#I’m manifesting everything I want

[lgbtiwtv]

one of my favorite hobbies is in fact making fun of lestat because let’s be honest he does deserve it 99% of the time but then i start rereading tvl and suddenly I’m like….man he really went through so much, huh? he was really traumatized and taken advantage of over and over by both strangers and people he loved….like man he really was stalked, kidnapped, and forcefully made into a vampire against his will….he faced years of abuse from his father and brothers…..he witnessed the death of his only lover and before that his resentment and eventual madness….he really cries every other page and has 10 existential crises before he even becomes a vampire but he wants to be good he wants to be happy he tried to run away to the church he tried to run away with the theatre troupe he just wanted to act and love and be loved and at every turn he was done wrong and hurt and abandoned and nobody ever really helped him and I—

#like. not to be a lestat apologist on main but oh my god the horrors he experienced…..all alone…… #I just kept thinking about the scene where he’s turned and he’s so scared and alone and he still chooses to say no and die human #he didn’t want this!!! and then he’s left all alone again and he’s dying and he’s in pain and #literally screaming and crying and then he has to see a pile of bodies that all look like him and then what???? #he’s supposed to be the same person after all that?? like of course he’s got ptsd of course he’s got terrible coping mechanisms of cours #he acts the way he does because like how do you live with all that unless you turn it into something meaningful in any way you can #and for him that manifests as a god complex and controlling nature and enjoying all of life’s pleasures to mask #his crippling self loathing and fear of abandonment and intense intense trauma. #um. ….anyway…..sorry for lestat posting like this do you guys still think I’m cool #obvs not excusing the bad things he’s done but like……..it still hurts……. #to quote that one post I’ll always taking louis’ side in the divorce but….sometimes I stop and really thing about everything lestat has #been thru and like….I care him…..😔 #iwtv #interview with the vampire #iwtv spoilers #lestat de lioncourt #the vampire chronicles #the vampire lestat #m watches iwtv

[titsthedamnseason]

okay my darlings, you know what time it is…..SURPRISE SONG GAME TIME!!! except this time it’s extra super duper special because this post is actually queued because today is MY SHOW 🤭🫶 aka it’s atlanta n3 therefore i am BEGGING you to manifest the absolute best of your best picks and leave them in the tags or replies for me to see later and then give you an internet smooch if you win 💗 HAPPY GUESSING

i’m going to guess my absolute dream combo of hey stephen and dorothea

#ps i would love if a lot of people played tongiht 🥺 so since i cant be obnoxious about reblogs if anyone wants to give it an extra rb or two #i will love you FOREVER #just so people don’t forget about it and keep playing through the night #THANK YOU LOVES ❤️ #seriously i’ll be happy no matter what but send me good vibes please and thank you #but it’s okay if you don’t because i too am i bitter wench that wishes terrible songs upon everyone else so taylor saves the best for me. #so i’ll forgive bad guesses. BUT NOT CHANGE. PLEASE JUST DONT MANIFEST CHANGE OR IFTYE #honorable mentions for hits different rwylm yoyok hoax happiness evermore hygtg ikp iwyw cornelia street #better man too #renegade in my biggest moments of clownery #THE STORY OF US #IDK I LOVE EVERYTHING #i’ll probably be posting my list of top picks before this posts anyway #okay i’ve talked too much sorry i’m going crazy rn because it’s so soon #mine #surprise song game #taylor swift #it’s a good thing i don’t believe in self sabotage or jinxing or anything like that bc historically i am a TERRIBLE guesser lmao #my eras show

[throwmethroughawindow]

the way Ace would always ask for a kiss after you apply lip gloss / chapstick because he loves the taste💀 and he absolutely would pout if you put it on and don’t immediately lean over to give him a kiss

Ace would go the whole nines, silent treatment with his arms crossed and his lips pouted impatiently waiting for you to notice how bothered he is because how DARE you apply it and not kiss him???? You KNOW he loves the taste of your lipgloss and is he not cute enough for you to want to kiss all the time????

do you even LOVE him anymore???

trick question, you absolutely love him it’s just funny to watch him pout so you give him two kisses to make up for it🤍🤍

#one piece #portgas d ace #ace ace ace ace ace #one piece portgas d ace #cutie portgas d ace #i want everything to do with him #he would be so pouty and cute #my freckle faced cutie pie #kisses kisses kisses #my sweetest honey baby #:-( I’ll give you all the lipgloss kisses #come help me pick them out😚 #one piece fanfiction #one piece ace headcanon #headcanon #MY HEADCANON IS THAT HES A POUTY BABY #BUT SOSOSOOSOSO SWEET #I’m so in love #manifesting a man who looks and is exactly like ace in my life rn

[tomshivendgame]

tomshiv - norman fucking rockwell (lana del rey)

THIS FAILMARRIAGE NEEDS TO BE ENDGAME OR ELSE-

#tomshiv #tom x shiv #failmarriage #shiv roy #tom wambsgans #succession #succession hbo #WE’RE SO BACK #unless… #NO I’M MANIFESTING #EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING THEY STILL LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH #scared for the finale #i dont want to give them up yet

[ashmp3]

this may come as a surprise but i own 0 black mini skirts. I had 5 (1 of them a leather skort) and gave them all away to my sister and friends because they were too big on me. And ever since then i haven’t bought not even one. is this a surprise to you teo nation…….

#it was a surprise to my friend when i told her maybe bc i wear lots of black dresses so she was like well duh.. well no 🫡 #i’m very practicular about the fit and my proportions are not for anything in the store bc my waist too small my legs long and my ass out #so it simply doesn’t work and i think my tailor is sick of seeing me though i have another p..s fashion pants i need to get altered 😵 #if you have skirt recommendations do tell but until then i hope i thift it <3 for 3€ no more no less. Manifesting btw… #i like skorts more but i don’t like it when they are shorts in the back i like the shorts to stay hidden see that’s what i mean i’m #annoying to go shopping with i find flaw with everything bc in my head i know what i want 🕵🏼‍♀️ #tt

[angeloftrumpets]

Sjjdjsjdjsjskajxcsjkalak

#MINECRAF.T MOVIE​!!!!??!!?? #and IT MIGHT BE ANIMATED PELASE #already excited to know Steve will definitely be in it… my beloved…. #manifesting 39383727 cute steve moments please I heart him so much #ALSO PLEASE HEROBRI NE PLEASEEEEEE THESE R LIKE MY 2 ORIGINAL F/Os #I hope it’s everything I want and more #I hope you guys know if herobri #shows up #at all. I’m screaming #sory got excited at the news #ee

[hoeforcheol]

I can wholeheartedly say that single life is the life for me

@hanniebeesworld I’m coming up there to get drunk and kiss you on the mouth for all the debriefs you’ve gone through with me as soon as I can 🤣

#today taught me everything I need to know about my ex moving forward #and I’m so thankful I’ve gotten to this place #I feel so fucking free in a way I haven’t in a long time #I’m not constantly looking over my shoulder or wondering if she’s going through my phone #I can do what I want when I want (kinda) #I’m manifesting that I get this kpop store job tomorrow #and I’m just so ready to move on #I’m falling in love with myself so hard #and it’s so beautiful #I genuinely don’t even remember the last time I was this happy #life is about to get so good for me #I love that this was an outcome she never expected for me #but for once I have the upper hand

[xblackreader]

where is my perfect, knight in shining armor, rich man of color who is willing to support me entirely and make me a stay at home wife until I graduate and can provide for myself and make us both millionaires through stocks and bonds as well as substantial income and investment properties? I’d like him now please.

​anyone have manifesting tips?

#i’m tired #i want everything #everything I ask for #i’m tired of being broke #I no longer want to be broke #i want to be rich #and pampered #and spoiled #where’s my husband #i want a sugar daddy #I want a new reality #personal #black women #x black reader #manifesting #anyone have manifesting tips?

[katmiscellanious]

Izzy, who is absolutely in love with Blackbeard: I have love for you

Ed with more daddy issues than he has treasure:

#I’m not even taking this shit seriously at all #but there is so much potential humor in the misunderstanding of their relationship #y’all need to stop paying so much attention to what the creators tell you to feel about their pieces of media #it’s your story too #interpret it however you want #I do think Izzy is a manifestation of piracy for Ed #he is his instigator #his punching bag #his best friend #but they aren’t GOOD for each other #anyways I’m so devastated about Izzy. #it’s fine though everything is fine #ofmd hbo #ofmd ed #ofmd season 2 spoilers

[arthur-r]

i have the most insane fucking news

#fafsa got reprocessed they gave me a pell grant and my college saw that and gave me 20 fucking thousand dollars of grants #i’m in a special club now too with a special name for Scholars with Exceptional Financial Need #i fucking THOUGHT so. was terrifying when they gave me zero dollars and i am so glad it was a mistake #anyway i told my teacher this and he says it’s cause i manifested it…. #i would say that my anxiety around the matter was not the kind of energy that brings in good things. but maybe i was secretly being positive #idk shdhdf it did arrive like five seconds after i decided i should commit anyway and figure out how to make it work #so then the universe said oh you’re actually gonna do it?? maybe i’ll save you from the hundred thousand dollars of debt actually #maybe college can be actually a possibility for you without ruining your life forever #so anyway everything is freaking incredible now and everything is okay #and i needed this. cause things have been getting worse and worse at home so like. positive news from an outside source is very much needed #i fucking knew i qualified for a pell grant and financial assistance i felt like i was being gaslit #they literally just miscalculated my family contribution. thought my dad must be funneling his income into something illegal cause we do not #have the money that the fafsa told me we did. but it was literally just fucking wrong and everything is okay #and my dad came into my room crying a couple days ago saying he wants to do everything he can to help me with my loans as soon as he’s done #with paying off his own or once they get forgave in a couple years. so arthur supportive father arc i guess. SHDHDHDF #that graph benji made about my dad getting less transphobic over time it’s coming true. guy put prefer not to answer in the gender section #of a form and he HOVERED OVER THE TRANS BUTTON. that’s insane coming from having screamed at each other about trans issues since before i #even knew that i was trans my dad and i had gotten in screaming debates about queerness and now he keeps saying weird stuff about how he #wants my life to be good. which is fucking baseline father behavior that’s what you’re supposed to get out of a dad but like. i have always #felt like i’m either drenched in expectations or that he just can’t wait for me to leave. so this is really good progress. and with the #financial aid that means that he’s actually going to be able to help. do you understand what this means my dad can help pay off my couple #thousand dollars of loans that are gonna be left over (cause now that they noticed i need aid it’s so fucking cheap) and do you fucking know #do you know what this means. i’m sorry for swearing i don’t know why i am. but what this means is. i won’t be in thousands of dollars of #debt when i graduate or i will be but the monthly payment will be so low and. i can get fucking top surgery is what this means. and go on t #i thought i was gonna be in so much debt that i couldn’t. but its gonna be like. a couple thousand dollars a year something insane like that #so foreseeably i could be getting top surgery by the time i’m 24. that’s insane i can’t even imagine #so anyway. just. everything is going to be okay and there’s actually hope in the world and i’m going insane #obviously saying this can very easily jinx me to literally never ever be happy. but i’m gonna take the manifesting route actually shdhdhf #my life will be So Good Forever. i Believe This Wholeheartedly. Good Things Will Come To Me #anyway i’m gonna run out of tags in a couple seconds but i really needed this you have no idea. i hope everybody is doing well

[slayingandserving]

everyday I just make my little do to lists and check off my things and hope I’m doing good.

#me talking #if I’m being productive I must be doing good??? #i want to be good #i am alresdy good tho #everything I’m manifested this year has come to me #literally just wait and watch I’m about to be so hot and powerful and be in so much control of my life #literally just watch #my check list is gonna bring me to the life I wanna love #live not love * #this tumbr is a random little diary of mine #just trying it out

[midnights-call]

I am going to hold myself to it that I am just going to start being randomly interactive with people on tumblr now bc I want to make online friends and learn about other wips on writeblr and see how happy people get when they get asks or tags in tag games.

Idk maybe it’s the “weird kid who was always excluded from everything” in me but ik that I feel bad when I don’t get asks or tags or interacts on stuff on social media so I’m sure other people feel the same. And I don’t want people to feel like that I want people to be happy. So I am going to be what I want to see in the world and I am going to fill tags with words and reply to posts and send asks both as me and on anon bc it’s thrilling to know you surprised someone with an ask and they’ll never know it was you.

So if you see me suddenly coming out of my shell and trying to do all of the tumblr things, this is why. I would like more people to be happy so I will make it so

#my post #this is probably silly but idc #plus I’m so shy online when irl it’s so easy for me to talk for hours and hours with you #I want to manifest that same energy in my online spaces #it’s hard bc I’m much sicker these days #but I’d like to try #with everything about my health being so nebulous and scary #and constantly making me think about how short life is #I’m starting to try and work towards this idea that like #life can be sad but it can also be fun #the world is bad but you can be kind anyway #there is no time so use the time you have to be good #dont waste it on waiting or being cruel #anyway sorry for tag rambles #ily guys

[regular-lord-reckoner]

going to try my hardest this weekend to get a lot of cleaning done, particularly my closet which is…a disaster

it’s been too overwhelming for me to even think about lately but i think i’m finally ready to just get in there and at least start

i’ve got a week off from work next month and i really just want everything to be nice and tidy so i can fully rest and have peace of mind so the process begins now

i can do it!!

#that closet has been the physical manifestation of my mental health for the past few years #and now that i’m slowly but steadily rounding the corner to better mental health #it’s driving me nuts #i have so many plans for how i want to redo everything in there #how i’m going to organize everything #there are so many clothes i need to donate and shit that just needs to be thrown away #it’s starting to get cluttered in my room now because i don’t have enough storage space #so hopefully a month from now even if it’s not exactly the way i want it #i can at least breathe a little easier #i want that entire week off to just be sleeping eating getting high listening to music and getting in the pool #no work of any kind i’m fucking exhausted

[brunetterightsactivist]

My brother makes me hate men like why is it pulling teeth to get him to do something and then he only does it that ONE time instead of every time it needs to be done and then on top of that doing the MOST lackluster job I’ve ever seen

#like example washing the dishes wiping the counter cleaning the bathroom #I want to live alone so much I’m actually going to freak out #right now I’m looking at this idiots clothes all over the floor because he just leaves them everywhere. he leaves everything everywhere #the house is never neat #lord let this end soon please let it end let it end let it end #if him and his girlfriend broke up that would solve half the issue lol #manifesting…..jk (lying)