#I should expand on this one day

[belovedweighed]

I think if Maria were to leave Silent Hill by some chance, she'd be a fish out of water and would have a difficult time adjusting. I can't see her working a day job and she'd really struggle in general.

Also I feel she'd be kinda stilted and awkward when interacting with people on a day to day basis, she's not used to a lot of social interaction.

#granted she's struggling in SH too but in a different way. #ooc. #headcanon;; #I should expand on this one day

[proxentauri]

i love minecraft bats. they have no idea what's going on. empty head no self preservation. he just like me fr

#i like absolutely should not be drawing rn lol #oops #accidentally got too fixated on this :pensive: #but i like how it turned out hehe #also this was definitely funnier in my head #minecraft #minecraft art #minecraft bat #minecraft comic #comic #comics are so fuckin hard to make bro wtf #one day i will consider expanding past a 4koma #art tag

[andorshitdaily]

The long-awaited, triumphant return of Incorrect Aldhani

#look this doesn't make sense it's just funny okay #embrace it #andor #taramyn barcona #gorn #lieutenant gorn #incorrect aldhani #andor shitpost of the day? #andor meme #op #there may or may not be better ones coming #we'll see what i can find #also should probably expand to other crews but #i love these idiots too much

[harvestmoth]

sorry for oc posting. will happen again in another year or so

#she is still unnamed :] #i have however thought of a pokemon team she might have based upon like 5 minutes of research #she has no lore anymore shes just the werewolf oc i have. should maybe one day expand upon her whole thing #idk i havent really been drawing lately maybe this will be what gets me back into it #that or its another week of hibernation for me

[always-a-joyful-note]

Do you ever think about MEZZO'' and their character development and go insane? Do you ever think about how these two guys who grew up in opposite ways economically both came into the industry with broken families? Do you ever think about how they were so sure they would never get along beyond friendly coworkers but also both wanted to try so hard to get along well with the other? You ever think about how Sogo was so afraid to mess up that he constantly held himself back? Do you think about how Tamaki wanted to learn but had to push past his entire life of putting himself first? Do you think about how they supported each other during the other's reconnecting with their families and, when those families abandoned them, promised to stay with the other?

Just....MEZZO slowly becoming this thing between a real friendship and a family. Not best friends, like they said once, but maybe unbreakable friends

#fandom spamdom #idolish7 #note's notes #perhaps i put the label of family too easily on friendship groups #not that im saying family is better btw or that friendships are always fated to turn into another form or love #just that friendship lets itself expand to include other forms of love #and anyway....i just love the portrayal of 'maybe not best friends' but two people with an unbreakable bond #you dont have to be best friends to make a promise you know? #and maybe that in a way is also what family should be...not best friends but people with an unbreakable bond #ive been using the word bond too many times that i see james bond(e) now #anyway sogo and tamaki make me insane and i love this wholesome duo #i should make a fly away post one of these days too #anyway im saying all this because i am actually in terror that there will be some epilogue or something that.... #....has the group broken up or something but in friendly terms and with good memories - bittersweetness and all that #which makes sense cause the idol career is pretty short lived and i wouldnt necessarily hate that portrayal.... #....but i still fear the damage it will give me should it happen (SHOULD)

[eidetictelekinetic]

I liked where the specials left us. The implication I got is that Fourteen (the Earth Doctor, to me, now) split off basically to give Fifteen a fresh start, less weighed down? And I like that, it's interesting, I love Fifteen already (and admittedly, I think it's also an interesting variation that bi-regeneration is possible bc to me it helps reiterate that Tentoo was also one, just artificially induced).

As for the Earth Doctor... still full Time Lord as far as I could tell? So, capable of standard regeneration. I think it might one day be interesting for both Doctors to be involved in something - their relationship would be more sibling-esque than anything else, imo - but... only after the Earth Doctor has a new face.

I've loved seeing David and Catherine again, I like the Earth Doctor as part of Donna's family (it has echoes of Tentoo/Rose for me that I don't mind, David's Doctor[s] continue to be that part of the Doctor who wants a family and eventually gets it) but I think... I think if we see either of them again, especially David as the Earth Doctor, then I think it would become cheapened? Right now, I can see how it may not be everyone's cup of tea even if I like it, but it has to end here or it won't work at all in the long run.

#doctor who spoilers #i wouldn't mind if we saw david as tentoo again and checked in on him and rose #i think it'd have to be done carefully after doing this but it's probably the only way david cropping up again could work at all #i actually WOULD like to see the earth doctor again one day bc two of them out and about is too good not to eventually play with #but only after earth doc regenerates #also the more i think on it tentoo and rose should probably be kept to the expanded universe #the earth doctor and donna could go there too possibly! #i think the different medium would make it land better #but the show HAS to let it stand here

[queer-ragnelle]

idk who needs to hear this but if you're writing an arthurian retelling and neglect gaheris...you are my enemy. either cut him entirely (like gillian bradshaw) or use him fully (like gerald morris) but under no circumstances are you allowed to dump his crimes onto agravaine and split. you're supposed to add depth, not shift the maximum two things he does narratively and leave him with nothing. gaheris did not put his whole pussy into his squire duties to be written off as the tagalong matricidal middle bro with zero personality traits to speak of. he's going on a high shelf until authors grasp this.

#the more retellings i read the more im like.....you didnt even try #hes just......there #and then they have agravaine kill morgause for some usually gross reason and gaheris might as well be a fly on the wall #not only should gaheris be the one to do it but setting it up ahead of time is non negotiable sorry #not in the way woolley or white did it for agravaine. if you know you know. #gaheris is lawful evil from day 1 and its so fascinating i want to study him like a bug and expand on it #put that guy in situations #dont be afraid to add stuff please make him engaging #he can still be introverted why is it only the extroverted characters who get depth #wheres our shy crazy people representation huh #gaheris is the posterboy lets goooooo

[thatonecrookedsmile]

More progress being made. I finished re-reading The Illusion of Living this past Friday. It's a nice book. 👍 This was the last of the Bendy books in this "marathon" that I'm doing which I had already read previously and now I'm rereading, meaning that I'm kind of up to date when it comes to rereading all the books that were released until December 2021. But the race is not over yet. Soon I'll start Fade To Black, and (technically) I'll finally be up to date.

Just to continue my chain of posting about the books I finished (at least, the main ones that I really wanted to read) here it is…something I did at the beginning of March, on the night when shit went down. (I hope you know what I'm talking about). I saw the tweets first hand, I was there! Right at the damn moment. And it was..something reading those tweets alright. If the image above doesn't show it, my mood that night and the next 1-2 days wasn't so… great. You might read this and think I'm exaggerating, but that night especially I, uuhhh, I didn't feel good! And this image (and maybe 2 more posts I made that night) are the results of that. (And to think that a week before this happened, I had finished rereading DCTL after a long time. Talk about better/worse timing than this)

At least, if you want the bright side of this, it's that even after that day, I decided to continue with my book marathon, and I don't regret it. I was down that day, but I wasn't out yet damn it!! and I'm still not. (I don't know if this sentence makes a lot of sense, but you get my point)

As a bonus, here's something I did the night I got to the part where Henry is first mentioned in the book (you can consider this as a representation of my reaction when he's first mentioned, both for when I read TIOL for the first time in 2021, as now in this rereading)

Feat. canon Henry design and my fanon design for him (I wanted to include him here + I still read this book with my fan-designs in mind)

#bendy and the ink machine #batim #crookedsmile open his mouth #crookedsmile open his mouth;bendy #ABBY LAMBERT; IN MY HEART YOU ALWAYS BE CANON TO THE GAMES; I DON'T CARE WHAT THE OTHERS SAY #also;i'm a Henry Stein fan;could you tell #re-looking at the first image and realizing that I will probably have to change my Abby design eventually;specifically; the hair. #I'm sure this hair doesn't match with what was described in DCTL or TIOL; #It's going to be a little strange; I'm so used to drawing her like this; but hey; every now and then we have to make sacrifices #To summarize my thoughts on TIOL: it's a nice book! Although it is not my favorite among the other Bendy books written by Kress #It's great to see more of Joey; delving deeper into his character and seeing how he thinks and seeing more of his life before the studio #is an interesting read! but I still prefer stories like DCTL and TLO; you know;especially because these two also have the horror factor in #which;considering what TIOL is; it doesn't have it. It's still a good book tho. It's just not my favorite #and re: the whole book canonity thing: I was not happy! Wow; what a surprising thing to say #as someone who enjoyed the books;I was disappointed with what I thought was expanding the games universe;In the end;just wasn't doing it #like;ok;sure;that doesn't mean the books aren't worth reading; I'd say they are! but still;*points to the last tag* #Maybe; one day; in the future; I can even accept this decision and move on with life; you know. understand the why of this. #but in the current present? yeah;no. I will continue to ask myself why #I would say more; but Tumblr has a tag limit apparently so I'm running out of time. as a last message: read the books #regardless of what the devs say; I still think these things should be recognized. #that's all; peace

[kideternity]

Really really funny that Justimon is like now one of my all time favourite digimon everrrr but I had a really lukewarm initial reaction to them that had to slowly change and evolve to the love I have now and even then despite all that I still think all of Justimon's major media appearances/the writing for them specifically so far are is like Mid/Mediocre LMFAOOOOOO

#digimon #justimon #dinu yells into the void #dinu yells in the void #it’s genuinely quite funny to me because im soooooo hyperfixated on justimon 24/7 but like #the only way I was able to get to that state was because I made a digimon oc whose a Justimon #because I liked Justimons design but thought in canon they never really expanded on any interesting potential they had so i just did it 😭 #literally got sooooo attached to the oc it made me in turn become really attached to the digimon in general #full on ‘IF NO ONE ELSE WILL DO THIS WELL I WILL!!!!!!!’ #ppl already know my beef with ryo and how much i think it should have been guardromon + hirokazu to bio matrix into justimon in tamers #but Im also pretty whatever on the like cyber sleuth hackers memory versions which were my actual introductions #the like cyber sleuth bonus case with Justimon is pretty meh its mostly just kind of like silly and cute #i think my favourite canon character Justimon is Ryujis partner Justimon but even then i really wish Cyberdramon/Justimon like. was given #more of a Real personality or bond to Ryuji. like we know Cyberdramon/Justimon loves and cares for Ryuji a lot. #but idk we aren’t really shown that outside of Cyberdramon protecting Ryuji during the arkadimon thing and then evolving into Justimon #sighhhhhhh. maybe one day there will be a good canon justimon in something. but until then! #once again i shall do it all myself. come on autismmon lets go

[m0e-ru]

guy whose artstyle is clearly i need to get this out of my system as quickly as possible or i'll get sick inside and die. my grand drawing time was 3 seconds and this year it's 2

#kommento #// im not saying i got worse nor did i get better i guess it's different now that im understanding more concepts about how to draw #// i could try adding more weight to my lines to express form or colors to contrast #// but the moment the thing i make can be barely distinguishable as the idea i am trying to express then im DONE !! #// i have so much fire ideas i just wish i spent more time to make them more recognizable or actually have time in the first place #// if it looks like mimis backflipping with three strokes IT'S OVERR im NOT coloring that #// man one day im gonna be able to work on anything without having to look over my shoulder every three minutes #// still flopping at my kai go connect your lines challenge this year but at least im trying to color too #// having to work as fast as possible really has affected me even in my art . putting ideas out before they fly away #// maybe thats why im more partial to discord . so i can machine gun my way through thoughts and keep them around even if its messy #// although with everything slowing down. i think i can finally find time to go back to my old ideas and expand on them #// yawns. i should go clean up

[barneysbigstompers]

Atp trolls is competing with sonic to take my top interest

#trolls is winning unfortunately I’ve just known it since forever and have been obsessed with it before 🤕🤕🤕 #use to watch it like 10 times a day #WHO CAN WATCH TROLLS THAT MUCH WITHOUT GOING CRAZY??? #mind you this is when there was only one movie so I was always left unsatisfacted by the ending #i STILL love branch to this day #they can never make me hate him 😣😣😣 #CREEK ON THE OTHER HAND. #FUCK HIM #I HATED GIM THEN AND I STILL DO #THEY COUKD NEVER MAJE ME LIKE HIM 😒😒😒 #biggie gets hated on a lot but I can only blame his voice actor #i love biggie but his va is BRITISH. it throws me off so much #cooper is dear to ky heart #he’s so crazy and chaotic 😣😣😣 #the twins are fine ig #I’ve never had a strong opinion on them actually #i liked them more in the Netflix series since it expands on their characters :) #i havent watched trollstopia tho well finished it i should watch it after this actually 🤔🤔 #I LOVE THAT NIGGA SYNTH #i mean just look at him #whew this was a yap session. #yap session is over I promise 😣

[supercantaloupe]

ANTI CHORAL SYMPHONY??? BLOCKED???

joking but omg I can't believe mahler 2 doesn't do anything for you it reshaped my bones

maybe if i heard it live or studied it i would change my tune but so far at least mahler 2 does very little for me. i tend not to be a huge fan of late romantic works in general, and the overwhelming length/size/expansiveness of these gargantuan symphonies from the likes of mahler tend to strike me as tedious more than majestic. and as for choral symphonies, i think in pretty much every one of them i've heard post-beethoven 9 i've not been terribly impressed by the addition of vocalists. (honestly, one of the things that frustrates me so much ABOUT beethoven 9 is that it really is the one that makes it work, and beethoven's legacy/impact was such that he made so many other composers think they can do the same things he did just as well if not better, which i think succeeds in very rare cases only...but i digress.) in its smallest form (ie a soloist or two added to a movement or two) it just feels like an unnecessary addition to me, and in its largest form (full choir in every movement that is the true focus of the work, a la vaughan williams' sea symphony) i kind of think these works cease to be symphonies at some point. like, apologies to vaughan williams, but that's just a cantata. you can just call it a cantata. it's okay. i know it follows traditional symphonic structure to some extent but it's vague enough and totally dominated by the singing to be a different genre to me. and returning to mahler for a second, a symphony like mahler 2 feels very much like the precursor to something like das lied von der erde, which is more of a song cycle with orchestra (or a "song-symphony" but you can probably guess by now my feelings on that name). mahler 2 of course isn't quite that voice-heavy but it bears strong resemblance to what would come later in his output, i think; i'm still comfortable enough calling it a symphony, but i'm not entirely convinced that the choir ultimately adds to the genre in mahler 2 or in any other late romantic-modern choral symphony. personally, i'm not convinced that we should even cling so fast to the genre label of symphony for all of these works; many of them i think can (and probably should) be classified with a different genre label, whether it's something extant like "cantata" or "song cycle" or something newly coined and retrofitted (it's not like musicians have never fiddled with the naming of past works without the blessing of the composer before). idk, maybe i'm biased as to accept a much narrower definition of "symphony" than most, but the distinction matters to me.

#at any rate mendelssohn 2 should NOT be considered a symphony oh my gd. that one actually gets on my nerves lol #'cantata-symphony' 'choral symphony' THAT'S JUST A CANTATAAAAA JUST SAY CANTATA #MENDELSSOHN WROTE THOSE. IT'S FIIIIINE #okay anyway. #sasha speaks #recapitulation #hope you don't mind this. fucking essay of a response #most of this is personal taste so please don't think i'm like anti-mahler 2 (or its fans) in general #honestly calling myself anti-choral symphony is kind of tongue in cheek to begin with #dvorak is like my one exception to the 'no beloved late romantics' but he doesn't deviate very far from the established symphonic format #so much as he expands from within it like a lot of the earlier post-beethoven romantics did. and that's just more to my taste personally #(dvorak and tchaik actually even though i'm not as keen on some of tchaik's later symphonies) #anyway i'm not so opposed to mahler 2 as to write it off entirely maybe some day i'll hear it live and have my bones rearranged too #but i think if a single piece is Going to be that long it needs to be really truly spectacular from the first listen to be worthwhile #which it just isn't for me... #mvts ii and iii are good tho. mahler is great at inner movements in particular for some reason #sasha answers

[no1ryomafan]

In my constant brain rotations of “why are people in the west so hard on mecha aside from the fandom can be a bit unfriendly” I think one thing I realized as much as I hate to say is how mecha is sometimes treated remind me of the constant hatred superhero stuff gets.

It’s such a weird comparison because with mecha I do not know what the root of it was-and I’d love to know why but I feel there’s either no clear answer or there is one and it’s stupid-where as for superheroes in the west while there’s still a dedicated community the mainstream audiences have become tired of them due to over-saturation, which I understand, but it’s caused such a massive dismal to the entire genre of it much like mecha.

People think superhero stories can’t have any substance because it’s all about fighting and not about the characters- yet forget the SIGNIFICANT impact they had to so much pop culture. How superhero stories were rooted within comic popularity, how superheroes inspired countless of stories, even so far as reaching japan since so much early anime was taken off of western media which birthed its own genre of superheroes. It’s no different to how mecha help started up the anime industry making it one of the most important genres to japans history, yet most people don’t know it and belittle it.

Yet in superhero story cases it’s even WORSE when people are against it yet then go to see one superhero movie because it’s animated and put it on a pedestal and don’t bother to try other superhero content even though they consumed is no different from the norm. It’s the exact same shit when people watch eva and then think all other mechas don’t compare to it, when the genre always had darker, mature and emotional elements, just only a select few decide to canter to a audience who doesn’t even accept what genre it’s from which makes it all the more frustrating to deal with.

I’m someone who’s hardly into superhero stuff even if some of it catches my eye but it sucks to see that the situation is pretty identical to how mecha is seen, that I can’t help to feel sympathetic whenever I see some comic book fans upset at the mainstream audience even if they too can be a little hostile.

#meg text #to clarify I do agree 100% live action superhero movies especially the MCU got really stale #but that doesn’t mean those movies being stale should single out all superhero content when the stuff before is still GOOD #I was in a server that wasn’t mecha but someone was like “I hate superheroes” yet the discussion was just about a old Justice league cartoo #again- what’s so wrong about the animated ones? when they were from a time pre-saturation and people praise shit like spider verse? #I seriously cant tell if this is also a factor of the ever growing issue of people don’t wanna check out old things despite their importanc #*me awaiting the day someone unironically saids the boys/invincible/spider verse is a deconstruction so I can sigh in pain with actual fans #I hope to god that doesn’t happen but it feels like it’s close to why people already say superhero movies don’t have characters #and maybe that’s true bc I haven’t watched a marvel movie in ages but also I think you more so mean “characters being expanded upon” #because… every story has characters… just some can lack dimension and depth… but their still characters… #oh and it’s funny how it’s always these two that get singled out for focusing on action but shonen gets a pass 😑 #action doesn’t equate to less characters!! How do people not realize this? #it’s fine if not your preference but fights can LITERALLY be CHARACTER DRIVEN #a lot of them are in fact because there’s always a purpose to these fights! Even if the meaning is sometimes barebone #also I know there’s gonna be a mecha fan who hates superhero who finds this post #and hate to break it to you but I’m pretty sure the super in super robot came from superhero and just not super powered #especially when a lot of the stuff Nagai made/worked on was him clearly tackling a superhero story from another angle #of course mecha isn’t entirely a superhero genre since we have “reals” but the 70s robots? Oh yeah meant to be superhero’s #and what I said above I think the comparison is warranted because the downplaying is unreal sometimes #will say between the two superhero’s probably have it worse because mecha honestly is more so “im curious but idk more then 5 shows” #because my god I can’t have some conversations irl where this shit doenst get unnecessary heated #had a whole English teacher who wouldn’t stop complaining about superhero movies last semester in college 💀 it’s that bad #that said mecha still suffers from people liking one show and shooting down the other it’s just not as prevalent bc mecha content is low #it’s not dead like others say but it’s mainly been gundam and people now just think gundam is every robot (which is PAINFUL but whatever) #moral of the story is don’t judge a book by it’s cover especially when that book is actually really important to fucking pop culture

[catboyrome]

ppl debating if its normal to find out what time he arrives and show up at the airport or his hotel to meet him and saying its fine bc he accommodates and acts friendly/takes pics/etc.

#.txt #after that he dealt w that girl showing up at his house and that sasaeng i do not understand how hes so…anyway. #im sure he has his reasons (and on one hand i understand these if im correct in my judgment) #but on the other hand.. #boundaries. #atp the fandom has expanded where he probablyyy should have clearer ones. and these ppl need to respect them #but they wont bc he hasnt gotten mad. but theyll be mad if he snaps one day and says leave me alone #anyway idk thats his perogative

[iscratchdoors]

man. rw downpour makes me so sad. im one of those ppl that just didn't really enjoy what i played of it and now it's kinda ruined the game for me. i know i can just turn it off and play ol vanilla rw just fine but i feel like i'm missing out on smth the fandom is excited about and i just cannot. feel that excitement. i had fun playing gourmand then artificer totally soured me on the whole thing and now going back to the whole dlc feels more like a chore than an adventure

#this game really wasnt designed to have gimmicky playables with special powers #especially not combat focused ones good lord. its so tiring #i was already iffy about it when it was a mod and like back then it was whatever its just a mod #but then it was made semi-canon and like its a nice nod to the fans but its also a nice nod to only. some. of the fans. #and now youve got people asking if they should even play the og game vanilla or if it isnt worth it without downpour #and thats so fucking sad dude. thats so fucking sad #og rain world is such a unique and special game and its very dear to my heart and i just cant help but feel sad seeing it become... #idk more classic videogamey? fandom-y? it feels like its unique identity has been kind of replaced #i'm gonna go and replay vanilla one of these days. to heal #some works really do not need to be expanded on. sometimes more content is worse

[cosmojjong]

gloomy thoughts :(

#debating whether i should retire myself in a bubble for the next two days and cry abt how much i hate time passing #or whether i should be around ppl and talk to friends and not isolate myself #it's been so long and i still have not found a healthy way for myself to wander over this grief #i just don't think i have ever dealt with it healthily and i tend to beat myself up for it too #i've been doing and i do my very best to comfort the friends around me and somehow it is helps even just a little #but i can't do the same for myself #i miss jonghyun a lot every single day and i wonder to which extent it's okay for me to feel this way #sometimes i wonder if i seriously need help and if this is acceptable #i don't know there are many thoughts in my head and i get the feeling that when i managed to get an idea of how big this grief is #it just starts expanding again #it feels like it's never-ending #for the most part i try to make the best out of each day and i am extremely grateful for jonghyun #i'm thankful for everything he did that i can resonate with and for the sensations and feelings i'm able to perceive #i'm thankful that he has been such a big part of my life sometimes even in making wise decisions for my path #i think one of the things that stings most is that i always carry a bit of regret with me #it follows me like a shadow #i have regrets for things i couldn't even control #it makes me quite upset that i sometimes cannot compromise between the good past things and the sad cruel reality of things #and sometimes i'm afraid i may actually never get over this #and it's not that it's unhealthy as in 'this is everything my life is about' #i still try to move forward with my life but there's so much on my plate #and then i think of how i'll never see his face or hear his voice again and it makes me so upset in ways i can't explain #there is so much weight you have to carry in order to move forward when you feel like you can't #it all just isn't fair no matter how much time passes #i'll always feel very conflicted and overwhelmed about it #and this is what i want to work on #but it is not easy #ik i sound literally delusional rn or maybe i do not #who knows