#I DONT GET IT WHY THROW THAT ALL AWAY

[calkale]

not to bring this up AGAIN but i cant believe they did that to ilsa

#watching fallout and im trying to pretend mi7 doesnt exist but 😬😬😬😬 #literally how do you ruin a character that badly #shes my fav mi character and one of my favourite female characters in general cause shes written so well #and then that happened 🙄 #obviously mcq doesn’t deserve the hate he got for it but also i hope he knows what he did was shitty #it doesnt make sense story wise #its a horrible ending for her character #and its even worse if she comes back in the next movie thats awful writing no matter what #AND he just replaced her with some generic female character who had to be saved countless times throughout the movie 😐 #not to mention the way he and tom talked about ilsa and how much work they put into her character in rogue nation and fallout #I DONT GET IT WHY THROW THAT ALL AWAY #im so upset #mi #ilsa faust

[zapsoda]

ok but blatantly and inarguably a lot of "accepting" parents would rather their children be ~nonbinary~ and/or ~nontransitioning~ than binary transgender, and this doesnt devalue exorsexism (not only because it is another form of exorsexism) but because it is a fact

#when i was first talking to my mother about being transgender she struggled with it a lot #and she Asked why i couldnt just “be nonbinary” because that would be easier for *her* to 'deal with' #and my parents are currently accepting but that is still a thing transgender youth have to deal with #the fact that some binary trans people feel the need to misgender themselves in order to make cis people feel more comfortable #because *cis* people view nonbinary trans identities as 'less extreme' or 'less trans' #and that is both transphobia and exorsexism on the part of the cis person!!! #why must we blame other trans people for the situations cis people put us into #and to bring up some other bullshit i was whining about yesterday #being told that *really* got to me. because i didnt choose any of this! #if i could just not be trans and not have to deal with all of the pain i would have! #it has made my life endlessly difficult! if i did have a choice i dont see why i would have chosen to be trans #my family was desperate for a baby girl. all of my aunts and uncles wanted a girl child but they couldnt get one. until my parents #and im just throwing that all away #why would i do that on purpose. disappoint my entire family like that #anyways #got sidetracked #thats not the point #im gonna go eat breakfast ahahah

[snekdood]

"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.

#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else #you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should #change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting #affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree #with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them #or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation. #the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this. #and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough. #you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you #an authoritarian. #i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont #set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU #FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police #n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be. #you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all. #what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you #throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh. #accelerationists should never be taken seriously.

[marymekpop]

⟢ highlight of the hour: our blooming youth [15/20] ⟣

What is the point of having feelings I cannot speak of? And what is the point of having a gift I cannot give? It is.. over now.

#our blooming youth #korean drama #park hyungsik #jeon sonee #mygif #obyhoth #mmkfav #cp: my heart #me watching him throw away his heart: MY HEART #i am NOT ok #why did i want to cry watching this scene #you just cant do that cp #you were supposed to give that bracelet as a gift to jaeyi damnit! #WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU (two) #heck i'll even dive into the water and get it back!! #dont play with my heart like this ;___; #cp be like love or work?? love or the country?? love or my responsibilities as a future king?? #cp had like a life crisis in this ep #he just like me fr fr #also whats with this drama and bracelets?? #askdjfd #also there were quite a few good scenes to choose as the hoth #but i went with this one #MY HEART #my heart is crying

[713-4th-ward-g]

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#fucking swear i hate my dad so much #I'll never forgive him for how he was when i was a child #and right when i was starting to see him as a decent dude #he goes and acts like a child #youre 54 years old and raising your voice at me when i did nothing wrong #his stupid ass was the one who cut the pvc pipe and he thinks me telling him how to properly fix it is me criticizing him #and i told him you want me to criticize you ? fine. why were you cutting below the water lines to the washer? #theres clearly an opening showing the pvc pipe and you were the one who cut there still knowing it was there so why did you do it ? #you want me to criticize ill fucking criticize #all he has to say while screaming at me like im the one who created the problem saying shut the fuck up an go to sleep i dont want you here #he gives a stupid bullshit fix for it talking about using glue 😮‍💨 like dude you need pvc primer and glue to seal it correctly not fucking #elmers glue and tape wtf i was giving him an actual real option to fix it and he cusses me out like im the one who cut the damn pipe #i tried writing in my journal but my hand keeps cramping up #i cant stand how much of a child he is #he has no emotional control he takes his anger out of my mom and i and i fucking hate having to be the one to back away and apologize #when its his fucking issue not mine he was the one raising his voice when all i did was give him sound advice to fixing the broken pvc pipe #and i get cussed at and screamed at being told im criticizing when all i did was offer a solution to his own fucking problem he made worse #on his own accord and now hes breaking shit and kicking doors and slamming them all the while cussing over something #that can be fixed its cool to be like fucking shit i fucked up and get that energy out but to fucking throw a temper tantrum and break stuff #is fucking ridiculous it fucking takes me back to my childhood and how fucking horrible he was to my sister and i.. #we walked on eggshells around him cause any little thing would make him erupt into anger and physical bouts... #lord forbid he has to do something around the house and he breaks something he will cuss and scream at us for no reason like we did it #but im in the one who has to apologize thats fucking bullshit #i really want to kill myself rn im so over the edge rn i just keep thinking of my mom and why i cant kill myself yet #not until she passes away i cant kill myself.. #i long for the day i die im so tired of living here

[queeriboh]

if I could go back in time and tell my younger self 2 things they would be:

you're going to be hot some day, but like, when youre 30. yeah, I don't get it either

and

KEEP YOUR FUCKING YUGIOH SHIT

#I can DISTINCTLY remember going home for a holiday or smth #and my mom asking if I wanted to keep any of my Nerd Shit before she remodeled my room #and I ONLY took my pandora hearts manga #WHY #I had the full s0 manga #I HAD A FUCKING DUEL DISK #she didnt actually throw any of it away like on purpose #bc my mom doesnt lol throw stuff away like that #but she put it in storage in the basement and it flooded so bad they had to have a company come and just #get rid of EVERYTHING #and like take out 3 feet of drywall and all the carpet it was bad bad I can't blame anyone but myself for not taking it with me #but at the time I was dating someone who #a. was a hoarder herself and our apartment was full of so much garbage I had to leave mpst of my clothes behind when we moved bc i just #couldn't pack and move everything myself and she refused to help #and b. went 'ugh please dont get into ygo' every time I even mentioned it #like I even remember mentioning the s0 manga when my mom asked that #and she complained so i was like 'nah theres no way I'll get into that again' #bc I thought I'd never have anyone else to talk about it with again anyway #LITTLE DID I KNOW #there's literally dozens of us

[timeisacephalopod]

Lol out of curiosity I looked up my old job on Indeed and yes they ARE urgently hiring for the position and if I didn't get treated like dog shit for expecting a stress free work environment with reasonable expectations and not wildly cunty management who seemed to be under the impression they were doing THE most important job at THE most important store ever maybe I wouldn't have just not shown up one day 🤷🏻‍♀️ asshole thing to do to my poor coworkers but I didn't even have the energy to quit right after spending a month and a half feeling deeply surveilled at every aspect of my job lest I get another frivolous writeup no one else got for doing their jobs worse than me so fine. You want me gone enough to threaten my livelihood and SHRUG when I point out I have rent to pay, fine, but I wouldn't put up with that behavior from anyone in my life generally and I LIKE those people so my JOB pulling bullshit? Oh hell no, if I wouldn't take it from people I CHOOSE to be around on purpose I ain't taking shit from a fucking JOB. I refuse to be in a work environment that's unaware it's a GROCERY STORE, not a 5 star establishment frequented exclusively by world leaders or some shit. Like Sam, my job is cooking food at a fucking sobeys and you're acting as if I'm disarming bombs it's so important get reasonable priorities and standards for employees and then apply them equally to managers and not EXCLUSIVELY minimum wage staff 🙄

Which is funny because my new job everyone seems surprised with how fast I've caught on to stuff down to a coworker yesterday telling me he thought I worked in a shoppers prior to the pharmacy I'm in because Im catching on so quick. This isn't unusual for me either, some time in the last five or so years I've found every workplace I'm at I end up being heavily relied on because I'm good at my job, so fucking sucks to suck for sobeys because it took me some week or so to be consistently praised for being better at the job than the guy I replaced only for them to throw that out because they think management should be able to do whatever the fuck they want while they shove minimum wage staff under a fucking microscope to ensure they're doing their shit right and even that isn't consistent. They punished me exclusively because I did not lay down to be treated as a door mat and dished the treatment I got handed. If you treat me like shit I WILL treat you the way you treat me, no worse, and sometimes a little better because I don't lose my moral standards in that treatment either. Just because I'm being an ass doesn't mean I'm willing to do whatever the fuck, just enough to ensure that the person who's decided I'm their new plaything knows that'll be going both ways so fuck off. I've never had a job so willing to keep on shit management they had at LEAST a dozen meetings with regarding performance and I was the one who got punished for being frustrated about that. But I will take a new significantly less stressful job 🙌🏻

#winters ramblings #anyway theyre “urgently hiring” and if they listened when the fuck i told them i was so stressed i was clenching my fists #so hard in my sleep my hands would be DEAD STIFF and locked in place in the morning and required me to carefully massage them #and exercise the muscles and even then my hands still hurt. i told them ive been throwing up from stress AND i told them i was job hunting #because this was all bullshit. they KNEW where i was at and they should have listened but they didnt so fine #fuck me around 17 ways to sunday teo can play at that game and i didnt come here to be involved in a game at all #but force me onto that fucking biard then dont get mad when i flip it and walk away #im a grown assed adult i have no patience for workplaces that don't understand youre not a fucking slave #and the workplace isnt something Extremely Important And Special its a cucking GROCERY STORE and i wasnt even workinh #one if the jobs that DOES absolutely make a grocery store necessary i made fucking hot food everyone treated as Top Notch Shit #when ut was frozen boxed chicken strips and ut us INSULTING to me to teach me HOW to cook fucking BOXED FOOD #and NO i did bot take that “”“too personally”“' while they were trying to ”improve“ store standards #its fucking BOXED CHICKEN STRIPS guys why the fuck are we treating it like ROCKET SCIENCE??!? #i dont actually think its unreasonable to be angry your manager cannot even trust you to make food from a fucking BOX #without a chef coming in and treating you like some kind of idiot whohas never made a food in my LIFE despite #me cooking a lot more complicated shit at home on a regular basis. give me a fucking BREAK acting as if #it was StOrE sTaNdArD changes or whatever do YOU nit understand boxed food isnt HARD to make or do you need that explained #to you?? like i take shit too personally no YOU have unreasonable standards for EXCLUSIVELY your lowest wage staff #and im NOT bring held to a higher working standard than MANAGEMENT

[robotpussy]

everytime i think abt going bald i think abt all the wigs i want to wear then i end up just. wearing scarves because I'm lazy. i need 2 get into glueless wigs

#i have a bunch of headband wigs but i dont rlly like the way they look anymore like the styles r boring me now #i think the reason why i fear doing lace front wigs all the time is because most of the time I'm at uni and i have 2 get up at #5am to leave the house at 6am like I'm not even properly awake how am i gonna get able to put on a wig? and that's why #i have a huge bag of wigs that is taking up all the space in my hair corner. I'm just gonna throw some wigs away #cause ik im not gonna revive them so i might as well. anyways next time I'm going bald my schedule might be a but more #relaxed. as in i might not have to get up at 5am everyday depending on what my post graduate job will be. maybe THEN ill put more effort #into my wigs 🙏

[capfalcon]

i think people should be required to do 10 hours of volunteering/community service every time they say the word "problematic"

#i hate it. i hate it. as someone who deals w social media and studies it for a living/career #i fucking hate that word #its like just one step away from people saying 'ive decided these things are all immoral' and lumping them all together #i understand why the word is used i just think its literally meaningless #problematic could mean conflict. it could mean important discourse. it could mean someone has had a negative impact #it could mean that what they said has harmed people #problematic means literally nothing #it provides no nuance no substance #and people throw it around like it means something when it doesnt #and they act like its this Terrible Complex issue when in reality #its just some fuckin buzzword people use to describe a myraid of much bigger much more interesting conversations #and you dont get to the heart of those conversations by throwing the word problematic around as if its some #Genuine label #ur not the social justice activist you think you are just by using the word problematic #and its so frustrating listening to people talk on and on about race and 'problematic' people and issues #idk man. shut up and go volunteer somewhere. #make a difference in your community. spend less time talking about old tweets or pedagogy and more time helping people who need it. #and its also. i also really hate the word problematic bc i feel like the only people who use it #are people who think the world can be divided into black and white #like go help build some houses or pack food for homeless people or garden at ur local park #make a difference and then worry about all this shit #actions speak louder than words #stop talking about how fuckin problematic it is that this guy hates queer people and actually go and help some queer people #etc etc. ugh.

[alsoyooraiyah]

big guy looming over the line 💪🏼❄️

#the line for the merch was already 2 hours long when we got there but thankfully we were lucky enough #to end up talking to an organizer that told us that the line for the booths #for freebies was like 30x shorter #and when I heard you can get a postcard and stickers for just playing some games #best believe thats all i went for and ngl its the only event exclusive stuff so #they gave me a voiceline and I had to guess who it was #got thoma’s voiceline abt going to the market ✨✨ thank you for looking out for me thoma #that was such an easy line to identify!! #it was so funny tho bc they were gonna throw me a bone and give me my main #and when i said my main’s kaeya they were like….. oh…… well we dont have his lines here….. #help 😭😭😭😭 #anyway was so nice tbh to just be able to talk to the organizer #told us logistics stuff and how insane people were bring abt getting in line #like ppl lying and i guesd the mall security told them #and talked abt why they didnt go for a bigger venue right away #v interesting experience tbh!! couldve talked to them all day and the event staff was v friendly

[1980ssunflower]

oh god

#vent #i feel like im going to throw up my mom is just telling me to learn how to work w ai art programs since by the time im her age #ai art is going to completely take over all art jobs #and i need to learn that since thats all art is gonna be apparently #if the world really gets to that point id fucking kill myself why would i want to live in a world like that HOW COULD I LIVE IN A WORLD #LIKE THAT I FCANT BREATHE ITS TOO MUCH I CANT TAKE IT #I DONT WANT THIS I DONT WANT THIS I NEED THIS AI SHIT TO STOP I DONT KNOW HOW ILL LIVE IF ALL MY ART ENDS UP MEANING NOTHING #IF ALL THE YEARS IVE PUT INTO ALL MY HOBBIES MEANS FUCKING NOTHING BECAUSE AI TAKES OVER IT ALL #i cant live in a world like that i genuinely cant i wouldnt want to live if i couldnt... really be an artist anymore if ai really just #takes my job as an artist ive been working towards #drawing is the only thing i have... #and i cant be a musician cause i fucking hate the music industry right now #its already so hard for me trying to live in this present day but if things got even further in this bullshit i dont know how id live #sorry for talking so much i just feel scared and panicked #why would my mom say this shit to me i recently told her how scared i was at the idea of ai taking away my dream as an artist

[savage-rhi]

I'm very much a, "fuck yeah and fuck you, I don't need validation! I'm me, cunts!" kinda fella, but sometimes I could use support.

#today i fucked up by reactivating my fb account which i haven't done in 2 yrs just to check on some folks id been sending good thought to #place is depressing everyone is miserable and everything feels fake and my mind is like #LOL this is why we left bitch byeeee #so i deactivated again went to work and idc what anyone says there are folks like me that can and do feel the energy and emotions coming of #people and it can fucking suck especially when so many are disregulated so i got a sensory overload and boss was nice enough to let me take #a bunch of breaks today and even scream in her office cause She Gets It (TM) #the weather is rainy and cold i'm getting so many fibro flares idk how i'm moving anymore #ive missed so many days of work already and it's not even fully winter yet i still have my job and im thankful i have an understanding team #but that doesnt pay the bills im still trying to find a way to pay for that doctor appointment coming up #graduate courses began for college and i think i'm gonna be okay but damn did they throw too much info all at once at me and that made #my adhd brain go WELL SHIT #ive been feeling incredibly lonely and not wanted in so many spaces that im struggling to even communicate with the few that i know do #love me for me and nothing else im trying so so so hard to keep being there for people and to keep loving #people that need it cause i don't ever want another human being to ever feel as miserable and unwanted as i have felt #but im also tired because i feel like thats all anyone ever sees me as just this being that can take their woes away and make them feel #amazing and i love that i can do that and listen to so many traumatic stories and help folks process that trauma my boss and many throughou #life have told me i have a gift for healing people and a vibe to me thats different than most and it feels good being around me but today i #just felt like people keep taking and taking and taking and i dont expect anything back thats not who i am id rather give than receive #but damn it i just wish someone could just give me the biggest hug in the world dont even have to say a thing just hold me and be present #and hold space for me to just feel weightless id cherish that more than anything in the world right now #on a positive note... #my dinosaur vo stuff got traction im getting a new cosplay put together i havent done that in 4 years i got to pet a wild deer i made #a coworker laugh so hard his juice went out his nose and my boss peed a little #im slowly taming another wild flock of turkeys and i got a bag of my favorite takis the guacamole flavor #i got a lot to be thankful for and i acknowledge it #but damn it im tired #thank you for coming to my Ted Talk rant and rave #if you made it this far: you're an incredible human being and i love you #please go treat yo self to something nice and know i love you for you

[tblueger]

people on twt are like. so genuinely mad about tyson being put on waivers (esp when they think rossi should be sent down instead) and my thing is just that. we weren't using him right. right? like he was good in the pre-season and when he's allowed to exist in a scoring role rather than a checking one, which dean isn't giving him (because, despite the state of our team generally at the moment, scoring forwards aren't supposed to be where our issues are) so waiving him/sending him somewhere else will at least give him the chance to get that? you know? he could go somewhere where he (a) gets to play consistently and (b) plays to his own strengths rather than what people keep deciding he should be doing.

#esp after that article where he was like. its been rlly hard being scratched all the time i'd rather him go somewhere he can actually #Do Well. yk ? #but for real ppl keep going WHY DONT WE SEND ROSSI DOWN INSTEAD which. i mean. im not sure about #like. just bc he's not immediately exploded or is another kirill right away doesnt mean hes like . useless #bc (a) his development has been seriously fucked by covid #and (b) not everyone does that ! its actually a lot rarer that people come in and immediately start scoring every which way ! #he's not a 'draft bust' this is his first season and he's still getting used to it shut ur fuck up #my favourite stat to throw at that is joe thornton who went 1st overall and had 3 goals in his rookie season. 7 points TOTAL. #sometimes it takes people a minute ! and thats fine ! and normal ! #and we're not in a WE NEED TO BE CONTENDERS RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY state. like it would be NICE. I GUESS. but we don't HAVE to be #(and . we're not . ) #the point of this kind of got away from me . the point was : i think moving tyson is the right thing to do for him. #for us .... if we were using him properly like in the pre-season ? sure. keep him. but we weren't. so. there's no point in keeping him. :/ #m #im not tagging this bc even on here those people scare me . if u see this u see this . ur welcome

[solardistress]

gosh ! i sure love unsolicited, unwanted comments slash criticism on my art im proud of ! it sure doesnt ruin my mood !!

#i dont want to draw anymore #bc like i was feeling good and now i just . am seeing mistakes and i want to erase it all #but its like . i worked so hard . i . actually liked it #i liked drawing . looking at myself as reference . sure there are mistakes but like i was willing to . like #not acknowledge them and weigh me down to the point id just give up and not continue it #like how it would be all the time before #i was getting into it making it better and better and having FUN. it was making me feel good #i was focussed solely on it in such a positive light #but now im just seeing mistakes and am starting to dislike the way it looks and i want to throw it away #funny ! it was going so well and someone just had to make a criticism i didnt ask for ! #gosh . why am i like this honestly #it was just some remarks . it was nothing #vent #i guess

[cvsette]

Kitten I’ll be honest daddy is in the absolute depths of despair about her organizational situation right now

#I DONT WANT TO BUY SHELVES AND ASSEMBLE THEM #IM SO PHYSICALLY TIRED #BUT I HAVE LITERALLY NOWHERE TO PUT MY SHIT NOW!!!!! #AUGHHHHH!!! #WHY ARE ALL WALL MOUNTED SHELVDS SO UGLY WHY IS MY ROOM SO SMALL #txt #rants #kitten daddy’s getting close to just fucking throwing away all her earthly possessions