#MY MONEY MOVES MONEY I CHOOSE

[theboytatu]

I can’t take either of Lisa’s solos seriously with the fake accent she puts on and the shitty Bekuh Boom raps🤷🏻‍♀️

i started enjoying money ironically then it became unironic tbh

#asks #MY MONEY MOVES MONEY I CHOOSE #CELINE MY SHOES WALKING ON YOU 🗣🗣🗣🗣

[icewindandboringhorror]

Found a very cool pastel cat sweater at the bins but I have literally nothing that matches it well, so I always struggle to make outfits with it lol

#ootd #pastel #I really really want to SELL CLOTHES I keep talking about selling clothes.. its just such a process..hhhhhhh #Because you have to take pictures. edit the pictures. list them somewhere. write descriptions. choose a price. advertise the fact you listed #it somewhere. Repeat with literally hundreds of items (since I get bulk clothes at the bins and etc.). I have a lot of cool stuff that I thi #nk people into similar styles would want to buy. and I always need money to fund art and healthcare expenses and eventually moving to a diff #erent place someday. replacing broken electronics. etc. etc. So a wise decision is 'well sell a lot of the old clothes you have'. It is so #difficutl with my specific functioning issues though since it's such a long process and also packing things up. taking them to the post offi #ce etc. takes timing since I always have to be driven by roomates and stuff. etc. etc. #I think the way I was considering getting around this was to sell clothing in 'packs' like.. A pack of 5 or 6 matching items the same shade #of pink. or all green items with flowers so it's the same 'nature theme'. Or even selling full outfits or something. so that way I can kind #of bundle items. Instead of the effort of photograohing and listing literally 50 individual items. Turn them into 5 packs of 10. Or 10 packs #of 5. etc. ? But I think I never got too far with that because I was uncertain how that'd actually go over in terms of whether people would #buy groups of items instead of just individual. Especially whole outfits or something like. I think you'd get a wider audience giving people #more individual choice to choose seperate things instead of putting them together and going 'this is just what you get' or etc. #but I could also see it being cool. You already have some guaranteed stuff that matches. They have a theme. Especially if it's something you #like. Love brown themed mori kei items? here's 5 of them already together. etc. etc. etc. #ANYWAY. Came to mind because as much as I love anything with cats on it that's a light color. I also am chronically warm natured due to my #health issues so I overheat immensely if I wear sweaters. even in the winter I don't wear that many layers lol. So a sweater like this is ju #st impratical for me outside of taking one or two outfit photos with it. but I don't think I could ever actually wear it even if I really wa #nt to. But it's nice! and very cool!! so a good candidtate for selling. Give it to someone who would be happier to have it than I would in #the sense that maybe they could actually WEAR it lol. #ANYWAY... rhgh #everything......... difficult.......... whye #Also sweater is too hot for me and doesn't match anything I own even though it's perfect and I love cats..... whye....... cruele world #self

[geckosquid]

So I thought we weren’t going to get any more Sync Pairs for Blue because they would need to replace his voice actor if they wanted to do more lines. But I guess I was wrong, we will see how the anniversary goes.

#I honestly was not expecting to have red blue and leaf for the anniversary pairs #not too crazy about them #I think I will wait to pull for Paulo and Tina instead #thst is probably a bad decision on my part from a gameplay standpoint moving forward #but when the game only gives you so many free gems you gotta pick and choose your scouts #because I’m not spending money on a mobile gacha game even if I knew how #pokemon #Pokémon masters ex #Pokemas #geckosquid posts

[wiinterbunny]

💒🧸🎀🐇

#i've been so so scared and anxious and worried for the future for a while now #everything's changing #my mom is talking about moving (without me lol rip) #i have to become independent now #i fucking hate myself bc im almost 25!!!! and im still a pathetic loser who is dependent on her mom #but ofc i cant be #even if i've thought a lot abt myself and my personality disorders and i think this is just who i am #i need and want to be dependent on someone. to be taken care of and someone to make choices for me #but my mom just dont want to do that which i ofc get sksksk #and idk i dont have a dream. i cant imagine myself capable of any job #but i have two ideas of occupations i might be ok at #buuuuut i have no fkn idea how u get an apartment??? how do u get money? how do u do this and that #i know NOTHING abt being an adult or independent and im so fucking scared #dying seems so much easier and more tempting #i cant do.. cant do it to my mom #also it's sad bc recently a dream has formed in my mind #it's including another person tho. and i dont have any control over that. i cant force someone to choose or want me #so that dream is the least realistic of everything. even if this person really is my dream.... bit i cant count on it #and i have to build a live for myself. even if its not the life i really want #im scared im too dumb and childish and worthless to do so tho

[dykeinthedark]

is it embarassing that i'm starting college and still don't have a driver's license? no actually

#lied im a little bit embarassed but i know i shouldn't be. RANT INCOMING. #screaming into the void that in retrospect it's not my fault and that my parents didn't want me to be independent bc uhhhh controlling :) #like.... more i think abt it as i'm moving out the more i realize that i had no freedom #example. i still don't have a bank account bc they didn't want me to make purchases and thus i don't have venmo and couldn't schedule #anything related to driving permit tests/road tests bc those cost money and i can't pay out of pocket because i don't have said pocket #i had one job in hs and they paid in cash which was perfect but parents made me quit even though i needed the money #uhhh what else. i was barely ever allowed to leave the house to hang out with friends for pure leisure #either i had to have a school related purpose or i was guilt tripped by saying i was choosing outsiders over my family #yeah #and my dad would track my every location lol #also..... I HAVE NEVER SLEPT A NIGHT AWAY FROM MY PARENTS!!! THEY NEVER LET ME DO ANY SLEEPAWAY CAMPS OR SLEEPOVERS OR STAY OUT PAST 10 #OKAY LIKE LITERALLY HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO OUT AND DO THINGS ON MY OWN IN COLLEGE WITHOUT FEELING WEIRD... I HAVE NEVER HAD FREEDOM!!! #in short i am dependent in the literal sense of the word and im also scared

[piplupod]

why the hell did my molar have to go and get chipped somehow randomly (i dont know when it happened or how it happened, i just noticed it was very sharp one day earlier this year) right after i was no longer eligible for my dad's insurance that covers dental.... i am going to have to probably pay at least $200+ to get this checked and taken care of,,,, head in my hands. i swear someone up there wants me to off myself I swear to fucking god

#like man can u leave me be. I'll get around to offing myself eventually but im trying to get a few things done first!! #u are draining my savings that i need to pay my mother rent !!! i need that money!! what the hell !! #idk i guess we're just going to move the clock hands forward a couple more notches!!! tick tock times running out apparently!!! #this makes me so fucking frustrated bc this is the ONE thing i get to choose and have control over and you are rushing me into it !!! fuck! #im just. head in hands. banging head against a wall. my jaw aches around the molar today #it just started aching randomly a few hours ago and i feel like now its developing into smth Bad and Expensive #I feel sick thinking abt this. i want to do things !! please can u let me have this last hurrah properly!!! #this is not fair !! nothing is fair i know but christ. i thought i could have like... another year at least without any massive issues #i thought I'd have a year where i could just get shit done before i decide I'm done but nooo we have to rush me apparently #idk. maybe if i ignore it it'll stop aching. maybe the cold outside was bad for it or smth. maybe it's smth I can keep ignoring #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #suicide tw

[fly-sky-high-09]

I think the worst part about me is that whenever I get slightly heavily injured/sick where I know my parents (mom especially) will worry, my reaction is to instantly get into a panic mode and make things worse

#'huh I keep feeling off balance when ever I move too harshly and I almost fell like 3 times' #'oh ouh. something is wrong' *gets to think about the worst and feels anxiety and panic point closing in* #like when I injured my foot I wasn't suffering in pain (that came after) #i was panicking and catching my breath while trying not pass out because it meant my fam will get worried #and spend money on me #i know it's fucked up! #but I can't help it! #i cant choose I just instantly get into this mode....

[deus-ex-mona]

J U S T D A I

#missed my oshi so i’m forcing y’all to look at him too~ #not me thinking about dai instead of sleeping when i have only ~3 hours left to sleep lmaoooooo #it’s always dai hours <3 thinking about dai 25/8 hours/days a week g o— #i love him sooooo much y’all don’t understand— #he always chooses chaos and violence (love me a guy who shares my values like that yk—) #he’s a great artist and an even greater loser <3 #he can be both cool af and super adorbs (megu would agree <3) #though!!!! i think he’d look super cool in a hakama!!!!! those always look great on tall people/dudes with good proportions #like there’s this ~2m tall guy in my club who moves soooo gracefully in his hakama while i’m just there like [steps on own hakama] [rips it] #so yeah!!!! ft4 new years event plspspspspspsps p l s get dai in a hakama i’ll pay real moneys to see that👀👀👀👀👀 #‘dai’ly shitpost of the day

[ofmermaidstories]

you said merms bloodlust and i thought "ooh merms vampire fic? 👀"

NO BUT SERIOUSLY i hope you are feeling better and good things come your way merms lovey <3

fun fact!! i actually had a massive vampire phase a million years ago!!! like, during the Twilight/Vampire Diaries hayday, LOL. everything i wrote back then involved vampires. fanfiction, original fiction—role-play. yeah!!! your girl here used to role-play with other people online!!! i’ve written teenage-girl-stumbles-across-sexy-bad-boy-vampire-who’s-old-enough-to-be-her-great-great-great-grandfather tropes. vampire highschools, ala Vampire Knight. Vampire Secret Societies. name a trope and i probably wrote a half-assed outline for it!!! if they had sharp pointy teeth and were driven by uncontrollable bloodlust into sucking on someone they cared about’s neck then i was there!!!

i’m kinda all vamped-out these days… i much prefer my bloodlust to come in the form like, a favourite character’s head being bludgeoned-in with a rock or something, LOL. just normal, non-blood drinking violence. 🥹🪓🫀🩸 idk if i’ll ever (seriously) write a vampire!AU for BNHA—maybe more drabbles, randomly. but to me the magic of a vampire story came with like, pairing it up with teenage girlhood (including but not limited to the connotations of the whole, blood-drinking-in-the-place-of-sex thing). and idk! it’d be hard to pull that off in a x Reader without like, flattening whichever BNHA cast member we picked for the Lead. and i write (and read!) fanfic because i’m interested in them, in their complexities and lives and the things that stretch out after canon. idk!!! now that i’ve said that, watch me pull a iida/reader/tokoyami vampire!AU outta my backside. 😭

(that’s a joke; i don’t have time. 😔 but also… 🧐 you could do some pretty interesting things with a set up like that… Dark Shadow could be like, part of Tokoyami’s vampirism? And between DS and his mutation—the bird-like qualities—he has to live lowkey. 🧐 whereas Iida could be the “youngest” in a clan of regimental, powerful vampires that have successfully infiltrated the modern world with fearless business acumen… hmmm. MUCH to think about.)

#ofmermaidstories-asks #how can i talk about the magic of going into the massive Borders in the city and seeing a wall of Twilight? #that feeling when you’re in a bookstore and you’re young and you don’t have much control over anything in your life— #but for that one precious afternoon you are standing in front of a merticulous display of books #all with the same ghostly cover #and you have enough in the way of cash to choose something for yourself— #and here’s a story promising you a girl who’s maybe a little bit like you— #who doesn’t know her place in things #who moves to a new town and ends up stumbling into the adventure of a lifetime #Stephanie is not a perfect writer and no matter the criticisms i had and have of the books back then and as an adult #i will always love her and be indebted to her for giving me that moment #that promise of picking up that book and *knowing* it was going to take me away for a little while #and the overwhelming excitement that came with choosing it #i was going to make a joke in these tags like ‘if this ask kickstarts my twihard phase i will take u all down with me 🔪’ but #mostly it just leaves me overwhelmingly fond and nostalgic for that time #and the things i created in the wake of it #cue MCR’s vampire money for the closing credits of this lmfaoooo #kids don’t care if you’re alright honey! 🎶 #pills don’t help but it sure is funny! 🎵 #gimme gimme some of that vampire money!!! 🎶

[deeisace]

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#wh. um. fuck. #dad's told me about my nan's will #and uh. #the money goes first to my grandad's looking after obviously #but um once he's not around (in a year or two dad says‚ with his alzheimers) #then it's split between the family in percentages ive forgotten - including my mum‚ which is lovely #but basically in two/three years. i could have enough money to buy my own place. #ive no idea what my credit rating looks like in the least but i guess i have that amount of time to find out and sort it out #i imagine it's not very good - i don't have a credit card or anything like that but i haven't used my overdraft since i was at uni #but dad says i could get 60 grand! so if i buy somewhere with 60k up front and the rest as mortgage? right? #i have no clue whatsoever how to do all that stuff or even like how much furniture costs or how to choose a mattress or anything #ive never had anything like that new #so um. yeah. that's. something #i don't know what to do with it or anything. but it's a thing. #for now i need to go back and find a flat my own cs ive got like 6 weeks now to move from this place #and i have to ring the estate agent landlord people to find out if i can just move upstairs or what. cs that'd be my first choice honestly #but um. my brains gone to mush #i knew my grandparents were well-off but i didn't know it was by that much #or that id get such a high percentage - tho that's half what my dad's getting so i guess that makes sense #he says he's gonna buy a boat and go to south america #which sounds bonkers honestly like he's not a sailor whatsoever #but i guess he's a lot more sensible now he's been sober a year than he ever was when i was a kid

[savrenim]

the worst bit about being Super Excited about a new original project is, like. the knowledge that. at best. people aren't going to see it for a year and a half to two years. and that it's really hard to go "hey trust me I'm going to have something so cool in like two years so please stick around now"

#my life #writing #and honestly that would be if I had time to legit work on it every day or at least on a solid weekly basis #which I. am not really sure that I will. #given that (a) I have a bunch of open projects including open original projects that I also need to be working on #but more importantly (b) right now my financial situation is such that if given the choice between working overtime and writing #I *NEED* to choose overtime #and will continue to need to choose overtime for the forseeable future #quite possibly years of the forseeable future #really REALLY wish I was making enough money off of writing right now for it to be a regular thing in my life #the hilarious catch 22 of it all is that I don't really have a chance of making maybe some actual money off of writing #until I'm actually publishing original works #and I don't have time to work on original works bc everyone who is currently following me for writing cares about my fanfiction #hence what little time I have is going to that #leaving me unable to finish my original works and maybe turn this into enough of a career that I can do it as much as I want to #(although also who am I kidding my game plan is still publish all my original works for free / 'choose your own price') #(just kind of. mildly hoping. that enough people might like the thing to choose an average ebook price) #(and the money all works out) #just like. hnnng. I know I shouldn't complain bc I do have a solid job that pays well #I just have a household with a bunch of people relying on me for income and a bunch of moving expenses to pay off #and Actual Human Babies on the horizon #and a bunch of responsibilities to people who aren't me and I don't Regret it but every once in a while I stare #at the things I could be doing and wish that I didn't have to choose Responsibilities over Writing #(this is brought to you by The Heart And The Heartless being so fucking cool)

[the-starlight-papers]

Oh boy just found out that politics are coming directly to my conservative college campus this fall.

Yay.

#well thank god I’m cooping so I won’t be there I guess. #I still might drive in to protest because presumably there’ll be one #annother fun session of having people yell transphobic shit while we chant stuff like ‘hate has no place here’ #if I’m lucky the campus barstool account will post a picture of me at the protest again (this is not a good thing) #also sucks because my parents are just kinda like ‘well that’s how it is. people are allowed to have different political beliefs’ #like yeah they can have different political beliefs but I would like to medically transition and these guys want me to not #also I love working with kids and being a camp counselor and stuff #and some of these people would want me arested as a p/e/dofile because I’m trans and indoctrinating their children #so yeah sure they can have different beliefs but they don’t seem to understand that there are certain groups that want trans people gone #honestly my parents are both upper middle class white people. they come from a long line of college educated people in primarily white areas #both of them tend to preach tolerance to the point where I have to have the paradox of tolerance picture on my phone to remind myself that #tolerance is a social contract not a moral principle #(a good example of this is when I found out that a girl on my xc team had to move schools because she was bullied out of my hs #becuase she was homophobic. and he was like ‘well bullying is never the answer’ #ok but like you understand that she was probably harassing gay people at my school right) #in conclusion: pro tip for queer students choosing their college: yes they may give you lots of money. but is it worth your mental health

[artificial-condition]

Positive mood ruined by other people’s stupidity

#my thoughts #I should’ve talked to my work friend for advice #I’m ready to move out but I want a house not an apartment #and I don’t want to rent because it feels like a waste of money #but I feel more and more desperate to move out every day #I need independence #and a safe space without stressors #I can’t get away #feeling so desperate #I wanted to save for a house down payment then move out into a house but that will be many years #and I already feel a crushing sense of urgency #not in danger just very negatively impacted mentally and emotionally by mood swings and anger #it’s stupid I have to choose between financial health and emotional/mental health

[awek-s-archived]

my mom n her bf have an interesting financial agreement in place now it’s kinda making me seethe w rage

#let me explain bc I can’t rage to anyone enough abt this it’s crazy #so he moved in a year ago.. maybe a few months after they started seeing each other. he was rly hyping himself up to us about how he’s like #sooo hardworking around the house and he is generous w money etc #not why my mom started dating him btw like she has her own rented council house and makes more money #but he has 2K saved up bc he prefers alcohol and smoking to eating. more on that later. #so they had kind of an initial agreement of sharing financial responsibility that essentially ended with #my mom paying the rent. the bills. the gas. the electricity. the weekly food shopping. anything else the bf wanted while they were out #bc he didn’t pay for it himself he would just add it to her basket and make her pay #meanwhile he pays monthly bills for his car which amount to smth like £200-£400 a month. he makes that in a week. #and whenever his son asks for money he sends it. his son is 20yo and doesn’t WANT to work btw. #he CAN but CHOOSES NOT TO. he lives in Bournemouth which is a huge tourist city and there’s jobs round every corner. #meanwhile the bf smokes HER cigarettes and downs a 1L bottle of whiskey in 2 days #pays for nothing #obviously my moms not ok w this arrangement #so she was like ok. starting the new financial year (april 2023) we are literally gna split everything up. bc it’s not normal that she pays #everythjng as if he’s her child not her literal boyfriend who is almost 50yo #especially since like if he does happen to have to pay smth he always asks for the money back 🤨 #so my mom. fairly. asked him if they should split rent and bills into 2 (them two) or 3 (me included) #making sure to specify I’m a full time student and don’t have a job rn #and he was like split it into 3 and you pay his share #when I heard I was like ????? AINT NO WAY u think that’s fair. because he had said before that if his son lived here he wouldn’t be making #him pay rent. but he wants ME to. #so it’s definitely some kind of payback tactic at my mom for actually making him help around the house financially #by the way I’ve always told my mom that when I make money if I’m still living here I’ll pay rent. no questions asked. since that’s fair and #I’m an adult. i have given money for bills before when I was more stable financially than I am now #I’ve bought medications and other things. I’ve contributed more actually than HE has w my student finance and odd job payments #and my kofi donations mostly go to household things even if ppl who donate rly want me to get stuff for myself 😭 #anyway and so my mom was like ok since we are being fair and u want me to pay 2 shares #u send ur son £50-£150 every week so Alex can get that too #will cont—

[rottingcompost]

Anyways so I went to a staff meeting at work today because we all had to go, and we all found out that our work place is shutting down. We do have the chance to keep working at bk, but if we want to, we have to move to another city entirely or take the bus or train every single day for hours at a time. Now I dont know about you but I wouldnt move away from all my friends and family to work at a shitty fast food resturant, and I am currently looking for new jobs. Wish me luck. Life just keeps getting weirder and more shitty before it lets me have any sort of break i suppose

#ramblings #how the fuck did it take three years to realize the resturant that hasnt been successful since a month after it opened wouldnt be fixable #im not even mad i just dont get how you can look at a resturant going in the negatives every single month for over a year and has zero (0) #god damn visitors most of the day every single day and still think that you can fix it for three whole years #the resturant has never been successful why would they think they can turn it around after even like a full year of consistent it losing #money for even being open #also choosing to close the resturant during extremely shitty economic times is a choice. #wont affect a big corporation like bk but it will definitely affect the people working there #especially the people working there who DONT live with family or any roommates or anything like that #I thought it was hilarious that several of the people i told to guess what we found out at the staff meeting thought that i had been fired #like yeah. TECHNICALLY THAT HAPPENED. we all practically got fired. because unless we have the money to travel between work and home for #hours on end or we dont want to uproot pur entire lives and move in like a months time then yeah. we wont be able to keep the job lol #at least i can take some comfort in knowing that a majority of the people working there are under 18 and live with family so they wont be #dropped as hard as the older people who live on their own will be (like me lmao) #anyways if someone can either ship me off to england so i can live with my partner or idk find some place that could hire me that would be #nice. im just job hunting now and i will definitely go harder at it now lol #just all i ask for is one singular break for once life... im tired and stressed and in general have been kinda kicked around for a year #just one little break. please

[girlitfeelsgood]

the few people I've spoken to on a dating app that live near me have just stopped responding to me and/or I haven't felt like the conversation was very good etc. the only person that I've really enjoyed chatting with and connected with a bit lives quite far away so I've been thinking it probably won't go anywhere yk. anyways now I've found a uni programme that sounds quite interesting in object conservation (I have been wanting to go into history but that's not exactly a degree that necessarily offers a lot of work and this is still history related while being meant to prepare you for a specific job, and a job that I think might suit me at that) that happens to be in the very city she lives in. I don't believe in the universe sending you signs or whatever but that's. interesting.

#however I've also been talking to a girl I went to school with but didn't really know then. we met at a party my friend had last week #and chatted a lot she borrowed my flannel I asked her for her contact info and if she'd like to hang out and we choose a day to maybe do it #and I know she's gay and she's super cute but idk if it's just a friendly thing or not. I guess we'll see. I'd be cool with just #being friends cause I don't have a lot of those lol #that was a very long very unrelated ramble. oh well #however I still don't know if that's what I'll do next autumn #the original plan was to study history in galway but that feels like #A Lot of work and responsibility. so staying in sweden seems more reasonable in terms of what I could actually manage to do #idk maybe this is like a good compromise between a. just living at home vs moving to a different country #and b. studying history which I'm interested in but may not lead to an actual career vs doing something boring like business administration #which I was considering for the sake of like. making money. but I don't think I could make it through 3 years of studying it #anyways 😬 #personal