#NOBODY'S EVER AVAILABLE

[thedreadvampy]

honestly I am big time upset about this holiday-Pride clash for some reason and I THINK. it's that I already feel like there's not enough time for me to just like. do fun things with my friends without thinking about work. and like work is the one thing that doesn't give. so any time I do Leisure Activities they get traded out against different leisure activities and I'm only ever missing out on stuff that's GOOD and that I WANT to do. I can't be like 'hmmm hmmmm work or hang out with friends?' it's only ever 'pick which friend to hang out with in the slivers of time you have around work'

like fuck me. goddamn. there's ONE WEEK I'm taking off work and suddenly THAT'S the time everyone's going to be in the same places doing fun stuff? when I'm not there? and the only way I could be there is to not do the other fun thing I'm excited about? FUCK YOU MAN. FUCK YOU. my life should contain more fun shit and less worrying about how to fit fun shit in. I don't need to be at work 39 hours a week and have that take precedence over everything else in my life!!!!! fuck off!!!!! fuck offffffff!!!!! I want to go to a party! I want to be on the beach with the leatherdyke meetup! I want to go on a rollercoaster! I want to have a nap! I want to tend my garden I want to get drunk I want to go to a barbeque I want to climb a hill I want to take mushrooms and lie in the grass I want to draw I want to make t-shirts I want to cook I want to go for coffee I want to drink wine and bitch I want to have difficult but important conversations I want time to travel and see friends I've not seen in years I want to look the fuck after myself and do things that nourish me and make me happy!!!!!! I don't want to choose!!!!!!!! I don't want to work!!!!!! I should get to choose between work and fun sometimes instead of between fun and fun! This sucks! This fucking sucks!!!!!!

#red said #NOBODY'S EVER AVAILABLE #why would everyone only be available when I'm not here why would they DO THAT TO ME PERSONALLY #<<knows that this was entirely my decision #but also that the only reason we MADE that decision was because sam couldn't get the July week we wanted off work #so again it comes down to #WORK FUCKS US #like fuck you man! fuck you! why does work always have to take precedence over the people we care about or the stuff we need? #why does someone have to be So Much More Worried about when work Can't Do Without Them than about what people in their life need? #literally who gives a shit if repairs or emails have to wait a week oh no the world will end will it? #who gives a fuck???? who cares????? it's not that important!!!!! #i refer to my past claims that all offices should have staggered summer closures. give us a fucking summer holiday you cunts. #it sucks SO HARD that the only time in the whole year you get an ACTUAL holiday where stress isn't just building up for you to come back to #is the middle of the winter when everything sucks anyway and nobody wants to do anything #like you know what the world will not end if we shutter for a week in June/July #and pay overtime to people who have to work through it

[coredrill]

also this tweet is fucking sending me LMAO

#CRYING. anime liscensors be like ‘nobody likes mecha’ #BESTIE THEY WOULD IF YOU MADE IT AVAILABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF THEY WERE ALLOWED TO SEE IT!!!!!!!!!!! #still can’t fuckign believe cr has not said shit abt griduni either like its birthday is comjng up!!!! #a: bravern #t.bbbb #discotek u guys have the opportunity to do the funniest thing ever

[rainymoodlet]

when your future lifepartner feels absolutely miserable thanks 2 pms but they're still the most beautiful creature you've ever laid eyes upon

also dallas was legit just uncomfortable from their period it's okay - it looked hilarious though i thought they were like "um ew honey wtf"

but seriously how is this man real, like look at this adorableness:

#i'm trying to summarize the latest of the kruegers gameplay because i sort of speedran some shit /cough #and so i figured i'd summarize ivory and her relationship w eva & cass and how we got to the Cutest Baby in the World #but i found these and oh my god i had to share #i'm sorry imma be spammin' all up in y'alls dash today ok - i'm planning on getting on later tonight and replying/being available/etc while #i play the first few dates for kmik (eyes emoji) #but i just had to dfkjsdhfskdjt #s4 #ts4 screenshots #;tjol+ extras #sim: dallas #sim: shingo #this was a dinner party i didnt end up taking pics of because nobody wanted to sit where they were SUPPOSED TO #but safe to say ivory's meeting her goals dskfhds #this was also the dinner that shingo and dallas met cass and eva for the first time! #also that phone mod is still the best thing i've ever downloaded ugh

[gloriousmonsters]

modern games can try and scare you with as many hi-res zombies as they want nothing will EVER beat the sheer adrenaline of running your little pixel character away from another little pixel character moving at moderately high speeds. all my free japanese rpgs downloaded off the internet folks know what i'm talking about

#out of curiosity was checking if they were still up free #(they = the strange men series; witch's house; mad father; mermaid swamp) #and they still are! if nobody else has got me i know vgperson's translations got me etc #tho they are all available to buy now to support the creators #so that's cool #anyway: nothing will EVER be more stressful than the 'run away from your possessed friend knocking all the paintings down' segment #in mermaid swamp. tho the 'aaaaaaaaayya!' chase in mad father is right up there #vic talks

[psygull]

one of the best bits from the department of truth comics is the implication that before asking stanley kubrick to fake the moon landing they asked frank capra first. put jimmy stewart up there

#psygullisms #aw gee nobody's ever been on the MOON before #the department of truth #excellent comics. i finished all the issues currently available recently and i liked them

[jaratedeguadalupe]

Virgil: I usually sit on a surface that isn't meant to be sat on. Because tomorrow i will be faced with even more challenges. And i am too overwhelmed to care about what "is" or "isn't" not a chair

Remus: like my face! 

#i have thought about this ever since i heard that quote #why has nobody done this #my genius is unparalleled /j #why'd he sit on the counter when remus's face is available #sigh #we are surrounded by fake people #ts remus #remus sanders #virgil sanders #ts virgil #dukexiety

[sleaterkinnie]

these morning shifts have me fucked up and im about to become a permanent morning shift employee .

#it sucks so bwd bc i have to be up at 5am for these shifts which meqns i gotta be in bed ready to sleep at like 8:45pm IDEALLY. #do you know what its like to be 19 and all yr friends are up until 1am bc thats when they havw free time and the only time i can talk #-to them is when theyre available (NIGHTTIME) . like yeah i could go to bed on time but then id talk to nobody ever 😔

[themanwhowouldbefruit]

one time senior year of art school. the department head brought an entire tour group into my studio and she looked me dead in the eyes dead eyes into my dead fucking eyes and she told the entire tour group that i was working on grant money that covered all of my expenses and honestly it was probably a good move because a lesser lie would have left me with my wits intact to start a fight in front of an entire tour group and also i think about that every goddamn day whenever i receive information from someone i go "is this person using broken students who can't fight back to try and sell me on subpar art school?"

#i notably did not have grant money and nobody ever offered me grant money and the application proccess for the only grants freely available #was like. 8-10 hours of application writing to get $100 and i said. well i can just work min wage for 10 hours instead. #anyway. i was just thinking about how hard art schools sell the idea of a working artist with $$$ to sell more art school. #notable the school never tried to buy a single one of my paintings either. not even to lie to future tour groups. those paintings went in #trash in 2020 anyways. oh well.

[magdalenas]

i do not know what i’ve done for my family to hate me so much

#any time i need them it is fucking crickets … physically medically emotionally … it doesn’t matter nobody is ever available #but i must ALWAYS be available for whatever it is they need whenever they need it no matter how ridiculous

[diseaseriddencube]

is $140 a worthwhile pricetag for the akudrive stage play 😍

#akudama drive #rave ramblees #see like. i'm kinda scared if i wait too long on this eventually it won't be available to buy EVER again #it's actually not even that expensive #the blu-ray player required to play and more importantly: rip it- costs about 198477892374678 euros #but it would be such a service to the 5 people in the fandom #i could probably buy the stage play disc first and confirm i can actually get it #and THEN wait for my next salary and get the player #they actually seem to have cheaper players on amazon but i can't order off amazon T_T #i don't want to spend $100 on a stupid fucking disc player i'll never need to use #OH ACTUALLY i see a blu-ray player secondhand for closer to $30 #would it work??? why did you upload the blurriest photo in the world is that even an hdmi cable??? it has to be- #okay correction is $70 worth it + the risk of the player not working #honestly i mean i spent over a hundred on the cutthroat cosplay that will rot in my closet until i DIE because i'll never get rid of it #guys who wants to fundraise my stupid ideas for a fandom nobody's in

[pleckthaniel]

I love how my mom makes Growing Up Poor a huge part of her identity and talks about it constantly and also I, her child who she constantly brags about being smart and accomplished, am less than 6 months away from earning an Actual Degree in sociology and have taken half a dozen classes on American socioeconomic strata and yet despite all this I still cannot convince her that people my age aren’t being poor on purpose

#scout talks #no mom cooking at home would not save my friend who works 60 hours a week money it would make her even more exhausted and stressed #and substantially reduce her quality of life while also forcing her to spend more money in other areas to save the time she previously saved #by mostly subsisting on convenience food #if you're so damn concerned about all the $7 lattes we're buying and apparently making ourselves poor with #then maybe you should try agitating for a higher minimum wage so $7 isn't worth an entire hour of work #sociology major on main #''people shouldnt go to college if they cant afford to go to college'' if nobody went to college who couldnt afford it no one would go #like if no one ever paid for college on credit - as my mom proposes - i would be the only person i know in college #and that's because i have a full ride scholarship and pay rent out of a trust fund #if i wasnt EXTRAORDINARILY lucky with the family i was born into and the resources available to me growing up #it doesnt matter that im clearly smart enough to go to college. it would not have been an option for me #you KNOW this. because you are my mother and are intimately acquainted with my situation #why do you think IM the poor one out of my friends? me the kid who again PAYS RENT OUT OF A TRUST FUND SET UP WHEN I WAS BORN #ill shut up now. killing and biting forever etc

[generaljinjur]

A meaningless LGBTQ *and* movie rant together in one:

The fact that the Bros movie kept calling Lincoln the first gay president was killing the bisexual history nerd inside me the entire time. Buchanan is LITERALLY the president who proceeded him 😂😂😂

#nobody likes Buchanan #bros movie #did he ever record another podcast episode #his million subscribers just refreshing their feeds over and over to no avail #but for real it was so fun #go see it and give the gays your money #us history #presidents

[chumpy1012]

the way i think about sonder is purely in terms of lore. recognizing the individuality of everyone is the first step, but the actual thing that makes everyone so individual is their lore. this is actually how i feel about any interesting details regarding any person or subject: it’s just lore. but it doesn’t work for broad subjects like “history” at that point it’s just boring. it’s only interesting when it’s applied specifically etc,

#sonder #sondercore #lore #my personal quest is figuring out the lore of everything i possibly can #every single person i meet #every hyperlink #all perfect opportunities to discover new lore #i have so much lore that nobody will ever really know or understand but it’s just unknown untapped knowledge free for the taking #this is also why i love listening to old people #they have sooo much lore readily available for you

[slicksquid]

march will bring me firefin splat charger with wall and triple inkstrike I trust and since I trust it cannot let me down

#March has one (1) other good thing going for me (which is rly not big but I want it) so let’s just heap it all on #I want my cool bloody kid of darkness mask that I shouldn’t have bought but I caved #I finally have tracking for it lmao #and it’ll arrive sometime in March hopefully #it was very big brained of them to finally just close mask orders instead of having them all available and made to order #bc ig before they were too overloaded with a ton of orders #I assume #since I literally not once ever got any sort of tracking from them lmao #and nobody else did either #so it’s nice to finally have them not just sending stuff into the void and me just wondering whether it’ll get here in one or three months! #def more sustainable too #I feel for the poor guy who hand makes all the masks

[bunnyboys]

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#the gyuhancheol url was available and now i wanna change urls again #ajdhdj im glad That hasnt changed #over 10 years on this website and i still wanna change it ever month #anyway. still upset about the fact that nobody is seeing the gyuhancheol vision like i do #why do they have LESS than 10 fics on ao3. it hurts me physically #gyuhan isnt much more popular. nobody gets it like i do 😔

[exhausted-eternally]

god i'm so tired of feeling like a waste of space like i'm sorry i've got a jury-rigged pile of shit for a brain, i promise i am even less thrilled with it than you are

#can't get any new patrons #can't get any books to sell #nothing i do at work is ever enough #nobody else will even look at my applications never mind hire me #i'm barely making enough to pay the few bills i have getting out on my own is out of the question #and the lack of space available to me is genuinely driving me mad #somebody please end me #what's the point of continuing to try when no one else gives a fuck #starting to think people are only giving me empty platitudes so i'll keep posting shit for free #i'm broker than fuck i can't afford to keep doing this whether we're talking money or sanity