#(no one saw that tag fuck up right....)

[b4kuch1n]

siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao) #but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

[galoogamelady]

Hey, might be a bit of an odd question. Have you had a chance to dive into Starfield? Will there be a Buttons IN SPAAACCCCEEE!?

I'll be honest, I've seen a bit of Starfield (Cam bought it) and I'm not impressed. Can't say I've expected anything different either unfortunately, with how Bethesda has been conducting business lately. I don't feel any particular way about it and I doubt I'll be playing it anytime soon.

#I don't really expect to be excited for a new Fallout game again to be honest #I still enjoy the ones already made I just don't think Bethesda at this point is willing to do anything to shake up their game design #instead of penny pinching and trying to SOMEHOW make cash off of modders #I'm more saddened to see what they've done to Arkane tbh #I saw a few vids on Redfall... man I can't believe they did that to the studio that did DISHONORED!!! fucking dishonored! #can you imagine if Microsoft bought the rights to Vampire the Masquarade instead and gave it to Arkane #we'd be eating so good #personal #text #I'm not putting the Starfield tag on this

[applesaucesomething]

Some recent deltarune wips that i dont really like that much but meh

#deltarune #my art #art #kris dreemurr #deltarune fanart #kris deltarune #susie deltarune #berdly deltarune #like a small amount of berdly #a berdly cameo if you will #i love him really hes just a pain to draw #i just saw the last photo and thought mhhm yeah thats defwnetly kris and susie #or they would just totally let her fuck it up and laugh their ass off #tbh they probably didnt get the answer right either #<- they would have been sleeping most of class anyway #the fact i had to search up gcse maths for this was HELL #please i dont want to go back there #also top one idk i just wanted to draw the lake scene #yes i know kris doesnt have the horned headband anymore but bleh #that was far too many tags for me

[artiluos]

another render!! heeheehoo

#homestar runner #portal #i wouldve retextured SB but im not good at texturing :(( sorry guys #its ok though #(no one saw that tag fuck up right....)

[indecisive-v]

forgive me, i've really gone down the p5x rabbit hole now

#what i'm REALLY saying is i think it's interesting how different these two are at least to me #joker got into this because it was his chance to make things right #wonder got into this because Why The Hell Not #i think wonder and p5x's whole apparent theme of having desire and the ability to make choices has some serious potential #after looking at the translates of wonder's awakening i really think janosik's whole speech is basically telling him #'you've been sticking to the status quo and never putting up resistance. but doesn't this new world interest you?' #and i feel like p5x's awakenings are less about rebellion (esp with the personas that seiji/yuki/mont have) #and more about realizing what your desires are in a non-corrupt way #you come to terms with your desire -> you come to terms with your shadow -> you awaken your persona #do you get what i’m saying #persona 5 #persona 5 x #p5x #persona 5 the phantom x #p5x wonder #i just think wonder's awakening was him realizing he wants to have a lil more fun in life #aaand i just saw a typo in one of the earlier tags #god fucking dammit #i'm probably just saying the same thing repeatedly in different ways but i HOPE ANYONE WHO'S INTERESTED UNDERSTANDS #for all i know i'm actually just projecting really hard onto wonder #minus the fact that i think there is no way in hell he's neurotypical (i am neurotypical)

[invinciblerodent]

I'm so tired. "Too much XY character content!" "There's not enough content about this and that!" "This character is so underappreciated, I need more content for XY!"

Well make some bloody content then, Samantha

#why are you in the GALE TAG #complaining about ASTARION BEING POPULAR #bestie you're the one BRINGING HIM UP here #be the change you want to see in the world #if you want to see more Wyll content YOU CAN FUCKING MAKE IT #this isn't network television. you don't need funding. we're all doing the same exact fucking thing here. #it's 3 am and I can't sleep because I took an afternoon nap ad my mood is horrendously fucked now #I was just looking at nice screenshots of my favorite disaster wizard; having a good time #not a fucking care in the world #but that post I just saw? fucking rage spell right to my core #eta: fuck. typo. fixed it now. I'm sleepy ok 🫠 #yes i know the sentence made little sense originally #and had two “then”s in it #i know #3 am is my defense

[brookheimer]

reading the reviews of this episode and remembering that most people are fucking idiots with very very strange takes

#shiv being a quasi-femme fatale…. rome getting off on power…… #all of the commentary is so weird like . if you can’t see that the primary throughline for each character rn is their devastation at logan’ #death and terrible attempts to handle that grief then like…. idk what to tell you #ppl think roman is ENJOYING this. like are you joking that is a spiraling man if i’ve ever fucking seen one #kieran said exactly that in the after episode thing too — rome does not feel good. about any of this. it’s not a jacking off on the window #power moment it’s an oh god oh fuck i can’t do business my dad’s dead fuck you fuck uou FUCK #crazy seeing everyone on here being like ‘oh god things r looking so bad for rome he’s having a breakdown’ #then reading some articles that are all like Roman Delusional Power Fantasies High On Power etc #like this is not him getting high on power . we saw that in too much birthday (altho obvi there was much more goin on there too) #this is a clear fucking breakdown that he is fully aware he’s having at this point like just look at his convo w ken ab gerri #and the shiv takes…. well. that’s a whole other barrel of worms i won’t get into right now #succession #succession spoilers #casey shut the fuck up about roman roy #(in the tags lol)

[dishsaop]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic #im just like. tired of gnawing #and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get #content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky #young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me #im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing & #digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances #m text #i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story #not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a #lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out #bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples #and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified #(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right) #and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here #(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh) #I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost. #anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein #out as lesbian #like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has #to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic) #meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just #and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so #yknow. personal viewer bias here #but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian #and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out #but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough. #im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes #I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY. #like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'

[scopophobia-polaris]

I think there are a lot of criticisms you can give to people who portray hylia as just evil especially when they project that onto any zelda, and end up sounding like complete misogynists. you can like evil women without sounding like textbook misogynist! not saying that you or your anons have done it I'm just venting at the tumblr fandom at large especially when they portray link as a man who can't do no wrong. plus the post was about morally GRAY hylia and not just Evil God Woman

Okay

#maybe its just me and the fact i got a......good chunk of the fandom blocked #but it seems like fandom majority is to declaw hylia and make her a damsel and then yell at people who wanna like.... #give her flaws #or fucking agency in her fight against demise #idk man most people sympathize with the fact that zelda seemed to be ignored by hylia straight up in botw then they do about link's #suffering anymore maybe thats just me but yeah #idk ive had more trouble with hylia has never done anything wrong ever and if you support the goddess doing fucked up things sometimes youre #a misogynist then i have ever seen people unironically saying hylia is evil in canon #honestly if this was about YONA I WOULD FUCKING AGREE WHOLE HEARTEDLY LIKE IM SORRY BUT WHAG HAPPENED AFTER THAT GAME DROPPED WAS ASSSSSSSS #i know yona didnt have a personality i know shes just supposed to be the love intrest but instead of getting mad at a fictional chracter idk #why these dudes didnt turn on nintendo for constalty writing the concept of an intresting woman and then #not writing anything #totk was really bad aboht this one #ACTUALLY TOTK FUCKED OVER HYLIA YALL SAW THAT RIGHT #one minute im done writing in the tags i gotta make a post send me fun anons next time im sick of fandom drama

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

The huntlow ship is blander than flour and has less chemistry than tap water from a white suburban neighborhood. But because it involves an angsty white boy, 70% of fans, who needed to have the words "representation" and "subtext" taken away until they knew how to use them properly, immediately started foaming at the mouth to beam their self insert into the brain of willow park to be hunters tradwife, neoliberal edition.

#not including main tags bc this is just me grumping #shut up pandora #<=i dont care if you copy most of my tags but if you copy that one im blocking you and i hope you get swarmed by bees #this is a huntlowphobic blog btw if huntlow shippers wanna be oppressed so bad ill do it #if you follow me and like huntlow good on you but im blocking the tag and anything to do with the tag #and if you try to say huntlow things at me unless youre one of very few mutuals i will assume you have bad taste and ignore it #basically i saw a poll today for a 'best tumblr couple' contest and huntlow was winning over fucking DESTIEL #destiel? the homophobic gay love confession? the 15 years of buildup? the breaking news template that weve been using for 2 years now? #i dont even know about supernatural and i know destiel it came free with being a tumblr user #and its being outvoted by a ship where they...stand next to each other? #and...had two conversations over the course of 10 episodes? #and...have random blushes where it doesnt fit? #sorry guys! your ship is bad and so is your taste! #there are a select few hardcore shippers ive come across who actually get their personalities right #but for most of you? this aint it chief

[eorzeashan]

Reverse City spoilers but this guy owns my Mihile's whole ass. He doesn't even have a face but he moved me in this story so much. Sad author guy who put his entire soul into his books but also needed the courage of another human being to have the will to live. Kind of boring in his own way but he was so cool-- 'we're all sad lonely pathetic outcasts who want to see our next sunset' theme got me ok

Not to mention there's something really intriguing about isekai'ing a guy from the normal world to this alien one while the PC is from a fantasy world, so you're technically both isekai protags but reversed as well

#ok tag rambling time #listen. Mihile as the token radiant knight that authors and nerds dream of and never think could be real #isekai stories always feature the ordinary guy ending up with the extraordinary fantasy heroine #in this case. i think you can see where i'm going #the hero of fantasy...dammit it's g'raha tia again #but Barr got INSPIRED to live and write his best book because of the Hero #and i think. he wrote an extra embellished romance scene in there #fate stay night headassery abounds? I hc they fucked. and fucked nasty #if you're an average author from the taxpaying dimension and saw a beautiful knight of fairytale legend #come to know me by accident and we save each other #no one would be able to stop me. no one wou #maplestory #reverse city spoilers #also camping with a homeless guy is its own kind of rizz #IDK his appeal is from his grunginess maybe he stinks so what!!!! everyone in maple is so radiant the stink would make him more attractive #im right. just so you know. #LITERALLY NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT BUT I HAVE TO SAY

[archersgaymerblog]

Regarding Volo at the moment, but also in general with any hardcore villainized characters, I certainly get the sentiment behind wanting to not woobify antagonistic characters too much, but also like. I think for me, when the primary fandom take away is that a character is HARDCORE IRREDEEMABLE, NO GOOD QUALITIES IN THIS ONE!!! it’s almost like… an act of balancing out. Yes, I get Bad Man did Bad Things, I’m a person with a brain, but when it seems like EVERYONE is talking about how the Bad Man did Bad Things and needs to be, generally, physically harmed for the Bad He Did, it just feels like an act of balance to say,

“Okay but why don’t we explore this line where he said he’s experienced trauma before? And how he instantly backs away from talking about it under the explanation he gave himself that everyone must experience trauma to that degree?”

Or, “Hey, the guy has three friendship evolution Pokémon, two of which notably will leave their trainers if they don’t like them. Why do people extrapolate from that that he must be an abusive trainer?”

Or, gods fucking forbid, “Hey. Why is this character, who’s notably got indigenous roots to the setting, constantly being made the villain in angsty stories for the two white twins?”

Idk man, again I get not wanting to woobify too much, not wanting to strip a complex character of their complexity and the like, but if your takeaway is that any sympathetic or nuanced takes on a heavily villainized character is “woobifying,” like… idk, touch grass as the kids say. Who’s going to stop me, the Anti-Wooby Police?

#my dumb textposts #AGAIN THOSE OF YALL WHO HAVE BEEN HERE FOR MY FNV SHIT - YALL SAW ME DO THIS WITH VOOPS QNSBDKSBSKSNDM #I REMAIN UNCHANGED IN THE FACE OF BAD FAITH TEXTUAL READINGS WHBDJDBD #and I do think there’s a difference between. All That Bullshit and good faith criticisms #saw someone bring up that volo’s weird ass Greek coding is probably because there’s a LITERAL conspiracy theory that the Greeks- #-came to japan first based on the architecture of a building or something. like #WHAT. that’s wild. THAT I would argue is a good faith criticism. to me that just motivates me to make his story and the story of the clans- #-even more aligned with the Ainu of Hokkaido to counteract THAT bullshit. but I can see how different folks would feel differently on that #to me if Canon Bad I can Fix It. but sometimes people don’t wanna touch on bad canon and I think that’s okay too #but like. any reading where he’s this irredeemable conniving emotionless asshole is just. huh. where’d you get that from #cus we certainly didn’t play the same game and honestly? I’ve seen people just straight up admit they haven’t. they’re in it for the twins- #-only so /who cares/ about how they decide to horribly misrepresent volo right? I do fuck off JWBDJSBSKSBSJ #tldr canon was rough to volo and fandom is even worse. I’d just like to try to counteract even a little bit of it #know what sure I’ll add his tag now and see if it shows up wjdbdjdb #volo #LIL TAG ADDITION CUS SOMEONE ASKED: yes it is entirely okay to reblog this! :D #if I ever wanna post smth and have it not be rebloggable I’ll just set it to ‘no one can reblog’ lol no worries!

[hauntingblue]

Omg sanji is trembling.... what did they do to my babygirl????

#i mean we kinda saw it but still... #do not worry princess... luffy is coming #do no worry girl listen to the sound they shoes make when they walk lmao #niji doesnt finish his food AND threatens a girl.... it's so over for him #reyju smiling at all this ajejas girl??? #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 800 #he is going to beat up his siblings one by one right.... youngest to oldest lmao #flashbacks aith zeff as if i didn't know.... do not recite old history to me witch i was there when it was written #omg luffy deflated.... it's so over... nami get here girl.... save him girl..... girl save him #he ate that shit!!!!! tell them sanji #episode 801 #cracker just clapping.... you should have tried being a dancer in dressrosa man #another girl falling for sanji.... OH THIS PIECE OF SHIT!!!!! #oh so they just make people??? jesus #BEAT HIS ASS UP SANJI!!!!!! FUCK THAT MAN!!!! #episode 802 #my tags disappeared for episode 803...... #i was talking about how i liked when the weaker character fights to protect the stornger one to protect them and they get badly hurt #but they never let nami get hurt so ofc luffy appears at the right time but still she got her moment defending luffy and sanji.... #also reiju cares for sanji at least and just follows whatever her brothers say #also sanjis dad just your mom is dead + you are weak + fuck your rat + you are dead + L + ratio #and still sanji calls for him and apologizes for being born weak.... #hell is not hot enough for that man #also the book about devil fruits.... he wanted one to be like his brothers i know it.... #also mom appearence #episode 803

[artiluos]

more whiteb ord doodles

#ok so #homestar runner #personal art #three of my ocs here arent they so awesome???? no the last one is not homestar #anywaysp #no one saw that tag fuck up right

[catastrxblues]

good morning it is now 4 am and i have just finished watching atonement good night

#atonement #next tags are just going to be personal rants ignore that #i couldn’t sleep at all so i tried reading s&b and then fanfics and then the bell jar but it just didn’t hit #so then i tried writing but i just kept crying so i thought i’d watch a romance movie because yes #should’ve gone for four weddings and a funeral or pride and prejudice because what the hell is this #i didn’t know anything about this movie i just remember having it on my watchlist and saw ONE clip so i picked that help #and yes i ended up crying and the tears are still here but i’m also starting to think that that’s not entirely because of the movie at all #i stripped my bed off its sheets because the bright color annoyed me and it was already peeling off anyway and i was too lazy to put it rig #and when i pulled back from the screen after the movie finished and just look at how bare my bed is and how i’m in the middle of them #i just started crying again #and my legs are aching and i hate myself and i think i want to take a shower but maybe i’ll wait later on #i don’t think i’ll sleep at all honestly i’m not sleepy anymore #besides i’m thinking of going outside today just at the park i don’t know doing something #i always sleep really really late lately because my parents are out of country right now and no one is keeping me checked and i apparently #still can’t take care of myself. cried about that too it was something. why am the eldest daughter i’m so not fit for it #and then i always wake up at like 9 am and it’s already too late by then that i just never do anything productive #and it’s like i’ve been living in a simulation and i’m kinda going crazy and insane but it’s okay because today is going to be better #i hope because i’m not getting any sleep and i can finally go outside at 7 in the morning instead when it’s already way too hot #damn this is supposed to be one of the best years of my life??????? fuck off #also i can hear the azan subuh from the mosque by the neighborhood and i miss praying honestly #it’s so funny because i was happy to get my period because that meant i wouldn’t have to wake up so very early on in the morning #but i miss it now #hopefully my period will end soon #nadirants

[skyteglad]

the desire for people to stop diagnosing their abusers with stigmatized disorders when they are literally not a psychologist and most abusers literally do not care about psychology or therapy at all 😩 they don’t care about getting help, so how do YOU know they have this disorder without using stigma as a basis?

#i keep seeing a lot of talk about 'narcassistic abuse' and people diagnosing every abuser in their life w npd and #LIKE YES SOME PROBABLY HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED BUT YOU'RE JUST DIAGNOSING THEM USING STIGMA. THAT'S... THAT'S CRUEL LMAO. #saw a post calling everyone w npd an abuser and being the cause of people w bpd and its like... honey... #my abuser who caused my bpd? she doesn't have npd. afaik she hasn't seen a fucking psychologist since she was 16 because she doesn't care #abt therapy. a lot fo abusers.... DON'T CARE ABOUT THERAPY OR GETTING HELP. #you can BE abusive without Abusive Personality Disorder tm (WHICH ISN'T A FUCKING TIHNG BTW.) #it's so gross please guys don't speculate on people's mental health some people are perfectly neurotypical and functional... #and are jsut abusive as shit! #you don't need a mental illness to be abusive and THINKING like that is going to end with you thinking incredibly ableistly!!! #grumbles a lot #things i love value and support: self diagnosis! #things i loathe despise and hate: diagnosing others when you aren't using good faith. #sorry for rambling i'm just so mad dghfkjdkd 'everyone w bpd has bpd bc of people w npd' shut the fuck up are you kidding me kffghdkhgj #i wasn't abused with 'narcassistic abuse' as a child i was abused with physical and emotional abuse. the other thing isn't a fucking thing. #when i WAS abused with what fits 'narcassistic abuse' - it was fucking emotional abuse my guy. that's what it is. the listing of everything #you claim is this is actually fitting into emotional abuse. idk if they have npd i dont CARE if they have npd i only CARE #that i had been abused and harmed. their mental health means NOTHING to me now because they shouldn't have done what #they did no matter what and it isnt an excuse OR an explanation!!! thank you -bows- #riot.txt #i forgot all of my text tags so i hoppe that's the right one