fell upon the two of you “ look yn..I didn’t want you to find out this way , we I mean the guys and I didn’t think he’d take things this far it was just a pointless joke really “ he shrugged guilt slipping from his lips as words spiled coating Your heart in malice

“A joke ..” you mumbled his eyes darting to meet your slightly reddened ones “ yea.. it was funny at first but we all feel bad, he honestly didn’t think you would be that easy and -“ your chair scrapped along the flooring of the quiet cafe cutting changbin off as you rose from your seat “thank you for telling me “ you offered himself spring up watching as you walked out of the cafe into the gloomy afternoon haze covering your figure in the mist that arose

It would be anti climatic to walk straight into your shared apartment and dive at Han head first bombarding him with questions but as the evening wore on and your boyfriend still not insight ‘anticlimatisism’ didn’t seem to be the worst idea . Your head hung low tired and worn out from the tears that seemed to never stop , cascading down your cheeks now burning against your raw skin a clear indicator of how long your been crying and your fingers flesh prominent and oozing as you sat at the front door awaiting the arrival of the man who the world seemed to have turned against you . His shoes were light approaching you like an abandoned cat left out in the cold by it’s prior owners , alone and lost your eyes meeting his heavier ones , ones that seemed so full of love with how gently they would take in your body , memorising each divot and curve made your heartache , bile forming in your mouth at the mere thought .

“Yn ..” he began his words soft and cautious “ baby I..” his hand hovering over your shoulder too afraid to lay a finger on you “ 2 years ..” you spoke your voice rough from the lack of use “ we’ve been together for two years I thought we were doing great

You shuffled now standing to meet Han at eye level “ we are ..” he spoke “ no you’re a liar ..this

“ your arms gestured around your apartment “ is just a facade it’s not real .. , you’ve spent two years running a joke between you and your friends that you couldn’t have been bothered to let me in on “your voice causing han to whince “it’s not what you think yn ..” he reasoned “ really? It’s not , then what exactly is it because to me you were dared to ask me out and some how managed to convince yourself to see how long it would take before you finally gave in and threw in the towel “ you said your words harsh casting silence over the apartment , your fragmented breathing and the hum of the refrigerator filling the air “ I didn’t convince myself to see how long it would last ..I do really love you” Han spoke his words setting you aback as you stared at him his eyes darting over your face in hope of reading your emotions “ I don’t believe you “

You spat “ I don’t believe that you love me because if you did , if you ever did the moment you knew you did you would have told me about your stupid bet “ you shouted angry tears falling as you heaved “ you don’t love me and I’m certain you never did “ Hans eyes widened “ don’t do that “ he scoffed “ yes I am terrible for going through with this entire thing , I know I am every time I look at you I know how terrible I am , everytime

I touch you , everytime you smile it reminds me of how much of an idiot I was for agreeing to go through with it . It makes me feel sick , ashamed like I’m about to lose the most important thing to me and hell I might just but “ he stopped to catch his breath running his shaky hands through his hair “ don’t question my love and make me out to seem like someone who has never done anything more than give you their all “ he spoke “ your all .. for two years was your all never being around when I needed you to be? Always too busy too preoccupied never having enough hours in the day? Was that your all ?“ you retorted “was your all the snide remarks your friends would pass the knowing looks between them everytime we went out together , everytime I held your hand , called you mine was that your all? “ you scoffed backing away from han “ if that was your all ..if that’s how much your willing to give and how much your willing to take then ..there’s nothing left here .” You spoke your words quiet as you made your way to the front door “ no” Han spoke his hand encircling your wrist stopping you in your tracks “let go.. please let me go” you spoke “ no “ Han insisted “ stay ..please “ he began “ stay and shout at me , stay and fight with me stay and call me names and break my heart if you must but please just stay .” You arm now slack against your body as you turned to face him “ stay and let me explain that I do love you , More than words can describe more than they let on , that I’m able to show . Stay and let me fix what I’ve caused , because without you “ his grip on your arm tightened “without you I’m nothing without you I know the sun won’t rise and my coffee will be more bitter , I know that without you I won’t smile and words will be harsher without you .. I know that I would have lost the greatest accomplishment I have ever attained so please ..” Han gently pulled you towards him his hand coming up to cup the sides of your cheeks “ please stay “ his thumbs wiping away your tears your hands now on his “ I can’t ..” you spoke words quiet as tears brimmed Hans eyes as you two stood time threatening to ruin what could be the last notions of your love

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Saviour [k.s.m][M]

Content : smut ; corruption kink , teasing , mentions of blood and ropes , sub seungmin x dom reader , villain x hero , superhero au , au .

SMUT BELOW THE CUT!!! MDNI

“Is this how you want it to end?” Seungmin asked , his hands bound to the chair as the material of his costume clung to his body. The sound of water in the next room making his skin crawl as you stood in front of him , mask dropped on the floor hair falling slightly in your face as the leather of your suit clung to your skin, holding your figure and perfectly defining your curves , you tsk “ end ? I thought you were stronger than this Minnie “ you taunted “ big scary superhero held at the mercy of the hands of the worst villain the towns ever seen…how’s that for a headline ” you trailed punctuating the end of your sentence with a sly smile seungmins eyes rolled smirk evident on his face “ you think this is how im going to die ?” He asks chuckle bubbling in the back of his throat as you inch forward roughly grabbing on the strands of his hair . Soft and disheveled between your fingers as you pulled on them earning a hiss from the man below you “ aw Minnie I never said I was going to kill you” you mused dragging his head back your lips gingerly placing a kiss to his forehead . Hot flesh meeting your cool lips in the process “ I would never hurt you “ you feigned batting your eyelashes at him before letting go . Seungmins breath stilled too caught up in the moment as his cheeks tinged red “ what are you planning ?” He asked watching as you walked off into the distance drawing the shades light pouring in obstructing his vision

“Me ? Planning ? well Kim seungmin I thought you knew better , I would never ..I’m just trying to keep the city clean “ you smiled “ from rats like you who work under the government and seem to have no interest in the people “ your arms crossed as you looked outwards at the city before you . Seungmin shuffled the ropes around his wrists digging further into the flesh “ what are you talking about?” He spoke confused painfelt expression evident on his face “ when have I ever worked with the government “ you sighed walking back over to him gently draping yourself in his lap , his shocked eyes following your sultry ones as your finger grazed the wound on his cheek

Angry gashes forming from your altercation earlier . “ don’t act so innocent Minnie …word underground spreads fast you know “ you smiled lips drawing into a thin line as your eyes scanned over his own lips , bitten and bruised from previous fights and nerves seeming to get the best of him . Your thumb dragged down his cheek and onto the plush of his bottom lip, your finger running along the outline “ why do you act like you hate me ?” You asked pout evident on your lips seungmins front faltered as he took in your words “ hate you..?” His eyes softened “always being so mean to me Minnie “ you tutted now placing a light kiss over the expanse of his neck “ and I always treat you so well” you said matter of factly now trailing kisses up his jaw . Seungmin tensed his head foggy with the thought of you, overwhelming and completely coating him in your presence

Your lips finally hovering above his “ is it because you like me Minnie ? Is that why you’re so mean” you spoke your voice bearly a whisper as seungmins eyes fluttered “ yn” he started “ you shouldn’t be doing this” he trailed off your lips brushing against his own in a display of intermingling breathes “ why are you scared that you might like it ?” You asked eyes never leaving seungmins , his eyes now dark and lust filled taking in the crimson expanse of your lips , his jaw going slack as you gently pressed your lips to his , a chaste kiss causing his eyes to close and his head to slightly loll back , seungmin cursed out his hands burning from the tension in the ropes “ yn ..please” he mumbled his breath hot and heavy from your administrations all seemingly too much for him to handle “ please what Minnie ..? Something wrong ?” You asked false concern laced in your voice “please untie me …it hurts” he spoke his eyes prickling with tears .“you’re a sorry excuse for a hero “ you spoke “ look at how easily you crumble “ your words thick with lust “let me touch you..” seungmin huffed , whine threatening to spill from his lips as you now straddled him , you hummed in acknowledgment” what no please Minnie? I thought you had better manners than this I mean you walk around like your better than most of us … “ you chuckled “you know what I think though, I think you’re just as bad as I am maybe even worse “ your lips curved into a smile

As your fingers trailed over seungmins throat . The soft pale flesh a stark contrast to your blood stained leather gloves “ so pure ..so perfect Minnie .. just begging me to destroy you “ you teased smiling innocently at the man in your hold , seungmin swallowed hard his hands clammy and his eyes fixated on the ceiling “ awh come on ..you won’t even look at me ?” You asked cocking your head to the side “ please ..” you spoke softly , now grumbling and forcefully grabbing his chin . Your finger tips digging into the flesh

“Fucking look at me ..” you spat seungmins eyes dark as he fixated his gaze onto yours “ why can’t you just follow orders ? Be a good boy Minnie and everything would have worked out perfectly fine “ you tutted shaking his head slightly in your hold “ why couldn’t you just admit how deep your desire runs , how hot I get you Minnie .. you can’t tell me you feel nothing ?” You pouted your fingers trailing over the collar of his suit pulling the neck line further down “ not even when I do this ..” you spoke pressing a wet kiss to the middle of his collar bone . Warm flesh meeting your plushy lips causing seungmins head to fall back “ f-fuck yn..please “ he spoke words strained falling off of his lips “ always so pretty when you moan Minnie ..” you giggled biting onto the spot your lips previously attached to red marks blooming under the surface of your skin . Your legs shifted now placed on either side on the man below you . Your thighs squeezing around his hips . Seungmins forehead glistened in the light . The overall heat from the room and your added teasing causing him to burn up , sweat trickling down his head sticking to his hair “ you know …” you began “ I might be pathetic for saying this , low if I will but I would do anything ..” you paused licking a stripe up his neck to his ear salty liquid present on your tounge “anything for you Minnie, burn the whole fucking

Town down if I have to .. just to get you to be mine . Have you dolled up with a pretty collar just for me .. doesn’t that sound heavenly” you spoke hushed words , breaths touching seungmins ears his hips jerking up into yours , hard on now pressed agaisnt your clothes cunt “ I’d probably just have to train you ,maybe teach you a few things here and there you have so much potential Minnie .. I know you would just fill me so well. “ your hands now coming down to fumble over his thighs “ don’t tease ..please yn “ seungmin spoke his fucked out form loosing composure the longer you spoke “ you’ve hardly been good Minnie how on earth could I even begin to reward you ?” You pouted leaning in close to him head against his chest . His rapid breathing filling the room with heavy pants “ maybe you deserve another chance ?” You spoke hands slowly cascading over his tied one’s undoing the knot sliding the rope over and onto the floor . Seungmins hands immediately shot up to your sides . His fingers digging into the flesh of your hips harboured by the leather of your suit “ eager are we?” You spoke amusement present in your tone as you reached behind to unzip seungmin from his costume .

The air in the room hot as seungmin knelt before you. His nimble fingers causing curvatures in your thighs , your legs slightly parted to welcome him his eyes growing wide at the site of your cunt on full display for him as he leant forward , kisses placed to the top of your mound so carefully and so gently before his lips latched onto your clit “ah good boy Minnie “ you praised his ego growing as he lapped faster . Your body growing hot under his touch . His moans sending vibrations through your core pushing you over the edge . Your breathe uneven as you panted gently threading your fingers through seungmins dampened hair . His head turning to accommodate your touch “ so good Minnie “ your words slurred as seungmin sat up. Pinning your arms above your head placing kisses to the underside of your jaw “ you’re intoxicating I can’t get enough “ he panted lining himself up with your cunt . The sudden stretch causing your body to jerk up . The stinking eveident from his fast motions “ I’m sorry I can’t you just feel too good “ he spoke works falling from his lips as his face twisted in pleasure “ fuck” he cursed out your hands looping around his neck bringing him closer to you as your lips attached to his in a display of messy kisses , teeth clashing and tounges dancing as seungmin fucked into you faster ,” please yn I can’t take it anymore “

He moaned out “ are you gonna cum Minnie ?”

You asked breathless “ hm? Be a good boy Minnie and cum inside me , fill me up Minnie “ you spoke “ f-fuck” seungmins hips stuttered as hot spurts of cum coated your walls , the full feeling overwhelming you as you came panting against his hot skin as he rested against you “ that- that was great” seungmin spoke wincing at the thought of having to pull out “no” you said your legs wrapping around his waist “not yet ..don’t go just yet “ you said eyes trailing over his own sad ones “ you know I can’t stay yn ..” he said

“I know ..but just a little bit..please?”

Seungmin nodded holding your spent body close to his own , you knew this wouldn’t last long he would eventually have to get up at return to his post as hero and you to yours as villain , sworn enemies as some would like to call it destined to destroy each other but you also knew that your little game of cat and mouse was nowhere near over and by the end of tomorrow seungmin would be sheathed between your legs again , chanting your name in the process begging you to let him fuck you but until then the quiet , the calm and his heavy breathing would be enough to pull you through .

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