uneventful doesn't mean bad!! i hope it was an alright day regardless<3
ok ok just finished doing the bare minimum I'd set for today the rest is an issue for future me
oh the idea of being str8 terrifies me indeed bc i was once So Absolutely Sure and then had to go Through So Many Crisis' (shit gets complicated when the 'am i gay' question equals 'am in love with my childhood best friend and since fucking when'—still haven't figured that last part)
but like that doesn't mean i feel bad for being attracted to men or masc people in fact i. have lots of Other feelings. wink face (whole thing's kinda strange ig so im just not gonna think abt it too hard teehee)
HI KIDS<3 hey i didn't say anything really nsfw ok:( that actually took effort ok:(
idk shit abt swimsuits either that's the problem😭 thanks anyways though now wait wait which Dark Colors??
yesss it was good!!
absjz that's good, congrats <3
oh yeah i see what u mean, sexuality is complicated anyway so dw let's just say that anything related to me is immediately gay
smh you're on thin ice.... /j
mmh maybe like red wine? idk if that's the right name. but warm, dark colors <3
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Ryan-Posting again! ♡
Otherwise Titled: a stressed Orphan and her protective Guardians.
Ryan gets her Found Family .2 seconds after entering the Armada Ship. Subodai watches her back from the start, and his take is basically: That's a child. She's capable, yeah, and a great leader, but she's a child. I'm protecting her with my life. He effectively becomes her Dad. (As well as her First-Mate)
And then, of course, there's Dead Mike. He's like her uncle. He was the one person who didn't ever abandon her or her parents (willingly) and he swore his afterlife to avenge her family, and now to care for her. He's a big softy, and the moment he realized Ryan was still alive, he swore to be there for her till his second death.
And, as it goes, I also love the concept that Ryan is generally pretty harmless-looking when she first starts her adventures. No name for herself, she doesn't speak, and her actions are sneaky so people rarely know it was her who hit them. Until she becomes more infamous, Dead Mike and Subodai act as her big scary goons. They hit hard and w/o hesitation if Ryan orders it.
(Also picturing Ryan ready to tear someone to pieces, but she's already low on health, and Ratbeard or Steele holding Ryan back with Subodai and Mike roll up their sleeves and go demolish the enemy. And/or Armada coming by in a town, and Ryan ducking behind Subodai and clinging to his hand (hoof?) As she uses him as a wall between her fear and herself.)
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Thinking about kissing food men 💕
Yangzhou rice's face explodes into a blush whenever you kiss him. People who know that he is a food soul but don't know exactly what kind of food soul he is will easily mistake him for a ripe tomato from how incredibly red his face would become.
After dating for a long time, his blush never truly disappears, it only lessens as time goes by as he gets used to your kisses and sudden bursts of affection, even reciprocating them in his own loving way after he gets over the embarrassment. Oh, but don't think that he'll become immune to your affections one day. All you have to do is kiss him once, slowly pull away while twirling his hair in your finger before saying "I love you" with your whole heart and– man down man down!! Someone get Dumpling right this instant!!!
Kissing Meng Po Soup is like falling into a sea of spider lilies. His lips are as cold as snow but are also as soft as silk, tempting you to deepen the kiss and allow him to wrap his arms around your waist, letting him pull you into a tight embrace before he falls asleep again with you in his arms. Even if you try to pull away, his scent is incredibly toxic, a deadly poison that pushes all thoughts to the back of your mind and whispers at you to fall asleep with him, to accompany him to a dreamland where both of you can stay and live happily ever after together.
"Hm… don't go, stay with me…."
It's hard to tell whether he was awake or asleep when he said that as your mind was already on the brink of unconsciousness.
Perhaps a little nap will help….
If you get caught trying to kiss Toso Wine, he will immediately give you a bombastic side eye. Maybe even a criminal offensive side eye.
"What do you think you're doing? Have you finished memorizing all the common herbs used in medicine yet? You haven't? Then don't think of moving an inch from that spot until you can recall them all!"
In the blink of an eye, he turns his wheelchair and leaves the room at record speed, leaving you dumbfounded but too scared to move unless he comes back in and demands you to recite all the herbs right there and right now.
Unbeknownst to you, Toso Wine will be just outside the door, covering the lower part of his face with the back of his hand as his eyes glare holes into the floor below him. He doesn't need to look into the mirror to know that his ears look as if they were on fire, making the blush spread across his face turn even darker.
"Stupid." He curses under his breath, pondering on how to approach you and ask you to kiss him again without being too obvious about how much he craves your touch.
Kissing Taibai Duck depends on 3 factors: time, location and how drunk he is.
The last one is especially, especially important. Drunk Baiya and not drunk baiya were two entirely different people so proceed with caution.
Depending on how drunk Baiya is, he'll either tease you about it or not even realize that you've kissed him. The latter only happens when he's incredibly intoxicated but if you try to go in for another kiss, he'll grab you by the wrist before swiftly placing his lips over yours, engaging a fiery kiss that ends with you feeling as if you were as drunk as the charming man smirking down at you. However, if he teases you and you try to move away, he'll panic and pull on your sleeve, asking you to stay for a little longer. If you agree, he'll grin and kiss you lightly, thanking you for staying by his side.
On the rare occasions when Baiya isn't intoxicated, your kisses become his new form of intoxication. His kisses aren't limited to just your face. Your hands, your legs, your neck… anywhere that he can possibly reach on your body is a place that he will kiss on. If you ask him to stop, all he'll do is chuckle and kiss your lips briefly before continuing– but not before cupping your cheeks and gazing into your eyes softly.
"If time could ease its relentless march when we’re together,
and hasten its plodding pace when we’re apart,
I could spend an eternity in your arms,
to savor love everlasting in my heart."
The poem in Baiya's part:
https://www.momjunction.com/articles/short-love-poems_00697479/
18. Mi Amor
- Benjay
I was going to put in a romantic chinese poem for Baiya's part but all of em were too long for my liking so I took one from another website :') Got to brush up on my poetry skills if I were to write more Baiya stuff in the future
Update: Changed Taibai -> Baiya, changed Toso Wine -> Tusu Elixir
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I hope that you are recovering well mute. I know at times it might not seem like it but you have a lot of people that care about you.
Hope you feel better. If I could make you homemade soup I would, get better soon. And make sure you get plenty of bed rest don’t want you pulling any stitches or having to go back to the hospital.
I can sit up now (sorta) and am allowed to now walk to the front door and back on my own (gotta get my body to not hate me lmao)
And i know thank you, lovely :)♡
I am able to stay awake longer than a few hours at a time now too since my meds are getting spaced out further and further and my body isn't as shakey but alas my art isnt on the up and ups yet woop
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WAIT i remembered i wanted to ask u smth fjsjjf ok it's embarrassing but im STRUGGLING & i want you to tell me. what kinda swimsuit would look good on me jfjej I JUST WANT MY HOT GIRL SUMMER and i have NEVER bought a swimsuit i Actually Felt Hot in:( so like colour and/or style pretty please w a cherry on top<333
~soup
AS MUCH as id like to help u i know nothing abt swimsuits </3
but if it's any help i think dark colors look very pretty on you
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i've always wondered how qi rong died since i don't remember it being specified in the novel (fitting, since his family didn't even care enough to wonder about his wellbeing lol) but my personal favorites are him being eaten by the xianle people or him, mad with hunger, ate someone and then died of starvation or sickness 💚
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