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i wanna hurt more and see how he reacts to all this once hes a little more sane >_>
kudos tho owowowo
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Warnings: murder, violence, gore, blood, physical abuse, emotional abuse, kidnapping, all angst basically
Notes: Ask and you shall receive. This is way more violent and horrible than I think Jason would be but I had the idea and couldn't resist rolling with it. I'm v proud of this tbh.
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When Jason died three years ago, you begged and pleaded with the universe to bring him back to you. To let your loving boyfriend live again after his life was cut short. You got what you wanted, and you found yourself wishing you hadn't.
In the corner of the room, you sat curled up, hugging your knees and squeezing your eyes shut. You could still hear it all though. The punches, the pleas, the slicing of skin, the death rattles. The little living room was filled with the smell of iron and it made your stomach turn.
And all because you'd dared to escape the domestic prison Jason had locked you in. A deceiving cage, but a cage all the same. A kind family had offered to help you when they found you on the street right after finally getting out of the apartment, and now they were all dying horribly at the hands of the Red Hood.
The sounds stopped, aside from what sounded like someone choking on blood, and you heard heavy footsteps walking towards you. You hugged your knees tighter and your body shook violently in anticipation of what would happen next. A gloved hand reached out and forced your head up, making you look into the wild eyes of the one you loved, who you didn't even recognize anymore. He had blood, not his own, painting his skin and his suit, and you didn't want to see where it came from.
"This is all your fault. You know that, right?" He kneeled next to you and grabbed your chin roughly, making you look at the fresh corpses around the room, surrounded by puddles of blood. Innocent people, their only crime being generous enough to help you. Now, they were dead, throats and stomachs opened wide, staring at you with dull eyes. "They would all be alive if it wasn't for you."
You tried to look away, a sob tearing its way out of your throat, but he just gripped your face tighter, leaving you unable to budge. "W-why, Jason?" You didn't call him by his nickname anymore, which you always did before, because he wasn't your Jay. Not really.
"They saw your face. You told them everything. I couldn't let them live." He turned your face to his, making you look into his eyes, full of rage and hurt. "All because you wanted to leave me. What happened to forever, (Y/N)?"
Knowing what he'd become, that promise died with him, but you couldn't tell him that. It would just make him angrier, and you had enough bruises to tell you not to let that happen. Not to mention the gruesome murder scene in front of you. He could see it in your eyes though, the horror, the disbelief.
"You think this is bad, babe? This is nothing. You haven't even seen the worst I can do." Jason's face got even closer to yours, and all you wanted to do was scramble away, but his bruising hold on your face kept you there. "If you leave me again, I'll make this look like child's play. Got it?"
You didn't speak, just cried silently at his words and the pain in your face. Annoyed by your non answer, he jerked your face within an inch of his, making you whimper from the ache in your jaw. There would definitely be bruises later. "You fucking answer me."
"I w-won't...do it ag-gain," you replied quickly, hoping he would loosen his grip. He didn't.
"Now what do you say?" Jason asked as if talking to a child, his unnaturally green eyes burning into yours.
"I'm s-sorry..."
He let go of your face, pushing you back slightly. "Was that so hard? Now, let's get you back home before the cops show up. I'm not done with you yet."
Jason stood up and grabbed your arm tight, yanking you up from the floor and close to him, almost hard enough to pull your shoulder out of its socket. You had no choice but to follow him. Before, you would've been happy to, but when Jason came back to you, he came back as something else.
He came back wrong.
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hello! we're a ukulele punk band from south london called bears in trees. we're a bit emo, but we're not too emo. we like to keep thing positive.
we write songs abt asthma, panic attacks, pet snails, gay bars, depression, and coffee. if u wanna kno what we're about, u can follow us/shoot us an ask. we're cool to answer.
if you this on yr dash, it'd mean a lot if you signal boosted it. we don't have much money, we're all broke students, but we really care about what we do and we really want to do it forever. people sharing us around is how we get found out and it really helps us out.
thanks, and have a lovely day.
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Famous authors, their writings and their rejection letters.
Sylvia Plath: There certainly isn’t enough genuine talent for us to take notice.
Rudyard Kipling: I’m sorry Mr. Kipling, but you just don’t know how to use the English language.
Emily Dickinson: [Your poems] are quite as remarkable for defects as for beauties and are generally devoid of true poetical qualities.
Ernest Hemingway (on The Torrents of Spring): It would be extremely rotten taste, to say nothing of being horribly cruel, should we want to publish it.
Dr. Seuss: Too different from other juveniles on the market to warrant its selling.
The Diary of Anne Frank: The girl doesn’t, it seems to me, have a special perception or feeling which would lift that book above the ‘curiosity’ level.
Richard Bach (on Jonathan Livingston Seagull): will never make it as a paperback. (Over 7.25 million copies sold)
H.G. Wells (on The War of the Worlds): An endless nightmare. I do not believe it would “take”…I think the verdict would be ‘Oh don’t read that horrid book’. And (on The Time Machine): It is not interesting enough for the general reader and not thorough enough for the scientific reader.
Edgar Allan Poe: Readers in this country have a decided and strong preference for works in which a single and connected story occupies the entire volume.
Herman Melville (on Moby Dick): We regret to say that our united opinion is entirely against the book as we do not think it would be at all suitable for the Juvenile Market in [England]. It is very long, rather old-fashioned…
Jack London: [Your book is] forbidding and depressing.
William Faulkner: If the book had a plot and structure, we might suggest shortening and revisions, but it is so diffuse that I don’t think this would be of any use. My chief objection is that you don’t have any story to tell. And two years later: Good God, I can’t publish this!
Stephen King (on Carrie): We are not interested in science fiction which deals with negative utopias. They do not sell.
Joseph Heller (on Catch–22): I haven’t really the foggiest idea about what the man is trying to say… Apparently the author intends it to be funny – possibly even satire – but it is really not funny on any intellectual level … From your long publishing experience you will know that it is less disastrous to turn down a work of genius than to turn down talented mediocrities.
George Orwell (on Animal Farm): It is impossible to sell animal stories in the USA.
Oscar Wilde (on Lady Windermere’s Fan): My dear sir, I have read your manuscript. Oh, my dear sir.
Vladimir Nabokov (on Lolita): … overwhelmingly nauseating, even to an enlightened Freudian … the whole thing is an unsure cross between hideous reality and improbable fantasy. It often becomes a wild neurotic daydream … I recommend that it be buried under a stone for a thousand years.
The Tale of Peter Rabbit was turned down so many times, Beatrix Potter initially self-published it.
Lust for Life by Irving Stone was rejected 16 times, but found a publisher and went on to sell about 25 million copies.
John Grisham’s first novel was rejected 25 times.
Jack Canfield and Mark Victor Hansen (Chicken Soup for the Soul) received 134 rejections.
Robert Pirsig (Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance) received 121 rejections.
Gertrude Stein spent 22 years submitting before getting a single poem accepted.
Judy Blume, beloved by children everywhere, received rejections for two straight years.
A Wrinkle in Time by Madeline L’Engle received 26 rejections.
Frank Herbert’s Dune was rejected 20 times.
Carrie by Stephen King received 30 rejections.
The Diary of Anne Frank received 16 rejections.
Harry Potter and The Philosopher’s Stone by J.K. Rolling was rejected 12 times.
Dr. Seuss received 27 rejection letters
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Pluto’s heart
This high-resolution image captured by NASA’s New Horizons spacecraft shows the bright expanse of the western lobe of Pluto’s “heart,” or Sputnik Planitia, which is rich in nitrogen, carbon monoxide and methane ices.
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Wtf people actually tell their crushes they like them??????
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can we not imclude these people as filipinos thanks
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Guide to German Prefixes
Inseparable Prefixes (in Verbs)
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(I’ve been studying German for about a year and a half now. One thing I struggle with is vocabulary. Those long German words can be quite daunting. So I thought I’d start breaking the words up and learning what each part means, starting with prefixes. Here are some charts explaining how some common prefixes work. Hopefully you’ll find these charts helpful.
I started with inseparable prefixes for now. In the future, I’ll make a post on separable prefixes and dual prefixes. But that’s for later, as those can be a bit trickier.)
German Prefixes
German has three categories of verb prefixes: inseparable, separable, and dual (can be either separable or inseparable). With separable prefixes, the prefix is sometimes removed from the stem and added to the end of the sentence. Luckily, this doesn’t happen with the inseparable prefixes; they always stick with the stem word.
The 8 most common inseparable prefixes:
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Ich spreche mit dem Chef. | I speak with the boss. Wir besprechen Finanzen. | We discuss finances.
Wir haben eine Nachricht. | We have a message. Ich werde meinen Kollegen benachrichtigen. | I will notify my colleague.
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Mir fehlt meine Brieftasche. | I’m missing my wallet. Ich empfehle, dass Sie gehen. | I recommend that you go.
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Wann kommst du nachhause? | When will you come back home? Ich entkomme jetzt. | I am escaping now.
Wir laden das Auto. | We load the car. Wir entladen das Haus. | We unload the house.
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Kennst du ihn. | Do you know him? Ich erkenne ihn. | I recognize him.
Ist das das ganze Dokument? | Is this the whole document? Nein, ich werde es ergänzen. | No, I will complete it.
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Du könntest fallen! | You could fall! Diese Ansicht gefällt mir. | This view pleases me.
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Ich brauch das Auto. | I need the car. Du missbrauchst deine Macht. | You abuse your power.
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Der Hund hungert. | The dog hungers. Die Leute verhungern. | The people are starving.
Ist es einfach? | Is it easy? Ich werde es vereinfachen. | I will simplify it.
Er kauft ein Auto. | He buys a car. Ich verkaufe ein Auto. | I sell a car.
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Ich beiße mein Essen. | I bite my food. Der Hund zerbeißt den Knochen. | The dog gnaws on the bone.
(Hope you found this helpful! I will make a post on the other two kinds of prefixes soon. As always, corrections and suggestions are welcome!)
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just humanities student things
getting overly defensive of your favourite historical / literary / classical figure
suddenly remembering how much knowledge there is to acquire and getting stressed about the overwhelming amount of stuff you don’t know
roman numerals: you either love them or you hate them
when your teacher is obsessed with one bit of the course and teaches you that for weeks then breezes over the rest
anachronisms
you’ve listened to so many in our times that melvyn bragg is basically your internal monologue
waking up in the morning with a desire to know everything about one specific thing that’s totally unrelated to everything you’re studying
‘ooo i know this word!’ she did not know that word
muddling up the actual history, the fictionalised versions of the actual history, and the fanfictionalised versions of the fictionalised versions of the actual history
‘what can this cartoon / movie / song / art tell us about x’
history students are over prepared for politics and classics students are over prepared for english lit
reading aloud in terrible accents in english lit
j s t o r
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Introduction
Elo! My name is Solix, though, you can just call me Sol. I'm 15 yo turning 16 by October! My class starts in June 18. Idk what to expect, but hopefully Good Vibes.
About yours truly:
A proud Hufflepuff!
I'm going to be Grade 10/Sophomore once classes start.
I live in the Philippines! I would love to live in Canada one day though.
This gal does art and was threatened by her own boyfriend to posting it here : ) (jk i love u u musician dorky fuckin nerd)
I'm Bisexual but I'm in a straight relationship.
What's your motivation?
I want to at least document myself studying for this year, in hopes that I grow motovated enough to at least study this time.
I see a lot of Studyblrs on here almost everyday when I go on Tumblr and I enjoy a lot of the content that I wanted to try it for myself.
Really just wanted to get higher grades than I used to get. So I have to force myself to have this kind of challenge to really push me. uwu
More??
I take up Chinese as a requirement in my school but I sstudy different languages on the side.
I do art from time to time, I thought it would be nice to mix my studyblr with my art.
Generally, don't expect me to be soft aesthetic with expensive stationary and clean notes. I onky use the cheapest materials i can get, I spend all my money on art materials and useless things, but we'll see. uwo
Some Favorite Blr's!
@lawyerd // @studyblr // @studyingmood // @studycause // @lesliestudies // @the-distracted-student // @einstetic // @tiredstudyblog // @studylikegeller // @scienttia // @gemstudies // @cuppa-studies // @stdyign @huacademic // @caffelattestudies // @a-highschool-studyblr-blog // @journeyof-lawschool
im sorry i abused the color update but it all looks pretty
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i just dont care! ill do a liddle funky dance! i get down ! i boogee! you wish you were me
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im not even in the same country but im angrh as fuck
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Why isn’t this being talked about?
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exhalation, a poetry chapbook
i’m so pleased to announce that i have released my first poetry chapbook!
i worked really, really hard on it and am so happy to have finally finished my personal little project!
the chapbook consists of 9 little poems that mostly deal with ambition, self-worth, expectations and validation. while the tone is a bit darker, i’ve tried to include some glimpses of hope as well. i think most of the feelings conveyed will be quite relatable to a large part of the studyblr community, though.
„leave me here / for i have settled long ago“
„some things / once you let them in / will never leave again“
„no motivation / just spite“
download link: here
the chapbook costs 1 euro, though paying more would be greatly appreciated!
the first few buyers get 50% off with the discount code STUDYBLR, so hurry before it expires!!
you can also get 25% off by sharing it on facebook or twitter.
i hope so much that you guys like it, even if it’s a bit different than my usual style on my blog!
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one time the entirety of hufflepuff house, at a cue, stood up and t-posed around the great hall
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24 Invaluable Skills To Learn For Free Online This Year
Here’s an easy resolution: This stuff is all free as long as you have access to a computer, and the skills you learn will be invaluable in your career, and/or life in general. 
1. Become awesome at Excel.
Chandoo is one of many gracious Excel experts who wants to share their knowledge with the world. Excel excellence is one of those skills that will improve your chances of getting a good job instantly, and it will continue to prove invaluable over the course of your career. What are you waiting for?
2. Learn how to code.
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Perhaps no other skill you can learn for free online has as much potential to lead to a lucrative career. Want to build a site for your startup? Want to build the next big app? Want to get hired at a place like BuzzFeed? You should learn to code. There are a lot of places that offer free or cheap online coding tutorials, but I recommend Code Academy for their breadth and innovative program. If you want to try a more traditional route, Harvard offers its excellent Introduction to Computer Science course online for free.
3. Make a dynamic website.
You could use a pre-existing template or blogging service, or you could learn Ruby on Rails and probably change your life forever. Here’s an extremely helpful long list of free Ruby learning tools that includes everything from Rails for Zombies to Learn Ruby The Hard Way. Go! Ruby! Some basic programming experience, like one of the courses above, might be helpful (but not necessarily required if you’re patient with yourself).
4. Learn to make a mobile game.
If you’re not interested in coding anything other than fun game apps, you could trythis course from the University of Reading. It promises to teach you how to build a game in Java, even if you don’t have programming experience! If you want to make a truly great game, you might want to read/listen up on Game Theory first.
5. Start reading faster.
Spreeder is a free online program that will improve your reading skill and comprehension no matter how old you are. With enough practice, you could learn to double, triple, or even quadruple the speed at which you read passages currently, which is basically like adding years to your life.
6. Learn a language!
With Duolingo, you can learn Spanish, French, Portuguese, Italian, or English (from any of the above or more). There’s a mobile app and a website, and the extensive courses are completely free.
Full disclosure: BuzzFeed and other websites are in a partnership with DuoLingo, but they did not pay or ask for this placement.
7. Pickle your own vegetables.
Tired of your farmer’s market haul going bad before you use it all? Or do you just love tangy pickled veggies? You too can pickle like a pro thanks to SkillShare and Travis Grillo.
8. Improve your public speaking skills.
You can take the University of Washington’s Intro to Public Speaking for free online. Once you learn a few tricks of the trade, you’ll be able to go into situations like being asked to present at a company meeting or giving a presentation in class without nearly as much fear and loathing.
9. Get a basic handle of statistics.
UC Berkeley put a stats intro class on iTunes. Once you know how to understand the numbers yourself, you’ll never read a biased “news” article the same way again — 100% of authors of this post agree!
10. Understand basic psychology.
Knowing the basics of psych will bring context to your understanding of yourself, the dynamics of your family and friendships, what’s really going on with your coworkers, and the woes and wonders of society in general. Yale University has its Intro to Psychology lectures online for free.
11. Make your own music.
Step one: Learn how to play guitar: Justin Guitar is a fine and free place to start learning chords and the basic skills you’ll need to be able to play guitar — from there, it’s up to you, but once you know the basics, just looking up tabs for your favorite songs and learning them on your own is how many young guitar players get their start (plus it’s an excellent party trick).
Step two: A delightful free voice lesson from Berklee College Of Music.
Step three: Have you always thought you had an inner TSwift? Berklee College of Music offers an Introduction to Songwriting course completely for free online. The course is six weeks long, and by the end of the lesson you’ll have at least one completed song.
Step four: Lifehacker’s basics of music production will help you put it all together once you have the skills down! You’ll be recording your own music, ready to share with your valentine or the entire world, in no time!
12. Learn to negotiate.
Let Stanford’s Stan Christensen explain how to negotiate in business and your personal life, managing relationships for your personal gain and not letting yourself be steamrolled. There are a lot of football metaphors and it’s great.
13. Stop hating math.
If you struggled with math throughout school and now have trouble applying it in real-world situations when it crops up, try Saylor.org’s Real World Math course. It will reteach you basic math skills as they apply IRL. Very helpful!
14. Start drawing!
All kids draw — so why do we become so afraid of it as adults? Everyone should feel comfortable with a sketchbook and pencil, and sketching is a wonderful way to express your creativity. DrawSpace is a great place to start. (I also highly recommend the book Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain if you can drop a few dollars for a used copy.)
15. Make your own animated GIF.
BuzzFeed’s own Katie Notopoulos has a great, simple guide to making an animated GIF without Photoshop. This is all you need to be the king or queen of Tumblr or your favorite email chains.
16. Appreciate jazz.
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Have you never really “gotten” jazz? If you want to be able to participate in conversations at fancy parties and/or just add some context to your appreciation of all music, try this free online course from UT Austin.
17. Write well.
Macalester College’s lecture series is excellent. If you’re more interested in journalism, try Wikiversity’s course selection.
18. Get better at using Photoshop.
Another invaluable skill that will get you places in your career, learning Photoshop can be as fun as watching the hilarious videos on You Suck At Photoshop or as serious as this extensive Udemy training course (focused on photo retouching).
19. Take decent pictures.
Lifehacker’s basics of photography might be a good place to start. Learn how your camera works, the basic of composition, and editing images in post-production. If you finish that and you’re not sure what to do next, here’s a short course on displaying and sharing your digital photographs.
20. Learn to knit.
Instructables has a great course by a woman who is herself an online-taught knitter. You’ll be making baby hats and cute scarves before this winter’s over!
21. Get started with investing in stocks.
If you are lucky enough to have a regular income, you should start learning about savings and investment now. Investopedia has a ton of online resources, including this free stocks basics course. Invest away!
22. Clean your house in a short amount of time.
Unf$#k Your Habitat has a great emergency cleaning guide for when your mother-in-law springs a surprise visit on you. While you’re over there, the entire blog is good for getting organized and clean in the long term, not just in “emergencies.” You’ll be happier for it.
23. Start practicing yoga.
Most cities have free community classes (try just searching Google or inquiring at your local yoga studio), or if you’re more comfortable trying yoga at home, YogaGlohas a great 15-day trial and Yome is a compendium of 100% free yoga videos. If you’re already familiar with basic yoga positions but you need an easy way to practice at home, I recommend YogaTailor’s free trial as well.
24. Tie your shoelaces more efficiently.
It’s simple and just imagine the minutes of your life you’ll save!
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aired errors
Dense awakenings Reprise tummy aches Caught on web-based Dreamscapes in simulcast Messages relayed to relate In spite of changed fonts Found in parking violations With typos found in fine ink
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Giveaway Contest: We’re giving away fifteen paperback classics that were hand-picked by you! Won’t this collection look lovely on your shelf? :D To win these classics, you must: 1) be following macrolit on Tumblr (yes, we will check. :P), and 2) reblog this post. We will choose a random winner on December 29, at which time we’ll start a new giveaway. And yes, we’ll ship to any country. Easy, right? Good luck!
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