#I didn’t even get to say goodbye

[aconstantstateofbladerunner]

Baby Edna…

#I didn’t even get to say goodbye

[girl4music]

R.I.P. baby boy. I’ll miss you.

Be good in heaven.

#heartbroken #I didn’t even get to say goodbye #3 days into 2024 and it’s kicking my ass already

[artificial-condition]

Honestly thank god for my job because I was driving in hating everyone and everything and desiring to become a hermit and now that I’m at work I’m vibing and don’t have near as much malice in my heart

#my thoughts #I love my job #❤️ the library #my favorite tree right up against our house was cut down and it sent me spiraling #I will miss it forever my house is so ugly now #I will miss the shade it provided #it’s beautiful flowers in the spring #the branches that drooped over the kitchen window #it’s been there longer than me. it didn’t deserve this #it was a weeping cherry #I saved two cuttings off it so it will maybe live on but it’s not the same #I didn’t even get to say goodbye #uh oh I am making myself sad again #can’t cry at work #and I hate that no one else feels this way #that other people think I’m stupid for crying over a tree #and that’s why I hate everyone

[broflovski-brah]

i come home from my first day of school and the first thing i hear is that my dog died

#tw animal death #cw animal death #ive had her for twelve years #and we didn’t even schedule an appointment #her heart gave out when i was at school #i didn’t even get to say goodbye #she was diagnosed with CHF a month ago #and i knew she was sick but she seemed happy #and fine for the most part #then today before i left (at maybe 6:30 for the bus) she was throwing up and shifting everywhere #and then i come through the door and she wasn’t there #and my parents tell me she died while i was out at school #best fucking first day of school ever #/s obviously #vent

[flying-ham]

god bobby b is such a little bitch straight up admitting he knew joff was lying and still letting cersei kill lady

#I can never reread or rewatch that scene with Ned and lady #it makes me so sad bc she was just a BABY and so trusting #and then grandpa Ned killed her #Sansa didn’t even get to say goodbye to her #asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #a game of thrones #agot #sansa stark #robert baratheon #cersei lannister #ned stark #joffrey baratheon

[ungaroyals]

So my cat passed away last night, so chapter four of twisted sheets is probably gonna be a bit of a wait. Sorry guys.

#I’ve never cried so much in my life #I was out of town so I didn’t even get to say goodbye #He was my baby #and you can tell that my other cat has a solid case of the sads #he keeps sniffing the one who passed away’s bed #he’s even cuddled the dog a few times #which is unheard of

[ninjakitten1699]

Ultra just wanted to go home and reunite with the other dragons.

Look at them being so happy to see their ma.

I’m glad Firstbourne got them justice

#The Ninja didn’t even get to say goodbye to Ultra #I don’t even know if I can save Ultra in my AU #lego ninjago #ninjago #ninjago tales from the monastery of spinjitzu #tales from the monastery of spinjitzu #ninjago ultra dragon #ultra dragon #lego ninjago lloyd #ninjago lloyd #lloyd ninjago #lego ninjago lloyd garmadon #ninjago lloyd garmadon #lloyd garmadon ninjago #lloyd garmadon #ninjago spinpost #spinpost #ninjago spinposting #spinposting

[the-chosen-half-of-one]

[Image ID: A “repeating cycle” circle of arrows meme with 4 points reading: I start a new show; I really enjoy new show; I start watching a ton of new show all at once; I get scared of running out of episodes of show so I slow down right before ever finishing it; (then back to the top) I start new show, etc. End Image ID]

#tv shows #it’s happening again :( #I haven’t finished a show in years #meme #and even that show took me ages to finish the last several episodes just because I loved it so much and didn’t want to say goodbye #because it’s like what will I do when it’s over?? #as if I don’t have a million other things to watch #but it just feels weird #finishing a show feels permanent and like I’ll never get a new look at them again everything is done but I don’t want to be done with them #once it’s over it’s frozen in time and it’s just idk not the same

[1ovestay]

won’t lie, experiencing some horrors

#just cried uncontrollably for like 20 mins #cried like 3 times yesterday too #i have no energy for like anything rn.. went to buy new glasses today tried on 15 pairs hated them all and then went back to my car #and cried because i really need new glasses since i fucked up my current pair and they don’t sit right now and dig into my face #tw death . my grandma passed away while i was flying home from canada #and it sucks because everyone got to be with her and say goodbye but i didn’t #and there’s a viewing tomorrow and my dad thinks i should go since it will be my last chance to see her but i don’t want to #i get that it’s a healing way to say goodbye for some people but i don’t want to see my oma lifeless #i know i’ll never get to see her again and that fucking sucks but she’s gone and i don’t want to see her like that #plus i have work and i already called in sick 2 days i don’t want to leave them short again even if it’s understandable #anyway the funeral is on tuesday at least i have the day off already and don’t have to worry about work #everything sucks soooooo fucking bad rn i won’t lie i’m not doing too great #and i miss el so much like i would kill to be able to hug my gf right now #their mom sent me a video today of them laying on the couch with their parents cat cuz they visited for father’s day #and i’ve cried twice while watching it… #argh. anyway. going to go watch a silly little video of some sort and maybe sleep early cause i haven’t been sleeping well #it’ll be ok 🧡 #p

[101flavoursofweird]

“Are you really Professor Layton?”

(HD cutscene from @dearesthershel’s HD video, doing the lord’s work since Level 5 refuse to release PL4HD.)

#Professor Layton #Luke Triton #Replaying PL3 for AU reasons #Can’t wait to write the scene where EVERY ONE of our heroes except gets stuck in the cage #Except Flora #This AU is alternatively titled ‘Flora never once gets kidnapped AU’ #I do feel kind of bad because in this AU Luke spends less time with Layton #While Arianna and Flora get more adventure time #Next chapter might address that #Don’t worry Luke is still close with Layton but there are other people in their lives #Like Flora who didn’t even get to comfort her grieving father or say goodbye to Luke

[rosesrambling]

Anyway because I haven’t seen posts about it yet WotC officially “apologized” for the “misunderstanding” and walked back their “draft” of OGL 1.1 and promised a new, updated draft that lacked the many of the more controversial elements (revoking 1.0a, giving WotC rights to OGL content, requiring royalties, etc.). It also clarified that a lot of fan content people were concerned about (actual play podcasts and streams, minis/dice/apparel/prints/etc.) aren’t covered by the OGL at all. WotC is officially committed to releasing a new draft on 20 January, and have promised to do an Unearthed Arcana-style survey feedback for it*

*it’s been pretty widely known for a long time that the Unearthed Arcana surveys primarily look at the numeric survey responses, not the text portions. People are looking at it partially as a PR measure from WotC—they would way rather you write your essay response on why their OGL draft sucks to their email inbox than put it up on social media for the entire community to see, mull over, and create a PR fiasco for them about, kinda like what just happened for OGL 1.1

but also,

It’s been leaked that Hasbro was considering a range of changes to DnDBeyond, including $30/month subscription fees, banning homebrew content for non-subscribed users, and adding an AI DM to run their officially published adventure paths. The first two are just blatant cash grabs but the last one is… a concerning lack of understanding for the core of the game. It makes D&D into a multiplayer CRPG, not a TTRPG, and if I wanted that, I’d play Baldur’s Gate 3 for a whole lot less than $30/month from a company I dislike a whole lot less than Hasbro. I dunno. I’m particularly angry about this cash grab because I love DMing and I love designing. I don’t like the idea that I’m interchangeable with an AI tool. I’m supposed to be a player, too—hell, the DM is classically their primary customer because it’s handy to have all of the books of stat blocks and printed APs.

#dnd ogl #anyway I didn’t see a post so I made my own #correct me if you see anything wrong please #or add missing info #but I think I have the highlights here #but more importantly fuck wotc and dndbeyond #alchemy seems like a good alternative if you’re committed to a 5e game right now #you can even import right from dndbeyond #aside from that Pathfinder (my beloved) is a great system #would recommend 2e for 5e converts if you’re looking to step into a new system #1e is my beloved though I’m not much of a 2e player #can definitely recommend lots of 2e and 1e resources though!!! #or just say fuck d20 systems and get into PbtA #it’s user friendly and there’s a game for everything #get into the indie scene and check out funky new games #this has been my psa goodbye #ttrpgs

[goldensunset]

i can be normal and detached about this

#goodbye volo… i didn’t even get to be there… to say a proper goodbye… #aw man… he cares…. he’s sorry… he wants to see us thriving and happy after all… #but he won’t say that #he won’t ever let himself be seen by us ever again… #bc of the shame… #peach plays legends arceus

[aurora-nebbins]

i just experienced some of the deepest heartbreak of my life. and it’s just something i’m going to experience as a teacher and i’m going to have to get used to it but holy fuck it hurts so much!!!

#one of my kindergarteners got transferred with no notice #i didn’t get to say goodbye #i will think about this boy for the rest of my life even if i never see him again #i hope he knows i love him #grad school thoughts

[nickyhemmick]

met a Palestinian man tonight and he was super cute and sweet and we lowkey lived the same life and related a lot to one another and he would look over at me a lot & vice versa yet he also had so many chances to make a move and he didn’t

#tala.txt #c’est la vie i guess ? #like I went out to the balcony to sit and him and his friend came out to hang w me almost immediately #and like we kept making eye contact and smiling at each other like helloooooo 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #maybe I’m wrong and he wasn’t that into me butttttt idk #I didn’t even get to say goodbye and we didn’t exchange contact info #I mean I found his insta already duhhhh but still

[arthur-r]

tonight is my last night sleeping in my bed. possibly for the rest of my life. and my last time in my room possibly for the rest of my life. and i want to just get a good night’s sleep to be ready for a long day tomorrow but it’s really not working out like that.

#my family is still up in the air maybe selling this house within the next month #in which case i will never be in this room ever again. otherwise i will be back for the holidays so there’s still a month of this bedroom #if we sell the house in the spring instead (only rational option there’s no way we can empty it in time) #especially since i will not be in this house whatsoever until after that sell date. my mom all by herself can’t empty it all #anyway i’m struggling a bit. saying goodbye to my home of 14 years???? #i’ve been through a lot in this place and most of it is bad memories but like. every good memory i have is from here too…. #and everyone i know irl is staying local i’m the only one who’s leaving. one irl friend is going to the same school as me but we had a fight #within the past month and i don’t think we’re ever going to recover because she just kind of never treated me like a person #so i’m starting from scratch and it’s really.. like fuck i want to get out of here but i’m also not at all ready to actually leave #i’m just going to miss all the stupid little things so much. even my online memories are tied to this place #like the woods down the street where my deer friends live and the ditch i fell into back in the day and all the places i’ve gotten lost #and they’ll be right here waiting for me and i’m SO excited for college i am but why does it have to feel so sudden???? #i dont know how anyone does it.. and all my friends are going to colleges in their hometown so i don’t even have anyone to compare with #i found out today that if we keep the house through the winter my mom is planning on using my room as a guest room and office. and of course #that makes sense and everything but now i have the most crushing guilt for not cleaning it up well enough. i thought it would be okay and #i’d just have to deal with it when i come back and i didn’t know she wanted to use it and she’s going to box up all of my things without me #and i feel guilty that i didn’t do that and i feel scared and upset because it’s my things and my room i don’t want it to change #i’m just really anxious and sad and scared and i don’t know what to do. school is going to be good but none of this feels real or normal #and i just feel sick and scared and i don’t know what to do. waking up at 8am and leaving at 9am and moving in at 2pm and that will be it #my mom and sister are staying for a couple days and that will be good i hope. i dont know i feel so conflicted about everything #and i’m tired and sick and angry and overwhelmed and i just want to take a week off and come back alive again #and i guess that’s what i’m about to do.. after i move in there’s eight days before college starts and all i’ll be doing is moving in #(and welcome week activities. and a lot of sleeping. but hopefully i’m gonna get a rollator through a loan program and that will help a lot) #anyway here’s what’s going on. i’m going to maybe try to sleep i guess. but if anyone has advice or encouragement about moving to college.. #now is the time i really need it. it’s just so strange and conflicted and everyone i know has been telling me i just need to get out of here #and myself included i really want to get out of here. but how can i start anew when everyone i’ve loved is shattered. and what have you #think i have to listen to that song for long enough to remember how badly i want to leave…. #i’m just really not feeling well. i’m angry that i never got to have the childhood i deserved #because now i’m leaving and that means it’s officially over…. i’m just really not feeling well. i think i’m running out of tags…. #i hope you all are well. i’ll be around in the morning maybe.. i’m not sure. hope everyone has a good night