#(I fail miserably either way what's the point lmao)

[thatgirlstrawberry]

NSFW Alphabet

Smut warning

Spencer Reid x fem!reader

A-Aftercare (what he’s like after sex)

After being rough, he would clean you up

Make sure that you’re not hurt and if you are, he would message you anywhere you needed it

He would put you in the bath or shower and wash your body and hair

After he would apologize profusely if he thought he was being too rough on you

“Baby, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me, I didn’t mean to-“

“Spencer, shut the fuck up. Your dick is magical.”

B-Body part (his favorite body part of yours)

Definitely your thighs and your hands

He likes gripping your thighs when his head is between them

He just lies grabbing them in general

Like there isn’t a time when he’s not touching your thighs sexually or not

Your hands bc he loves when you wrap them around his dick

Or when he has you in missionary and your hands are squeezing his biceps

C- cum (anything to do with cum)

He loves it when you tel him to cum inside you

He’s more than happy too really

When he doesn’t finish inside, he pulls out and comes on your stomach or back— whichever way he has you

D- dirty secret (😈)

He secretly likes it when you take control in bed

He also secretly likes it when you can barely form words when he’s inside you

When you try not to moan but end up failing miserably

When your nails tear skin as they claw at his back while he fucks you

E- experience (How experienced is he?)

Honestly, he wasn’t very experienced before he met you

He had only had sex with four or five people before you

He was a natural though

He knew how to pleasure you by asking you

Spencer is an obedient man— when you tell him you need something, he’ll do it

F- favorite position (what’s his favorite position to have you in?)

He absolutely loves missionary— seeing your face change with every thrust

But he also likes it when you ride him so he can look down and see his dick disappearing inside of you

He also likes when you’re face down, ass up gripping the sheets and arching your back

G- goofy (is he serious or funny during sex?)

When the moment is right, he will definitely laugh with you during sex

Like if one of you laughs, the other one will too

The giggly sex is most likely gonna be in the morning— don’t know why it just seems like that

He’ll be wayyyyy more serious at night

Like after an argument or on an anniversary

Or to celebrate something one of you achieved

H-hair (how well groomed is he?)

He’s not completely shaved down there but he’s not like wild

I’m gonna stop there bc this one is just awkward to me lmao

I- intimacy (how intama

He’s literally the most romantic man during sex

I just can’t like stop thinking about how he would hold you hand against the bed as he went a little slower than usually if you had a bad day or something

When he’s feeling a little down that day, he’d pull you close, chest to chest

His face either hidden in your neck or his eyes closed focusing on your proximity and the way you feel

J- Jack off (when does he get himself off?)

Any time he’s away on a long case

I fully believe that at some point, y’all were having sex and this man just like whipped out a Polaroid camera, took pictures and stuffed them in a secret pocket in his go bag

He’d call you when he knew you were awake and asked if you could face time and show him your 🍒

He’s more subby when he’s masturbating because he’s desperate

K- kinks (what kinks does he have?)

Dirty talk

Praise link

Overstimulating (you)

Dacryphilia (idk if this is a kink but he loves to have you in tears)

You calling him doctor— Ik it’s weird but he’s literally a nerd 😭

Semi-public (I’m talking like bending you over a desk in an empty private office at the BAU)

L- location (where?)

Like I said previously— in an empty private office

Mostly in bed tho

Or bent over the kitchen counter

Or the bathroom sink, making you watch yourself in the mirror

M- motivation (what turns him on?)

You

Literally just you

You could be watching tv and he would be turned on watching your tongue poke out the corner of your lips

He gets turned on when you’re washing dishes

When you’re eating

Literally doing anything

N- no (something he wouldn’t do)

Hit you— he would never inflict pain on you, that’s stepping over a line

Letting someone watch y’all do it/3somes— you’re enough for him

Toys— he wants your orgasms to be from him and him only (and yourself if he’s ever away on a case and you need release)

Spitting on or in you— he thinks that’s weird and a great way to spread germs (and so do I)

O- oral (what’s his preference on oral sex?)

He absolutely loves giving you head

He’s a god at it

He can literally make you come with his tongue in lest than 3 minutes

He loves the way you taste— he thinks you taste better than coffee and sprinkled donuts

Spencer also loves when you give him head

Loves the feeling of your lips and tongue wrapped around him

Thinks that it’s the second best feeling in the world (your pussy being the first)

He loves the way your mascara runs as you take him almost touching the back of your throat

P- pace (is he fast and rough or is he slow and soft?)

A little bit of both

He likes going rough when he needs it- like when he’s mad or frustrated with someone or something (obvi if you ask him to go fast and rough he will— mans will do anything for you)

He’ll go slow if he’s stressed or sad

And if you want it slow he’ll give it to you slow

Basically it depends on the situation

Q- quickies (his opinion on quickies)

He doesn’t really prefer quickies but if he has to leave for a case for a few days he’ll get one in before he has to leave

He likes to take his time therefore, quickies almost never happen

R- risk (is he willing to take risks?)

As long as you want it and it’s not one of the No’s, he loves to experiment

The riskiest thing you’ve ever done is handcuff him to the file drawer in the BAU and suck his dick, almost getting caught by Derek

Laughing when you guys experiment bc he’s all like “this is what I’m supposed to do, right? Are you sure?”

S- stamina (how long can they last? How many rounds can they go?)

Spencer has built up stamina from the start of your relationship to now

He used to only be able to last about 4-5 minutes inside you

Now he can go up to 10 minutes if you go straight to the penetrative sex

If you fore play, he lasts about 7 minutes

He can usually go three rounds before he has to stop

You’re usually a wreck after he’s done

T - toy (does he use toys?)

No

U- unfair (is he a tease? How does he react when you tease him?)

Spencer was too shy to be a tease in the beginning of your relationship

So you were the first one to do the teasing

You walked out of his bathroom the morning after your first time having sex in a towel and dropped it right in front of him

You pretended to not know that his eyes snapped to your dripping wet body and hair and walked towards his closet picking out a pair of his boxers and his shirt

“If you out those clothes on your body before you let me fuck you, I will lose my mind.”

His first time he teased you he called you good girl when you threw a crumpled piece of paper into the trash can from your spot at the kitchen table

“What the fuck did you just call me?”

“What do you mean?”

“If I get on my knees will you call me that again?”

V- volume (how loud is he when doing the deed?)

This man is LOUD

Not like the whiny loud tho

He’s the deep, sexy kind of loud

He’ll breathe all heavy in your ear

He’ll groan loudly and throw his head back when you on your knees for him

Sometimes Spencer will even bite his lip to try not to be loud but It never works

He’ll praise you and then moan low and deep right after

W- wild card (random)

When he plans to have sex, he’ll crate a playlist

“Good girl.”

“Keep those pretty eyes open, for me.”

Loves hearing your moans—

Loves it when you say please/ when you beg him for something

Will turn into a sugar daddy bc he can’t say no to you lmao

He’ll buy you anything you want or even glance at while you guys are walking around a store or a mall

Thinks buying you lingerie is awkward so he just asks you to get a certain set and gives you his credit card

The king of worrying

“Are you okay?” “Does that hurt?” “Did you come? We can go again i swear-“

X-ray (what’s going on under those pants!?)

8 inches

Literally didn’t expect it but after you got used to it you were like

“Oh yeah this is right.”

Y- yearning (how high is his sex drive)

This man can’t go a couple hours without being horny

He’s always wanting you

He always imagines you moaning his name

Long story short, he’s always horny and your sexy ass is to blame

Z- zzzzz (How quickly he falls asleep)

He waits until your comfortable and asleep before he even thinks about going to bed

He scoots closer to you and wraps his arms around your chest and falls asleep a while after

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OMG WHAT IS THIS—

Oky sorry i love you babes! Hope you enjoyed this and I don’t totally suck at writing HCs. There’s a SFW one coming soon tho!!! Stay tuned for that and chapter 12 of Sick Surprise :)

Love youuuuuu!

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[tokillamockingbird427]

silly guy logan thoughts:

(inspired by a edit of a show i saw on tiktok a while ago(weak hero class 1 i think? idk i dont watch kdramas…))

logan, when he was a recruit, stabbed another recruit in the neck with a PEN. mainly cause said recruit was picking on him/kind of bullying him, a pen was the nearest object, and…yea :3. now the recruit has pen-trauma u can say.

then imagine like present-ish day, on a mission when they’re combining forces, and the entire ghosts team is like infront of the truck where theyre meeting said force, the same recruit and logan meet eachother again and they(the recruit) try to sock him(logan) in the face…but failed miserably cause logan dodged it. (or they got socked themselves in the face before they could hit logan by someone else…could really go in different ways in either the (overly)protective way or the “oh my fucking god—“ way.) now think about the recruit trying to explain themself and describing what logan did to them while logans just there unbothered as shit, arms crossed, while the rest of the guys are just standing there staring at logan in utter disbelief. (like really logan a pen?)

(would be super funny if elias and hesh somehow never knew about this until that day. bonus points if elias did the exact thing except he did it with a pencil. i know that man would be proud.)

—🎧

(can be considered an add on to the anon who said logan is the definition of “teenagers scare the living shit out of me” (i wrote this in my notes at the time LMAO). imo he probably still is and it probably scares the shit out any millennial on the team. and playing old cod games is so relatable cause i was too :3.(and am i calling you old…yesn’t.))

Every gift that man gets is going to be some kinda pen. They will never let his ass live it down. They're gonna call him "Trach" (Tray-k) because he "Tried to give some jackass an impromptu tracheotomy."

Logan can pretend to be mad but damn they be giving him some nice pens. Keegan is his favorite though because he gave Logan a "pen-knife".... a knife that's disguised as a pen.

I like to think Hesh saw the guy posturing/tensing up towards Logan and just flattened him out because "Hey that's my baby brother, bitch."

Logan saw it coming but he also saw Hesh coming and went "The flex will be wild. I have an enforcer." and let it happen.

(Being called an old man is affirming to me ngl. Yes, tis I; Grandpa. I guess. Lmao.)

#call of duty #call of duty ghosts #logan walker #hesh walker #keegan p russ #beloved anon #🎧 anon

[sugarywishes]

I'VE FINALLY FINISHED MY QUINN AND TIMM TIMELINE 😎 (it's not as cool as it sounds but it would be rad if you CHECKED IT OUT!!)

Childhood

So *ahem* (🤓) in my little silly headcanon world, Quinn comes from a very academic oriented family. You either study and become successful or you become a failure (just like her sister). And as the 'savior/golden child' of her family, she was very often pressured into becoming as successful and educated as possible, even if it meant she would be surrounded by books and essays all throughout her childhood. (And also she had no friends :( )

As for Timm, he's always had the 'competitive dancer' dream, even as a little kid! But growing up in a relatively less than financially stable environment, he soon realized that maybe his dream career could possibly end in failure (homelessness, broke etc) , and maybe it wasn't worth risking your future for a childish dream. So he tried his best to forget and studied as much as he could, he'd rather settle for a well-paying job that a dream that could totally fail, right? (Also he was totally a theater kid growing up I MEAN COME ON HIS HALLOWEEN COSTUME IN THE GAMES IS LITERALLY ERIK)

Law School Days (awe yeaaa)

(Can you tell I am indeed very consistent with my art, no random anatomy or facial structure changes here!)

Huzzah! We've made it to the time period where they find meet!!

So at this point, Quinn is jaded and studious and stuff, and dislikes talking to anybody (which includes professors/teachers LMAO, she needed to stay on that independent knowledge grind) and by a random coincidence, she happened to have classes with none other than Timm himself, she found him very annoying at first but by the end of her education, she was more than ready to marry him

And Timm is still a huge dork, albeit a very burnt out dork, he studied long and hard to be able to have a well-paying career, and now he's at law school! Surely he'll enjoy a life as a rich lawyer, right? Anyways, he accidentally got a crush on that mean and quiet chick in his classes, so what better way to get with her than to ask her out to any event the school had! For the first few years she'd reject him immediately, but eventually she caved in, and hey! They got married, what a wonderful couple! Hopefully they sta-

POST DIVORCE ERA 🔥🔥🔥

So...uh, what exactly happened?

Quinn woke up around 4 AM (yes really, that's when she always gets up for work), and she expected to find her husband of many years still sleep and she'd had to wake him up. She didn't find him, the left side of the bed was empty with the exception of his wedding ring, a hastily written note that doesn't explain shit, and divorce papers with his signature already on it.

So needless to say, she's still really pissed off about that, and petty too (she renamed Quinn, Timm and Associates to LITERALLY Just Quinn and Associates!!) And she refuses to acknowledge her marriage with Timm (Penny keeps pestering her about it but Quinn just dodges the questions everytime)

And oh boy, Timm, HE REALLY MESSED UP, like yeah, you were miserable with your life as a lawyer and you didn't feel like your true self at all, but you couldn't have waited to get a divorce until Quinn woke up?? And blah blah blah, the events of Papa's Bakeria happen, Cecilia canonically gets the dance studio, leaving Timm to STILL work at the Bakeria (at least until he can actually get money, he left all of his to Quinn as compensation for literally abandoning her 😭😭)

ALSO ALSO!! Super funny little detail I wanted to mention, but when Quinn and Timm were announced as divorced, both of their respective families CELEBRATED (Quinn's parents had what was essentially a birthday party styled divorce celebration, complete with pinatas and goodie bags) (And Timm's family partied like there was no tomorrow) Quinn's family thought Timm was an idiot who wanted to marry Quinn to steal her money, and Timm's family thought Quinn was some mean and cruel woman who was going to isolate Timm away from them (You can tell how upset the families will be when Quimm gets back together 👀)

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*НЕ РЕПОСТИТЬ БЕЗ РАЗРЕШЕНИЯ*

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[lilacsareinbloomagain]

i can’t explain it but i am OBSESSED with the way you write Yan! Sky! But i’ve been wondering if we could get more Yan! Warriors?? Small little idea from me.. but maybe Warriors tries to upstage Sky’s date? Like, maybe he picks/buys flowers for Reader and gives them the flowers in front of Sky?? Readers reaction is up to you!!

Sorry if it’s an abrupt ask, but i just absolutely love your writing!! Take care!!

I'm so happy you like my writing! Take care you too! Thank you for requesting :]

Notes: To be fair I think I really left Warriors out in the last parts, this time Sky will be second and Warriors first! Let's see how this develops together because I sure didn't plan any of this.

Once again, this is TECHNICALLY a part 3 of the Kabedon Challenge oneshot, but it can be read by itself.

Once again sorry this took so long, my inspiration was quite thin and I suddenly found myself liking another Fandom which distracted me a bit during my free time. Life has been hard I guess lmao.

TWs: Yanderism.

LU! Warriors and Sky x Reader

A smile and a silent princess.

Despite many, and I mean, many tries at sabotaging your date nights ago, the night went greatly. Sky cheered silently as you went back to the camp. Maybe it was because he was the closest to the goddesses, but Sky proved to be the luckiest Link, even more so when you confirmed how that night had indeed been as good for you as it had for him.

Much to the other's dismay, Sky did not stop asking you out and neither did you stop agreeing to go out with him. No, you two seemed closer than ever.

So, obviously, Warriors had to intervene.

Therefore, since you didn't agree to go on dates with him, he picked the very next best thing. Gifts.

Warrior's gifts ranged from your favorite deserts to simple, beautiful flowers and trinkets. Infact, that's what he gave you just today.

The day was going generally well, the weather was perfect for a picnic, that was what Sky told you before showing you the basket full of things he had gone through the trouble of baking and preparing himself. This in itself was no easy feat, considering he wasn't the cook of The Chain for a reason.

Then again, since you guys were back in the wilderness, Sky had to be creative when it came to planning the "perfect" dates now, and in God was he succeeding.

Sky offered you his hand as he tilted his head towards where he was planning to take you. He blushed as you grabbed his outstretched hand, averting his gaze from your face as he did his best to bite back a smile, failing miserably as his grin turned into a badly suppressed side smile. You chuckled as you pulled him towards your destination, the one he pointed to moments before, breaking him out of his embarrassed stupor.

Warriors had been missing since early in the morning, Twilight and Time were aware of his whereabouts along with Legend. That's why you didn't put much thought into it, as long as the three of them weren't worried about it, then neither did you need to. Also, the boys had the right to come and go as they pleased, and either way, Warriors was completely able to fend for himself, if anything were to happen.

You couldn't, maybe that's why they forced insisted you stayed with them.

The place Sky brought you to was beautiful, something out of your daydreams. He was clearly trying very hard to impress you so you'll like him, and once again, he was succeeding.

Both of you were startled when a certain missing blond came barreling through the bushes, making a beeline to you.

After the initial scare, you relaxed and let out a breath, scanning Warrior's form superficially to see if you could find signals of him having had to escape from monsters or something, anything that would signify you three were in danger. You found none. Warrior's seemed completely fine as he regained his breath.

Sky gripped his sword in frustration at Warriors, he could see that the man was once again trying to ruin his date with you. At first, Sky had taken out his sword out of reflex, now he found himself considering the pros and cons of burying the shiny blade into Warriors pretty boy's face.

The cons started outweighing the pros when he noticed Warriors was holding something behind his back. Sky was beyond pissed at Warrior's pure audacity, it wouldn't be the first time Warriors did that kind of thing, he gifted you things almost everyday, but he had never done it during one of your dates. He had never reached that level of stupid.

Seemed like he had indeed just reached said level of stupid.

You stared at the man in front of you, wondering what he had brought with him this time around. Sky's restrained smile almost turned into a scowl, for a warrior, Warriors sure was getting cheesy.

Warriors crouched and stretched out his previously hidden hand towards you. Between his fingers stood the stem of another flower, your eyes widened with recognition at what flower it was.

Back when Wild first showed you his pictures on his sheikah slate, you freaked out, gaining attention from everyone, since they thought you were in danger, all that happened is you saw the infamous silent princess in one of the pictures.

Your little outburst specifically gained the attention of Warriors, who made sure to store the information in his memory. After all, if you liked the flower you would like him if he was the one to give it to you, right? Such reasoning only made further sense once he found out about the sheer rarity of the flower when he asked Wild where he could find the flower with blue and white petals.

Now, you understood why he was gone for so long, you couldn't even begin to imagine how hard it was to find that flower. And you had to admit, it was recognized for it's beauty for a reason.

Your own hand reached out to grab the flower from his, not you or Warriors noticing a glowering Sky behind you. Warriors instead kept his attention on you, his almost crazed grin softening to an adoring smile at your concentrated expression. He lowered himself onto his knee, in a proposal position, so it'd be easier for you to grab the flower, your hand brushed his as you grabbed said flower, a smile decorating your features. His face became subconsciously warmer, he felt accomplished as your eyes glanced into his before going back to the flower, like you were confirming your smile was meant for him, he was the reason for it even if just by doing something as simple as bringing you a flower.

Even if the flower in itself was hard as shit to find, that was not the point.

It was him, he made you smile. And surprisingly, that knowledge seemed more than enough for him. You didn't need to say or do anything else to express your gratitude because your simple smile was more than enough.

Maybe he really was softening, maybe being around Sky was contagious.

Right after your smile, there was else something that filled him with the warmth of accomplishment almost as much. Warriors reluctantly looked up from you, who was currently distracted by the flower in your hands, and to the man behind you, Sky, who was glaring at him. You see, no Link, including Warriors, had ever seen Sky mad, at least not this visibly mad, he really managed to get on his last nerves with his constant gift giving. Warrior's soft expression gave way to a smug smile.

While irritating Sky was not his main objective, it certainly was his side quest.

In one day, he finished both with flying colors. There was no way he wouldn't be proud of it. He earned the right to pat himself on the back mentally before resuming his main objective of having you fall for him and not Sky.

Altought, even though he believed himself to be a fearless warrior and hero, it was inevitable that he sprung up and ran when he noticed Sky lifting his master sword skyward and taking steps in his direction, a dark look almost akin to a shadow covering his face. Contrasting with the glowing sword he held up.

You looked up in confusion as you heard Warriors scrambling to get away from where you were, noticing just now you had stopped paying attention in order to understand how the flower in your possession seemed to glow despite not even being directly in light anymore, you were so disconnected from your surroundings you forgot to thank Warriors for the gift, one of the best until now. Sky, who was following after him, albeit slowly, stopped little ways in front of you to look over his shoulder at you, his face regaining an off innocent expression, just to say he'd be back soon.

Despite not seeing the dark look in his face directly, you could feel the ominous aura he exhaled as he ran after the man with the blue scarf, you guessed it was because he was angry with Warriors since he was the one to gifted you the flower, the unsheathed sword in his hands may have also been a tell though.

You sighed, placing the flower aside and getting up. This time around the fight would probably be more dangerous than the last ones since Sky was using his sword and Warriors was prone to do the same thing eventually, Hyrule would need your help to cure them.

It was a little upsetting that such a beautiful day had been wasted, the weather would have been perfect for a calm and undisturbed picnic.

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[lollytea]

hc that hunter and willow end up sharing a lot of clothing and because hunter has issues with the texture of certain fabrics, he sews that little W patch to remind himself that this or that belongs to willow. theres ceirtaintly an easier way to remember other than sewing an entire patch, but he enjoys designing patches that match the clothing. anyways look at what uve done to me im thinking up domestic huntlow hcs

I could imagine that during the time spent in Camila's house, mixing up clothes was a frequent occurance. Usually between Luz, Amity and Gus. They're all roughly the same size so they'd pull out a shirt, take one look at it and be like "yeah this is probably mine." Considering they're GFs, Luz and Amity wouldn't mind. But Gus would definitely complain if he saw either of them in one of his dino shirts tho lmao.

Willow and Hunter are also susceptible to this but less so. Hunter accidentally wore one of Willow's T-shirts once and when she was like "Borrowing my shirt, huh? ;)", he was absolutely mortified.

"O-oh! Is this yours? I didn't-- I-I'm so sorry. I mean, looking at it now... obviously it's yours. It's got mushrooms on it. Like, duh, am I right? I'll-I'll take it off immediately lemme just--"

"Now I know you're not about to take the shirt off right now in front of her, right?" Gus quickly adds before he embarrasses himself any further.

Hunter freezes, hands bunched in the hem, seconds before yanking the shirt over his head.

"ObViOusly not!" His voice cracks, face scalding. "That'd be weird. So weird! No I-...I'll wash it for you! I know you don't want my weird smell on it..."

Willow tilts head to the side, cocking an eyebrow "I don't?" She asks innocently.

All Hunter can manage is a confused but horribly flustered squeak. It's amazing the heat didn't melt the skin of his face off.

Gus has to give Willow a stern talking to later that day. ("You WILL kill him if you don't tone it down. Stop the violence, Park!!!")

Anyway, after that happens, Hunter does not throw on just anything. He carefully scrutinises every article of clothing he dons and makes absolute certain that it belongs to him. So yeah I could imagine him sewing in little name tags just to keep Willow's clothes out of his pile.

However, this is the point where Willow starts "accidentally" wearing his clothes in return. She bounces into the kitchen for breakfast in one of his rocko button downs and it makes his galdorstone fucking flatline. Sees his life flash before his eyes as he chokes on his cereal. He cannt TAKE this shit anymore man.

You know his sweater? The soft yellow one? Willow once asked to borrow it. She, Lumity and Vee were heading out for a girls day and she had this cute skirt that she wanted to wear and that sweater would match it perfectly and... 🥺

Anyway when Hunter gets it back, there's a strong scent of perfume on it.

"You'll probably wanna wash that." Willow winks, fully aware that he hasn't a notion of washing it. She leaves Hunter a pile of mush, clutching the sweater to his chest for dear life.

He wears it the next day. There's still traces of Willow's scent on it. He tries to be casual about it but fails miserably. She grins like an idiot all day long.

But yes YES absolutely. In a few years time they are constant clothes sharers. Deliberate this time. Very funny to think about Willow intentionally avoiding textures that Hunter doesn't like when clothes shopping, even when they're for her. Cuz like...they'll end up on him at some point probably. If she owns fabrics that bother Hunter, it's clothes that aren't really his style anyway. But shirts, pants, jackets, hoodies. These are all fair game.

Hunter STILL distinguishes every article of clothing with the personalised little patches but you want to know the biggest reason I think he does this?

He wants people to know. He likes flaunting who he's dating honestly.

Luz: *pointing at the leaf patch on the sleeve of Hunter's jacket* Lemme guess. This is your girlfriend's?

Hunter: *is not a teenager anymore and tries to resist the urge to giggle. Fails anyway* yeah 🥰

#huntlow

[autistic-britta-perry]

Here's the questions and card meanings I pulled! (About the celltw future encounter because of course)

1.What will Pac feel when he sees Cellbit next? III of wands-> According to this Pac will feel (at least initially?) confident! The figure in the card has left the security of their home and it's daring and wanting making a big move, setting a plan in motion. 2.What will Pac do? X of swords ->Pac will FAIL miserably! This is the card for major disaster and a betrayal, someone being stabbed in the back, and the victim card as well. oh no!! So either very bad time for Pac or Pac betraying Cellbit in some way. 3. How will Pac react to Cellbit? VII of cups--> Cups are always emotion related, and this card, portrayed very well by these cups floating in the sky as nebulous possibility, talks of indecision and not knowing which choice to make, which makes a lot of sense for Pac here. He's conflicted. 4. What will Cellbit feel when he sees Pac next? V of cups -> This is the emotional loss & disappointment card. Being unhappy that something didn't turn out the way it did and dwelling on the past, sometimes to the point of getting stuck there. It seems like Cellbit will feel hurt and a sense of loss when he sees him, whether because he doesn't expect (somehow lol?) Pac's reaction or because he expects it but wishes he didn't have to damage their relationship as part of his plan. 5. What will Cellbit do? Justice -> So this is very interesting because usually this card means justice will be served fairly, so if you hurt someone you'll get punished and if you've been hurt in the past you get good things to make up for it. But this is something Cellbit will do, so my guess is Cellbit will act in a way he thinks is fair, which can look very differently depending on his mental state and what Pac will do. Either way one of the two is getting punished. 6. How will Cellbit react to Pac? III of cups reversed ->Not just emotions again but he literally got the friends one reversed! ISOLATION. HE'S GOING TO ISOLATE

7. How will the encounter go? King of swords -> This card is about making decisions based on logic and a clear mind and it's also about truth, which i didn't mention but is also another meaning of the Justice cards. So it sounds like there'll be a lot of words and truth in the encounter and this is definitely related to Cellbit's Justice card (which has a sword in it) and Pac's X of swords. 8. Consequences of the encounter the Tower -> lmao DISASTER TRAUMA GREAT LOSS. This card doesn't have to be negative and can just be a big life change but if there's something certain is that their relationship will be irrevocably changed.

update: I asked for clarification about Pac's X of swords and Cellbit's justice specifically and I got Death card for Pac (which is a positive one) which talks about changes of relationships for the better and ends of cycles, letting go of the past etc. So whatever happens will be cathartic for him. And Cellbit got queen of swords! Also positive, it's about passion and focus but also about standing by someone's side? My theory is that whatever happens will motivate Cellbit and that he'll do it (whatever it is) for Pac as well, and that's how you can have that not contradict with the subsequent isolation.

#qsmp #i'm a tarot amateur so if you disagree that's fine I'm just having fun #q!celltw #q!pactw #Edited to add pic of the cards i forgot to take another one when I pulled the clarification ones but trust me

[margalitarry]

hey if you have the time to and are able to can you do a colby brock x reader where it’s the old TFIL video where they stay overnight at the ice skating rink and the reader is an ex-figure skater? maybe the reader tries to help colby and maybe even teach him a few skills along with the group trying to copy what they do and failing miserably. if you don’t want to write it or anything like that it’s completely fine. thank you!!

this love | c.b

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you can hear it in the silence

you can hear it on the way home

you can see it with the lights out

you are in love, true love

warnings: cursing, i think that's it?!?!?

word count: 1.6k

notes: colby brock x reader LOVEEE THIS IDEAA. took me like four days to write but i think i like it LMAO

master l ist

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you knew it wasn't a good idea, but there you were in the passenger seat with sam and colby waiting outside the ice rink.

corey had called you earlier that day asking if you were up to be in a video, but didn't explain the part where you didn't have permission to be there overnight. you reluctantly agreed after he said sam and colby would be there. also because growing up you were a figure skater, and the ice rink was practically your second home.

"is that them?" sam points out, looking at the group of people speed walking away from the door.

"wait- holy shit! that's definitely andrea!" you said.

you and the boys got out of the car to talk to corey, andrea and corbin as they came over to the back of the car.

"they just kicked us out!" corey exclaimed.

"like kicked, kicked out? is elton still in there?" sam asked.

"well kinda, the guy was super cool about it and just told us to leave. but he asked if anyone else was there and we said no so he's still in there." corey continued.

the group continued to talk until elton called to assure absolutely all the workers had left, and let you and the rest of the group in. you all immediately ran towards the ice rink and began to play like children on it. you and andrea agreed to race each other, only to absolutely eat it on the ice.

"you good there?" colby asked you; giving you his hand to help you up.

"yeah thank you, we should get the ice skates!" you told him.

the group agreed, all confessing that they had never properly ice skated putting a smile on your face. they hadn't had a clue that you figure skated for years.

everyone carefully, well most, carefully went on the ice. you easily glided past elton and quickly skated across the rink earning a few dropped jaws.

"you can fucking ice skate?" corey asked in awe as you came back towards the stumbling group.

"did it throughout all of middle and highschool."

"god damn i didn't even know that!" colby said.

you reached your arms out towards colby for him to grab onto as you slowly began to glide each other on the ice; only for him to slip and nearly take you down with him.

"okay you cant just not move your feet at all, think about it like roller skating." you said laughing, helping him back up.

"funny enough i cant roller skate either babe."

you rolled your eyes once again grabbing onto colby's arms, gliding across the ice even slower than the first time. he had almost slipped but managed to make it across the ice with you.

"okay i'd really prefer if this wasn't private lessons, my turn with y/n!" elton yelled from across the rink, making you skate back towards the group who had hardly moved.

"okay okay- just think about it like roller skating! just use one foot at a time to help push your body across." you tried to explain to the group as colby has just made it back over.

nearly immediately as the words came out of your mouth, they all attempted to skate on the ice, but only sam and corey falling this time around. andrea had gotten the hang of being able to move around fairly quickly.

you gleamed are the group as they all got the hang of your once beloved sport. you kept your eyes on colby though, who was holding hands with sam as they ridiculously tried to speed across the entire rink. he caught your eyes and smiled at you, only to distract him and cause him and sam to fall on top of each other.

"who wants to see what's in the bag!" corey yelled to the group, making everyone gather around him.

everyone broke out in laughter as he pulled out figure skating dresses for everyone to wear. even more laugher occurred once the boys had put them on over their clothes.

you grabbed colby's hand once he put on the dress and led him towards the middle of the rink.

"do you wanna learn a trick or two new found figure skater?" you teased him

"uh- yeah!"

you let go of his hand as you skated backwards a few feet to preform a small jump and twirl, which was truly simple but everyone else looked in awe. especially colby, it was like you you were the only one in the room to him. watching you smile and laugh with his friends made his thoughts more scattered than he realized.

"colby? admiring my skills?" you said to him, snapping him out of his thoughts.

"you're a fucking gem." colby laughed, truly admiring you despite the unmatched dress that tightly wrapped your coat.

"okay no- you all can easily do a twist on skates. just like how you turn but use a little more body force." you slightly yelled to the whole group.

elton, corey, and corbin all held hands as the practiced with eachother; sam and andrea doing the same. you turned back towards colby to grab his hands and help him learn.

it was a weird feeling you had with colby tonight, but you knew it it wasn't bad. it just always felt platonic; which made you feel hopeless. but you had known colby well enough to notice his lips tug upwards when you caught his eyes; which filled your stomach with butterflies.

after a fall and many catches, colby had gotten the hang of being able to twirl on skates along with andrea and corbin. you stepped out of the rink to sit down for a few seconds, watching your friends push and play with each other.

"you good?" colby asked, sitting down next to you.

"yeah! i just needed to sit down before my legs turn into jelly. are you okay?"

"i'll wake up with a few bruises to say the least. you're amazing on ice though, i cant believe i had no idea you could skate."

"its just something that's hardly brought up. you're all doing insanely good though!" you said, playing with the laces of your skates looking down.

"is there something you want to say?" colby asked straightforwardly, noticing the tension was mutual.

"no it's just- i don't know." you groaned, letting a short silence take place.

colby bounced his leg as you played with your skates, he looked down at you and felt a way he hadn't before. despite the awkward tension between you both, he couldn't have been more comfortable.

"we should go back out there, it's almost three in the morning we should probably leave soon." you spoke, standing up and walking back towards the rink.

you ignored the lingering thoughts in your head as everyone continued to race around and play. you and andrea chased around the boys in the bumper cars attempting to knock them over, only getting corey.

"we should head out, we don't know what time these people come to open." corey said, looking at his phone to see the time at four in the morning.

everyone was fairly tired and agreed, helping put everything they took out back and turning off the lights. corbin had left immediately, saying his goodbye. the boys recorded the outro for their video and you hugged corey, andrea, elton, and sam goodbye.

you and colby walked over to his car, as you had rode with him on the way there. he opened the door for you before getting in the car himself.

"you know you can talk to me about anything, just tell me what's in your head." colby spoke up as he drove away.

"it's just really confusing, i don't even know."

"did one of them say something to you? you seemed good majority of the night." colby pushed.

"no, no! it's just- fuck. it's you!" you confessed.

"what do you mean?"

"there's no possible way you're being for real. i've just felt like that for so long we've been friends and have never crossed that line but lately it's not the same." you rambled.

"it's not the same? do you not want to be friends?" he asked, his stomach dropping.

"no- fuck! i just like you and your stupid videos and helping you plan and edit for hours. having to put away the groceries into extremely specific spots, staying up until midnight to listen to a album! hearing you tell me about the next haunted place and all of its history and the way you smile at me! absolutely everything about you makes me insane and love you. no" you blurted out, putting your hand to you mouth after realizing everything you had said.

colby's jaw was slightly ajar at your confession. four hours ago you were teaching him how to ice skate and now you were confessing your feelings for him.

"are you serious?" colby asked.

"yes! as fuck!"

colby started speeding without even realizing that matched both of your heartbeats. the pressure of the speed and silence filled you from head to toe with anxiety.

"it's fine if you don't feel that way- it's just sometimes-"

"no i do, i'm sorry i'm just in pure shock. i don't think i've ever not liked you y/n." colby interrupted.

you started laughing, everything about it felt lucid.

looking at colby driving in this moment was a dream, him grinning but his face still tense. he ran a hand through his hair and looked over at you; causing your heart to skip a beat. the rush of adrenaline as the car reached eighty mph.

"i think i'm in love with you if anything." colby laughed.

"this took way too fucking long to happen"

you felt it everywhere, you didn't doubt colby saying he loved you for a second. it was something you felt in every way, every day you were with him.

#fanfic #angst #sam and colby #colby brock angst #colby brock x y/n #colby brock #sam golbach #tfil #colby brock blurb #colby brock one shot #colby #brock #colbybrock #corey scherer #elton castee #andrea russett #this love

[toomuchracket]

Matty looks so boyfriend in the new photos from the stoner interview 🥺🥺 Can you write something about him being cuddly and just really boyfriend <3333 Lots of fluff

he doesssss i want to kiss his stupid pretty face!! anyhoo. i have actually been thinking a lot about going to ikea with matty - i know he's rich as shit and he has tables in his gaff that probably cost more than my parents spent on raising me, so for the sake of this blurb you guys have yet to move in together and it's you who needs some new bookcases/bookshelves to house your ever-expanding collection, so you drag matty with you to get some. and of course he tags along because duh! it's ikea. it's a fun day out. at this point, i see the relationship being established - you've definitely dropped the l bomb - but not quite at the "move in with me" stage. not that that stops either of you from being delulu about it; you're walking around holding hands, both imagining you're picking out things for the home you share, smiling like idiots. matty's insistent on going into all the fake kitchens to look inside the drawers and cupboards for fun things, being like "babe! look how smart that is!" when he finds them lol. you're insistent on looking in the fake living rooms to judge interior design choices - matty makes mental notes of everything you love and everything you hate, and collapses into giggles when you glare at some other person walking into the same fake room as you and angrily mutter "get out of my fucking house" under your breath. when you get to the sofa section, matty flops down on several and pulls you into him for a cuddle, which is sweet, and then does a similar thing in the beds department, which is less sweet; he's like "ah fantastic i've always said we should be able to spoon in the middle of the day", you're giggling in a half mortified half lovesick way, and there's wee old ladies going past looking absolutely scandalised lmao. the kids section is also kinda fun - matty tries to fit through the little tunnels between the rooms and fails miserably, and gets pouty when you pick up a djungelskog (idk how to spell it) bear and announce you're buying it, very like "but what about cuddling me?", so naturally you end up hugging tightly in the middle of the ikea kids toy section lmao. but yeah, it's a very cute and domestic day out (and you get the ikea meatballs for lunch. absolute win) <3

#mads muses #mads answers asks #matty asks #fluff asks

[nyoomfruits]

peppermint smiles

pairing: max verstappen/charles leclrec  word count: 1k a/n: i was going to write this cute little drabble about max asking charles to move in with him but then these boys decided to have feelings about it and then it turned into this thousand word monster, lmao

hope you enjoy!

When Max wakes up that morning, it’s still dark outside, and the alarm clock on his bedside table cheerfully tells him it’s only 5 am. He groans and rolls onto his back, desperately trying to fall back asleep but failing miserably. Next to him, Charles makes a soft snuffling noise and buries himself deeper into the blankets. Max flips him off halfheartedly, but can’t help but smile fondly as Charles softly starts snoring.

He turns to his side, flips back down onto his back, realizes not a single position is going to make him fall back asleep and his tossing and turning is only going to risk waking up Charles, and decides to just give up all together.

So he quietly slides out of bed and puts on a shirt that’s definitely his but a pair of sweatpants that might actually be Charles’s, and makes his way towards the kitchen.

He fiddles with the coffeemaker for a bit, manages to produce a semi decent cup of coffee and then shuffles outside, sitting down on one of the chairs on the balcony to watch the sun rise over Monaco.

It’s the summer break, and they’ve been spending most of their time at Max’s place, which makes sense, because Max’s place is bigger and better located, but it’s not something they’ve really talked about, which is what’s causing Max’s sleeplessness.

When he asked Charles on a date, almost over a year ago at this point, he never thought he would get this far and so he never spend much time worrying about it. He just took it one day at a time, and enjoyed every moment he got to spend with Charles.

But then they became more serious, started becoming exclusive, started calling each other boyfriends, and now here they are, halfway the summer break and they’ve only seen the inside of Charles’s apartment that one time they went to pick up some of his stuff at the beginning of break. And they still haven’t really talked about any of it.

He knows it wouldn’t be weird to ask Charles to move in with him. They’re practically already living together anyway. But it still feels momentous somehow. Everything else with Charles, he’d sort of fell into. This, this is a conscious choice. An easy one, for him, but he’s not sure how Charles is going to feel about it. What if it’s too much too soon? What if he’s been interpreting their relationship completely wrong this whole time?

He doesn’t realize how badly he’s zoned out until he gets shaken from this thoughts by the sound of the balcony door opening, and the sun is already shining brightly in the sky. His coffee in his hand is freezing cold, and he places it on the side table with a sigh.

“Goodmorning, chérie,” Charles says, leaning over to press a soft kiss to the top of Max’s head.

“Hey,” Max says, leaning his head back so he can kiss Charles properly. He tastes like peppermint toothpaste and smells like lavender body wash, and Max’s realizes he really must’ve zoned out terribly if he didn’t even hear Charles puttering around in the bathroom.

“You okay?” Charles asks, handing Max a fresh cup of coffee while sitting down and taking a sip of his own.

“’M fine,” Max mumbles, wrapping his hands around the coffee cup, leaning back into his chair.

Charles raises an eyebrow, glancing at the discarded, cold cup of coffee and Max’s tousled hair. “You sleep well?” He asks, knowingly, and Max hates how observant he is sometimes.

Max avoids the question by taking a sip of coffee, and then decides it’s now or never, fuck dancing around it. Either this goes brilliantly and it makes his day, or it goes terrible and it ruins everything, but there really is no point postponing the inevitable.

“Move in with me.”

Charles who, blissfully unaware of the bombshell heading his way, had just taken a sip of his coffee, chokes on said sip and gets sent into a full on coughing fit. “Christ, Max,” he heaves out between coughs, “warn a guy next time, will you.”

“Right, yes, sorry,” Max says, abruptly standing up from his chair, the coffee from his own cup sloshing over the edge with the force of the movement. “Shouldn’t have sprung that upon you, I’m sorry.” He jerkily moves towards the balcony door, trying so hard not to come across too disappointed.

Charles grabs his wrist before he can properly leave, pulling him back gently. “Hey, no, Max, that’s not what I meant. I was talking about the timing of my coffee sip, it’s… So not the point actually, come on, sit back down,” Max lets himself be manhandled back into his chair, forced to look at Charles, who’s beaming brightly at him.

“I would love to move in with you,” Charles says, and Max narrows his eyes at him.

“But?”

Charles rolls his eyes and groans. “Jesus Christ, Max, you’re impossible. No buts. Except maybe yours.” He throws in one of his terrible winks at the end there, and for the first time since they’ve started this conversation, Max’s chest starts to feel a little looser. “I would love to move in with you, period. I mean, let’s be honest, I pretty much already live here anyway.”

“I know, it’s just, we never really talked about it, and I didn’t want to assume anything,” Max says, with a bashful little shrug, taking another sip of coffee just to give his hands something to do.

Charles looks at him intently, “is that why you were zoning out on the balcony at 6 in the morning? And why you couldn’t sleep? Oh, Max.” He says Max’s name so soft, so fondly, Max feels his heart skip an actual beat. “I’m in this, chérie. Whether you like it or not. For me, there’s no one else, okay? It’s you and me, all the way to the finish line.”

Max, who didn’t realize how much he needed to hear those words until that exact moment, smiles softly. “All the way to the finish line,” he repeats, reaching out to grab Charles’s hand.

Charles squeezes his hand and sends him a fond smile. They don’t talk for a while after that, just sit there in the early morning light of the Monaco sun, drinking their coffee and enjoying each other’s presence.

Later that day, they will look into moving Charles’s stuff, selling the old apartment, all the other things they need to arrange to make this official.

But for now, it’s just them, sharing secret smiles over the rim of their coffee cups as Monaco slowly wakes up around them.

#lestappen #drabble #writing the coffee cup choreography for this fic was insane #HOW MANY SIPS IS TOO MANY SIPS #anyway i thoroughly enjoyed writing this one so i hope y'all enjoy reading it!!

[soemthingsparkly]

i would absolutely love to share a rant!

all the characters are so psychologically fucked up in such a realistic way that i didn't see represented much. grian venting to tango about feeling left out. the fact that he felt left out at all over something so small. they're so codependent and i love it.

and then there's scott and jimmy's dynamic. scott kissing jimmy and then jimmy venting to grian and then grian just responding with "HE DID WHAT??????" and then at the cafe. the idea of someone doing something they shouldn't have and then having a panic attack over a third party's opinion on it is so... idk how to say it. like i said, a type of fucked up that you don't see talked about much and i relate so hard to it. it's clear scott's probably trying his best out at least trying a lot to not hurt jimmy but he's failing miserably and i don't think he even realizes it. and like. yeah. ive been there. i don't actually know why scott broke up with him but i get the vibe it was supposed to be like. to help jimmy in some way. like "oh wait ive been toxic maybe i should end this for his sake". but doing that obviously hurt jimmy, especially since he didn't say *why* he did it. and scott obviously did something really drastic and sudden so he's not doing well either and he really wants to go back to jimmy. he knows he's being manipulative and it's not on purpose but in trying to stop and be better he keeps making things worse. and like. this is all a side thing. this fic is mostly about mumscarian and you threw in this flower husbands sideplot but it's still so fleshed out and so *real*.

and speaking of the mumscarian thing the way you write their friendships, especially grian and mumbo's is amazing. it's not like. a stepping stone to a romantic relationship even though they are going to end up in one. very "not more than friends, different from friends" vibes /vpos. it doesn't feel like they're ending up in a romantic relationship. it feels like they're making their relationship romantic and i love that so much.

grian just texting mumbo that he's bored gives such hcs7 vibes and like he yeah they're so codependent and it's so obvious from grian's side my god

and the way you write pearl is amazing, she's got this sibling energy and it's great.

the way you write all of them is amazing actually. i can hear everything they say in their voices. the clockers are on point, especially scar and bdubs.

i could keep going im sure lmao but anyway great fic i love it if you read this ill cry /pos

This has been sitting in my ask box for a while because I just love it so much anon and I was like~~~ how do I respond to such a long ask with the same level of enthusiam?

I wanna break this ask into chunks and there's bits of your ask I wanna respond to directly, so...

all the characters are so psychologically fucked up in such a realistic way that i didn't see represented much.

I'm glad you think so! I definitely feel like I'm being a little bit risky with how I'm presenting some of the, I suppose, human consequences of being human?

I think a lot of what fandom (in general) consumes gets a little over-sanitised these days. Our favourite characters aren't allowed to be flawed like real people, they must be flawed in a way that is either endearing, entertaining (sarcastic or snarky), or easily forgivable.

But that's not always that interesting when it comes to wanting characters we can truly relate to?

Grian gets upset he's left out not just because he has Trauma™, but because he does have a co-dependancy on Mumbo that borders on unhealthy. Tango tells Grian to, in not so many words, get over himself and try and have fun - not because he knew Grian would respond well to it, but because he's blunt and doesn't know how to comfort people gently. Bdubs makes fun of Scar for being disabled, because he knows that everybody in that group chat understands he's joking and that his comments will never leave that group chat (in-world that is, of course, everybody who reads the fic will read them).

And Scott for example, is not a very well-liked character amongst readers at the moment, but he's absolutely one of my favourite to write. You put it pretty well here:

he knows he's being manipulative and it's not on purpose but in trying to stop and be better he keeps making things worse.

Like yes, exactly. He's trying to do better, but the actions he takes that he thinks (or is being co-erced into believing via mental illness) will make things better, keep making things worse and he doesn't really understand how to do it right. And haven't we all been in that position before?

And yet up until chapter 17, we've only ever seen into their dynamic from the outside. We've only ever seen Scott's actions from Jimmy's POV or from the POV of someone who cares about Jimmy.

And somehow it's Jimmy, of all people, defending Scott.

It's absolutely fascinating to see readers reactions and I'd be so happy to talk about this forever and ever and ever, hehehe.

And what you said about Mumbo and Grian's relationship, here:

very "not more than friends, different from friends" vibes /vpos. it doesn't feel like they're ending up in a romantic relationship. it feels like they're making their relationship romantic and i love that so much.

I'm actually SO glad you feel that way about them, because that's exactly the way I feel about them, too. They're not just friends, so much as they're Grian and Mumbo. The idea of them being friends almost suggests an alternative of them being not friends and I just don't there's a way in this world that they can exist and be without one another. So yes, I love this a lot and I love that you feel that way about them.

Thank you so much for this absolutely beautiful message - I am such a fan of analysing characters and their interactions and all that. Frankly, thank you for giving me a space to talk at length about the way these characters are in this fic!!

Here is a tissue for the tears, I hope you don't cry too hard. Remember to stay hydrated <333

Lumi <3

#the hermit coffee co. #hcc Grian #hcc Mumbo #hcc Scott #hcc Tango #hcc discussion #lumi answers #hcc Bdubs

[shellyshroom]

Y'all y'all y'all y'all.. Forgot to post about this but I'm making a new show of my own titled "Pinespire"!!!

The show follows Shelly, the creative protagonist who's literally me, who loves meeting with her friends in Pinespire which is this little medieval town based on "Helen". It's also known as "the town where weird things happen" because weird nonsense happens everyday in that town. The citizens are pretty much used to it. There's gonna also probably be so many magical beings who exist in this show because they live in a fantasy location.. Maybe one of the magical beings casted a spell on Pinespire and that's why weird things are happening everyday in that town in the first place.

About Shelly's character.. She loves art and nature. She winds up working at the art camp in Pinespire due to it being art outside in the wilderness. There could maybe be a scene where she teaches "the different shapes in the clouds", where you were to look up at the clouds and come up with ideas on what they look like.

Aside from art and nature, she's also OBSESSED with Christmas but only really brings up her insane Christmas obsession during the Christmas specials. It wouldn't make sense for her to randomly bring up Christmas at her art camp. Shelly also loves to play the tambourine and is usually playing it at her art camp when talking about the art of music.

Every episode of the show's gonna focus on each of the friends, or all of the friends, so we can see what they all act like or what they all do either at home or in Pinespire. Maybe one or more of these friends in this friend group has a rival or a special interest or power. Maybe Shelly gets gifted the power of bringing people together or some shit like that /j..

There's also this royal villain duo who want to destroy Pinespire because it took over their land and/or replaced their land. They also hate whimsy and fun.. They're all about being "logical" or "serious" except for their son, who's this villainous prince but he's not as evil as those 2. He has some goofiness in him, and a soft side, while still keeping a rather cruel or pompous attitude.

The royalty are usually sending their son into the town to try and destroy and/or ruin the place. There are also times where they want their son to try and scare away everyone in the village so they can try and tear it apart that way.. But Shelly and the gang are always obliviously getting in the way.

The friend group shenanigans is gonna probably be the A plot... Meanwhile the prince acting goofy in town, working in literally every store, and failing miserably with his stuff is gonna be the B plot. I'm thinking maybe him getting a new job in every episode could be a running gag. He thinks getting a new job and acting foolish during the job will run people out of the village with how poor the service is. He also thinks it's an easy way to find Shelly and the gang obviously…

This show's gonna be quite simple, but as original as possible y'know? It's still a W.I.P for now as well.. It might get even more original in the future..!

The prince is also probably gonna secretly fall in love with Shelly without telling anyone. He is gonna act like a nervous wreck everytime he sees her but not to the point of the show getting annoying. Another running gag could POSSIBLY be him getting distracted by Shelly every time he's trying to do something villainous... But I feel that'd make people hate the show lmao..

Also... To end this discussion about the prince... He'd probably end up having a soft spot for the village and its people. Instead of instantly having a crush on Shelly, he'd probably slowly grow to have a crush on her without anyone knowing. At first he'd probably wanna try scaring Shelly and her friends out the village so he can destroy it, but then comes to a realization he has a bit of a crush on her and acts like a socially awkward person around her.

Meanwhile... Shelly doesn't even know who he truly is, because he's always in some job outfit every time he's meeting Shelly.. And Shelly thinks he's just some weird man who's failing at everything he's doing, and not some serious threat. Shelly absolutely cannot stand the prince acting like a Pinespire citizen, because she thinks he's absolutely bonkers.

The prince doesn't want to reveal who he is to Shelly, because he's afraid Shelly would know who he is and become absolutely terrified, when in reality Shelly has a secret crush on him as the prince and not him acting like a citizen. Miraculous ladybug ass moment /j

Shelly has a crush on the prince, because she heard about the prince several times on the news, and thought he was really cute. Her friends would tease her about it, in a playful way of course! They'd say things like “imagine if the prince met you in person and fell in love with you”, when that's foreshadowing what happens later.

Shelly is also very well hidden or calm about her crush on him as a prince too.. Not bringing it up much unless it's with her friends.. Also unlike most girls in cartoons crushing hard on men, she isn't even that creepy or obnoxious about it at all. She actually has her limits when it comes to crushing if this makes sense. She KNOWS how obnoxious people can get with their crushes. She's seen it several times before.

Anywho yeah… Shelly crushes on the prince, not knowing that the prince is actually in the town dressed up as random ass workers each time. Shelly hates every one of them and KNOWS for a fact it's some random guy dressed up as a different worker because of how poor his job disguises are.. Like he doesn't look like himself as a prince at least, but he can't come up with a different job disguise as if he only has one set of clothes.

Also yet again.. The simping in this show won't be extreme nor will it be the whole plot of the series... The simping is only a special addition to the show... Adding onto both the prince and Shelly's personality throughout their separate adventures. Plus I'm literally a person who has massive crushes on fictional characters so of course I'm adding this in, don't judge me..! :)

I could see the soundtrack of this show being very fantasyland-like… OR maybe Carousel music could work. Also despite the friend group being based on my closest friends I was thinking of making it a diverse cast..

Also I forgot to mention this.. But the reason why the village is called "Pinespire" is because all the buildings are made of pine wood and look like those fantasy or German buildings. Another reason it's called this is because all the trees surrounding that place are pine trees, and the village's logo would probably be a pinecone..

Or heck maybe the most famous restaurant at that place could be called the pine cone restaurant or something like that..,,

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There's more info on it there! Hshhsvvsv.,,

#show making #show concept #i'll admit it's really bland so far 😭 #work in progress

[lunapwrites]

So my partner and I finally watched Oppenheimer and I have... comments.

First: I did enjoy the movie, in the sense that I found it entertaining and beautiful to look at. However, it's the first 3+ hour movie I've ever sat through where I actually FELT it.

Oppenheimer, in my view, suffered dearly from several glaring flaws:

- pacing issues

- narrative confusion

- sound mixing issues

- the presence of Florence Pugh's breasts entire character (sorry Flo)

Again, I liked the film overall. I thought it was beautifully shot, the acting was superb, Görranson was throwing his whole pussy into the score - no complaints there. But despite that, I'm still kinda shocked at the acclaim this movie is getting: the writing is fucking awful. (Not like Twilight bad but the kind of bad where I'm sitting here like "this is pretty but also why am I watching it?") And that's the bottom line: I'm legitimately confused as to what the story is here. ("It's a biopic about Oppenheimer." This was not a biopic. This was Christopher Nolan jerking off for three hours over how he could do A Beautiful Mind better - and failing miserably.)

If I had to hazard a guess, I'd say that the scattered nature of the narrative was supposed to mirror Opp's relative cluelessness about what was going on around him, his sense of self importance, his insistence on hiding his own feelings and motivations - the truth about himself. When he opines about "is anyone going to tell the truth about what's happening here?" the viewer is meant to include him. And there were moments in the film where I thought this tone was nailed, and it did a fantastic job with illustrating the conflict between what he was saying and what he was thinking or feeling - the speech after the bombs were dropped immediately comes to mind here. But there were other moments where Nolan obfuscates so much that the point of the scenes - and the emotional impact - is completely lost. In others, he relies on telling rather than showing, which there is ABSOLUTELY NO EXCUSE FOR IN A FILM SETTING, CHRISTOPHER, YOU ARE LITERALLY USING THE SHOWING MEDIUM.

For example, we're told by Matt Damon's character whose name escapes me that Oppenheimer has a reputation as a womanizer - but up until that point, you really only see him involved with two women, and only one of those (Kitty) was sus - the other was him just kinda pathetically chasing a woman who just kinda seemed to use him for D appointments but had no real interest in him, which didn't give that claim a lot of credibility imo. Now, later in the film, when he talks about his affair with... Lawrence's wife? IDK there's so many names lmao. Anyway, he's called on the carpet about it by one of his friends and easily admits he was having the affair but her husband never found out, ergo, no problem. That, in my view, did WAY more legwork in showing he was an arrogant piece of shit than the entire storyline with Florence Pugh's character, which I felt either needed to be fleshed out more so her only purpose in the film wasn't just to be naked (as I think the implication was that she was important to Opp and her death hit him hard) or else removed entirely. (I also think the scene in the hearing where she was making AGGRESSIVE EYE CONTACT with Kitty while riding her husband, while a powerful visual, was an unnecessary POV switch from Opp to Kitty - head hopping, in other words. In the bad sense. Would have worked better if the story was entirely from Kitty's POV, if other such switches between them were present in the film, or if it was reworked to show it from Opp's POV. But I digress.)

Another example, which I have less to say about overall, is when Opp tells the commissioners (and the viewers) that he was homesick. The scene cuts to him crying or having an anxiety attack or something in bed while visualizing lots of shiny things on the ceiling. There was a lot of opportunity for some impactful character building that was utterly squandered with that single line, particularly because the scene moved on without addressing it again. I feel like there were clearer ways to show homesickness, and more interesting ways to play the scene off of Opp telling us he was homesick - particularly if the goal is to show him as someone who understates or misrepresents his own thoughts, feelings, and opinions.

The movie focuses on three separate key elements: Opp's personal life, his work on the Manhattan Project, and the one-sided duel with Strauss. However, it doesn't do a great job of threading these elements together, or of telling them individually. All three plot lines are half-finished/told and jumbled together in no particular order, and Nolan might think that's a bit of narrative genius, but I've got ADHD and even I don't jump around in a story that badly.

Time jumps and flashbacks are a fantastic tool to use, if used wisely, but Nolan's got a flashback jumping right into a time jump into another flashback into a POV swap and so on and so forth, and between that and the 3 million names that get dropped in the film, it's very easy to get lost. And there's so many characters, there's no time to really get any kind of emotional investment in any of them. The flashbacks and time jump have no impact: there's nothing grounding them, so there's nothing for them to "hit."

Anyway I have a lot more thoughts on this, but I'm legitimately falling asleep every 3 words despite being this heated about it, so I'm just going to leave it at that for now lol.

#oppenheimer #movie review #critique #lp watches #lp talks

[bestworstcase]

lying on the floor thinking abt how ironwood embodied and was corrupted by the ugliest characteristics of the god of light; the desire for absolute control, the latent hostility and disdain for human emotion, the absolute inability to see beyond his own designs for the world and his perceived creations—even ironwood’s obsessive single-minded focus on getting penny on a leash no matter the cost echoes the way light responded each time salem defied him—

& like. ozpin is absent throughout v7 but oscar devotes most of his time on screen to prying ironwood away from that path, with negligible success—there’s the beginning of a turn after jacques’ arrest, yes, but by the end of the volume it’s crystal clear that ironwood went for the “tell the truth, protect and rally mantle” plan because it made him feel in control of the situation again and the instant cinder and salem shattered that illusion of control, he recoiled from it and lashed out at the allies he perceived as having tricked him into letting his guard down—and ozpin doesn’t return until oscar’s effort in this regard has finally and irrevocably failed. which keeps sticking in my brain as important, particularly in light of watts in 6.4 saying that ozpin is the only person who stood a chance of getting through to ironwood.

(sidebar i think watts was being overly pessimistic there, about the possibility of ozpin foiling them by talking sense into ironwood. even before ozpin died and ironwood entered his fascism death spiral, ironwood marched into an allied kingdom with his armada in tow without so much as a courtesy warning, chafed openly when ozpin declined to blindly deploy that armada on the basis of hearsay from a fifteen year old kid, politically stabbed ozpin in the back by freezing him out of his own council, and throughout it all moped about ozpin not trusting him enough. like,, lmao)

and then of course there’s the fact that atlas was specifically a project that ironwood and ozpin shared—and atlas itself is and has always been used narratively as a symbol for the hollow promises, failures, and illusory progress of the post-war society ozma designed—and the entire story up to this point was a slow inexorable build towards the fall of atlas.

it just seems like a microcosm of what’s going on with ozma and the god of light and the divine mandate? in that ozma’s loyalty to the gods (or at minimum, the inertia of his original loyalty to them) feels reflected in his choice of ironwood to guard the relic of creation and shepherd the floating city meant to represent the ideals ozma thinks humanity needs to achieve to earn salvation—he picks a champion who resembles the god of light himself!—and then, when the budding tyrant he trusted spins around to shoot him he’s not even present to—like his self-imposed isolation inside oscar’s head renders him powerless to even try to change this situation for the better! ozpin later claims that he was secretly there all along, but the only times he resurfaces are when oscar is in immediate mortal peril so i’m not sure that i buy that, at least not in the sense of ozpin having full conscious awareness of what was happening around oscar throughout v7; but either way, his miserable isolation blinded him to the developing crisis—either literally or willfully—and he roused himself just a little too late to prevent catastrophe. again.

(gestures vaguely at lost fable, at ozma trying so hard to have it both ways with salem, to be with the apostate and manipulate her into serving the gods so he wouldn’t have to choose, for years and years and years until his lies and passivity metastasized and they destroyed each other, gestures vaguely at the v5-6 promising not to lie in one breath and immediately lying again in the next, until his secrets got squeezed out of him by the avatar of knowledge who palpably holds him in disdain and his house of cards imploded in his face; also gestures vaguely at ozma the heroic knight errant who faced down an army alone to save one person, and how thousands of years have whittled him down to a morally bankrupt shell of what he was and how that slow putrefaction of his character has been driven every step of the way by refusal to act in some form or another. waves hands it’s about the paralysis of being caught between his conscience and his god-given task)

anyway

i think a normal amt about the blinding of rapunzel’s prince and the exile in the desert and the restoration of his sight when she finds him there

ANYWAY, with the way things are resolved re: ozpin’s return in v8 and the fall of atlas having set the stage, narratively, for a massive paradigm shift in the immediate future and the kids who didn’t fall being in vacuo now—kingdom of destruction, presumable home of the maiden whose fairytale theme is “dont view the world at a distance, take an active part in it,” and the place where eighty years ago ozma won a war with a magical sword nuke and sculpted the world into what it is now, stagnant rotting husk of his ideals that it is—on top of the structural change in salem’s role in v7-8… i just. i just,,

hhhhhh

#NOT TO MENTION #salem has creation + knowledge in her hands now #the *storytelling* qualities #plus the likelihood that she ordered cinder not to go to amity #BECAUSE she wanted it intact for some reason #e.g. intending to use it herself later #and the strong theme in her arc #of the power storytellers have to shape reality #(in a story SHE IS THE NARRATOR OF!!) #like . . . #if rwby is gonna put a spin on #rapunzel’s anguish healing her lover’s sight #after she finds him wandering lost in the desert #um. now is the time and the set up for it is RIGHT THERE #i feel deranged

[eirasummersart]

Basic info:

Here's my notes on how the relationship starts and develops! C: I did this mostly for myself so it might not be too prettily written, but I think it's still understandable! I hope you enjoy!

Big text under the cut~

As a preamble to this whole thing, they won’t have almost any interaction in their first  and second years at NRC. Szi would try a lot to get close to him and gain his favour, but will fail miserably each time (mostly because when he tries it is at events or gatherings and Mal is never invited lmao). Either way, both of them are pretty loners in nature anyway, so that contributes as well.

Still, I do feel like this only starts moving along as the “plot” moves along in the main story. Meaning, MC brings change to the whole school in a way, and that sets things in motion for these two as well.

Also, I might have to revise this when Dia chapter comes out, but we’ll go with what I know for now askfhasklf

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So, to start off, Szi’s POV of Mal at the start of it all:

Mal is the person he admires and respects the most at this point. Aside from all the things he’s heard about him from other people, he has also briefly seen him around campus and the dorm and he’s always regal and powerful, so his admiration just grew even more.

Also he’s the only person he does not feel envy for, since he’s obviously in another league completely. No way Szi would ever remotely be even close to beating him in any way or form. Or at least, that’s how he feels about the situation.

He’s also probably the only person he’d ever truly listen to. He loves and respects his family, as well as respect some other people, but with those he’d more likely “abide to please them” even if he might not agree wholeheartedly with them. But with Mal, he’d seriously think about it and change his point of view because “there’s no way he’s in the wrong” in a way?

Even if he does try to get close to him and gain his favour, he does not expect anything else. Neither friendship nor closeness. He perceives himself as too lowly for that. He’d be happy just with an acknowledgement of his existence and some sort of small approval from Mal.

And now for Mal’s POV about Szi so we have both perspectives to star off:

Even before going to NRC, he had heard about Szi in passing. He is the son of an old prestigious family, so word about him goes around. Especially how “he’s almost magicless” and “how rude and spiteful” he is, there were never nice words about him.

Now, Mal is not one to blindly trust gossip, I’m sure, but still, when it’s always such a prevalent bad opinion you keep hearing, you’re slightly on guard about that person, just in case.

So when they went to study at NRC at the same time, he was wary but curious. He did not approach him, but instead kept an eye on him from afar. He wanted to see just how right or wrong all the rumours were, somehow.

At first Szi seemed to be doing ok. He mostly kept to himself, not involving himself with other people, and he seemed to do ok with any magic related class. But soon, as the weeks passed, Mal saw him start to belittle his classmates, still acting regal but being extremely rude at the same time. But then, he also saw how hard he worked in all of his classes and saw small glimpses of how difficult it was for him to conjure any magic at all, but kept his composure anyway if he was in front of others.

Little by little, Mal started to see Szi’s potential and his weaknesses. He did not approach him ever, but enjoyed seeing him from afar whenever their paths crossed in some way. He also soon reached the conclusion that he turned that way mostly because of the harsh gossip surrounding him and it was such a shame it turned that way.

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All this is pretty much the state of things as they go to their 3rd year. But then MC brings change with them.

And the first one to “change” is Riddle. Who is also, the one Szi has the most inferiority complex for, so it shocks him deeply as well. Before that he “hated Riddle” for being better than him, but also could see the similarities between them (specially their isolation due to their personalities). That brought him a bit of solace. But with the change of Riddle being “nicer” and starting to mingle better with others, Szi just gets way worse, with Riddle and everyone else.  After he’s so unstable because of this and lashes out at Riddle one day, Malleus confronts him and ends up making him realise what his problem is and encourages him to  fix it little by little. Szi completely respects Malleus, so he promises to do his best to be better and change himself for the best.

Now onto how it slowly develops: 

So, after that particular point in time, Szi becomes somehow calmer and more cooperative. It takes him a lot of effort, he’s awkward as heck and he hates every moment of it. But he still does, as he said he would.

His relationship with Riddle gets way better and they become some sort of awkward friends. He also tries mostly at first with Rook, since they were already sorta friends before all this and he feels more comfortable with him. I have to write the change in dynamic with some other characters too, but those two for sure. Obviously, he won’t become friends with everyone, he still has standards lmao.

As for Mal, they start talking. And spending time together and he keeps praising him when he does things right. And Szi is confused as heck. After the conversation they had, he thought Mal would go back to not talking to him. “He only talked to him that one time because he was forced to, with how much of a disappointment Szi was, nothing else, right??”

But Mal keeps finding him, starting conversations, speaking as if they were close for a long time. Szi is not worthy of his time. But every time he tells him that, Mal looks visibly displeased by it, so Szi stops saying it. And then he just accepts the attention Mal wants to give him but never pushes for it himself. He wouldn’t dare ask for any more.

From Mal’s perspective he just felt like after that conversation there was no need for him to stay far away anymore. It was way more interesting to also get Szi’s feedback on the situations along with observing him. 

But also, he had never seen Szi make so many expressions while talking with anyone else but him. He mostly only had a displeased scowl or a superiority gaze. But with Mal he was often more shy, unsure, tense because he’s looking for his approval. And when he does praise him, Szi tries to hide his blush and hopeful joy. But Mal still sees it, and he finds all those glimpses of Szi’s emotions endearing. So he keeps pursuing them.

At the same time, he realises that Szi would do anything Mal asks him to do. Or even slightly suggest. So he starts being really careful and measured with his words. Making sure he gives him plenty of options when it’s something that Mal is just giving a personal opinion on, and only being more direct and unwavering when he’s discouraging Szi’s bad habits or old harmful patterns. 

But then, as his words become more measured and careful, he still has a need to get closer. So he starts sitting closer to him, brushing his shoulder, finding an excuse to hold his hand briefly, invading his personal space. He does not realise he’s even doing it until one day he gets too carried away and Szi blushes furiously with a “This is not appropriate!!” and bolts away. He had only put his arm around his shoulders.

So first we have Szi in total denial of what’s going on. He doesn’t even dare to think about what is going on, because “It can’t be that. Not at all, not possible. Someone as lowly as him can’t have lord Malleus’ attention in that way. This is inappropriate and he should stop thinking about it.” But a small unconscious part of his brain longs for something and he squashes it whenever it dares to speak.

On the other hand, at that moment Mal realised his feelings. He just found him so endearing, not only when he saw him all flustered because of his advances (which he now realised he had unconsciously been making), but when he’s focused on something, when he tried to be serious and dignified (if he succeeded or failed at that, he was adorable either way), the little instances where he was actually proud of something he did. He just wanted to see him, keep him close, show how amazing he was to everyone else but not wanting anyone else to see at the same time. 

But of course, Mal was painfully aware that it wouldn’t be that easy. Szi had kept their distance as much as Mal had been trying to close it. He suspected it was out of “properness” but wouldn’t actually reject him otherwise. So he decided he had to be direct.

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So, after a few weeks of waiting for the right moment while dancing around the matter, he brings up the topic. He tells him how he’s become an irreplaceable person to him and how he wants to have him by his side forever.

But then, stubborn and in denial Szi interprets this as Mal wanting him to be part of his close retainers in the future. So he instantly agrees with a “Of course, whatever Lord Malleus wishes.” with a bow. 

That hurts even if Mal already expected something like this to happen, so he turns to an even more direct approach. He tells him he wants them to be equals and have Szi as his life partner.

When Szi frantically denies being good enough for that and “How could he even dare to be that with Lord Malleus??” then Mal uses the last card he had. His last hope of this working, and tells him he wants them to “become a family”. He knows how important family is for Szi and how much it means to him (everyone does), so he hopes he’ll understand how serious he is when he mentions that.

Szi is momentarily stunned after that. He truly looks at him for the first time during this conversation and contemplates the possibility. And he longs for it so much, but he shouldn’t, but Mal wants to. In the end, he blushes furiously, looks away and answers in a really soft voice “I’d love for us to be a family.” And Mal just gives him a soft hug in response and Szi shily, carefully, hugs him back.

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Now we move onto the “beginning of the relationship” drama. Because, of course, Szi takes everything too seriously and overthinks way too much lsahfsalkf

At first not much changed. They had been spending a lot of time lately already. But now Mal sits just a bit closer now, even when in front of others. And, the most significant change, he demands that Szi stops calling him “my lord” or “Lord Malleus” and just use Malleus instead. 

When Szi says he “couldn’t possibly do that” Mal jokes with a “Then you can call me anything else you want to~ I’m not against pet names either~” Which makes Szi relent and agree to just call him by his name “What a shame~”. He still forgets sometimes, especially in front of other people, but slowly only calls him by his name more and more. As for Mal, he’d sometimes use “my dear”, “my beloved” or “my love” when they’re alone, which makes Szi’s head almost explode from embarrassment lol.

In the first few weeks after their relationship changes, Szi is still a bit in shock because “this is actually happening”. He still doesn’t dare to even touch Mal and only accepts when he initiates it. But still, just soft innocent brushes of his shoulder and lightly touching his hand. If he tries anything else, Szi pulls away out of bashfulness. Either way, Mal is patient. He expected as much.

But then, after those weeks pass, Szi’s mentality suddenly changes. He accepted this without thinking too much at the time. But he is definitely not worthy of Lord Malleus. Szi has so many flaws still, so much to learn, he needs to be better, stronger, more reliable. He can’t bring shame to him, he’d die if he does. And so, the only way he can think of making this work is to bury himself in his studies and his self-improvement.

He starts to isolate himself heavily, even more than before he had that change in direction. He’s even more irascible than previously and will snap at anyone interrupting his obsessive study and practice. He almost doesn’t sleep either.

When Mal tries to at least stay with him in the same room so they can be close even if Szi is busy, Szi pushes him away because “Your sole presence is the biggest distraction to me, you can’t be here! I won’t concentrate!!” to which Mal feels somehow happy for, but also sad to be pushed away. Still, he decides to give him some time, for a while.

So he gives him a couple of weeks…. 3 weeks… a month… It just gets worse. Even when they have some time to be together, Szi is putting himself even lower than usual, he’s obsessing greatly over this. Now he won’t let Mal even slightly touch him because “He does not deserve it” and “He can’t be distracted with pointless feelings, he has to be better.” At that point Mal has had enough.

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Then, after leaving Szi alone for a couple of days to calm down, and also so Mal can organise his thoughts, he sits him down to talk. After seeing Szi’s immediate fearful expression at telling him that, the first thing he says is “I still love you, I’m not gonna leave you.” which makes Szi visibly relax from how tense he had been.

He then reminds him that they’re equals, and it’s ok for him to try to be better and focus on his studies (as Szi always did, because he took them seriously and Mal liked that part of him). But he loved him as he was and he did not have to prove himself to be next to him. 

“If the future king thinks you’re an adequate person to marry him, isn’t that more than enough to prove your worth?” “M-Marriage…?” “Obviously, I said I wanted us to become family, didn’t I?”

Even if Szi still thinks he can be better and should, he can’t say no to Mal. Especially after seeing him so worried about him. So he agrees to try his best to not try as much (Which sounds contradictory, but he can’t process it any other way hahah).

But with that resolved there’s one more topic to broach. And that is Szi pulling away from Mal every time he reaches for him. So he asks him directly if maybe Szi just does not want to be touched at all. Which would be fine, but Mal needs to know to accommodate.

“Of course not! It’s just… shameful…” “Is it shameful that I want to touch the person I love?” “No! That’s not what I mean! It’s just… If I indulge in it I won’t be able to stop myself…” “Isn’t that the point? I want you to indulge in me as much as I want to indulge in you.” “What are you saying??! (⁄ ⁄•⁄﹏̷⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄”

The conversation ends there because Szi is about to get a heart attack and Mal thinks they got most of the points resolved. At least, for now.

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But, after that, they do go back to a more relaxed routine. Szi starts to have a more acceptable schedule (even if he still spends most of his time studying) and they get to spend most of the study time together too, even if each is doing their own thing.

Szi stops pulling away from the soft sweet touches Mal keeps showering him with. And even more, he sometimes leans into them or gets closer after Mal initiates it, even if extremely bashful when he does so. Mal is more than happy about this.

But then one day, when they were sitting next to each other on the sofa, Szi actually got closer to Mal and side hugged him as he leant his head on his shoulder. Mal was so happy he wanted to just turn towards him and squish him close, but controlled himself. He couldn’t make Szi regret it and pull away. So he just softly, slowly, rested his head over Szi’s head and put his own arm around him too, basking in the happy moment.

Szi was almost dying inside when he did that, but felt intense relief when his affection was just casually reciprocated. He could just initiate affection and not be pushed away.

To end up, I guess I’ll throw some miscellaneous ideas from when they’re already in a stable relationship after the drama.

Szi, of course, believes they should keep their relationship private. It’s not appropriate to just share this with everyone lightly!! (But truly because he kinda still feels like he’d bring shame to Malleus). But Mal has none of that. He doesn’t go boasting about it, but if anyone asks, he’d confirm it curtly.

Also, the more comfortable Szi gets with physical touch, he’d slowly touch him more in front of other people. Sitting with their sides touching or putting Szi’s hand in his arm when walking somewhere together. But if he pushes too far, Szi will pull away calling him “shameless” (but now with a hint of fondness mixed with the embarrassment).

Once Szi starts to slowly accept the fact that they’re “the same” and he can just be himself (because that’s what Mal expects of him), he becomes more talkative. He talks about a lot of things, be it what he has been researching lately because it caught his interest, to what he plans to do the next couple of days, what happened lately with some of his new friends (because he’s been getting better at that and actually keeping up friendships) and he’d even discuss the ideas he’s had for his new writing and stories. (Sometimes he even lets Mal read some of his writing.)

Mal just happily listens to anything he wants to talk about and only interrupts to add something or ask for more details. More often than not, Szi talking about something new or interesting makes the conversation turn into a relaxed debate. Szi gets riled easily defending his positions and Mal likes to antagonise his positions just so he can see what Szi’s arguments are to refute him. (“When you get like that you remind me of my little sister. >:/” “You’re just too endearing when you’re passionate, my dear. But I’d love to hear about your sister too.” Which makes Szi start a big ramble about his whole family.)

Regarding physical affection they’re slow. Like, really slow. Szi is slowly learning to indulge but it takes him a lot to not just combust where he stands from any little touch. But once he gets comfortable with one, he really longs for it and greedily seeks more of it.

Mal is always the one to start anything new between them, but Szi usually accepts it quickly.  They’d eventually often cuddle with Szi clinging to Mal or having him hug Szi tightly. More often than not after having been reading a book together for a bit and  ending in a cuddle. The first time they kiss is during one of the cuddling seasons. Mal felt Szi was being softer and more pliant than usual and he went for it. Szi accepted it gladly and, after that day, it became a common occurrence for them. Szi won’t let him do it in front of other people though. But when Szi is the one to initiate the kisses, Mal feels secretly blessed for the rest of the week.

Szi will also often give Mal random gifts he thinks he would like. “They made me think of you…” as he hands them over. He would occasionally also give him beautifully written prose about how Mal makes him feel (He would write poetry but he’s not good at that. But Rook is helping him get better at it, so maybe someday?). Those aren’t as common because he’s really shy about them, but he’s no good about sharing his feelings out loud, so this is the best he can do for now.

Mal keeps all the little gifts carefully and would read the writing often because they make him happy. But only when alone, the one time he tried to read them in front of Szi he got so embarrassed he bolted away and avoided him the next day.

Mal doesn’t give as many gifts, but he would sometimes give him some practical things he knows Szi needs (a new pen, a new notebook…) or buys him some book he thinks he’d like.

Szi is extra careful when using the gifts Mal has given him. At first he wanted to just keep them safe and never use them, but Mal insisted he was happy seeing him use them, so now he makes sure to use all of them.

They don’t often fight, but when they do, Mal is always the first one to apologise. As soon as he does, Szi always relents and apologises right after him.

Both of them usually isolate themselves if they’re feeling upset about the other. They don’t often get into the “argument” part. Usually Mal would confront the situation quite early and they talk about it and try to fix the issue. Szi has way more problems expressing when he’s upset about something, even when asked, but he slowly gets better at it.

As for jealousy levels, Szi’s are off the charts. If he sees Mal talking too much with someone who aren’t his “guardians”, he gets a really ugly feeling inside. He knows he shouldn’t, so he tries to bottle it up. Mal usually notices (since he also knows he’s prone to that) and will reassure him later that he only has eyes for him.

As for Mal, he doesn’t get jealous much. He knows that Szi would absolutely never cheat on him in any way or form (he’s way too serious and dedicated). But sometimes he won’t like how someone is getting too close to Szi or even dare to touch him. In those cases he gets a strong urge to make sure everyone knows Szi is only his. But also stops himself out of respect. He’ll make sure he gets all of Szi’s attention later, when they’re alone.

But if the other person crosses a line, he’d definitely go to stop him. Otherwise, he’s usually more than happy to see Szi with his new friends and being more social, even if it’s little by little.

They’re also quite overprotective of each other. It doesn’t usually happen, but if someone hurts one of them, in any way, the other will be furious and go confront that person, unless they’re stopped. 

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As for their families reactions to them, the easier one to say is Szi’s family. They’d be absolutely ecstatic that he found someone he loves and loves him back.

His parents would both welcome Mal when he visits them, be all hospitality and sweet, as they always are. They “shouldn't treat him with so much familiarity and be more respectful!” Szi would cry, but they wouldn’t pay him any mind. If he loves their boy, he’s already part of the family, and he’d be treated as such. Mal is more than happy about it. Szi’s sisters would be a menace. They have no shame and would ask the most inappropriate questions (in the most refined manner, of course). Szi makes them shut up when he’s around, but when they leave them alone with Mal, he’d amusedly answer some of them. As for Szi’s little brother, he’d be his sweet self as always, and keep telling Mal how “He’s happy he’s with them now, because his brother looks so much happier lately!”. Mal would soon start to spoil him rotten, as they all do. Szi would be at the verge of dying of shame most of the time, but also be really happy that their most important people get along so greatly. 

With Mal’s family, I can’t say much since not much of them is known. But I’d go with them being wary for a bit. But Mal talks really straight forward about his decision and plans which makes them see how serious he is and they don’t take too long to accept them.

From that point on, Mal refers to Szi as his “fiancé” and Szi almost dies the first time he hears it.

They do end up getting married sometime after they’re both finished with their studies. They already knew they would, but Mal is the one to bring it up seriously once he thinks they’re ready for it.

Szi starts calling him “husband” often after that. Especially in front of others, like he’s trying to boast about it. Mal loves it and teasingly encourages it. 

They do have a few kids after that too. Szi loves family and having one of his own. 

He’d be happy with adopted children, but I’ll indulge in magic shenanigans and make them have biological children somehow~ Not sure how many yet, but at least 3, that’s for sure.

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That's all for my ramblings of them! This one was quite long asklfhasfkl I hope it was still interesting!! ❤ A bit more info on them on the next post, the ship questions one~

#twst #twst oc #Twisted Wonderland OC #Malleus Draconia #canon x oc #Malleszi #OC #Szilárd #Szilárd info

[hetaari]

2, 3, 5, 6, 8, 11, 13, 15, 17, 20, 21,22 and 24 for that writing ask game :)

Fun fact it took me ten thousand years to answer this bc this ask was apparently long enough to crash the app multiple times whilst I was answering it lmao

*cracks knuckles, cracks neck, cracks spine*

2: Tell us about what you’re most looking forward to writing – in your current project, or a future project

Augh I want to. Hurry to get to the interesting bits of An Unconventional Sort Of Enployment quickly!!! I’m editing the chapters that were already published bc I must’ve gotten so excited to publish them that they came out rushed :/// what I’m looking forward to most is developing relationships! I plan for everything to remain non-romantic bc I’m not good at writing romance lmao but that doesn’t make it any less fulfilling! Developing platonic relationships is actually one of my favorite things to write so I’m really looking forward to it

3: What is that one scene that you’ve always wanted to write but can’t be arsed to write all of the set-up and context it would need? (consider this permission to write it and/or share it anyway)

It’s actually a whole fic idea and also it’s vocaloid so maybe you wouldn’t find it very interesting but anyway. It’s like:

Kaito: have you ever wondered what it’s be like to be someone else

Len: ???? Are you depressed again

Kaito: no I was just thinking about it

Len: I can help you with that

So Kaito changes his name (well, barely, it’s only one letter off) and pretends to be a girl but! He’s inadvertently committing identity theft bc the lady he’s pretending to be already exists and is actually related to him but he somehow completely forgot, and all his friends know her but either they actually thought he was her or they also forgot that she exists too

5: What character that you’re writing do you most identify with?

(Previously answered) Do ocs count? Madeleine wasn’t supposed to be a self-insert at all but at some point whilst I was drafting I was like “ah fuck that’s me innit” bc I realized her personality was far too similar to mine lol

6: What character do you have the most fun writing?

(Previously answered) Germany. I love making him miserable in particular. Also Japan, the way he speaks is so satisfying, same with Russia

8: Is what you like to write the same as what you like to read?

Generally yes, but—and I don’t mean to come off as someone who doesn’t read books—why is smut in fanfiction often better written than smut in published books? Is it censorship? A stylistic choice? Published smut often feels so weird and cringe in the way it’s written and I don’t understand why…In fact, fanfiction and standard published books really hit different in general, for better or for worse

11: What do you envy in other writers?

I feel a bit like I’ve stagnated. I’m writing the same things over and over again so I see someone else has written something radical I’m like “damn why didn’t I think of that” so I should really try doing something different…and while I know that the worth of written works is not in their length, I see so many writers put so much emphasis on the length of their works and it’s a bit discouraging as someone more used to brevity

13: Do you share your writing online? (Drop a link!) Do you have projects you’ve kept just for yourself?

Yeah lol. My ao3 is here lol. But yeah I’ve been playing around with an original work for a bit actually. Might consider talking about it more. Anything else I’ve kept to myself are just things that I couldn’t finish

15: Which is harder: titles or summaries (or tags)?

It depends but mainly titles. Summaries I have the least problems with because if all else fails, I can simply make the summary a phrase that’s connected to the title, but that may become a problem if I don’t have a title lmao. In the case of gore however, that’s when I struggle a bit with tags, like “this isn’t extreme to me, but would other people find it too much?” because if it is extreme, I don’t want to want to have people let their guard down, but if it isn’t extreme, I don’t want to falsely advertise

17: Do you think readers perceive your work - or you - differently to you? What do you think would surprise your readers about your writing or your motivations?

Yeah, I believe art looks a bit different depending on the eye of the beholder, no matter how slightly. I don’t think my motivations are very surprising or complicated—they’re pretty much along the lines of “hey you know what would be interesting?”

20: Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about (symbolism you’ve included, character or relationship development that you love, hidden references, callbacks or clues for future scenes?)

Okay first of all I’m sorry for talking about Welcome Back again, it’s my first completed multi chapter work so I’m a bit proud it, like it’s my firstborn child lol.

The way I went about it is actually something I want to repeat—taking a canon moment (in this case, Vene getting kicked out and later being sent back to Germany in a box) and going in a wildly different direction with it. It was supposed to remain a one shot but I suddenly decided to continue it, which is why the transition between the first and second chapter may seem a little odd.

Vene did kind of turn out to be kind of the antagonist though, not that he meant it. But it was a lose-lose situation i think, because he effectively fucked Germany up by telling him he was a country in the first place, but at the same time, it was really fucking weird that Germany would just live his life not knowing about a crucial part of his existence! Not really knowing what else to do, Vene just decided to wipe Germany’s memory just to put him out of his misery. Of course, that may not last forever—even though everyone was sworn to secrecy, somebody is bound to slip up, or Germany may become concerned as to why he hasn’t looked a day past 20 in years (though, knowing how he lived his life before, not once questioning it at all, this is kind of unlikely) but mark his words, Vene would wipe Germany’s memories as many times as he’d have to, even if it does hurt to do so

Also a big fan of how vene and Germany telling each other welcome back for different yet similar reasons—Germany when vene kept showing up at his house after being thrown out, even when he came back quite literally dead; and Vene, even though Germany didn’t technically leave, but he seemed alive again after being put back in the dark about his true nature

21: What other medium do you think your story would work well as? (film, webcomic, animated series?)

Probably comics? I might just be saying this since my paragraphs and dialogue don’t tend to be very long most of the time, which would fit well in a comic strip

22: Do you reread your old works? How do you feel about them?

(Previously answered) Occasionally. Some of them still hold up, but others? I Can Tell They’re Old.

24: Would you say your writing has changed over time?

Absolutely. I’ve gained a wider vocabulary, and just the general way I structure sentences has changed a bit since I started writing seriously again two years ago. They also increased in length somewhat and are just less sloppy in general

#ask #hetaari speaks

[teddyfmd]

new muse task_002: establishing questionnaire

in which mili loses braincells trying to explain things about teddy that she’s thought about but didn’t write anywhere so she’s been having a field day trying to remember it all. i will not disclose how much this took me to finish but i loooved doing it. also the only reason i’m writing this is because i don’t want this to be empty lmao !! 

why did your muse become an idol?

becoming an idol was never an end goal for teddy. he didn’t even want to pursue a career in the musical field, not after his mother tried her hardest to make him love it as much as she did and failed miserably at it in the process. it wasn’t until he moved to seoul for highschool that he even thought about the possibility, but it was more like a fleeting thought in the back of his head, a chance that it could happen to someone but that certain someone would never be him. 

and then he met his first love and, wanting to support her in at least achieving a small step of her unattainable dream, teddy joined her in auditioning for dimensions and miraculously got in. but even then, if it wasn’t for her he wouldn’t have agreed to becoming a trainee in the first place, let alone suffer through two(ish) intense years of training before debut. he saw the opportunity as a way of making her dream true through himself and so almost everything he did as a trainee was with that thought in mind, at least until he lost contact with her, and afterwards he’s managed to make the journey and his career his own, even if sometimes he still struggles with that.

what does your muse think of their company and their group?

to put it simply and pg 13, teddy despises dimensions with a passion. usually he doesn’t put his faith in company types as a rule, which it’s a distrust that stems from growing up so close to his mother and her circle of theater friends , all of them people that had to deal with bad management  in one form or another. so he is pretty accustomed to how that feels and has most likely been through that himself at some point in his career, though maybe not to a high scale so dimensions = a big no no in his book. very bad company, wouldn’t recommend. of course he wouldn’t be so brazen as to say that publicly, at least not while under contract, but he doesn’t take great pains to conceal it either.

quantum on the other hand? best people teddy’s ever met in his life. he truly considers them more of a family than his own and wouldn’t know what to do with himself if any one of them decided to leave one day. he is aware that he won’t spend the entirety of his life in this group nor in this company, but he is dead set on making the most of it with the time he has left.

is your muse on their first contract or their second? if they’ve renewed, what were their feelings around that at the time and what were their hopes for their second contract? if they haven’t renewed, what are their current thoughts on the end of their eventual first contract?

teddy is on his first contract and truth be told he doesn’t really think about it much? he’s usually not a person who worries about things that are so far away into the future, he’d rather occupy his mind with something else, preferably something that requires his immediate attention. obviously he’s hoping that all the quantum members will renew their contracts so that they continue to be a group for a while, but there’s also this worry in the back of his mind that they won’t and then what will he do with himself? most likely teddy will be one of the last members to renew and only after he knows for a fact that the other members have as well because he’d rather have no career at all than be without them for as long as possible (which is a bad business mindset but hey, he’s an artist not a businessman).

what are your muse’s goals, ambitions, and motivations?

if we’re talking about something immediate or in the very near future i’d say his goal is to take better care of himself, both professionally and physically. professionally because his career is, how do i put this in a nice way, lackluster? he’s not exactly happy at the amount of solo projects he’s been offered but part of that is his fault too because he’s both lazy and a worrywart and because of that he has a tendency to let go of projects that seem interesting but that he thinks he wouldn’t do a good job in, so he’d very much like to bypass that part of himself somehow and just do what he wants without thinking about it too much. and physically because he’s lazy as all hell and he really should stop ordering in as much as he does and start cooking more as well as going to the gym on a regular basis as opposed to once every blue moon.

what moments or people in your muse’s life are or have been the most impactful and/or the most important to them?

hmm i would say out of everyone teddy’s met throughout his life....probably his parents? they’re two extremely career oriented people with a work ethic that teddy admires and simultaneously wants to emulate in the near future if he can, though it’s that work ethic that made them separate and he doesn’t want to emulate it to that extent. he will always be a bit resentful towards the fact that both of them chose work over love which is something that he personally can’t comprehend and would never do himself since he considers love much more important than however much money he may ever be able to make.

what are five of your muse’s favorite things? feel free to expand on why this is and/or how these became their favorite things.

cello — this is something that teddy both hates with a passion and is extremely attached to, his cello that he’s brought with him when he came to seoul. he hasn’t played it for approx. 2 years at that time but it was such a big part of his childhood that he couldn’t leave it behind. by now it’s all scratched and the bow is torn in places, but he loves it nonetheless. don’t ask him to play it though 

teddy bear — his place is filled with teddy bears memorabilia but this one is the very first one he’s ever received and even though he doesn’t sleep with it he keeps it clean and at a very high place of honor in his bedroom.

his grandma’s recipe notebook — though teddy’s never met his grandma he has received her notebook when he moved to seoul with his grandpa for highschool. he used to cook from it whenever his grandpa started to miss her and even if teddy never quite managed to make the dishes exactly like she did, his grandpa would always tell him he did a good job

lists — teddy is not necessarily a creature of habit but he does enjoy organization, especially when it comes to his own place. he’s always making lists about what little things he has to buy to brighten up the place or what chores he has to finish to keep the place clean or if he decides to cook something he craves a certain day he has a magnetic grocery list on his fridge that he rips a page out of and takes with him when going out so he can remember to buy the ingredients 

peonies — his mother used to buy a bouquet every week or so when he was young and he does his best to keep the habit though he doesn’t have a lot of time nowadays. they’ve become his favorite flower though and he tries to buy a few bouquets when he can to brighten up his place

what is one conflict, internal or external, that your muse is currently dealing with, has recently dealt with, or will need to deal with in the future?

there are no internal conflicts i can think of that he’s going through right now besides the fact that he’s attempting to slow down on his alcohol intake, though the instance in which that works is between him and god at this point tbh but i thought a lot about what things he could go through in the future for that sweet sweet character development™ and tbh the ones i’m most set on at the moment are either a) his parents getting back together which would make teddy go through the 5 stages of grief in an instant and then prompt him to not speak to them again for a few months so he can process all of That or b) something happening to his grandfather. i’ve also toyed with the idea of making his first love resurface and contact him for a little drama but i don’t wanna check his bio to see on what note i left that particular part of his story because it’s garbage and i refuse to read it so that’s up in the air for right now

if your muse has established career claims, what are their thoughts on their career so far? if they do not, how do they feel about not having individual activities yet? what would they like to do in the future, if anything? if they don’t have ambitions for individual activities, explain why.

the claims teddy has are almost all related to singing, he has a few osts under his belt as well as an appearance on king of masked singer and hidden somewhere beneath all of that is a secondary role in a kdrama that he’s done pretty well on but that he doesn’t want to think a lot about for fear of jinxing it somehow and making dimensions give him more roles (which it will but he doesn’t need to worry himself over that right now lmao). he honestly wants to sing more osts because he enjoys lending his voice to help in the portrayal of a story and he will mainly opt for that in terms of solo schedules in the future, maybe one or two appearances in singing shows if he can, possibly musicals but he doesn’t want to open that particular can of worms yet because his mother would be all up on his a$$ about that, giving him pointers and stuff and he thinks that their bi-monthly 3 hour phone calls are enugh to sustain him for now. 

#famednewmusetask #the amount of times my family interrupted me while i tried to make this concise #i'm gonna go ham on their a$$es just you wait #we brought our drum and this is how we dance╏development