#IM SORRY FOR THE TEXT DUMP I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH FUCK

[officialheroesofolympus]

Besides the law case for ep 9 this episode was SO GOOD to the Young Woo and Junho agenda like??? That scene of Jun Ho really milking taking an eyelash off for Young Woo??? Him brushing his fingers hesitantly over her cheek, stepping closer to her to try and pluck it off?? Both of their heartbeats racing and getting shy at the proximity?? Jun Ho being a little bit jealous of how much Young Woo was talking about the defendant guy and missing her talking about whales??? BUT YET him smiling when she was grinning while talking about the exact same guy he was jealous of because he just can’t help it??

Young Woo being so genuine and forward with her feelings for him, taking her friend’s advice and helping him with his seat, car door, carrying things, etc?? Jun Ho getting confused and worried about her actions but then completely getting flustered when she blurts out another confession???

THAT LAST FUCKING SCENE her choosing the revolving door, something she has troubles with, over the door, an easier alternative, because maybe she has fun and fond memories of dancing the waltz through it?? Jun Ho coming in at the last second, completely out of breath from literally SPRINTING from his house to the firm after his realisation?? Him finally proclaiming his feelings for her directly while both of them stand there in matching pastel coloured clothes?? ITS ALL SO SOFT AND SWEET I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOUR—

#we were fed SO WELL #IM SORRY FOR THE TEXT DUMP I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH FUCK #extraordinary attorney woo #Netflix #kdrama #woo young woo #lee junho #park eun bin #kang tae oh #officialheroesofolympus

[kamii-2]

now hear me out. Kk arnold turning reader gay but reader thinks she’s straight

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hi 👾 anon!! i actually love you so much for requesting this and making me decide that i should make this a series, but anyway this is just a little backstory to everything so sorry if it’s confusing in any type of way.

warning(s): cussing, kk and reader don’t actually physically interact this chapter, suggestive thoughts

genre: fluff

pairing(s): kk arnold x reader

“you thought wrong” masterlist

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chapter 1

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kk arnold has to be the finest person you’ve ever seen in your life, everything about her is just perfect. her personality, humor, smile, face, body, everything. the only problem is that you think she’s straight and kk is quite the opposite of that. she think you’re the prettiest girl to ever walk this earth, she has the same problem as you, she thinks your straight.

the only reason youre gay is because of kk, she turned you lesbian. but the way she talked on her lives to fans made you think she was straight but she did not look straight and you were to dense to see that. your friends have told you multiple time that she’s gay but you never believed them.

you figured out you were gay on a random sunday night, you were laying in your bed scrolling through tiktok when you got a notification from instagram that kk was live. you and kk were friends were sort of close, you knew a lot about her, or so you thought, and decided to join. when you joined it was her and paige just messing around, they were play fighting and ignoring the phone as they messed around but when they came back she checked the viewers, “hi y/n!” she said while waving at the phone, paige waving with her. you admired kk’s features and voice and it just kind of happened. you were thinking about how fine she was and then it clicked, kk just turned you gay and made you like her in less than a minute. you left the live quick as fuck and went back on tiktok, them edits of kk started popping up. “fuck.” you muttered to yourself as you favorited all of them.

- current day -

the time was 6:04am you were in the bathroom doing your hair. as you were doing it, your friend symphony facetimed you. “hey y/nnnn.” she greeted, “heyyyy” you replied back with the same energy. “guess what.” she smiled, “what?” you smiled back, “i bought tickets to the Uconn women’s basketball game tonight. the game is at 5:00 so i’ll come get you at 4:45.” your jaw dropped, “oh my god i love you so much, ALSO i have so much to tell you!” you yelled while clapping.

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after all of your classes you went back to your dorm and waited for symphony to get there. while you waiting you scrolled on tiktok, favoriting kk edits as you scrolled. at around 4:00 you decided to redo your hair and touch up your makeup, at 4:44 symphony texted you that she was outside and you grabbed everything you needed then headed out the door to her car. “heyyy.” you said happily as you got in, “hiii.” she smiled. “okay so a few days ago i joined kk arnold’s live the boom i found out im gay and that i like her in less than a minute.” you dumped on her the moment she went silent, “AS IN THE BASKETBALL PLAYER?” she yelled, “isn’t there only one kk arnold?” you asked, “OH MY GOD.” she yelled again. “okay, okay, we have to go if we wanna make it on time.” you were trying to make her stop yelling, “sorry, i can’t believe what you just told me man.” she was now laughing.

when you guys got to your seats the game was about to start in 2 minutes. you guys talked about college, the basketball teams, and drama. once the team came out symphony was checking everyone out, “ooh, number 10 lowkey fine, not even lowkey, highkey!” she muttered to you, you just laughed at her antics and kept watching them play. “i know you said that you liked kk but i can’t help but admit the fact that she’s fine as hell.” symphony muttered to you again, “i know. bro she literally turned me gay.”

as the game went on you and symphony kept talking about the basketball team and you guys got back on the topic of your sexuality. “kk is gay for sure.” symphony added on to your last sentence, “no she’s not she doesn’t look- she definitely looks gay but the things she says aren’t. she talks about her man all the time on lives.” you defended her, “are you dense?” symphony looked at you like you had 7 eyes. “she’s saying that stuff because she’s famous and has fans and people who look up to her.” symphony argued. “true.” you mumbled and the conversation ended there.

-

after the game, you and symphony went out to eat then she dropped you off at your dorm. you thought about what symphony had said until you fell asleep, is kk really gay or straight and looks gay? you weren’t sure and honestly you really wanted to find out.

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okay so before i finish everything off, let me introduce the characters

y/n l/n: 18, from chicago illinois (illinois barely gets any recognition and that’s where i’m from just not chicago and this is my story so i can do whatever i want)

symphony roy: 18, from chicago illinois, black, y/n’s childhood friend

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i hope you guys enjoyed the first part of “you thought wrong” !! i will post more parts later this week anyway i hope you have a good day/night, love you 💋💋

#uconn wbb #uconn huskies #uconn women’s basketball #kk arnold #kk arnold x reader #fluff #wlw #wlw post

[love-killed-the-superstar]

The Last Ronin 2: Re-Evolution Issue #1 LIVEBLOG

SPOILERS ABOUND. I'M NOT GOING TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS IT'LL PROBABLY GET SUPER LONG

Okay so Casey Marie's muscles are something I'm never going to get over. SHE LOOKS GOOD!!!!! Her getup is feeling a little too reminiscent of a cape-wielding superhero for my tastes to be honest - I really loved the more practical outfits she wore in TLR Lost Years, especially in issue 4 when she was running the training mission for the kids. But ah well, I'm sure this will grow on me. It may not be practical (edna's law of no capes is coming to mind, also PLEASE TIE YOUR HAIR UP WHEN YOU'RE FIGHTING GIRL!!!) but it's very cunty anyway which I appreciate

Straight up thought she killed this guy - what was that sound effect if he's still able to walk??? I fr thought she snapped his neck

IDK if we needed a whole 8 pages of punching and kicking to exposition dump what we kinda already knew from what's been shown in the lost years (esp the lost day special) but IT'S FINE IG... NOW ONTO THE BABIES

SORRY, SORRY. TEENAGERS NOW.

GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET. We're ALREADY getting the leo-v-raph adjacent dynamic with these two and I'm living for it. if one of them drops a stone cold 'fearless leader' jab i will lose my shit

HI? HELLO, EXCUSE ME, MIND-TALKING? PICTURES IN HEAD? ARE WE A FAMILY THAT LUCID DREAMS OR SOMETHING?!?? I DON'T REMEMBER THIS BEING SOMETHING THEY COULD DO?? every new speech bubble here is like a punch to the gut, wdym telepathy wdym secret lair wdym honouring everything master splinter taught you???? (although i'm proud that when this panel dropped on news sites i was immediately like THAT ISN'T THE KITCHEN FROM LOST YEARS. turns out it was a Secret Lair TM)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Seance -- TURTLES COUNT IT OFF!!

not gonna screenshot the whole backstory but they're basically doing a telepathic puppet show explaining the backstory and it's pretty much the mirage origins with a bit of extra tlr flair. as always it HURTS ME seeing the turtles dying so thanks for that tlr2 :'')) icb these kids watch a mind movie of their uncles dying every fucking night. yall are messy

SOBBING AND CRYING,, I WISH YOU'D ALL HAD THE CHANCE TO KNOW HIM TOO!!!!!! I WISH YOU'D GOTTEN TO KNOW ALL OF THEM!!!!! (tlr splinter doesnt count tho because hes a dick)

there was a cool sequence of them rooftop hopping n stuff but i wont cover it bc we already saw it in a bunch of news articles weeks ago

i just did the SHARPEST INHALE. casey marie you and your beautiful muscular arms have aged like the finest wine

YI NO!!!!!

lmaooo moja is JUDGING your taste in women u two

lots of text... blah blah blah jobs, crimerates, blah blah... jiro in pig uniform jumpscare.. casey marie i thought u were going to fix him :(((

YESSSSS KIDS ARE GOING ON A MISSION WITH THEIR MOM, LETS FUCKING GOOOOO

MY BABIES ARE KICKING ASS!!!!!

....,.HUH

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY BABY BOY ODIE!!!!!!!!!!! WHO DID THIS TO HIM!!!!!!???? WHAT??!???? HUH/1?!!? EXCUSE ME????

I'M . LIKE WHAT DO I EVEN SAY TO THIS. IT CAME OUT OF NOWHERE??? WHAT IS GOING ON!!!

FINAL THOUGHTS:

dude that first issue was wordy but the kids were ON POINT. they were so fun!! their dialogue is fun and they kick ass.

i loved yi announcing the punishment for casey while the others were like NOO SHE DIDNT MEAN THAT DONT LISTEN TO HER. we're getting more of their personalities and it's great!! it was a nice throwback to issue 2 of lost years when they were cleaning - yi refused to help because of how strictly she was following instructions. im picking up that she might be neurodivergent but i did get that from the lost years too - only doing things within strict instructions, getting frustrated at teaching odyn chess, not because of him playing horseys with the knights but that it was Against The Rules Of Chess - and now not picking up on some social cues. It's nice to see!! I love her very much, but it feels like besides rehashing the origin story she took a bit of a backseat to the other three.

i want to know more about why uno said being a rebel was moja's 'thing', since she didn't seem to be any more rebellious than the other three in this issue. we didn't get any unique interactions between her and casey marie which is what i felt was lacking from lost years but i wonder if this is hinting towards a more turbulent mother-daughter dynamic with them... I REALLY HOPE SO!! her and uno butting heads in a leo-raph way is very fun - i don't mind one or two prior group dynamics leaking into the new turtle siblings because they're all so different from the original 4.

uno seems to be taking on slightly more of a leader role than moja so i think he won the title of fearless leader. which is fine, i think it'll be fun to see and he's definitely less of an asshole now than when he was growing up in lost years. still picking on odyn a bit but seems to snipe at moja just as much. even when he was commenting on yi's storytelling he didn't make fun of her, though - i think she may have inherited the 2k3 don ability of being Completely Unbullyable.

i was really pleased that odyn felt more involved!! i feel like he took the backseat a few times in lost years - it was fun seeing more of his personality shine through! he and yi seem to get on the best, and i giggled at them rolling their eyes at moja and uno's raph-leo schtick. i didn't expect him to TURN TO FUCKING STONE THOUGH, so i'm nervous about that. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? WHO DID THIS TO MY BOY? IS HE GOING TO TURN BACK NEXT CHAPTER OR IS HE OUT OF COMMISSION UNTIL THE END OF THE RUN??? (if it's the latter i'll be a bit annoyed - don't take odyn away from the equation please!!)

I do wonder if by introducing casually that they can PSYCHICALLY CONNECT, the turtles will use that as a technique to reach odyn's mind to make sure he's still in there and piece together what's happened to him. i mean, their casual telepathy has gotta be some sort of chekhov's gun right?

and shit.... april was so fucking mad casey took the babies out so she's going to EXPLODE when she finds out what happened to her baby boy, her beloved favourite, her baby odyn :''(( im giggling rubbing my hands together waiting for the fallout but also if she cries i might cry too. speaking of april, she seems to be working on a new project and i saw nano particles mentioned - are we going to have a roninverse version of nano in this run???? I NEED MY ROBOT SON

as always, casey marie... u have aged like fine wine. u are stunning. disappointed that ur still believing that jiro can do good as a cop when their entire police force and government is corrupt as fuck. just feels very naive of her. i'm excited to see her break down at the concept of losing odyn - in fact i need everyone to mourn this beautiful kid. they tell us so much that shes a super clingy helicopter mom and i am picking up on the strict part, but it would be nice to see more of her just... hugging her kids. holding them. i get why she didnt in this issue but id love more mama casey squishing their cheeks and kissing their foreheads.

i have zero fucking clue what's going on with odyn. im wondering if it's somehow related to nano, or to whatever project April is working on - she says it's to do with clearing the tunnels, but I''m not convinced. who knows, there might be some ulterior motive happening.

Anyway, that's the end of my liveblog!! thanks for reading all the way to the end... go read it wherever you read ur comics!!!

#the last ronin #the last ronin 2 #the last ronin 2 spoilers #tlr #tlr2 spoilers

[hella1975]

IM ONE OF YOUR MUTUALS I HOPE YOU RECOGNIZE MY WAY OF TEXT CUZ I WANNA SHARE W YOU HOW TAMS URSA/ZUKO MAKES ME FEEL WITHOUT PUBLICLY EMBARRASSINGLY TALKING ABT MY LIFE. LMAO. BUT ALSO UGHHHH IS THIS PARASOCIAL??? let me know I will back the fuck off. anyways. idk if you have plans to mention Ursa more for tams but like the stuff that was done will HAUNT ME. Like, azulas reactions to her mother remind me of my sibling and zuko was me, sibling was so angry with my mother for what she did to us and their fights got nasty and I guess I reacted like. a child. Idk how else to say it I think I was just a child with a sibling I wanted close even though we'd fight just as bad and a mother I wanted to take care of me. Instead I took care of my mother a lot, it often came to me to convince her to leave her bed. When ursa asked zuko to her room /"my precious boy" scene, I... SOBBED, because my mother did that to me and zukos joy and shyness was literally me. Like my mother's good days were incredibly incredibly few and far between and they were fickle but I always remembered them specifically, I would get giddy with her and it'd feel like change and when it wasn't I became depressed. My sibling became more angry and distrustful from them, they were much smarter like azula while my high hopes kept crashing. I just really want to say that because I resonate SO DEEPLY, with tams ursas story actually soooo so acutely and the only way I can really say that is by explaining how real they feel to me. I left stuff out cuz uhhhhhh this is already really intimate and I feel bad I'm doing this as anon JJDNWKE 😭 SORRYYYYY SORRY. I love tams and actually for real that ursa shits stuck with me ever since I read it <3 im haunted. thank you

YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME AND NOT TELL ME WHICH MUTUAL YOU ARE YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT BY THE LAWS OF MUTUALSHIP YOU COULD LITERALLY UNLOAD YOUR ENTIRE LIFE STORY AND ID BE NODDING ALONG ENRAPTURED HELLO

'idk if you have plans to mention Ursa more for tams' she is literally one of the main characters imo like the impact she has on zuko and azula is topped only by the impact they have on each other. i consciously write the fire sibs around the images of themselves they have in their head CREATED BY URSA. azula sees herself as cold, calculated and inhumane and her entire arc sees her grappling with that image; all things ursa viewed her as. zuko sees himself as the protector to honour his mother's last words to him, but he's haunted by the gentle, scared boy his mother loved so much. it literally punctuates their entire character arcs and becomes huge as tams goes on. reading your ask is just so heartaching, because it really is so so similar to tams (and that's actually going to increase as we go so be wary of that). no child should have the world dumped on their shoulders even by hands trying very hard to be gentle. i hope you can acknowledge that you were a child and your behaviour would have reflected that. if not, at the very least i hope you find ways to make sense of it as tams goes on x

#thank you for this ask <3 it's not too intimate or parasocial dw it's very touching to hear as a writer that i've impacted someone #especially when i write about things that i resonate with emotionally but personally haven't actually experienced #like it's sort of like getting a good grade in writing lol like 'well done you wrote this to feel real despite only being an observer' #so yeah please please dw and if you want to come off anon u know id talk about any facet of tams until the two-headed cows come home ;) #ask #tams asks

[wujico]

8 months. gone. i feel really selfish lol. here comes a trauma dump/ fun story :p around two years ago, my online best friend of (at the time) three years, suddenly up and blocked me out of nowhere, with no explanation. at the time, i was between friend groups and was completely friendless irl. (they had actually helped me leave my toxic friend group, promising i would have them if i left them). welp they lied and blocked me and didn't offer an explanation 😀😀 i was alone. i cut, i attempted multiple times, and i kept wondering what i did wrong. they blocked me, so i must have hurt them is what i told myself. that entire time i blamed it on myself: "this is why i have no friends" and "i'm the reason everyone leaves me". bla bla bla. basically i had to learn to live life without anybody while dealing with mental health problems and a bunch of undiagnosed shit. flash forward i think close to seven months??? i was getting dreams about them constantly during the time they blocked me; i would imagine they would come back and explain everything and i'd wake up crying when it wasn't true. rinse and repeat. but then i met my best friend irl .... they were the best thing that happened to me. i finally started to get over my other friends- including the one who blocked me. i went to therapy, i stopped cutting for a while etc etc etc wow i am going on and on about backstory that doesn't even matter. anyway, seven months later after i was finally beginning to heal (my green blocked number texts turned from "im so sorry i hurt you" to "fuck you".) well... suddenly they unblocked me. i had the worst panic attack of my life, cut myself, went into a state where i couldnt tell if it was another dream. but.. im a people pleaser by nature. i said it was fine (it wasnt). i told them they didnt hurt me (they did) i agreed we could start over. that was back in 2022.... its been a bit now. we've met up irl (my first time flying alone whoooo). we've gotten in a qpr..things are better! and i really love them. but anyway, tonight they sent me a full ass document of what really happened when they were gone / what lead up to them cutting me off. it was.... a painful read. mostly because they went through so much trauma, pain and manipulation which i wont say here because its bad and its a lot. so thats why i feel selfish!! because even tho theyre sharing this with me, i can only think about pain i went through when they left me so suddenly. i also found out they left me because one of their new friends thought i was a bad person. they threw out all the gifts i ever got for them, they didnt even give me one text for an explanation. i thought they fucking died at first. i even found out that they were purposly distancing themself from me months before they even blocked me- all because of this new friend. they picked that friend over me... so i feel hurt. is that bad? i feel like a bad person. anyway lol i just found out after they blocked their bad friend ... they came crawling back to me. i dont know... it feels like i was just a rebound– they had nothing so they went to someone they knew would give them everything if they asked for it– me.

i just found this all out and read about all their trauma. i dont deserve to even feel upset about this but i am. im so selfish. btw for content, their friend and them blocked me and thought i was bad because "deities" from their "desired reality" (yes they were shifters) told them i was a bad person. (they even asked their pendulum about me!!! 😃😃😃)

so yeah abyway thats my trauma dump for the day since i cant talk to anyone about it

I AM SO SORRY IF YOU READ THROUGH THIS ALL

#storytime #mental illness #depressing shit #digital diary #send help #im dying #im gonna die

[moonjxsung]

hi star my little moonlit angel 😔💖💖

aa im having like the most stressful week and idk where to talk abt it so i hope you dont mind me dumping for a sec :((

exams are killing me rn and idk if its finals week or my final week cs holy shit i am dying 😭😭

ive been pulling all nighters trying to get all my projects and group studies done and my exams are DEF not helping in my case and idk if ive even been eating properly there's probably a spoiled banana from last week in my bag somewhere atp 🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️ (im going mentally insane)

i havent even properly been on tumblr in a while and my social media is blowing up w notifs and dms from friends and ive been too busy to check it either tbh

honestly im hoping itll all turn out well by next week cs is my winter break 🤧

on another note i wanted to dump on my exes when all your anons were doing it but i was too scared to but now i genuinely need to tell u abt this because umm

my fwb is like a super nice guy and ive been friends w him for a while but i recently found out hes rlly good friends with one of my exes ⁉️

basically i asked (my ex) out once and he said yes and i thought we were chill but a few friends ended up asking him if we were dating like two days later without asking me for confirmation first and he said no.. (??)

i assumed he js didnt want like a too public relationship with everyone knowing so to clarify i asked him what was up and he said he ended up having second thoughts on me because his friends called me a red flag and he doesnt like the fact that i have guy friends and im close with them.... (💀💀)

so then i said oh okay..? 😭 and was over it but almost a month later he asked me out and atp he just gave me the icks so i made an excuse saying that i wanna focus on academics and not do anything relationship wise and he said he would wait 😭😭 (he in fact did not pick up the hint!)

then a little over month later he asked me out AGAIN and i said no i dont think i like you anymore sorry and he said oh that's fine and i thought we were chill??

a week later my messages BLEW UP one day and my guy friends were all snitching on him telling me that he's gong around slutshaming me and talking shit abt me for no reason and he said i was desperate and asked him out 3 times when he said no and he was never interested in me in the first place.. and then proceeded to sexualize my body and say weird ass shit abt it to everyone and they believed that i was a desperate whore or smth 😭

this happened a year ago but i was walking down the halls around a month ago and i saw him with his friends so i just rushed past

and his friends were like "oh isnt that the bitch who liked you?" and i heard him say "oh yeah she liked me like a year ago" and then proceeded to sexualize me while i was right fucking there but i dont even want any more drama w him so i dont bother saying anything back or leaking messages or wtv i js hope karma gets back at him 😭

and now idk if i should tell my fwb abt this?? or maybe it doesnt really concern me but it bothers me that hes hanging out with a guy like that and im conflicted on what to do

its not like i have the right to tell him who to be friends with either so 🤷‍♀️

what should i dooo

-《as always, your occasionally appearing but always stalking ☘ annonie》

(p.s. do you have any spotify song reccomendations 🥺🥺)

much lovee

Pooooookie you can always vent here ily ily :(

I’m so sorry to hear you’re stressed from exams :(( I’m rooting for you okay !! Please make sure to eat whenever you can (even if it’s something small!) and stay hydrated :( what’s the use of doing good on finals if your body gives out on you :(

No I feel u on the social media thing I get SO stressed when I have DMs or texts or whatever I just flat out don’t check them. I think I have 200 unread texts rn (it’s been around 1000 at some point) and I know im such a shitty friend but I just cannot respond to them 😭😭 I gotta put me first you guys

WINTER BREAK NEXT WEEK THOOO hang in there baby it’ll get better soon 🥺🫶🫶🫶🫶

OH MY GOD???? Pookie that’s fucking disgusting I’m so sorry you’re dealing with men like that rn???? I had a veryyyy similar situation with a guy who my friend tried to set me up with at a party who kinda liked for a little bit and then when I said I was comfortable being in a relationship he started slutshaming me to everyone under the fucking SUN and apparently he had a discord group where I was just CONSTANTLY the topic of conversation and when I heard about it I cried so hard ☹️ in my case I also had people who were friends with him and I voiced to them that it made me severely uncomfortable. Like the people in my life should know about the people who wronged me (especially if I’m sleeping with them??) and it just made me feel safer. It’s obviously up to you but I would probably tell him just so that he knows that’s someone you’re weary about and you don’t feel safe around ☹️ your safety and your wellbeing is the most important thing pookie ☹️ keep me posted if you need anything at all okay I love you lots and I’m sorry you’re going through this ☹️🫶

Song recs song recs yes here are some I’ve been listening to on repeat all week (there’s only like one kpop song in there but it’s my fav kpop song of all time so TRUST it was gonna make it to the list) I’ve been listening to Glass Animals, TV Girl and M83 on repeat for the entire year I think 😭😭

I love you endlessly okay keep you chin up better days are coming for us !! 🫶🫶🫶🫶 soon it’ll be winter break and you can just sit back and drink hot chocolate and tell me all about it and say you lived through it. Hang in there my love

#☘️ anon #ask

[gildedphoenixx]

Pages from Moon Knight #14: Birth and Death

[Start Text ID]

Marc: I am sick. I know that I will never be cured. This is always going to be who I am. But I can still live. I can still have a life. And I won't let you ruin that for me anymore.

Khonshu: Please.. You need me.

Marc: No, Khonshu... I am Marc Spector.

Steven: I am Steven Grant.

Jake: I am Jake Lockley. And we are going to be okay. We are going to live with who we are.

Moon Knight: We are Moon Knight. And we never needed you.

[End ID]

IM BACK ON MY BULLSHIT

Moon Knight showing healthy representation of DID yet again and making me feel so safe and happy as a system in just two pages.

So I got a collection of the Moon Knight comics that follows this whole story to lead up to this and the whole thing was so relatable. From Marc feeling like everything was fake and other parts lives bleeding in to one another. To Marc slowly coming to terms with everything. They feel crazy... And other people around them say Marc is acting weird. It's all of my worst fears. And it's how I feel... It's happened.

I also love how the whole thing takes place in his mind. Everything is his memories and the innerworld or a jumbled mess of in-between. And trying to navigate that can be so funky and confusing sometimes. It's very disorienting and I understood. I related. It's so easy to question what's real when you're in a flashback or in your mind or in real life. That whole book was coming to terms with being a system and chosing happiness in one book. And it was done so well...

And that ending... the ending changed something in me. Watching Marc say they can have a happy life and accept that he's fucked up, and will never be cured and that it's okay cause he can still be happy and doesn't need the abuser in his life controlling him anymore... that... that's the most powerful thing I've ever read. It hit so close to home.

I just love this show and this hero so so much. This comic literally says "You have DID" too. Which the show doesn't. And it dives so much deeper and darker into how messy it is. I love it so much.

Like this comic went into why each part was there and it had solid background. It all made sense and was like how a system works. Like Steven and the space explorer being there from childhood and having different memories. They switched... They had memory loss.. Their memories collided and they didn't all know each other. It was just AAAAA /pos

this is just a brain dump cause I just finished it, so sorry if it's a mess and doesn't make much sense lol

#did #system #moon knight #🔥.txt #alter: diluc

[wabbitears]

I forgot to make a pinned post for this blog all this time oops

henlo! Im Wabbit. I use any pronouns (including it/its and neopronouns), and am [MINOR] years old.

This is my multifandom main blog which is just my dumping ground for all the memes and art i make for whatever media im hyperfixating on at the moment.

I would list all my interests but that varies a little too much dcjakcvas

Tags I use: #wabbits art - ze art tag!!!! this is all the cool stuff I made #wabbit speaks - the rare text post or general stuff #wabbit gets asked - for asks

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[last updated 2/12/2024]

[platypunch]

thoughts while watching hs s2 i guess

heartstopper season 2 spoilers!!!

i will most likely be cringy as fuck but who cares, also going to be very long, and this is pure unfiltered thoughts right from my mind

imogen, girl.. not him.. please

mxmtoon & fitz and the tantrums songs in heartstopper :D

i love tori so much

EW DAVID NO THANK yOUUUU

i literally adore nicks mom though shes so sweet

ive known sahar for 15 seconds but i adore her you bring that sword girl

felix is a mood though, also love naomi

i just love like all the new characters lmao

im sorry but nellie growling at david made me laugh SO HARD

more swearing this season lol

THW "GOOD MATES" TEXT OVER THEM KISSING I CANT

worried about darcy tbh she doesnt seem ok D:

james and issac qpr perhaps???

"this definitley isnt legal is it" "nope."

"look after him, or you die."

*nick speaking french* "what the hell was that 🤨"

"elle? do you need a hand?" "no. 😐" "😦"

BEN HOW DARE YOU CALL IMOGENS IDEAS LAME FUCK YOU

YES IMOGEN DUMP HIM

so much swearing lmao

harry being relativley nice?? what??

darcy and tara fight D:

the fainting felt very similar to when ive fainted tbh

all the books issac got lmao

speaking of issac, how he keeps looking at everyone kissing..

issac and james kiss !! cuute although i know issac is aro

awwwh :(

harry claims hes not homophobic..?

LMAO GO CHARLIE PFFFFFT

more tao dancing lol

TAOS FUCKIN CRAWL LMFAO

obviously she didnt actually throw up but .. 😬

"i can draw arrrrt 😀"

i LOVE tara bedsheets and those flower pillows

elle got into the school!!!

even MORE tao dances

taos mom is so adorable lol i love her

"my summer is for sleeping, not visiting old museums" so true tori. mines to binge heartstopper apparantley lol

we get to know more about darcys family??

awwh issac :(

awwwww hes happy again!! also i love art shows theyre so cool

ahhh i love elles piece its so prettyyy!!

ben has parental issues.. fuck him still

YESS WE GOT THE SCENE WITH TORI AND DAVID LMAO LOVE HERRRR

darcy D: this made me cryyy

elles room is stunninggg

everyone looks great!!

i feel so bad for tara and darcy :((

tao dance part 51

aww imogen and sahar would be so cute with each other (but imogens an 'ally 🤙🏳‍🌈'

darcyyyy also i feel like taras gonna get yelled at by darcys mom

awwww theyre so cuuuuuuute <333

cant leave me off with this sad stuff alice why 😔

it got a lil better 🥹

🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵 ❤🧡💛💚🩵💙💜 🖤🤎🩵🩷🤍

#heartstopper season 2 #heartstopper netflix #heartstopper spoilers

[set-in-stardust]

okok SO .finally got 2 read the new tcc chapter.. im not one for like writing big n well thought-out reviews bc im unfortunately not smart enough for that BUT im trying to start to put in effort into them so i made a google doc that is .admittedly mostly questions LMAO im not gna put all of it down bc theres so many dumb jokes in it (think the best one is "grians thinking gay thoughts when he might be wanted dead by some supernatural shit good for him actually") BUT..... hes hearing voices now?????? or hes hearing something at least???????????? also w mumbo saying smt followed them out of the woods like .yea no shit things got a bit fucked id think smt followed u out 😭 LMAO n waoughhhhh whybwas scar in his dream was scar like actually there or did grians brain place him there (<- its actually scar isnt it .i feel like it was ill feel so dumb if its not) AND THE CANARY...... i feel like thats going to fuck him up for a WHILE n the MIRRORS OH MY GOD WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THE MIRRORS r those like alternate versions of mumbo??? past lives or some shit???? random mumbos?????? what are they in this universe r they real or is it all just made up like theres so many things that could happen hell mumbo could be immortal n those could be like ways he dressed in the past (<- dont think this is true but it sure is an option) alsobwhat was grian seeing ehen he looked at himself what would mumbo see if he looked in them would grian end up changing in each one like mumbo did if he didn't like somehow fix his shit to make it go away or would he look just like he did in that one????? my brain is so tiny it is working overdrive to understand this and i also have a slight headache (unrelated to this) but i am so fascinated by all of it im so sorry this is a massive wall of text im ab 2 dump n majority probs makes no sense n i def left things out or put in random things that might not have happened IDK but!!!!!!!!!! im so excited to see where this will end up going omg

HAHAHA HI! I loved reading this don't apologize for anything this is awesome!

you've got a lot of good things going on here, so I'm just gonna bullet point a couple things i think I can say without spoiling much ;)

it is scar in the dream, but like not in the way I think you're implying. He's not like, teleporting into Grian's dream, but it IS him. (This will make sense more later as we see more dreams, dw)

immortal... huh... Well, that does have something to do with someone- I'M NOT SAYING WHO THOUGH

what was Grian seeing when he looked at himself? well, himself of course- it's a mirror! ;)

Goofs aside I'm ALSO very excited for this fic and I'm super happy to hear people's thoughts and theories on it in real time. Like, none of them are going to change what I have planned, but it's super fun to hear that someone else is as excited about this as me!

tysm for sharing!!!

#bmanswers #tcc update

[agent-cupcake]

Thoughts on three hopes gameplay? I’m not super far into the demo but im not rlly vibing w/ it tbh

I've finished Azure Gleam and am mostly through Golden Wildfire so my opinion is incomplete but I like it so far! It's fairly typical Warriors gameplay as far as I understand, although I've never been invested in any other Warriors games outside of spectating because I am, in fact, a phony. All of my opinions thus far are, of course, subject to change and probably bad. It's just a demo, so everything could immediately change.

As far as pros, the limited number of sword users makes a big difference, and incorporating a functional weapons triangle is fun considering how lackluster that was in Three Houses. I enjoy being able to strategize by directing other units while also getting the satisfaction of dumb, button mashy mass slaughter. I'm not particularly good at combo based combat but playing on normal difficulty hasn't been punishing, although since there's not much variety and the units are all fairly simple that could change because I am, in fact, terrible at video games. If things get too rough for my pathetic skills, there's always easy mode. Dimitri and Felix have been my favorite to play as so far. Dimitri because he's a beast and I love that they used his crit attacks where he's just a hulking kingly meteor and Felix because his edgy dodge/speed ability making him Fast As Fuck Boi is satisfying.

As far as cons, my most immediate complaint is the tutorial. I understand that a lot of the information is important but big text dumps seem like a messy way to communicate things. The horse combat is about as lame, both in gameplay and stat-wise, as I thought it would be based on Three Houses+other Warriors games so I'll probably just run Sylvain with an axe to make him usable. I'm not fond of playing as an archer, but Claude is fun because he's on a wyvern. I think I still like the melee units more. Buuuut, they also require a bit less of the player so that could just be my lackluster skills. This will (probably) change as classes advance, but the lack of unique animations is a bit disappointing. It was the same in Three Houses though, so I guess it could go either way. It's tough to say on a lot of these things though because it's just a demo and my opinion is far from reliable because I don't play games like this.

As for the other section of gameplay, I like the camp. I truly dislike the monastery in Three Houses. Although it's fun at first, going through it at least once a month exposes the flaws, namely how unfinished and pointless it all is. As far as I understand, it was an idea of Insys that they had to bring Koei Tecmo in to finish, so seeing the changes makes me think that maybe they thought it wasn't a stellar idea either? I don't think they got it to function the way it was imagined. BUT that's just conjecture. Either way, I think the fishing is tedious, the gardening is mid, and most of the tasks feel like they would function just as well if you selected them through a menu instead of having to run around this visually uninteresting map of nothing. Although the camp is doing the same thing, I appreciate the more thoughtful training, smaller scale, and design elements. At face value, I find it more visually interesting and it takes far less time to navigate. AND it serves a more grounded purpose. For a game about a military campaign spanning three countries, the fact that your units return to the monastery every month is laughable. It chugs like a mf, but I haven't noticed much of that during the combat gameplay sections so I don't mind that much.

Anyway, yeah, I like the gameplay quite a bit right now. I'm looking forward to getting more interesting combos and maps and seeing what they're going to do with it. I'm sure you're sorry for asking now, but there ya go.

#fire emblem three hopes #fe3h

[sneezydarliing]

HI. hypmic anon im back hello. Sorry in advance for the long ass scroll of text DHDHSB. I dont think you can even begin to understand how RABID your reply made me im giggling kicking my feet rn. Its canon TO ME!!!!! ALL OF IT!!! (well almost all of it bc i dont think ramuda would keep the gifts especially if they would get in his way bc hes a dick. And i love him for it. Fake ass bastard <3) no fr he "has to be in control" are you trying to kill me genuinely. Genuine question

scenarios are. Oh gosh okay i love. Control. I want to crush him like a bug i NEED to see him crack so i dont really care too much about the cause but GOSH having to power through a shitty (emotionally and physically) day WITH the added pressure of a whole ass fake persona on top of everything else. Soooo delicious to me. Anything with him just being surrounded by people especially FANS and having to keep up the /everything/ while just wanting to be anywhere else...... im SO sick of this guy i hate him

Also also okay listen dont judge me TOO much here but i. Am coming. From the anime adaptation i KNOWWW I KNOW thats like a cardinal sin or whatever but listen i dont know enough jp to go beyond like, the first few cd dramas and i DEFINITELY dont know enough to tackle the drb game (can we have a localization im actually on my knees begging) and i did catch up on a few of the cd dramas but i never got to dh and bat.... But the anime did just get to them. Dh seem very. They seem very. (<- a person who got into hypmic bc they saw art of sasara and thought they would like him)

ANYWAYS. That is to say i might not know them too well YET but I WILL STILL!! CONSUME ANY AND ALL HYPMIC CONTENT!!! So rest assured there is an audience (albeit small) and also im gonna shout out the anime adaptation omw out bc listen that shit is so fucking bad its so funny. Who greenlit them for a second season im crying

To finish this word dump off, i will offer up another little scenario for matenro which im gonna assume are the mtr in your tags (and sorry in advance if its a typo and you meant mtc and im just being dumb) specifically some domestic hifudo bc i still CANNOT believe they canonically live together like are you kidding me. Anyways im putting peak himbo hifumi out of commission bc of some virus that has been going around in his workplace. And doppo is fucking fighting for his life bc hifumi always does all the housework and cooking (CANONICALLY. im never getting over these two) and 'oh my god what does a sick person even need like are you joking ive never taken a sick day in my life and you expect me to take care of another person????' Ft jakurai on doppos speed dial trying to calm him down bc its really not that bad

HELLO AGAIN!!!!!!!! holding this so dear omg...

You are so right in all of it !!!! Admitidly I like DH bc they're very silly. Thr anime id so bad but i hold it so dear bc so is the game. Hypmic at its essence is just. Lovably terrible.I was lucky enough to be able to read a lot of the manga when slug still had it up so I do know a lot more more than the anime puts out !!! The anime is silly though love it

I really wish they'd come out with an arb eng but bcuz there's not many western fans my hopes aren't high 😔

ALSO I love that scenario so much... domestic hifudo is so dear to me I love them so much. Hifu being taken care of for once instead of bring the one that always takes care of others they make me emotional

#love all of these sm #also i love you hyp/mic anon please continue to grace me with your prescrnce wheneevr you please #snz stuff #theres a super cute hifudo sick doppo fic on here SOMEWHERE but i cannot for the life of mr remember who made it orz

[enchantedvistas]

we dont know each other but ive noticed your text posts for a while now, you dont have to listen to me or anything but it looks like you have to start healing yourself first. seems you are influenced by this woman so much that you cant control your emotions and that is a very toxic thing. it puts a lot of pressure on them and on you. and it cannot lead to anything healthy.it might even push them away .im a nobody but i have gone through something similar and just felt like pointing it out. you can ignore this if you wish to do so.

Thank you for this dear anon.(sorry for shitty english) Are you willing to tell me if am being delusional here? I started healing myself this year, when i met her. For so many years i was big shit to myself. She thought me how to be better to myself. And am doing A LOT better. Yes im influenced by her a lot. I hate myself bcs I fell in love w her, bcs i didnt want that in first place. I just wanted to be there for her in her hard times bcs she is so freaking kind and good person, but ppl fcked her up. Am not even sure if I love her in that way. I dont know what is love, I have never experienced love before(that kind of love).

She probably dont even kno i like/love her(i never told her). Any advice? only thing appearing in my mind is disappearing. and i dont like that idea. hit me up in dm's if you want. i would rlly like to talk to someone for a little bit. am so scared of talking. one more thing. only shitty thing happening in my life currently is my job bcs am working with my family and i hate them all.

i dont even kno if any of this make any fucking sense.

I THINK A LOT OF THIS POSTS ARE JUST IMPULSIV REACTIONS ON SOME SITUATIONS AND I KNO they are stupid situations SO I JUST DUMP IT HERE AND DONT THINK BOUT THAT

#i don't want to be a human

[ryuusjacket]

okay so i wanted to share this post that i made a while back from my personal nsfw blog but i feel kinda embarrassed just reblogging it here and showing off the url to that blog publicly (i. literally have like 2 maybe 3 followers on this blog so far lmao) even tho like. i Do share the url w ppl who i trust and who Want to read long ass posts that go into indepth descriptions of my sexual identity, my sexual health, my desires/feelings with regards to sex, and my experiences w sex (w myself bc idk how to initiate a sexual encounter w another human being). you're welcome to dm me for the url if ur Really interested in reading turbo tmi content (it is all text btw. idk how to take nudes so those don't exist sorry)

ANYWAY i sometimes do thought dumps on there that involve nsfw topics like smut fanfic n stuff, so i've tried to brainstorm for my planned sskk fic on there before and well i actually found a wordy one i did where i rlly tried to explain in detail just exactly i Want to create and accomplish w this fic idea of mine. and even just re-reading the post myself, i found it to be very concise and illustrative of my goal for the fic's overall mood and tone. it was a very well-needed reminder for me to read my thought process from a month or so back when i was a bit more hyped to begin this project.

so yeah! anyway im just gonna copy and paste the whole damn post here bc i think it's an interesting read and good presentation of my inner thoughts wrt to what i'm hoping to write (hopefully) someday soon. and really... this fic idea is still barely in its infancy like there's still SO MUCH left to brainstorm and plan out like fuck!!! it's still too early to even start an outline doc (and that's like one of my fave parts of the fic writing process)

oh and some background context: a few months ago there was an event on twitter/ao3 (not sure if here on tumblr? i unfortunately don't follow many or any bsd/sskk blogs at ALL yet) for bottom akutagawa week which was HEAVEN for me 🥰🥰🥰 literally could not have been a better event to appeal to my interests in this fandom i s2g. and i got my hopes up that maybe i could write a lil fic in time to share during the week but that unfortunately didn't happen. anyway here's the post:

so i might not be able to write the bsd smut fic i was initially hoping to publish during the bottom aku fan week this week... but that doesn't mean i have to give up on this fic project completely! if anything now i don't have to worry about meeting an irrefutable deadline and i can technically do anything i want. so yeah i still wanna write this fic.

but first. i have to figure out What The Fuck i'm gonna write lmao cause i still don't fucking know. i was Intending to do a < 4k word one-shot fluffy getting together that somehow... transitions into a sex scene. and i still wanna do that... but i just. don't rlly have any specific detail or image or moment or dialogue line in mind to start building a story from. AND LIKE yeaH i know that sounds dumb cause it's like. if i don't have ANYTHING fantasized yet then WHY AM I EVEN BOTHERING to start this fic at all!?

.......im not really sure tbh lmao

nah it's cause i love these dudes and i wanna write something for them and interact w the sskk fan community.

i literally just. need to figure out the BARE BONES premise to this dang fic. like where tf is it gonna take place? is it mid/post-mission? is it at one of their flats? also WHERE are they gonna HAVE SEX???? im actually a big fan of sex scenes happening in non-conventional places (e.g. some dusty ass room in an abandoned building they were investigating or in a public restroom oR FUckinG in an airplane holy shit i haven't seen that one done yet lmao MILE HIGH CLUB ONE-SHOT LETS GOO) but yea idk maybe i should just. keep it simple and do what every other fic does and let them get down at ryuu's place in his luxuriously huge bed (that hasn't canonically been shown, let alone wherever he lives)

i should AT LEAST settle on how fast this fic is gonna be paced. tbh i kinda Always prefer sskk's first time being a bit... feverish and rushed. it just suits them best. maybe there’s a little angst or miscommunication of feelings/intentions thrown in before they Eventually get their shit/feelings together. but anyway i don’t wanna write that lmao that’s too complicated (but like. yeah. these are two Very complicated (i.e. traumatized) guys with a VERY complicated relationship so. yeah it’s actually kinda rare/weird to imagine things working out Too smoothly for them tbh). 

while objectively that complicated/messy/aggressive type shit is their Brand, i would still like to keep things soft and gentle and Nice. that stuff is Not Impossible w these two ofc. it’s... tricky, but def possible. and i wanna achieve That. a getting together that is soft, hesitant, shy, and puts a heavy emphasis on Both of these men’s inexperience wrt romance and sex (that. is. my. Shit. they are both virgins and absolutely clueless and i Refuse to accept anything other than that. ......okay no... that’s not rlly true... basically all of my fave fics have a somewhat experienced atsushi and that’s okay bc like. how else is he gonna be able to Take Care of ryuu if he doesn’t already have an idea of how to take care of someone during sex? anyway ryuu is the most virginal virgin of all virgins to exist THAT IS INDISPUTABLE!!!!!)

so. i guess what i’m wondering is... how fast can i manage to pace the flow of the story while still keeping it soft overall. cause i don’t feel like writing a super super hot n filthy sex scene that’s charged and exhilarating and just a fucking blur of fucking. i wanna write feely, emotional sex. an aching intimate exchange of trust between them, still laced w hesitance and anxiety and sheer disbelief that this is really happening and that they can have this. both of them express unwavering consideration for each other’s comfort, constantly asking for consent and reassuring the other that “yes, i want this. yes, that feels good. yes yes yes.” they’re both taking careful, yet still enthusiastic, steps together. TENDERNESS is my ultimate goal here.

so yeah anyway i’ll try to keep thinking about this and hopefully i can actually come up w some ideas that i wanna implement into whatever this fic eventually becomes. just haven’t had enough time.... or horniess.... to get down to some real brainstorming yet lmao

[witchxplease]

The Relapse

This is the moment that Ashtyn never thought would come, she had been under a lot of stress, the man that she lost her virginity to and who left her at the alter had returned to tell her that he had gotten married and has a baby on the way. Why he told her this, she had no idea but it broke her world. Yes she had been with other people since, she never felt the connection with any of them the way that she felt a connection with Jimmy and she actually thought that she was going to spend the rest of her life with him. Well that shit hit the fan really quickly, Jimmy never came to the wedding, he never replied to all of the calls and texts that she sent and that is when she started to drink. She would stay up for days at a time and just party, and never go to bed. It got to the point where her aunt told her that she had to go to Rehab or she was going to call child protective services on her for not giving a stable home enviornment to her younger siblings.

That kicked her ass in gear she had went to rehab and she had been clean for almost 6 months, even at David's house she told him that she was sober and hadn't picked up a drink in ages. That was until she left his house and she saw a bunch of messages from Jimmy. He was begging her to give him another chance, that the person that he married wasn't who he thought she was so he was ceated on by her left and right. Ashtyn wanted nothing more then to go running back to him but she had a better life now, she was sober and she was living her life to the fullest, but that is when things went down hill, he had found out where she was living and he was sitting in her living room. After seeing him the emotions came flooding back and she slept with him, she was madly in love all over again. But when she woke up he was gone, he had only used her to make his wife jealous and it work.

Ash, Im sorry it had to be this way, but I love Christine and I wanted her to feel what I felt all of those times that she cheated on me. Thanks for helping me get her back, I couldn't have done it without you. Seeing the note on the fridge when she woke up in the morning she couldn't help but to scream. She couldn't believe that she fell for his shenanegans yet again. "Fuck all of this shit!" Ashtyn screamed as she ripped the note off of the fridge and got the vodka out of the cabinet that she had locked up. Grabbing a water bottle she dumped out the water that was in it and filled the whole bottle with Vodka. Before putting the bottle away she took a long swig of it and she could feel the liquor burning the back of her throat. So much for being Sober.

[bangtangalicious]

what would fmf!jk do if oc didn’t listen to jk and actually dated someone and ended up falling in love, how far would jk go to get her back?

so lets say you fall in love with taehyung bc he’s such a sweetheart in this. i hope you like this anon <3

tw: jealousy, possessive behavior, toxic fuckboy mentalities, fuckboy!jungkook, manipulation, implied smut, angst (sorry lmaoooo), heartbreak, selfpity, sabotage, poor taehyung rip, implied slut shaming (this part of the fuck me forever au)

weeks after hearing the news that you and taehyung were actually now dating, jungkook would find himself at the bar every night, drinking away the pain and throwing himself at others. he’d fuck two or three people a night, but his mind was always full of you. he was sick of you. no. he missed you.

he’d see you and taehyung around campus being all cute together. taehyung kissing your forehead, making you laugh, holding you in his arms the way jungkook used to

he’d sweat it off at the gym, pounding into the punching bag like there was no tomorrow. he couldn’t sit around and let you slip away from him. not any longer.

he’d hit you up, hellbent on doing whatever he needed to sabotage your relationship before he loses you for good. he’d text you asking to meet, showing up at your place when taehyungs not around. he’d want to try to drive a wedge between the two of you

he knew youd tell taehyung youd been spending time with him. he wanted you to. because he knew taehyung would advise you not to see him. to cut him out of your life.

and that was the key. jungkook would start putting the idea in your head that taehyung himself was overly possessive, not wanting you to spend time with your own best friend—how ridiculous ! 

jungkook knew all your deepest insecurities, and would exploit them to the fullest in order to to make you doubt taehyung’s commitment to you. 

he'd point out whenever other girls would talk to him. whenever taehyung would say he was too busy to see you. it would become the bane of his existence, making sure to catch taehyung slipping whenever he possibly could. he'd fill your head with wrong notions, reminding you all the reasons you felt you were undeserving of someone loving you.

then he'd recommend breaking up with him.

in the meantime he'd go around telling all your mutual friends that you still sleep with him even though you claim to be dating taehyung

taehyung may not believe it, but everyone else does. 

eventually they would start judging taehyung for being complacent or naive. saying that you’re taking advantage of him and getting away with cheating on him because you’re just that hot

despite how hard taehyung tries, it would eventually get to his head. he would blow up at you accidentally one day and you would start to think that maybe jungkook was right about taehyung being possessive. you weren't used to being in a relationship either. so you’d dump him then and there

jungkook would be overjoyed when you tell him, calling him in a mess of tears. he'd come over right away and take full advantage of your heartbreak & vulnerability. hold you tight. be the friend you knew and loved. the one you needed. 

sssh baby its okay. im here now aren’t i? everything will be okay. i got you.

you’d realize just how close he is, your lips would draw into him like a magnet. he’d make sure you kissed him first.

you’d want to give him everything, let him take complete control so that you could feel numb.

let me take away the pain baby. i can make it all go away. let me treat you right.

jungkook would then begin to fuck you sweetly. with care. getting into your emotional mind. filling you with love & adoration. making you feel wanted. making you feel beautiful. 

he has no idea what he’s missing out on. you’re a fucking goddess y/n. you’re the hottest girl in the entire world. you drive me crazy.

you realize that no matter how hard you tried to deny it you still had feelings for jungkook. you always would. 

this would overwhelm jungkook. he loves you too. but he’s afraid. afraid he’ll mess up and you’ll leave him. afraid that you’ll hurt him, get bored of him before he gets bored of you. he likes having to chase you. he likes the freedom of having you only when he’d like. he can’t be tied down, he can’t! its suffocating to think about. he doesn’t want what you and taehyung had.

he'd panic internally, but decide to entertain your feelings for the night if it would keep you this eager to please him and let him rail you repeatedly, all night long. however he wants.

god im fucking in love with you baby. i love you so much 

as he would push his cock deep inside you. he’d promise you love. friendship. the knowing comfort that you’d never ever be alone—you always had him. he was yours as long as you were his. 

you’re mine. all mine. don’t ever let anyone touch you again except me. im the only one. tell me im the only one. show me how much you need me.

he would fuck you over. and over. and over again. lips glued to one another. never parting as he pumped you full of his cum until you couldn’t even move. 

such a good fucking girl. so perfect for me. wanna fuck you just like this for the rest of my life

in the morning taehyung would show up begging for you to give him another chance. jungkook would answer the door in nothing but his boxers, telling taehyung everything he needed to know. 

once he would leave jungkook would grab your phone and block taehyungs number. he didn’t want to risk the two of you communicating and fixing your relationship.

he’d lie down, thinking about his actions as he watches you sleep. he couldn’t do it. he just couldn’t do it. he’d blink back tears of frustration, hating himself more for stealing something good from you—his best friend—for his own selfish needs. 

he wasn’t good enough for you. you deserved better. he recalled with a pang in his heart all the promises he made made while making love to you for so long last night. he was rotten, and he knew it. 

so when you you woke up. 

he was gone. 

a/n: basically he’d manage to get you back but then he would leave bc. he’s an asshole. IM SORRY HAAHAHA. theres a happy ending in the works ok dw. 

#jungkook scenarios #jungkook angst #jungkook imagine #fuckboy!jungkook #jealous!jungkook #jungkook smut #jungkook x reader #bts scenarios #fuck me forever extras