#I see her in concert soon :)

[sparklitive-sonya]

I'm sorry guys but this is it. From now on my single braincell will be devoted to this photo my sister took of jance tonight. goodbye everyone

#protip: bring a companion with less brainrot than you so you can concentrate on singing and freaking out while they take photos #i will love her forever #literally cryin #the concert was SO GOOD gonna probably write more about it tomorrow #joker out #jance #jan peteh #nace jordan #see you soon tour

[thekidsfromyestergay]

Huge news everyone I have noticed TWO new Ray guitars tonight: a white strat and a red SG

#i think he may have used the SG a couple other times so far but it hasnt been on my list #as soon as tour is over im genuinely considering going through every concert and compiling a full list of frank and rays guitars #i started one a while ago but they both keep adding more #he should bring out the explorer i havent seen her on stage yet :'( #he used one back in danger days and it looks GOOD on him #i mean sunburst LPs will always be Rays Guitar. but the explorer and ES look so good on him theyre a close second #weird to see him with a strat but im a strat hater so thats not a surprise #also its all white 🤢 my single least favourite guitar im SORRY at least franks is all black

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

wow there really are so many little blessings in life huh. little things that make it worth living. small brightnesses that make it worth looking for more. <3

#the wingfeather show is already opening funding for season 2 and season 1 starts airing in December #Victoriocity has just wrapped preproduction for s3 and has just opened production to get it made #ACGAS is gearing up for its third season this winter #Skye Peterson had just announced her concert dates/schedule for this season (and I may possibly get to see her perform again!!) #everyone has been saying that War Room was great and now I finally own the boxset and can listen for myself !!! #fall is just around the corner and Starbucks and Panera roll out their fall drinks soon; and Dunkin already has theirs out! #if I could just keep all these little sparks of happiness close to my heart when I’m feeling aimless maybe it would help #there are still so many good things happening to me here in this place of waiting & worrying #hey maybe here’s a fun game—reblog this post with your recent small brightnesses! good things happening to/around you!! :D #gurt says stuff #reminders #life lessons #important #knitting circle

[born-to-lose]

Was finally back at the bar last Saturday after three weeks of being sick

#it was karaoke night!! but i still had a sore throat and came kinda late so i decided not to sing this time #it was so fun tho and i got tipped €60 even tho my shift was only 6 hours and it wasn't really crowded #it was so sweet how everyone was happy to see me again since i had to skip halloween and my two previous shifts 😭😭😭 #my boss said 'heyy melissa high five great to see you' and complimented my shirt and his wife was like 'risen from the dead! welcome back' #and the girl i hadn't worked with before but who i've seen at meetings and concerts immediately hugged me and was so nice to me #i wondered why she sang along so enthusiastically to 'männer sind schweine' by die ärzte until i found out her husband suddenly left her #with three little kids!! 🙄 one of them has cancer and now she suddenly has to find an affordable apartment for the four of them #this is stressing me out so much how fucking dare he. men. our boss posted about it on facebook asking for help which is really kind of him #after we closed when the security guard jokingly suggested a new guy for her she said she's becoming a lesbian so welcome to the club ig #anyway don't we love it when guys suddenly dump you out of nowhere as soon as things start to get a lil rough. viva la lesbianism for real #my face #the bartender chronicles

[amiscreations]

You can just about see me in the Glasgow Slog! My friend always brings her Italian flag with her so this time I was easy to spot as I was right next to her! The third pic wasn't from the slog, but Ryan sent it to me a few days after the concert!💜

#honestly such a surreal (and cold and wet) day #I'm endlessly grateful to my friend who gave me her spare ticket too #I truly hope I can see them again soon🥺 #this particular slog was like the end of an era for me #bc I went to a bunch of the UK shows #so I feel a lot more connected to this leg of the tour than I did the US ones #so the Slog feels like its finally over #I know I'll get to see all the US content and the Japan and Aus content #but it's not the same at all #bc I experienced this WITH them in real time #wow post concert depression is hitting hard today #and knowing I'll probably have to wait more than a year until I can do it all again...🥲 #Slogs #Concerts #Def Leppard

[sugared-violets]

i'm so goddamn frustrated, i'm trying to replace the film in my polaroid for literally the first time ever and it's just refusing to work. i followed the instructions exactly for how to refill it and eject the film cover and it just doesn't fucking do anything. i replaced the batteries, i even got out a second case of film in case the first one was damaged or something and probably wasted both of them because this damn camera just won't do anything. why does everything i get excited about immediately fail??

#not to mention how i was so excited about my trip up to MA to see sub-radio and now my mom keeps changing the plan #and making the trip shorter and shorter because she can't trust her fucking manchild husband to be in charge of the house for a couple days #i was really really looking forward to having a couple days away from my stupid apartment and my stupid roommates #but at the last second she decided we're gonna drive up in the middle of the fucking night on sunday #and leave as soon as possible after my concert #even though that much driving (it's a six hour trip both ways) in that span of time is absolutely going to leave me miserably sick #this is why i need to learn to drive. because she cant be fucking trusted #when i was in high school and needed her to drive me places a lot i would literally have to tell her that #events started a half hour or more earlier than they actually did because that was the ONLY way she would EVER get me there on time. #vent post #i'm just so disappointed. everything i get excited for always turns out like this.

[im2tired4usernames]

My parents should be fuckin ashamed

#you borrow 80 bucks then can only find me 21 back then i put that 21 into good for your kids then spend the rest of my paycheck getting #diapers pull ups medicine more food for kids and then i fill up the 15 passenger van and then when dad asks why i don't have money to eat #on my lunchbreaks at work like I'm some over spending wild irresponsible bitch when he's the one going to concerts and paying for fancy dat #s and jewelry for his gf and buying groceries for her but you know it's fine #take all my time and energy #so that i literally am a zombie and fall asleep on the very very very limited free time i get #(after doin extra chores to earn said free time) #wo that i fall asleep half way in which isn't fair to my partner and isn't fair to me #take all my income so i cant afford anything #take all my time #take all my energy #YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED YOU GROOMED ME AND MESHED THE FAMILY'S ENTIRE LIFE STYLE FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS #I CANT MAKE HEALTHY FRIENDSHIPS BECAUSE I JUST CAN NOT FUNCTION IF I'M NOT GIVING EVERYTHING TO SOMEONE #IT SUCKS I HATE IT #THEY'LL NEVER ADMIT THEY FUCKED ME OVER #EVER #THEY'LL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO FIX IT OR CHANGE #AND I HAVE NO HOPE FOR ANY CHANGES #MY LITTLE SIBLINGS SEE WHAT I DO FOR THEM AND THEY HUG ME AND TELL ME HOW MUCH THEY LIVE ME #'thank you so much for taking care of us' that tell me all the time 'you do so much for us' #it breaks my heart i wish i could give them the world i love them so much they deserve so much better #my mom lost her chance to be decent my dad better learn soon otherwise all his kids minus his favorite will hate him #i love ny parents #and i know they live me and my siblings #but they groomed me into the most miserable personification of elder daughter syndrome and they should be ashamed for what they've done #and be ashamed that they sucked so bad that they're own child had to step up

[softerpixels]

babe wake up it’s spotify wrapped day

#.txt #um can you tell i did some self discovery this year? #also second year in a row having mitski as my number 1 artist #seeing her in concert soon #the minutes listened? yeah i have the “needs constant background noise flavor of adhd #also i discovered boygenius this year????? #WHERE have they been all my life?!

[astrxealis]

good morning 🥺

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #sorrey ... not active ..... lots going on but also not (?) #IDK anyways i've reconnected w an old friend who's a childhood friend bcs shes the daughter of my mom's friend ^___^ #she said she's gna get into the 1975 more !! but she's alrdy going to the arctic monkey's concert soon which is super cool #and i rmbr our mom asked me and lune if we knew them too <3 but we didn't know there was a legit concert SOBS #yeah miss her a lot and it's sweet how wnvr we do reconnect a bit it always so happens we're into the same thing of sorts :(( #AND THEN! wow idk i've grown a lil less hesitant. somehow. idk. literally replied to the story on ig of a guy ik but haven't talked to in ag #ages* purely bcs he kept posting like woaaa based game and then ff6 best ff so i was like SO TRUE but have u played 14 #and he has NOT but does want to and then wow we could have had a lil convo but i left to watch a movie sorry bro <//3 #what else ... hmm ..... WELL. an old friend from all the way in 6th grade. okay so we often message each other a bit just like 'hey wna be #grpmates' or smth like that and that one time where they gave me a lil help for the chem grp work and i'm like. just comfy talking like #myself fr BUT THENNN messaged me sometime last week bcs. like smth w a grpwork and they got anxious they did smth wrong #bcs no one in the gc replied to them (sorry i didn't either SOBS) T___T ended up turning the convo to 'hey wt abt i finally try to talk w u #properly more' and HELL YEAHHH we both r the kinds that talk/type a lot but sometimes dip and disappear how lovely /gen LMAO <3 #idk. uhm. with the school fair we have booths and shifts for the booths and my group is the one with uhh the 4 kids who i'm often groups #with and they're all the. yk kids. ppl who i'd get along w and i've been classmates w all of em b4 but you see they're a grp of friends now #RAGHH ONE OF THEM IK LIKES PERSONA (MULTIPLE?? IDK. they once were like yo apollo u seem like u like persona lol #IDK WHAT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN but yes i do have akechi and ren charms on my backpack for school #AND THEN ONE is into like gi pjsk a lot of rhythm games and gacha mobile but all like uhh. yeah? tot love live bandori ... still cool fr tho #she's rlly nice tbh lol ^___^ wait tbh all of them are HELP but uhm idk but it's nice when ppl r nice to me #tbf that's literally how i got my first crush BUT WE DON'T TALK ABT THAT !! yk sometimes i unconsciously wonder abt her or look for her and #then i did see her again after a few months since seeing her early in on the school year bcs shes in basketball and i hung out at the uhh #covered court w my best friend whos in another varsity bcs we stayed late at school that day to help out w fair preparations! #i refuse to like her again but i realize i like that familiarity with feelings and uhmm yeah shes cool ig i kinda wish i was less. uhm. shy #back then? you see i barely cld talk to her ... LIKE. she'd be like. heyy! and do shit sometimes and i WOULDN'T TALK or just smile and #mumble RAFGHHHFHFHDHH but she'd say hi to me and include me in things and jokes and it made me rlly /@!(@/'dmdkzn okay #AND sometimes when i do talk back I am SOOOO GODDAMN AWKWARD GOOD GODS anyways now i'm like. less awkward. or maybe i've just accepted it n #i'm cooler now B) and a lot more confident zEjfhejdjsnk. yeah. and uhmm yeah that's it #BUT YEAH nice classmate she asked me for a hug once lol and i notice she's affectionate w her friends n it reminds me of m y own bestie awhh #she sometimes talks to me which i rlly appreciate even if it prolly seems like i hate her sorry i just suck w talking

[kurooandkenmasslut]

guys. guys. ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS!! WJQAIUJ2KWJSHJKWJH

#— nat talks ‹ #im glitching rn. #I LOVE CHRISTMAS #i love and sometimes hate spending time w my relatives & friends~~! #😍😍 #they an be annoying sometimes ok. #but i will never admit that to them bc that's rude and disrespectful 👍 #but yeh #i started a new book today #its called “the summer i turned pretty” #my sister tried to make me watch the show but i got busy w work so i didnt get time to which made me feel rlly guilty :(( #and i was shopping w her and i always go to the bookshop to see new books that looks interesting #and it was there so i got it #!! #im on page like 100 n smth #im about to go to bed soon #maybe in a few mins #im tired after the concert #talking about the concert!! #it was rlly fun!! #my ears was deaf after it tho #but thats okay #it was rlly fun #and i enjoyed it :)

[cloneboywonder]

im so CWCcoded

#anyway my apologies for gaslighting you all about not personal diary posting bc my dad just texted me goodnight and it made me sad #him and my mom both tried to call me all day I feel bad when I ignore them #bc I know they’ll be dead someday and they won’t be able to call me and I won’t be able to answer #and my brothers both tried to call me I know my mom narced that I was weird yesterday and now everyones scrambling to keep track of me #it’s very nice of them but I really do hate being reminded that I’m the family member that like #they’ve all quietly agreed is always going to have to be monitored and taken care of #I wouldn’t be surprised if Andy and Alex haven’t talked about who I’m going to going to live by when our parents are both gone #it was kind of funny Andy invited me to like go install a security camera with him today #I said no but I do think it could’ve been a fun experince #I was gonna see my mom but she didn’t want to go out again so I waited around until my dad tried to call me again #so then be brought me with him to a hardware store where he tried (and failed) to return paint or something #we love a schemer #and then we picked up Andy and got milkshakes but I was ill so he got me real food on the way home #but I’m going to have to find a way to throw it out tomorrow bc I didn’t eat that much of it and I don’t want him to be sad about it #and I have to clean my room bc Lydia will be here soon #I was weepy in the car and my dad kept saying it’s nice you’ll get a few days with her before the concert #I know :-( #to some extent I love that he’s so incapable of handling emotional moods bc he just puts on songs and complains about them #bc he knows I like to complain and I think he gets scared when I don’t talk and that’s his attempt at getting me to #I need to finish my costume and make bracelets and clean my room these seem doable #okay bye please don’t unfollow me #also I love the name doxing bc these are for me and me only and maybe burke when he logs on I love you #my posts

[thejaneseymour]

10 DAYS TILL I SEE GIRLY IN CONCERT🤭🤭

(july 10th🤞 ten days before my birthday😋)

#melanie martinez #portals tour #younger me would be screaming in happiness rn #first ever concert too😋 #wouldve gone to see her k-12 tour #but then covid happened #>:( #but hey at least i get to see her supa soon

[born-to-lose]

Double shift last weekend and this is the only picture I got (which my coworker actually took with me for her Facebook story RIGHT when I looked like shit and it was low effort makeup day because I had to be there early to open the bar)

#a drunk girl in the bathroom called me pretty and two other regulars kissed me on the cheek and called me pet names this is why I'm gay #one of those regulars (who's the bff of my coworker i haven't worked with yet because she's taking a break) asked me to have shots with her #she and the other girl are the sweetest every time i swear they're there almost every weekend and they call me Schatz and Maus #the moment i came back in after putting away my bag and jacket on saturday a middle aged guy mentioned my volbeat hoodie #talked about all the metal bands he's seen like judas priest acdc saxon iron maiden and showed me some new songs he's been into lately #later sang mama i'm coming home to/with me and he and another guy gave me lots of career advice and encouraged me to be bolder in interview #a metalhead dude with long blonde hair and beard (who was also at a concert I worked at last month) winked at me and gave me like €4 tips #and every time he ordered his drinks he put his hand on the back of my head to say it in my ear #because the music from the speakers above was kinda loud but technically not loud enough to do That gjsgfjdshhh 😭😭 #he's so hot too he looks like a kind boyish viking idk if that makes sense but 😫😫 #the amount of people who have flirted with me or acted a little bit 😏 in the last three months #but nothing came of it so far just trusting they'll come back soon when i'm working the shift again #no phone numbers no insta handles we pine like in the old days and smirk when we see each other for the first time in a while #my face #the bartender chronicles

[sheerioswifties]

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#so today i broke down and fully cried over realizing the reality that i probably won't be able to go see Taylor on this tour #and i felt so stupid for it like crying over not getting to see a concert seems so trivial and i mean so many reasons but like #and like i don't cry much anymore like I've been through and am in so much pain and horrible stuff constantly and so much stress and trauma #but I've built up strength to not cry over those things like if i did I'd just be crying nonstop so i channel my emotions into trying to #solve the problems and like still I'm so unbelievably stressed but like also as an empath i feel everything really deeply but usually lately #the things that make me cry are more like sweet animal rescue videos acts of kindness touching stories or really deeply inspirational or #relatable things in books etc but so like I'm like mad at myself for crying over this but #i checked the stubhub like prices for what tix are going for and it's fucking over 500 a pop for nosebleeds i just #it's infuriating the scalping and how many hard core fans are unable to go bc of that but rich ppl who aren't really fans i just. 1000 bucks #for 300 level is just no I'm sorry that's not ever gonna happen and i just #i really thought I'd just find tickets over time closer to the event like that's how I've done several concerts but then i looked and saw #that and I'm like oh my god and that's before fees and then there's the gas to get there the repairs that need to be done to the car to get #there all the other fees involved and in realizing oh my god like I've been overconfident and now i don't see a way and I'm so sad and i #just broke down its i know iy seems stupid but first this feels like something that might not happen again anytime soon if ever the way the #world is going out could be last chance and rep tour was the first time I'd been able to see Taylor to begin with and the experience was SO #amazing it's like the one thing i looked forward to this year that lifted me up in really dark times and again i feel shitty when there's so #many fans who never get to see her international too i just. I'm sorry I'm just like this breaks my heart on levels and like #i hate how money dictates everything i hate that i went to eds last tour tickets in the same venue were 30 DOLLARS and even the Taylor ones #i think were like 75 and now it's so high bc only scalping it's so fucked up and like I'm already in a really bad hole money wise bc of #an emergency issue that happened and I've got some scary medical things going on waiting on tests and having trouble with rent and food and #gas so like i can't even try to be like. you know? like justify trying to save up that much even when i got all this #i just.

[arthur-r]

also!! i think i’m gonna go to a brennan wedl concert next week and i’m so excited

#they’re from dazey and the scouts but they do (to quote the scouts bio) obscenely good folk as a solo project #anyway brennan is from minnesota but lives in nashville but is coming back here and playing a show at the 7th street entry of first avenue #and i really want to go. and i think i’m going to!! the problem is it’s 18+ so i have to get my mom to take me. but it is her kind of music #and she likes concerts so i’m hopeful. and tickets are pretty cheap as far as concerts go. so i think it will work out?? #anyway i’ve been listening to their album holy water branch on repeat for a few weeks but i don’t know their new EP #so i should listen to that so i know everything. but anyway it’s really good music and i really want to go #so i hope it works out. i recommend the entire holy water branch album though #it’s really good and not very long at all. if i have to pick one song though maybe traveler?? but it’s all really good #their voice is just. extremely good. and i would really like to see them live #so wish me luck. and either way i highly recommend #and i should probably listen to the new EP instead of this. but whatever. all in good time #(there’s like ten minutes left on the album. i’ll get to it soon enough shdhdf) #but you should really check them out!! very small on spotify all things considered but really good and should be more listened to #anyway i’m here and around. just listening to songs and maybe doing more shopping and such #(doing my best to be normal about it. i am in need of clothing) #i’m not a matador but i’ll make do i’ll wear red for you /ly #ok shdhdf i’m done #me. my post. mine. #delete later

[bethegaycowboy]

on a much lighter note I saw Mitski in concert last weekend….. it was literally so good at one point I felt like my body was floating a couple of inches off of the ground

#I hope she never stops making music fr #the crowd was so amazing as well it was intimate and cozy and everyone knew all the songs it was so good #I was so close to her too like the video at the start is not zoomed in at all #I hope I get to see her again soon it was the best concert of my life!!!!