#ITS TRASH LOL BUT I TRY

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Im saying to myself, “it’s ok, it’s not like there’s THAT many fans” when I know dang well there IS that many fans and it WILL crash…😭

yeah... Yeah....

#sometimes i forget how many people are enthusiastic about this project and its like #on one hand: jesus fucking christ #but on the other: there is so much Love here.... #AND THAT LOVE IS GONNA CRASH! THE! SITE! WE WILL TRY NOT TO BUT ITS GONNA HAPPEN!!! #even if like. half of us refrain. its still gonna go down lol #honestly if we were all Organized we'd all go into like. 6 groups #with different times for visiting the site to lower the strain #but we are Not organized and we do Not have that kind of self control i think!!! #clown tosses a crumb into our alley and we all come scurrying out of the dumpsters and walls #to ravenously devour the crumb before crawling back to our corners and trash cans to patiently await the next Morsel #rambles from the bog #& thats just accounting for tumblr! let alone twitter and tiktok and wherever else!

[seri-tonin]

I'm still not over what the genshin fandom (specifically meta players) did to dehya tbh...

#likeeee. okay first of all. yall can just say you dont understand her kit. #cause its not a bad kit. yall are just trying to use her as a dps. instead of as a tank which is what shes best for #AND THEN YALL PRAISE FU XUAN WHEN THEY HAVE PRETTY MUCH THE EXACT SAME KIT but anyways #thats not the important part. #whats important is that yall didnt like her kit and then took that as an excuse to trash her whole entire character #istg it was inescapable for a few months. every post about her was calling her trash or had people calling her trash in the comments #but also a side note i literally joined the fandom like a week before she released #so i dont know what the fandom's opinion on her was before then #but like i still find it extremely annoying especially because HER KIT IS GOOD. #if its not your preferred play style thats fine!! i dont use her much anymore either!!! #but dont reduce her entire presence down to how bad you think her kit is !!!!! #also tbc when i say meta players i dont mean all meta players lol #i consider myself a meta player too. at least thats what i primarily play for between archon/story quests and major events #genshin #genshin impact #dehya #genshin dehya #seri speaks

[charliecharmeleon]

ive been very inactive here (and everywhere) lately and one of the (many) reasons why is bc i was busy making this little calico critter house/kitchen for my friend katie's birthday! it took many weeks and a lot of work and i learned a lot of new things in the process lol but im pretty pleased w how it turned out!

i bought some things secondhand (the bunnies (obviously), the bigger furniture (fridge, sink, oven, table+chairs, big shelf), and the food/drinks/kitchenware), but a lot of it is made by hand! a number of things here are made of modeling clay which is something ive been working with more and more and i think im starting to get the hang of

some detail shots:

and also this foil dispenser and this oven mitt i made!

and here is the cake i made for her too ft her dog! ive been a busy little bee

#making things that are small is SO hard lmfao. every time i work w clay i try to go smaller and it is always harder #but like! im proud of that little ducky! even if its lopsided! and i made that trash can too including the trash inside it! #i made those hooks on the walls! i made that tablecloth and those curtains! i painted that ivy! #i made this whole stupid house out of a box of dog food! in the corner of my room on a tiny little prop-up tray table! wow! #idk it feels nice to make something and not entirely hate it and also the person you made it for liked it too #also the one bunny does not have clothes bc im still waiting for them to arrive in the mail LOL. Shipping Delays. #also once again i am wishing my art tag was not 'doodles' bc like. not a doodle but w/e i guess #doodles

[milkweedman]

The colors of the copper on blackberry dye seem to have shifted from maroon to a very rich milk chocolate brown--which I will hardly complain about, since that's a hard brown to get. I do hope I get something more permanently reddish/purplish with alum--that's what I'll try next. I'm just waiting for the 9 pounds of raw fleece to arrive.

Last night I carded a lot of that blackberry dyed fleece and then put it on the blending board with about half of the white (which was the previous distaff dressing) as a little stripe to one side. Idk, just curious how it'll turn out and seemed more interesting to spin that way. Carding first definitely helps with consistency--both colors were willowed first and put on the blending board, but only the brown was carded as well, and it is much easier to keep smooth and least kind of even.

The one improvement of this phone camera over my old one is that it has a timer setting, so I can actually show where my hands normally are (sometimes anyway). Fairly comfortable although my distaff hand is starting to cramp. Might just be one of those days or might be too heavy for me, but the shape at least is good.

You can probably see that the white is still all over the place, but the brown is pretty even, just with lumps still on occasion. Also, the new height of this spindle means it's perfect for lap spinning rather than impossible to lap spin with, so I'm very happy about that.

#spinning #handspun yarn #distaff #supported spindle #id tag the breed name normally but i dont know what this stuff is (its some of the more aged wool i have in my stash lol) #natural dyeing #blackberry #if you are wondering what is up with the banners its an attempt at anti-radfeming my posts #since they insist on reblogging them and blocking seems to do nothing #hopefully they will be effective bc i love them and my fiance sent them to me ❤️ #if not tho we'll phase into tasteful cock drawings #and if that doesnt work just straight up dick pics #its my blog and i love cock so thats not a problem for me and would actually probably improve morale #not jumping straight to it because im gonna assume most of the people who enjoy my fiber arts posts dont necessarily also want dicks #on their blog #but me not having to see radfem trash reblogging my experiments and research obviously takes priority #i use those terms loosely but hey i am writing it down. and trying to get answers to questions. so im pretty sure technically i am #conducting experiments and research at least on occasion #and now i have to go back to work. if anyone wants to mercy kill me on the way out the door id really appreciate it

[itstokkii]

turned off rbs. the rusame fandom goes in and proves exactly what i was talking about, then doubles down. congratulations! cope and seethe

#“just draw and develop your skills instead of complaining wahwah” i barely ever use this blog to complain about stuff like this lol #“its people like you that make this fandom a trash place” the call is coming from inside the house #i sent the anon #saw it was being ignored in favor of more art #and decided to post about it because it's a general problem in this fandom anyway #if you got pissed off trying to go through the rusame tag i did my job #hetalia

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

What song are you obsessed with atm?

Easy.

Like A Kennedy by Heart Attack Man

(bc of the version that came out featuring Awsten Knight lmao. I LOVE Heart Attack Man, tho so that collab was mind-blowing to have came out. Found them a year ago because some girl was talking about their Fake Blood album in a vinyl haul. Decent Pop-Punk if your into it.)

We Need More Bricks by Neck Deep too. (That album has been in rotation since January. Oh my god bro FINALLY a good fucking Neck Deep album. Past two projects really were mid in comparison to Life's Not Out To Get You. The Peace and The Panic being better than All Distortions imo bc of many of its tracks, but I remember hearing Heartbreak Of The Century when it dropped and being as flabbergasted as I was when FOB dropped Love From The Otherside-only difference is that the album didn't come out as being v mid to me when it dropped. S/T is literally how you make a bomb ass pop punk album.

There's more I'm listening to but I'm not gonna insert a long list of songs here. Might make a playlist later.

#idk but ye #thanks for the ask!! #i can talk an ear off abt pop punk bc like its my bread and butter i will always love it #i HATE the tiktok mainstream of it though dont even get me started bc i hate mgk so much he is SO trash #mf trying to resurrect the pop punk genre w travis barker when literally the only reason you sound good is bc u ripped off blink #ur sound is literally stolen lol. “pop punk isnt deadddd” no its not but u literally are putting a giant shit stain on the genre by creating #music bruh #fake ass wannabe #sorry but like he irks me so bad #he opened for fob back in the maina tour for me in 2018 and he was just SO bad live #anyway. music is subjective i just wish there was more innovation in the industry bc now days everything sounds the same #AAAAA #sorry ill shut up

[munch-mumbles]

ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other #meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20 #tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are #few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is #get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?' #and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went #on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.) #etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves #like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more #chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already #nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them #up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t #finish my sentence #and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves #so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me #then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear #and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning #during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the #door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh? #and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her #why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking #basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore #cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come #back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open #ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me #GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan #im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just #gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean #im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other #LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!

[videostak]

got my license today yayy tho i feel p empty inside and not v celebratory abt it ngl. im sure ill feel yay yippie happy in a bit tho i mean insane to think my practicing driving saga is over! tho im gonna have to pick up my sister later so i think once after that ill be able to rly chill. im gonna have a celebratory coke in a bit ^_^

#barely passed made 12 mistakes w/ 15 being the max u can make... #mainly for driving over the speed limit and he said i crossed the white line on stop signs but im not too sure abt that lol #regardless the guy was much nicer and super chill than the guy i got last time so im def grateful 100% yay :D #mainly a bit annoyed cause i ended up having to go w/ my dad and he always comments on my driving even tho #he says its normal like he'll give me orders on what to do n stuff and then #wheen i got home i tried parking inbetween two trash cans and a car and was struggling a bit #and he just grabbed the wheel from my hand and told me to control the gas and brakes which was annoying #especially since parallel parking is smthn ive told him b4 i need to practice so kinda like hypocritical for him #to tell me i need to practice than to just grab the wheel when im trying to practice lol

[coridallasmultipass]

I'm still internally laughing about that goth Dirk post, so I dug up the pics from the time I did a goth Dirk Strider to an NYCstuck meetup in like 2014/15ish... and this first pic is sending me lmao... it's so cringe and perfect.

My caption on the selfie:

#i didnt wanna jack their post and put my shitty pics on it but yeah this was a thing that happened #it was fucking cold that day but i had a blast #also sorry i dont mean any offense by cropping people out #... i just dont know if they want their old pictures shared again so thats that on that #throwback tuesday #hEY ITS TUESDAY YOU FAT NASTY TRASH omg i finally remembered that on a tuesday #me #dirk cosplay #goth dirk #the reason i am good at gothifying cosplay is because i was a metalhead for the longest time and had all this goth shit #ppl dont get theres a difference between metalhead goth emo scene punk etc unless u live it like lol theyre adjacent but not the same #Cori.exe #Post.exe #Image.exe #popped collar #man i should try to rock the popped collar look again it really is rad there #nothing is better than roasting your past self. i like my roast well done. #homestuck #sorry dont mean to put it in the hs tag im just tagging it in case someone has it blocked #i miss going to these meetups man.... ppl were so nice to me even tho i was a quiet nerd who is bad at socializing

[ivyglow]

It’s been forever, I miss hockeyblr and tumblr in general 🥺

#💔 #sm thing happened the last few months (or was it years?) #getting real personal in here but im kind of insecure about going back and getting anon hate for saying stuff or trying to make this place + #more inclusive #if I ever get back I will prolly just do my thing as in write fanfic and lb and thats it #dont count on me for anything else #I thought I was completely ok w everything until i noticed i wasnt seen half of the stuff my mutuals were mention bc ppl blocked me lol #also i still get sus whenever theres a new ask thinking its gonna be someone talking shit #like what if ppl are trash talking about me in a private groupchat again? #anyways #just venting #but im good i promise #also im not back bc ive been really busy as well #ya girl is bout to oficially become a lawyer 😭 #graduating this year like how did time pass me by so fast #crazy #mels spam

[brunetterightsactivist]

Glossier brought back the old formula balm dot com thank you god because ever since I ran out of my last tube my lips have seriously not been right

#I religiously put on some sort of lip balm every night but if it’s trash I wake up crusted completely over #they only did for their holiday flavors but I hope they fully switch back because I have one of the new ones and it’s not even ok it’s bad #the oils all separated out of mine and no matter how much I try to squeeze the tube I can’t get it back to how it was lol #lest we remember our fallen hero the bite beauty agave lip mask…… #the goat. and people telling me lanolips is a dupe…why did you lie. NO ITS NOT #I’ve been using lanolips and it’s fine for a day balm but I need something heavy duty at night to replenish my lips #and it hasn’t been cutting it at all

[perenlop]

psmd had a lot of weird writing decisions but man. i still dont know how anyone could claim it “killed the franchise” (gets this less than gti but still) or is easily the worst one. i think all the pmd games are great at minimum tbf but it feels weird to just write off psmd bc its a 3ds game

#(side note idk why i disliked it so much that iw as like ''i could fix her'' in high school. its fine sldkfjsdlfksdjflsdfsdfsdf) #(also saying that now when gti and psmd are both extremely important to starfalls plot LOL) #echoed voice #tbf claiming either 3ds game killed the franchise is dumb when like a) we got a rescue team remake so it wasnt 'dead' #and b) most pokemon spinoffs just suck now bc of the shift and insistence on making mediocre app games #bc ''ha ha kids dont care they just like phone so we dont have to try besides the mainline games'' #its dumb corporate thinking that we dont have a fresh game more likely than ''oh some ppl online dont like the 3ds ones so trash it''

[todayisafridaynight]

maybe if i play y7 ill be normal <- played y7 four times this weekend, a decidedly not normal thing

#snap chats #'snap how many times can you play y7 in a week before youre tired of it' do you wanna find out together #i had a horrible night last night. ok not a WHOLLY horrible night but something trash did happen and i woke up still groggy bout it #i dont like sulking about the past but sometimes i cant help it and it aint fair to myself to act like i can help it. sometimes. #i gotta be candid just for my sake last night i got real upset with my friend because when i say she tests me She Really Does #and i hate getting angry cause then i just feel like my mom and at that point i figure itd be better if i slipped on ice and broke my spine #generally im good at controlling my temper but everything just testing me and i broke down and it was embarrassing as hell ☠️☠️ #so yeah thats gonna bother me for a few days LMAO #'snap it aint that deep' it AINT and thats why its so annoyin cause i KNOW it aint that deep yet i still cant argue away how i feel #all i can do is try to ignore it... like plying y7 for the 11th time..... #i cant ply it now tho i told myself id work on a commission a bit so. maybe later... #i already started another file yesterday- or was it two days ago ???? idk i just know im up to chap 5 in it #chap 5 always give me a damn headache its so LONG at the very least the benefit to having my friend over and raising my blood pressure #is that i start to remember things to do from a y7 speedrun. like i dont hound her on what to do obvi i just let her play #its just lil notes to myself. tho she does tell me to give her tips and exploits when i can LMAO #anyways.. im gonna go work ig and try to feel like crummy bye bye #i wanna stream.. maybe i will this evening before my evening class.. lol.. we'll see but probably not

[girlwithfish]

trying to be mindful and chill 🧘‍♀️

#collapsed cardboard boxes threw out some trash reorganized the fridge/freezer/cart that is ny pantry basically #kind of reorganized but my organization doesnt look that nice or isnt loke perfect but it doesnt have to b perfect as long as i know where #everything is... #threw out old food and took out the trash the trash bag broke which stressed me out lol #took a shower so i could calm down bc i felg dirty from cleaning bunch of stuff and hadnt showered this morning lol #gonna drink some water and have a coffee and some yogurt and piece of toast i think. then wash these pans #and im gonna find a place to put all my pans and pots im gonna replace w my new set i got for xmas #Ill find a placd to donate tbem eventually #and gonna try to get rid of some cardboard boxes later today. Theres these small trashcans for them in my complex and usually theyre full #but i think i can recycle some of the smaller boxes i have #idk #stressed abt the stste of my apartment bc i get very affected by environment but its not too bad just #cluttered since coming back from break and i dont have a place for a lot of things #but itll look much better once i get rid of all these boxes in the living room #and ill jjst slowly try to organize and find places for a lot of boxes or things i havent unpacked since moving. lol

[twunkzilla]

Ngl I think the young adult genre actually is what got me to stop reading as a kid like as soon as I hit 6th grade I was like why is this all fucking garbage

#like seriously #now im gwtting back into it im just reading the weirdest shit and horror books are extremely good #like where was my best friends exorcism when i was 13 lol #idek what rhe fuck we had we had like those time bomb furry books like wings of fire and warriors #those were pretty damn good! #adult books are also dog shit im sorry i really dont give a shit about a divorced tennis player who wont quit fuck off #i like non fiction too like folk superstitions and psychology #but like really as a kid like all books wanted to evoke that kind of whimsy and drama and adventure you could just grab any old shit #and it would be pretty good #and then like the divergence ya novel bullshit was for you next and its all the same love triangle white girl protag dystopian bullshit #and also gay books are trash like i really am not interested in reading books where youre trying to make a story about the most boring shit #like yeah. gay boy. what else. like #written for straight girls tbh love simon was ass #gay books written by gay people are usually pretty fucking fire tho #theyre like i want a lesbian romance but ones a knight and part of a saint cult and fucking crazy

[mako-neexu]

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#i try not to be surprised by the trash fgo gives me in gacha but i cant help but still be upset XD i hate it here. i wish i can stop playing #but i also hate missing events and log in bonuses....im only moving forward because of #story i love the characters but this game is just :))))))) #this is my 49053806th complaint about this game why am i not leaving indeed #i mean i took hiatus one time and it was freeing to forget about the fate series lol #but i got sucked into a black hole and now im struggling to get away from it kdfbhliwefb #ive cried over not getting merlin every banner he got....its just sad that everyone i know has him #meanwhile its taking me literal years to get him #i hate the dont worry youll get him soon! phrases...yes well im jealous and youre not frustrated #as i am #i hate hate hate hate spending money on anything gambling related but uhhhhh shrugs #i wish gacha a very die out soon please #everytime i realize im spending money on voiced jpegs its funny but then theres the serious matter for my psychological needs and stability #to keep me sane haha #i hate it here its not healthy for me its a toxic relationship between me and this game and i need out... #but romani and the story.... i love them too much to leave.... #what to do... #i kind of hate talking to friends who whale too and yes im a hypocrite but wow you whale at least you get him meanwhile i spend dollars #on trash and useless crap thanks #[oh dont worry youll get him soon] then they add a smiley face i just wanna wrap my #fingers around my neck and end it allllllllllllllll