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concert-bflat · 10 months

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Thinks about how. Gloreth only starts looking at Nimona differently/strangely when her parents call her a "monster". Just throws that label with such a negative connotation on her. Gloreth fucking fights for Nimona immediately in the beginning saying that she's her friend and never once looks at her with ridicule until her mom just holds her by the shoulders and tells her she's a monster, straight in the eye, straight in the face. And just the word is enough to cause the change.

Nimona's getting fucking attacked and prodded and Gloreth doesn't even feel sorry for her just because she's now re-contextualizing everything around her but with that word. I'm so sick. She looks not in hesitance but at disbelief before she runs away. She sees Nimona trying to defend herself from literal Danger in any way she can (she's just a kid and she's fighting with people who won't listen, never will, people that she can't get through) but just sees that as more proof of her being violent, monstrous. She sees her friend all alone, with the odds and the world stacked against her despite them being. so similar but just tells her to go back to the shadows.

And like. Of course she believes those words calling Nimona a monster and takes them to heart. Her parents, the ones she would probably trust most are the ones that told her that. And she's young, she doesn't know much about the world or much better. And of course, her parents and the whole village don't know any better. They didn't see what she saw. They don't know or feel the need to know much more than the definition of the word "monster". But it hurts. God it hurts. It's wrong. It's not fair. It's really not fair.

And it causes this whole legend that will stay with Nimona to ridicule her for generations and generations and birth this system that she's trapped by and causes everyone to be so brainwashed. The one that makes people scared and build walls. That births unecessary distrust.

God. Even in the scroll illustrating Nimona and Gloreth, Nimona is portrayed as such a bigger and scarier threat than she ever could be or would be, until Nimona internalized and gave into those images and despair of course. It's not fucking fair.

Thinking about how when the villagers saw Nimona as a "normal" person they were happy for her just living her life and playing with her friend, she was just another kid being happy like she and every ("normal", apparently) person deserves to be, and they were allowing her to be happy then when they find out what she really is they hate her. They call her a monster and drive her out immediately. They don't look into the details that contradict the stigma, they just feel betrayal when they weren't even the ones who were betrayed (Nimona couldn't fucking help being who or what she was. And she was her own person. She was still. A someone. Why do things have to be different now?). I'm so sickkk.

Thinks about how Nimona feels so hopeless as to just. Accept and yield to that label. That label that was passed down to Gloreth. To the whole world. Such simple but awful words. Aughhhhhhhhhhh

Another post I saw talks about how this is a movie about how hate is taught. And oh my god it is. Hate it taught. It's done so simply yet so, painfully effectively. So devastatingly. And that hate teaches people to hate the world back. God I fucking loooove this movie

Also Nimona's such a Creature /pos /affectionate she's so relatable I fucking love her and I'm insane okay that's the post bye

#nimona #nimona movie #nimona gloreth #this is all to jsut say the trans allegory is INSANEEEHAUEORBHAEOH it. touched me.#watched this movie with some irls after never hearing of it befroe in my LIFE and. as a person who had. a very miserable june at home #and is still having kind of a miserable time at home #this movie made me feel. very accepted and loved :)#lmao at one of the emotional points with nimona one of my irls like dragged me in for a hug #because i was laugh-sobbing very loudly because being dramatic is fun LMAO exagerrated reaction y'know #and they said it's because they couldn't tell if i was actually crying or not #and while i don't think i was in that moment #i think i was genuinely crying at some point #not in an obvious way. just slight tears. and not the laughing kind #and it was great. what a great movie <3333 #the fact these themes are also. extremely prevalent in another piece of media im currently hyperfixated on is sooo unfair you can't do that #also unrelated but i love how casually ballister and ambrosius' relationship is portrayed #it's so nice to see it just. be there. and be wonderful #all in all yeah great movie i am now sick for life <3 #also i spent this whoel post misspelling “nimona” as “nimora” i'm :skull: good thing i reread and edit before posting

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greenerteacups · 16 days

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this is very important are you a chasing cars person or the man who can't be moved person. (in other words i absolutely adore your character playlists and your narcissa black one has me frothing at the mouth)

Jesus Christ. This is like the Mortal Kombat of Irish sadrock. Okay.

When you put Gary Lightbody in a contest against someone who's not Gary Lightbody (co-author of "The Last Time" ft. Taylor Swift a.k.a. Movement 1 of the "let's ruin GT's fucking evening" Swift quartet) then there's only so many things I can say. I like the Script. But who's their Gary Lightbody? Gary fucking Lightbody? A songwriter inspired by the poetry of Nobel Laureate Seamus Heaney? A professional musician who said THIS about his technical abilities?

TLDR: "Chasing Cars" made me cry when I was a teenager and watching shitty fanvids in bed. And it still hits.

#R.I.P. to Mark Sheehan though the script were a pivotal tastemaking band for me #“for the first time” also made me cry but there weren't as many fanvids for it as chasing cars. tough beat #also sorry returning to gary lightbody. i read that paragraph and laughed so hard i fucking cried #what do you MEAN you're a professional musician who can't read music #like I wouldn't shit on some local garage band or indie singer/songwriter for being self-taught that's normal #but YOU HEAD ONE OF THE BIGGEST BANDS IN THE WORLD SIR #this was acceptable at the start of your career - WHY HAVE YOU NOT LEARNED #to which his answer would probably be 'i've made it this far haven't i?' and like.#well fuck. fair enough.#EDIT: thank you very much for the compliment!! I love my narcissa playlist I'm listening to it now.

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dylanconrique · 9 months

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tim faking a back injury while play wrestling with lucy all so he can pop up and pin her back down to the ground and tickle her senseless, can you please imagine how cute that would be????

#*and this is icarly!#the rookie #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well #like...#imagine them laughing and squealing climbing rolling and hitting each other in a fit of giggles on the floor like toddlers #until tim decides to use his emergency spinal surgery to his advantage #to suddenly ✌️ pull a muscle in his back ✌️#groaning in agony again about how much it hurts #sending lucy into panic mode as she sits up and frantically scans the living room for her phone to call for help #and then while her guard is down... BAM!!! tim the sneaky lil bastard turns the tables on her and pins her down #she doesn't take him seriously about it at first but he puts on a real good show of being hurt and is like 'no i'm serious lucy'#and her face falls instantly like 'o-okay... hold on babe i'm gonna call for help' 🥺🥺#it's honestly just a one time thing he tries though since he felt super guilty about lucy's emotional reaction #and the fact that he made her tear up and cry a little bit with this silly little stunt #GODDDDD I AM SO IN MY FEELS FOR THEM TODAY I MISS THEM SO MUCH

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miallurk · 4 months

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In these days i realized i like art and writing and creating and shopping and taking walks and talking to people and cleaning and helping and studying and doing things but i'm just. too stressed, tired and burned out to do them. How great!

#i am losing my sanity day by day #drowning myself in the nearby lake seems better and better every day #why am i even writing this i have literally no mutuals or even people who'd care about #don't mind me crying myself to sleep haha #ooooh look at this pathetic baby. sitting in their little bed crying stupid tears. i should at least get tissues now while my crying isn't #fuck history fuck school and fuck me i quess #am i gonna start treating this as an actual blog and make a sideblog for reblogs? who knows! certainly not me; stay tuned for the story!#i'm gonna go and just let it all out into a pillow #vent ig #my mom is blasting holiday music in the other room lol #nice to have a whatever the fuck im having while “jingle bells” plays #at least i'm not hearing mariah carey ig #anyway i've probably hadn't been taking care of myself lately it has been worse despite me promoting it to everyone who needs #when i vented last time and it wasn't taken seriously so woop #anyway imma go try to calm myself and back to my notes i go #please gods what did i do to deserve thi s shit. fuck you #i hate it here i really do. i hate when these people talk to me i hate them. i at least can be sorta accquaitances with one but they just.#all stare and laugh? i actually can't. like i'm some fucking clown and laughing stock. just kill me at this point. i have been enduring this #for YEARS and suddenly i'm being a little bitch about it?? what the fuck. why am i so mushy all of a sudden. being shown an ounce of respect #and care made me expect it more? fuck #i'm just setting myself up for failure. i am just a giant loser and failure of a person.#everything seems so fucking hard. and pointless. i am tearing my rotten little heart apart with this. i am once again grieving things #long ago and things i never had. my everything has to be pleasing to an outsider #my value is my suffering. am i breaking enough? is this beautiful to look at #at my self destruction? i hate myself. i treat others so cruelly. i am a horrible fucking person.#my problems are not their burden - i forced it on them. wept like a baby because she left me. and what happened in the end? my paranoia got #to me. i left them. i fucking. i fid the thing i was afraid of being done to me.#this is showing so many issues.#so many things wrong with me. i shouldn't even be alive by this point - i wasn't supposed to survive past 12 #i am being forced to do this every day. someone please just end my fu king suffering

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sergle · 2 years

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OMG had Keith cheated they would have needed to restrain me for safety reasons. But honestly fuck ned, he was always the least favorite try guy. And fuck alex too, cheating on her fiance and partner of 10 years. They've affected so many people with this, but I wish nothing but the best for Ariel and her kids and hope she gets through this. I also hope that with ned leaving they end up replacing him with Kwesi.

NAH LITERALLY and I'm knocking on wood for that, but Keith and Becky never made their relationship performative for the camera the way Ned did w Ariel. and FORREAL... girl all of this so so crazy. I can't say for sure bc I'm LITERALLY just getting my info from twitter, but allegedly Kwesi was at the bar with them that night and knew what was up, but was telling ppl to be cool and not take photos. so if that was the case... No way Kwesi is gonna replace Ned.

#he might've been covering for him but that could also just be gossip #I honestly think that having just the 3 of them makes sense for branding tho like. Tri Guys?#but if Kwesi WASN'T sus then I'd say one HUNDO PERCENT gotta be him #and if he IS? I'm absolutely a member of Miles Nation #I think miles has made me cry laughing more than any of the try guys. and keith is REALLY fucking funny #if he became a part of the group Officially then I think it'd actually do wonders for the videos #sergle answers #sergle.txt

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that-was-anticlimactic · 1 year

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there’s something so sacred about sharing what you love with others: whether it be a song or food or clothes, a show or a movie or pictures. it's just... such a deep and personal thing, you know? having someone carve out a little part of their heart and gift it to you with an abundance of joy and excitement and passion... yeah.

#i lowkey had an awful day today lol #and it was my first day taking over as teacher so that's a great way to start it #there are people in seventh period who literally despise me and maybe that's an exaggeration but i looked over their creative writing for #the day and one of those kids literally wrote about how he was having a good day but then it turned into a bad day when i started the #creative writing with them so that was great and other stuff happened idk and one of my tics was really... uh... present today and i was so #aware of it and i feel like everyone was laughing at me because of it even tho ik that was just me being self-conscious but God i wanted to #cry and i shared a piece of my heart with them today for the creative writing exercise and so many of them just. told me how awful it was #like someone straight up started with 'this song is terrible' and then proceeded to write a paragraph about how bad it was #idk. it made me feel like a young kid again - sitting by myself on the playground and reading books. like i was in middle school and #everyone was telling me that the things that i loved were stupid. like i was a kid getting teased just lowkey enough that the teachers #couldn't tell because it wasn't necessarily outright bullying but they were making fun of what i loved which Hurts and then i was in high #school having to defend what i love and then in college hearing 'you ruined this for me because you liked it too much' and it just. idk.#it hurts. i find sharing passions and what i love with others so sacred and important and it Hurts when they just tear it and you down and #ik they're juniors and ik there will always be people like that but it was constant and idk. i'm just sad lol #so anyways even if someone shares something with you that you don't like there is literally No reason to be rude about it. you're allowed #to say you dislike it but it's not okay to just tell them straight up it's stupid or awful or you'd rather get hit by a car than hear the #song again. hm. ig i have some unresolved trauma lol #sorry for the rant y'all i just. needed to rant ig idk

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jamesunderwater · 11 months

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okay okay okay okay read on if you want the latest shenanigans of me and the best friend.

pls enjoy a somewhat redacted version of our texts from last night, that culminate in him being the CUTEST, he's literally becoming a marauders fan bc he's my beta for dead to me. all he's ever done is read hp in his early 20s, like a few weeks ago he couldn't remember "who the werewolf was." let me tell YOU, someone actually getting into fandom stuff for your favorite fandom just cause they love you and read your fanfiction for you?????? is?????? THE NICEST CUTEST MOST ATTRACTIVE THING EVER especially if you're autistic. okay rant over please enjoy:

Me: 1. i'm not even tired fml 2. [insert me being anxious about ppl donating for my top surgery, asking for reassurance] 3. Hi idk sorry to be texting you like literally 20 minutes after leaving you 4. i hope you're magically already asleep this is so embarrassing chuck shut uppppp Him: 1. omg i'm so sorry :/ me neither i'm eating rice cakes 2. [insert reassurance and a question abt the donations] 3. you are so fine! omg I wrote out this text and then got self conscious because I wanted to text you something meaningless like right after you left lol: [insert him telling me something silly and cute about his nighttime routine] 4. Up town for REAL Me: 1. [lala st about being in bed] 2. [lala st about donations] 3. okay i feel so much better 💖 and for the record I always love to hear from you and I want all the fun facts. [lala st about his nighttime routine] 4. Are you telling me to shut up? Him: 1. [lala] 2. [lala reassurance lala] 3. 💖!! Love to share love to hear 4. No you GOON, I meant up as in "im awake"! But I see how that came off... Me: 1. 2. 3. 4. Wow so now you want me to shut up AND you're name calling?! Didn't know you could be so cruel, Jacobson Him: 4. Ok I really read that with my last name and all in Sirius Black's voice Me: 4. You read it correctly then Him: 4. !!!!! Me: 4. b. Good to know you have a voice for Sirius Black in your head......almost like you're a marauders fan Him: 4. c. Almost like this literal spectacular novel writer has gotten my mind into having actual personal thoughts/feelings about the marauders moment...feels sinister on his part idk 4. d. (I won't deny what you're saying tho...) Me: 4. e. !!!!!!!!!! 👀👀👀 call me Dr. Frankenstein cause I've created a monster Him: For real!! ✨👹✨ Me: a marauders monster if you will

#this is so silly to be sharing but i CAN'T. EXPLAIN. THE JOY. of having someone in my REAL LIFE who fucking made a sirius black joke!!!!!#like even when i wrote that text i was sort of putting on a little sirius cheekiness to it on purpose but i never thought he'd /get it/#he follows ONE person on his tumblr and said he went on there the other day and there was a wolfstar joke and he GOT IT #and laughed out loud at work #i was giddy literally giddy #idk guys like i haven't had a best friend irl that was in this fandom (or any fandom with me) since i was a teenager #and frankly i could cry about it #he's not even IN the fandom but he has actual thoughts and feelings about these characters that i love and it is.#just special #okay i'm done now sorry lol i will be shocked if anyone read all of this #ALSO note: i did change his last name for ~privacy reasons~#charlie chats #swampy tag

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deepwoundsandfadedscars · 19 days

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I'm not a poetic person so why the fuck does my grief want to manifest as poetry when i don't even know how to write poetry

#kee speaks #been at least twice where something has happened that makes me want to write to process but don't know how #like knowing who was in my list of DM's that kept my sisters username stay right in sight at the bottom of my phone screen #and just now a notification popped up on my desktop discord from a particular perosn that i haven't heard from in months #so i know that her messaging will have pushed my sisters name off my screen and it feels like another loss #and a few months ago i was talking to my brother on the phone and i said how people always said how much me and my sister sounded alike #especially over the phone/radios #so i told him i feel bad cause i don't know if it's negatively affecting anyone else hearing her voice in mine #and he said it made him want to cry but he did feel like he could hear her laughter when i laugh #and he cherishes it #and when i hung up i realized that less than a year ago i was debating starting T and even had gotten the referral from my doctor #and one of the reasons i wanted to start T was to lower my voice even more #and now i feel like i can't do that right now because i'll be taking another piece of her away from my family #something something i wanted a voice of my own and now everyone hears her voice in mine and I'm the only one who can't hear it

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neverwhere · 2 years

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hey do you know anyone who localizes japanese games for

WELL GUESS WHAT NOW YOU DO 😎😎 🥳🥳 🎉🎉 ✨✨

#THEY LIKE ME THEY REALLY LIKE ME #my interview was nearly 2 hours instead of one! they called back 3 HOURS LATER TO OFFER THE POSITION #the editors continually gushed over my creativity enthusiasm expertise UNIQUE QUALITIES #i made them laugh! a lot!!#they can't tell me about the game yet (and I can't tell YOU for a long while yet) but the hints are VERY ENCOURAGING FOR AWESOMENESS #AAAHHH THE VALIDATION #i am good i am worthy #shaking and crying all day #i'm so happy :))))

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lavenderpanic · 2 months

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headcanon: steve listens to "you belong with me" while bucky is with rumlow

#If you could see that I'm the one / Who understands you / Been here all along / So why can't you see? / You belong with me #And you've got a smile / That can light up this whole town / I haven't seen it in a while Since [he] brought you down #I remember you driving to my house / In the middle of the night / I'm the one who makes you laugh / When you know you're 'bout to cry / And #iaafyf #i am ash from your fire #ybmoat #you'll be made of ashes too #fanfiction #fanfic headcanons

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cerealbishh · 3 months

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"Honestly, it's a little bit funny, this feeling inside. I'm not one of those who can easily hide..."

🎥: @starcuffedjeans

#moulin rouge broadway #dylan paul #christian the composer #we don't have a full dylan christian boot but we will get one someday #the second third and fourth gifs i kept in because he was cute in those #the sympathetic look in the first gif? pls #i'm sure either benji or fred tells him he's okay in the gif where he is flung and he looks like he laughs for a bit #i love how he just stares at satine in disbelief for a second before turning away #i also love the hands on his heart when he says ''i love you'' and the and how his smile drops when she doesn't respond #him struggling to breathe after his first ''does that make me crazy?''#i don't even want to talk about him crying in the second to last gif or him crying in the mansion #he breaks my heart EVERY time #i may need to make another gifset of his christian tbh but idk #any way dylan paul what a performer you are #it was very important that his christian was the first christian i made a gifset of #moulin rouge! the musical #moulinrougeedit #broadwayedit #musicaltheatreedit #theatreedit #anyways... i just love him and his christian so much #hello to taurean julius benji fred oyoyo and declan #AND he kills crazy rolling... he literally riffs in that song like no one's business #i... NEED him and tasia to do a show together before one of them leaves or before the show closes #tasia and dylan could be my fav satine and christian actors #i love how in the chandelier gif you can tell he's trying and failing to have a good time and during my first watch this made me cry #dylan! christian #musicaledit #musicalgifs #broadwaydaily

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dbphantom · 1 year

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Starting ffxv, watching the intro sequence: this is gonna be so fun, I can't wait to go on a fun road trip with my new friends! I love this song cover and it's really funny with it playing over them bitching and pushing the car. I've never played a final fantasy game before, so I don't know what to expect, but everything looks so cool and fun!

60 hours later, watching the end credits: