#I haven’t done anything in days

[paleode-ology]

well it’s another night of “I want to complain and talk poorly about myself but I’m restraining myself from talking to other people bc A) I know that I am experiencing Symptoms and it’s not entirely my fault even though I want to talk about it like it IS and B) I do not want to Be A Bother so I’m talking to my phone and tumblr instead”

#like dear GOD #I haven’t done anything in days #like I think I might be too stressed to do anything but also my ability to feel an Emotion has been very absent #so I’ve just been laying in my bed #and there’s a voice yelling at me to do something but like #my body is too heavy for the noodle arms of my nutrient deprived rational brain #so here I am #and my room is a MESS it’s literally like #explodesion #get it #expl-ode-sion #I’m hilarious #also bc explode is also a word so it would be funny even if it wasn’t my name #but like #anyway #I have so much work to do and I want to do it #I have so many visions of like being good at school again #but all I want to do is sleep #tbh I’d take crying even bc I haven’t done that in a while #some smaller tears here and there but like a full breakdown has not yet occurred #which is weird #it might be the meds or like idk the emotion suppressing #I just want to sleep for a week and not think about anything #like ideal setting rn is being a void of nothing #like uhhhh in the never ending story #the nothing stuff #that’s me #that was such a good book I miss it #I had a GORGEOUS copy of it with different colored text for the different narratives #oh my god only thirty tags???? fuck off let me write my vent novel

[airborneice]

“What’s this one supposed to mean?”

“Hmm..beauty or strength, sometimes.”

“Perfect.”

@sketchbookweek Day 2 - Wilderness / Witchcraft

going back to my roots of drawing sketchbook being gay in a field

#update I’m doing the silly coloured speech bc I realised i didn’t make it super clear who’s saying what jjghgd #Hilda sketchbook #sketchbookweek #hilda the series #sketchbook ship #art tag #sooo this was the first drawing I did for skbk week and let me tell you guys #it fought me. every. step of the way #i spent like 3 evenings working on the sketch just to scrap it and redo it on the next one #I’m so rusty with art I haven’t been able to do anything remotely ambitious in so long sooo yeah :’)everyone lower your expectations please #however I do think this came out kinda nice #spiritually I guess it’s a redraw of that drawing from 2020 so seeing a bit of improvement is nice anyway #i love these prompts btw I wish I could’ve done both #the flower is a jasmine btw. every website on the internet had a different idea of its meaning so I picked the ones I liked 😌 #is it worth mentioning that I had some doodles I wanted to post for day 1 but I literally could not get them done on time :’) #an attempt was made but ah well. onto the next

[squeaky-potat]

Beach day in (Mer) May! 🏖️

Bonus:

When Edgeworth eventually wakes up….

#I just feel like he would be so unamused at these shenanigans #I haven’t done anything for mer may and I wanted to do more but life man #mermay #narumitsu #nrmt #wrightworth #mitsunaru #edgewright #phoenix wright #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright ace attorney #beach day #squeaky potat art #capcom

[spittyfishy]

Since you’ve played the DLC, what do you think of ogerpon?

Haha so, the funny thing about that is, I haven’t played the DLC, even a little bit lol. I only just started Pokémon Scarlet at the beginning of this week (I had to wait until my classes were done) and haven’t beat the main game yet let alone the DLC.

It’s just that the day the dlc came out I started watching my favorite Pokétubers do their playthroughs of it so I know all the characters and plot stuff. I’ve never really been one to be bothered by spoilers so I always watch playthroughs when new Pokémon games come out (I can’t count how many times I’ve replayed Ultra Sun and had a blast each time, even if I know what’s coming.)

That being said, I'm super excited to get to the DLC, and the main reason for that is Ogrepon! She’s so adorable and sweet, I love her so much! I can’t wait to add her to my team and let her bonk her way to victory! Absolutely 10/10 Pokémon, deserves only the best in life.

Here’s a little page of doodles I did on Monday!

#I’ve been having a lot of fun with the game so far! #no shinies yet sadly #I’m planning to do some art of my team and stuff (one’s done already) I just haven’t gotten around to it yet #Ogerpon really is the cutest thing lol #when I first saw her it was very much a #‘I’ve only had Ogerpon for a day and a half but if anything happened to her I would kill everyone in this room and then myself’ moment #hyperbole for comic affect of course #the teal mask #teal mask spoilers #pokémon scarlet and violet #pokémon scarlet and violet spoilers #ogerpon #quaxly #scarvi dlc spoilers

[im-too-obsessed-with-huskerdust]

When is this bitch gonna realise that if she wants to shit talk me behind my back then she shouldn’t be talking to @musiccats2010 (aka my bestfriend (AKA MY GIRLFRIEND))

My legit reaction:

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel angel #hazbin hotel angel dust #hazbin angel dust #Hazbin angel #angel Hazbin hotel #angel dust hazbin hotel #angel dust hazbin #angel hazbin #this bitch #why the fuck #how is she so fucking stupid #she went to my girlfriend 💀💀 #I legit haven’t even done anything #oh wow I spoke up for myself for the first time in over 2 years #oh wow I left her alone for two days after she left me alone for two weeks #“Evie’s lying. the only lie I’ve ever told in the past 5 years is telling my parents that idk my sextuity yet

[crazyw3irdo]

do y’all ever think about how yancy knows how to break out of prison and actively chooses not to. do you ever think about how when he breaks us out he knows the way so easily as if he’s been there a million times before. do you ever wonder if at some point he considered breaking himself out and just couldn’t go through with it.

#i have been thinking about this for the last few days it’s absolutely rotted my brain. like it’d occurred to me before but my brain is sooo #fixated on this lately like he. he knows. and he doesn’t. he’s done bad things and he doesn’t think he deserves it #just. younger yancy who just killed his parents and hasn’t fully processed anything trying to break himself out #standing at the gate knowing he can take a step out and be free again. and he doesn’t. and everything sinks in for him and he just slowly #goes back to his cell. and a few more times he does the exact same thing but… he just can’t bring himself to leave. #he constructs this half-truth about prison life being great and makes friends- makes a family. but. when y/n leaves the first thing he says #is that he’s done bad things. the ‘and hey! this is home!’ seems more like an afterthought that he’s trying to convince himself is true #god the fact that y/n gets a universal key in ending 12… i can see y/n breaking in to try and convince him to leave but he just won’t. he #could’ve gotten out before even without that. but he won’t. if he’s gonna get out he’s gonna do it right. even if it means he can’t stab any #one anymore :( and cmon everyone knows he loves to STAB #this seemed more tangential to include but also. do you think yancy’s ever broken anyone else out? #…do they visit? he was absolutely overjoyed when y/n visited in space i think he doesn’t get that many ngl… #god this character has like 15 or 16 minutes of screen time idk i haven’t recounted after space came out #*pats his head* this bad boy can fit so much overanalysis and headcanons in him #yancy #markiplier #yancy ahwm #ahwm yancy

[zephfair]

Hello, fellow media viewers, I’m looking for recs of things to watch while I’m resting after surgery for the skin cancer Tuesday. They warned me to take a week off work but since I’m still desperately and hungrily unemployed, I guess that means just to take it a little easy until I get the sutures out. Which will be at least a week.

So, please rec me movies or TV to watch? Your favorites? I’ve got access right now to most of the U.S. streamers except Netflix (which means I’ll miss the new season of Heartstopper😔) so please share? 🥺

I’ve spent most of the past year watching my way through BritBox and Acorn so I’m behind on other stuff.

Thank you so much!😘💖💖💖

#haven’t been writing #too melancholy about family stuff #ever since i started cleaning out my parents’ stuff last month #im just too sad to do anything #and there’s still SO MUCH to be done #but hey #medical reason to relax for a few days #other medical issues…let’s not talk about them rn😢

[linguenuvolose]

27.08.22 Birthday menu

#having tapas in like an hour with my parents #and just had my fake little pavlova that I’ve been talking about these past weeks #so like… not incredibly hungry feel like I haven’t done anything but eating all day #which all in all is a great birthday I must say #snicksnack #not my best risotto I was just bored of cooking it

[atldiscourse]

i was 11 when Last Young Renegade came out and i genuinely thought that All Time Low were a new boy band who just got popular because of how often Good Times was played on the radio that summer... about 2 years later when 13 year old me was going through my FOB/MCR/(pre-split) P!ATD phase and wanted more music I stumbled upon All Time Low and I was absolutely SHOCKED when I did a discography run of them and realized the same ATL who did Good Times also did Dear Maria and Weightless

“i was 11 when last young renegade came out and i-“

#SORRY yk i had to #being 17 when lyr dropped (comma when i first made this blog) #this ask floored me for 3-5 business days #also good times being a radio single is soooo crazy to me i feel like atl haven’t done….. #anything of note on the radio circuit since dan and phil played weightless on their bbc radio 1 show circa 2013 or whatever #like that’s atl’s success in the uk to me vis-a-vis radio play

[kimtaegis]

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#I feel so down lol #I at least wanted to ‘quickly’ make a compilation for hobi but then found that it’s been done before #with the exact same moments I already started to gif #same for the other idea I had #so yeah. officially nothing this year from me cause I have a friend over for the next few days and still have to tutor as well #I've had a gfx concept in mind so maybe I’ll start on it sometime next week #but then no one will be online again so. #first time I haven’t had anything for him in four years I’m really sad actually #especially because I've had an edit concept in mind and just don't have the time to do it #I just wanna be alone #and do things I enjoy in peace

[making-my-wey-down-town]

November prompt list challenge 2022, Day 8 - Kiss

Context! (it’s pretty long tho):

Eclipse (my eclipse, which I have been thinking to make it more glitchy but eh one day he will be better presented) has escaped!

Now free, he plans to destroy everything in his path. Being contained for so long has driven him mad (metaphorically and literally)

The first target is his companions who are similar like him, Sun and Moon. There is too many animatronic celestials in this building, someone needs to GO. FOREVER. (Jealous? Anger? Sadness? A mix of all and more?)

Eclipse arrives at the daycare, ready to kill something… the first one he meets is Y/N. A pathetic human that can’t be compare with the strength of a robot.

This will be a piece of cake. A toy to entertain him while the daycare attendant(s) arrives/confronts him.

Eclipse takes his time getting to them, creating that scary feeling of being watched, about to be attacked. But Y/N never freaked out.

Rather they were patiently waiting for him to strike.

Y/N noticed a shadow. Someone was behind them. Didn’t looked human so it must be Sunny trying to scare/surprise them, they thought.

Y/N wanted to turn the tables. Surprise Sun for once. Do something that will trigger him a little bit.

A kiss! They thought.

Simple but effective, plus it is harmless. Perfect. Neither of them thought that this could end wrong.

Until Y/N realizes that the one they just kissed isn’t Sun! And Eclipse is experiencing for the first time another feeling that is not hate/anger…

#ace jesters #november prompts #daily prompt #aha sure *sweats* #um um ummmm I also skipped day 6 and seven - space and dragons. blame my doodoo brain. can’t think of anything for those *cries* #prompt list #2022 #the drawing sucks but I swear once he is fully ready I will make this an au lol #some eclipse and y/n happy chaotic story uwu #lololol #omg me thinking of au’s when I haven’t done other ones *wheezes hard* #i’m the worst #heh #fnaf eclipse #eclipse fnaf #fnaf y/n #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #wey draws #this is sooo long sorry lmao

[raedas]

fucking hell my schedule this week

#shamsisms #tomorrow is fine i just have basketball practice #tuesday we have an away game AND it’s pasteup day for newspaper. hi #and wednesday i have a doctors appointment and i have a meeting for mock trial old/new board (DIES!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO DIE) #and then thursday i have tests in ap physics AND in ap envisci #i haven’t done any of my study guide or anything for envisci. haha. i’m in danger #AND THEN I HAVE AN ENVISCI PROJECT DUE FRIDAY. #so it’s a juggling kind of week. anyway. #the weekend is going to be worse i have piano workshop friday then #practice sat + piano recital + piano class saturday #and then my sisters bday sunday. guys what the hell is wrong w my life. quoting paci #anyways. goodnight everyone 🫶

[waugh-bao]

I noticed they changed their Spotify profile pic to just the three of them. I get that Charlie isn’t in the band anymore, but it just feels wrong on so many levels.

And you made a good point about that physical gap between Mick and Keith in the photo and how they would probably end up calling it quits if something happened to Mick or Keith. I honestly think they would continue on without Ronnie if it came to that, sadly. I just have so many feelings about this.

The picture that they use in their description:

Used to be their profile photo, and I wouldn’t be shocked to see that change in the next couple days either.

I don’t even know anymore…

#I’m going to be really mean for a second #because at this point I feel justified #no one is going to give a shit about this album or steve being in the band 5 years after they call it a day #if that #music critics and historians and all the other people involved in preserving and shaping the legacy of a band #are almost guaranteed to write this off as the period when they really should have quit and didn’t/when they became every other 60s rock #band that tours under its original name even though only 2 members are left #it’s not a good look #and the only era(s) and the only music that’s actually going to last #is what they did with Charlie #most people (and a lot of critics) haven’t given a toss for anything they’ve done since Tattoo You #this album isn’t going to change that #neither is ignoring Charlie’s existence and acting like they’re some brand new ‘energetic’ band #it just makes them seem craven and more concerned with praise and profit than loyalty #I get that mick hates nostalgia #but the reality is. if they ever actually tour with Hackney Diamonds. they’ll play 3-4 songs off it (maybe) in a concert and then go back to #the classics. not closing up shop after Charlie has made this the ultimate Boomer ‘we’re too special for that to happen to us’ nostalgia #trip #setting a torch to their reputation for loving respecting and always directing attention towards the importance of their drummer #for some short term feel good goal #is not going to sit well in the long term #with fans or in their own souls (metaphorically speaking) #the rolling stones #charlie watts #ask response #charliesmydarling

[mookybear12404]

Hate hate hate that burnout and mental exhaustion correlate to physical exhaustion.

#today is the first day I’ve had where I’ve got a bit of free time #I still have copious amounts of work emails to get through but #I wanted to clean my apartment since it’s a wreck #but I feel like I’ve been steamrolled by a truck #literally have not felt this physically tired in a while #I haven’t even DONE anything

[raksh-writes]

Having a casual breakdown, cause I just found out I might've somehow broken my toe in my left foot just as Ive barely started uni again and need to go to classes. Like.

Is this some kinda cosmic joke? Cause its not funny...

#personal #vent #rant #i haven’t really done anything that couldve broken it tbh #but it Has hurt the whole day yesterday and got swollen #and my doc said it looks like it might be broken the way its like sticking out to the side #so thats fun #when I have to go to and from classes on foot 15 min one way #and the soonest I can Maybe get it checked out with like na xray or smth is tuesday next week #I could maybe try tomorrow but I Need to go to classes #I was already absent last week cause of my lovely migraine and sinuses issues #which might actually be covid #I need to do the test I bought today to check that #Im... Im just so tired of this already #I was happy and excited about going back to uni #and so far with barely two weeks of classes behind me theres only been health issue after health issue #Im gonna go cry some more #maybe that'll help #and then I dont know #grit my teeth and survive I guess