#I've been binging too much

[idfuckhimcarnalleigh]

I WANT A GIRLFRIEEEENNNNNDDDDDD!!!

OR A BOYFRIENNDDDDD!!!

OR JUST A PARTNERRRRR!!!

or a cat

it could also be a cat

BUT IM LONELYYYYYYYY

#like srsly #where do I get one #I want an s/o #I've been binging too much #all the happy tv couples are making me jelly #help #heartstopper #kieta hatsukoi #kinnporsche #cherry blossoms after winter #ingredients #boys' lockdown

[dickggansey]

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#please do not read further if you're triggered by disordered eating in any way shape or form thank you 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 #I've gained so much weight these last 2 months I can't stand the feeling of my own body #I don't even know how much i gained #but it feels like too much #im short so even a little is noticable #i. I don't wanna kno how much I've gained #but i feel so. i feel so fat. in a wrong way #I've been binging too much #and then starving myself too much #and then binging again #week off week on #and im. I've covered all my mirrors i only wear stretchy clothes I haven't lefy home much #I don't know how much I've gained really #but i feel so wrong. too fat. too round #it isn't bad to be fat or round. but I'm not healthy. like. I've been binging and binging and it's #I can't. i feel like it's hopeless to try and eat normally bc i won't lose this weight fast enough #even starving myself I won't lose it fast enough #i can lose it in a month. month and a half. if i do things right #but it's still... seems so far away #like i have to spend yet another month without looking at myself in the mirror #when I've already spent 2 months without doing so #i feel so fucking ugly #anyways i promise I don't post about this often #but i wanna tear my own skin off my fucking body #it's been 12 years of this i want out i want out i want out #ed tw

[ryllen]

what if this is why they were not friends

#evelyn was a strong source of light and kindness; too powerful for even sebastian's darkness to face #sdv #stardew valley #sdv evelyn #sdv alex #sdv sebastian #stardew sebastian #stardew evelyn #stardew alex #stardew valley evelyn #stardew valley sebastian #stardew valley alex #fanart #she is our true saint and angel of stardew valley #sam is a sunshine but evelyn has the power to banish all evil #i've been binge-ing saint onii-san too much

[practically-an-x-man]

So far this weekend I've watched

The Last Voyage of the Demeter (2023)

The Belko Experiment (2016)

Cube (1997)

Mayhem (2017)

There's Someone Inside Your House (2021)

Horns (2013, currently watching)

#this was how it was when i was in college too. like i'd just pick out a whole bunch of movies i hadn't seen #and would binge like half a dozen new movies every weekend #since i've been back home i haven't gotten the chance really since it's a much more chaotic environment #but honestly it's really great for me. sometimes i'll watch classics and sometimes i'll watch shitty b-list or c-list horror just for fun

[84reedsy]

Should I dive into writing throwback WWE smut? (1997-2002 ish)

No promise that I have the time or will finish a complete thought, but hey, hope springs eternal.

I have a 100k+ word Scott Hall fic on the archaic ff.net, it needs to be rewritten something awful 😂, wonder if I can get it over here or to ao3🤔

#wrestling fanfiction #wrestling smut #the outsiders #wolf pack #I've got other muses too.... depends on the day. #i shouldn't have binged watched all of wcw's 1997 content in less than a month #so. much. wrestling #it might have been too much #ffs those thighs though #hey yo

[metalhoops]

9 people you want to know better

tagged by @hellion-child. Thanks so much for tagging me ❤️

Last song: Gotterdammerung- Zeal & Ardor. It's been a long day and sometimes my brain just needs very loud music to chill out, counterintuitive as it might seem.

Currently watching: Like most of Tumblr, I just finished watching Good Omens season 2. I'm also watching the latest season of What We Do in the Shadows.

Currently reading: I just finished reading 'Our Share of Night' / 'Nuestra Parte de Noche ' by Mariana Enriquez. I would recommend it if you're looking for a tome of a horror novel that gets under your skin. It's not necessarily scary but it is haunting. Plus most of the main characters are LGBT+.

Like Lovecraftian Gods, cults, kids on bikes in the 80s, haunted houses, generational trauma, a capitalism hit peace, or a story where the characters become horrible people in order to do what they think is right only for them to become the thing they fear? Then this book is for you.

Current obsession: If I'm honest I don't have much time for my obsessions. I'm currently juggling a master's degree, placement and part-time work. So free time to exist is hard to come by.

I feel like it's obvious if I tell you I love reading or writing.

If I do have spare time I enjoy art, which you might not know from my Tumblr because I don't really do fan art. I'm not that good at digital art. I tend to do ink, Berserk-like stuff because hyper-focusing on tiny details or repetitive crosshatching also scratches an itch in my brain. I also really enjoy painting flower/ nature with a palette knife.

✨No pressure tags:✨

@glygriffe  @afewproblems @strangersteddierthings @life-love-musicaltheatre @luvgods @starrystevie @scoops-stevie @loveinhawkins

#about me #tag game #not stranger things #this was fun #I'd love to see other people's answers #but I also get people might be busy #I've been flat out #Hence why I haven't written much lately #I'm trying to survive y'all #Also hellion #I get what you mean about TV #I can't binge watch anything #I am like a 1-2 episode max girl #then I need to go for a walk or something #also anyone feel free to ask me more questions #either as a comment or in my asks #if you do want to get to know more #I feel like I don't share too much on here #besides fandom stuff

[theragamuffininitiative]

Me: ya know, I do have some recent interests that none of my mutuals share/are blogging about currently. I should go dig up some good posts for them!

Me: performs one (1) search for one (1) children's/family media

Tumblr: immediately returns one text post, then three fan arts, followed by a string of explicit porn ads.

Me:

Me:

Me:

Me: and this is why we can't have nice things.

#ragamusings #tumblr things #i'm stuck in the content on my dash alone which is great bc i follow awesome peeps but rip sharing new interests #anyways i'm almost finished watching hilda on netflix #i've been listening to so much new music lately too: #the collection and the brevet and the gray havens and christa wells are top faves rn #not that tumblr has ever showed any particular amount of interest in any musicians who are not #ts or mcr tbh #all the other shows i have loved recently have been oldies #combat! and adam 12 and mash primarily #maybe should really look into emergency next #also want to finish x files and band of brothers and fringe one dau #*day - but all of those have been too intense for me to binge lately #(don't ask how i binged through combat idk man it just hit right somehow) #and i'm not super into cartoon shows hilda is special bc yeah it gets weird but it overall is extremely chill and calming vibes #and very very few other cartoons are #like i tried gravity falls and no and i tried over the garden wall and may finish it but still no mostly #am just online to ramble today apparently #but that brief tumblr search was scarring and i am sad

[elytrafemme]

i have now watched every single new dan and phil games video anywhere from 1-5 times and baby we're working that up to ten

#nightmare.personal #i love them. so much. their content is SO GOOD #they're so much more comfortable and the videos are chaotic and they just seem to be having fun #i mean i don't know for sure lmfao i don't know them but like it's just. really nice to watch #the last time i watched them this avidly i was 13 years old and super mentally fucked without realizing it #and now i'm like a happy openly gay person watching them and it's like. they're happy openly gay people too :') #we made it gamers i'm still alive lfg #i made comments before that i've grown from their sense of humor but actually that's wrong it's still super fucking funny #i'm not much for nihilistic / dark humor but i will accept it from dan howell. he's allowed to do it #he can stick the landing #(to be clear i've been watching them since age 13 i just had a lot of other content phases) #and eventually i'll circle back to dougdoug binging but i think it's going to coexist with this because fuckkkkk #i love these guys. :(((( <333

[miyamiwu]

aggdsjkxjfhckf

#I'm sorry guys #I've been binging on too much bl manhwa #I can't help it #blue lock #isagi yoichi #miyamiwu.src #blue lock out of context panels

[tumsa]

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#it's been a rough month #between the relationship ending #and a funeral #and another one coming this week #oh and 12+ hour work days #i don't even know how i keep going #so sorry to everyone whose messages i haven't answered yet #and mutual posts i've missed #i just don't have the energy #i am binge watching stuff and eating too much sugar #and avoiding humans #i am a lot better than i was mentally #just don't have the energy to keep up with tumblr #or make gifs #but vacation is coming soon #and so is my birthday #hopefully i can fix myself up until then

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

i just want everyone to know that this is cris' top song this year on her spotify wrapped

#skam españa #like... there's no other song #i'm thinking it would be a great song for a croana fic #i won't do it cause i cause i don't write smut but yeah #anyways this reminded me how i've thought a couple times of creating a sideblog that was just keeping up with the skam españa characters #and like saying stuff like 'cris has been playing quevedo's bizarrap session on repeat since august' #or 'eva jorge and lucas went to the end of tour ginebras concert and got to meet them' #'hugo is an illojuan enjoyer' #'nora and alejandro binge watched the newest elite season in a day' #headcanons like that #things that make sense for the characters and keep them updated #but i just know it would be too much work #idk maybe i'll still do it #Spotify

[keeps-ache]

ouh. [collapses] ouhh

#just me hi #I'VE SURVIVED THE [checks calendar] SECOND WEEK OF JUNE BUT AT WHAT COST #i am so. tired. lol #and also in the Lagoons but we'll ignore that for now #the only thing that had me dragging myself through the days was the fact that it's pride month #literally hvhsbhbvhs #was completely and utterly ready to give in to the Exhaustion but then again i refuse to just sleep through gay queer gender month #so that's what we're up to !!! #//my computer time has also been restricted lolll #not for any reason in particular but mmmmmmmmmmmmother says we spend too much time on them so [shrug] #i RETRACT that shrug actually !! it would BE a shrug if electronic time was more reasonable and not only on sundays for an unspecified #amount of time !! i feel cheated :/ #and then it's like Oh So Why Are You Still On Your Phone Every Other Hour. Hm? Hmmm ??? #do what i say not what i do. ouhhh shove it #//frustrating but also i am too tired to do anything about it so lol !! i guess i'll stare at the ceiling and imagine stars again :) #//also gonna try to finish my pieces real quick before i go and binge yt lol #so be right b-

[airenyah]

so i went home for semester break and earlier i showed my mom the moonlight chicken trailer bc i've been telling her that this is another one of those shows that we'd have to watch together and well. somehow i've ended up talking about my school president and showing her some of the songs from the show and now she's open to the idea of binging it (esp if she ends up liking gemini and fourth in moonlight chicken lmao)

this whole thing happened bc after the moonlight chicken trailer i also showed her the mv of the chinese song that they covered for moonlight chicken and when fourth came on she went "oh that's a nice voice!"

#i wasn't sure if msp was necessarily her kind of show which is why i haven't sat her down and forced her to watch it #but i was also super curious if she had similar opinions as i have about the acting #so that's another reason why i was looking forward to watching moonlight chicken with her #anyway i wasn't gonna tell her that i knew gemini and fourth from a different series already and that i have opinions™ about them #i just wanted to see if she had anything to say on them on her own when we were watching them #well. somehow during our conversation today i've ended up telling her my opinions on them already #let's see if she agrees once she sees them act #though i wouldn't be surprised bc i showed her the msp silly fools cover and i mentioned that imo #fourth has this nice kind of authenticity and my mom immediately went ''oh yeah he's very authentic!!'' #(and she saw that from that one singing scene alone kjkjddf) #anyway i can't wait for moonlight chicken and i do have a feeling i'm gonna end up watching msp with my mom as well #i've been thinking about binging msp with her once it's over anyway bc i feel like this is a show she WOULD enjoy #but much more as a binge-watch rather than a weekly thing so yeah #seems like i won't have too much convincing to do kgdksf esp if she likes them in moonlight chicken #airenyah plappert #mlc #msp #frau mutter #mama schaut adrm #mama schaut mlc #mama schaut msp

[kim-woonhak]

you're my only mutual who likes ab6ix and i treasure you so much.. they're so underrated 😭

omfg anon !!! <3 the yeppis r so near n dear to my heart i only started stanning them this past May but i love them so much 🥰 i've seen them in person twice this year and yes i agree theyre soooo underrated 😭 theyre such energetic performers and such bright fun personalities <3 and ofc their music is sooooo gooooood <333 i think we all deserve more abnewtuals 🥺💕

#ask #anon #i treasure u so much too anon <3 abnewblr is so tiny but so precious 🥺 #i've been watching so much of woong and golden child jangjun lately they had a really funny variety show tgt during 2020 #which i've been binging like a maniac LOL woong is so funny and his laughter is so infectious

[romeoandromeo]

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#I've been binging golden girls lately and #ugh i love blanche so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #she's so beautiful I'd bend that lady backwards #rose and dorothy too but blanche❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[foone]

Your posts are in an AI model

and then Tumblr decided to sell them to AI models.

Now, don't get me wrong, tumblr selling out the users to AI companies is bad, yes, they shouldn't do that. It sucks.

but don't lets get this confused: your posts were already in there. Tumblr selling them is about tumblr making some money and about the AI models having more exhaustive post collections. It's not about your posts being in an AI model, vs not being in one. That battle has already been lost.

Can you find your post on google? Then it's almost certainly in an AI model already. Think about it: These AI sites showed up before all the sites were making deals to sell their users' content, right? How do you think they built them in the first place?

They scraped the posts. Just like google and bing and such do when they build their search indexes.

It's a fundamental part of how the open web works: you want your posts on tumblr to be visible to users, right? You want them to be readable?* Like, look how much stuff broke when twitter changed their whole read-while-not-logged-in policy, ruining a bunch of thread links/NSFW links. And if it's visible, it's scrapable. That's what the AI models were built on.

I've done website scraping before (not for AI models, of course. I was doing search engines and website archival), this is just how it works. You hire a few relatively smart CS graduates and tell them "build me a scraper that'll give us a bunch of tumblr posts" and they go off for a month or two and come back with a database of a few billion posts, and you stuff that into your AI model. That's how they got all the deviantart and flickr and twitter and pinterest and so on posts. They didn't pay for them: they just took them.

They only ever pay for this shit because either:

they fucked up in such a way that the site might be able to sue them for taking rather than paying

They can buy them cheaper than they can finish taking them. Maybe they'd need to pay the CS grads for an extra month? well, that might be more expensive than just throwing the site a couple hundred thousand bucks.

ANYWAY: my point is, don't treat this "oh no tumblr is selling our posts to AI" like it's a big thing that might happen and it would be bad to happen. Yes, it's bad, tumblr shouldn't do this, this'll let AI models get continual updates of content for far easier than just scraping them would be, tumblr betrayed user trust, and so on...

but realistically, this is not a black and white matter of "if only tumblr didn't do this, then we'd be safe from AI models!"

Nope. We already lost that battle. I'm sorry, and it does suck, but that's just how it is. The avalanche has already started, it's too late for the pebbles to vote. * I'm assuming here that you don't run a private blog that's set to only followers or something. You'd be safer then, of course, but you're not really my target audience for this rant

#this is not in any way pro-ai #but I don't know how to tag this