#21 was p good... 23 I think will hopefully also be good bc 1) new job 2) then after that job I will get a NEW new job in a different field
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im not emotionally prepared to be 23 this year like it'll be good but it'll start be embarrassing when i forget im old enough to drink
#22 I feel hasn't been that bad but I also feel I'll look back on it like wow that sucked#Kind of like what I thought of like... 18-20 but admittedly half that is cuz of covid#21 was p good... 23 I think will hopefully also be good bc 1) new job 2) then after that job I will get a NEW new job in a different field#Speaking of forgetting how old I am for several years after I started driving I would periodically start thinking I was too young to drive#Also i thought I should wear a bike helmet in the car. I didn't. But I thought about it a lot#This is luckily not a problem anymore#Waiiiiit maybe I'll actually be able to do something for my bday this year#Last year I had work... Year before I had my FIRST DAY of my summer job... Year before covid. Year before work#I mean this year I'll probs also have work but maybe can do something for it yknow
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Ask Game! Yay!
@p-trichor tagged me. Thank you! I’m delighted :) This was tagged to my main but I’m trying to be more active hear so I’m interpreting it to this blog. Hope that’s ok!
tag game rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better !!!
1. Name/Nickname: E? Or El? but not many people use those
2. Gender: genderfluid!!! they/them for my memory’s sake, but it’s up in the air at any moment babee
3. Star sign: taurus? Idk astrology but I was born in May
4. Height: 5’8″ and I have been that way since middle school
5. Time: right now? 10:39 pm
6. Birthday: May 7!
7. Favourite Bands: oh fuck ok ummmm Vulfpeck, The Amazing Devil, Chromeo, Abba tbh, Fat Night, The Lumineers, The Longest Johns
8. Favourite solo artist: Janelle Monae!!!!! Hozier, Lianne La Havas, Anais Mitchell, Lizzo, Blossom Caldarone
9. Song stuck in my head: that fucking tik tok song that guy made out of facebook drama that starts like “ good evening, is this available?”
10. Last movie: Christmas Cupid. My roommates and I decided to hate watch it for New Years and we didn’t even get like a third through it. It is TRULY terrible. Although it features Ashely Johnson of Critical Role fame, who is trying her best.
11. Last Show: Critical Role bc I’m a NERD. Also I’m watching The Queens Gambit right now
12. when did I create this blog: Like a few days ago. I got sucked back into les mis via quarantine and i have let it consume me. I’ve had my main since I was a freshman in highschool tho so yikes
13. What do I post: my headcanons? Hopefully someday my actual fics? And I reblog other people’s stellar content
14. Last thing I googled: “Telesilla fragments” which makes me sound MUCH cooler than I am. Seriously though, look her up, she’s another female poet who was living it up in antiquity
15. Do I get asks: no but this blog has also been in existence for a week
16. Why i chose my url: bc I think I’m funny. I relate some to Enjolras as a character and so I felt clever for switching up the classic “be serious,” and “I am wild” but in French hon hon hon
17. How many blogs i follow: 1575. I have been on here a LONG time
18. How many followers i have: this blog? 5 lmao
19. Average hours of sleep: 6-8. It would be more if I didn’t procrastinate on going to bed like a weirdo
20. Lucky number: 3! It is my favorite! Also I have synesthesia and its pink :)
21. Instruments : I can still play decent easy piano music and I’m a singer!
22. What I'm wearing: black harem pants (I think that’s the name?) wacky patterned teal socks, and a very large sort of ragged gray swear shirt that my uncle gave me for free
23. Dream job: ACTING! It’s what i’m in school for. Some version of theater where I get to act but also directly affect change and improve the lives of communities where I perform
24. Dream trip: Prague! The Jewish side of my family is from there and I’ve always wanted to see it
25. Last book I read: For class I read the Aeschylus play The Seven Against Thebes which is super interesting, and hilariously enough, the last thing I read for pleasure was Les Mis although I haven’t finished it yet
26. Favourite food: It’s gotta be pasta. Or kheer. They’re tied actually.
27. Nationality: American? But I’m not very patriotic. My family is from lover Europe and I’m partially Ashkenazi
28. Favourite song: Changes every day. Right now, I have to go with Jackboot Jump by Hozier
29. Top three fictional universes: I love the Raven Cycle universe, although it’s basically just Appalachia, which is where I’m from. But like- Appalachia with MAGIC. The Folk of the Air universe from Holly Black’s books! And the multiverse from A Wrinkle in Time!
30. What is something you like about yourself? : I’m a very empathetic person. I think I come off as sort of stoic because I’m still sort of figuring out how to use social cues and the like, but I care really deeply about people and I try to see good in everyone. Not that I don’t also acknowledge and stand against bad people, I just try and have a little empathy, even if I am actively working against them. I think a little empathy is good as long as it doesn’t blind me to people being shitty!
Ok! As previously stated this blog only has five followers! So I’m just gonna tag y’all, thanks team! Obviously if this is not your thing, no offense will be taken if you don’t continue the game. But hi! Nice to meet you!
@cumbercookiebatchs @philtatos-achaion @quillsand @sucharethetimes @your-angle-of-music
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my boyfriend never texts first
Remus just wants to not be the first one to send a message every once in a while. That’s not too much to ask, right?
relationship: romantic remrom, background remy and emile (also romantic)
warnings: major character death, extended mourning (secondary warnings- brief discussion of religious holidays, brief underage drinking mention, a lot of all-caps)
notes: unrelated, human, hs/college au. virgil, emile, and remy are here too. If you need anything in the secondary warnings (or one of those latter three characters) edited out, please let me know and I can put that up for you!
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Remus always texted him first. Always. It didn’t matter the situation, didn’t matter the time date place name face. Who what when where why. It first started when he texted hi roman :) when they first got phones; for whatever reason, Roman just never texted first. Either he’d call or they’d talk in person.
No matter. Remus could cope.
May 1:
8:37 PM tody i saw you by my locker
8:39 PM *today
8:42 PM why didnt you say hi?
May 2:
9:30 PM a teacher talked to me today
9:30 PM wanted to talk about how i’m doing after
9:52 PM well you know. he’s a sick bastard
Really, it wasn’t too much to ask for, was it? He just wanted to see him text first once in a while!
May 7:
3:32 PM: by the way idk if you got this last time
3:36 PM: my class ring size is the medium
3:44 PM: hopefully you order it by the deadline :P
4:03 PM: no idea when the deadline is
4:20 PM: bLAZE IT
4:24 PM: sorry i have like 0 money so i got it from the consignment shop
4:31 PM: i hope you like synthetic rubies!! leaving them with ur dad
10:40 PM: update. i cried for four hours with your dad.
June 2:
7:30 AM: gRaDuAtIoN dAy!!!
7:32 AM: there’s cookies in the reception menu
7:35 AM: snickerdoodles your favorite [eyes]
10:02 AM: i’m getting some for u
10:05 AM: [kissy face]
7:40 PM: the announcement was Weird
7:43 PM: anyways i have the snickerdoodles
(Remus couldn’t go over to where Roman was staying, so he left them in the living room. He knew Roman would appreciate them. Hopefully he’d come over (wait, probably not, given...))
Well, actually, he could understand why he never texted first.
June 11:
12:14 PM: roMAN
12:16 PM: [Attachment: Remus_Picani-Kleitman_Acceptance_Letter.pdf]
12:18 PM: YEAHHHH
12:24 PM: I’m sure you got in too SEND ME YOURS WHEN YOU GET IT
12:32 PM: WE MIGHT SHARE A ROOM YEA
12:35 PM: [Attachment: celebration.jpg]
Everyone was probably saying that he ought to just move on, but to be honest, he couldn’t... Actually, to be honest, no-one had told him to move on to his face yet. In fact, everyone was surprised he was doing so well, given how bad the circumstances were! The situation was stressing him out so much, even his dads were gently advising him to rethink things. (Well, that was part of the territory with one of them being a therapist and the other being a barista.)
“I got y’all some kouign-amann from the cafe,” said Dad, putting it down on the counter. His shirt had SLEEP scrawled on it with a Sharpie; it was the one that Remus had made for him as a joke. He still wore it. Huh.
“Sweetie, what’s a queen amahn?” asked Papa.
“It’s a... er, it’s like a... this is kinda like a croissant that had dreams of a muffin tin and salted caramel. One for you, babe.... then one for Doodlebug-”
“Can I leave some for Roman?” asked Remus.
They exchanged a glance.
“Of course you can,” said Papa with a smile. “Your candle’s on the table. Also, I got the news about being accepted into university? Good job, kiddo. You know, that was your father’s alma mater.”
“Are you sure you want to go to school right away after...? No problem taking a gap year.”
Papa glared at Dad. “Be nice.”
“I’m sorry, Remus, it’s just...” Dad put down his coffee. “If you’re not ready, if you need more time-”
"I’m sure,” said Remus with a grin, trying to get rid of what he just remembered. “Trust me.”
“Please find a good way to put away the snickerdoodles, they’ve been there since last week!” shouted Papa.
June 12:
12:12 AM: its twelve twelve make a wish
12:15 AM: hey when does your phone bill go out?
12:20 AM: im just saying that would Explain some things
12:22 AM: i know your dad pays Everything like a year in advance
12:34 AM: tell him i say hi
12:34 AM: 12:34 MAKE A WISH
July 12:
3:30 PM: guess who’s a double major in bio and theatre!!
3:32 PM: marine biology babey
3:53 PM: it’s good for the SOUL
4:04 PM: this cute octopus reminded me of you by the way
4:10 PM: [Attachment: for_roman]
August 14:
6:24 PM: moving in is the Worst
6:32 PM: by the way i got a single
6:35 PM: no roommates
6:41 PM: still have the bunk tho
6:44 PM: also got ur favorite pillo
August 30:
2:12 AM: roman it is like two o’clock in the morning what the Heck are you doing here,
2:15 AM: if u see me wave Hi
2:32 AM: ok >:c
2:42 AM: dont mind Me just studyin on top of the planetarium
3:15 AM: tbh i didn’t even know we go to the same campus? haven’t seen you around or anything
3:17 AM: shit phones gonna di
September 28:
2:20 PM: i failed my test
2:22 PM: idk what to d
2:24 PM: *do
September 29:
7:30 PM: remember that octopus you gave me that eats negative emotions?
7:32 PM: it works!!
October 3:
1:10 PM: You’d like the theatre program, really
1:15 PM: just so u know they’ve listed your name as an ‘honorary member of the class of’
1:19 PM: that’s really nice of them. idk if your dad knows
October 23:
9:45 AM: i had to explain one of our inside jokes 8(
9:52 AM: i can’t Explain the deodorant thing that was One Time
9:55 AM: also why i’m called The Duke
9:56 AM: its bc you said it. not my fault
9:58 AM: its still cute pls call me that still
9:59 AM: pancake brunch pancake brunch pancake brunch
October 31:
6:12 PM: sun’s down! joyous samhain
6:15 PM: i remember when you sewed me that octopus btw, the one that eats ucky feelings
6:19 PM: how long did it take you to get the laurel sachet into it??
6:34 PM: also thank you thank you thank you for helping me find a friendly church to celebrate all saints day
6:47 PM: that year was a NIGHTMARE because you forgot to get your white candles and carnelian, and i forgot my holy water, so we were driving around town like Madmen
6:59 PM: it was worth it though
7:03 PM: i left you a script, i think you’ll like it.
November 9:
11:19 PM: i miss you so so much.
November 10:
12:20 AM: ignor this i drank like
12:24 AM: a lot
1:15 AM: i’m sorry i should’ve been with you
1:22 AM: i shouldve been there With You.
1:45 AM: but i wasn’t
2:20 AM: i didn’t know thered be a
4:11 PM: shit i just saw these. Sorry to bother you
December 2:
10:10 AM: hey roman, been a bit. yea sorry about last time. too much of the Alcohol
10:13 AM: gonna go over to my parents’ house
1:00 PM: if you wanna come over, you can. dad’s making snickerdoodles and papa’s gonna watch atla (yes i still have that dvd you got me do not @ me it’s with your candles on your table just like everything else)
1:03 PM: that was on the dot, i’m happy.
December 21
8:34 AM: hey, it’s snowing
9:13 AM: couldn’t help leaving you some hot cocoa. and snickerdoodles of course
10:12 AM: i love you
Remus went to go help his dads with making breakfast, but by the time everyone was done cleaning and they had finished watching some shitty Hallmark movie, he remembered that he had left his phone upstairs. Going upstairs and looking at it, he felt something in him break.
[2 Unread: Roman <3, bf’s dad]
10:22 AM, Roman <3: Why are you texting this number?
11:15 AM, bf’s dad: Remus, disregard that last, I’m so sorry. I just found his phone and I saw only the recent message first
The phone started ringing. Remus answered it as quickly as he could.
“I’m so sorry Mr. Sanders I didn’t know that someone was actually getting these messages I thought the line was out,” he said within a few seconds before the person on the other side sighed.
“No, it’s quite all right. And Virgil’s all right, by the way, if you prefer. I... I was just looking through his things for the first time. You know, it being a holiday and all... Memories, things like that.”
“Yeah, I understand.”
“I just turned the phone back on, I’m getting a lot of messages.”
“Oh.” Remus stared at the wall, trying to come to terms with everything. “Well, I--”
“I’m not going to stop paying for his phone. I’m sorry, I just... I still have his voicemails on it, and I can’t stand the thought of it going offline either.”
“Right, I... I listen to it too.”
“I happened upon the last one he sent to you.”
“You looked at the messages?”
“I only looked over when I stopped getting new ones, but I saw the last question he sent you. For your ring size.”
“Yeah? He asked my ring size so that he could--”
“There’s no easy way to say this, but.. I found something of his. Can you come over?”
“I’m sorry, I can’t, but can you please tell me what it was? Please?”
“I really think I should tell you this in person.”
“Please, Mr. Sanders. Please, I... I can’t manage that.”
He sighed. “All right, Remus. I found an early acceptance letter to SJAU, and... and a ringbox.”
Remus felt his grasp on the phone grow weak. It fell onto the bed, Mr. Sanders’ voice still clear.
“I think he was going to ask for you to....”
“No, we... We were just out of high school, I-- that doesn’t make sense.”
“He always was one for those romantic gestures. There’s some poems here, too. A life-plan. I’m not sure exactly what malacology is, but--”
“Mollusks. Like octopi and squids.. Sorry for cutting you off, what was that?”
“Some of it’s in your handwriting, but one of the entries is ‘ask him’, for the day after... you know.”
God, he could hear his sad smile through the phone. He knew exactly how Mr. Sanders looked right now just talking to him, probably wearing that hoodie that was too big on him, in a dusty room full of things that used to belong to the most vibrant person that Remus had ever met.
But then Roman had died.
He was the most wonderful person, and he had just died.
“I’ll come over to deliver the ring to you. Is that okay?”
“Yeah. Yeah, that’s... that’s fine. Uh, call my dads first, though. They’re still not convinced I’m doing okay.”
“I understand. I’ll talk to you later, Remus.”
“Thank you, Mr. Sanders.”
The line went dead in his hands.
Remus held himself and wept.
December 28:
12:30 PM, Remus Picani-Kleitman: Mr. Sanders, would you like to come over for our New Year’s party?
12:34 PM, Remus Picani-Kleitman: It’s a tradition we had. You don’t have to if you’d rather not.
12:45 PM, Virgil Sanders: I’d love to go.
January 1:
12:00 AM: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
12:05 AM: [Attachment: :)]
12:07 AM: we are all smiling in this photo and for that i think we deserve a hug.
12:10 AM: this rings the most beuatifl thing i’ve ever fuckign seen. thank you,,
12:14 AM: never gonna get rid of it <3
12:16 AM: it looks Good on my finger
12:30 AM: jsyk your dad’s asking my dads for the kouign amann recipe
12:32 AM: thats a pastry, i left those for u a while back
12:39 AM: okay i’m crying a bit but honestly, i love u
12:44 AM: I love you so so so much, Roman
Somewhere out there, whether it was from some wonderful paradise or beyond the veil or even only in wishful thoughts, Remus knew that someone was saying I love you too.
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50 questions
i was tagged by @princess-shurii 💕
1. What takes up too much of your time? - procrastinating ashgjdhj and just laying in bed on my phone for hours
2. What makes your day better? - music, talking with people, taking a bit of time to myself!
3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today? - i woke up only like 3 hours ago and haven’t really done much yet so i honestly guess it was the queer eye episode i just watched (i cried but then again i cry in almost every single episode)
4. What fictional place would you like to go to? - moominvalley!!!
5. Are you good at giving advice? - definitely depends on the subject but i’ve been told i’m pretty good with advice i guess?
6. Do you have any mental illness? - yeah i have anxiety & panic disorders
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? - i have not :o
8. What musician inspired you the most? - there’s like so many musicians that have inspired me but let’s say panic! at the disco, eden and bts!
9. Have you ever fallen in love? - not really tbh
10. What’s your dream date? - anything cute and little, like a little walk or a picnic in the spring idk
11. What do others notice about you? - that i’m tiny ?? idk you’d have to ask someone else :D
12. What is an annoying habit you have? - complaining, ripping the skin on my fingers etc
13. Do you still talk to your first love? - no??
14. How many exes do you have? - i’d say 0 because i don’t count any of those ppl as my exes
15. How many songs are in your playlist? - i have so many playlists skjadhkj but the one with the most songs has 676 songs!
16. What instruments can you play? - piano, ukulele, guitar, kalimba + kantele (kind of lmao)
17. What do you have the most pictures of? - on my phone it’s like 90% memes & kpop pictures and 10% selfies
18. Where would you like to go before you die? - there’s so many places :o i need to see some good ol’ mountains at some point, that’s for sure. also japan.
19. What is your zodiac? - cancer
20. Do you relate to it? - mostly yes
21. What is happiness to you? - feeling good about myself, seeing things in a new light, having the people i love around me
22. Are you going through anything right now? - i’m going through a lot because i’m graduating in exactly 2 months and future feels uncertain but i’m coping
23. What’s the worst decision you ever made? - sticking for so long with some of the people who ended up hurting me the most
24. What’s your favorite store? - i’m not sure, i love bookstores a lot!
25. What’s your opinion on abortion? - everyone should have the possibility to choose for themselves and their body
26. Do you keep a bucket list? - not really, only a mental one
27. Do you have a favorite album? - p!atd - twtltrtd, the killers - day and age, bts - ly:tear, eden - vertigo, rm - mono, top - trench and the nbhd - wiped out! (ok i wasn’t probably supposed to name them all but there they are lol)
28. What do you want for your birthday? - i haven’t really thought about it yet
29. What are most people’s first impression of you? - i have no idea, you’d have to ask the people :D
30. What age do you seem according to most people? - younger than i am most of the time, i guess i’ve been told i look like 16 or something
31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? - on my bedside table
32. What word do you say the most? - idk, maybe something like “okay”
33. What’s the oldest age you would date? - something around 21 i guess?
34. What’s the youngest age you would date? - i don’t think i’d date minors so let’s say 18
35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? - some ppl say i’d make a great teacher but i don’t complete agree
36. What’s your favorite music genre? - pop and alternative + electronic music (not edm but like cool electronic vibey music)
37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? - uk, japan or like sweden i guess??
38. What is your current favorite song? - “painkiller” by before you exit
39. How long have you had this blog for? - 2015
40. What are you excited for? - graduation (i’m both excited and terrified tbh)
41. Are you a better talker or listener? - listener
42. What is the last productive thing you did? - i did stuff for my uni applications yesterday but i really need to complete them today though
43. What do you want for christmas? - it’s very long before christmas so i have no idea
44. What class do you get the best grades in? - i don’t really have classes anymore but i used to get the best grades in english, maths (how??) and history
45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now? - like 7? i’m not feeling my best bcs i got cramps and i’m stressed but honestly not that bad tbh
46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years? - hopefully doing what i love, living somewhere nice, enjoying life
47. When did you get your first heartbreak? - like 2013-ish?
48. What age do you want to get married? - i have no idea :o
49. What career did you want to have as a child? - i wanted to be a librarian!!
50. What do you crave right now? - sleep, sweet things, ice cream perhaps?
i tag: @loverserendipity @softsweateredjimin @ballerida @bboymyg @jungkookisclearlythebestest and anyone who wants to do this but no pressure (this was honestly a handful :D)
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28 Questions
Rules: Tag the person who tagged you, answer the questions and tag 20 people !
was tagged by @paramoregf !
1. How tall are you? i’m like 5′4
2. What color and style is your hair? it’s brown and a lil longer than shoulder length w layers, i need a haircut tho, it’s getting too long again ://
3. What color are your eyes? like greenish hazel ??
4. Do you wear glasses? yes i’m blind af and i refuse to get contacts bc the idea of putting them in freaks me out n i think i look weird without em
5. Do you wear braces? no! and i never did thankfully my teeth grew in p straight
6. What is your fashion style? like black jeans a t-shirt n a hoodie or sweater p much
7. Full name? julia madeline [redacted]
8. When were you born? july 24th 2000!
9. Where are you from and where do you live now? i’m from albany, new york but i live further downstate now in the hudson valley region
10. What school do you go to? my county’s community college!
11. What kind of student are you? the kind that was told i was smart but it actually turns out i’m just average and struggles to find the motivation 2 get through basic assignments :))
12. Do you like school? not particularly!
13. What are your favourite school subjects? history was my SHIT in high school dr. panzer if ur reading this....... ur the man
14. Favorite TV shows? ummmm idk i recently watched killing eve n it was so good,,,,, i don’t watch many shows tho so ??
16. Favorite books? i’m jus gonna list a bunch of like ya fiction bc the last time i had consistent motivation to read was like 10th grade so i’ll spare u
17. Favorite past-time? listening to music, talking 2 my pals, isolating myself, etc.
18. Do you have any regrets? lmao ya
19. Dream job? i mean i’m a psych major so hopefully something to do with that but if we’re bein wild and hypothetical i wish i was talented enough to be a musician
20. Would you like to get married? yes!!!!! can’t wait 2 have a wife!!
21. Would you like to have kids someday? yea!
22. How many? no more than 2 prolly
23. Do you like shopping? sometimes, i gotta be in the mood tho (also not broke or else i just feel guilty)
24. What countries have you visited? none, i’ve never been out of the us :((
25. What’s the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had? god there’s no way to explain it but when i was 7 i got pneumonia and almost died and i had the fuckin. wildest fever dreams and nightmares and sleep paralysis having to do with mazes and being chased, if i hear a certain like. slow voice pattern i get like a quick flash to it still. i have no clue what that would be called
26. Do you have any enemies? nah ppl either dk who i am or are ok w me i’m p boring
27. Do you have a s/o? no !! :((
28. Do you believe in miracles? mayhaps ?
i big hate tagging ppl bc i feel annoying but i will tag hm. 3 of u let’s see. @makosharks @murphysghost n @ketchumid
ofc u guys don’t have to do it but !!
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Take 2... ODD NUMBERS
Em you absolute MADWOMAN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU X’D X’D
THIS IS GONNA BE ALL THE ODD NUMBERS FROM THIS POST (feel free to still send even ones in pFFFFffffFFFt) so I’m putting it under the cut!! Gonna be looong!! If you wanna learn random stuff about The Matt, click read more. :P
1.if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?
Read: Bird by Crystal Chan. Watch: Sense8. Listen to: this song.
3.three songs that you connect with right now.
this - this - this
5.have you taken someones virginity?
Nope. Not… yet? XD
7.if you could, would you take back your last kiss?
Haven’t had a proper one yet, unfortunately.
9.what was the last concert you saw?
Never been to one, too much noise and flashing lights and people = complete sensory overload and panic attack. Cinemas are bad enough. XD BUT I would be pretty tempted to see Coldplay live!!
11.do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
Sweet Cheesus yes please.
13.a song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?
this :D jk jk if it was somebody I rlly cared about it would be my favourite song probably
15.do you want to have kids? How many?
*hYsTeRiCaL lAuGhTeR* buddy I can barely take care of my own impulsive ass let alone a kid. But I’m never one to say never, so… I really don’t know. I’m not gonna be the one getting knocked up though, so adoption or… something else, depending on my eventual partner’s gender.
17.do you miss anyone from your past?
Yes. The two people I really miss though were slowly killing me so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ better off!!
19.have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I sure hope not! D:
21.have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
1) Haven’t had one yet :’) 2) I really really hope I never make them cry, I’ll never intend to. D’:
23.favourite weather?
A nice, cloudy, kinda chilly day with steady rain.
25.do you wanna get married?
Honestly I really don’t mind either way so it’ll depend 100% on my partner. If they want to, sure!! If they don’t, I won’t care. I do have this thing though where I tend to pass out if I stand still for a long amount of time so that’ll be… interesting. X’D my only thing will be that I want the ring bearer to be either dressed up as a Hobbit or to be a v good dog so those are my only conditions to marriage 😂😂😂
27.what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?
Frodo reaction memes. X’D
29.what’s your favorite pasta dish?
Ravioli is pretty hecking good! I’m getting back into pasta recently, I never used to like it bc we used to have gluten pasta and it made me feel sick. But now I can find out which pastas I like!!! :’DDDDD
31.what’s your favorite eye color?
Blue eyes are stunning. It’s funny, my Mum has blue eyes and I’m so bitter that I didn’t inherit them. :((( But rlly all eye colours can be super pretty!!
33.are you a morning person?
Yes in the fact that I LOVE mornings. I can be grumpy first thing sometimes when I’m still half asleep but I get really happy and energetic from overtiredness lmao quickly!! :DDDD
35.what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
My boots. I’ve had them forever and I don’t own any other shoes, apart from some runners that are still practically brand new bc I never wear them. XD
37.tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
Okay so normally when I’m awake at 3AM it’s one of 3 scenarios: 1) I got fixated on something and don’t know how much time has passed, or 2) my insomnia has flared up yet again and I am this close to having a mental breakdown because I’m so tired, or 3) I got overtired and now act pretty much drunk and have too much energy to go to sleep. One time I sent Enna three separate rambly stupid asks about her OCs and I was so tired that the next morning I remembered I sent them but I couldn’t remember anything I said. She was super sweet about it. The end. X’D
39.who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
My Dad. We both love the stars. We were also talking about Pokemon and DND. XD
41.do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
I don’t particularly like it, I prefer just downloading songs now. Mainly because I don’t like a lot of songs from the same band and buying a whole CD or record just for ONE song that I like on it is… meh. XD The last one I bought was an Ed Sheeran CD and it was for my mum.
43.what are your favorite memes of the year so far
I haven’t found any yet that really grab me, we’ll see. X’D
45.what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?
I got my Dad a One Direction calendar once. We both hated One Direction. (When the cashier gave 12-year-old me that kind of ‘stupid teenaged girl in love with a boy band’ look I stared right back at her and told her with a straight face we were going to light it on fire. I’ve never seen anyone look so pleasantly surprised in my entire life.) My Dad loooved it. X’DI asked my Dad for a toothpick a week before my birthday once and he didn’t have one. Guess what my “present” was that year. Guess. XD
47.describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
V tol and thoughtful and pretty and talented and nice and spams me and sends me pics of cute dogs occasionally. 11/10 good fren, would befren again. :’)
49.is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?
Yup. Should be writing 2 things and maybe doing something else but idk if I should do the thing or not so. Procrastination it is. :))))
51.what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?
Any mutual of mine who just sends me nice messages or asks me stuff warms my heart so much. And anyone who has ever shown interest in my OCs has my eternal gratitude, if y’all ever need a kidney you caN HAVE MINE.
53.what’s some of your favorite album art?
Literally anything Coldplay has ever had ever.
55.do you like concept albums? which ones?
They sound pretty cool but I don’t think I have any favourites…?? Idk.
57.list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
This one (This one. This one.
59.what do you do when you’re sad?
Isolate myself + throw love at my online friends so hopefully they don’t feel like I do. Also drink warm drinks and reading and spending time with my pets bc they always help.
61.what was the best (non-romantic) night you’ve had?
I read this as sex thing wooPS. X’D Best non-romantic night I’ve ever had.. hmm… the night we got our German Shepherd. It was Good Friday. We’d finally gotten our puppy. We stayed up super late watching her toddle around and fall asleep on us. One of my absolute favourite memories. :’D
63.what’s the best piece of advice you ever received?
“You will only find your special someone when you are perfectly happy with the idea of being single forever. You can only be in a comfortable and loving relationship with somebody else when you are in a comfortable and loving relationship with yourself.”
65.what’s your secret dream?
Be in a Marvel movie one day. ^-^” oof
67.three songs that remind you of the person who sends this one
The only things that come to mind are P!nk songs ASDFGHJKL XD
69.three last songs you listened to
Pffft the songs I put on this thing X’D
71.have you ever had a friends with benefits?
Nope but I’d be open to the idea! (i may even have plans with one fren lmao)
73.Is there anyone you would die for?
My family (friends included), my pets, what’s right: if the world could be magically fixed but I had to die I’d do it on the spot.
75.do you give out second chances too easily?
I used to. But then I used up all my second chances on people who didn’t deserve them. Normally if somebody really seriously hurts me, I give them one more chance and make it very clear for them to please not do that particular thing again. Everyone makes mistakes, I get that. But if they do that exact same thing again, I’m normally gone. I’m done with waiting around and getting hurt over and over just to “be a good friend.” That’s not being a friend, that’s being a doormat/punching bag.
77.is this year the best year of your life?
So far, nope. We’ll see though!!! :DDDDD
79.who/what was your last dream about?
I think it was about Shameless?? I heard there was a trans character so I watched just those clips and I think I dreamt about it. X’D
Thank you so much for asking, Em!! ^____^
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Because I’m a jerk how about all 99? :P
I hate you Mason. 1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? Burnin Up by jonas brothers
Faith by George Michael
Without Love from the Hairspray Movie Soundtrack
TKO By Justin Timberlake
Mirrors by Justin Timberlake
2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Gal Gadot
3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. “When you’re ready, let me know, and I’ll see how well you’ve done.” - Brisinger
4: What do you think about most? Depends on the day
5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? “Oh yeah.” Shout out to Nic
6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? with clothes
7: What’s your strangest talent? That I don’t have a talent
8: Girls… are great and valid; Boys… are great and valid
9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? Not that I know of
10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? I was in middle school. Accidentally farted in the middle of the room in girl scouts trying to be cool doing that. Haven’t done it since.
11: Do you have any strange phobias? Hate crowded places, don’t like stuff with a bunch of holes, hate snakes, mainly claustrophobia and social phobia
12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? a nasal spray
13: What’s your religion? very loose catholic
14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Walking, exploring a place, talking on the phone
15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind it. Don’t like how I look in photos I didn’t take myself.
16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Shinedown
17: What was the last lie you told? That I would be getting decorations for something today. I meant it when I said it tho.
18: Do you believe in karma? Yes. I believe what you put out into the world is what you receive. Whether or not that is specifically karma who knows.
19: What does your URL mean? It means Kylo Ren is a little bitch and that The Last Jedi never existed
20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? W: overthinking S: Passion
21: Who is your celebrity crush? Chris Pine atm
22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope. It makes playing Never Have I Ever really easy
23: How do you vent your anger? Talking to a friend, posting on a sub social media account
24: Do you have a collection of anything? Fairies, makeup, wonder woman and batman items
25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Phone. Conversation is more natural and unfiltered
26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? Very much so yes
27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? Styrofoam - I love the sound of my fan or the sound of someone laughing
28: What’s your biggest “what if”?What if I stayed in my first school
29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and Yes
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. R: makeup drawer L: Wall
31: Smell the air. What do you smell? Air. I smell air. Miss me with that hippie shit
32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? A club in Tampa
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? East Coast.
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Justin Timberlake
35: To you, what is the meaning of life? 42
36: Define Art. Anything you want it to be
37: Do you believe in luck? Sort of?
38: What’s the weather like right now? Cooler side. Kinda nice tho
39: What time is it? 1:20 am. Fuck you.
40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Yes and no
41: What was the last book you read? Still in the middle of Brisinger bc I am forever cursed to never finish that series. No spoilers
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? No
43: Do you have any nicknames? Kari, Rina, Lord of the Universe
44: What was the last film you saw? Just came back from seeing Game Night. It was good.
45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? Sprained my ankle one time.
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? Yes! He died.
47: Do you have any obsessions right now? Kakashi tbh
48: What’s your sexual orientation? Straight
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? Yep that I was falsely in love with someone I was not.
50: Do you believe in magic? No.
51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes
52: What is your astrological sign? Cancer. I’m an emotional bitch.
53: Do you save money or spend it? Both
54: What’s the last thing you purchased? Candy for a movie
55: Love or lust? Love. 100%
56: In a relationship? Not at the moment
57: How many relationships have you had? Official? One. Non official? 3
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? I tried. No.
59: Where were you yesterday? School, work and home
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? My blanket
61: Are you wearing socks right now? Nope. Bare feet.
62: What’s your favourite animal? Meerkat
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? That’s manipulation I don’t encourage that spam snapchat with selfies
64: Where is your best friend? Hopefully sleeping bc it’s nearly fucking 2am
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. how about no
66: What is your heritage? Hispanic
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? Sleeping like I should be doing right now
68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? Pussy
69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? I am a child of God.
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Yes I would love another hot mess friend.
71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Call someone nearby to help and explain the situation
72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a) family and close friends b) go see all the people I want to see c) of course who doesn’t fear death
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. In order to love you need trust so love.
74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Burnin Up by the Jonas Brothers or Get Low by Lil Jon
75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? Not happening
76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Trust, Love and Communication
77: How can I win your heart? Win my family’s heart
78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? Yes bc there are less social restrictions
79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? To leave the first school - also to go to San Antonio last summer
80: What size shoes do you wear? 8-9
81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? She loved Wonder Woman.
82: What is your favourite word? Fuck
83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. family
84: What is a saying you say a lot? “Listen”
85: What’s the last song you listened to? Say Something by JT
86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? Pink, Black, Green
87: What is your current desktop picture? Picture of Abby Cadabby from Sesame Street reading a muppets version of harry potter
88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? The asshole in power in Venezuela
89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? Depends on who it is
90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Cry because mummies have been a fear since childhood
91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Photographic memory when needed
92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Either a very recent Saturday. Or a moment in San Antonio where I was just in the hotel room being the happiest I had felt in years.
93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Ever riding Falcon’s Fury
94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Nick Jonas despite knowing it would be awful
95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
New York or Chicago
96: Do you have any relatives in jail?
Not atm
97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Yep. Tried swallowing pen ink and it made me puke
98: Ever been on a plane?
Yep this past summer
99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Be kind to one another.
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hi, i love you
1. favorite character?
ughh i love so many of the characters for different reasons but rosalie has a very special place in my heart
2. favorite book?
hm.. twilight. especially when bella first arrived in forks. i liked the fun interactions between bella and her human friends. this one was, at least inmy opinion, the lightest of the books and i like that hgfhfhhfhd
3. favorite movie?
eclipse!! the filters are so much nicer to my eyes than in the first two movies (tbh i’m not a huge fan of the movies and it’s been a Long Ass While since i’ve seen them) (if they’re on netflix i may have to rewatch them)
4. favorite book moments
bella checking out kim, bella constantly remarking on alice & rosalie’s beauty, when alice comes back and bella throws herself into her arms (she missed her gf!!!), stupid shiny volvo owner, bella punching jacob, seth and edward’s friendship, edward giving the bella the rundown of Acceptable decades in music of the 20th century, bella threatening edward with her anger over the phone when rose & alice trap her in a sleepover in eclipse and then being all soft and cuddly when edward gets back, bella reading tennyson to renesmee, renesmee and zafrina’s friendship, jacob and bella fixing the motorcycles ad just being Pals, angela and bella doing ang’s granduation party invites
5. favorite movie moments?
any interaction between billy and charlie, booboo stewart, renee and charlie in bd1, that like 20 second part in bd1 where bella and edward are playing chess, aro’s fucking laugh in bd2 bc its.. dramatic
6. books in order from favorite to least favorite
twilight, new moon, breaking dawn, eclipse
7. movies in order from favorite to least favorite
eclipse, twilight, eclipse, bd1, bd2
8. book or movie moments that made you the most mad?
when jacob p much assaulted bella lol, jacob throwing the bowl at rosalie in bd and emmett not saying a FUCKING THING, when the cullens just deadass let bree get fucking murdered for absolutely no reason, when charlie didn’t do jack shit about jacob assaulting bella, jacob imprinting on a fucking baby, quill imprinting on a fucking baby, sam’s character as a whole, imprinting as a whole
9. book or movie moments that made you the most sad?
rosalie. just like… the fact that she’ll nnever get the one thing she wants above all. same with esme. also the line in new moon right before the months of nothing that’s like, “and i did not resurface,” THE MONTHS OF NOTHING, the denalis watching irina get murdered
10. opinions/thoughts on life and death?
i actaully haven’t read it bc im a broke ass bitch & plus i don’t really see the point? but hey i’m all about that twilight content. also all of the names in l&d were Dumb. also also idk if im remembering right but didn’t beau have blue eyes like renee? idk but if so i liked that
11. do you prefer the books or movies?
BOOKS
12. favorite character casting(s)?
i can’t really remember the acting aside from ashley greene (who i loved as alice… her personality was great) so based on appearance, i like peter facinelli as carlisle, kellan lutz as emmett, booboo stewart as seth, christian serratos as angela, anna kendrick as jessica, justin chon as eric, and michael welch as mike
13. least favorite character casting(s)?
hm.. i don’t think i had any?
14. favorite songs from the soundtracks?
DECODE!!! also a thousand years & a thousand years part 2
15. what’s the one thing you would want to change about the saga?
IMPRINTING!!! make it more optional! less obsessive! and you can’t do it on fucking babies!!!
16. which character would you want to be?
tbh i wouldn’t wanna be any of them rlly? i’d rather like. be myself but in that world if that makes sense
17. which character would you be best friends with?
rosalie! although she’d probably hate me lbr. also seth!!!!!!!!! and angela! and bella hfjdhkfaksa
18. which characters would you probably not get along with?
jacob, sam, jared, paul, & mike
19. favorite cullen?
rosalie and esme!
20. favorite wolf?
seth!
21. favorite human?
angela!
22. favorite volturi
aro and sulpicia (and jane hgfjhgkjh)
23. would you rather be a wolf or a vampire?
my first instinct was to say vampire but the whole no sleeping/eating thing would be. bad for me. so i’d say wolf bc u still get the cool speed and hearing PLUS you get to be a wolf, and have cool self healing powers
24. what would you want your special vampire power/ability to be?
gosh i actually have… no idea. maybe something similar to zafrina’s illusions? ik im unoriginal af
25. what would you want your wolf fur to look like?
maybe like.. a soft brownish tan?
26. would you want to join the volturi?
in theory but not practice
27. if you were a vampire, would you follow a “vegetarian” diet? how would you go about your life?
see vampirism would be a bit of a problem for me because i have sort of an extreme phobia of corpses, be it animal or human. so that would probably make hunting difficult? (at least until i got desperate enough to just go through with the kill.) but no, i probably wouldn’t be vegetarian. ik this sort of contradicts my earlier point but why kill animals when there are rapists and nazis out there? as for my life i would probably try to find a coven, bc i’m a lonely ass bitch and then hopefully convince one of the members to hunt for me with an eternity of i-owe-you-one’s as repayment. we’d most likely be nomadic
28. your opinion on imprinting?
bad.
29. favorite couples and/or friendships?
i really liked edward and alice’s friendship, as well as edward and seth’s. tbh i don’t really have any canon ships??? (edit: this is a lie. angela/ben is the Only good canon couple in twilight) non canon tho… i’d say beau/edward, bella/alice/jasper, charlie/billy, rosalie/heidi, rosalie/leah, poly volturi coven, and lowkey jessica/angela/bella
30. would you rather live in forks or on the reservation?
honestly it doesnt matter that much to me? but maybe forks ig because it’s..a utensil
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Tagged by @markleesgiggle - thank u for tagging me lad ❤️ we gotta talk more!!!
Rules: Answers these 92 statements and tag 20 people
LAST:
1. Drink: coke
2. Phone Call: the local chinese to order my sister her dinner
3. Text message: my friend talking to me about this thing I applied to nd helping me word my reply
4. Song you listened to: Pırlanta - Demet Akalın // HONESTLY LADS THIS IS SUCH A BOP
5. Time you cried: like,, so much this week bc I miss a big part of my family. More specifically tho, this morning nd for the same reason
6. Dated someone twice: lads I haven't even went out w someone once
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nopeee. But I have dodged a kiss nd regretted it?
8. Been cheated on: nah m8
9. Lost someone special: yup
10. Been depressed: don't think so
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: the most I've ever gotten is tipsy so nope, no throwing up
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS
12-14. blue, black and white (but not blue nd black together no thank u)
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: new acquaintances I guess? but not really friend-friends. online though @taestyhoe
16. Fallen out of love: nah
17. Laughed until you cried: yes omw the other day my sister chocked on her ice cream out of nowhere nd the noise was so funny 😂😂😂🙈 I laughed so much I ended up crying nd winding myself :') but seriously, I've laughed so much these past 2 weeks :'))
18. Found out someone was talking about you: boi have I omw, ngl it hurt like heck but what can u do
19. Met someone who changed you: mhm
20. Found out who your friends are: yup, it wasn't a v nice time nd I'm still not completely over it but I know who I can definitely depend on now, nd hopefully they know that they can depend on me too
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nearly
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all
23. Do you have any pets: a wee pupper
24. Do you want to change your name: not really but I also really like the spelling "Zehra" over "Zahra" so
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: had some friends over
26. What time did you wake up: around 9ish
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I think I was resting, either that or watching CBB
28. Name something you can’t wait for: to see the other half of my family again
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a wee minute ago
30. What is the one thing you wish you could change in your life: my health status? Like sometimes arthritis just,, it gets in the way nd it's v annoying. I've adjusted a lot but also ?? Plus my hands alongside that just.. they make me frustrated esp when I can't do what others my age can do smh. Also mental health?? Like I wanna be more ~stable~ than I am or at least have more effective coping mechanisms I guess sorry for all this oversharing whoops
31. What are you listening to right now: nothing
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my own nerves lmao
34. Most visited website: atm it's prolly google translate bc I've been trying to expand my Turkish vocabulary for talking to my cousins
35. Elementary: done
36. High School: done
37. College: find out soon but I don't wanna think about it
38. Haircolor: mostly brown
39. Long or short hair: sorta longish?
40. Do you have a crush on someone: kinda skdjfuejsnsnd
41. What do you like about yourself: I think I'm a good listener nd I always try to take other people feelings into consideration
42. Piercings: ears
43. Bloodtype: idk
44. Nickname: my surname
45. Relationship status: single
46. ???
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite TV Show: Chicago Typewriter yooooooo
49. Tattoos: not atm but I'd like a few
50. Right or left: right (handed??)
51. Surgery: I've had a few bc hands, tonsils nd arthritis lmao
52. Piercing: not fussed
53. Sport: haha
54. ???
55. Vacation: TURKEY OMW LADS I LOVE GOING THERE SM I GET TO SEE MY FAMILY ND SOME PALS ND I ALWAYS HAVE SUCH A LAUGH W MY COUSINS THE SUN CLEARS MY SKIN UP ND I LOVE THE FOOD TOO!!! IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR THE WEE PART I GO TO LIKE WHAT TH E HECK
56. Pair of trainers: converse
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: nothing
58. Drinking: nothing
59. I’m about to: idk yet, might footer abt nd go over some Turkish or watch tonight's ep of CBB
60. ???
61. Waiting for: results determining if I get into uni or not :)
62. Want: to be able to speak Turkish nd visit my Turkish family more often
63. Get married: yes pls
64. Career: I'd love to go into music journalism
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. Hugs or kisses: hugs but I guess it depends on the situation hehe
66. Lips or eyes: lips
67. Shorter or taller: taller
68. Older or younger: older, but if they’re a wee tad younger than me idm
69. ???
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach
71. Sensitive or loud: both
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: neither
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a stranger: nah m8
75. Drank hard liquor: I've had p strong stuff but nah
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: prolly
77. Turned someone down: well, a guy kept trying to say nd do stuff on snapchat but it made me uncomfortable so I ended the convo nd blocked him lmao, idk if this counts???
78. Sex in the first date: no thanku
79. Broken someones heart: doubt it
80. Had your heart broken: idk, don't think so
81. Been arrested: nah
82. Cried when someone died: yup
83. Fallen for a friend: nah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: idk?
85. Miracles: lowkey
86. Love at first sight: nah, like there may be an initial attraction but I don't believe you can love someone without knowing them
87. Santa Claus: I was told on Christmas Eve lol
88. Kiss in the first date: depends on the person
89. Angels: yes
OTHER:
90. Current best friends name: Laura, Hope, Ruth, Jess
91. Eyecolor: brown
92. Favorite movie: I'm not really a movie person but I do enjoy a wee watch of Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging
I tag @taestyhoe @taeyongfireeyes @angel-spices @bowtrckle @helzo-has-a-blog @fangirllingsince1995 @imxjaebeom @twinmoless and @sugadaddytaeyong
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‘sup i got tagged by @elroymarvelous (and i need to stop using ‘sup as a greeting jesus christ *tips fedora*)
aaand i’m tagging @bottomkirk @greetings-from-the-suffer-puppet @isthisspockspeaking @lieutenant-sapphic @loststarlight @wordssometimesfail @trappist-1p @autisticarchieandrews @greenjimkirk @plaidshirtjimkirk @jamest-kirk @subinnnnn @tomatosdumpster @thetardisismysoulanimal @random-fandoms-trash @thatpunktrekkie and anyone else who wants to do this! just consider yourself tagged :)
THE LAST
1. Drink: black tea
2. Phone call: my dad? i think? i don’t call people unless i can’t totally avoid it
3. Text message: @isthisspockspeaking
4. Song you listened to: we built this city by starship
5. Time you cried: ???? probably last week or tomorrow
6. Dated someone twice: njoope
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i’m unkissed, therefore...
8. Been cheated on: nah
9. Lost someone special: yup
10. Been depressed: lkjsldfjslfjklasjdflajs life is hell atm so yes, constantly
11. Gotten drunk + thrown up: literally every time i have as much as two cocktails?? i don’t get it tbh. and i didn’t even really get drunnk
3 Favorite Colors
12. yellow
13. blue
14. green
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU
15. Made new friends: yup!
16. Fallen out of love: didn’t even fall in love so falling out of it is kinda difficult
17. Laughed until you cried: the aquarium incident in physics lab the week before last. i’ve never laughed so hard in my life i think. cried again when we rehashed it
18. Found out someone was talking about you: i guess?? but i knew it already, and it wasn’t bad stuff
19. Met someone who changed you: uhh? maybe
20. Found out who your friends are: (does this year count as last year?? do we mean last calendar year or last 12 months? cause then HELL YES jesus)
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook page: thank god no lol
GENERAL:
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them, but there’re a couple where i only assume who they are tbh
23. do you have any pets: ... five cactuses. i bet that counts :p
24. do you want to change your name: i wrote a wonderful monologue about how ravenna is actually p great and i’m learning to be her at @greetings-from-the-suffer-puppet a couple days ago or so. my name makes me pretty damn unique, and i like it!
25. what did you do for your last birthday: went out to dinner with my family and got drinks with an ex-friend later
26. what time did you wake up: I OVERSLEPT AND WOKE UP AT TEN AM MY ALARM WAS FOR 6:30 FUCK ME
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: uh. @bottomkirk uhhh MADE ME watch the dramatic readings of my immortal
28. name something you can’t wait for: august 1, 2017, around 2pm (i’ll be done with my chem final by then and probably also through the post-final breakdown and hopefully already packing / having packed my suitcase)
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: two weeks ago (ish)
31. what are you listening to right now: the two illustrious construction zones a street over :D and whatever else comes through the window. also rain pattering
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes my dad’s best friend’s name is tom and he’s a cool dude. weird, since he’s an artist, but cool
33. something that is getting on your nerves: well i’m mostly done with being insanely annoyed by the spn fandom, so atm it’s the mcu
34. most visited website: tumblurb
35. hair colour: ???? it’s like a dark blonde in places but the tips are light blonde. i’m considering becoming a redhead over the summer :D
36. long or short hair: mine? long. on people? whatever floats their boat
37. do you have a crush on someone: no
38. what do you like about yourself: ???? i think i’m getting a really good grip on my life but it does contain lots of internal crying
39. piercings: two in both ear lobes
40. blood type: 0+ i think. i’m sure about the 0 but i forgot my rhesus type
41. nickname: i don’t have one :( please give me one?
42. relationship status: single pringle terrified to mingle
44. pronouns: she/her
45. favourite tv show: wtf kinda question is that. tos all the way
46. tattoos: i WANT but i’m so broke i don’t quite know how to afford food for the next two weeks haha
47. right or left handed: right
48. surgery: a couple minor ones, once getting my wisdom teeth out and once having a dark birthmark removed. also i think i had to get one of my milk teeth removed by the dentist :D also there was the glass table incident. me and my sisters all have actual scars from that glass table. i p much slit my lip on it and you can still see the scar! fun times! my other sister has a small piece of her ear missing bc of that table :D
50. sport: horseback riding (*cries* i wish i had a stable here), yoga, running
51. vacation: THIS STUPID QUESTION IS IN ALL THESE THINGS AND I JUST HAVE TOO MANY ANSWERS!! ugh. FINE. let’s do this as per the distance these places are away from me. berlin. the netherlands. sweden. the uk. iceland. italy (esp rome, venice and ravenna), france. greece (all the ancient cultures yay). barcelona. idk whether egypt is safe atm but egypt (the pyramids and that all). south africa. japan. china. australia. chile. brazil. mexico. the usa (a roadtrip. you know, the classic. also nyc??? i miss you. also hey i have friendos there!!). canada. OUTER FUCKING SPACE LIKE WHOA
52. pair of trainers: does this mean the shoes or a coach?? i do own shoes if that is the question. several even.
MORE GENERAL
53. eating: rn? nothing. but there will likely be pancakes today
54. drinking: water, and obscene amounts of black tea
55. I’m about to: study (lmao procrastination ftw)
56. waiting for: august 1, 2017, 2pm
57. want: a fucking break
58. get married: maybe
59. career: doctor!! (hey what do you call a nerdy doctor? a DORKtor ahhahahaha love me please)
54. drinking: as in alcohol?? ehh. i have half an apple cider in the fridge, and other than that there’re like two cocktails i like to drink, maybe three
WHICH IS BETTER:
60. hugs or kisses: i’m touch starved so i’m a slut for any kind of physical attention tbh
61. lips or eyes: i like lips cause then you can speak and eat food. i like eyes for seeing (though mine have a glitch. i need an expansion pack for them)
62. shorter or taller: i’m tall. small people are ok but you need to be careful so you don’t lose them in your purse
63. older or younger: ??? well i like kids and seniors can be assholes but also vice versa so idk
64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms bring the food. stomach holds the food. GoodTM (personally? i’d like for my arms to stop having acne and for my stomach to be flat. thank)
65. hookup or relationship: relationship
66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant (i only pretend to be tough lmao)
HAVE YOU EVER:
67. kissed a stranger: nah
68. drank hard liquor: what qualifies as hard?? i’ve had vodka in my drinks, but they were cocktails, so ?? (actually we made moscow mules when i visited my parents and the recipe said to put in 4 cl of vodka but i’m PRETTY sure my dad put in more)
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: akjslöfdjasldfjasldf fuck me up. yes. also broken them. also you try to have -5 dpt and find your fucking glasses. i can see 20ish cm in front of my face clearly. when i lose my glasses i’m essentially fucked
70. turned someone down: yes, and it was a good idea
71. sex on the first date: ha no
73. had your heart broken: sure
74. been arrested: :D (no)
75. cried when someone died: irl? cried when someone almost died. movies? yes.
76. fallen for a friend: nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. yourself: i guess so, yeah!
78. miracles: “magic is just science that you don’t understand yet”
79. love at first sight: no
80. santa claus: excuse you, this is americawashing. in germany we have the christkind. fuck off
81. kiss on the first date: maybe??
82. angels: ehhhh
OTHER:
84. eye colour: slate grey
85. favourite movie: Wonder Woman (2017) dir. Patty Jenkins (elroy wrote this and imma leave this here), also the one with the whales, transporter 3 and a very specific version of cinderella
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god bless you
1- what will you be doing in an hour?probably lying in bed being a depressed piece of shit
2- ever had sex?nah
3- how many people do you currently want to punch in the face?none atm
4- who do you miss the most right now?uhh idk really
5- how and when did you meet your best friend?second grade, i was a new student half way through the year and she (she is the person asking this) and i became friends, i moved away at the end of the year but moved back in sixth grade and we became friends again
6- least favorite song in the world?that one fucking humps song
7- least favorite song by your favorite musician?i don’t think i have one
8- where are you right now?my room
9- what do you hear in the background?music
10- last time seen a band live?i saw the 1975 a few months ago
11- someone you want to be with right now?im being called out
12- how did you celebrate your last birthday?i went to the beach
13- do you prefer ass or boobs?i don’t really have a preference
14- favorite animal?idk
15- favorite musician who died?i didn’t really excessively listen to any musician who died
16- indoors or outdoors?indoors
17- what will you do if you right now in your age get pregnant or get someone else pregnant?i never really thought of it i guess because i was never into someone with a dick? so i would have no way of getting pregnant but uh. i guess i would tell friends first and eventually work up the courage to tell my mom and make it clear that it was an accident because it absolutely would be and my mom isn’t against me having sex so it wouldn’t be absolutely horrible and i’d probably get an abortion because i’m young and don’t even really want kids anyway
18- do you wear makeup on a daily basis?i wear it if im going somewhere or someone is coming here, including school
19- favorite joke?the only thing i can think of atm that still makes me laugh when i think about it because it was just so very perfect was this one time after drama club a bunch of us were chillin and having a casual conversation about what if you broke your neck while trying to suck your own dick so like. we’re talking about how you’d explain that to your teacher and this motherfucker goes “yeah i just, was uh, wresting with my brother and i… well… i took quite the blow” we all lost it
20- last person who called you?my mom
21- last person to send u a text?sarah (you)
22- last person you sent a text to?also sarah
23- how easily do you fall in love?idk really? i only really develop even a crush when i don’t want it i’ll be like “ok i just need some time to not be concerned about romance i’m done for a while” and my heart is like :) i don’t think it’s easy for me to fall in love it takes a while of knowing them for me mostly but i do have very strong crushes when i get them
24- how much money do you have in your wallet?two dollars and seventy five cents
25- are you on your phone or computer?computer
26- last person you talk to face to face?my brother i think
27- last song you listened to?welcome to the jungle by guns n’ roses
28- if you could have any super power, which would it be?teleportation that’d be rad
29- favorite tv show?i don’t really watch tv
30- how bored are you right now that your answering this shit?not at all, i was watching a movie but i went to my room bc i was excited to answer them
31- country you want to visit?idk really, i don’t think of dreams like that i’m more concerned with just not dying
32- ever left your home country?no
33- favorite guitar solo ever?idk
34- something good you remember from your childhood?when i was young enough to not be that fantastic a reader but old enough to be able to do it my dad and i would read books together, meaning he could read most of it and then once in a while he would stop and ask me to read a page. we read matilda and alice in wonderland and alice through the looking glass together
35- ever wanted to kill yourself?yeah
36- if yes, what saved your life?sarah (you)
37- what kind of house you want to live in?i don’t care so long as i’m happy
38- weirdest thing that has happened to you today?i had a pretty average day so idk
39- what do you watch on youtube when you do?game grumps or makeup tutorials
40- tell a funny story that has happened to youi can’t really think of a good one rn but im p sure i’ve told the story of my eight grade science teacher’s short story he wrote in high school that i found in another ask so if anyone wants to look for that
41- tell a romantic story that has happened to youtbh i don’t think i have a special story theres like “got asked out by a note” and “kissed on my couch” but most ppl have one of those stories too so
42- do you like babies?they’re cute but i’d struggle with taking care of my own
43- what big difference do you think will happen to you in a year?hopefully i’ll be with a good therapist, diagnosed with depression, and hopefully on meds for it
44- what’s your blog about?my stupid self and life
45- do you have a piece of jewelry you never take off?nah
46- do you like your name?yeah i chose it
47- what would people that doesn’t know your name call you if they want your attention?probably like “you, with the ___” and something about my makeup or hair bc that tends to be what people notice about me
48- tell an awkward story that happened to youi did anything, ever
49- are you more of a jock/rebel/nerd?if we’re talking about high school cliques i’m not really in any of those i’m in the group of gays that all sit together at lunch and everyone knows they’re gay
50- congratulations, someone asked you shit and you answered it. kinda sad that it’s probably the biggest part of your day ha? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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rules: answer all the questions and tag 20 other blogs [ tagged at the end of the post ]
tagged by: @starmimii
LAST:
1. DRINK: Coffee
2. PHONE CALL: My mom
3. TEXT MESSAGE: Group chat with my mom and my grandmother about the lottery lmao
4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: P sure it was The Man by The Killers
5. TIME YOU CRIED: Idk a few days ago I was in one of those weird ass moods
6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: Yes :/
7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: Nah
8. BEEN CHEATED ON: I mean... not really I guess but the lines were super blurry so... maybe?
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Yes
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: Yep
11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: Actually no... I never threw up from drinking, but I have from smoking bc of all the random shit I ate afterwards with munchies lmaoo
3 FAVORITE COLORS
12. Blue/teal
13. Maroon
14. I’ve been a fan of super sunshiney yellow recently
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU
15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: Yep
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: I don’t think so??
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: Yesss
18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: No, or at least not in a bad way lol
19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: Yesss
20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: I guess so lol
21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: Nah
GENERAL
22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: A lot of them but def not all??
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: My beautiful kitten Willow Rose, and we have three Cockatiels Sweety (the bitch), Hoke (the old ass man that’s older than me... seriously he’s like 26), and Taco (the crazy egg laying one) and we have a koi pond
24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: I used to but I’m okay with it now. My middle name is still a little meh but it’s alright lol
25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: Honestly I worked a 12 hour shift but then my patient and his family got me my own cake and they celebrated my birthday with me bc they are so sweet <3
26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: It was a little before 11 because there was a kitten on the deck but we don’t know where she went??
27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: I’d just gotten home from work so I was probs like getting my shit together in my room for bed lol
28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: Honestly I don’t know?
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: Yesterday before I left for work
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Tbh Caillou is on bc my brothers like making fun of it lmao
32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: Yeah lol
33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: Nothing right now
34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: Tumblr probably
35. HAIR COLOR: Orange
36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: Short
37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: Yaaaa the struggs
38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: Idk... I like to think I’m a very caring person and stay calm in stressful situations even if I”m shitting myself on the inside which is good for my job lol
39. PIERCINGS: 4 in my left earlobe, 3 in my right and 1 in my right cartilage, and my nose but I don’t rly wear it anymore
40. BLOOD TYPE: do you want to know my ss too?? But idk I always forget my blood type lol
41. NICKNAME: Sissy, Spence
42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single lolol
43. ZODIAC: Capricorn
44. PRONOUNS: She/her
45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: Idk I guess it’s back to being TW now lol
46. TATTOOS: “the stars look very different today” from David Bowie’s Space Oddity on my right foot
47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: Right
48. SURGERY: Nope
50. SPORT: Hahaha good joke lmao
51. VACATION: Dream vacation or next vacation? Bc I’m going to Cape May in September again for work and Cape Cod for a real vacation in October hopefully... but dream wise I wanna go back to Prague <3
52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: What is the question??? Do I own sneakers??
MORE GENERAL
53. EATING: Just had dippy eggs lol (idk if other people call them that... it’s like sunny side up but you also gotta steam the top so it’s all perfectly done <3 )
54. DRINKING: Coffee
55. I’M ABOUT TO: Do nothing before I have to get ready for work
56. WAITING FOR: Idk ??
57. WANT: To win the lotto lmao
58. GET MARRIED: MAYBE eventually idk
59. CAREER: RN
WHICH IS BETTER
60. HUGS OR KISSES: Depends!!
61. LIPS OR EYES: Bothhhh but eyes probs?
62. SHORTER OR TALLER: I don’t care lol
63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: Older... I’ve mainly dated people younger than me so like let’s switch it up
64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: I DON’T CAREEE but arms I guess
65. HOOKUP OR RELATIONSHIP: Relationship??
66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: WHY CAN’T WE HAVE BOTH lmao
HAVE YOU EVER:
67. KISSED A STRANGER: Nah
68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: Yeah lmao
69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: No...
70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: Yes haha
71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: Nooo I can’t do that lmao not on the first date
72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: I think maybe
73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: I guess so
74. BEEN ARRESTED: Nooo
75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: Well I’m not an emotionless monster wtf
76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: Yeah lol
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. YOURSELF: Yeah usually!1
78. MIRACLES: Sure lol
79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: Idk??
80. SANTA CLAUS: Nah
81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: Sure why not
82. ANGELS: Umm idk honestly
OTHER:
84. EYE COLOR: Green
85. FAVORITE MOVIE: Step Brothers!!
tagging: I don’t know 20 people soooo... @madi-writes @daphnegreenqrass @scottmccallswrites @amcthystwrites
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get to know me (against your will)
Get to know me tag!!!
Tagged by @drsupermonk thanks dude bro! i think some of the questions are missing but its chill, hopefully this isnt too annoying for everyone lol
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people I tag… @cryptidkohai @kingbokuroo @sugamamma @queeraesthete @flowerblxxd @itze
its okay if like, none of yall do this lol
THE LAST:
1. Drink: waterr
2. Phone call: to a coworker about picking up her shift
3. Text message: “im sorry bro" i feel like this text really says a lot about me lol
4. Song you listened to: best friend by rex orange county
5. Time you cried: mmm few weeks ago? ive cried a lot this summer,,
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: noo
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes lmao
8. Been cheated on: better not have
9. Lost someone special: not really tbh, i dropped a lot of people bc i learned they werent as cool as i originally thought tho
10. Been depressed: hA. YEAH
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: *punk rock voice* IM TOTALLY STRAIGHT EDGE BRO. I DONT DO THAT SHIZ. FRICK DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. STAY IN SCHOOOOOOL
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: dark red, black aaand blue of any shade
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: hEck yEAH
16. Fallen out of love: don’t really think ive ever been in love tbh?
17. Laughed until you cried: all the time lol
18. Found out someone was talking about you: did you mean: 6-7th grade and my sophomore year of high school :)
19. Met someone who changed you: ive met a lot of people who really opened up my perspective and shown me new ways to look like at life so i guess?
20. Found out who your friends are: i mean ive got a few that i hold super close
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nah, fb is basically dead lol
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: havent used it since 6th grade so no
23. Do you have any pets: a sweet (annoying) pupper
24. Do you want to change your name: mm yeah itd be fun
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: hung out w my parents bc i didn’t really have any friends at that point in time
28. Name something you can’t wait for: oh geez ummm just going on trips to visit my ld friends,,
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 2 minutes ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my bod type tbh. maybe id boost my confidence or my way of thinking about myself too
31. What are you listening to right now: absolute silence of everyone sleeping
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i dont think i have??? never even met a tom before. all toms are now a conspiracy
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: me.
34. Most visited website: tumblr, insta and youtube
35. Mole/s: none
36. Mark/s: i have a tiiiiny scar on my palm, one scar on my leg from when i got burned on a motorcycle and i think i have a birthmark on my foot that or its just discolored skin
37. Childhood dream: to be a painter in paris
38. Hair color: reddish brown, really faded
39. Long or short hair: i like short hair on myself but other than that, idc
40. Do you have a crush on someone: potentially??? (lmao no one is going to get an answer from
me. only 2 people are aware of this and it will stay that way)
41. What do you like about yourself: im loyal af
42. Piercings: 1 cartilage and 2 others on both my ears
43. Blood type: o positive
44. Nickname: not really. i mean i go by rei or reagan so like. rei could be considered a nickname
45. Relationship status: lonely and pathetic
46. Zodiac: virghoe
47. Pronouns: they/them
48. Favorite TV Show(s): bnha and its always sunny in philadelphia
49. Tattoo(s): a future possibility
50. Right or left hand: righty
51. Surgery: wisdom teeth removeddd
52. Hair dyed in different color: variations of red, theres been blue and kinda blonde
53. Sport: my main is basketball and taekwondo (i miss it hhh), but ive done volleyball, softball, soccer and gymnastics
55. Vacation: germany, uk, japan and a few places in us
56. Pair of trainers: ??
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: currently, no. do i eat regularly? well my habits arent good lol
59. I’m about to: finish drivers ed
61. Waiting for: lots of stuff
62. Want: love, affection and support™ also happiness
63. Get married: ye boi
64. Career: civil engineer
WHICH IS BETTER
65. Hugs or kisses: mm both but hugs are super nice
66. Lips or eyes: hh both. mostly eyes tho
67. Shorter or taller: dont care lol
68. Older or younger: relatively the same age tbh. as for myself, im ur typical punk teen. rebellious and doesnt give a heck B)
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 👀
71. Sensitive or loud: depends tbh. i need someone to counter balance w me so i guess loud?
72. Hook up or relationship: relationshippp
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, lets not add to my anxiety
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a Stranger: never
75. Drank hard liquor: too pure and wholesome for that
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: so many times
77. Turned someone down: yup
78. Sex on the first date: n e v e r
79. Broken someone’s heart: probably not. maybe
80. Had your heart broken: nope.
81. Been arrested: p u r e. and. w h o l e s o m e
82. Cried when someone died: i cry over fictional characters all the time
83. Fallen for a friend: HAHAHAHAHAHA yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: not at all !!!!
85. Miracles: sure why not
86. Love at first sight: not particularly
87. Santa Claus: nah. used to.
88. Kiss on the first date: nope nope nope
OTHER:
90. Current best friend’s name: sarina <3
91. Eye color: blue
92. Favorite movie: about time, donnie darko and gentlemen broncos
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WAS TAGGED BY: @tsuyuake tyyy ~
TAGGING: @enoshimatroll, @excelerator, @jaytodd1129, @kiokushitaka, @liraelgoldenhanded, @smolnatsu29, @signedsfs + anyone else!
RULES: ANSWER THESE 85 STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE
THE LAST
1. DRINK: 1/2 pomegranate juice + 1/2 water to dilute
2. PHONE CALL: my dad
3. TEXT MESSAGE: a family friend
4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: error - vixx
5. TIME YOU CRIED: i was reminiscing abt my time in hk (”:
6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: -
7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: -
8. BEEN CHEATED ON: -
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: family members and family friends, but no one that i was particularly close with
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: for a depressive episode - two days ago?
11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: -
12. black
13. red
14. gray
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU
15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: YES @ ALL MY HK BUDDIES
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: -
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: a lot lmfao
18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: its always good things tho so idk if that counts
19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: yes (”:
20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: ya i mean, we had a p big group in hk so it makes sense that ppl would eventually form their own small sub-group
21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: yes....?? ???
GENERAL
22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: i’ve met all of them face-to-face save for ~5 ppl who are long-time friends i’ve met online
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: my family has two parakeets and a beta fish, but personally no
24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: yes bc im not too fond of it, but no bc i don’t know what else to change it to
25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: on the night prior (going into midnight), i went to a last meetup with my hk buddies - karaoke! they surprised me by singing happy birthday when i came in & we also had cake! but on the actual day, ahhh i went to macau w/ someone v close to me! we walked ard the venetian, got some egg tarts from lord’s stow and bakery (THE BEST), then got nachos (i hadn’t had some in a while) and bubble tea
26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 8:30a, p early considering i went to bed ard 2:00a
27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: editing my cosplay photos lmfao
28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: to cosplay at AWA! and possibly meeting w/ someone for new years??? also catching up w/ a long-time friend this weekend hopefully ~~
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: about three weeks ago?? she’s vacationing in canada
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: the closer - vixx
32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: does tom from myspace count bc he sent me a welcome message
33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: my lip is peeling and im like why )))’:
34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: either tumblr or twitter tbh
35. HAIR COLOUR: black, tho i really want to dye it plsss
36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: both!!! for me personally, prob short hair bc it’s easier to put in a wig cap + cuter w my face
37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: i was serious when i mentioned in passing that i’ve never really had crushes - v demiro and even then its bc the other person shows interest first that i would even consider bc i honestly don’t think of these things
38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: i can be fairly creative when it comes to writing; my writing isn’t particular bad & i would consider my articulation to be top-notch in more formal settings. and i generally have a more positive outlook on life
39. PIERCINGS: none
40. BLOOD TYPE: either A or O, but prob O bc apparently mosquitoes are more attracted to O?
41. NICKNAME: komu
42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: hmm single
43. ZODIAC: taurus / rat
44. PRONOUNS: any / she/her
45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: none tbh
46. TATTOOS: none
47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right
48. SURGERY: none
50. SPORT: I CAN’T EVEN RUN W/O DYING IN 5 MIN
51. VACATION: ok so my european friends are telling me to do a food tour of europe and im so down tbh, also i would love to go back to osaka (or maybe tokyo bc i haven’t been there)
52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: err
MORE GENERAL
53. EATING: just ate a bagel w/ hummus bc my bro ate all the cream cheese hmmMMM
54. DRINKING: currently water
55. I’M ABOUT TO: go upstairs and take a nap
56. WAITING FOR: tmrw to come so i can send off a package + watch a movie w/ friendo!!
57. WANT: a peace in mind and for all my loans to be paid off. also a job offer would be nice but i haven’t done anything for that soo
58. GET MARRIED: hmm it’s not too far of a reach
59. CAREER: good question (”:
WHICH IS BETTER:
60. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs
61. LIPS OR EYES: eyes
62. SHORTER OR TALLER: taller bc im short as hell
63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: older mostly bc im 21 and anyone younger is in college as im finishing up
64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: oooooo i might have to go for arms, even tho tums can b cute
65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship
66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: if the troublemaker gets caught up with the law then no ty
HAVE YOU EVER:
67. KISSED A STRANGER: no
68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: nooo
69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: yes!!! they were in the case and i dropped the case and it bounced under the counter and i can’t find it????
70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yes
71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: nah
72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: probably ?
73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: does it count if it’s a mutual thing
74. BEEN ARRESTED: no
75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yes
76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: nah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. YOURSELF: i try to
78. MIRACLES: nah
79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: i believe that there are ppl in the world that you instantly connect with bc ur personalities mesh well
80. SANTA CLAUS: i grew up chinese
81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: no
82. ANGELS: nah
OTHER:
84. EYE COLOUR: dark brown
85. FAVOURITE MOVIE: INCEPTION, but i also love gattaca and sky high (^:
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1: Name: Rebecca but i tend to go by Becky
3: 3 Fears: needles, the ocean, giant ships
5: 4 turns on: when someone is genuinely very kind, smart, has a good sense of humor, and knows how to relax lmao i just like it when people are chill
7: My best friend: I have like 3 ppl i consider my friends and i love them all too much to choose
9: My best first date: never been on one
11: What do I miss: being little and excited about everything
13: Favourite color: i really like pale pink or yellow!!
15: Favourite quote: “you are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. and whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.” which is my bio lolol
17: Favourite food: idk man i really like pot roast w potatoes n carrots n bread n stuff, basically a stew
19: What am I listening to right now: no music rn but i’m listening to fireworks go off
21: Shoe size: idk like either 6 or 7 and a half
23: Hair color: brown
25: Ever done a prank call?: no
27: Meaning behind my URL: its french and has been translated to mad love or obsessive passion??
29: Favourite song: ahh i can’t choose!!!
31: How I feel right now: i feel p good today
33: My current relationship status: i have a guy who i’m committed to for sure
35: Favourite holiday: Christmas!!!
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: none currently
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: idk how he feels about me but i hate his guts lol
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: nope
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: idk maybe 10 or 15 mins???
45: Where am I right now?: in bed lol
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: loud
49: Am I excited for anything?: kinda excited to get back to school tbh i miss having stuff to do
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: not often
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: i would not care bc i never liked him or anything like that anyways
55: What is something I disliked about today?: my brother in law bein loud and annoying lmao
57: What do I think about most?: LOVE and also my future
59: Do I have any strange phobias?: i don’t think so
61: What was the last lie I told?: i can’t remember as I do not lie often
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: idk man
65: Do I believe in luck?: yes
67: What was the last book I’ve read?: No Matter the Wreckage by Sarah Kay
69: Do I have any nicknames?: yesss lots
71: Do I spend money or save it?: both
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?: ye, pink shorts
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: talkin to my guy
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: My Girl by The Temptations
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?: uhhhhh i dont know
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: too many good ones to pick from and i’m bad at deciding stuff like that
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?: nope
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?: probs my parents asking about weed or alcohol lmao
87: Had sex?: no
89: Gotten pregnant?: no
91: Kissed a boy?: yes
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?: no
95: Left the house without my wallet?: yes
97: Had sex in public?: no
99: Smoked weed?: yes
101: Smoked cigarettes?: no
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?: nope but i did try a vegetarian diet a couple summers ago to lose weight
105: Been underweight?: no lol
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?: YES especially in college
109: Been outside my home country?: nope
111: Been to a professional sports game?: Ye, I’ve been to a few Cleveland Indians games
113: Cut myself?: nope
115: Been in airplane?: no
117: What concerts have I been to?: uhhhh Right Back At It Again Tour w ADTR, Warped,some others I think but I can’t remember. Oh, Boys of Zummer Tour w FOB and Wiz Khalifa
119: Learned another language?: bits and pieces of some languages, hopefully I’ll become fluent in some one day!!
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?: no
123: Dyed my hair?: yes
125: Rode in an ambulance?: no
127: Met someone famous?: nope not rlly
129: Peed outside?: YES
131: Helped with charity?: I’ve done food pantry/drive and clothes give away w church
133: Broken a mirror?: nope
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?: Idk, maybe 2? I’m not sure tbh if I have a son and my future husband is okay w it he’ll probs be named after his dad, if I have a girl I kinda wanna name her Jane but also idk bc i’ll wanna decide w my future husband together when the time comes bc i want him to have a say in things as well obviously
137: Do I like my handwriting?: idk not really lol
139: Favourite Tv Show?: New Girl
141: Play any musical instrument?: Trumpet and ukulele although I own many other instruments that i need to work on learning
143: Favourite pizza topping?: pepperoni
145: Am I afraid of heights?: i guess? more afraid of falling and getting hurt
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?: onlyyyy always
149: What my greatest achievements are: Idk becoming an Honors student in college and being in NSCS
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery: pay for college, pay to have any home renovations my parents wanted and take everyone on vacation somewhere cool lolol
153: My closest Tumblr friend: I don’t rlly actively talk to ppl from tumblr anymore so no one currently i guess!!
155: Any question you’d like?: u didnt sent anything so no answer lolol
Thank you!!!
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Bloody hell okay thank you!!! 😄😄😄
1. Is a kiss considered cheating?Yeah, Id say so.
2. Have you ever faked orgasm?Aint never had anyone to fake it with 😂 Ngl tho its the sort of thing id do (which is terrible i know)
3. If you could have one super power, what would it be?Mind reading.
4. Do you think youre gonna be rich in 7-8-9 years?I’d be worried if I didnt have more money than I have now, but idk.
5. Tell us some funny drunk story?Oh jeez erm, I don’t really have any 😂 My friends occasionally remind me of the time at the school christmas ball one of the business teachers turned up and I quickly ran away while aggressively whispering “oh no he knows im a lesbian, aimee told him”.
6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?We work better as friends, its less stressful.
7. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?See I’m really torn with this question. Part of me thinks itd be nice just to go in my sleep, with a heart attack or something. Its quick and painless you know.But equally I wonder if it would be better to maybe, like, have something where I knew I was gonna die. Because then I’d have time to try and do everything on my bucket list and say goodbye to everyone. Also maybe at that point I’d welcome death lmao.
8. What are your current goals?Idk? Im waiting on A level results which I really hope I’ve done well in.I hope to make lots of new friends at uni and learn how to look after myself quickly I guess. I dont know.
9. Do you like someone?I like a lot of people 😆
10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?Im really not sure??? There arent many people I expect anything from and even then my standards are pretty low. So like, I dont really get disappointed by people, only occasionally by situations.
11. Do you like your body?I could hate it a lot more, but I wouldnt say I’m happy with my body or general appearance. I struggle a lot with my features and my weight and the scars I have (which is ridiculous but thats what mental illness is)
12. Can you keep a diet?I mean if I wasnt on the diet im on rn (with lots of restrictions) id probs be in hospital 😂
13. If the whole world was listening to you right now, what would you say?Honestly id pass out under the pressure of it 😂 idk, id tell them all to take a chill pill but no one would listen.
14. Do you work?Nah, i had 3 jobs at once last yeah but now I’ve ended up with none.
15. If you could choose only one food to eat for the rest of your life what would it be?Either garlic bread or chocolate I cant decide!
16. Would you get a tattoo?I’m v much planning on getting one in the near future so yh!!
17. Something you dont mind spending all your money on?Plane tickets.
18. Can you drive?Yeah! I havent driven since I passed my test, but hopefully I havent forgotten how to that quickly!
19. When was the last time someone told you youre beautiful?…I cant remember. Thats depressing (not that I blame them).
20. What was the last thing you cried for?Argh I have no idea why I was crying, my brain just wasnt doing its job so everything made me stressed and sad.
21. Do you keep a journal?I keep a blog for diary posts but besides that nah
22. Is life fun?If you allow it to be, yeah
23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?Tf is that supposed to mean? I guess if you know the person well it is.
24. Whats your dream car?I dont know about Dream Car, id have to research it loads to decide what my absolute fave it. Although rn I’d really love a ‘67 VW beetle bc theyre small and cheap on insurance 😂
25. Are grades in school important?My own grades are super important to me, (to the point its probably unhealthy) but in terms of how the people around me do, it doesnt really matter to me. I mean, I want everyone to do well, but I dont judge people based on it.
26. Describe your crush.She’s funny and all around awesome and interesting and good at deep convos and beautiful and way out of my league.
27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?The last one I read called The Bell Jar. It was unlike anything I’ve ever read and made me think about a lot of things. Also I related a lot with the main character.
28. What was your last lie?Eh, probably “im fine”.
29. Dumbest lie you ever told?Idk?? I only keep track of the good lies 😉
30. Is crying in front of people embarrasing?It shouldnt be but yeah, I try my best not to.
31. Something you did and are proud of?Umm, idk im p proud of playing basketball and representing my region/training with england. But i quit that so 👏 dicks out for my regrettable decisions 👏
32. Whats your favourite cocktail?Never had one
33. Something you are good at?Annoying people and being clingy 😂 also maths ig
34. Do you like small kids?It depends on the child, the day of the week, the lunar cycle, my menstrual cycle, how hungry I am…Yh legit sometimes I hate them sometimes I love them.
35. How are you feeling right now?Great omg I just got my best friend to watch mamma mia and now shes high on life next to me.
36. What would you name your daughter/son?🤐 there are a couple of names for girls I like and like 2 boys names? But i dont wanna say bc theyre embarrasing.
37. What do you need to be happy?Good company, good food and possibly music.
38. Is there someone you want to punch in the face right now?Theres always at least 3 people I would love to punch 😂
39. What was the last gift you recieved?My best friend got me a necklace and I almost cried its so beautiful
40. What was the last gift you gave?The gift of my company @only-slightly-dangerous 😉😉😉
41. What was the last concert you went to?I went to to see Amber Run in february
42. Favourite place to shop at?Um, as in shop? A place called blue banana probs (england’s hot topic smh)
43. Who inspires you?Kaitlyn Alexander bc they helped me to understand who I am and how I feel and to be loud and proud about it.And Luke Cutforth bc he’s so open about his mental health and struggles with self harm but hes so happy now.
44. How old were you when you first got drunk?18 lmao
45. How old were you when you first got high?It aint happened yet (and i dont really want it to)
46. How old were you when you first had sex?It aint happened yet smh
47. When was your first kiss?As far as im concerned never
48. Something you want to do until the end this year?What….does this mean….? Idk???
49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadnt done?It’s more stuff I wish I had done tbh. I suppose I said things I shouldnt have or got too involved in drama, but you kinda need all that secondary school shit to learn from it
50. Post a selfie.Lmao nah fam
51. Who are you most comfortable around?My best friend by a mile. Privacy who?
52. Name one thing that terrifies you.Abandonment without explanation.
53. What kind of books do you read?Anything non fiction about medicine/being a doctor/disease/psycopaths.Besides that whatever has been recommended.
54. What would you tell your 12 y/o self?1. Youre gay2. You and I both know you arent joking about being “a dude trapped in a girls body” stop laughing it off and confront it.3. Stand up for yourself.4. Chill out.5. Laugh a lot more omg
55. What is your favourite flower?It’s between petunias and roses
56. Any bad habits you have?Not answering peoples messages unless theyre Certain Person A or Certain Person B.
57. What kind of people are you attracted to?Ones that are out of my league and could kick my ass apparently. Also ones that are kind, listen and think a lot I guess
58. What was the last thing you cried for?Already answered
59. Is there something you dont eat? A food that truly disgusts you?I dont eat loads of stuff bc my guts hate me 😂 but besides all that I’m actually the worlds least picky eater. The only thing I dont like is raw tomato. Thats it.
60. Are you in love?I wish
61. Something you find romantic?All the clichés ngl 😂 just anything that says “i love you” or “i was thinking about you” really
62. How long was your longest relationship?Like 4 months? Barely long term.
63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?Oh jeez i hate these theyre so stereotype-y1. Bitching2. Not supporting each other3. ….?
64. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?1. Not supporting each other2. Massive egos3. Yelling
65. What are you saving money for?Uni so I dont starve to death!
66. How would you describe your bad side?Hmm, idk, it depends what someone did to get on my bad side. I’d say stubborn, bitter and angry tho usually.
67. Are you actually a good person? Why?I could be wrong but I think so long as someone has morally good intentions they are usually a good person, whether they always succeed or not. So yeah, I like to think I am.
68. What are you living for?My friends and the hope I have for my future.
69. Have you ever done anything illegal?Piracy? Thats it.
70. Do you like your money?….did I type this question wrong or??
71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?Okay, the honest answer? Yeah. When I was a lot younger and less mature and someone said something that hurt me, I tried to retaliate with equally hurtful comments. I like to think I wouldnt do that now.
72. Ever sent nudes?Lol no
73. Have you ever cheated on someone?Hell no
74. Favourite candy?All candy hates me 😂
75. Is there a blog you visit everyday or almost every day? Tag them.Yeah @oneshappyplace knows I regularly spam her with notes in search or Quality Memes (im so sorry)
76. Do you play any computer games? Whats ur fave?Nah, as if I have time 😂
77. Favourite TV series?Argh I canny choose? I love the IT Crowd, I love supernatural, I love Sherlock, I love in the flesh…
78. Are you religious? Does God exist?I’m not religious and personally I don’t believe there’s a god or higher power but I could be wrong.
79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?The Bell Jar. See 27.
80. What do you think about vegetarians and veganism?I respect it I guess? At one point I was p much a vegetarian until I had to restrict my diet sooo. Tho I could never be one now, let alone a vegan.
81. How long have you been on tumblr?Too long 😂😂😂 Like 3 or 4 years?
82. Do you like chinese food?Love it!
83. McDonalds or Subway?(Never been to subway so) McDonalds.
84. Vodka or Whisky?(Never had whisky so) Vodka.
85. Alcohol or Drugs?(Never had drugs so) Alcohol.
86. Ever been out of your country?I’m currently in the USA so yeah 😂
87. Meaning behind your blog name?It’s p self explanatory and also v true
88. What are you scared of?Abandonment, deep water, knives, toys with battery packs.
89. Last time you were insulted?Ugh, probs like when I met up with a load of school friends for our leaver’s ball.
90. Most traumatic experience?I’d rather not answer that lmao (plus itd take a long time to type)
91. Perfect date idea?Chilling and listening to each other’s favourite songs while coexisting and eating fast food 😂 that or ikea ngl
92. Favourite app on your phone?Tumblr. Even though I hate it, it also keeps me sane.
93. What colour are the walls in your room?White and blue.
94. Do you watch youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?I love so many youtubers omg. Lukeisnotsexy, mileschronicles, realisticallysaying and filthy frank are faves
95. Share your favourite quote.Pick your fights.
96. What is the meaning of life?To live life to the fullest so youre happy and have minimal regrets. Also to be kind and helpful so even if you dont change the world you might help someone else to.
97. Do you like horror movies?I think….? But I’m not good at watching them alone 😂
98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?Eh…again, would rather not answer (we got some nice supressed memories here)
99. Do you feel lucky or special in any way?I’m still totally in awe of how lucky I am to have met my best friend from 3000 miles away. Like, the probability of it was so so slim and yet here we are.
100. Can you keep a secret?I think so yh! It’s something that I consider super important.
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