#MY EYES ARE SO WIDE RN

[chiiyuuvv]

YALL IM 10 FOLLOWERS AWAY FROM 800 WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

#MY EYES ARE SO WIDE RN #IM SO...... #HUH #OMFG #yuvie 💌 !

[bylertruther]

society if the duffers had gone through with their original plan to have mike go to the upside down in s1 to find will

#byler #it's enough for me to know that he WOULD but i still would have liked to see it........ but i guess there's still s5..... sniffles n cries #when will's ankle gets caught in a vine n vecna goes YOINK n u just see mike's eyes go crazy wide as he starts sprinting after him faster #than he ever has tripping stumbling falling in a very mike fashion but he keeps going n he doesn't make it in time but it doesn't matter #it doesn't matter bc he's NOT going to lose will again he's NOT going to lose him on HIS watch a-fucking-gain he won't he CAN'T #and maybe it's a party affair so he looks back at lucas n dustin who are almost there and they're screaming after #him BECAUSE MIKE WAIT STOP MIKE WE DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT WEAPONS but mike just furrows his brow and goes in #bc he's the heart he's the paladin he's going to lead them and he's going to save will because will needs him but also he needs will #and. and um. well. then i fucking die of course #OR COULD U IMAGINE IF will goes on a solo mission and he thinks he's managed to sneak away but mike pops up like 'what are you doing? 🤨' #bc he always sees will and he always knows when something is up and it's a crazy plan but they did say crazy together and that they'd be a #team no matter what and that they would kill vecna so liek. do u see what im saying are u seeing my visions are u feeling my insanity rn . #they get surrounded or trapped somewhere and will casts fog cloud n saves the party like he did in a previous campaign. etc etc #dustin is their bard who has snacks n keeps things lighthearted mike leads the way n will is at his side n lucas is their eyes n ears n it' #almost like one of their campaigns bc the show started with that and those were their roles when will was missing and now it'll end #like that and so on n so forth. nods mhm mhm #takes deep breath ok back 2 studying i go byeeee

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

went to go clothes shopping today and i got the cuntiest misa-esque dress for like $8 at the thrift store <3

#it’s covered in hearts and it’s strapless w a low lace-up back and the skirt is short and poofy but it’s sewn at the edges so that the #skirt is like a sphere-ish shape that holds fairly well and i should prob just draw it so what i’m saying makes sense but it is super cute #and i also got some jeans which is new for me i’ve not worn jeans since. um. i think the last time i wore jeans i was. idk. before #i started dressing myself? so under 5 maybe? idk pants feel really restricting to me and jeans esp that’s why i’m always wearing skirts #but i feel up to it rn bc i’ve always thought they were cute and also i think i’m comfortable enough in my skin to do so which i think it’s #usually the opposite for ppl they like pants and are afraid of dresses bc they’re uncomfortable/self conscious/whatever but for me #skirts have always been a safety blanket and they are so comfortable but sometimes skirts are just not practical so i need to like #get comfortable wearing pants and i tried doing it a couple years back but i was like in the midst of an eating disorder so that didn’t go #down well but i’m cool now i’m chill abt things and wearing skirts all the time makes ppl peg me as fem and i’m like ahhhhh stop she/her-in #me when i’m obvi in femboy mode or like when i’m being androgynous but i happen to be wearing a skirt w my outfit it’s annoying #anyway it took me two fucking hours to figure out what size i was bc skirts u don’t really have a size bc u just need it to fit ur waist #and ur golden but pants are so complicated and i have wide hips and thick thighs and it took me foreverrrr to find the right size #but i did and now i will never have to do all of that ever again <3 bc it was stressful every second that i wasn’t looking in the mirror #and making bedroom eyes at myself <3

[sunkingwrites]

The plumbing people have put an angry snake in the walls and it makes the light flicker- it may eat the entire apartment, and then the world 😌

#they keep saying “hoollyy shit whats happening” and im like WAIT YOU DONT KNOW??? #someone flushed their toilet upstairs and they started going “oh no no no get the vacuum what the fuck” #LIKE???? #WHAT????? #sunkingrambles #👀 #my eyes are so wide rn whaattt the fuck

[pikslasrce]

never let me.drink monster late in the afternoon

#MY EYES ARE LIKE. WIDE OPEN #thats why im watching so many movies i feel very attentive rn #piksla.txt

[wikihowhowtoexist]

This is the worst I have felt in months

#so fucking sick rn #i felt soo dizzy at school #if i open my eyes too wide my head hurts #if i tilt my head it hurts #everytjing huurtsss😭😭😭

[waytoobsessed]

I currently look insane because i’m drawing glitchtrap.

#I’M ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO COPY THE FACE THEIR DRAWING #SO MY EYES ARE WIDE RN AND I AM SMILING AND STARING DOWN MY IPAD

[mrs-kelly]

live photo of me rewatching old episodes of aIways sunny 🥰

#im so lucky that hes in every episode; i can just pick one and know he'll be there 🥰 #i love him so much and i dont have any words to express that rn #all i know is im looking at him and my eyes are wide and my face is in my hands #and i am daydreaming about kissing him and hugging him and making him smile 🥺 #i love charlie so much; he makes me so happy 🥺❤ #ren speaks #renlie #im gushing out here folks

[mrsdulac]

"funny how feminization is only an issue when it happens to louis" There are people in this fandom who insist that Samstat is hypermasculine and reading him as anything other than a Stanley Kowalski pastiche is stupidity and projection. The same people who insist that female-coded Louis is the only right interpretation of the character, and they already imply that Assad's Armand is hypermasculine as well. It's the side of the same coin as the problem with a dainty, feminine Louis. They're not about subverting the gender norms, but upholding them in a twisted way

Gonna be honest, I can’t articulate a proper response to this because I just woke up and I’m about to go back to sleep because…no.

#it’s also not a good sign that the first thing i did while reading this was roll my eyes (no disrespect anon this is just…not for me rn) #i haven’t seen insistence on anything from anyone #i’ve seen the opposite for lestat #and not very much concerning armand #and feminized louis happens in a very small part of fandom and there’s no insistence? so…??? #like who’s insisting these things? pls show me #now idk if that’s cause I’m on the tumblr side of things or what #but honestly as a black girl who’s dealt with hypermasculine black characters being used as props by fandom #and this is solely from a fanfiction standpoint #i’m gonna go ahead and say i do not have a problem with feminized louis #bc for so long it’s been nothing but dominance for black men and innocent twinkhood for their white partners #that’s been the norm in fandom for years and it’s tiresome and disgusting #so when people (especially black authors) write it the other way around i don’t see what you see #and the dynamic of a masculine lestat and feminine louis was established in the show #I don’t see people trying to uphold gender roles or whatever #i am just having a hard time understanding the true problem with this #but I really don’t see why feminizing louis is such a bad thing… #and it irritates me that these debates only show up when louis is the one being feminine and there are masculine characters surrounding him #because when it’s lestat it’s pretty much widely accepted and praised but the reverse happens and suddenly it’s insisting #or we have to be concerned about gender roles and this that and third #gender norms this and gender norms that…maybe it’s just fanfiction babe #and those roles were implied in the show with the nuclear family so again…????? #i just don’t get it I’m sorry #I apologize bc I’m struggling to see your point #sorry for my tag rant #it’s too early for this

[aq2003]

current mood: lou and ally during the riz mirror scene

#my eyes are so wide open. i am so scared. #brennan my guy i need you to be NICE to my boy rn. !!!!!!!!!! by god !!!!!!!!!! #d20 #fantasy high

[elliebartlets]

i am such a fucking negative person.

my friend texted our group saying she got engaged (!?!) and my brain immediately went “wtf?!? they haven’t even been dating that long! i think they’ve only been dating for like a year. I mean good for her she’s a great person and has always wanted to get married but…why would you do that? i hope it lasts but will it? most marriages don’t last cause people change and/or don’t know how to communicate and if they do last they aren’t usually good marriages and they usually don’t like each other the majority of the time. I truly don’t get it. I hope it lasts tho. Ok I should text her and act positive.”

#yes I legitimately thought all that in like a span of a minute #anyway y’all don’t need to like come for me I know im being dramatically negative #i feel like such a horrible person for thinking this but…I can’t help it #god I wish I wasn’t so negative #I mean my eyes are wide open to the truths about relationships and marriage #which makes it hard to be positive whenever anyone is talks about their relationship or getting married #anyway that’s friend number 2 who will be married #I knew this time period was coming #when all my friends would slowly start to get engaged #I feel like this just started the cataclysmic event that is “all my friends get married and start families and I drift slowly further away” #alexa play right where you left me by taylor swift #I sound insane rn sorry just needed to dump this somewhere #personal

[disillusionmp3]

ahaha😎💯

#i haven't talked abt this w anyone yet bc it's so fucking humiliating #but my ex's corworker was in love w them and one time they asked me 'would u be mad if i made him believe i liked him back? it would be an #epic prank lol' #and i said it didn't bother me :(( bc i wanted to trust them and bc there had been a situation before where i had accidentally implied that #they might not be a lesbian and it was so upsetting to them and i didn't want to stir that up again #and the pretending to like him turned into actual liking him (probably already was more than pretend from the start even if they couldn't #admit it to themselves) #i really let someone cheat on me w my eyes wide open i feel so stupid and disgusting and ugly and dumb and small #idk how to not see it as my fault #and idk how to forgive myself!!!!!!!!! #crying so fucking much rn idk what to do #🍓

[sundere1181]

My god we’re in a hotel rn and my dad is snoring so loud Jesus Christ

#I forgot to take my sleep stuff so I am WIDE AWAK #it’s midnight 🧍‍♀️ #if you reply or rn and be like “go to sleeep #I can’t #literally can’t keep my eyes closed #:( #insomnia

[executiveibex]

aaaaaaaaaaand that’s a wrap on another season of Friends at the Table, a podcast about killing gods and losing hands!

#mine #f@tt liveblogging #friends at the table #winter in hieron #i've said it before in these tags and i'll say it again!! #I AM THE MOST NORMAL ABOUT TIME BEING A FLAT CIRCLE IN HIERON #LOVE that both marielda and winter in hieron ended with the murder of (a) samothes. SO much fun for me personally #although MAN......... rip maelgwyn #when austin described that dying transformation i was. VERY glad i was pulling books in the stacks #so NO ONE could see how wide my eyes were over my mask #and f in the chat for ephrim as well bc he is going Through It!! #also alyosha. also arell. #(although both of those are just as much ''heyy buddy what the fuck??'' as much as they are ''oh NO'') #just. EVERYONE is in such a PLACE rn #both literally and figuratively lmaooo #excited to listen to the postmortem but i think i'm going to wait to start spring until next week #i need time to PROCESS #............ also i need to buy the winter in hieron soundtrack. but that's a given

[dfsdgaefh]

wow i havent had a tumblr in years...im having a full boomer moment

#my eyes r so wide rn

[the-bluestreak-cat]

Shoutout to my followers who engage when I start hunting for knitting inspo

#knitting #you can tell when I get the wandering eye from when my knitting tag blows up #I’m on a double sided scarf rn for my pops and I did it too wide so I’m doubting myself lmao #thinking about flip mittens… #I have some rainbow wool I’ve got my eye on but I’d hate to waste it #that and a winter sweater in dark green and white #that and a yellow and white ‘gingham’ cardigan #aurgh #the second I start a second thing this scarfs goin to the wayside and I Will finish it lmao #all that to say #I also like the bottom middle Halloween sweater! Raglans are cute as hell