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Tuskegee Airman Jack Daniels Holsclaw was born in Spokane, Washington, on March 21, 1918. His father, Charles, was a clerk in a downtown store, and his mother, Nell, was a manager at Pacific Telephone and Telegraph. Holsclaw attended North Central High School in Spokane, where he excelled both academically and athletically. When he was 15, he became the first black person in Spokane to earn the Eagle Scout badge.
Holsclaw entered Whitworth College in 1935 but transferred to Washington State College (now Washington State University) in 1936 to play baseball. Beginning in his junior year, he played center field and helped the Cougars finish as co-champions of the Northern Division, Pacific Coast Conference. He was the second African American earn a varsity letter in baseball at the college.
In 1939, Holsclaw transferred to a chiropractic program at Western States College in Portland, Oregon, where he met his wife, Bernice Williams. They had one son, Glen. Holsclaw completed the chiropractic program in 1942 and passed the Oregon state board examination.
While there, he enrolled in a government sponsored Civilian Pilot Training Program at Multnomah College and earned his pilot’s license. On October 5, 1942, he enlisted in the army as a private and entered flight school, training at Tuskegee Army Airfield, Alabama. After completing his training, he received his wings and was commissioned as a 2nd Lieutenant on July 28, 1943. Lieutenant Holsclaw received advanced training at Selfridge Field near Detroit, Michigan before his squadron was shipped to Italy in December 1943.
Lieutenant Holsclaw flew in the 100th Fighter Squadron, 332d Fighter Group, an all-black pursuit squadron. Holsclaw named his favorite P-51 “Bernice Baby” in honor of his wife. The 332d Fighter Group had distinctive red tails giving them the nickname “Red Tails.” The 332d Fighter Group escorted bombers on their runs over enemy territory, shielding them from German fighters. To the bomber crews that were protected by them they were the “Red Tail Angels.”
On July 18, 1944, in an aerial battle over Italy, Holsclaw shot down two German fighters. For this action he received the Distinguished Flying Cross. By December 1944, Holsclaw had completed 68 combat missions, nearing the limit of 70, when he became Assistant Operations Officer, an important administrative position that included aerial mission planning. In January 1945, Holsclaw was promoted to captain.
Captain Holsclaw returned to the United States in June 1945 to serve as assistant base operations officer at Godman Field, Fort Knox, Kentucky. He served as an Air Force ROTC instructor at Tuskegee Institute and then Tennessee State College.
From 1954 to 1957, Holsclaw was assigned to Japan, and from May 1962 to the end of 1964, he served as chief of the training division, Sixth Air Force Reserve Region at Hamilton Air Force Base, California. He directed the preparation of two textbooks to guide incoming air force personnel. Holsclaw retired from the Air Force on December 31, 1964 as a Lieutenant Colonel.
From 1965 to 1973 Holsclaw served as a manager in the Marin County Housing Authority, California. In 1973, he and Bernice returned to Washington where Holsclaw joined the staff at the People’s National Bank in Bellevue. He remained there until his second retirement in 1983. He and Bernice took up residence in Arizona, where Jack Holsclaw died on April 7, 1998, at the age of 80.
In August 2019, the Jonas Babcock Chapter, NSDAR, dedicated a historical marker in the memory of Lt. Col. Holsclaw at the site of his childhood home in Spokane.
Warnings: blood, some wounds. lots of sexual tension. bunch of fluff.
Author’s Note: Hello beautiful humans!! I apologize for taking years to come back to writing, but I had a lot going on between college and personal life, but I’m happy to back reading and writing again. I still had my old taglist, I thought it would be best to not tag you, let me know if want to be tagged or added back. Gif is not mine
Dull Dates
God was this date boring, you thought to yourself as you sipped on the glass of wine. Does he ever stop talking about himself? You thought as you nodded your head. You were on a date with the hottest E.R. doctor at Bellevue but god was he dull. You were an E.R. nurse there and you heard how all the other nurses drolled over him, you personally didn’t see it the way they did. Yeah, he was cute but not droll-worthy. Faking a smile and giggle at his joke as you rolled your eyes hoping this so-called date would come to an end soon. Your phone buzzed on the table, you glanced down and saw his name flash across the screen.
Your heartbeat skipped a beat and quickly clearing your throat your gained Robert’s attention. “Excuse me, Robert but I have to go. Emergency.” You stated shaking your phone in your hand.
Robert pulled his phone out, “I didn’t get a call from work though…” his voice trailed off, confused.
“Not a medical emergency Robert…” you paused for a beat, thinking of an excuse “ a family one. I have to go.”
“At least let me take you home.”
“No,” you responded a bit too quickly. “ I’ll be okay. Thank you though.” you recovered, with a smile. You grabbed your jacket, quickly gave Robert a kiss on the cheek, and left the restaurant.
You began the twenty-minute walk back to your apartment when it began to rain. Of course, it would start to rain as you were making your way home. You picked up your pace not because of the rain, but because of what you knew would be waiting at your apartment door when you arrived. A bloody injured Frank Castle. Time always matted when it came to Frank Castle, especially if he was bleeding. You leaned against a lamp post as you slipped off your heels and began to run to your apartment. This was not how you pictured your night going, running barefoot through New York City in the rain was not the first thing you thought of when you got dressed for your date tonight. You took the back allies and side streets to get to your apartment building, that twenty-minute walk was cut down to eleven minutes. You walked up the flights of stairs to get to your apartment, your breathing was hard and heavy. Your lungs and legs felt like they were on fire. But you finally reached your floor, you walked down the hallway to notice the hooded figure leaning against your door. The huffing and puffing of your breathing alerted the figure of your presence. The water was dripping off you onto the floor as you walked over to your apartment door.
The figure shifted to the right to let you open the door, “You know between you and work I don’t have a social life.”
The figure let out a low chuckle that turned into a groan of pain. “What did you do this time Frank?” you asked opening the door and letting you both inside.
Frank waddled into your apartment and across to the dining table, where he hopped up and laid down. You never had anything on that table due to amount of times Frank visited, it turned into a permeant surgical table. You walked in, closing and locking the door behind you. You walked straight into the small bathroom in your apartment to grab your first aid medical bag. You tossed your heels back toward the front door as you made your way over to Frank. You dropped the bag on the breakfast cart you had and tied your wet hair back into a ponytail.
“So what do I get to patch up today, Frank?” you asked trying to get him to talk.
Frank gave you a side grin, “Stab wound and a few bullet holes.”
“Oh so the usual, will you ever stop getting hurt?” you asked as you pulled a pair of gloves out of the bag.
“Only when you stop going out on dates with people who don’t deserve you,” he responded quickly like it bothered him you went on dates.
Your eyes rolled on their own as a smile tugged on your lips and your cheeks began to feel warm. You turned around to face the man laying on your dining table, scissors in hand and gloves on.
A mischievous smirk played on your lips, “You know the deal, Frank.”
“Do you have to cut my shirt off?” he groaned, even though it sounded more like a whine.
“It’s either I cut it off or rip it off.”
“You know I’d love it if you ripped it off, just as long as I get to rip that dress off you later,” Frank said in a husky voice as he gave you a wink.
“You know, if I’d known any better, I’d think you were flirting with me.” You said smiling, as you cut up the center of his black shirt. You carefully and slowly opened his shirt to reveal the stab wound to his lower abdomen and a gunshot wound on his right shoulder. You looked over the rest of his upper half not seeing anything else.
“You know we should get an x-ray for that shoulder, could have bone damage” you stated.
“It didn’t go that far in, you just have to pull the bullet out and you know how I feel about doctors.”
“Yeah I know, and yet here you are getting stitched up by a nurse…” you said raising an eyebrow up at him, as you began to clean up the stab wound. It looked worse than it really was, blood tends to make things look worse than they are. The blood around the wound was cleaned off, then you moved to clean the actual wound. You pressed the cotton pad with alcohol on the wound. Frank’s muscles tensed when the pad touched the wound.
“I’m sorry” you whispered softly, “you know I have to.” You continued to clean it up even more gently than before. His eyes stayed shut as he hissed in pain, “I know” his voice strained out softly.
You hated seeing his face distort in pain, but you had to continue to patch him up. You had finished up with the two little stitches the stab wound needed when you covered it in gauze and tape. Next on the list of patchwork was that bullet hole in his shoulder, you took a deep breath going to the kitchen for a wooden spoon that you knew you’d need.
You went to the other side of the table, and up near his shoulder so you could work. You held out the wooden spoon in front of his face, “Here bite down on this” you spoke.
“I’d much rather bite you,” he said with a smirk. The pain he previously felt was no longer evident on his face.
“Just bite the spoon. I don’t want the neighbors to hear you scream just yet,” you replied with a wink.
Frank raised his eyebrow up and gave you a side grin. He made eye contact with you as he bit down on the handle of the wooden spoon. You give a slight eye roll, grabbing your phone for added light. You held tweezers in one hand and your phone in the other with the flashlight on. You tried looking into the hole first with the light in hopes of noticing a glint of the bullet, but no luck. You had to go in blind. You gently as possible insert the tweezers and carefully begin to move them around in hopes of finding the bullet. You look over at Frank and see the pain written across his features, but he isn’t making much noise. You know he is doing his best to remain still so you can work. You finally feel a bit of resistance and you heard a light clint of metal against metal. “Found it” you whispered gently.
You used the tweezers to grab the bullet and began to slowly pull it back out the same way it went in, trying not to damage any more tissue or muscle. The bullet was out, and both you and Frank let out a breath that you both seemed to have been holding. Frank’s jaw tighten back up knowing what was coming next. You showed the light over the hole one last time, making sure there weren’t any fragments of the bullet left lodged in. The bullet seemed in tack though.
“You ready?” you asked grabbing the alcohol and taking a deep breath.
Clenched jaw, eyes screwed shut Frank nodded his head. You poured some alcohol from the bottle into the hole with a grimace expression as the muffled screams of Frank escaped his lips. You glanced over at him, your eyes full of sympathy for the man in front of you. You hated doing this to him, causing him pain but you had to in order to patch him up. You then began to stitch up the hole. Frank’s breathing went back to normal as he pulled the wooden spoon from his mouth.
“I’m sorry,” you spoke just above a whisper.
“Why you sorry sweetheart?”
“Cause I’m causing you pain,” your voice replied gently, “and not even the fun kind” you added with a smirk.
Frank let out an exhausted chuckle, “On the contrary there sweetheart, I don’t like it too rough. For example, you in that dress you have on…” he pauses. “I wouldn’t rip it off you…” Frank swallows the lump that sat in his throat. “No, no. I’d take my time. I’d kiss up your arm, across your neck then down across your collarbones all while my hands traveled from your hips up your back to that zipper…” he paused again, as he turned to face you. Your cheeks had turned a shade of red, your hands slightly shook as your heartbeat continued to increase and now you felt a pit in your stomach.
Frank watched your reaction carefully, he noticed the shaky hands and uneven breathing pattern. He knew his words had an effect on you, but he decided that he should let you work. “But I’ll let you finish that story,” he said with a side wink.
You cleared your throat trying to gain back your focus to finish up that last stitch. Then you bandaged up his shoulder. You helped Frank sit back up and you looked him in the eye, “Anything else you need?”
“Yeah… you,” he said casually.
“Besides me, any other injuries?” you asked with a smirk.
“Can you check to see if this bullet grazed my leg or not?” he knew it was just a graze but he wanted to spend more time with you.
“Sure but you know that means I cut your pants,” you stated using your fingers to make a cutting motion.
“Can’t you just take them off instead darling?” Frank pleaded, not wanting to have his pants cut up.
“Alright fine, off the table.”
You helped Frank slip off the table carefully to not rip open any of the stitches you just did. You bit your lip at the man standing in front of you, giving your head a quick shake to focus back on the task. Your hands went towards his waistband with a slight shake in them. You fumbled with the belt and button of his jeans, not due to lack of experience, no it was because it was Frank. After successfully unzipping his pants, you slowly pulled them down. Frank watched your every move carefully, it had been a long time since someone undressed him, let alone someone who looked like you. He did his best to keep his thoughts from traveling, trying not to picture you pinned beneath him on the table he was leaning against. He looked up at the ceiling trying to clear his head, as his pants reached his ankles.
You spoke up, trying not to look up at him now that you were on your knees in front of him, “Whereabouts?”
“Outer right thigh area,” he said monotoned.
“I’m gonna have to move your boxers up.”
“I know,” he gulped.
You took the edge of his boxers in your hand, as you gently pulled it away from his thigh and began to push up. You notice a little blood in the curve of his thigh muscle. Upon further inspection, it seemed to just have been a graze from the bullet. You cleaned up the area and added a small bandage.
“There…” you said clearing your throat, “all done. Unless there is anything else that needs my attention.” You got back to your feet, chest to chest with Frank, giving him a smile.
“Nothing sweetheart,” he said making eye contact and then shifting his gaze down to your lips before bringing it back to your eyes.
Frank thought about what it would be like to kiss you, to undress you the way you did him gently. To have his fingertips brush against your soft skin, just like your soft fingers did; to tell you what he was doing just like you. He found it comforting when you told him what you needed to do, making sure he was okay with everything that was happening. He wished to give you that same comfort. You leaned away from him, as you began to clean up the trash.
You made it into the kitchen where you dropped all the trash into the can as you pulled the used gloves off dropping them in too. You washed up as Frank carefully pulled his pants back on. You turned around to face a shirtless Frank, with his pants hanging loosely around his waist. You watched him, he had always caught you off guard. The beautifully sculpted muscles he had made him look like a Greek god. The scruffy beard that hugged his strong jawline. He was your definition of hot. You tried to not stare too long but Frank noticed as he finished pulling his belt through the last loop, he gave you a smile. He walked over to you, you blinked repeatedly then quickly dropped your face to look towards your kitchen floor. His boots came into your vision, as he placed a fingertip under your chin lifting your face to look up at him. His eyes traveled around your face before landing on your lips, he leaned down towards you slowly. His breath felt warm against your face, and you panicked.
You turned your face out of his path, “Can you unzip me?” you asked, trying to act like you didn’t notice how close you two were to kissing.
He cleared his throat, regathering his thoughts, “Sure.”
Frank brushed your ponytail off to one shoulder as he began to unzip your dress painfully slow. His eyes followed the zipper down your back, stopping just above your hips. He brought his hands back up to the base of your neck to undo the clip. He leaned over your right shoulder, as his hands slid down your arms and gently snaked around your waist.
“Done,” he whispered softly into your ear.
Your heart was pounding hard against your breastbone. You turned your face to meet his, your eyes connected. “Thanks…” you whispered softly. You felt his warm breath fan against your lips. Your eyes drifted down towards his soft-looking lips, then back up to his inviting eyes. You felt the want in the pit of your stomach to lean in and kiss him, but you turned out of his grasp. You looked away and started towards your bedroom.
“I’m gonna change and head to bed.” you said trying to keep a steady voice, “You can stay on the couch if you’d like.”
“I think I’ll head out,” Frank replied in a hardened voice as if he was trying to hold himself together.
You stopped in your tracks at the difference in his voice, you turned back to him. You did your best not to let your voice falter, “Okay, if you need anything you know how to find me.”
Frank turned to look at you when he heard the pads of your feet stop. He looked at you for what felt like forever to him. He watched your lips pull into a soft smile. He simply nodded his head, not trusting his voice anymore. He grabbed his jacket from the table and walked out the door. You watched him, hearing the slight slam of your apartment door.
You continued to walk into your bedroom, slowly closing the door behind you. Back pushed up against the door, you did your best to regain control of your unsteady heartbeat and uneven breathing. Your eyes closed, as images of what just happened swiped through like a movie. You and Frank always teased and flirted while you patched him up, that was nothing new. Your reactions to his flirtatious comments and mannerisms were nothing you weren’t used to. It was how close you two were to kissing, that was new, and new was a bit scary but this was Frank, he made things easy. A long exhale brought you back to reality, you slipped your hand through your tied-back hair. You dropped the dress that had once covered your body to the floor. You slipped into the bathroom and took a warm shower after stepping into a freezing one to clear your thoughts. You got changed into something comfortable for bed, before slipping off to sleep.
The week had gone by with no new visits from Frank, no new text messages, no nothing from the man. But unsurprisingly Robert had asked you out again stating he wanted to finish the date you two started the other night. You had accepted his offer, simply to be kind and in the hope to get the thoughts of Frank out of your mind. Also if you spent the night with Robert it meant you didn’t have to spend it alone with your thoughts.
You were getting ready for the evening, soft music playing through your bedroom. You slipped into a curve-hugging black dress that stopped just above your knee. The sheer black top covered the deep v cut in the solid black material, the sheer also covered the exposed back of the dress. You were reaching for the zipper when a loud knock came on your door. You held the front of the dress against your body as you made your way to the door. The metal of the door handle felt cool as you opened it to come face to face with Frank.
Frank’s eyes widened at you in the dress, he felt his hand ball into a fist as he thought of everyone who get to see you in that dress. He let his eyes wander across your figure, and that dress hugged every inch it covered. He felt his heart stop and start as he tried to pull his eyes up to yours. He closed his eyes for a moment before looking into your eyes.
“Hey Frank,” you said timidly, as you felt slightly self-conscious under his stare.
“Hi sweetheart,” Frank said softly.
“Anything wrong soldier?” you asked trying to gain back the normal confidence you have with him.
“Uhh… nothing physically,” he responded, “Can I come in?”
“Sure” you stepped to the side opening the door more, allowing Frank to slip inside.
As he walked by, you caught the smell of gunpowder, gun oil, and something you couldn’t pinpoint but it was all Frank Castle. You closed the door behind him, as he now stood in the middle of your living space.
“I hope I’m not interrupting anything,” he said rubbing the back of his neck.
“Not really,” you replied walking past him towards your bedroom, “just getting ready for a date.”
Frank’s eyes followed you to your bedroom, where your voice sang out from. He cleared his throat, “Lucky guy.”
“Yeah, I guess but he is very dull, sadly.”
“Then why go out on a second date?” he questioned as he leaned against your bedroom door frame.
“Cause the first one was interrupted by someone…” you trailed off, glancing over at Frank. He looked really good, leaning against your door frame. Frank was droll-worthy in your personal opinion.
Frank pretended to be shocked, “Who? Me?” he pushed off the door frame walking towards you, “And here I thought I saved you from a dull date.” He said finally towering over you.
You looked up at him with a smile, “You did, but I do owe him a full date to at least try to be less dull than that first one.”
Frank looked down at you, directly into your eyes. “And when do I get my date with you?” he asked softly.
You brought your bottom lip in between your teeth biting down before you felt a wave of shyness rush over you as you looked down towards the ground. You quickly looked back at him with the heat on your cheeks burning your skin, as you looked back into his eyes, “Are you asking me out on a date Frank?”
“Maybe.”
You turned around facing away from him, you gathered your hair to one side, “Can you zip up my dress for me?”
You felt his left hand gently grab your hip as he pulled the zipper up. His warm grip left, leaving your hip cold against the air of your room. His hands found their way to the base of your neck where the clip of the dress was, securing it into place. He let his hands travel across your shoulders, down your arms leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake. You felt his warm body pressed up against you, as his hot breath brushed next to your right ear. His husky voice spoke softly, almost like music into your ear, “Done.”
He stepped away from you, his warmth leaving with him. You turned to face him again.
“You look beautiful,” he breathed out, “Have fun tonight. I’ll try to stay out of trouble.”
He gave you his signature smirk, which he reserved only for you. He turned and walked out of your bedroom leaving you to finish getting ready for a date with someone who wasn’t him.
“Frank,” you called out to him.
He stopped in his tracks, “Yeah?”
“Thank you, and don’t change your plans tonight for me,” you spoke, “I’m sure I can find a different date some other night,” you flirted.
Frank’s back was still towards you, so you didn’t get to see the smile that graced his lips as he walked out of your apartment.
My Father once said "... people will hate you [and be jealous of you] because they see you with a new nail set every week, not knowing you do your own nails at home to save money".
Let me explain:
What my Father was trying to convey is people will dislike you over the smallest things i.e. like me doing my nails on my own every Saturday morning to save money (back in my college days), but jealously having an effect on their perception; "Oh she has so much money she gets her nails done every week" - then going into the rabbit hole of assumptions just because they are choosing to dislike me.
Again, as I always say, this blog is for the girls who get it, because if you don't, the first two paragraphs will go right over your head (if it hasn't already) and you will be lost in the sauce the entirety of this blog post.
But for the girlies who get it: the nice, mind your business, your man and money type of girls who stay prayed up but don't tempt me to jump because "knuck if you buck".
Yes, you darling!|
Hey friend!
So, just to be clear, if you did not know: not every woman who smiles in your face is your friend, and not every compliment comes from a place of being genuine.
That being said, not every woman you have conversations with should be privy to every good thing that happens in your life - to include your plans for the future.
I believe I have touched on this subject before but the more and more I vet my social circle and distance myself from certain people, the more and more apparent how important it is to safe guard the things that are so precious me.
Story Time! *Mariah Carey voice
Over the last few months, I have received a vast amount of good news and there have been new things, new investments, and new moves. But recently, certain people have been reaching out to me to inquire about my whereabouts, my love life and so on.
To be quite frank, it is none of their business.
So myself and my African Prince have gone for a holiday in Times Square, met each other's close families and friends and have started to move as one - 2024 is going to be a movie (if you know what I mean).
God has been really great to me and through prayer, and learning to be more discreet with what I am working towards, my dreams and visions are coming to fruition. For example, last year I bought my first pair of Christian Louboutin heels:
I didn't do a "show-in-tell" or an unboxing. No tea no shade to people who do that, I just chose not to. I wore the hell out of these shoes though! The photo above is from my Ghanian Sweetheart taking me to The W in Bellevue for date night. But when I bought the first pair, I told myself that I would have the pumps, this time next year - it's this time next year, is it not?
My African King was literally in my mind. He got me the very shoes that I told myself I would have by December 2023!
There was a time I was doing hair and make-up on the side for some extra money. I'm aware that there are plenty of girls who had my address who may not be the finest company. So I didn't want to post the nice things I had or the nice things my man would do for me before someone tries to rob me - jealous people do that.
I am currently enjoying the Christmas Holiday with my man in our home away from the city and during this time of love and bliss, I received a call from a girl I used to be close with.
She called me on FaceTime - in tears (and inebriated) asking why we don't hangout, how come she doesn't know what's going on in my life, why I don't call her; Then goes on to insult the girls I do hangout with like "you only hang out with your boujie friends, yeah I saw that you went to the Powder Room" - like yeah I did go to the Powder Room (very nice restaurant by the way) because I was invited by a friend to go. Like I have said in previous posts, I frequent high-end establishments all of the time.
Don't get me wrong, a part of me felt bad bad because I genuinely like and care for the girl. But as I was evolving, she would ridicule the changes that she saw and insinuate that I was acting like I was better than her or the other girls we used to go out with.
To put things into perspective, she and I started hanging out when I dumped my ex. And I remember I called her on a Saturday morning and she was surprised, like "What, you're calling to go out with us tonight? We always ask you to come out and you say 'no'".
She was right, I would typically say no, but I didn't want to be one of those girls who sits in their flat and cries because they just went through a breakup. I was ready to go to the club and just be out. I needed to take my mind off of the hurt. So we went to club that night.
But, in my typical Sarah Chanel fashion, I got tired of the club quick. I don't mind it from time to time, in a section with my girlies from back home. But I remember the last time we went to the club, she got kicked out for being drunk and disorderly.
I was low-key cool of the entire situation. I was also going through my own personal evolution and changing what I do, how eat, the places I frequent - just for her to ridicule the changes. That was another reason why I distanced myself. As a friend, I wasn't asking her to do the things I was doing or to change herself; I would've loved her support though. My best friend and I have been friends of over a decade and when I would talk to her about taking my walk with God more seriously, she didn't make me feel bad for it or act weird, even as a person like herself who isn't extremely religious - she supported me from afar, so I know it's not impossible or an extreme ask.
Not to mention she would put me in compromising positions like trying to hook me up with a man that she knew was in a fully committed relationship with another woman, or acting a complete fool in a restaurant and yelling at the waiter.
So naturally I distanced myself. And to be fair, she's not the only person I distanced myself from. Over these last two years, I have seen so much change in my outlook on life, my spiritual life and walk with God, my ideas and interests, my love life and so on.
I am also of the understanding that everyone you meet can not go on your journey, especially if they choose to remain in the same place mentally, that they were in back in 2022 - we are on the brink of 2024, become anew.
Take tips from my blog, it'll help.
And I don't say that to be a mean girl.
I want to see all women, especially young women of color evolve and be of their higher selves. But I can't make the horse drink the water if it doesn't even want to come to the well.
With less than a week left in 2023, leave the need of giving everyone an explanation in 2023 - ITS NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS!
For the girlies who have already been living their lives in luxe and love, keep doing it.
But for the girls who don't know where to start, sissy pooh, start at Notes From the Palace. And will it be lonely someone times, yes. Will your character be questioned by people that you thought were your friends, yes. But will the grass be greener on the other side, YES!
Happy New Year and I pray all of my readers, even the low key haters have a year of prosperity, peace, love and money
With Love,
Sarah Chanel
P.S.
You see that shoe! I almost forgot the most important part. Walk with Jesus, for real. And I will be walking right along our Lord and Father Jesus Christ for the rest of my life because all of the great things I have obtained and will achieve are all in thanks to the Most High! Stay prayed up!
This is such bullshit. They’ve decided that there’s too much money going to causes that don’t align with corporate interests so they’re going to only give to things they agree with - including their own disaster relief.
Transcript of the email under the cut
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Dear customer,
In 2013, we launched AmazonSmile to make it easier for customers to support their favorite charities. However, after almost a decade, the program has not grown to create the impact that we had originally hoped. With so many eligible organizations—more than 1 million globally—our ability to have an impact was often spread too thin.
We are writing to let you know that we plan to wind down AmazonSmile by February 20, 2023. We will continue to pursue and invest in other areas where we’ve seen we can make meaningful change—from building affordable housing to providing access to computer science education for students in underserved communities to using our logistics infrastructure and technology to assist broad communities impacted by natural disasters.
To help charities that have been a part of the AmazonSmile program with this transition, we will be providing them with a one-time donation equivalent to three months of what they earned in 2022 through the program, and they will also be able to accrue additional donations until the program officially closes in February. Once AmazonSmile closes, charities will still be able to seek support from Amazon customers by creating their own wish lists.
As a company, we will continue supporting a wide range of other programs that help thousands of charities and communities across the U.S. For instance:
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For that WIP game, I'm very interested in it doesn't have to be a thing chapter four.
Ahhhh, the final chapter of this fic! this chap, I'm introducing characters we've seen mentioned in this fic, but haven't met until now -- Nancy, Hop, and the entirety of what love means to Jonathan and Argyle. Here, have some Nancy:
“So, Mom’s finally selling the house.”
Nancy herself just closed on a house near the Byers-Aguilar residence, a cute little place in Bellevue that gives her access to the rest of the city while giving her a sense of separation from work, something she desperately needs. The position with the Seattle Times isn’t new, but the permanence of it is – and, though she won’t admit it, it’s by design. She’ll still be on assignment a lot, but it’s nice to know that she purposely chose this home to be near them. Currently, she has a little time off before her next journey, so she’s spending the weekend with their little family. Argyle’s busy at the stove making macaroni and cheese and hot dogs – at her request – while Jonathan and Nancy sort through their amassed joint collection of family letters and postcards from over the years.
“Took Mama forever to sell the place in Lenora,” Argyle says, turning the heat down on the stove a bit. “Grief’s a fickle fucker like that.”
Nancy picks up a postcard with the Downtown Chicago skyline on it, no doubt from Mike in college. Her nail polish is chipped. “My folks weren’t really like your parents, but thanks, Arg. I appreciate it.”
The family dropped me off
at my College dorm room
and, thankfully, left quickly
I was on campus early
with no roommate yet
Walking over to the library
to get a college guide
a guy came up
and introduced himself:
Bob
Later, we'd call him
Jersey
that being his home state
and the source of his
pronounced accent
He worshiped
Allen Ginsberg
& knew seemingly every detail
of that poet's life
including one about a guy
who was an
Electroconvulsive therapy patient
that Ginsberg befriended
in a mental hospital
it was while relating
this Ginsbergian tale
that Jersey revealed
that a few months previous
he had himself been
in New York's Bellevue Hospital
being similarly electrified
for schizophrenia
and was now
hopefully
normal
By Christmas break
he was withdrawn
paranoid
convinced that fascism
was imminent
wandering the dormitory halls
in a daze
muttering to himself
That final week
it was only me, my roommate
and Jersey left in the dorm
We tried desperately
to get someone
from the college to help
Like maybe the Dean of Students
who was a psychology professor
for fucks sake
but nope
Jersey was a hallway zombie
for that whole week
until the final day
when they were making sure
for janitorial convenience
that we were clearing out for the break
that somebody noticed
the problem
I wasn't there when they took him
but heard he'd gone to a hospital
in Columbus called Upham
for more high voltage experiments
in an exorcism ritual
provided by
The Church of Reason
Trump supporters are more like college football fans than traditional voters who vote for the candidates who most align with them.
College football fans are fanatic about their teams—they don't care (too much) whether their team wins or loses. If they have a bad season, the fans just push harder the next year. They don't care if the coach or star running back are caught up in a scandal. They don't care who is starting or not. They are going to be fans of that team no matter what. Trying to convince a USC fan to switch their allegiance to UCLA, or a Michigan fan to become a Michigan State fan, or an Alabama fan to switch to... any other team is just impossible. Listen to how Trump supporters talk about his scandals or indictments—they just don't care, or they see him as a victim (the referees in that game were terrible!). This is how college football fans talk about their teams.
Golden Bears Solidify 2023 Roster with Experienced Veterans
BERKELEY – The California football team has officially added a dozen players to its roster since the end of spring football with the signings of QB Luke Bottari (Utah), WR Taj Davis (Washington), RB King Doerue (Purdue), WR Marquez Dortch (Mississippi State), QB Ben Finley (North Carolina State), RB Isaiah Ifanse (San Jose State/Montana State), OL Barrett Miller (Stanford), P Thomas Lee (Cal Poly), DB Patrick McMorris (San Diego State), DB Marcus Scott II (Missouri), OL Matthew Wycoff (Texas A&M), and OLB Tidiane Jalloh (Independence Community College)
Below are highlights on each of the signees:
Luke Bottari – QB, 5-10, 205, R-Jr., 5th Collegiate Season
San Mateo, CA (Utah/College of San Mateo/Serra HS)
– Completed 338-of-550 passes for 4,673 yards with a school career-record 46 touchdowns and 13 interceptions for a quarterback rating of 155.7 at College of San Mateo
– Named the Northern California Player of the Year while adding All-State honors as a 2019 freshman
– Led Serra High School to its first state title as a 2017 prep junior
Taj Davis – WR, 6-1, 205, R-Jr., 5th Collegiate Season
Upland, CA (Washington/Upland HS)
– Played in 24 games with 10 starts in his final two seasons as a 2021 redshirt freshman and 2022 sophomore at Washington
– Contributed two-year career totals of 47 receptions, 606 yards receiving and four touchdown catches, while also playing on special teams and adding six tackles all as a 2022 sophomore
– Ranked as the nation's No. 54 wide receiver according to Rivals in the 2019 high school recruiting class
King Doerue – RB, 5-10, 205, R-Jr., 5th Collegiate Season
Amarillo, TX (Purdue/Tascosa HS)
– Played in 32 games with 16 starts in four seasons at Purdue from 2019-22
– Rushed 309 times for 1,145 yards and 10 touchdowns, while adding 47 receptions, 381 yards receiving and three touchdown catches
Marquez Dortch – WR, 6-0, 170, R-Fr., 2nd Collegiate Season
Lucedale, MS (Mississippi State/George County HS)
– Played in one game and recorded one reception for one yard in a single campaign at Mississippi State in 2022 but did not use a season of collegiate eligibility
– A consensus four-star recruit in the 2021 class who was ranked the nation's No. 24 wide receiver by 247Sports
Ben Finley – QB, 6-3, 205, R-So., 4th Collegiate Season
Phoenix, AZ (North Carolina State/Paradise Valley HS)
– Played in eight games at NC State with two starts over three campaigns, completing 83-of-152 passes for 912 yards with four touchdown tosses
– Led the Wolfpack to a 30-27 double-overtime win at No. 18 North Carolina as a 2022 redshirt freshman in his first career start in North Carolina State's regular-season finale, connecting on 27-of-40 passes for 271 yards with two touchdowns and no interceptions
Isaiah Ifanse – RB, 5-9, 205, R-Sr., 6th Collegiate Season
Bellevue, WA (San Jose State/Montana State/Bellevue HS)
– Played in 40 games in four seasons at Montana State (2018-19, 2021-22) and finished as the school's all-time leading rusher with 3,742 yards and scored 25 touchdowns on the ground to rank sixth on Montana State's all-time list on 630 carries for a program that posted a 43-14 overall record, made the FCS Playoffs each season including a trip to the title game during his 2021 junior campaign, and won a share of the Big Sky title as a 2022 senior
– Became Montana State's first All-American running back since 1982 (second-team AFCS, Associated Press, Hero Sports, Stats Perform) and All-Big Sky running back since 2011 as a junior in 2021, when he established a single-season school-record with 1,623 yards rushing and scored 10 touchdowns on the ground on 280 carries that were the second most in school history
Barrett Miller – OL, 6-5, 315, Sr., 5th Collegiate Season
Aurora, CO (Stanford/Eaglecrest HS)
– Played in 38 games with 30 starts (26 at left guard and four at right guard) over four seasons at Stanford from 2019-22 including all 18 starts possible during both his COVID-shortened 2020 and 2021 sophomore seasons
– A four-star recruit in the prep class of 2019 according to 247Sports
Thomas Lee, P, 5-11, 185, R-Sr., 6th Collegiate Season
San Ramon, CA (Cal Poly/Dougherty Valley HS)
– A member of the Cal Poly football program for his final three years
– Became the team's starting punter for the final nine games of his 2022 senior season and punted 31 times for 1,152 yards (37.2 ypp)
– Finished his career with 33 punts for 1208 yards (36.6 ypp) with his 2 longest punts for 56 yards
Patrick McMorris, DB, 6-0, 210, Sr., 5th Collegiate Season
Santa Ana, CA (San Diego State/Santa Ana HS/Godinez Fundamental HS)
– Played in 42 games with 27 starts at San Diego State from 2019-22 and contributed 162 tackles, 6.5 tackles for loss (-14 yards), five interceptions that he returned for 61 yards, 15 pass breakups, 20 passes defended and two fumble recoveries, including one that he returned 30 yards for his lone career touchdown
– Earned first-team All-Mountain West Conference as both a 2021 sophomore and 2022 junior to become just the second San Diego State safety to pick up spots on two All-MWC first-team squads
– A team captain as a 2022 junior who was named the preseason Mountain West Co-Defensive Player of the Year and also was a member of preseason first-team All-MWC teams by four publications, as well as on watch lists for the Senior Bowl and for the Chuck Bednarik Award and Bronko Nagurski Award given to the nation's top defensive player
– Listed as a four-star transfer by 247Sports
Marcus Scott II – DB, 6-0, 180, R-Fr., 2nd Collegiate Season
Houston, TX (Missouri/Conroe HS/College Park HS)
– Did not see any game action or use a season of collegiate eligibility as a 2022 true freshman at Missouri
– Totaled 55 tackles, four interceptions, 18 pass breakups, three forced fumbles and two fumble recoveries as a prep during his 2020 junior at College Park High School and 2021 senior campaign at Conroe High School, while picking up three touchdowns in his career on a pick six, a 75-yard scoop and score, and an onside kick that he returned 65 yards
– A four-star recruit of Rivals both in the 2023 transfer portal class and 2022 high school class, while also being listed as the No. 34 cornerback coming out of high school
Matthew Wykoff – OL, 6-6, 330, R-So., 3rd Collegiate Season
Magnolia, TX (Texas A&M/Magnolia HS)
– Played in 16 games with nine starts over two campaigns as a 2021 true freshman and 2022 redshirt freshman at Texas A&M
– Earned a spot on the SEC's All-Freshman squad
– Ranked as the No. 34 offensive tackle in the 2021 recruiting class according to Rivals
Tidiane Jalloh, OLB, 6-5, 270, So., 2nd Collegiate Season
Toulon, France (Independence Community College)
– Contributed eight tackles with 0.5 tackles for loss (-2 yards) in six games off the bench as a 2022 true freshman in his first season of American football
–Ranked as the nation's No. 9 defensive lineman in the 2023 junior college recruiting class by 247Sports Composite
going increasingly feral over the borgsouce interview, complete with them saying basically the whole team lives in bellevue now, that seattle feels like home, they hated playing against each other in college, when they first met soucy had a clip on his phone of borgen taking a penalty off soucy in a college game because that is a totally normal thing to save on your phone for no fewer than five years while you go to the AHL and NHL and are not in touch, riding together to the rink every day, and I'm not done with the interview yet but I assume at some point they're going to mention how their soulbond became too much to fight during the great gingerbread house buildfest
✽ . ˚ &. 「 DAVIKA HOORNE. THIRTY-TWO. DEMI WOMAN. SHE/THEY. 」 THEODORA “THEO” SINCHAI occupies LEVEL EIGHT: #800. you'll know THE GEMINI is home if you hear lifted by CL blasting through their speakers. the principal ballerina has been living in wisteria for SIX MONTHS. since then they've built a reputation for being nurturing and evasive , typical for THE SOMEWHAT OBSESSED ARTIST.
penned by HECATE ( she/her , pst , 21+ )
[ ! ] WANTED CONNECTIONS
[ ! ] ESTABLISHED CONNECTIONS
NOTE : theo’s pronouns are she and they so please keep that in mind ! please don’t use only she and only they exclusively . my writing will be using both pronouns !
OVERVIEW .
STATS PAGE .
FULL NAME: theodora sinchai
NICKNAME(S) / ALIASES: theo
DOB: 06/10/1990
AGE: 32
ZODIAC: gemini
GENDER: demi woman
PRONOUNS: she/her/hers, they/them/theirs
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: biromantic
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: bisexual
LANGUAGES: thai , dutch , english , french , spanish
AESTHETICS: highlighted passages , the smell before the rain , worn out pointe shoes , scattered polaroid pictures , the constant need to excel at your craft , a faint whiff of miss dior , sitting in a cafe with a good book , people watching
CHARACTER PARALLELS: lydia martin ( teen wolf ) , zatanna zatara ( dc comics ) , daphne blake ( scooby doo ) , freya mikaelson ( the originals )
BACKGROUND .
001. theodora sinchai is born in bellevue, washington to chayaphon “atlas” sinchai and rosalind laurent as the eldest of two children.
atlas craved stability. with an established career in finance, he was more than content to eventually settle down. rosalind was flighty. always looking for an adventure. and that’s how she meets atlas.
somehow the two ended up married with kids. maybe money had something to do with it. or it was love. either way, the sinchai family are by no means poor. and neither are the laurents. atlas is able to afford the stability he so desperately wanted for his family. rosalind on the other hand, quickly grew tired of suburban life in bellevue soon after her children were born. she never wanted to be around her children. often looking for excuses to jet off on a trip. growing up around that wasn’t easy. theo is more often than not under the care of their father or paternal grandparents.
002. at age 7, theo’s parents are told that she’s a ballet prodigy. they’ve got promise and it can only get better if they continue their training. and that’s what she decides to do. what does she know? she’s only 7 at the time and thoroughly enjoying ballet class.
things do change a little when her mother starts paying more attention to her. theo isn’t used to it. but it’s also comforting for her mother to want to spend time with them. at age 10, theo auditions for the joffrey ballet school’s new york city ballet summer intensive program. she’s accepted. no surprise there.
003. when her mother hears of this, theo is suddenly spending A LOT more time with her. and very focused on advancing her daughter’s dance career. it’s the most time theo’s spent with their mother in years.
at 15, her parents, namely her father, tells her and her sibling of their divorce. so theo slowly starts to fixate on her dancing. perfecting every move. becoming a soloist. landing the lead in productions. they don’t know it yet, but their mother uses their talent as an accessory. a way to say she “successfully raised” a prodigy.
at 18, she leaves for college. she works her ass of and gets accepted to juilliard for dance. and they’re ecstatic. again, can’t really narrow down why. is it the validation of being accepted into a competitive school for dance, no less? or maybe it’s because theo can finally get away from their mother? also possible.
004. at 22, theo auditions for different ballet companies. the royal ballet. new york city ballet. los angeles ballet. and eventually makes the decision to sign a contract with los angeles. ultimately making the decision to relocate. to no one’s surprise, she thrives. theo slowly moves up the ranks. principal dancer is in her sights. and at 27, it pays off . and most recently, theo decides to sign a lease with wistera , making the commute to work that much closer.
BACKGROUND TLDR ; mom friend mixed with the slightly obsessed artist trope . very focused on their craft and is determined to be the absolute best they can be. born and raised in washington but has relocated a couple times ( new york and then los angeles ) . has held the position of being principal ballerina for the los angeles ballet for five years now . recently engaged which is part of the reason why they moved to wisteria
PERSONALITY .
theo can come off as a little detached and analytical. she’s open-minded and cares about the truth and feel the need to understand what’s going on. but most of the time, people view her as patient, nurturing and objective. your typical mom friend who always has her shit together. and almost always willing to lend a helping hand.
HEADCANONS .
this section is a wip and will be updated when i think of more things ! <3
only responds to theo. please DO NOT call them theodora. they hardly ever introduce themselves as theodora
has a white persian cat named poppy
learned how to play chess at a young age. it was a fun way to bond with her grandparents and now sees it as a useful way to strategize
along with the joffrey ballet school’s summer intensive, theo has also trained at juilliard’s summer intensive program
if you ever hear banging coming from her floor, sorry. she’s just breaking in new pointe shoes
May Edward Chinn (1896-1980) was an African-American woman physician. She was the first African-American woman to graduate from Bellevue Hospital Medical College, now NYU School of Medicine, and the first African-American woman to intern at Harlem Hospital. In her private practice, she provided care for black patients who would not otherwise receive treatment in white facilities. She was also a strong advocate of early cancer screening.
Her father, William Lafayette, was the son of a plantation slave and owner; at the age 11, he escaped from this Virginia plantation.
Her mother, Lulu Ann, was the daughter of a slave and a Chickahominy Native American, who worked as the live-in cook at the Long Island mansion of the Tiffany family of jewelers.
The Tiffany family encouraged Chinn's interest in music.
Groaning up, she attended musical concerts in New York City and learned to play piano, accompanying the singer Paul Robertson in the early 1920's.
The Tiffany family also taught her the German and French language.
Chinn's mother who valued education, saved enough money from cooking to send Chinn to the Bordentown Manual and Training Industrial School, a New Jersey boarding school, until she contracted osteomyelitis of the jaw.
Chinn remained in New York City after her surgery there, but she was too poor to finish high school.
Despite her lack of diploma, she took the entrance examination to Columbia Teachers College and passed it, matriculating in 1917.
Chinn studied her first love, music, until a professor mocked her race as unfit for playing classical music.
At the same time, she received high praises for her scientific paper she wrote sewage disposal, so she changed her major to science.
In her senior year, she secured a full-time position as a lab technician in clinical pathology, so she completed her course work at night to graduate with a bachelor's degree in science in 1921.
She proceeded to study medicine at Bellevue Hospital Medical College, becoming it's first black woman graduate in 1926.
Rockefeller Institute was prepared to offer Chinn a research fellowship until it learned of her race.
Harlem Hospital was the only medical institution in the city that offered Chinn an internship.
Chinn was the first black woman to intern there and to accompany paramedics on ambulance calls, she confronted another obstacle when the hospital refused her practicing privileges there.
Chinn established a private practice instead, seeing patients in her office and performing procedures in their homes.
This experience prompted her to earn her master's degree in public health from Columbia University in 1933.
Upon graduation Chinn found that no hospital would allow her practice privileges.
With her fair skin and last name, many assumed that she was White or Chinese.
She later told Muriel Petioni, former president of the Society of Black Physicians, that the black workers snubbed her because they assumed she was passing as white and didn't want to jeopardize her position.
In 1940, Harlem Hospital granted Chinn admitting privileges, in part due to Mayor Florello La Guardia's push for integration in the wake of the Harlem riot of 1935.
In 1944, the Strang Clinic hired Chinn to conduct research on cancer, and she remained there for the next 29 years.
The Society of Surgical Oncology invited her to become a memeber, and in 1975, she established a society to promote black women to attend medical school.
She maintained her private practice until the age of 81.
While attending a reception at Columbia University in honor of a friend, Chinn collapsed and died on December 1, 1980.
May Chinn was an active member of Delta Sigma Theta.
In February 1921, Chinn was among the first group of women initiated into the Alpha Beta chapter of the sorority alongside Ms. Eslanda Good Robeson.
Many years ago, we were a blushing newlywed couple who promised to spend eternity together in bliss and monogomy, and after a few rough months, we managed to do exactly that. I used a cheat code in that I married the absolute best person I ever met. It’s a shame she cannot say the same.
We wedded in Old St. Teresa’s on KIng Street and set out to make a family on the outskirts of Bellevue, Nebraska, the home of Offutt AFB. Back in the day, it was Headquarters, Strategic Air Command where “Peace is Our Profession.” I worked across the runway in Building D, but that’s another story. This one is about a young couple.
Were we too young? Too naive? Too stupid to know better? Well, who isn’t when they first get married (or second or third or so on)? Having nothing else to do. we set up housekeeping in an apartment that used to be a dorm for a small college, and we happily got pregnant a few months later with our eldest ray of joy. We would move on base after her birth.
Lots of good memories of that old apartment with us learning to live with each other. I would do a hundred things different, and perhaps she would, too, but we found a place in the middle. We bonded over things like our daughter, the Cubs, Nebraska weather (omg), and the silly little things that dumb kids do when they build mutual experiences.
It wasn’t perfect because mistakes were made, but as I type this, I can’t think of any. I just remember feeling so lucky and blessed to have the life I had.
Come forward a few decades and life moves on. And our old apartment building is gone.
I should have expected it. The top picture is from Google street view from November 2021, and it’s clear the old girl is on its last legs. Heck, it was old when we lived there just before the Internet Age (yes, that old). I was still jarred by seeing this hole in the ground from today. (For you movie trivia buffs, think of John Cusack in Grosse Pointe Blank who finds his childhood home has wiped from the earth and changed into a 7-11.)
You can’t see it but I’m standing on a tiny patch of sidewalk which all that remains for a home from years gone by. I closed my eyes and I could also sense a new mom and dad taking a stroller down that sidewalk with the two of them being so proud of their little baby. But now the brick walls are gone and only the ghosts remain, and the ghosts were quiet today.