#I leave it for my own sanity

[t00thpasteface]

i desperately need everyone who talks cutesy or silly as a quirk, for whatever reason you might do so, to understand that is still very possible to be rude no matter how twee and childish you're talking. in fact sometimes it's disrespectful specifically because you're being childish about it. the correct way to refer to your lab TA is "the TA", not "that lady", and it is not polite to ask how old someone is by asking "how many old do you has", nor is it polite to respond to their answer with "wow! you has a LOT of old!"

like i get that you're autistic, but i am too, and that's why i need you to say "kidney" and "scalpel" instead of "flappy-flap" and "pointy stick".

it shouldn't be unreasonable to ask that you talk at a high school level of grammar and syntax at minimum when you're a taxpaying adult in your 20s and handling sharp objects and dead animals

#my allotted weekly haterpost sorry #i just get so frustrated like there really is a time and place for everything but lab is where we need to act our age #and this is coming from someone who owns a tamagotchi and plays online competitive pokemon! #when the sharp metal objects and carcinogenic chemicals come out the babytalk needs to leave. for our safety and our sanity #shebbz shoutz

[lovecolibri]

Ahhhhh, Zac rolling that nat 20 for Gorgug to get the phone working and his call with Zelda and their first I love yous is SO sweet, it makes me melt every time! 😭😭😭 They are both SO awkward but trying SO hard to communicate about their feelings because it's important. I NEED Junior Year to explain what is going on with them RIGHT NOW because their relationship is so important to me 😭

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #sophomore year #gorgug thistlespring #zelda donovan #gorgug x zelda #i do not understand the hate zelda gets honestly #like she makes it clear that she knows he HAD to leave and the quest was important #but also makes it clear that it still hurt that she wasn't a priority and that made her feel bad #like??? would people prefer she just say 'oh not it's FINE' and then ice him out? because that's manipulative #or is she just not supposed to have ANY feelings about him leaving and not saying goodbye or taking a way to communicate #which she reminded him about before he left? #her reaction was SO true to the character brennan created that it baffles me that people don't get it #and even with all her shy awkwardness about expressing her feelings she thinks their relationship is important enough #to risk the embarrassment and let him know he hurt her feelings! #ANYWAY #i love them together and i'm brokenhearted about junior year so far and i need answers and i need them to work it out #for my own sanity

[futurebritishgentleman]

i am sooooooooooo so sick of proshippers interacting with my shit oh my goddddddddd. its always "curate your space" and never "stop violating peoples fucking boundaries". i love this fandom dearly but there are so many vile people that dont care about abuse survivors and its so fucking depressing

#i always block for my own sanity but they keep popping up like cockroaches LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #delete later

[genderqueerturtle]

Thinking about the ships of 2012 tmnt and my god at best they were handled poorly, at worst they ended up being downright disgusting

#there's so much more I could speak on #but for my own sanity I'm gonna leave it here #but I'm sure you probably know what I'm getting at #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #leo talks

[warcrimesimulator]

They have discovered the dirty laundry pile.

#no idea why my mom has it like that in there. for my own sanity i pretend i do not see it #(i live in a junk hoarder house theres a reason i dont leave my room lmao)

[swagrum76]

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#I don't know what I was thinking #Leaving my child behind #Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind #With all this anger #guilt and sadness #Coming to haunt me forever #I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river #Is this revenge I am seeking? #Or seeking someone to avenge me? #Stuck in my own paradox #I wanna set myself free #Maybe I should chase and find #Before they'll try to stop it #It won't be long before I'll become a puppet #It's been so long #Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster #to the man behind the slaughter #Since you've been gone #I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder #The sanity of your mother

[heartstringsduet]

Carlos' first words on the show are "Hey, Michelle."

#just. #leaving that here for my own sanity #I don't have a superiority complex but any michelle is better than Michelle Blake lol #michelle rambles

[shallowseeker]

What is your most frequent hatemail?

I'm assuming you mean in regards to SPN. Honestly, I don't get much. It's cozy and curated here. I got hazed pretty hard, like, within my first month of being on Tumblr, so I learned pretty quick to curate, curate, curate.

TLDR; Me having opinions about Cas's stubbornness quickly devolved into people making assumptions about my social history and supposed politics based solely on where I live (re: the subject of homelessness). It was...interesting. For sure.

As for what I get hatemail about, I'm gonna say that it doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things.

#there's been an uptick for sure in the past three weeks ish? #usually it's users who have nothing to say on 99% of my posts #but when they do it's almost always a bad faith reading about their niche interest in way that is missing the point #there's a few ppl i leave around because i *think* they're nice ppl probably? #but with my health being what it is...i'll probably get a little more selective for my own sanity/enjoyment #no hard feelings #sometimes blocking isn't blocking so much as curating you know? #what you want to see #occasionally you see a user being tormented by your takes you just...block them for their own good so they won't be so miserable anymore

[redysetdare]

Just woke up to 999+ notifications like... Ok what popular blog reblogged one of my posts this time???

#text #everyone leaving good tags tho #i might need to mute the post if the momentum keeps up tho haha #for my own sanity

[bloodystray]

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#i havent talked to any of my friends in so long... #original friend group all kinda drifted away. the smaller more recent circle of friends i made i had to leave for my own sanity #havent talked to the girl i met before i moved in months. i remember telling her we'd stay in contact. i'm kind of a joke #rose... #i miss you too if you see this i'm sorry. it's just been impossible to do anything besides go to work #it just all feels so. overwhelming. the idea of messaging anyone even a little #ive barely even been talking to faenix #havent seen any of my irl friends in months #i dont even know if i want to.... i just want to curl up in bed and stop existing outside of my immediate responsibilities #it's easier to be a non-person. just ignore the outside world. all i really need is to work so i can survive #as long as i have games and i can order good food thats all i need i guess #its not as though ill ever feel comfortable in my own skin #or around people #i just need to rot

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

I wanna personally apologize to the many many many people who have asked me things recently that I have not answered.... I have... so many exams.... and everything hurts....

Brain has an out of service sign on it at the moment. Please return in 8-9 business days.

#fumking dying atm jfc #gaAHGGH #whoever invented back to back exams should be burned alive i think #you put your 100% into one exam and are sleep deprived and dying #and then you wake up the next morning feeling like death with like... an academic hangover worse than any hangover youve ever had before #and then... you have to go write... another exam... #worth like 40% of your grade #yeah yeah yeah yeah chiiiiiill. that is definitely a great way of showing that i know thr material. #take what I can write in 4 hrs in a high pressure situation while im two seconds away from death #thats totally gonna represent my understanding of the content #motherfuckers of court: i have SIX exams #back to back to back #literally no breaks #AND TWO ASSIGNMENTS DUE AT THE SAME TIME #WHO THE FUCK DECIDED THAT #anyway im fucking dead rip 🙏👍👌✌️🤘 #on that note i WILL be unhinged for the next week because im running on like 2 hrs of sleep every night and way too much fucking redbull #and im stressed tf out #so maybe block me for a week or two #im serious i am already insane and ive done 10% of it. for your own sanity leave. im either not gonna exist for two weeks #or everyone is going to be ridiculously aware of my lack of sanity

[goth-automaton]

Fandom asks! 3, 17 and 24

Hewwo! 💜

3. All-time favorite pairing?

Okay, I've already mentioned NeroV, now get ready for

Hanch (Drakengard 2) and Daniella (Haunting Ground)!

Does this ship make sense? Nope, they aren't even in the same game. Do I love my traumatised, mentally unstable lesbians? Sweet Arceus, yes.

24. Funniest fandom-related story?

Aside from that one glorious moment, when, literally 1,5 month after I joined a fandom, I got my own call-out and caused a low-key schism, all by accident (which was extremely stressful then and now is just funny because of how absurd that situation was)? Can't remember anything significant, that happened to me tbh... But from other stuff: I still cackle every time I remember, how Hideo Kojima once retweeted a Bosselot fanart. This guy is impossible.

Thank you! 💜

Fandom/fanfic ask game

#I know I vaguepost about that call-out a lot #but seriously that was ridiculous #in hindsight that was probably one of t h e most absurd things that have ever happened to me ever #maybe one day I'll tell the full story who knows #now I'll leave you with the information that it was an A-grade shitshow and holy fuck #I hope it'll never happen again #for my own sanity #it's Ceph! #ask game #mail time! #fandom stuff

[viir-tanadhal]

genuinely do not understand people's preoccupation with the idea that johnny and morrissey's friendship could have at all been long-lasting

#i think it's very clear in johnny's book how it would not have worked out #u can bring up all these quotes from him saying very idealized stuff about how things were going + it probably did feel that way sometimes #but the way morrissey was treating him was not sustainable #the possessivenes and lack of care of everything being placed on johnny's shoulders is not healthy #and given morrissey's letter from last year he obviously hasnt grown up or learned anything and just wants to stay insufferable #honestly people need to just leave johnny alone the way some people talk about him is sincerely awful #idk how some people are falling for these obviously romanticized views of the band and what they were all doing #juxtaposed with the other serious stuff johnny has said was weighing on him during it all and he reached his breaking point and dropped out #for his own health and sanity #because obviously someone else wasnt going to change their behavior #also this idea that bernard/electronic was his 'rebound' or something #can't he have a fun experience in a partnership that while still slightly unhealthy gave him more freedom #and experience that hey. a songwriting partnership can be mutually beneficial #he's a real person not some fanfic character that can move past his issues at the drop of the hat and reconcile #thats not how life works #sorry geez just have to get this off my chest because why are most sm*ths fans like this #dont reblog btw

[thedeadthree]

— 🎼 + CURRENT FAVES

TAGGED BY my darlings @queennymeria, @chuckhansen, @yennas, @risingsh0t, @shellibisshe, @marivenah and @leviiackrman to list the five songs that are my current favorites! ty so much! <3

TAGGING: @feystepped, @griffin-wood, @unholymilf, @kingsroad, @florbelles, @statichvm, @jackiesarch, @confidentandgood, @denerims, @aartyom, @stormveils, @swordcoasts, @rocketsummer, @arklay, @rosebarsoap, @loriane-elmuerto, @themysteriouslou, @pearlcscent, @maeflower, @shadowglens and you!

THE POWER OF PROPHECY — ramin djawadi

SISYPHUS — foie gras

WOULD’VE, COULD’VE, SHOULD’VE — t*aylor s*wift

THE CROWN OF JAEHAERYS — ramin djawadi

GOD COMPLEX — VIRA

bonus tracks: HOUSE VELARYON, FUNERAL BY THE SEA, SPACE MONKEY (placebo), WHERE THE SHADOWS LIE (bear mcreary and fiona apple) and DIANA (chelsea wolfe).

#only if you want to! 🥀❣️ #t: text #leg.txt #t: about leg #t: radio #leg.tagged #and also every single song as well for the greens and the velaryons have been on a loop for me as well 🕯🤍😵‍💫 #the album is so stellar truly a work of art and i have had it on a repeat loop since it released kzjxjx #added bonus tracks as well bc im indecisive ✨😌 #una has been on the brain and sisyphus and god complex depict her to the LETTER #god complex having the slipping of her sanity and her CLAWING at to keep it.. clawing to *COUGH* as an anchor #yet neither are much better off ajjzjxj #she’s losing her mind but it’s fine <3 #in sisyphus the line ‘im losing my own mind! hail sisyphus! welcome mankind! hail sisyphus!’ #the nature of her presence as the mistress of whispers to the greens the snake in the garden she is as an informant to iovanna -> #and then there’s the part where because of the influence of the dragon she’s bonded to (the cannibal) her own corruption? #loyalty (and ehem *feelings*) for her king.. loyalty to her friend and her own dragon it’s a fun time time to be una! #if things go as planned she leaves westeros and sets her sights to asshai where her mother resides :) #and the power of prophecy and all of rhaes themes are just *muah* THEYRE ELITE..! 🤍🤍 #prophecy and the dreamlike of the singing is so lovely for ella ✨😖 its on her edit for that! #funeral had me in TEARS hearing it so it had to be included ✨🤧🤍 #ty ty airika for putting it in urs bc i listened to it again after i saw and have been all day since ✨😖

[mmollymercury]

Seasons 1 to 4 of futurama are the only valid seasons. I said it. I like a few of the later episodes; of course I love the finale, but even then, the opera finale in season 4, is soooo good I think I love it more than 'meanwhile'. Like the later seasons have some cool storylines and moments, like Lars and Hermes and Bender bonding. Butttt seasons 1 to 4 will always be the true canon to me. The episodes just hit so much more. Hopefully I like the reboot. I pray😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️

#futurama #I like to think of the opera as the point were fry and leela work through stuff together and become an official relationship #which tbh #is kinda what they were going for but then it got rebooted and status quo blah blah blah #philip j fry #turanga leela #bender rodriguez #like... I love the sadness and angst that is Lars and I like the idea that Lars was Leela's realisation for her serious feelings for fry #that she had all along #but #then I think abt it and I'm like it's so tragic it's not even fun anymore it just leaves me feeling sad #😭😭😭 #Futurama stop making me cry #So for my own sanity I just ignore Lars because fuck man

[risingsunresistance]

btw sorry to all my anons but i am probably not turning anon back on, at least not for A LONG TIME, it's taken away a lot of anxiety i was having about posting here </3

not that i've gotten many asks recently anyways, but still

#i know at least one of you were on anon bc you fifnt even have a tumblr account... sorry :( #i leave anon on for your guys' sanity but now i gotta keep it off for my own #i know it sucks bc im also someone who prefers anon but. it makes me feel a bit. safer i guess? knowing who is sending it #just getting too stressed out #could take another break but that made it worse #so i've just been posting abt whatever i feel like posting about #songs. pokemon. skyblock stuff as usual. just me and my friends goofing around on hypixel #trying to vent a bit more bc clearly i need it lmao #not too much tho bc dwelling on everything SUCKS. so just a little bit. #been refreshing #chat