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me: ok, do you want katsune or will there be all that dreamless talk again that you spin and I'm sitting on the table, waiting for the attack, me face
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Hi frends
im going back to my old art style this was so funn to draw and I think it looks better than most things ive drawn recently I think this one turned out cool
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hi boom 💙 i don’t have a pretty clover but here’s an emoji one 🍀 (no pressure ofc)
hi ash! i like your emoji 💙
send me a ♧
You’re my: frend :) also i view you as little sibling but i don’t remember if this is official and i don’t want to forcibly adopt you shfjdksks
How I met you: hella's blog? probably? i don't really remember
Why I follow you: i assume it was originally to be taob mutuals, but i just love seeing your personal posts as well as what you generally reblog. also you’re kind and funny and talented so why wouldn’t i want to be mutuals?
Your blog is: i just went to double check that your usual content was shit posts and fandom posts (i was right, but forgot you also reblog a lot of art) and just got destroyed by that post about past friendships so 🥲). i like how genuine your blog is, without crossing the line into oversharing. especially as a young teen i’m impressed you seem to have found that balance
Your URL is: A CANDLE! i just think that’s so funny so i guess i remember that. i almost always remember your url except now that i say your Spotify in the podcast and that has blue in it too, i get confused sometimes
Your icon is: i’m not gonna lie i do miss green suki a little but zuko’s blue spirit mask is AMAZING. also i know you drew it at one point, is your icon the drawn one? cause your icon looks like it’s from the show so if you drew it i’m VERY impressed
A random fact I know about you: you DON’T live in the same city as me :(
General opinion: literally you’re so iconic, i can’t believe you’re not even 16 yet. you’re so so talented and just so fun to talk to and always have something amazing to add (that’s either really deep or funny, sometimes both) and like i hope you know you don’t have to be super cool all the time, cause well love you for you no matter who that is. but i’m just very impressed by you and am glad we met
A random thought I have: okay now i’m annoyed by the traffic too we’ve barely made ANY progress, maybe this guy had a good reason to be upset. i just want to see my sister’s baby >.<
#sorry this was late ash#but I’m sure you’re not surprised ahdhdjsks#ask a boomerang#ash tag#♣️ game
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hai!!
HIYA!
1. First impression: yhfhfhhh i can't remember uhh but i def thought u were cool!!
2. Truth is: UR COOL!!!! very nice art and ideas !n
3. How old do you look: idk uhhh i forget maybe 13-15
4. Have you ever made me laugh: yes!!!!
5. Have you ever made me mad: uhhh nope!!
6. Best feature: uhdh im not sure !! U hae some very cool ideas !!!!!
7. Have I ever had a crush on you: nope!
8. You’re my: frend!!!!
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Do you take Ship requests? If so, could I get one for The Hobbit & Lotr? I'm a Bisexual Girl, an INFP, Autistic, Aquarius, Artist and Witch. I'm very introverted, incredibly chaotic and strange, and also intelligent, witty, existential, gentle, curious, creative and very determined. I'm very short and kind of dress like a Goth. I love cryptids, folklore, death and burial rituals, d&d, fantasy, literature, history and witchcraft/the occult. I draw, write, hoard books and cool knives. Thanks!
Yes I do!! You sound awesome pls be my frend. I am new to this, my first ship! It kinda turned into a small fic but I hope you like it!!!!! My imagination kinda went wild.
I ship you with Legolas. Now hear me out...
He’s an elf and people think he doesn’t show his emotions but we all know that’s not true. He’s just a bit...different about it.
When you first meet him, it’s a bit scary. He’s a prince, an elf and devastatingly beautiful. But as you get to know him during the first weeks of travel, you start to realise that that’s not all, he’s just as witty as you, his tongue sharp and you find yourself smiling to yourself as he quips back and forth with the surly dwarf Gimli. You don’t notice him noticing you then, though. He’s surprised by it, that he likes to make you smile and their banter becomes unstoppable, Legolas initiating most of it. And then he starts to include you. Asking you for confirmation when he slights Gimli, smiling devilishly. Or slowing to come to walk beside you and points out when Pippin’s trousers have a rip in the back, exposing his drawers and you both chuckle secretively, sharing jokes.
When the jokes turn to conversation, it’s about legends and myths and you trade them with fervor, drinking in all the knowledge and stories he’s heard in all his years. He enjoys telling you these tales and stories, seeing your eyes light up, spelling words or placenames in the Elven tongue for you when you take notes.
Maybe one night you’ll all be gathered around the fire and the atmosphere is friendly, everyone fine for now, settling nicely into comraderie despite some of the heartbreak and tragedy of the journey so far. You’ll have pulled out your notebook, one of the few ‘unnecessary’ items you allowed yourself to lug around Middle Earth. And you draw him, fine lines of a relaxed brow, his eyes closed as he sits by the fire, hair neat as always (How does he do it? You never see him comb it...). Until you find yourself staring, sketch half forgotten and you’re taking in his features, realising not for the first or last time how beautiful he is. Deep in thought, you wander, imagine sitting next to him, leaning your head on his shoulder, to reach and touch his hair. Trace a finger over the sharp point of his ear so different from yours.
You didn’t notice his eyes opening and finding yours until you become very aware that he is smiling, and staring, at you. You flush, caught and you reprimand yourself as you bring your gaze back to your notebook. Probably won’t finish that sketch.
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Days later you find yourself in a similar situation, he’s there again, on the other side of the fire, talking low with Aragorn. His posture is similar and you decide to finish that drawing after all, taking some liberties with the lighting. You’re almost finished, shading some last details along the line of his lips when the notebook disappears from your sight and you hear Merry’s gasp of delight. He praises you loudly, drawing the attention of your companions. You stand now, protesting and trying to chase the damn Hobbit down but the notebook is being passed now from Hobbit to Hobbit, even Sam and Frodo joining in on admiring your work. You hope he hadn’t noticed and you turn, to check and of course... He’s already looking, and so is Aragorn. And Gandalf. Who is now standing behind a happily smiling Pippin as he holds the notebook and plucks it from his grasp. His eyes twinkle a bit as he looks, then finds your gaze.
You glare. Trying to threaten the wizard with...whatever. It doesn’t work and the smirks. Damn that meddling old man. He turns to Legolas who is now curiously regarding the goings on. His hands find the battered book, he’s held it often before as you shared stories with him but this time his eyes are wide with wonder, hands gentler as he almost cradles the paper in his hands. Your pulse is quick now, what will he say? Will he like it? Will he ask why?
His gaze raises from the book, then lowers back to your face and he smiles. Really, really smiles. Bright and open and you know you’re screwed now, this stupid crush now burning in your belly, flame fanned by his words.
“Thank you. It is an honor.” It’s all he says but you glow with it. You hadn’t meant for him to see it, anyone, really. But this, this is worth it.
“May... May I have it?” His question is hesitant but his smile remains and so does his gaze in yours. You think about it for a second, rue to give up your work but decide his smile is worth many pages of your work. You watch him deftly remove the page from its binding and folding it gently in some fabric before it disappears in his pack.
The book is returned to you and his fingers graze yours, lingering for a moment before he dips his head and gives you another small smile that does nothing to calm you and you all return to your seats, conversation starting up again, and some finding their way to your through the night to comment on your skill and of course some noisy Hobbits request their own portraits.
They are denied.
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It’s another few days later when he finds you away from the group, sitting on a log in a small outcropping, notebook on your lap, re-reading some of your notes. He had approached you silently and you startle when he greets you.
You’re pretty sure by his smirk that he had intended to do so. Stupid haughty prince. But you forgive him easily as he sits comfortably next to you and peers at your notes.
“I wanted to thank you again, for your portrait. You are very skilled at your craft. I had thought your work with the pen was for word, not art.”
You dip your head in thanks and mutter the same.
“It’s alright to take pride in it. You are talented.” He is smiling again and you hope that the realisation that he only smiles this way at you is real and not a figment of your imagination.
“I wanted to repay your gift. Even if I did ask to have it.” He looks sheepish for a moment before procuring a cloth wrapped item from inside his robe and places it in your outstretched palm. It’s heavier than it looks and you place it on your notebook, unraveling the dark brown weave. A beautiful elven dagger lays before you, small blue stones reminiscent of his eyes adorn the handle. You find his eyes and you see him look hesitant, unsure. It’s not a look you’re used to seeing on him.
But despite that, you feel a surge of happiness within you. A gift. Such a beautiful gift. He had seen your drawing of him worthy of being repaid so and you grin up at him. Toothy and eyes crinkling and you can’t control it or stop it.
“Thank you. It is an honor.” You repeat his words from that night back to him and his grin suddenly matches yours.
“Shall I teach you how to use it?” He’s still smiling and he stands as you place your book on the log next to you, one hand clutching the dagger, the other reaching for his outstretched hand. Warmth grows on your cheeks as his fingers wrap around yours when he pulls you up and does not relinquish them.
“I’d love that.”
“Not as much as I.”
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Tagged by @threecrowsinatrenchcoat, thank you frend.
Name: Ty
Gender: Non-binary
Height: 6′0″
Sexuality: Ace/Bi. Mostly describe myself as Queer though.
Favourite animal: Cats. Ravens (Corvids), Wolves, Owls. (I can’t just choose one)
Dogs or cats: Cats
Current time: 9:55pm, I’m half watching the TGS Livetsreams and half watching a Streamer and half waiting for a game to download...wait, that’s three halves, what did I use to make this chart?
Dream job: Something creative and something to do with stories. Could be a writer. Could be a games developer. Could be a graphic novelist.
When I made this blog: 2013 I think?
Why I made this blog: My partner at the time had a tumblr and I thought the site looked kind of cool. What a fool I was.
Reason for URL: I’ve changed it a few times, but can’t recall what it was before. I call it what it is now because I love making and sharing art, my own or others, but also the phrasing kind of makes it sound like a dumb martial art.
Followers: Uhhhhhhh it’s surprisingly a positive integer.
If you are reading this and you haven’t done this, you’ve been considered tagged.
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yes I'm late I haven't used Tumblr in a few days but, *twirls hair* heyyyy
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1. First impression: I do not remember at all lol
2. Truth is: you’re pretty neato I think
3. How old do you look: either 15 or 22, depends on the angle I guess
4. Have you ever made me laugh: yea :•]
5. Have you ever made me mad: yea but it’s fine
6. Best feature: I’m completely blanking on this and idk why HFCGFX uuuuuh your art is pretty cool
7. Have I ever had a crush on you: noperoni
8. You’re my: frend
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Yisss another tag game my friendssss
Rules: answer the questions, then add one of your own! Tag 5 people to do it too!
I was tagged by @hymanforconsul !! Thnx my friend!
1. Who is/are your idol(s)?
I don't think I've ever really had any one idol, I have a lot of people I really look up to like my art teacher (not from school), my friends and other school teachers but not anyone I've really idolised.
2. If you could travel anywhere in the world where would you go?
Recently I've really wanted to go to Melbourne but since this is anywhere in the world I wanna do a roadtrip through the US/Canada w/ ma frends.
3. What decorates the walls of your room?
I have a spidey/Ferris Bueller's day off poster from supernova (comicon where I live), a NASA poster and a drawing I did of Kyle Dubas. Also my bookshelf with some of my other drawings and random trinkets I have.
4. Favourite colour combinations?
Blue and orange, red and black, purple and blue.
5. What's on the top of you bucket list?
Is a Bucket list like random things you wanna do or like big dreams cos I have some things that are more like tasks that I wanna do like I wanna move out of home and be able to drive to the beach by myself ?
6. Height?
157cm
7. Favourite animals?
For some reason my brain instantly went to platypuses (platypi??) but I also think giraffes are pretty cool
8. What's the last song you listened to?
Cheetah Toungue by the Wombats (been on my playlist for over a year now and still slaps)
9. How many what kinds of pets do you have?
I have a border collie cross Kelpie named Cooper and he is a psycho. He can fit two tennis balls in his mouth and will just run and play all day. I love him.
10. Last movie you saw in cinemas?
Either Spiderman Far From Home or Booksmart. Both were pretty sick.
11. Comfort food or favourite food?
Comfort food is for sure a cheeky cake in a mug. But otherwise I'm really loving strawberry season atm.
12. Why did the chicken cross the road?
To get to the other side.
13. Book you're currently reading?
Actually been reading a German book I got from my exchange family last Christmas but it's hella long and probably gonna take me forever to read.
14. Your favourite season and three things you like about it?
Winter: because a) you can drink tea without sweating everywhere, b) you can wear warm clothes and not want to die, and c) soup season
15. You're about to get into a fight, what song comes on as your soundtrack?
I Love It by Icona Pop. I rediscovered it's epicness recently and it's honestly the best song ever.
16. (+1) If you won the lottery tomorrow what is the first thing you would buy yourself?
An apartment or Wacom tablet. Probably both. And then a ticket overseas.
17. (+1) What fictional world would you want to live in?
The year 2015 in Back to the Future. That seemed pretty cool.
18. (+1). If you had to learn a completely new language, what would it be?
Ok I have a lot of trouble speaking a foreign language and not feeling super judged so if I had the ability to do that fine, that would be nice. But a new language I would like to learn would probably be Swedish cos I think it sounds super cool.
19. (+1) If you were a cartoon character stuck in the same outfit forever what would it be?
Probably a cropped hoodie and some cargo pants and converse. Comfy, useful but also stylish?
20. (+1) What is your favourite thing about your hometown?
Honestly I don't love it here that much but I do like the area where I live next to the mountain and the bush that's pretty cool. Also the cultural centre and Westend. Lots of cool stuff in there.
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avoyagetoarcturus replied to your post :@avoyagetoarcturus replied to your post:.do you...
ok! i’ve done some digital art on an ipad mini and my favorite app is tayasui sketches (free with a usually pretty cheap pro version with layers and stuff) but you can also get brushes redux for free or adobe sketch free (it’s photoshop) (i can show you examples of each if you want) (these didn’t take too long to figure out)
ah, cool! thx for the advice frend!! i might look into it idk idk
#learning new things is hard but im#so tired of all my art taking 5 million years longer than it would#if i could use digital cheats like#oh don't like that line#NO PROB#EREASE IT COMPLETELY#WITHOUT DESTROYING THE PAPER
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Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 people.
I was tagged by @aplpaca, thank frend
Nickname(s): Evie, short for Evelyn
Gender: female
Sign: Pisces (Or Aquarius, if we’re going by current star positions and whatnot)
Height: 5 foot even
Time: 12:04 am
Birthday: March 4th
Favorite Bands: Imagine Dragons, Bastille
Favorite Solo Artists: Lindsey Stirling
Last movie I watched: Justice League (It was ok, but I wouldn’t pay money to see it again)
Last show I watched: One Punch Man, my older bro showed it to me and my younger bro
When did I create this blog: February of this year.
What do I post: Cool art, funny stuff, my current and past hyper-fixations, and stuff I think is important and I think other people should see.
What did I last Google: Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
Other blogs: Nope. Though I have entertained the thought of an art-only blog
Do I get asks: Every now and then.
Why did I choose this URL: It was mostly because of that one video with the three kookaburras? Two of them were just going off, making a lot of noise that sounded like laughing. Then the third guy at the end was just kinda standing there looking around, occasionally making a few peeps. I tagged myself saying “I’m the third bird” and I was like, hey nice, that rhymes. And I got a picture of Pidge, who’s sometimes referred to as a bird, so I ran with it.
Following: 79
Followers: 94 ( :D Thank you all so much!)
Average hours of sleep: 6-7
Lucky number: 3 I guess? It’s not really lucky, I just really like that number. When I was younger, I kinda saw numbers as having personalities, and even now I still just feel a little lighter and happier thinking about three. I feel like it’s just my number, y’know?
Instrument: None. I used to play Violin, but that was all the way back in Middle School, so I don’t really think it counts.
What am I wearing: Sweatpants and a new sweater I bought from Old Navy the other day
Dream job: Actor or Costume Design
Favourite Food: Dark chocolate
Last book I read: Oathbringer
3 favorite fandoms: Cosmere, Percy Jackson, and Fullmetal Alchemist
ill tag @relativelynerdy @emedealer @transtoast @raggedyradiant, and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it. If you don’t wanna do it, that’s totally fine, and either way I hope you have a good day/night <3
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hey (っ˘ڡ˘ς)
1. First impression: THIS ART IS SO CUTE WTF2. Truth is: ur so cool i cant believe were frends now ;w;3. How old do you look: idkk4. Have you ever made me laugh: yee5. Have you ever made me mad: nah6. Best feature: sometimes u said stuff that made me rly happy about myself and my arts also ur webcomic noyl is hella rad7. Have I ever had a crush on you: nah8. You’re my: friendo10. Should you post this too? okei
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Pick one of your muses.
Fill in the questions/statement as if you are being interviewed for an article and you were your muse
Tag 10 people to do this meme, (repost, don’t reblog)
Tagged by: @amadeo-child-of-the-renaissance
1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME?
Nicolas. Friends may call me Nicki.
2. WHAT IS YOUR REAL NAME?
Nicolas Frédéric de Lenfent
3. DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU WERE CALLED THAT?
My mothers father was called Nicolas and my fathers father was called Frédéric. I was named after them.
4. ARE YOU SINGLE OR TAKEN?
single
5. HAVE ANY ABILITIES OR POWERS?
yes
6. STOP BEING A MARY SUE/GARY STU.
You are joking, right?
7. WHAT’S YOUR EYE COLOR?
brown
8. HOW ABOUT YOUR HAIR COLOR?
dark brown curls
9. HAVE YOU ANY FAMILY MEMBERS?
Depends... I used to be an only child...
10. OH? WHAT ABOUT PETS?
No... now really...
11. THAT’S COOL I GUESS, NOW TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE.
No knowing... and having too little time.
12. DO YOU HAVE ANY HOBBIES/ACTIVITIES YOU LIKE DOING?
playing the violin, visiting concerts, writing...
13. EVER HURT ANYONE BEFORE?
Yes, and to great effect
14. EVER… KILLED ANYONE BEFORE?
Nightly
15. WHAT KIND OF ANIMAL ARE YOU?
the worst kind... human...
16. NAME YOUR WORST HABITS.
obsessing over things that interest me... and ignoring everything else
17. DO YOU LOOK UP TO ANYONE AT ALL?
Mozart
18. GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BISEXUAL?
gay
19. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL?
I used to. Studying Law wasn’t really for me...
20. DO YOU EVER WANT TO MARRY AND HAVE KIDS ONE DAY?
I am married to my violin and the musicpieces I write are my children.
21. DO YOU HAVE ANY FANBOYS/FANGIRLS?
No.
22. WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF?
Humidity... It’s a nightmare for my hair and my violin!
23. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY WEAR?
clothes... unless I don’t.
24. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE?
yes.
25. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WET YOURSELF?
with blood? Yesterday.
26. WHAT CLASS ARE YOU? (HIGH CLASS, MIDDLE CLASS, LOW CLASS)
high class
27. HOW MANY FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE?
define “frends”
28. WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON PIE?
Not my piece of cake.
29. FAVORITE DRINK?
Blood
30. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE?
Paris, Vienna and Munich
31. ARE YOU INTERESTED IN SOMEONE?
sometimes
32. WHAT’S YOUR BRA CUP SIZE AND/OR HOW BIG IS YOUR WILLY?
No need for you to know.
33. WOULD YOU RATHER SWIM IN THE LAKE OR THE OCEAN?
the ocean
34. WHAT’S YOUR TYPE?
easily ecited; also interested in the arts
35. ANY FETISHES?
some
36. SEME OR UKE? TOP OR BOTTOM? DOMINANT OR SUBMISSIVE?
Depends on who I am with. I can be both.
37. CAMPING OR INDOORS?
Indoors.
38. ARE YOU WANTING THE QUIZ TO END
Stupid question at the end.. Like asking “Do you want to die?” before stabbing someone.
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BYE 2018
This year has got to be the year jampacked with EVERYTHING. I might have the same motivation to write now but i gotta try for my future self. (bcos yaknow everything that I dont write eventually gets forgotten and i have no way of remembering, it just turns into a blank patch in my mind lyk 2017 lol) whatever happend to 2017??? i was scrolling through this blog and i didnt find any 2017 posts lol what??? was i in a trans or??? idk i have no memory of new year 2017. well i dont want that to happen to 2018 because theres just so much that happened so here it goes.
JANUARY- I started the year in qc.
Jan 2- I saw Mamsh for the first time in uptc. We bought my very first film roll. n Agfa Vista 200 in Satchmi.
Jan 7- i put my first film roll in. took a few shots. oh and im back in marinduque
Jan14 to the end of the month- im just in duque doing normal stuff i guess idk. More MSC days. I was really stressed about being irreg. lol
FEBRUARY-
feb 2 i went to Manila for the opening of Arts Month. IT WAS SO GREAT I NEVER FELT SO ALIVE IT WAS WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED, to live each waking day to be exposed to art. agh fun tyms. i spent 5 days in Bayview and everyday i went to luneta park for workshops and other shennanigans. While this was all happening i was also shooting for our Trends and Network (?) (subject) video. Reg was my partner in this video we were supposed to put a vissual on a poem our prof gave us.
feb 3
first time to eat yellow watermelon.
went to a baybayin writing workshop and learned how to write baybayin yay
saw autotelic, better days, sud and ben and ben that night
FEB 4- still there
feb 5- attended poetry night and saw mike coroza. saw mamsh again today and we went to national museum. It was the last day of arts month.
feb 6- i went home to duque
Feb 7- i edited my footage
~idk what date but hahaha the video i edited got 75 loooool but our prof gave us another chance to edit the shit.
feb 14- mundo- iv of spades was released. idk how this is relevant to me lol but yeah it was released on this day.
feb 17- UP fair that i wasnt able to go to. Finals week is near im so stressedt
feb 20- im editing the video again. we made a storyline instead of just putting vissuals on the poem.
feb 21- the stress was getting to me. i havent been sleeping bcos of finals and editing so i cut my hair short. the shortest it has been, they said i looked like hannah baker
~idk what date but i finally passed the video and we got 85 thank god for that curve lol~
feb 24- Im back in Manila. first time to ever play with the orchestra in a place which is not marinduque. Played in Makati along with Sta Isabel peeps.
feb 26-
Went to bgc--- to the overrated Venice grand canal place to be exact.
Saw Alex Aiono live.
Bought a new Murakami book (Wind Up Bird Chronicle) that i havent still finished until now
feb 27 to march- marinduque ++ more MSC things
March 29
practiced a viola piece for auditions sa ust but hey its 2019 and i didnt end up auditioning
Moriones festival (holy week)
Watched Baconaua a film by Joseph Laban shot in Mdq. the plot was also mdq related!!! and also socially relevant at present. its kinda about drugs--- well it is about drugs.
april 7- went to ust for enrolment
apr 8- went home na ata i dont even know
apr 13 ICON MANILA DAY1
went to manila for yfc’s 25th anniv!!!!! AAAA ICON 2018~ FULL BLAST
bRO THE THEME WAS MUSICALS AND THEY PERFORMED DISNEY AND THE GREATEST SHOWMAN THEMED THINGS HUHU MY HART IS HAPI
yfc reunion yey
APR 14 DAY 2 - FIREWORKSSS AND TALKS
APR 15- DAY 3
LAST DAY
GOT AN ICON DAVAO SHIRT
NASA ICON RECAP VIDEO AKO
APR 16 ARRIVED IN MDQ FOR FINALS
APR 19- SURVIVED FIRST DEFENSE
APR 23- FINAL DEFENSE
APR 26- SHELLY’S DEBUT
APR 30- FOUND OUT I DIDNT PASS THE UPCAT YO
MAY 3-
GRAD PHOTOSHOOT
SAGALA
MAY 8- 18TH
MAY 10- SURPRISE BDAY CELEB BY THE BEACH T^T gots a new laptop yey. got another murakami book from fiel. got a cool shirt from dem. got my fav necklace (which means so much to me since it has so much connection to who i am--- its a Sta. Claire/ St. Francis pendant from Rome.) Lola passed down a family heirloom to me--- her watch. <3
MAY 11- woke up after last night’s celeb for Graduatioooon.
May 11 to 19- stayed at home and watched movies and shi
May 20-
watched Musika sa Isla’s concert. first time that i sat out since i was so busy huhu.
Went out with Reg and went kayaking
May 21 and onwards more of doing nothing and watching movies and shii
May 29- went out with sum frends i havent seen for so loooong: isa, franz, angge, ira
Jun 2- went out with the fam and tita pina to the beaaachhh
Jun 15- My first provincial Shout!!! YBB LAGUNA!!!
Jun 18- went to shannon falls!!!! hiked and swam with the fam ++ dream favor fam
Jun 19- end of Prov Shout huhu went to amoingon with the YBB laguna team. swam some more in the beach.cried A LOT. said goodbye to fwends huhu
Jun 20- left duque for good
Jun 22- went to ust to settle thingz, dorm hopping
Jun 23- went to ust again
Jun -Jul scrabble, movies, wine, milktea, mc do and a couple of city thingz. Prepared for YCOM acad. long distance organizing with yasu huhu.
Jul 25- went home to duque for YCOM Acad!!! My first and last event as a the provincial YCOM head. cant believe we actually got to put this together huhu sml
Jul 26-28- finally had face to face organizing with the pcg. practiced songs and hosting.
Jul 29- YCOM ACAD NAAA. a lot of hard work paid off in this event. a lot if crying again. said goodbye to friends again.
Jul 30- left for Manila first thing in the morning
Aug 1- First day dorm life
Aug 2- Start of freshmen week. Freshmen pol sci orientation
Aug 3- ROARientation
Aug 4- got very drunk with batch mates uuuhhh which was wrong cos its just the first day and i probably made out with someone???uhhh
Aug 6- Tomasino na ako event. Saw Ben and ben and fourplay mnl
Aug 10-
went to cinemalaya with reg,kly and paul. was supposed to watch liway but ended up watching school service. bumabagyo rn hahahaha.
first time to ride the lrt loool
Aug 11-13- spent 3 days alone in qc aHAHAHA they were in cebu
~Lol kinda dated a blockmate or whateva at this time uuhh~
Aug 17- parents visited manila, we went to intramuros
Aug 20- kuyas bday
Aug 21-saw reg and we watched another cinemalaya entry: Madilim Ang Gabi. sobrang slow paceeeedddd but ya it was about ejk. #SupportLocal
Aug 22 and onwards- A LOT OF READINGS
Aug 28- bar hopping with 7wonders
MORE STUDYING
Sep 5- saw Sud again in ust. org week ata??
MORE STUDYING
~kinda stopped dating that blockmate na~ ahahah
MORE STUDYING
Sep 21- saw shelly, aira, and fiel at Happy T. met someone but never talked again after that nyt. slept at fiel’s
MORE STUDYING
Sep 28- YFC GA
Sep 29- WENT TO SHE’S ONLY SIXTEEN’S 10TH ANNIVERSARY WITH MAMSH BROOOOOOO (XX: XX Makati)
ang bandang shirley
lions and acrobats
mellow fellow
rusty machine
oh flamingo
sandwich???
i forgot the others huhu
IT WAS WILD I LOVE SENA
OCT 4-5- PRELIMS ((no sleeping starts))
Oct 10-pre lims. got rly unexpected close friendships. slept at dean’s.
Oct 20- Island with shelly, ira, dean and sum binilde friends. met sum ppl. slept at mark’s
MORE STUDYING! ! !
~kinda started talking to someone i actually like~
OCT 29- FINALLY WENT BACK HOME TO DUQUE HUHU
OCT 29- went to the beach with reg trisha cavite peeps and kuya francis. saw kent kuya jm and jayson at kuya karl’s
OCT 31- inuman with friends i havent seen for so loooooong, drew, ira, pam, josh, angge
UNDAS- made my term paper about islam huhuhuhuhuhu d y i n g
NOV 3- went to the beach with yfc people huhuhu yasu mat ninyah and others. quest ang gracenote were there at villa aplaya also ahahaha
NOV 4- haaayyy left duque again :<
MORE TERM PAPER MAKING
NOV 14- first meeting of that ~someone~ im talking to. went to rou bourbon. agh i actually like this guy can u believe it
NOV 16- saw ~that guy~ again. went over to his place and met his dog
MORE STUDYING
Nov 23- saw ~ that guy~ again// study date
MORE STUDYIN BCOS FINALS IS NEAR IM DED
Nov 29- adventures with dean and mia at 3am. smoked a lot this month brOo i was ded more studying
Dec 2- mom visited me huhu lord tnx
Dec 3- Agape
Dec 8 onwards- FINALS WEEK a lot of smoking//very very very ded at this point
Dec 13- SURVIVED FINALS AND WENT OUT WITH 1POL3
Dec 15- i was high with kuya and claud
Dec 17- drank with kuya and claud
Dec 19- i was high
Dec 20- mom and micha and pau arrived
Dec 21- PASKUHAN with micha <3 ~the guy~ i was talking to ditched me lol. the dating thing was “paused” looooooool things started going downhill again but paskuhan was so fun!!!!! huhhuhuh definitely made me feel things. saaw ransom collective and spongecola <3 mia and chad r now together. micha slept in my dorm
Dec 23 and 24 and 25- christmas shenanigans in ateneo.
Dec 24- cinco ako sa nstp. i died seeing this
Dec 28- BANDERSNATCH!!!!!!!
Dec 29- went to bulacan for Kuya Oyo’s wedding cute couple
Dec 30-31- STAYCATION with the fam
DEC 31- went home and welcomed the new year. smy prof hasnt still replied for the cinco he gave me.
yaaaaalllllll 2018 was rough. a lot has happend. and im difinitely not the same person anymore. whats worse is that im kinda disappointed of what i turned out to be. :/ things are just sad. i havent been able to pick myself up until now. idk if im just in the right place or in the right time or with the right people but all u i know is that things could be in a much better place. i just hope that 2019 would put things in a better place. i cried a ton shit of tears this year. cut a few scars.left a lot of people. so much new things. it was my wildest year so far. Living independently alone, surviving college and the city life--- it was very different from what Im used to. but hey i survived and im proud of myself for that.2018 u were painful---so painful. U made me try so hard and fail so hard at every aspect. I tried to maintain ties with friends even though it wasnt rly my thing. It was so hard for me to maintain connection agh but at least i still tried. Acads wise, I tried so hard to study for that one major prelim exam and i failed--- for the very first time, i failed a major exam. I tried to love--- yup--- thats totally not me--- i tried to date people. but lol things rly just dont work out sometimes. it be lyk that sometimes. ako pa yung dinitch HAHAHAHAH lol
the first half of the year was so fulfilling a lot of fun times. Never have i ever felt lyk i knew myself so much. everything i did was everything i wanted to do. For the first time i felt lyk i was turning out to be who i wanted to be but surprise everything turned around at the second half of the year.
it made me feel lost it made me feel alone. its 2019 and that feeling hasnt changed. still a ton shit of anxiety. god Every holiday season i try my best to get in the holiday spirit but hah this year no matter how hard i try i wasnt just feeling it. everything feels so static i dont wanna be like this anymore. The second half of 2018 made me feel like im the wrong place am i in the wrong place i dont know.
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Sad Sometimes
Sometimes when I think about how things ended, I get kinda sad... I understand everything happened and obviously things ended due to mistakes on both parties. But I guess endings are sometimes kinda really tragic. I guess, when I think back. I truly loved her, and really tried to show her that I loved her. I suppose a problem could be is that maybe I was really invested in some ways? I guess sometimes I was scared to lose her, since despite some really hard times, I really loved her and always believed that hey it’s not that hard to be happy together. I guess in the process of idk really trying, doing sacrifices, trying to be a good bf (in my eyes ofc, very subjective), and really loving her/caring about her. Sometimes it leads to fights actually o.o since I guess when you’re really committed/care about something, you naturally get more emotional. So I’d be worried about her potentially falling for another guy or maybe repeating past mistakes or when it seems like she doesn’t love me/care about me and etc, that I get upset. I guess I realize that interestingly from playing Smash. When I beat some of these players (really good at sm4sh nowadays lol), people sometimes get really upset from losing to me. One guy slammed the table O_O and really scared me. Other people get really frustrated and etc. I guess they really spend the time playing sm4sh and when you put so many hours in something and care about it, losing probably feels terrible. I can only imagine what it would feel like waiting all years for the olympics and do terrible at it. Oh man, would someone be a sad boy. I guess this applies to relationships too o_o. I think I brought this up to Stefanie once before, that sometimes our fights are legit because we just really care about each other/don’t want to lose each other/etc. Idk I guess from playing in a sm4sh tournie today, it gave me a random epiphany after seeing how upset my friend was and how he was actually nearly in tears for whatever reason for losing a really close match to someone he really wanted to beat. I mean, I wouldn’t cry over a video game, but ofc that’s just me. I’m not as invested in the game as some ppl are, so I can’t understand but I try to tho. I can recognize that hey, he probably tries really hard, puts in the hours, and really just wanna win or whatever. So when he fails, it feels awful especially after being really invested, so naturally he/other ppl will either be really sad/give up or angry or however they might deal with their emotions. From recognizing that, I guess it’s possible to take it as a lesson for relationships. Sometimes fights are dumb af, and sometimes it’s just because ppl care. Like maybe a fight is caused by a jealous SO, and it’s only because they care. Or someone is upset at something and wishes the other person stop doing it, so the relationship would improve. But sometimes that causes a fight in the process, but I mean at the end of the day the fight started since a person really cares about the relationship. I think Kai and her bf had that fight over uhh his seemingly no plans for Valentine’s Day, since it seemed like he didn’t really care about her/their first Valentine’s Day life milestone, while she really cared about him and the celebration. Ofc, sometimes fights might just be idk pure fights due to conflict/etc. But it’ll probably be important to sit down and think, hey we’re kinda having a fight right now, but it’s only because we really care about each other and wants the relationship to be successful/wants to be happy together. So in terms of application to me, I guess looking back sometimes I do admit fights were started by me, since I just really loved her and was just worried about losing her/that she doesn’t love me back/feeling insecure, since I just really cared. Also I need to learn that in the future, I should try better to recognize that fights are ok and prob just makes the relationship stronger/better and it’s not a bad thing, and that sometimes fights are dumb and start out of love/caring a lot about the other person/relationship.
So I guess back to why I’m a bit sad sometimes when I think about things ending. I guess, it’s sad, since I just really wanted to be happy with her. I just wanted to do the things on our todo list, I just wanted to celebrate more life milestones with her, I just wanted her to look only at me, be able to do cute coupley things with her, and idk just go the distance like how I imagined we would sometimes. I do agree, when thinking about the future, it sometimes does seem hard due to issues. But I guess sometimes when you focus too hard on the future or think about it too much, things become ughhh. Like when I think about certain problems too much, I just make it out to be much worst than it really is O_O overthinking yo... Sometimes I realize I just gotta take things one day at a time, face my problems slowly, and things will generally work out. If not, at least I’m less stress/worried, which generally leads to better chances of solving problems! Interestingly enough, sometimes I think the relationship would have improved a bit more given time together. I ended up being far too free uh last quarter, this quarter kinda ehh busy, and etc. I have a really great solid group of friends (multiple diff friend groups) and parties that I go to that I could have introduced her to/invited her to. I’m going to have my own studio apartment/single apartment next year, so no more housemates :( Uhh, pretty down to live in Asia one day, due to multitude of reasons. Got pretty into chinese culture and read a ridiculous amount of chinese novels and learned a bunch of chinese idioms (http://www.wuxiaworld.com/chinese-idiom-glossary/) I read modern novels too and been considering watching some dramas. Uhm, idk have even more cool hobbies to share/teach about. I definitely stepped up on fitness game, legit like 138 lbs now from like 155 O_O. I was like 140ish freshmen year? I’d like to think that I became slightly more mature as time goes by too! I got better at photography and could have been a weird boy like the93044 and make an ig of just cool pics of gf lol. Uhh, I became slightly less picky of an eater. Grew to really like chicken, uhm slowly liking fish more, steaks, learned about even more cool food places, and etc. Idk making good progress! I also watch a good amount of cooking videos and been slowly working on that (really slowly tho lol). I baked a cake the other day, make pasta sometimes, cook rice pretty often, eat better, make eggs/omelettes, cooked a steak actually wowow, helped kristy cook salmon, quesadillas, and idk been slowly improving :OO. I’d like to get into cooking/baking more, and watch quite a bit. But idk generally too lazy/low motivation to cook if it’s just for myself lol. If I had another person to cook for, I’d be a lot more motivated. Uhm, I’m not super arts and craftsy, but I subscribed to this channel and was super down to make this box one day: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRWtS06OI0A maybeee I’ll get a chance to make this box one day, and it’ll be prob a sick gift for a SO!! :^) Idk, I try to constantly improve myself, so the next step in my handmade creative gifts would probably be that box! Jessica told me it’s not too hard to make, even tho it does seem overwhelming when watching it, and most materials can just be obtained from Michaels or Amazon~ Uhh, what else have improved about myself... Uhm, friends, hobbies, food/cooking/baking, arts and crafts/gifts, fitness, uhh I dress pretty much relatively the same with some wardrobe expansion (nott that much in the past 6 months), maybe maturity, some more free time, and idk? Idk what else comes to mind. Maybe slowly figuring out relationships more, myself, other people, and etc..? I guess that’s maturity tho. Uhm, my room got way cooler lol... ;-; I have posters and 6 foot bean bag chair, sick gaming chair, comfy bed, 2nd monitor, two laptops, ipad pro, and idk :( kinda cool room.. I still have a unique diction, and apparently very trendy/catchy. Since when ppl hang out with me, they start copying how I talk lol. Since I say, hii frend or fam or lit or cancer or lavish or sad boys or study boys or broads or you deserve it or idk what else I say at the top of my head. But lol legit 80% of my friends copy what I say nowadays :3 Kinda cool. Hmhm, idk what else improved about me, but I think I could have been an even better SO for her given some more time.
I feel like I should recap my weekend, but it’s like super ehhh .-. like eventful, but not very lit. Maybe later on when it’s more lol~ Need to buy beyond ticket still tho with friends :O and decide on a cool airbnb to stay at together. Still miss her and wish she was in my life sometimes too :( and I guess that’s all for this weekend blog post with 0 recap, since .-. days
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3. How old do you look: idk :P
4. Have you ever made me laugh: yup x3
5. Have you ever made me mad: nah
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7. Have I ever had a crush on you: nah
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9. Name in my phone: no numbah ;w;
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