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yvesbuprofen ยท 2 months
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had an awful day, babes, nothing too out of the ordinary happened, but something I did triggered some childhood trauma and I just had the biggest panic attack I've had in years, my panic attacks were so strong like two years ago, they thought I had epilepsy, so something similar just happened, and my whole body hurts, and it's probably going to hurt tomorrow too
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ennikity ยท 4 months
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Genre: extra fluffโ˜† Warnings: noup
Note: Soo, hi everyone! Since it's been so long since the last time I posted, I wanted to make something a bit longer, and I came up with the idea of doing like a "compilation" of sweets moments between Ni-ki and Y/N. I'll try to make it as fluff as posible, since we all need a bit of fluff in our lifes. Hope you like it!
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When he is sick:
So, I know that I've already post something related to this, but I want to talk about it more. I feel like Ni-ki is the tipe of person who just sleep when he isn't feeling well. BUT he would only sleep if it's with you. He would insist that being near you is the best medicine, and would absolutely beg you to lay with him. And how could you say no to that? So both of you end up cuddling for a long, long time. He would make sure that he is correctly curled up at your side, and would put his head near one of your hands, in case that you want to caress his head. Of course you know this, so you don't hesitate to run your fingers soflty through his hair. The happy sight that scapes the boy's mouth tells you that he is ready for a long nap. And of course, you are ready too :]
When you are sick (or not feeling well):
On the other hand, if it's you the one not feeling well, he would absolutely bring out his gentleman side (not saying that he isn't like that on a daily basis, but we all know that he has a full time job as a prankster). Ni-ki would ask you if there's anything you needed (he'd even make a list) and then rush to the nearest store to get everything. You are sick and need some medicine? Got it. You are on your period and need pads or painkillers? He is on the way. You're craving your fav snacks? Say no more. And the list continues. He'd also make sure that you are always confortable. You are feeling too hot? He's already turning on the air conditioner. Too cold? Just wait 'till he finds the warmest blanket. And of course, he wouldn't leave your side. (only if you tell him to, but let's be honest, you'd never do that). He'd gently caress your head, or hold your hand, or lay with you. However, he'd always make sure that he isn't hugging you too tight or that you always have enough space. (we all need a Ni-ki in our lifes)
When you compliment him when he dances:
Ni-ki loves when someone compliments him about his dancing, but he loves it even more when you are the one complimenting him, cuz he loves dancing and he loves you. Perfect combination. So, imagine this: he brings you to the practice room cuz he wants to show you the new dance he learned. You are sitting on the floor while you watch him, and can't help but feel the proudest person in the wold. I mean, he has the flawlest movements and he looks so happy when he dances that it makes you happy as well. Even tho if Ni-ki is full focused on his dancing, his heart fills up with happines when he catches the way you look at him. Your eyes are filled with so much love and admiration that he swears he is going to melt right there. But he forces himself to finish dancing first. There would be time for melting after that. So, once he finishes, he turns at you, and of course asks what you think about it. Even if there's absolutely no way you didn't like it, he always feel nervous while waiting for your answer. But the moment he hears the long (and I mean it) long list of compliments that come out of your mouth, all his fears desapear. The smile on his face could light up the whole universe, and before you realise it, he has picked you up and both of you are spinning in the air. (i'm deff not criying) Of course, once you're again on the floor, he would hug you tightly, thanking you for watching him dance.
During summer nights (for this one, let's pretend that Enha's house has a yard):
For Ni-ki, summer is the worst season. Seeing all those couples enjoying the long sunny days, hot weather and summer activities is like a constant reminder of all the things he can't do with you. But that's not going to stop him from spending quality time with you, so after thinking a lot, he comes up with the idea of remodeling Enhypen's yard to make it your own private space. He'd buy everything, from a cute tent, to little lights, to even a projector to watch your fav films. He'd be totally invested in this project, but his efforts would be worht it, cuz the result is nothing but perfect. Even the members can't believe that the now soflty iluminated yard, with the light green tent and the confortable cushions is the same yard form a week ago. And Ni-ki couldn't be more proud. Now you two have the perfect place to spend those summer night. And I can tell you that those nights were the best. Just the two of you lying next to each other, with your fav film playing, and the sky full of stars above you... It was like a dream.
When he comes back from a tour:
Tours are something bitter sweet for Ni-ki. Yes, he absolutely loves them, but it's so hard for him to be far from you for that long. That's why I totally see him calling you every day, texting you each time that something happends, and even filming some kind of vlog to show you what the tour was like, and what things he did. And of course, he would come back with a HUGE bag fulled of souvenirs he bought for your in each place. But he forgets all of this the moment he sees you. I swear that once he hugs you, he's not letting you go for a long time. He just missed you so much, your voice, your smile, the way you laugh... UGH, this boy can't put into words all those feelings inside his chest, so he just hugs you, and spins you arround, and covers you with kisses. And then, you better be prepared, cuz this boy is not going anywere. He's going to be sticked to you for the rest of the day. You might think he doesn't like physical touch, but when it comes to you, he'd practicaly become part of you. But you don`t care, cuz you also missed him so much :(
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fangirlfrom-hell ยท 7 months
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A Day Full Of Emotions (Also the first time Jay sees Becca dance) || Jay Halstead x Healstead Sister || Healstead Sister one shot
*re-posting this because I'm stupid and accidentaly delated my blog ๐Ÿซ 
Summary: There is a big art festival happening in Chicago and Becca will dance a solo for the first time in front of people. Jay has to work as a cop and can't be with her all the time as he wished. A bomb explodes in the event and everything becomes a mess. Bomb references to Season 5, episode 2.
Becca is Halstead sister. Remember she's a theatre girl. I might write something short about Hailey and Kim trying to do Becca's hair, because that's cute.
The song Becca is dancing is In- A-Gadda-Da-Vida by Iron Butterfly, but only the part of the drums. Minute 6:29, for a better reference: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCkHanF4v1w
It was finally Saturday and the weather was perfect to be outside. It seemed like luck was on Becca's side, but she wasn't feeling very happy. In fact, she was feeling sick, nauseated. She laid on bed staring at the ceiling, until someone knocked at the door.
-"Morning, kiddo!" It was Jay. -"I'm sorry to wake you, but it's getting late and I need to get ready to work, so...".
Becca used to sleep in Jay's room whenever she stayed at his place. He always preferred to sleep in the couch, so she could be confortable in a proper bed.
-"Oh, yes. I'm sorry. It didn't crossed my mind". She said while standing up.
-"Don't worry. I'll just grab some clothes and get dressed in the bathroom. You can get ready in here...in fact, why are you still in bed? I have to drop you at your teacher's house on my way to the bullpen".
-"Yeah, about that...". Becca said scratching her eye. -"I don't think I'm going...".
-"What do you mean you are not going?" Jay didn't even let her finish the sentence. -"You've waiting for this day to come".
-"I'm not feeling so good. I have a stomachache and it feels like I'll throw up".
Jay instinctively touched her forehead to feel if she was irritated or had temperature, but everything felt normal. He immediatly knew what was goinng on.
There was a big art carnival happening in Chicago that day and Becca was going to participate in a dance group that would be moving around the park performing in different spots Mobile Dance, they called it. Her teacher gave her a solo and she was ready to do it, but it would be her very first time performing in front of an audience and the idea suddenly freaked her out.
-"You're good. You are just nervous". Jay said smiling.
About an hour later, Jay was helping Becca to put her backpacks inside of the truck, getting ready to leave. She was unusually quiet, but he didn't want to force any conversation.
-"Is Will coming?" Becca asked in the co-pilot seat.
-"I don't think so". Jay sighed. -"He has a shift at the hospital". Jay lied to Becca, not knowing if that last statement was true. He was mad at his brother for always puting their sister aside. He was also tired of lying for him, but he did it to protect Becca's feelings.
There was no reaction from Becca. The silence among them took over again.
-"I'm so sorry I can't go with you through all the stations. Since it is a huge event for the city, Platt asked us to be there patrolling. There's never enough cops for these things".
-"For the millionth time, Jay: don't worry, It's ok. I understand for real".
-"It's just that I don't feel confortable changing plans with you like this". -He continued with guilt.
-"Well, it's not like you won't see me, anyway...".
-"No. I'll be there in the third stop you make, that's the part of the park I'll patrol. I have my event map with the exact place and hour. I'll be in the spot a few minutes after you arrive to make sure to be in the front when people start to gather around".
-"And you won't get in trouble for that?"
-"I asked Platt, she agreed...in fact, she got a bit excited, don't be surprised if you find her among the crowd too". That made Becca blush in embarrassment. She hadn't tought there would be so many known people around. -"I'll be in my uniform, just rememeber that if you look for me".
That made Becca giggle, she always thought her brother looked funny on his police uniform.
-"All right, Bec. We're here". -Jay said while parking the truck. -"Is there any other of your friends coming here before the show?". He tried to ask casually. He didn't like the idea of leaving his little sister alone with someone he barely knew, even though it was her teacher. Anyway, he didn't have any other option, he had to go to work.
Above all, he didn't have the hability to do her artistic make up, nor to comb her hair as it was instructed: to braids up, one on each side. They should stick back to the head forming a circle. The idea was that they looked like horns. He tried, but failed miserably. Kim and Hailey wanted to help and gave it a try but ended up cursing whoever had the idea of that hair style. That's when Becca talked to her teacher and she proposed Jay to take care of her. She knew about Becca's family situation and was genuinely glad to help that little joyful kid.
-"No". Becca answered her brother's question. -"They all are going with their moms". That last piece of information was unnecesary, but she couldn't help it. She had certain grudge inside her chest, though she probably wasn't aware of it. Jay knew better and remained silent, thoughtful.
-"Hey! I will be there!". There was no more he could say.
-"I know". She smiled. That made Becca get out of her own mind.
The carnival was already full of people when Becca and her teacher arrived. They gathered with the dance group a few minutes before it was time to start. She looked around and found Kim among the cops, they waved hello when their eyes met. Burgess immediatly send a text to Jay: I just saw her, everything's ok. She looks fine . As the overprotective brother he was, Jay had his own security plan and the team was helping him to keep on eye on his sister.
As the hour drew near, Jay started to feel a mixure of excitement and nervousness. Involuntarily, he started to approach the place his sister would dance.
-"Isn't a little bit early?" Hailey asked following him.
-"Yeah. I don't know, I guess I don't want to miss it".
-"And you need to make sure she sees you". She guessed.
-"She needs to know someone is here with her, for her".
-"Well, she has a whole elite squad looking after her around the park and waiting to see her perform. She's not precisely alone...but I know what you mean. You are a good brother, she's very lucky to have you".
Jay just stared at Hailey, not knowing how to react or what to say, since he wasn't good dealing with these kind of feelings. The distant voice of a woman caught their attention before the moment became unconfortable. It came from a microphone afar: "...Come, everyone. Follow us to the mobile dance...". She was carrying a speaker.
-"It's them". Jay said looking at the horizon, searching for his sister among the heads of the group that was approaching them. He was nervous and couldn't hide it.
"...We are a dance group created by several institutions, dedicated to spread this art to every corner..."
-"There!" Hailey said pointing at Becca when she found her. -"So that's how the hair was supposed to look, uh". She laughed.
Becca was wearing a black leotard and black tights, nothing more. Her ballerina shoes were color red. She looked relaxed, but Jay didn't buy it, he knew how good she was to hide her feelings and emotions.
A lot of people began to gather while the woman with the microphone invited them to the show. Becca was moving her head from one place to another, eyes wide opened: "He said he would be here!", she said to her teacher. And he was right in front of her, on the other side of the circle that was now formed around the pallet where the dancers would perform. When their eyes met she greeted him effusively.
There was a ballet performance first, something classic with four teen ballerinas; then there was a tap number, a cheerful piece. All of the girls were presented as part of Becca's school, but Jay wasn't really paying attention to any of them, he just applauded by inertia at the end of each song. His anxiety for Becca grew after each number and Hailey noticed, thinking that was a cute gesture coming from a man like him.
-"Now..." -The woman on the microphone spoke. It was time for the third number. -"...presenting a choreography by Martha Bennett...".
-"That's Becca's teacher". Jay tensed up, touching Hailey's shoulder.
-"...Becca Halstead".
Jay's applause was considerably louder than everyone else's while the girl got into position. The music started to play, it was a psychedelic mix with drumbs. She was moving with very precise and abrupt movements, very mesmerizing.
-"Wow!" Hailey expressed. -"I've never seen her like this. She's usually so tiny, cute and shy".
-"I didn't...knew she could do this". Jay answered without taking his eyes off his sister. Many feelings began to form inside of him.
-"She's a whole different person".
When she finished, the public applauded in a normal way. It was Jay and Hailey who did it most effusively, even shouting with excitement. Becca turned to them a little bit embarrased and gave them a forced smile.
"Thank you for staying with us, this is Mobile Dance..." They announced through the microphone when all of the numbers were over. "...Please tag us if you post our dances online...".
As soon as she could, Becca ran to her brother's arms and he hugged her tight, lifting her a little bit.
-"You killed it!" Hailey said to the little girl.
-"Thanks...I actually messed up in like a lot of parts...".
-"Don't be so hard on you! You did great!" Her teacher yelled from a few steps far.
-"I think you were perfect. I'm actually very...impressed". Jay said with pride.
-"You are?"
-"I'm really proud of you". Becca smiled with teary eyes at her brother's statement.
-"Hey! Why don't we take a picture of you two?" Hailey proposed with her cellphone in hand. -"Seems like a day to remember".
Jay and Becca posed to the camera, both showing a bright smile.
-"You should take one with us too". Becca invited her brother's partner.
-"Uh--". She hesitated looking at Jay, who nodded in agreement. -"Sure".
-"There you go!". The lady who helped them take the photo said. -"Sush a beautiful family".
-"I-- should go back to our spot". Hailey said before running away.
At the same time, the dance group was ready to move to the next station. Becca's teacher called her to go.
-"I'll see you later, ok? I'll take you to dinner, whatever you want". He said as Becca was walking to her group. Jay's heart started to beat very fast as he saw his sister depart. -"Be careful, all right?".
The girl just answered with a thumb up. One of the moms in the group noticed the scene and addressed Jay: "Don't worry, Detective. She's not alone. We are taking good care of her!"
At the other side of the festival, Burgess, Atwater and Ruzek were walking the place.
-"So where am I getting these pastries for the boss?" Kim asked with a laugh.
-"Uh, Voight likes Ferrara's". Kevin answered. -"I personally think that Scafuri's better".
-"Is that what you think?"
-"Of course".
-"Ferrara's it is". She concluded.
-"Ferrara's it is". Adam repeated.
Kevin got apart from the group for a few seconds and noticed something strange: a van parking in a closed alley. His instincts told him that something was wrong.
-"Hey, we got a dark van with no plates, 5 o'clock". He said in the radio.
-"All right". Adam answered the call. -"That alley was supposed to be closed to traffic".
Two man got out of the van and started o walk way fom the place.
-"Hey, yo, genteman!" Kevin yelled trying to stop them, but they started to run. The officer ran after them.
-"Kim, you seeing this?" Adam asked.
-"Go! Go!" She said as they reached the van. There was smoke coming from the inside, as soon as they looked out they knew it was a bomb.
-"Son of a bitch! Clear this area and go". Adam ordered. -"I got Kev!".
-"50-21 Eddie. 10-1, 10-1. Roll us a bomb squad. We've a van with a possible explosive device.
Jay and Hailey listened to the call on their radios as an explosion sounded in the distance, alarming averyone around.
-"Shit!". Jay said. -"Let's clear the area".
-"Move! Move! Everybody get out!". Hailey started yelling.
-"Sergeant?" Jay talked to his radio as he was moving people with his free arm. -"My sister was heading to the North part of the park, do you have eyes on her? I need to know if she's ok".
-"Negative" -Platt answered. There was a lot of noise in her background. -"Don't worry, Halstead, I will find her".
As soon as she ended the conversation, she started to look around for the girl, but everything was a mess. People was running around in all directions, it was hard to see their faces. At that point, most of the 21st knew who Becca was, so it was easy for Platt to order some of the cops to be aware in case she crossed their ways.
Minutes later, one of them called on the radio "Sergeant, we found the girl". The crowd had already thinned, as most of the civilians had been evacuated, so it was easy for Platt to find them.
-"Thank God!" She exclaimed when she saw the little Halstead sitting under a tree.
-"We found her on the floor. She's a bit hurt, but nothing to worry about. She must have fallen while running, some people stepped on her". The cop informed. -"She wasn't alone, she was with her teacher. It was hard to convince the lady to go".
-"All right". Platt sighed. -"I'll take care of this now. Thank you, guys!"
-"Becca, it's Trudy. Do you remember me? Your brother sent me to find you. Are you feeling all right? I heard you were a bit hurt".
-"I feel a little bit dizzy, but I'm ok".
-"I think we should go to the hospital to check you, just to make sure everything is really ok".
-"No, I---Where's Jay?"
-Your brother is working right now. They got a heavy case and he needs to be there with the team. He's very worried about you, and I promised him I would find you and take care of you. So, would you let me take you to The Med? I will be right to your side all the time, I promise".
The next thing Becca knew was that she woke up in a different place. She was lying down in a sofa, facing the wall. As her eyes began to slowly open, she heard a distant conversation: "The doctor was worried for the hits in the head, but she said there is no damage, appart from some bruises and scratches she's completely fine. She asked me to call your father to know if he was home, and also to let him know she was fine. She didn't want him to pick her up, tough. She waited for you."
She turned around when she heard a door open and some foot steps approaching. Thet's when she noticed she wasn't wearing her dance clothes anymore. Instead, she was wearing a gray sweater with the CPD logo printed on the front. That's when she realized she was in the bullpen, the coffee room to be precisely, it looked so different at night with the lights off.
-"Hey there, sleepy beauty". Jay said crouching down to her level. -"I was told you were waiting for me. Sorry for the delay".
-"What time is it?" Becca asked standing up.
-"Hey, hey, hey, slow down. You hit your head, you gotta take it easy. How are you feeling?".
-"I'm fine, I'm just sleepy and tired. Sergent Platt took me to the hospital, The Med. Guess what: Will wasn't there". She said simply, while stretching her arms. Jay stared at his sister with sorrow.
-"Come on. I'll take you home, you need to rest properly". He stood up, but the girl didn't follow him. She just stared at the floor, immersed in her toughts.
-"Bec...".
-"Yeah, sure. I'm coming".
It was strange for Becca to see the building that empty. There was not a soul in the reception, except for Trudy, who was already leaving, and Hailey who was waiting for Jay to give her a ride.
-"Look at you, girl. Rocking the CPD sweater". Hailey said hugging her with one arm as they walked to the exit.
-"Can I keep it?"
-"Of course you can, sweetheart. It suits you well". Platt said with a smile.
-"I can't thank you enough for today, Trudy. Really, thanks for taking care of her".
-"Don't worry. It was my pleassure, Jay".
Jay was at the wheel driving unusually slow, Hailey was his co-pilot. Becca was in the back seat, her head agains the window. The road was dead silent. It could be because it was late and everyone was tired, but Jay knew her sister was holding something, that she wanted to say it but didn't know how to.
-"It was a day full of emotions, uh?" Hailey threw the question into the air. She was also feeling the tension between the siblings.
-"Yes it was". Becca answered with a dry tone.
Hailey turned to look at Jay, as he looked at his sister through the mirror.
-"Ok, Bec. Talk to me, what's on your mind?" He asked tenderly, not caring about his partener's presence.
-"He was there, Jay". Becca spit it out.
-"Who?" He was very intrigued.
-"Dad". She answered after a few seconds of silence.
-"Where?"
-"In the park. Dad was in the festival. He saw me dancing, Jay". Becca frowned. She had to wipe away a few tears before they rolled down her cheeks. She didn't want them to see her cry about it.
Without noticing, Jay started to drive even slower, his mind going in circles. Hailey passed her hand to the back part of the truck to touch Becca's knee in a reassuring gesture.
-"Here we are". Jay sighed as he parked the truck in the usual spot, away from the house. -"Hey, today's plans were ruined, but we can have luch tomorrow". He turned to his sister. -"You choose what you want. We can also have a movie day if you wan to".
-"I like that". She smiled. -"Can I stay with you tomorrow?".
-"Sure. Just make sure you grab your uniform. For now, let's go, you shouldn't be out of bed. I'll walk you to the porch". When he got out of the car, he turned to the co-pilot seat: "Sorry for the waiting. It won't take long, Hails".
They were in the middle of the street when the door of the house suddenly opened. Both of the siblings freezed, their dad was there, standing in the door frame. Jay felt a heat inside of him that didn't let him move, he only reacted when Becca touched his hand.
-"It's ok. I can carry my bags". She said as she took them carefully from her brother. -"You don't have to say or explain anything. I know".
Becca hugged her brother goodbye: "See you tomorrow. Don't forget!". And she walked to the entrance, nervously.
Unwittingly, Jay was giving small steps back, until he made sure that the little girl crossed the fence and he turned back straight to the truck. Hailey saw everything, and even when she was not so sure of what was going on, she felt sympathy with his partner.
The two detectives stared to the front, watching how Becca was received by her dad. She stopped in front of him, they were having a small conversation. Jay was in a defensive position, ready to act if he needed to. Unexpectedly, they witnessed how Mr. Halstead hugged his daughter for a fragment of sencond. From the distance, Jay could tell Becca was crying. He was also submerged in a sea of โ€‹โ€‹feelings.
-"A day full of emotions indeed, wasn't it?" Hailey broke the silence when the door of the house closed. She had a very strong impulse of hugging him, as if she knew he needed that kind of containment.
-"Yes is was". Jay answered swallowing his tears.
-"Want a beer and talk/not talk about it?" She offered.
-"Yeah. That would be helpful".
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midnghtprentiss ยท 2 years
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paper rings - robin buckley
pairing(s): robin buckley x hopper!fem!reader
summary: you decided to marry your girlfriend with paper rings.
warnings: none, pure fluff and queer rights for my girl robs. english is not my first language.
a/n: i hate this idea while listening to a brazilian song and i tought that i needed to fo this before i cry myself to sleep.
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Robin was close to have a stroke, she walked around that room so many times that Steve had to gave her something to calm down.
"Robin." He called her making her look at him with eyes full of tears. "No need to panic, you know she's not gonna run right?"
"What if she gave up, like, right now? I mean she can wal away and nobody will see because she's smart and good convincing people to do what she wants, in a good way, alright? But if we think straight she was the one who said yes when i asked and she plan this whole wedding in a years because she wants to get married in Hawkins in spring because the flowers are prettier and I'm talking like crazy, right?" The woman finally sit down, passing her hand through her hair.
"Robs, she's not running. Dustin check on her, she's relaxed and not crazy like you." He lied because he knew she was about to cry.
"Alright. Thanks, I'm just nervous. Do you believe that woman is about to spend the rest of her life with me? Suddenly forever seems pretty short."
Robin was so terrified of the idea of love someone else. After Vickie broke her heart, she kinda gave up, and then she met you.
It was a winter day and she takes Eddie to the hospital cause he fell and broke his arm. The doctor who attend him was you. She lost her words when saw you hit that conforting smile.
"I'm used to take care of children with this injuries but that's pretty funny." You said doing an examination in Eddie's arm, making him laugh.
"I fell because... taking care of children while they play a game is dangerous."
"So, how long have you two been together?" You ask make them both laugh.
"We're not a couple. Just friends, platonic with a capital P." Robin rush her words looking at you.
"That's good to know." You said preparing the things to help the boy next to you.
After that you two became close friends and when you see were dating, moving together and engaged. Now you're about to seal the deal.
"Ready?" Your dad asks while he watches you. "I never tought i'll be giving you away."
"Dad I'm not going anywhere. I will always be your favorite person in the world." You gave him a tight hug and whisper to him. "I won't tell Joyce and El, promise."
Your dad was the first person besides your sister to know you like girls. He was so chill with that and still the most supportive person in the world. He would do anything to make you and Robin happy, and he made it clear everytime you two visit him and Joyce.
"Need to take you to the altar right now, hm?" He whisper giving you a sweet look before slowly make his way through the garden.
You plan the wedding for the last year. Robin was busy working as a music teacher and you decided to plan in your days off and the quiet shifts in the hospital. Robin was really happy about the choices but didn't want to make the decisions cause "That's a lot to think about" "Robin these are flowers."
The wek before was crazy, you go pick up your dress, see the rest of decorations and make sure everything was in control. Robin in the other hand was calm, she repeat to herself that everything was going to be alright and nothing is going wrong. You loved her even more in that moment, because she was aware that if her do something crazy you were going to lose all your shit.
You hold your dad's arm and breath before the piano version of your song by Elton John stars playing. You walked through the grass with shaking legs and when you finally see her, you stop. Robin was there with a black suit. She looked like a dream. She was crying and heart racing. All for you. Because of you.
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that put down in words.
"Hi" she whispers when you met her.
How wonderful life is while you're in the world.
"Hi" you whisper back holding her hand a little bit tighter.
You two don't have to say one word to understand each other but you knew she was nervous and she knew you were happier than ever.
"I met Robin in the craziest day of my life. She was in the hospital with Eddie and the moment I put my eyes on her, I knew that she was my future. I was so nervous that when I get out of that room I breathe again. Robin, my dearest girlfriend, my son, my moon and all of my stars. You are more than you could ever imagine. You are the reason I wake up early every morning to do breakfast cause I love your morning voice. You are the reason I listen to weird bands. You are the reason I choose to be a better woman. I didn't know a lot about love, I mean, I have my father and Joyce for that but I wanted to feel what they feel and now I do. I feel safe, loved, respected, wantend and happy. I want to have everything with you, a big house, a garden wedding, a few cats and maybe a dog, a children, a life. I like shining things but I'd marry you with paper rings all the time. I love you and choose to love you everyday until I die."
Robin was speechless, she was warm and crying like a baby. You are the love of her life and the feeling of being loved by you was more than enough.
"I try to make a speech but I couldn't because my head goes faster than me so I decided to nake it simple. You are a lot and I wondered if I was enough to deserve your love because you love everyone around you, you care for all of us and that was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life. You push me to be someone, to be more than a person with a ordinary life. Every day with you is better cause you're there. You're there to hold my hand, dry my tears and to listen to me talking nonstop. My future is better because you in it. I love when you're concentrate in your world because every time I watch you doing that, I realized that I want to be in that. I want to be in you bed, in your hard and easy days, in the songs you sing, the notes you write, the plans you made. I can't give you peace, but I can offer you a great life with adventures, laugh and a few other things I shouldn't say out lout. I love you and will keep loving you forever and I promise to fight for us every day."
You gave her a hug, sobbing and smiling at the same time. That woman is the love of your live. She will always be the reason you're happy. She was your wife now, and no one can make you change your mind.
She was yours and your hers. Nothing else matters.
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candichan ยท 17 days
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More sunesty playtime co. fanon lore
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This is my second time drawing bigger body sunesty this time I really like how she turned out great! I also wanted to change up her dress a bit this is also my first depiction of the children of playcare)
These are more like interesting facts for sunesty
After she became a bigger body
1. She treats all the toy and children really well however she can be pretty strict but don't worry she would never hurt them unless you are a stranger she will keep a eye on you every second and she pretty known for being easily paranoid so she can easily misunderstand what you are doing if she thinks you are doing something bad to the kids this goes for the bigger toys as well.
2. Am not sure if the park was involved in the hour of joy or not or if the park was already shut down before that special hour occurred am not sure how long sunesty or the other bigger toys were their alone in the park before the children arrived or if sunesty could hear the prototype if she did I guess she would be very grateful that whoever the prototype is that gave her the most wonderful gift she could ever ask for she wouldn't see the prototype as something bad.
3. It kinda ironic that sunesty a princess is loved by every child and everytoy just like the princess in those Disney movie were the princess is loved by the town folk and the animals of the forest specially if you are aware that every princess has a talking animal companion witch most of the talking toys are animals Btw
4. If the player never came back then idk how sunesty would be able to feed the children for any longer idk if the toy go out and steal from gas stations or if they have to if they run out of food but if food was never a issue then the park would turn into a civil town were the children would grow into adults and start having family's of their own and sunesty would be know as the mayor or continue being referred as the princess of their town.
5. Catnap originally offered to help out by using his gas to put the kids to sleep so sunesty could get some rest but she declined cuz if the children were to have a nightmare or they need the bath room she could be awake to confort them however night do get to her so every now and then catnap will come and use a little bit of his gas to put her and the kids to sleep.
6. It implied that the children of playcare are alive how many am..not sure so I'll just do a random count their are 8 toddlers 9 baby's so speaking in the present time there are 8 teens and 9 kids imagine taking care of 17 children
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scribhneoirtuirseach ยท 1 year
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a song-titled/inspired Welcome Home one shot (also on AO3)
featuring: Eddie Dear, Frank Frankly
wordcount: 647
my other WH fics!
If there's one thing that speaks to the kindness of everyone in this Neighborhood, Eddie thinks, it's the fact that upon his unexpected arrival, the 'grumpiest' of them had offered for him to stay in his home until his post office was in a more suitable state for him to live in as planned.
Knocking on his door, Eddie slowly opens it to peek inside. "Are ya home, Frank?"
"Yes, come in." Frank is currently in his living room, folding clothes not at all made for him. "I went to Howdy's while you were meeting the others. He always has what we need, so this should be you sorted for now."
Eddie's brows raise as he steps inside, removing his hat to hold over his heart. Now, here's someone who cares, who thinks aheadโ€ฆ It's enough to make any new neighbor feel beyond welcome. "Thank you, darlin'."
Frank pretends he isn't blushing. Eddie isn't blind though. "Wally is Darling. The only Darling here." He corrects, clearing his throat as he gets to his feet. "I have a sleeping bag, so you'll be taking my bed when you're ready."
"Oh, I couldn't possiblyโ€”"
"I'll survive a few nights."
"I don't think survivin' is the height of livin'."
Frank's brow raises at that remark. There's somethingโ€ฆ fascinating about this mailman that he can't quite put his finger on.
"May I make a suggestion, Frank?"
"I'm listening." He doesn't find it hard to be patient with him, for one.
"Well," Eddie begins as he takes off and sets his now empty bag aside, glancing around. A confortable couch, a TVโ€ฆ "I reckon we have enough space here for a pillow an' blanket fort."
Having a look for himself, Frank finds he isn't wrong. "A good suggestion. I'll go getโ€”"
"You stay right there! Looks like you've already worked with those clothes, huh? I'll take care o'the rest!" Eddie grins, sending a wink his way before heading upstairs.
By the time the sun falls and the moon rises to take her place, the fort has long since been built and Frank has just dozed off, the softest snores escaping him.
Eddie has never heard a more beautiful sound, a flustered smile spreading across his face as he memorises Frank's. He thinks back to that blush, red cheeks softening out in a strikingly curious way to the certain circles they usually sport. Colour suits him wonderfully.
When Frank wakes in the morning, Eddie's the one still sleeping, limbs thrown about as though he's doing an impression of a starfish. He finds itโ€ฆ endearing.
Leaving to the kitchen, Frank yawns as he makes a start on breakfast for the two of then. Best to make sure Eddie is well-fed while under his roof, he has an important job to do!
It's only a few minutes before the man himself stirrs at the smell of food, stretching out nice and big before getting up to investigate. "Oh, you didn't havetaโ€ฆ"
"I know." Frank answers simply, setting two plates and two mugs on his table. Strange, how things feel more complete in pairs. He's never noticed that before. "Sit and eat, you'll be busy."
"Mail isn't delivered on Sundays." Eddie informs very matter-of-factedly as though it's something he's just learned, sitting right down anyhow.
Frank briefly considers countering with how his post office still has to be builtโ€” But decides against it, sitting too. He's not rushing for this new friend to leave as he might the others. "You still have to eat, whether or not you'll be busy. I hope it's good, I don't know what you likeโ€ฆ"
"You worry just as much as Poppy, I reckon." Eddie teases lightly as he begins to eat, melting when he sees Frank smileโ€” Only to quickly turn away and hide it. One day, he's determined, he'll make him grin as bright and unforgiving as the sun.
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kidge-planet ยท 11 months
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KIDGE SUMMER EVENT
Day 3 : road trip
Characters: Pidge/Katie holt, Keith Kogane, Hunk Garret, Lance Mcclain, Takashi/Shiro Shirogane, Coranย Hieronymus Wimbleton Smythe
Pairing: pidge and keith : kidge
post season 8/ canon AU
tw: language
A/N: I wrote that one a long time ago and my english was pretty bad back then so im very sorry if some sentences seem weird ... Also, I know that how I wrote it looks like the fanfiction I wrote for the second day of the event but it's not on purpose lol. anyways, enjoy :)
(other a/n at the end)
-HAAAA , GLAD SUMMER FINALY ARRIVED !! PLUS , We finaly get to spend time together !
Lance said taking his suitcase in the van that the paladin's had borrowed for a road tripe .
-sure lance.... shiro is there air conditioning in the van ??... it's so hot in here ...
-yes hunk ... guys !! does every one packed their stufs in the van ??
Everyone noded .
-well , for us to not have any problems in the road , I made a plan of who is sitting next to who :
first , I'll be driving t'ill it's 6pm , so until 6pm , hunk will be next to me in the front place because he is capable of vomiting while im driving .. ever since only the front windows can be fully oppened , Hunk will have to stay on the front...
behind , keith , you'll be on the right sit and Lance in the left .
-HA NO SHIRO !! why did you had to put mullet next to me ?!
Lance frowned .
-don't worry , pidge will be in the middle . Ever since she is the smallest and also because if you two start fighting , she'll kill you both .. can I count on you Pidge ?
-I guess....
-good . Then , coran , you'll have the back place just for you . You'll be driving all night so , we need you to rest .
-Why does Coran get the best place ?! that's unfaire !
-Im the oldest ! if I sleep , all day , I need to be confortable .
-Alright , everyone , in the van , let's not get late .
everyone sighed and headed to the van .
They sat and the van engin started making noise .
-Keith , if you start annoying me , I'll use my special attack.
-You're the one annoying me... just don't talk to me ok ?
-first :keith . You don't want to see his special attack ever since it's a fart . One time , he killed a bug with his fart .. secondly , if you two fight , I'll rip your ass off . Understood ?
Pidge interupted not get her eyes off her nintendo .
The two guys sighed .
-What are you playing by the way ?
Lance asked pidge sidly looking at pidge . ( He was mad that he couldn't keep going on the argument .)
-Well . I am playing pokemon .
-Why did I even ask .. Can I try ?
Pidge thought a moment . If she let lance play with her nintendo , she is sure to not here them fight all day .
-Sure.
She handed her nintendo to Lance .
Pidge sighed and took her heaphones on to listen to some music . She closed her eyes to think .
"great . I can't even rest my head anywhere . I hate being in the middle seat."
She frowned while thinking which keith noticed.
-Something wrong ?
He asked her.
-Pff . Just hate the middle seat . It feels so unconfortable .
keith looked at her a moment.
- Well.. You can rest yourself on me . I don't mind .
- Are you sure ?
-Yeah.
-Thanks.
Pidge immediatly rested her head against keith's shoulder and closed her eyes . This time , not to think , but to enjoy the moment . She never realy huged Keith so this simple contact made her happy .
After a moment , she was on her mind when she felt something different . keith's arm was now behind her , pulling her closer .
She could feel her face getting warm and red .
HO MY GOSHH !? WHY DO I BLUSH ?! Calm down Katie ! it's only Keith ! my dearest and hotest frie-
Shit.
Ok think through .
he is my friend , it is friendly . keith would never like a girl like me .. calm down now. just enjoy.
She pretend to sleep and then burried her head under his arm .
What she didn't knew was that keith was also blushing hard and biting his tong .
He didn't knew why tho .. was it because of her ?..
The night was slowly falling . Lance was still playing with pidge's nintendo , Hunk was talking with shiro and coran was sleeping in the back seats. As for Pidge and Keith , they haden't mooved . Exept that now , Pidge was more tucked onto keith's arms. keith, him , was looking out of the window . all he was thinking about was her and how cute she was looking .
When the sun was compleatly down , they stoped in a parking for coran to drive the night .
In the same time , some people changed sits :
Hunk went where Coran was at first and Lance joined him saying that he didn't wanted to sleep next to the love birds . Shiro took Hunks's place .
Keith and Pidge had now more space. Pidge could go seat in Lance's seat but keith's chest felt way better . It felt so warm and safe .
She was starting to fall asleep and when she finaly was asleep , keith placed her compleatly on his chest . He laid his legs on the seats and now , Keith was half laid with pidge above him . He pated her head and smiled at her cutenes .
-Is pidge asleep ?
shiro asked .
-I guess.
Keith answered .
-ho ok , you can put her on the seat there if she bothers you . Also , for everyone , there are blankets in the back . Lance , can you grab them please ?
Shiro continued .
Lance proceed to do what shiro asked him for .
-Im good , she is not bothering , no worries .
Lance turned to keith with the blankets . He had a grin on his face .
-Woooo~ you like that when she is above you , am I right ?~ Shiro , I told you those two are litteral love birds .
-Shut the fuck up Lance .
Keith said puting a hand on Pidge's ear to not wake her up.
-You guys stop . You two are saying non aproprieted stufs right now . You are sure adultes now but being adult doesn't mean swearing and saying sexual stufs all the time . This is litteraly not the right time . Now grab a blanket and rest , we'll have a long journey before arriving to our first spot..
Both Keith and Lance stayed quiet . Lance got back in his sit and droped two blankets at keith . Keith putted it on pidge and cuddled her a moment .
She sure was the cuddliest thing he EVER hugged . And Keith did huged Arusians back then . He could say ; Pidge's hugs were worthing 1000000 Arusians hugs.
He fell asleep with his arms wraped around her .
In the next morning, the both woke up with a flash light... Two flash lights... They opened their eyes to find Shiro that was taking pictures of the both cuddling and sleeping, Pidge's face nestled under Keith's chin and Keith holding her close to him with his arms wrapped around her.
When they saw it, They both blushed a mess. Pidge was now arguing with Shiro about the pictures.
Even if the morning was a mess, they have to admit:
That was the best sleep they had in a lifetime .
(I have to clarify that even if I did Lance annoying in a few fanfics, I love him <3 )
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mtfstuff ยท 3 years
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There is this muscled hunk I'm watching since two months. He is my neighbor. He is also the dad of my best friend, Mr. Reid.
My best friend and I are both gay and I told him about my fantasies I want to have with his father. Of course He didnt take it well so I started to have secrets in front of him: I want to turn his father into a skinsuit if I cant sleep with him.
I started to observe the routines of his father and noticed that he goes for a walk from 11am till 12:30pm every day and after that he is alone at home for 1 hour. That is the time I'll strike.
The day before I wanted to fullfill my plan I visited my best friend and left some of my things in his room so I have a reason to get in on the next day. The next day arrived and I was so aroused. I didnt go to school that day so I could fullfill my plan. I saw my upcoming victim leave his house at 11am and I waited until he came back at 12:25pm. I waited 10 minutes, left my house and knocked on his door.
Mr. Reid opened the door and looked slightly confused. I admired his beautiful grown beard, his short brown hair, his hairy arms and his muscly body. I had to recall my eyes as I noticed that he asked me something.
"I'm sorry, I didnt want to disturb.", I said, hoping that he would repeat his question.
"It's all good. What do you want.", I saw his pecks move beneath his slightly unbuttoned shirt when he talked. He wiped sweat from his lips after he finished the sentence.
"I forgot some things here yesterday and I need them for a school project this afternoon", I lied. "Could I come in and get them?"
He scratched his head for a short time and answered:"Ehm... yeah of course,ย  why not."
He opened the door further and stepped aside, I walked past, he closed the door.
"So where did you leave-", I pressed my lips against his when he turned around to talk to me. I wanted to feel them and his body in action before I would become them. I took the syringe I prepared with skinsuit serum and stabbed it in his butt.
He pushed me to the ground while he removed the syringe from his butt.
"What the f**k did you do?", he said, starting to walk towards the bathroom holding his stomach as if he has to throw up when it started to happen.
His right foot deflated, followed shortly by his left one leaving two thick wool socks and a beautiful pair of brown leather boots on the floor. He fell down pulling with a slight scream, now pulling himself towards the bath.
I saw how his muscular legs started to deflate, leaving his brown cargo pants and to my surprise a jockstrap behind.
After that everything went so fast, both arms, his well build torso and his head deflated when a black, slimey goo crawled through his nose and face onto the ground. That was Mr. Reid. I took an empty jar from the kitchen and returned to the black goo laying next to the big pile of skin in a shirt. I scooped the goo into the jar and towards something more important: the skinsuit.
I grabbed it and by the head and lifted it up from the ground. The feet still touched the ground as he was 6 inches toller than me. His shirt fell to the ground revealing his now deflated hairy chest. I turned it around, laid it onto a desk and stripped. I could already smell his sweat and that turned me on. I started to stretch his hole so I can get in, head first I had to wiggle a bit around to get confortable in my new body but shortly after everything sort of snapped into place. Looking through my new eyes I stood up from the table now towering at 6'2". I looked at the clock to see how much time I have to admire my new body but I had to find out shockingly that I only had 10 minutes until my best friend would be home. I quickly put the shirt back on, hid my boner in my jockstrap und put my pants back on followed by the thick socks and smelly boots.
I grabbed the goo from the jar and swallowed it to gain his memory. I saw his life running before my eyes, how his wife died, how he got closer to his son and that they sometimes fuck each other. Now I knew why my best friend thought so bad about my fantasies: he doesnt want his dead to fuck him and his jest friend.
I collected my old clothes and the syringe from the ground and threw them outside into the trash. Just in time because my best friend was just coming up the driveway.
He waved towards me as I shouted towards him:"Good afternoon son. How was school?"
"Not so good dad. Could we do our thing inside?", he answered.
I knew what he wanted to do and I was all in for it. I was thrilled to test this incredible body and thick cock.
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randominagines ยท 3 years
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Request: as fluffy/ smut/ hurt\confort with Caspian X reader or suspian. I choose Caspian X reader but I will undoubtedly write a suspian soon. How you like this!
Requested by: @wafflesandschemingfaces
Pairing: Caspian X Fem!reader
Setting: Caspian's age
Warning: angst, fluffy, a bit H/C, what if
P.s. if you find any mistake please correct me, English is not my mother tongue and I want to improve. Reblog, if you can, it helps a lot, thank you๐Ÿ’•
P.p.s. gifs belong to the creators
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A change of heart
Y/n was shocked, of course she was: finding out that your king wants to kill his own nephew is a thing, but knowing that the designated victim is your best friend and that is in danger is something else. She covered her mouth with her hands, her eyes getting watery. Master Cornelius looked at her and put his hands on her shoulder. -- Y/n, listen to me. The Queen gave birth to a son, we must go and wake Caspian up before it's too late and you have to run away with him. You're the person he cares the most about, having you with him will give him the strength he needs to face what's about to come. -- he explained to her, his hand caressing her head while she was trying to process all that stuff. -- Uncle, what about you? -- she asked in confusion. He looked at his niece and shook his head. -- I'll be fine, now let's go. -- he commanded and she nodded while following him. She could hear the noise of the celebrations coming from upstairs, where Miraz and Prunaprismia's room was situated. She opened Caspian's door, the footsteps of the soldiers approaching were echoing behind her. She closed the room and master Cornelius invited her to go to Caspian. She walked toward her best friend's bed and looked at him: he seamed so peaceful while sleeping, his long brown hair drawing figures on his pillow and his chest lowering and rising with such calm. What was she going to tell him? "Hi Cas, your uncle is about to kill you, wake up!". She took a deep breath and put a hand on his shoulder. -- Caspian. -- she whispered and gently tried to shake him, he mumbled but kept sleeping. -- Caspian! -- she called him, her voice louder. He widened his eyes and raised his torso. His eyes squinted to focus on her, as soon as the immagine was clear he frowned. -- Y/n, what's happening? -- he immediately asked and took her arm, his eyes scanning her. -- Are you hurt? -- that was his first thought: he cared about her deeply, seeing her there in the middle of the night made him immagine the worst case scenario. She shook her head but pulled his arm, inviting him to stand up. -- Miraz had a son, he's trying to kill you. We have to take you away from here, just come with me! -- she said hearing the sound of the soldiers getting closer. Caspian widened his eyes, pain and surprise mixing in his look. Y/m felt her heart skip a beat while acknowledging how hurt he was, she couldn't see him like that. Masters Cornelius pushed them both in the wardrobe and Caspian closed it leaving just a slot to look in his room. The soldiers entered the room and surrounded the bed, their crossbows pointing it. Suddenly, dozens of arrows were shot. Y/n tensed up and felt Caspian wincing at her side; she gently caressed her arm. -- Casp, we have to go. -- she whispered. He looked at her, his eyes watery and a deep sorrow burning in them, and nodded. The three of them stopped in the armoury to take their weapons: while Caspian was grabbing his sword, y/n couldn't stop thinking about the fact that Miraz would have killed him without having any kind of regret. She felt a burning anger growing inside of her and squeezed her sword in her hand. She also took a bow and a quiver: she preferred using the sword but arrows were such ideal weapons when you were trying to escape a place, you could kill enemies without having to stop in order to do it. Y/n followed Caspian and Cornelius in the stables; the two best friends quickly got on a horse. Caspian looked at her to make sure she was okay and she crossed her arms around his chest. -- I need you both to be careful and take care of each other. Here you are. -- he said and passed a small package to Caspian, something wrapped in a piece of fabric. He took it and looked at his master, curiosity untold but palpable. -- I've searched for this for a long time, use it only in case of emergency. -- he explained and Caspian nodded. Y/n took her uncle's hand. -- Be careful, we'll come back for you. -- she said and he squeezed her hand, she considered him a father.
Caspian caressed her arm, the one she had wrapped around his torso, as to comfort her. -- Everything you know is about to change, remember what I thought you and stay together. -- he gave them these last recommendations before the horse started to run. While crossing the principal yard, they heard voices screaming to close the gate and saw soldiers surrounding them. -- I'll take care of them -- y/n shouted while grabbing an arrow from the quiver and shooting it. A soldier fell on the ground. She kept shooting arrows while Caspian was hitting them with his sword while passing. They managed to cross the gate and the drawbridge and found themselves in the forest. Caspian had never been outside the castle, but y/n knew the forest very well, she used to take walks with Cornelius when she was a child. -- Turn left. We'll go for the river, if we're lucky they won't cross it, in the worst case we'll at least manage to slow them down. -- she indicated him and he did as she said. The soldiers were at their heels, their arrow flying dangerously close to them. They crossed the river with the soldiers struggling to do the same. At a certain point, Caspian got distracted and didn't see a branch: he fell from the horse and y/n immediately stopped. -- Casp, are you okay? -- she asked while kneeling down next to him, her hand caressing his forehead where a cut was bleeding. He moaned in pain but nodded. -- Y/n, go! -- he said pointing his finger to the horse, it was running away, probably scared. She didn't even move. -- I'm not leaving without you. -- she said and let it go. They both noticed that the package Cornelius gave them had opened: a white horn was now on the ground; they looked at each other in confusion. Caspian shook his head. -- I'm sorry I dragged you into this. -- he whispered while looking at her, she shook her head. -- That's not your fault. -- she said and he looked at her: even in that moment, in the almost total darkness of the night, he thought that she was absolutely beautiful. He was running away from the life he had always lived and he was not scared, just because he had her by his side. He was in love with his best friend since they were kids, but he never really had the courage to confess her. They were friends, after all, why risk the most important relationship of his life just because he had been so stupid to fall for her? He was about to stand up when he noticed two figures moving in the dark: two creatures he only had seen in master Cornelius's books came out. Y/n immediately realised that they were Narnians and widened her eyes: she thought they were extinct. The two men also looked shocked, their hands hesitating to hit them and their eyes wandering from the two strangers to the horn. -- Who the hell are you? -- one of them asked, Caspian opened his mouth as he didn't expect them to speak his language. Y/n stood up. -- We are from Telma... -- she couldn't finish her sentence because the noise of the soldiers approaching made everyone turn toward them. One of the men spoke again. -- Take care of them. -- commanded to the other while walking toward the Telmarine soldiers, his sword raised. Before anything else could happen, Caspian instinctively took the horn and blew into it. The sound came out loud and clear but Caspian passed out a moment after. Y/n took his face between her hands. -- Oh my... Caspian? -- she called him but he didn't answer. The man looked at them both. -- We'll see what we can do for your boyfriend, just stay behind me now. -- he said and walked toward the soldiers, she stood up and took her sword while following him. -- He's not my boyfriend and you might want to stay behind me, sir. -- she said and he widened his eyes before they both started to fight.
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Between all the incredible things Caspian thought he would never have witnessed in his entire life, her best friend taking a tea with a man and talking badger was the most unexpected. Caspian widened his eyes while listening from behind the door. -- How do we know we can trust you both? -- the man asked his best friend. Caspian could see her looking at him intensely, her y/e/c eyes shining thanks to the light of a candle and her y/h/c hair braided. -- Nikabrik! Stop insulting our guest! -- the badger scolded him and he puffed. Y/n shook her head. -- He's all right, Trufflehunter. I know everything about Narnia's history and I know Telmarine did some bad stuff. It's totally reasonable that he doesn't trust us, but just wait for Cas... -- she scolded herself. -- I mean, Prince Caspian the Tenth to wake up, he'll explain everything. -- she corrected herself and drank a bit of her hot tea, the warmth of the beverage making her feel better. Caspian frowned, she looked like she was perfect comfortable sitting there. Nikabrik sighed. -- Is this Prince Caspian the Tenth a good person, then? -- he asked, his face filled with scepticism. Y/n put the cup down and nodded. -- He's the best person I've ever known. He'll be a great king, so much better than his uncle, he just need a chance to prove his worth. He would never had allowed the inhumanity Miraz is so fond of, I would bet my life on it. -- she said; she always hated Miraz, she certainly sensed that he couldn't stand Caspian and the idea of leaving his throne to him, but she never thought he would have been able to try to kill him. Caspian was her best friend since she had memory, she would have done anything to protect him. Nikabrik raised an eyebrow. -- If you're lying and this is all a big fat trap, I'll keep you prisoner for the rest of your life. -- he whispered, his knife pointed toward her.
She didn't even wince but Caspian immediately took the poker standing near the fireplace and came out from his hiding place. -- Threaten her one more time! -- he shouted pointing the poker against Nikabrik. They all gasped but y/n immediately stood up to stand between them, her arms opened. -- Okay, everybody calm down! Nikabrik, lower that knife... -- she said looking at him; he hesitated for a moment, then he puffed and did as she said. -- And you... -- she kept talking while looking at Caspian and slowly taking the poker away from his hands and putting it back in its place. -- Come here. -- she concluded hugging him, her head resting against his chest. He held her back closing his eyes and smelling her scent. She immediately felt better, the knot in her stomach fading away: she was worried for him. -- How are you? -- she whispered against his chest, she could feel his heartbeat. He kissed her head. -- I'm fine. Are you okay? -- he asked while cupping her face and scanning her to see if everything was all right, she nodded. Nikabrik threw his hands in the air. -- I thought you said he's not your boyfriend. -- he mumbled and sat next to Trufflehunter who was looking at them with amusement. Y/n's face turned red in a moment: that was embarrassing, wasn't it? She and Caspian together? How could he believe it, they didn't look as boyfriend and girlfriend... Or did they? She always thought Caspian was the most handsome boy she knew, not to mention how of an amazing person he was. They were friends and she cared about him more than anyone, he was basically her family together with her uncle. She suddenly found herself thinking about how would have been being with him, having him by her side as more than just a friend. He caressed her back while laughing, he didn't look embarrassed at all. Was he okay with that idea? She didn't know. "Stop thinking about this stuff, we have more important business here!" She mentally scolded herself before coming back to the reality. The badger walked toward them while looking at Nikabrik. -- Stop embarrassing our guests, -- he said and the man sighed in surrender. Trufflehunter looked at Caspian. -- Y/n told us that we can trust you, can we? Why are you here? -- he asked. Caspian looked at y/n as to find comfort and sighed, she nodded and caressed his arm in support. -- I'm running away from my uncle. He always wanted my throne and now that he has an heir, he's trying to kill me. I suppose I have been alive all this time just because he had not a successor yet. -- he said, his voice turning into a whisper. Y/n looked at him and felt her stomach closing: she hated Miraz for what he did to Caspian. She felt his pain as her own, she felt such a deep connection with him, since always, she couldn't even explain.
Nikabrik and Trufflehunter exchanged a look. -- That changes everything. We don't have to kill you. -- said the man and crossed his arms. Caspian immediately nodded. -- You'll right, my uncle won't stop untill I'm dead. -- he said while wearing his chain mail, y/n stopped him. -- What are you doing? You can't leave these people, you're mean to save them! -- she gently explained him while looking at him, he was confused but Trufflehunter showed the horn. -- Don't you know what this is? -- he asked and Caspian looked at y/n in search of assistance, she smiled. -- Do you remember what master Cornelius said? "Remember what I thought you". He thought us everything about Narnia' story, the kings and queens, the magical horn. -- she refreshed his memory and he suddenly realised. He shook his head. -- No no no, I'm just a boy, I can't lead an army, I can't save everyone, I'm... I'm just me. -- he whispered looking at his feet, y/n tried to caress him but he gently stopped her hand and caressed it. -- I need a moment. -- he said leaving the little home. Y/n looked at him and felt sorry that he was so insicure, he didn't realize his value, but she did. The man puffed. -- We're condemned to death, great. Let's have another tea. -- Nikabrik joked while putting his feet on the table. Trufflehunter pushed them away and flashed him a killing look. -- Y/n, I think you should talk to him. -- he whispered taking her hand, she looked at him and frowned. -- Oh, I know him, he's stubborn. No one can make him change his mind. -- she said and sat down, Trufflehunter stared at her. -- I'm confident that you're the only one who can. -- he said and smiled at her. Y/n raised an eyebrow. -- What makes you so sure? -- she curiously asked. Before the badger could answer, Nikabrik puffed loudly. -- Don't you Telmarines have eyes? He loves you, dear girl! -- he shouted, his arms opened. Trufflehunter shook his head at his tactlessness and y/n widened her eyes. -- What are you talking about? He's my best fri... -- she tried to say but Trufflehunter caressed her hand again. -- Sweetheart, he just tried to kill Nikabrik for joking about imprisoning you for the rest of your life and... -- he was interrupted -- I was not joking. -- Nikabrik added but he ignored him. -- And haven't you noticed the way he looks at you, he talks to you? He's in love with you, that's why your opinion is probably the most important to him. Go talk some sense into him and remind him his value. -- he concluded. Y/n ran her hand through her hair and sighed: what the hell was happening? Before, she was thinking about being with Caspian, then a talking badger was trying to make her understand that her best friend loved her. Too much to process. She found herself thinking about Caspian, about the kindness of his gestures toward her, his thoughtfulness, the fact that he always refused to consider marriage to princesses from other realms. She was confused, but she instinctively also thought about the way she herself used to be toward him: protective, at times even overprotective, caring, also jealous sometimes? She wondered if the unpleasant feeling of bother she used to perceive when other girls were around him was a friendly concern or a real jealousy. She couldn't believe she was thinking about her best friend like that.
She suddenly remembered talking about Caspian to her friends, the Queen's ladies in waiting, and being uncomfortable with them telling her how handsome he was and how they would gladly have accepted his court. She remember spending entire afternoon training with him as children, his laugh filling the air. She remembered Miraz scolding him for every single thing, he feeling useless and unsuitable for his role and her trying to comfort him. She remembered their walks together, talking about so many things but always sharing such an harmony. She remembered herself getting hurt all the time during training because of her recklessness and him patiently staying next to her while bleeding himself. She remembered a life time spent with him, with her favourite person by her side, with the only other human being she ever shared a real connection with. She opened her mouth talking to herself: "Damn y/n, are you in love with your best friend?
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The air was warm that night. The forest was silent and the light of the moon combined with the tree's shadows draw figures on the ground. Caspian kicked a pebble and sighed. How was he going to save all of those people? He was not ready. He suddenly heard footsteps approaching and arms wrapping around his torso. He recognised those hands crossing on his stomach in a second. -- I know what you're about to say. -- he said and turned: her best friend was looking at him, her big eyes filled with trust in him, as always. He couldn't remember a single time in which she hadn't believed in him. She smiled, her arms now crossed over her chest. -- Do you? -- she asked and raised an eyebrow. He nodded brushing a lock of her hair behind her ear. He never touched her that much, or at least not with such intimacy, but almost being killed and living the adrenaline of a proper escape with her made him feel the need to share something more intimate with her. She didn't seem to mind his touch in any case. -- Yes, that I can do it. -- he said and sat on a rock, she shrugged. -- And you don't believe it? -- she asked while scanning him with her eyes. He sighed. -- Y/n, I'm just a boy and I don't exactly know how to be a Prince, Miraz was all right: I'm mediocre. -- he concluded, his voice a whisper and his eyes staring at his own feet. She kneeled down in front of him and put a finger under his chin while raising his head. They were now looking at each other. -- First of all, Miraz is an asshole and nothing he says makes sense, and I'm going to kill him for what he tried to do to you, -- she said and he chuckled, his eyes lighting up a bit. She smiled. -- Second, your so much more than he made you believe you are. You can't even imagine how many skills you have: you're smart, educated, -- she was listing things with her fingers. -- You're an excellent fighter, you know politic, you are kind, you have the biggest heart and the best part about you is that you're inspirational. No matter how much you excel into something, you will never make other people feel inferior. You will talk to people and make them feel better about themselves.-- she said and he shook his head. She tried to remind him something important. -- Remember when we used to train together and I couldn't even lift up a sword? -- she asked while moving his long hair from his eyes, he chuckled. -- I do, but you learnt so fast and you definitely became good, I'd say impeccable even. -- he immediately comforted her and she smiled. -- Exactly! Exactly what I meant, see what you did? -- she was enthusiastic while talking to him, her hands squeezing his knees. He couldn't help himself but laugh, happy to see her happy, to see her getting so excited about little things. She got serious in a moment. -- You always find good in everything, in every one. You can look at the silver lining with such semplicity. Caspian, you were born to be a leader because you know how to talk to people. You are my King and you will be their King, they will follow you and believe in you because you deserve their trust and their swords, you know why? Because you know how to inspire them, how to inspire everyone. You inspire me, Casp, you make me want to be a better person, you always have and you always will.-- she concluded, her voice lowering and her cheeks turning pink, but her eyes still into his. He wondered for a moment what had he done to deserve someone as her in his life. She was a source of happiness to him, she was his partner in crime, the person who could always fully understand him.
He felt brave that night, maybe because the light of the moon created the most beautiful atmosphere, maybe because he knew that difficult times were about to come and he didn't want to have regrets in case something bad was to happen, maybe because he was tired of looking at her from the other side of the room while thinking "I want her so much". He caressed her cheek, his eyes analyzing hers to understand if she was okay with it. She initially looked at his hand, fear crossed her face, but was just a moment. She put her hand on his and smiled at him, she felt that she wanted that kind of touch. He took her smile as a good sign and finally kissed her. Y/n was kissing her best friend and she was feeling thousand butterflies erupting in her stomach. Just the confirmation she needed: she realised she loved him. He caressed her cheek kneeling down in front of her, their lips still attached. She crossed her arms around his shoulders while parting her lips; his tongue searched for hers while his hands caressed her waist, his touch delicate, just himted as to ask her permission. She smiled on his lips. -- I'm not made of porcelain, you can touch me, Casp. -- she whispered and he smiled: he didn't need to hear more. He grabbed her waist and pulled her close, his hands now more confident and his heart pounding so fast he believed it could have came out from his chest. He had feared for a moment that she did not want that, but her words made him feel better. She deepened the kiss by biting his lower lips, her tongue impatient to meet his again. He softly moaned in the back of his throat when she ran her fingers through his hair. She smiled on his lips. -- I can't believe how blind I've been and for so long... -- she whispered and gave him another quick kiss, he caressed her cheek, his eyes asking her to go on. She took a deep breath. -- I love you and I think I've been in love with you for so long. I love you, on my Aslan, I love you. -- she kept saying, her hands covering her mouth while she was smiling in disbelief. He smiled with such sweetness, he seemed relieved.
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He took both of her hands in his to kiss them, his eyes fixed into hers. -- I love you too, I've always loved you and I always hoped you could feel the same but I didn't want you to feel forced to, I didn't want to ruin our friendship, I didn't want to lose you... But I love you, a lot. -- he confessed. After years, he felt a burden disappeared, he felt finally free from his biggest secret. She caressed his cheek, her fingers slowly tracing his features. -- We'll face whatever is about to come together, you're not alone. -- she said, her eyes serious. He nodded caressing her back. -- If you see something in me, if you believe in me, this means that I am worth much more than Miraz made me believe. I'm ready to help this people and to believe in me. -- he said and she felt tears running down her cheeks. She proudly looked at him while nodding, her eyes filled with happiness. She always wanted to hear him talking about himself with kindness and giving himself the right recognition. He smiled at her, he never believed he could feel so joyful in his life. She caressed his lips with her thumb before speaking again. -- We'll come up with a plan, but for now, just kiss me again. -- she asked and he smiled, she didn't have to ask twice.
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Harry Potter/Percy Jackson theory
(Please, remember it's my own opinion)
Uhm ... Okay, it's kind of the first time that I'm doing this and it's probably not gonna be really read by a lot of peoples, but there's something that really annoys me in most of those fanfics and I need to talk about it. Don't get me wrong ! I'm really grateful for everyone that is writing one of my favorites crossovers and it's not that much of a bad things, but in A LOT of story, characters suddenly discovers that they're both Demigods and Wizards/Witches and ...
No.
I'm not gonna talk about stories where it's the OC who get all Mighty and Powerful, because I never read them, so I'm not gonna talk about it, because that would make no sense and would be really hypocrite to just assume that all of those story were the sames.
So, I'll talk about the ones where it's the characters from Harry Potter that suddenly discovers that they're also Demigods. I'm not gonna specify any fanfics, because I'm sure that there is some that handdle it well and that I just never fell on them, I'm just gonna talk about the whole idea and what I think about it.
In both universe, we learned to love the characters. We learned how they think, how they would act, what they would think in a situation. And this one's important.
The fact that Zeus, King of Olympus, Almighty Pain In The Ass, Self-centered Asshole that killed a woman that his brother loved just because he fears the powers of his children, just let a Wold of Magic, possibly create by Hecate, Godess Of Magic, exist is something.
But letting those already powerful mortals (I consider that Demigods are more powerful than wizards. Sorry. Maybe not some exceptions, like Grindelwald or Dumbledore, who I think would put a good fight, but Magic, that is proved having no effect on demigods, vs Half-Gods, children of Gods that created/Governed everything on this Earth ? Yeah, no, I don't think Magic would win. Again, it's only my opinion.) having children with GODS. I really don't think Zeus would accept it.
So, here's my theory. As Hecate wouldn't want her World and her peoples being killed by Zeus, she would find something that will confort him. She decided to be sure that, if a god ever have a child with a Wizard/Witches, this kid would have no magic.
It's convenient for both of them. As the child is born in a magic family, they will still worship Hecate/believe in her as Magic, and Zeus will not have to worry for having a too powerful Demigods that will probably try to take him down if their Godly Parents ask.
Those children with no magic would grow in a place full of Magic, and any accident create by their Godly Part will certainly be blamed on something else, because they have no magic after all ! How would they do that ? No, of course, it's something else. And as they live in the magical world, where the monsters can't enter, they'll grow fine. Without learning anything about Gods, if they grow with their Magic Family, or go to the camps if they grow without any.
If any of those Magical Children decide to live elsewhere than in the Magic World ? Hecate still need them, so she'll hide their smell. She can do that.
Of course, there's no way to make them learn about the Gods if they grew in the Magical World. Who do you think they'll follow ? The world where they grew, obviously, and Hecate doesn't want her child to be exterminate because they would try to take the Gods down to be sure they're the most powerful.
If the Magical World consider them as useless or call them Squibs as a different race than theirs ? What can she do ? Of the moment they believe in her, there's no problems, all the Humans are like that.
Zeus accept. Hecate's happy. The Squibs still can live. The Magical World too. And the Gods are able to sleep with who they want, when they want.
Having Harry Potter, squib but still prophesized to beat Voldemort ? Possible, kind of epic.
Having Draco Malfoy, squib but born in a pure blood family, where he will either be abandonned (Lucius would have the feelings that letting him in America will keep peoples to find his horrible progeniture) or abused until an act of magic that'll never happen ? Possible, full of angst and salt.
Neville, squib but having his demigods powers save him from the death when his uncle try to kill him, making him go to hogwarts where he'll be able to do no magic but still helping Harry and the others ? Possible, angst and fluff and a possibility of becoming an epic hero that'll inspire every sqibs that just because they haven't normal magic does not mean they can't do anything.
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So, that's it. Sorry for the long post, congratulation and thank you if you read it entirely. I hope you loved it or at least make you think about this trope of "Wizards/Witches being demigods" and take it in a new, original way. If anyone want another theory (I doubt about it, but heh) on any fandom/crossover they want please, send me asks, I would gladly answer.
I hope it was comprehensible, as English isn't my first language, I'm sorry if it wasn't.
Have a Nice Day, Guys !
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