#It's dropped like half it's leaves

[smukkits]

My ctenanthe lubbersina got spider mites out of nowhere a few weeks ago. I had to treat it pretty aggressively since the plant was so big, but I think it's also finally freaking out about being a fully grown 2 foot tall plant in a maybe 6 inch pot along with all the other stressors of being in plant quarantine. The only reason I didn't re pot it immediately was because I could not for the life of me figure out if ctenanthes are like other plants in the maranticae family and want to be in fairly shallow pots or not. Finally found a post that specifies an adult plants will want a 12 inch pot, and while it doesn't mention depth I think I'll still go fairly shallow just to avoid a lot of extra water sitting around causing root rot.

Anyways! I'm almost done treating it! Turns out the method where you just chuck the whole plant in the shower a few times is way more effective than an isopropyl/neem oil spray. At least at this size. I'm excited to finally have this guy back in my room and in a nice new pot!

#chit chat #plant posting #ctenathe lubbersina #spider mites #It's dropped like half it's leaves #but it's also putting out new ones like crazy so I'll call it even! #this is a good learning experience for when I finally find a Stromanthe sanguinea that's not like 30 dollars for a 4" pot

[anurarana]

None of this matters actually look at how iconic Miss Piggy is

You will never be her

[gifti3]

Trying to actively berfriend sebastian in the beginning is kinda hard...!

Shane was extremely convient since id run into him in the morning or at night while walking leaving or going to the farm

#im not used to this #cause id like just say hi to sebastian if we happened to be in the same area #maybe i need to just go back to that #slow burn this relationship #i mean lets be real im only half trying to find him since i dont wanna drop what im doing to wait for him to leave his room... #ive never romanced sebastian before so im trying to finally do it #stardew valley

[actual-changeling]

the ending of episode five fucked me up because they're all healing, stede and ed are healing, realistically, in love, as both individuals and as partners. izzy is happy! fucking happy! he has friends, family, people who love him and care about him. people that stuck with ed and izzy through dark fucking times but are still willing to stick with them because that's what you do as a crew.

i don't think anyone's waiting for me

no one's waiting for me. no one. every single person i have ever cared about has left me. every. single. one. 100% probability that i will be abandoned. because when it comes down to it, i'm too much. doesn't matter what specifically did it this time, it all falls under "you're too much to deal with so i'm ditching you". i'm saying this as neutrally as possible btw. i'm forced to live for myself because there is no one else and that is both a little bit of a good thing and a giant pile of 'fucking shoot me already'.

this entire season i just stabbing me right into my most sensitive trauma memories over and over again, and i'm bleeding out on the roadside and about to be run over by a car.

#alex gets personal #ofmd2 #just. venting so my heads empty before bed #'youre not too much' they say before leaving me because i've become too much #like bro i dont even know what im doing or whats wrong with me outside of the obvious #im just a horrible person no one wants to be around apparently and i mean that 100% seriously #i carry so much pain with me and whenever it spills out during a panic attack or while crying or both #it's like trying to empty an ocean through a straw #sure you'll get a few drops #maybe even half a cup #but you still have a fucking ocean left and you know that no matter how hard you try #time is against you and you will die before you empty that bitch #ed saying i dont think anyones waiting for me is stuck in my head and i cannot get it out #i was just looping it in my mind while sobbing so hard i almost passed out </3 casual thursday night experiences

[icewitcher]

Just realized it's been a week I didn't play FFXIV and that after I reach that Heavensward part.

The " A smile... better suits a hero." part in english.

And in french "But you... You have such a beautiful smile... Try to not forget mine...."

Definitively in my top 5/top 10 lines that hurt my soul deeply.

And Alphi and the others doesn't make things easier when they say "I didn't know you were so close/had such a relationship.". Like bitch... Are you trying to make me cry ? Like I don't need to know. I know that Haurchefant was flirty with the WoL but not sure I would be able to handle it if they were in a romantic relationship or a queerplatonic relation so deep that it hurts bc WoL reaction was already hurting me by dropping to the knees and holding so gently his hand with their own so adding this and make it canon ?

It's the killing blow.

Well done Yoshi-P, well fucking done. But also you goddamn bastard. How dare you hurt my feelings like this. Do you want to take away what's left of my tears that Honkai Impact 3rd chapter 25 of main story, "Everlasting Flames" animation, the end of the Kolosten arc, "Thus Spoke Apocalypse" animation and the whole Elysian realm arc hasn't take from me ?

#final fantasy 14 #heavensward #haurchefant greystone #ffxiv haurchefant #I'll miss you buddy #Also note that it take me one week after doing the Vault part and everything that comes with it to post this #I really needed to cope with it before to post my feelings and reactions about the cutscenes #Alphi and Aymeric to WoL: I'm sorry to know that Lord Haurchefant was your SO #Me: Who allowed you to hurt me like this ? Who allowed you to reveal this in the aftermath of the Vault ? #WoL: Reject Red Mage and Dark Knight return to Dragoon to kill the ex leader of Ishgard and his knights. #Especially the knight that took away a bright smile early. #Special mention to Lord Fortemps reaction that made me understand that this really happened #and that his son was truly gone #And then they drop that Aymeric his the arcbishop's son #I was like WTF !? Ishgard is really that fucked up !? #What's next ? Cid is going to die ? We won't be reunited with the other Scions until Stormblood ? #Leaving character development to Wol Tataru and Alphinaud ? #Estinien being a half dragon and half human in a biological way but he grew up with his human/Elezeen parents ?

[muirneach]

wahhhh guys i have to rip out like two entire sections on my neckwarmer knitting wip and i was ALMOST DONE 😭😭😭 but its just too fucking talllllll :’( photos before i take it out for posterity. first off a little commotion as it slayssss outside of this error. clap and cheer. but anyways i was working on the final motif which are going to be hearts but i need to go back and take out that entire fourth repeat of leaves even tho i did as many as the pattern calls for!! its just so tall like if i keep going it will be like to my forehead when i finish. not ideal! sorry for the garish censoring but just so u get an idea of how tall it is on my face

#andddd i have to take out the top half of the third repeat of leaves because that will become my final repeat ofc #and the last repeat as a slightly different version– see the small heart motif rather than the like.. diamonds i guess? #which isnt that bad but like ugh. yknow #which is funny cause when i was doing the fourth repeat i was like man this is kinda tall should i take it out and redo…. and then i didnt #consoling myself by saying ill have more yarn leftover if i take it out. love to have leftover yarn #most i hate putting stitches back onto needles because theyre always backwards or i drop them or whatever else #but luckilyyyy my nan is coming over tomorrow and i had wanted to be mostly done when she did so she could see it #but my mom says she could help me put them back on the needles. wonderful idea. so hopefully shes good at that #also like yes much of the time i would presumably have it just around my neck not all the way up my face #butttt with all this extra fabric its bunching a lot and its just not as good

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

Tbh I think Miss Pauling and the Mercs have a pretty funny relationship bc like, from an outsider's point of view it's just this petite lady with glasses and a clipboard that just screams "pencil-pusher". And then there's this 9 group of intimidating, rugged men following her every orders like a group of particularly well trained puppies. I feel like any and all encounter with them as a group would result in a massive whiplash of emotions

#tf2 #team fortress two #my post #tf2 miss pauling #tf2 mercs #imagine being on the verge of being brutally murdered by a crazy american only for some lady half his size dressed in purple be like: #''hey- heyyy. Soldier Im warning you- soldier DROP HIM. drop. him. good-now lets go we're late for our flight" #and then just fuckin leaves #this is just a little false since miss pauling would porbably kill the witnesses or smth but shh #silly chatters

[quirkle2]

i wish i wouldn't do this to myself. why do i buy games on steam and then not play them for a while and then hate them and request a refund way outside of the refund time window

#qktalks #this is about sonic frontiers . imso fucking sorry #the game LOOKED awesome it looked fun. the beginning is terrible i feel pained to even say it #feels clunky. won't stop FUCKING bothering you with tutorials #killed the first boss and the game literally said ''hey it dropped something. that's important btw. pick it up. don't forget to pick it up' #i am playing a video game. what else am i going to do. #it definitely feels like breath of the wild if it constantly bothered u like every ten feet with reminders #imso sorry sonic frontiers. u had sm potential. u Have so much. i am simply a whiny bitch #also the game looks . surprisingly bad ? #i thought it would look a lot better. it doesn't look shitty by any means but it also doesn't .....look good #the voice acting at the beginning too leaves ...smth to be desired #i have a mutual (hi parker) who loves sonic parker if ur reading this im on my hands and knees begging for forgiveness /silly #this is my first sonic game so maybe it was just not the best first choice ? idk #still love u sonic ur a silly little guy #actually the refund window is 14 days and i've had the game for 16 days ......... so maybe i can still make it #maybe . idk #steam please . i got it on sale i got it half off please just give me my $30 back.im hungry steam #<- lives with her parents and does not buy the food

[thebreakfastgenie]

Did the MASH gay stuff peak in season 2? I feel like all the big moments are concentrated in seasons 1 and 2, with just sporadic jokes (like "I knew it, you're one of those too") later on.

#there's a huge drop-off around like. season 4 or 5. #it's right around the time bj shows up because he gets like. one and a half. and he's only tangentially involved they're mostly about hawke #this isn't a casual relationship btw it just happens around the same time #larry gelbart leaving after s4 had a lot to do with it #and probably some of the other writers who were responsible for the ones in s1-2 #but anyway i'm now wondering if it actually started dropping in s3 #mashposting

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

I’ve been watching Titans. What have they done to my boy.

#kelseethe #all the biting side remarks about how annoying and not personable Jason is and how he’s so shallow #god. Kory saying that Jason never grew or learned to be part of their family #if Dick or anybody else put like. 22% of the amount of faith and care Dick put into Rachel in ss1-2 into Jason. he’d be like. fine lol. #every time somebody says he was just too much trouble I smh #it really seemed like a cycle of other people keeping things from him/not trusting him #then everyone blowing his mistakes way out of proportion #and when someone else fucks up or screws him over and he gets upset/leaves #nobody cares to find him again and make things right the way they did with anyone else. like everyone just forgets #like. After Rose met up with the titans and made amends she could’ve dropped by with Jason and at least tried to talk things through #it really didn’t take much for Jason to warm up to her so quickly #plus they put so little emphasis/meaning/significance into his death #that everything that happened to him. everything everyone did/said to him is far more depressing than the fact that he died #pls they also made him red hood like 0.04 seconds after he died and came back #I’m currently about half way through ss3 and like. they’re massacring him me thinks

[gracejones]

today is definitely a “scroll and look at pictures in silence” kind of day

#it started off fine #I was on schedule and checking things off my to do list before work #ended with my friend crying on the phone to me about various things including how I dropped the ball on a few things #that directly impacted their mental health #and the landscape project I was working on only got half done because I had to leave early because of said friend #Jesus how did this day end up like this

[birlwrites]

i just thought 'i want to reread the quidditch cup afterparty scene in ttdl' and got all the way to opening what seemed like the right chapter before i remembered I DID NOT WRITE IT

#party scenes are really not my comfort zone or else i'd be changing that rn #but it would have everything #half-asleep regulus who is determined to Be Present and Show His Face #evan high on adrenaline circling regulus at hummingbird speeds #Not Shutting Up about the snitch catch #barty right next to regulus fully prepared to catch him if he just drops off in the middle of a conversation #barty making excuses for them to leave when regulus gets to the point of being visibly sleepy #since he knows regulus won't want to be seen like that #the entire rest of the team going insane #ugh and the POTENTIAL for a BARTY POV POST HUG #anyway if anyone wants to write that. go for it #i probably won't i have enough on my plate #dark lord wip

[aviangrian]

thank god chappell roan didn’t release good luck babe in summer 22!

#i unfortunately had a homoerotic female friendship that ended abruptly and tragically #she was my best friend for YEARS like we met when we were 11 #i knew i was queer pretty early on but it’s so painfully obvious in hindsight how badly she was repressing everything #we fell asleep together she liked every guy i liked she was invested in every female situationship i had #like it was so painfully obvious what we were but we were just an undefined weird tension homoerotic pair of besties! #she always wanted to know every detail of my sex life w women refused to hear about the men i was w #she would hold me when we watched movies she wanted to do everything w me and she hated me after we graduated hs! #last conversation was on her birthday haven’t spoken to her once since #this song has sent me into a 3 day spiral session if you can’t tell 😭 #never fully gotten over her but i see her post w her new friends at her school 6 hours away like cool cool okay #you’re going to ignore i ever existed instead of confronting your feelings okay! don’t know why she wants nothing to do w me anymore tho #crazy stuff it’s been a year and a half since we stopped being friends but i think about her a lot and i wonder if she thinks about me #i have 2 playlists about her she still follows me on spotify but she didn’t even wish me a happy birthday #at the end of the day i hope she figures everything out. you’re nothing more than his wife and all that #this song THIS SONG SHE WONT LEAVE MY MIND #probably delete later. we’ll see cause all my friends are sick of hearing me talk about her but i can’t stop she’s been in my mind since #this song dropped so thanks chappell 🥹🥹🫡

[banesberry-anomoly]

I think it would amuse you to learn that we have a MLP Clef in sys and it looks nothing like my main PT skin

#gremlin ramblings #altoclef.exe #Hes great itll show up randomly and jumpscare everyone then drop the most out of pocket sentance youll have ever heard #And then leave like a day later #I dont even think its a normal pony Im like 90% sure hes like half draconequus or smth

[nerdie-faerie]

Feeling a lil vindictive, a lil nasty this morning

So context, my brother had a work do last night and before he left he told my mum he'd becoming back here and doing so alone. So tell me why he called me at 3am when I'm trying to sleep but travel anxiety and says he's bringing two mates back? I tell him he can't I'm leaving at 6 tomorrow he just goes yeah they'll just be passing through your room. No I've gotta get up in 3 hours you can't be keeping up, yeah it's fine. The fuck it is not

Anyway so my alarm goes off 3 hours later I've barely slept, my brain already woke me up several times prior but that doesn't mean I'm turning my alarms off immediately or getting ready quietly after the prick disturbed my sleep

#Demon Spawn #travel tag #the rest of my siblings got a nice goodbye but im not a morning person on a good night sleep let alone when i havent been able to sleep #like i wouldnt have gotten much sleep regardless because of anxiety but i woulda been able to fall asleep sooner if i hadnt been dragged out #of bed kept awake by the rage induced adrenaline and the sounds of sports being played on tv and chatter in the next room #and hes gonna spend all day in bed anyway so i dont feel guilty particularly when hes had guests over constantly for the two weeks ive been #home which denies me access to the ensuite and kitchenette thats accessible from his room and he constantly keeps me awake #i dont get to enjoy my comfy non student accommodation bed because the fcker never lets me go to sleep and my mum wont let me sleep in #i did fix my sleep schedule minutely was getting tired at 12 instead of 2am from where i fcked it during assignment season so small mercies #had to wake my littlest brothers up to say goodbye and the babby started crying 😢 my mum wanted me to wake her and the baby up too #but the baba was still half asleep and definitely not processing that i was leaving 😂 she was so unbothered guarantee ill have to facetime #my dad dropped me to the bus stop and hes as bad at small talk and emotionally constipated as me but he was just coming back from a night #shift so i appreciate that that was him putting in extra effort and him checking i had enough money is as close to sentiment as he can do #everyone else? cute goodbye. my sister was already awake when i got up to the house pretty sure she had an alarm set..... #my oldest younger brother? i hope the hangover sucks

[lesbian-official]

A new silly little oc

Meet Courtney! Monster hunters usually don’t allow any non-humans into their ranks but what they don’t know won’t kill them 😉

#I am posting these people without any context of the lore and if I feel like it I’ll do a lore drop or just keep leaving y’all in the dark #elf oc #elf girl #half elf #art #digital art #my art #oc #digital sketch #artists on tumblr #digital illustration #original character #procreate #monster hunter #original art