#Emotional Hinderers

[imk333]

Freitag, der 13te

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#1307 #Atmen #Cosmicgypsy Woman #Emotional Hinderers #Emotionen #Flowgrade #Freitag der 13te #Gefühle #Geschichte #Glück #Hildegard von Bingen #Judith Hornok #Kräuterküche #Maria Treiben #Max Gotzler #Petersilien-Honig-Wein #Shanti #Smarticular #Tee #Unglück

[myhearthaswings]

I pray to become softer, more delightful, more kind, more soft-spoken.

I pray that my mental health won't affect me as much as it does now.

#i truly am not the best christian catholic dream woman at the moment and i'm getting married this year so i hope i will better myself #i did change a lot since i met Michael but still my emotions sometimes control me instead of me controlling them #my mental health hinders me in my education too and it sucks i feel sick just thinking about it #i want to be joyful instead of crying almost everyday #Lord please help me

[hungwy]

Am I just weird for thinking about rhetoric and tone so much like I saw someone reply on someone else's post and made a bunch of corrective responses concerning history that was just like, very condescending worded at the end. Perfectly neutral statements until then. like if you know you're right please learn to phrase your education in better terms or else people won't want to learn from you. You're a nobody in the replies. Get some pathos going for yourself

#Like I get the emotional reaction to idiocy #That's fine. You can totally have that. But it doesn't help you with your other goals that much. In fact it might hinder them #Like keeping it serious in tone is fine. That's effective

[saw5]

as someone who can be quite unempathetic and involuntarily emotionally shielded from matters of tragedy and injustice sometimes (but still, obviously, recognizes his own responsibility as a moral actor regardless of how he feels that day and does his best to act in accordance with carefully considered values at all times) it really bugs me when people r like "having less empathy can make you more logical about things" no it fuckin doesn't ............... Believe me no it fuckin doesn't

#AT BEST i am sometimes able to grasp the logistics of a situation more easily than most and determine the ''most ethical'' way to act #based on my current knowledge + values. And that can be considered the flip side of the low empathy response. but from #plenty of experience i can attest that i'm almost always missing something important if i don't take the feelings of the people involved #into consideration Which is significantly easier if your kneejerk response is one of empathy (even if empathy can misfire/be inaccurate) #idk just thinking about this a lot recently because my poor mental state the last couple weeks has gotten me back on the ''low emotional #response to just about everything'' train and when it comes to matters of palestine i am basically always checking myself to see #whether the automatic distance is allowing me to be an effective participant in doing what i can to spread awareness and take action #or whether it's hindering me and i need to start intentionally abrading myself again #i have a lot of friends with really strong empathetic responses who are having to do basically the exact reverse. its interesting

[huccimermaidshirts]

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#had to listen to ttpd out of plain curiosity because everyone was saying how much it didn't deliver and well they weren't lying #they weren't lying about the lana comparisons either! who's afraid of little old me sounds like born to die in the verses #it's very flat tbh like you're listening to the same songs over and over #it's very hollow like the album was just made just to be made in order to keep her name afloat and relevant #not because she had something to actually say and express. her song delivery is very flat and unemotional idek how to properly express what #i mean. like she sings with no actual emotion behind the words no nerve no nothing. like she can't actually convince me that she's feeling #all that she's singing. also like the music is all the same and the way she sings them. there's no fluctuations no diversity. it's the same #song over and over. also sometimes i feel like the lyrics and the delivery don't really go together with the music #like they don't compliment each other #But Daddy I Love Him is supposedly over her fans trying to dictate her life (i have all sorts of opinions on that but it's a diff convo) an #it had 0 nerve and anger in it. i needed a little more intense a little more angry. i liked down bad and Florida (thank god for Florence 😭) #and all the breathy low vocals are not it either. it kind of makes the album flatter. there's no tension no passion in the album #definitely feels like she's trying to recreate 1989 and maybe folklore/evermore and it's not working #also people comparing this album to midnights are not wrong either #it feels like her last few releases all sound the same with no creativity or bringing something new and amazing #she really needs a break and to take a step back re-evaluate and try to create something more inspiring and fun instead of trying to #recreate the same sound over and over again. releasing album after album in such a short period of time is bound to hinder creativity and #the quality of someone's work. and maybe she does need new people to work with that will push her creatively #also i feel like she doesn't need to create such long albums. especially if you're using the same sound in every song. like one song morpths #into the other and it gets boring! especially if there's little to no build up and tension holding the song and having breathy vocals that #lead to nowhere during each song! anyway it could've been a whole lot better and she has better songs than this

[mitamicah]

Ah, now me being extra emotional yesterday makes sense

#it was pre-period syndome (not a real term just me having noticed that I tend to have lowered tolerance for emotional stressors #right before my period starts) #it reminds me of something I wrote about autistic people that sometimes we have a hard time differentiating physical pain and emotional one? #maybe that has something to do with it too #I had an inkling I would feel horrible today (I do) and not knowing why #so the best conclussion I could find was emotional isolation? #don't get me wrong the feelings I expressed yesterday was definitely true (still have them a little) yet now it seems a bit less doomsday #now I just find myself being very much hindered by cramps I cannot concentrate on much else than pity crying in the corner #(i love being a person with ovaries /s) #micahs thoughts #few corrections: read not wrote and symdrome not syndome

[youssefguedira]

the problem with me and nolan is that i ALMOST love a lot of his movies (that ive seen) except in almost every one there's 1 glaring aspect that i hate (it's usually misogyny) that makes it hard to like the rest of the movie

#i mean. oppenheimer is an outlier bc there's several aspects i dont like abt that one #interstellar? misogyny. inception? only one i don't have major issues with #misogyny still there but at least theres less than fuckin. interstellar #dont get me wrong i like interstellar otherwise but like. #both it and oppenheimer have a problem of the film TELLING us that the women in it are super smart and influential! but in the film itself #they never get to show that like. when does murphy do anything really. when does anne hathaway's character do anything except #hinder the mission because of ~emotions~ why is the main guy always right even though hes not always the most qualified person in the room #why does kitty oppenheimer say ive been upgraded to housewife! sarcastically only to be cast right back into that role by the film #no matter how good emily blunt may be she can't save that she has 1 good scene and it's not that long #dont even get me started on jean tatlock in that film ill start biting. #i KNOW that parts of oppenheimer are supposed to be subjective but do we ever see those women in the ~objective~ section? no #and if that's your only portrayal of these women with only vague indicators that there might be something else going on i'm not letting it #go. excuse for writing them badly #ANYWAY #neon has thoughts #movie tag #i think nolan and i just don't get along. i think i need to accept this and move on with my life but unfortunately it's really frustrating. #all his stuff is ALMOST good. and then

[palismet]

thinking ab the similarities of luz and hunter and how they are so different in their experiences and yet so alike.

they are both so desperate for acceptance. for acknowledgement of who they are, who they want to be – for love, given without terms, unconditional. to be seen, in the light that is all their own, without being asked to cut off corners, pieces of themselves that aren't ... acceptable, by most, that would be easier if they weren't there.

their stories are different and yet their hearts are the same. they want to be strong, brave, enough to get through the next thing, and the next, and the next – still holding on to a hurt that makes them. that changed them, fundamentally, so long ago. how it still changes them today. how there is no separation, even still, even here, in the light of the human world, bright enough to dream by.

so can you see it, the way they are tectonic plates, shifting up against one another, holding up and together entire worlds? the weight of responsibility, of what it means (and what it is) holding on to hope. what it takes from you, and how you have learned not to talk about it, because who else would understand? and how would you hold yet another piece of it, too heavy for your hands?

the earthquakes that would result in them butting heads. the way the story has always led to the parallels of things. the way brothers and siblings will eventually come to this point, the event horizon of hurt and hope. the way the bones of it have always been lying in wait, to return to this, right here - what becomes of us now?

the way it was always going to come to this. the story doesn't know any other way. so it will do it again, it will do it over, and over, and over - until it can get it right.

(including a small snippet of a vague chapter intro:)

#snippets. #toh analysis #hunter toh #luz toh #starting to even out the rough edges of this second chapter and the hurt of it is a physical thing. #the lining of the story! the underbelly of the emotion running through everything! #the way this has been the trajectory of things since the beginning. since the knife / sliced through the story. #it's why i LOVE seeing it everywhere throughout the show. it's what began the ending. it's what will end itself / too. #the iconography of endings / the haunting of it. the way we can't hold on to everything that will eventually leave us. #it's growing up / and growing apart / and leaving; maybe; too. but holding on to the hurt will never help. it will always hinder. #but for them? for luz; for hunter? here; in s3; it's as if the hurt is all they have. it is a secret hidden and a dream kept silent. #it's all they are. how do you leave it behind when it is all you can grasp in the dark? when there is no light? #this fic is going to be everything to me i am going through EMOTIONS!!!!!!!!!

[digirainebow]

listen as the local jacoblover i do have to address the charlie thing at some point. especially now that i've seen it uninterrupted and at its worst. like, i am relieved he really was never planning on hitting him, OBVIOUSLY. but he still pushed him. and calling a child a mistake is one of the most fucked up things you can possibly do in this life let alone to charlie's face. i have not forgiven jacob summers for his crimes believe me. like you are a full adult man jesus christ. doghouse for one thousand years

#digi discusses #grounds for divorce i am not joking bitch. you are spending the night on the floor with athena #that being said #it is SUCH an interesting thing to include in the game. jacob really still thinks he is a kid. even if he wouldn't admit it #or isn't fully conscious of it. really important side to show of things in a late in life coming of age story. #he is a sweet guy mostly but the scenes with charlie force you to look at the fact that the lag in learning to live has HINDERED him badly. #violently even. lol #its relatable unfortunately. so many of my emotions are underdeveloped for my age and it has hurt people in my lowest moments. #i just find it fascinating that in a game where the timeline is so damaged people are seeing into the FUTURE #when that was not possible in the previous iteration. that jacob is only ever seen flashing back in time. he never once sees the future. #he is always going back to his childhood. middle school most commonly it seems. the maggie adler times. #although the thing where he says he is being buried alive by bugs could be. him seeing is own death or something. so who knows #as always: maybe i am forgetting stuff or over-analyzing #oxenfree II spoilers

[apocalyptic-dancehall]

handsome jack may have a sympathetic backstory, but that's never enough to justify the atrocities he's committed.

#borderlands #jack #i'm pretty damn sure that the guy who calls people savages and doesn't bat an eye about skinning kittens isn't good #not to mention he'd be willing to genocide the damn planet just because he got punched in the face #and as if he hadn't already done it to a product line of arguably-sentient robots who are capable of feeling PAIN among other emotions just #because ONE of them mildly hindered him #not even getting into angel she was without a shadow of a doubt abused to hell and every word he says about caring about her is pure shit #yeah the guy who screws holes into his daughter's skull is good yeah jan thanks for the insight #👁‍🗨

[femcelhood]

Hmmm something I’ve been mulling over is that possibly people defend AI art for the sake of “people who want to draw but can’t now have an outlet!” because they consider writing to be a lesser form of art.

I can’t draw. I will never be able to draw. The way my mind barely comprehends shape and size and geometry connecting to my limbs, it doesn’t translate. But what does work is the written word. When I couldn’t even draw a stick figure, I would write up a paragraph describing one.

Writing is extraordinary easily, just open any typing tool and go for it. Any idea you have, you can do it. If you have trouble, writing advice is always there just as art advice is. Prompt blogs exist if you’re stuck. And then there could thousands of others on a single prompt post commenting ideas to flesh it out and you can just yoink those. Writing takes practice, just as art does, but it’s considerably easier to start writing than to start drawing. Especially since the thing is, people want to draw super well right away but get discouraged. Writing is a lot less frustrating for beginners, and a lot more fulfilling.

But…a 3 page short story or a 4-stanza poem aren’t as flashy as a giant illustration with a rainbow of colors with their favorite characters or animals or whatever. It’s just “words.” Who cares about that? It’s not as cool or impressive, it takes longer to digest words than to stare at an art piece (I’m not really giving AI art any grand meaning…the deepest they go is shitty political propaganda). And they want to make these giant art pieces with no effort, no work because they can’t or won’t bother to pick up the skills themselves. They want the product with none of the work, and they’ll delude themselves into feeling the same sense of accomplishment when all they did it type in a few keywords and hit a button.

Which goes to show how much they truly disregard literature when they also use AI to generate writing for them. Even typing words is too much, or it’s not cool enough for them to give much of a shit anyways.

#I’m not blameless. I have used AI writing when the AI was free. #mainly to help motivate myself cuz some of it was enjoyable #and once to make a poem for a chapter intro because my rhythm deafness does hinder my poetic ability #but it’s all being paywalls and I don’t care enough when I get prompts from other people for free #and now when I do make poetry (mostly to vent emotions) it just stays with me #I’m going back to bed

[seeminglyseph]

Lying in bed thinking about chilli pepper used as an appetite suppressant and contemplating how many layers of metaphors to Karna’s character there are and kicking my feet drawing little hearts in my notebook as I wait for the finale

#seph watches the ravening war #karna solara #when I’m recovered enough to sit and hold a pen or stylus it’s over for you bitches #ironically chronic malnutrition and other illnesses that might inspire my emotional attachment #also hinder my ability to produce cool shit #but it just means I have time to collect ideas #and study peppers

[gildedsunshine]

i really wanna see mirrorverse data and lore...

lore who has the ambition and rage and selfishness needed to succeed in the empire but couldn't overcome his caring and soft emotions. and so he was stored away as a defect and data was made in his place without those emotions, making him the ruthless and efficient soldier needed by the empire

#and data still searches to be more human #because his lack of emotions is still a hinderance despite what everyone else thinks #star trek #tng #data soong #lore soong #mirrorverse #astorix.text #astorix

[tuulikkiunelma]

feeling oddly restless again this evening/night. Probably due to my lonely emotions flaring up again, such a bother

i wish i could just get used to it finally

#it's hindering most of my days #some time ago i decided to stop suppressing my feelings and to live true to them but in the end it's kind of pointless isn't it #the emotion of loneliness has no function

[la-cocotte-de-paris]

Sending you lots of love. And I feel you on the leg hair thing. My own hair is thick and grows rather long everywhere. When I shave my legs in the evening the next morning they already feel like my grandfather's cheek. It's hopeless. But babes don't feel ashamed of going to the salon. Body i hair is perfectly natural and not gross and all the people working there see lots of body hair every single day. Nobody will think anything weird, I promise. What music are currently listening to? I'm fully back in my Enya era these days (the music that accompanied my early childhood). I hope the rest of this Friday is kinder to you and that you'll have a beautiful weekend💝💝

This anon made me tear up when I first read it and every time I've re-read it, I've had the same result. Thank you so much 🥹 I always feel weird talking about hair removal with friends because almost everyone who removes hair either 1) has no issue with any methods they use or 2) has blonde hair so it doesn't need to be done as regularly. Meanwhile I'm over here feeling like I'm fighting for my life just trying to remove unwanted hair without irritating or damaging my skin, ESPECIALLY in my inner thigh area lol (which is why I so seldom bother unless I expect to be sexually active bc I'm like "BRO that took me like over an hour to do last time, now I gotta do it all over again?!?! Fuck off"... which also sometimes influences how often I'm willing to be sexually active lol. It's a vicious cycle lmao and i fucking hate it ♡).

I'm gonna go back to razors for the moment and maybe go to a salon sometime. And I'm absolutely getting that hair lasered off once I'm settled in a particular place, sale or no sale.

I think one reason I'm so upset about it atm is because I *KNOW* it's such a stupid and ridiculous thing to be upset about (there are fucking wars happening and I'm upset over some long leg hair on my own body that I know naturally grows there? Gtfo) but I also feel so stupid about it affecting my confidence so much. I'm the type who prefers wearing dark tights anyway, hair or no hair, but that isn't always viable when it's warm. Or maybe i just feel like a change! And I have no problem with body hair on others at all, yet for some reason I've a problem if I show mine lol. Anyway WHATEVER, I have something internalised but I've no idea what and I've tried managing it in the past but I think tonight really just proved I need to fix my shit.

In terms of music, I'm REALLY vibing with the Succession Season 1 soundtrack atm. It makes a girl dream ;P AND motivates me to get my shit done, hahaha. Oooh Enya is so beautiful and ethereal 💖🩷🤍✨️ Also the fact she lives as a recluse in a castle and seems to live comfortably is just...ICONIC!!

Anyway, thank you again for your kind words. I know it's silly to say but it really meant a lot (I keep tearing up as I answer you 😅). I'm starting a new chapter in my life this weekend (if all goes according to plan) and it's going to be scary but also necessary. I've wanted this new start for a long time and I can't believe it is slowly beginning, bit by bit. I sincerely hope you have a wonderful weekend, too. 💖🩷💛✨��

#i think part of it is linked to my fear that I may never find a romantic partner or even a lover ever again lol #and at least if i can have smooth silky hairless legs then i might feel more comfortable meeting new people and trying new things #bc i WANT to!! but i feel hindered by the leg hair lmfaoooo #it's so stupid. anyway. #if anyone read all that you deserve a medal oml #also I'm at the end of my period so maybe I'm still a little bit more emotional than normal anyway atm #anon ask #anon #asked and answered

[cinnamontoads]

water 7/enies lobby coming up in like 4 episodes i’m biting and gnawing at the bars of my chimp enclosure

#i have some Thoughts about that arc as a whole but i’ll save them maybe #tldr i like water 7 a lot i think franky’s introduction and the aqua laguna and the sea train is all awesome #i don’t really like enies lobby… i know that’s sacrilege but i mostly just mean the part where they’re outside the building fighting for #20 episodes is fucking drawn out as hell in the anime and i remember getting really bored with it #the emotional core of enies lobby/cp9 hits so fucking hard which is awesome but the anime pacing really hindered it for me #in that it took me so long to get through enies lobby/cp9 that i lost interest in one piece entirely for 3 years #hoping i’m a stronger man this time around ☝️ and knowing that if the pacing drags too much i can just switch to the manga rq #ok so o guess i didn’t save my thoughts on the matter OOPS ! #op rewatch