#Lila Writes💫

[closetedotaku01]

Summer Love with Tsukishima Kei

My second entry for the Honeymoon Avenue event hosted by @crybabycrisis Please go check out this cute lil event!

Notes/Warnings: None! Let me know if you need me to tag something

Word count: 922

Tsukishima Kei is private and distant and cold.

But if there’s one thing you love about your relationship with him, it’s getting him off his high horse. The moments where he lets his guard down, even if it’s just for a second, and you can see past the years to the center of the man you’ve come to love.

They’re few and far between. Practically nonexistent at the beginning of your relationship. But as time goes on, you get more. And you get addicted.

The first time you noticed was when he took you on an after-hours date to the museum he works at. He just meant for the two of you to walk through, lights dim, voices echoing through the otherwise empty building. He’d always loved the peace when he was working late nights. But you asked him to tell you about his favorite exhibits. And when he trailed off, embarrassed at how he rambled, you’d kept asking for more. And he couldn’t deny you. His heart opened, and he smiled brightly, answering every question. That date was the first time he kissed you like he meant it. He didn’t kiss you because it was the right move to make. He didn’t kiss you because it would sweep you off your feet. He kissed you because he wanted to. He kissed you because he was in love with you. He kissed you with the kind of love people can only give when they’ve opened themselves. It’s a vulnerable kind of love. It’s a hesitant love. And it was the world’s best kiss.

Since then, opening up this man has been your favorite thing. Peeling away at him, getting lost further and further as you bury yourself in him has been the best feeling. Being able to love him, the real him is the greatest privilege you’ve ever had.

Right now, you were proud to be walking with his arm around your shoulders. He held you close as you walked. It started clumsily, but now your steps were in time with one another, your boyfriend slowing down to match your pace, as you watched the night pass by.

You want to tease him for how happy he is. You’d spent almost every credit you had (and plenty of his) playing at a probably rigged booth to win him the stuffed stegosaurus he was holding in his spare hand. It was plush and about the length of his thigh. You want to tease him for being a child. For being so dopily in love with you. For not being able to hide his smile. For the tight grip, he has on his new toy.

But you can’t bring yourself to do it. Not when he’s so happy. Not when he’s so dopily in love with you. You can’t bring yourself to mock this perfect man who is so defenselessly in love with you. He’s not one for PDA, so him having his arm around you means too much for you to mock him right now. Your heart is full knowing he holds onto you with all the love and pride in his heart.

When you reach his car he pauses. You try the door, but he hasn’t unlocked the car yet. He walks around to your side, and silently cups your cheek. His eyes make you lean into the touch. He looks at you like he needs you, all intensity and passion and determination hidden behind several layers of cold insecurity. You’re the only one he lets see past it all.

“Did you have fun tonight?”

You hum a positive response, kissing his palm. He sighs at the affection before tilting your head up so you’re looking at him.

“What about you, Kei? Did you have fun tonight?”

Tsukishima smirks, “What do you think?” He slightly lifts the toy in his hand, bringing it into your periphery as neither of you take your eyes off each other. The longer he looks at you, the more his smirk turns into a genuine smile.

You giggle, “My boyfriend is the biggest dork.”

“And you love him for it.”

“Very true.”

His hand drops from your cheek to your back and he tugs you closer to him. Instinctively you rise to your toes as your hands wrap around the back of his neck playing with the overgrown locks there.

He kisses you. And it’s warm. You feel all the summer air around you but still feel goosebumps tingle your skin as his lips brush yours. He presses love and trust into your lips as he pulls you a little closer, needing you. When you pull away he presses his forehead to yours and keeps you tight in his arm.

“People will see,” you whisper, trying to mind his comfort.

You never push. You’ve drawn him out bit by bit and he feels nothing but pride being seen with you. He ignores your statement, “I love you.”

Heat blooms in your chest, starting right at your heart and spreading to every capillary in your body. He’s said it a million times to you, but you’ll never get sick of it. “I love you too, Kei.”

He kisses your forehead as he unlocks his car. He opens your door for you and says, “Wanna go for a drive? I’m not ready for tonight to be over.”

“Me neither. Let's go."

And with that, you get into his car, and he shuts the door for you.

Tsukishima Kei is private and distant and cold. Except when he’s with you.

#honeymoon avenue: the beach episode! #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu x you #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x reader fluff #tsukishima kei #tsukishima kei fluff #tsukishima x you fluff #tsukishima x reader fluff #tsukishima x you #tsukishima x reader #lila writes 💫

[venerismater]

“The Stars Are Dancing Tonight”

---★°·. INTRODUCTION!!

·— hello !! My name is Veneris but I mostly go by Lila

---★--- INTERESTS

· Typology

· Sculpting

· Writing

---†--- PERSONALITY TYPE!!

· INFJ EII 4w5 sp/so 459 ELVF Sang-Mel (more to be added :3)

---♡--- THINGS I LIKE

· The Hunger Games

· Land of the Lustrous

· Jujutsu Kaisen

· Identity V

· Golden Kamuy

· Jojo's Bizarre Adventure

· Creepypasta

· Everymanhybrid

· Homestuck

· Madoka Magica

· Fear and Hunger

· and much much more!

----.·°·.--- ARTISTS I LIKE

· Aphex Twin

· Rory In Early 20s

· TV Girl

· Mitski

· Malice Mizer

· Tame Impala

· Tyler the Creator

· Cocteau Twins

· Kate Bush

-----X----- DNI LIST..

· Genshin Impact

· Minecraft (I'm sorry)

· Comshippers / Proshippers

—<💫🌊>—

#pinned post #introduction #pinned intro

[miinesweeper]

yea I think Josh would've always ended up killing, whether out of revenge, the adrenaline rush, or just pent up emotion tbh, but it's always so cool to think abt how that one change could alter everything

also I love the Josh fic sm jdjshshd so hyped that you posted more its so good !!! 💫

exactly, that was definitely something that was going to come up at some point or another w him, and honestly i might write a follow up to that fic now that you got me thinking ab it !

and thank u a lot !!! that fic is my absolute pride and joy lila and josh live in my head rent free

[closetedotaku01]

The Consequences of Dating Miya Atsumu

This is one of my lil submissions for @crybabycrisis' Honeymoon Avenue Event. I'm going to post the Tsukishima one right after this. Sorry sorry it's so late. I literally just wrote the date down in my planner wrong because I have a tiny, smooth brain.

Notes/Warnings: None <3! All fluff! Lmk if you want/need something tagged

Word Count: 812

There are consequences for your actions. Choosing to date Miya Atsumu, Star Setter for the MSBY Black Jackals has many consequences. 

Your favorite consequence is that you’re never alone. Atsumu is always by your side, whenever you call. His arms are around you at night, or he’s on FaceTime whining about how stupid it is that a losing team made him fly out, away from you, just for the privilege of being crushed like they knew they would be.  

You love FaceTime Atsumu. He’s soft and whiny and desperate to remind you that he would much rather be with you. He’s so appreciative that, although you both know he’d always choose you over his career, you’ve never made him make that choice. 

But you love Atsumu, even more, when he’s with you. The Star Setter for the Black Jackals dissolves, and you’re left with just.. Miya Atsumu. Chaotic and messy. He’s not a confident flirt, he’s a bashful idiot who flusters himself more often than he flusters you. He’s not the strongest man in the world. He’s weak to you and painfully gentle with you. His voice isn’t clear and cocky, his smirk isn’t there, he stutters and mumbles and pouts and his real smile… is infinitely better than the practiced one he has in interviews. He is just as proud. The same pride he has in his jersey is the pride he has when he wears the sweater you bought him so he could match with you. The same pride he has in his team is the pride he has when he gets to have you by his side. You are his team. His tribe. It’s you and him against the world and he never wants it any other way. 

The worst consequence of dating Miya Atsumu is that you’re never alone. When he proudly posts a picture of you on his Instagram, there are thousands of comments, and the ones that stick are never the kind, respectful ones. Having tough skin means only the sharpest words get through. When you’re out with him, there are always people taking pictures. Pictures that were often put on covers of ads for trashy websites with lame headlines boasting unfounded lies meant to boost their clicks. Fame was something you never craved. And while Atsumu looks damn good in the limelight, it frustrates and exhausts you that you have to share it with him. Atsumu always asks before posting about the two of you, but he loves it too much. You can’t say no. He’s aware of the toll it takes on you, so he always stops you from reading comments, and he doesn’t tag you in anything. But how can help himself, when he is the luckiest person alive? He has to show you off. It’s who he is. 

But right now, you don’t mind. You hear a few camera shutters behind you and you can’t stop smiling. You don’t mind because this time, the pictures are welcomed. You paid for these photos. Atsumu is swinging your held hands as the two of you walk along the sand, ocean spray misting your side, photographer close behind. 

“Alright, I think we have enough of those. Want to take a look?” 

Atsumu is a bit too excited and ends up tugging you over to the photographer. Most of them are just silhouettes, which is exactly what you wanted. Atsumu twirling you on the beach. Photos of the two of you walking together, footprints behind you being washed away by the tide, sunset in the back of every photo. 

“I love them,” you whisper to Atsumu. 

 “They’re perfect. We look pretty good don’t we?” He says, smiling down at you. 

“Do you want to pose so we can see the ring?” 

Atsumu pouts at the photographer, “But I don’t wanna let go of their hand.” 

Another consequence of being with this man is the endless embarrassment he brings. You slap his chest softly, “How should we pose?” 

The photographer has you face each other, shifting you a few times to make sure the sun is positioned behind you both in the photo. He guides Atsumu’s hands to your waist, yours around his neck, hands delicately resting on his shoulders so the ring is clear in the shot. 

Click. 

Atsumu smirks at you. 

Click. 

Your ringed hand slides through his hair.  

Click. 

And he dips down, and you get to kiss your fiance, while he holds you, one of your legs sliding up his as water tickles your bare feet. That’s the best consequence of dating Miya Atsumu. 

Click. Click. Click.

And now you have it saved forever. 

Atsumu posts that photo, as well as the one of him twirling you on his Instagram. And you don’t mind the limelight. Nothing can compare to showing off to everyone that you and Miya Atsumu are each other’s forevers. 

#honeymoon avenue: the beach episode! #miya atsumu #miya atsumu fluff #atsumu fluff #haikyuu #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu writing #haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #haikyu x you #miya atsumu x you #miya atsumu x reader #atsumu x reader #atsumu x you #atsumu x reader fluff #atsumu x you fluff #lila writes 💫 #hope y'all like this one!

[closetedotaku01]

Friends to lovers with Miya Atsumu is slow.

He’s an irritant before anything else. An inconvenience on projects. The kind that pisses you off most because you have to respect the fact that he at least does the work. And pretty damn often, he actually does it well. You kinda hate how smart he is. And he still gets to be class jokester? Casually making people laugh during presentations like he doesn’t have anxiety over how much of his grade this is worth.

But his charisma is something that you’re not immune to. After a while, you two become friends. Build your course schedules so you always have one class together despite having different majors. Try to schedule the same breaks so y’all can catch lunch, and bitch about the classmates and lab partners who aren’t each other.

“Do ya wanna get married when we’re forty?”

“What?”

“If we’re both single when we’re forty… would ya marry me?”

He says it like it’s nothing.

“Awww. You scared your charm won’t last you until you’re forty?”

“No. Itd just be nice to have someone I know so well be my… forever. If we last until forty without finding someone else, it’d be nice to still be able to spend most of my life with someone”

You’re caught off guard. He still sounds casual as ever, but his cheeks are a soft pink, and he’s got a slight pout. It’s… irresistible.

“Sure. I’ll marry you when we’re forty. But! I want a real proposal then. No ring needed. Nothing big really. But I want a real proposal.”

He smiles and throws his arm around your shoulders, “Not about to slouch on a ring for the love of my life.”

You shrug him off, feigning annoyance for the clinginess you’ve grown fond of, only for him to laugh off your attempt. “Aww don’t be like that to your future husband.”

He’s unbelievably cocky. Calling himself your future husband every chance he gets. He introduces you to people as his future spouse. He laughs every time he says it… but it’s not a joke. It’s giddiness. It’s Atsumu at his happiest.

And soon enough you realize he’s not dating anymore. And he’s taking you out more, his treat.

And you realize… it would be more of a miracle if forty came, and you weren’t already married to that idiot.

This thought came to me while thinking about @sakusins rich boy! Gojo series. Go check it out if you love simping idiot playboys in love

#atsumu #atsumu hc #atsumu fluff #atsumu x reader #atsumu x you #atsumu x reader fluff #Haikyuu x you #Haikyuu x reader #HQ x you #HQ fluff #Haikyuu fluff #HQ x reader #I’m having atsumu brain rot. #I’m not back. I was on the bus and this hit me like a ton of bricks. had to write it. #not proofed #Lila Writes 💫

[closetedotaku01]

I’ve been thinking about how Inumaki is probably a bit insecure in your relationship but extremely grateful for you.

Because his whole life he’s been told the key to good/happy/healthy relationships is communication. And he always feels like that’s been stunted for him. Because of his curse. Like he feels all these things and gets all this nuance and has to just live with the fact that he can’t usually communicate all of it beyond it’s simplest form.

But you get him. And you’re patient with him. And you try to understand. And you wait for him to write as much as he needs to on those occasions when you don’t understand him. And you can be mad or frustrated but you’re kind and willing to wait and you just give so much. And holy shit he loves you so much.

More than he’ll ever be able to say. More than he’ll ever be able to write.

And he’s so grateful.

And he’ll never deserve you.

But he’ll keep trying.

#inumaki #inumaki toge #inumaki fluff #inumaki hurt comfort #jujutsu kaisen fluff #jjk fluff #am I back? no #will I be writing for jjk? no #did this hit me like a truck but I have no jjk friends so I had to share it here? yep #I’ll be back soon yall im just suffering through college wtf is plant bio #Lila writes 💫 #is that my tag? #idk

[closetedotaku01]

Iwaizumi Drabble

A/N: So @hvnlydmn got the ask I’ve linked here and I have had it in my head since!! Also praise god for a headcanon like this I’ve had Iwaizumi brain rot for AGES! 

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You’re sitting on the counter, and you put some shaving cream in your hand. It’s not too foamy. You warm it in your hands before applying it in slow circles to Iwaizumi’s face.

You begin carefully shaving, cupping his jaw to steady him with one hand as you guide the razor with the other. Iwazumi’s close. Heat radiating off him and warming you despite the cold of the counter in the early morning. Strong arms cage you in as his hands rest delicately on your hips to keep you from falling.

Your first stroke is a bit hesitant and you leave few hairs unclipped. You go over it again more delicately and get into the groove of it.

“Okay, tilt your head up,” you say, voice quiet to avoid disrupting the peace of the morning. He obeys silently. You shave gently at the stubble going down to his neck. You notice, but ignore the smile on his face. The warm pride in his expression as you move his face and shave it clean.

When you’re nearly done his grip tightens on your hips and you realize you’ve knicked him slightly. “Sorry,” you whimper out nervously.

“Easy fix,” he says calmly, a small glint in his eyes.

“Band-Aid?” You ask, turning as you sit on the counter to the first aid kit in your bathroom. -He pulls your attention back to him with a squeeze to your hips, “No, no,” he chuckles, deep and soft and.... mischievous, “you gotta kiss it better.”

You wipe the spot gently with a towel to get it clean before planting a gentle kiss against the skin of his jaw. As you pull away you meet his green eyes and you can’t continue.

You’re stuck staring at him, and he seems to be just as entranced by you. By how domestic it all feels. How safe. How much like home and family everything feels like when you’re together.

He tugs you into him by the small of your back and steals a swift kiss from you. It’s packed with all the love of someone mentally planning a whole future. But then he stands back like nothing happened, waiting for you to finish off the last section of his face. And you do.

And he looks perfect.

#Iwaizumi #Iwaizumi Hajime #iwaizumi x reader #iwaizumi hc #Iwaizumi drabble #Iwa #haikyuu #Haikyuu Drabble #Haikyuu headcanon #haikyuu x reader #Iwa fluff #Iwaizumi fluff #haikyuu fluff #Lila Writes 💫