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redriotdynamite · 3 years
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You Betrayed Me ~ Shoto x Reader
I know this is another sad one. But, it was in my drafts and I was going to post it but forgot lol. I hope you guys like it. ~ Lee
TW:
Breakup
Angst
Brown guilty eyes and little white lies
Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
That you’d talk to her, maybe did even worse
I kept quiet so I could keep you
I always felt like something was going on between them. He always seemed a little too close to her. The first time I met her, I was instantly jealous. She was a hero just like him with an amazing quirk. But that’s not what drew him towards her. Her confidence and her beautiful features are what won him over.
“We’re just friends. Nothing more.”
Just friends, my ass. It may have started out that way, but I should’ve known. They graduated from the same hero school. They fought alongside each other. They even patrolled together sometimes. I tried not to think much of it at first, but now it’s all so clear to me what was going on between them this whole time.
You betrayed me
And I know that you’ll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt
You’d talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worse
But that didn’t matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn’t cheat
But you’re still a traitor
We hadn’t even been broken up for that long. They became the new It-Couple. Their faces were plastered on every magazine and billboard in Tokyo. Everywhere I went, all I saw was them. Nobody knew that Shoto and I dated because he wanted to keep his love life private, but it’s real fucking funny seeing him on the billboards with his new girlfriend. It was like a knife in the heart. Was I not good enough or pretty enough to show off? Was it because I didn’t have a similar background as him? He said that he kept our relationship private to protect me from the press and pyscho fans.
I wanted people to know about us. I wanted him to show pride in his relationship with me. When the tabloids started speculating that they were more than friends, Shoto did his best to avoid the prying questions from the journalists. But, it eventually got to the point where he accidentally made it seem like they were more than friends. He told me that they would be over it by next week. He was wrong.
The press and fans ate it up. He kept reassuring me that everything would eventually blow over, and to not worry. The more the press ate it up, the more they were asked to do interviews together and photoshoots. They both confirmed that they were just friends, but people still thought they were together. Every entertainment outlet was posting stories about them. Fan accounts were made about them. “TodoMomo” was their ship name.
I felt increasingly jealous of her by the second. Shoto did his best to calm my nerves, but I could feel him pull away. And when we called it quits, I wake up to find out that Shoto Todoroki, the fire and ice hero, and Momo Yaoyorozu, the creation hero are officially dating. My heart shattered into a million pieces. That could’ve been me. Why couldn’t that be us? Why am I made to feel like I a dirty little secret? I loved him so much. I wasn’t ready to give up on him yet. I wanted him to care more about me, about us, about our relationship. I planned on building a life with Shoto and within a second and a some angry words thrown at each other, it was over.
Now you bring her around
Just to shut me down
Show her off like she’s a new trophy
And I know if you were true
There’s no damn way that you
Could fall in love with somebody that quickly
He destroyed me. After finding out about them dating, I locked myself away. I stopped answering my friends’ worried calls. They all knew how I felt about the situation. They even made it a point to talk to him about it. But I guess it wasn’t enough. I wasn’t enough. I wasn’t worth fighting for.
When I finally got the courage to start going out again, and being with my friends, he had to be there to shove her in my face. I had seen them patrol together, holding hands being so in love. There were times he knew that I was staring at them. He would kiss Momo passionately or flirt with her just to spite me. Apparently, it was my fault that things ended so badly between Shoto and I. Something that was supposed to be an innocent friendship between two friends and colleagues turned into something more. Every time he had spent too much time out, or didn’t call me before he got off or call to say he was going to be late, I worried. I worried if he was okay. What if he got hurt? What if he was being rushed to the hospital right now? But worst of all, I started to worry that he was out with Momo.
Ain’t it funny?
Remember I brought her up
And you told me I was paranoid
Yeah, okay, he’s a Pro-Hero. I expected him to stay out late or all night. But we established that he needed to let me know somehow, so that I wouldn’t worry. When he started pulling away from me, I had asked countless times if there was something going on between him and Momo. He always denied it, and told me that I was fretting over nothing.
You betrayed me
And I know that you’ll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt
You’d talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn’t matter
I was there for him since the beginning of his hero career. I met his parents. I met his brother and sister. I was the one that got him to open up more to me, his family and friends. It was like pulling teeth in the beginning. There were some rough patches, but we made it through. I thought we would make it through this bump in the road, but instead we crashed. I loved him so much through everything. We had even talked about marriage and kids. I was prepared for a life with Shoto. But, all of that doesn’t mean shit now. He is with Momo and I am left to pick up the pieces.
God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you
When she’s sleeping in the bed we made
Don’t you dare forget about the way
You betrayed me
‘Cause I know that you’ll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt
You’d talk to her
When we were together
You gave me your word
But that didn’t matter
~Timeskip~
As I watch Shoto get on one knee and propose to Momo, it takes everything in me to not scream and beg for him to not go through with it. That was supposed to be me. I was supposed to marry him. He promised me. It doesn’t help that I’m still in love with him. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt as bad if I didn’t care so much, but I can’t help it. The crowd cheers as they surround the couple.
Shoto and I make eye contact for a moment. He looks so happy. I can’t take that away from him. I guess it’s real and not a farce. For a second, I see a guilty glint in his eyes before it’s masked by his overwhelming happiness of his engagement. The tears are flowing freely down my face now. It hurts. It hurts so much.
God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you…
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redriotdynamite · 3 years
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I Wanna Feel You Part 2
Hi all! I'm so happy you enjoyed the first part! I meant to post part 2 last weekend but it was a hectic weekend and week. So here it is finally. I hope you enjoy!
Check out part 1 if you haven't already!!!
https://redriotdynamite.tumblr.com/post/655875822171897857/i-wanna-feel-you-trigger-warning-nsfw-cussing
~Part 2~
I stuttered not knowing what to say. My mind was racing. How would I explain this? Would I really tell him that I was drunk and just overwhelmed by this strange man who seemed to have this weird sexual effect on me? Obviously not. That was bullshit. I didn’t know how to respond but before I could the man chuckled.
“What the fuck are you doing Hawks?” Dabi asked, not looking my way at all. I couldn’t blame him. Hot tears started to spill out of my eyes.
The man, Hawks I assume, shoved his hands in his pockets and smiled.
“Oh, you know, just giving your girl a hand.” So, they knew each other? I couldn’t believe this. This wasn’t a time to be making jokes. We needed to answer for what we had just done. Hawks knew who I was. He knew I was Dabi’s girl and he just went after me? I couldn’t blame this all on him. I asked for more; hell, I begged for it.
Dabi walked right over to me. Without saying a word, he grabbed me by the throat, pushed me against the brick wall and kissed me hard. At first, I was taken aback. How could he not be mad? He squeezed my throat hard, and growled into the kiss. I hesitantly kissed him back. He pulled away and looked deep into my watery eyes.
“If you don’t kiss me back, I'll give you something to cry for.” he spit at me. I raised my eyebrows shocked but before I could respond his lips were against mine again. I kissed him back hard, hoping that I could take what I did back; but knowing that I couldn’t. Without removing his hand from my neck, he pulled away from the kiss and turned to Hawks.
“Did she beg?” he demanded.
Hawks laughed this time and glanced at me, looking up and down.
“Like you wouldn’t believe.”
Dabi turned back to me and smirked.
“Such a good fucking girl.”
I couldn’t help it. I know I should feel ashamed but the butterflies burst in my stomach from his words. I was confused and shocked.
“Did you plan this?” I asked, looking from Dabi to hawks and back again. They both just smirked and hawks spoke.
“Oh of course we did baby bird. Do you really think I’d still be standing here if we didn’t?” I looked back to Dabi with a shocked look on my face.
“Things have been crazy with the league lately. We haven’t spent that much time together. I wanted to add a bit of spice.” Dabi replied.
I didn’t know how to feel. I was turned on, confused; I felt sad and guilty.
“So, this was all set up from the beginning?” I asked in disbelief.
“Of course, Who do you think told me where you were?” Hawks answered. My head was spinning and I could still feel a few tears spill over. Dabi took his hand from my neck and wiped a tear away.
“This, little mouse is called humiliation. My way of getting back at you for all the times you left the house when I told you not to.” He said flicking the tear away.
“Seeing someone other than me fingering your beautiful pussy and seeing how you begged for it was hot as fuck. Me and Hawks taking you back to our place and fucking you is my way of adding spice.”
He smirked. “You can thank me after.”
I was dumbfounded, lost for words, speechless, whatever you want to call it. I couldn’t believe this. I was hesitant and they could tell. I mean it’s not every day your boyfriend plans for you to “cheat” and then have a threesome. But hell, that’s what was happening. If I was honest, I had thought about threesomes before, getting DPed was often a porn indulgence of mine. But it wasn’t something I thought of everyday. And definingly not like this. Dabi took my chin in his hand.
“Look at him little mouse.” I slowly looked from Dabi’s eyes to Hawks. He was standing there all proud with his arms crossed, looking like he was ready for anything.
“I know you fucking want him. You want him inside you. I know you do. You were begging for it like a little slut, and now we’re going to give it to you. So, wrap your brain around the idea, like how you’ll have your mouth wrapped around both our cocks and get your ass in the damn car.”
I opened my mouth and closed it. Maybe I should just go along with this. It wasn’t every day that something like this happened. And according to them both this is what they wanted. I knew I would over think everything if I let myself. So, I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and asked one question.
“Why him?”
Dabi looked at me for a moment before answering.
“I trust him, which as you know is not something I do with anyone. And besides, he really wants to fuck you. Win, Win yeah?” Dabi smirked.
With that I knew what I needed to do. The butterflies were breaking free in my stomach again and I wanted to go along with it.
“Okay, let’s go.”
Dabi smiled at me and then took my hand, and led me to the car with Hawks following.
Dabi climbed into the driver’s seat and Hawks took the passenger. Because Dabi’s car was a two-seater I knew I would have to sit in his lap.
“Come on baby bird, you can sit in my lap.”
He smiled a beautiful smile, and I was finally able to relax a bit. I realized how very good looking he was in that moment. Yes, sexy as fuck when he was trying to seduce me but also just a good all-around handsome man. I took his hand as he helped me sit and get comfy in his lap. He pulled the door closed and Dabi started the engine. Hawks’ lap was warm and cozy. It was a bit awkward at first but he kept whispering sweet nothings in my ear, trying to help me relax. Dabi just smirked as he put the car in gear and pulled away from the curb. I always loved riding in Dabi’s car. The soft leather seats always smelled like him, the low roar of the engine soothing my anxiety, always making me feel safe. But this time under that relaxation there was a buzz. It wasn’t the alcohol. Crying had sobered me up real fast and now left in the wake of my clouded mind was a raw nerve. I was nervous but excited. Hawks pulled me back to rest against his chest; he was warm. His wings fluttered behind him and I wondered how it was comfortable to have them tucked away. He placed a ring laced hand on my thigh and lightly squeezed. He whispered in my ear.
“Just relax kid, you’re so wound up tight. Want me to help with that?”
I could imagine the smirk on his face. I instantly looked to Dabi for approval and he noticed.
“You don’t have to answer to me little mouse. You have to go with your gut on this.”
That was the answer I needed but was also scared of.
“Yes, please.” I replied. Hawks chuckled low in my ear.
“I wanna make you feel so good baby bird.” he whispered.
His low tone tickled my ear, sending a shock throughout me. Boy was I in trouble. He pulled my chin towards him and placed soft kisses along my jaw line. He trailed them up to my cheek and then down to my neck. He then pulled my lips to his. This time the kiss was soft but more passionate than the ones before. He was trying to get me to relax, so I was going to try. I was scared Dabi would react in some way that would tell me he wasn’t okay with this. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want this. It had been a while, call it touch starved if you will. But I wanted this badly. I kissed Hawks back, reaching up and pulling on his chain; trying to get him closer to me. He smelled so good and again his skin felt like fire on mine. He trailed his hands down my shirt, groping my breast through the fabric. My nipples perked up at the touch. He was a master with his hands. They were always in the right places, applying the right amount of pressure. It was like he knew exactly what my body wanted, when it wanted it. He pinched my nipples through my shirt and I moaned into his mouth. A slow exotic song played in the background but I could hear our breathing, and Dabi’s. I moved my hand from his chain to his hair, finally able to run my fingers through it. Once his lips left mine, he moved to my neck again; placing hot kisses all over. His hands roamed downwards, towards my thighs; where they rubbed and pinched. I could feel the warm pool of liquid in between my legs. I was so turned on and from the hard member pressing into my bottom I knew Hawks was too. Hawks pulled the fabric of my skirt up exposing my panties. He played with the hem at first and then rubbed my core through them. It felt so good. I moved my hips in tune to his hand, trying to get the most friction.
“That’s its baby, feel me. Doesn’t that feel good? There’s nothing to be nervous about. Just relax. Focus on my fingers.” His voice soothed me, pulling me from myself. I could feel myself relax into him; letting him support my body.
“Yes please, it feels so good. Please, I want more.” I moaned.
They both chuckled, amused.
Like it was the easiest thing in the world Hawks pulled at the hem of my panties.
“Lift up kid.”
I slightly lifted my butt up the best I could. He pulled my panties down my legs. Once they were off, he handed them to Dabi, who slipped them in his pocket.
“Mmmmm, come on, spread your legs. Let’s see that pretty pussy of yours.” Hawks said in my ear.
The chills were back. I spread my legs and leaned back on his chest, getting comfortable again. Dabi placed one hand on my left leg and held it in place, while keeping his other on the steering wheel. Hawks held my right leg in place, while his other hand found my core. He pushed through my folds and moved his fingers in a circular motion. The slick covered his fingers; he put his fingers up to his mouth and licked them clean.
“You taste so fucking good. God damnit.” He said breathlessly.
His dick was even harder now against my butt. It turned me on even more knowing that this beautiful man was aroused by me. Once his fingers were clean, he returned them to my pussy, rubbing in circles. The pleasure was overwhelming. It felt so good. How could it feel this good? Having my legs spread in the front seat of Dabi’s car was so exotic. It made me wetter. Hawks pushed two fingers inside like before and began pumping them in and out.
“Deeper please.” I moaned, letting the moans take over.
I wasn’t being shy about what I wanted or how good it felt. And I knew that they both liked it. He pushed his fingers in deeper, his rings once again hitting my entrance. It felt amazing, so good, so right. He was almost hitting the spot that begged for more.
“Oh my god, please I need more.” I begged. I was a begging mess at this point. I just wanted more. I needed more. It wasn’t enough.
“Yeah, you want more don’t you baby. You love feeling my fingers pump inside your pussy?��� His dirty words sent me closer and closer to the edge.
I noticed that Dabi had let go of my leg and was palming himself through his jeans. Fuck it was hot. The thought of him getting so turned on because I was being pleased by someone other than him set me aflame.
Before I knew what was happening, Hawks was unzipping his pants and tugging them down. I guess I was about to get fucked right here right now, and I wasn’t complaining.
“Awe baby, you want to feel my cock in that tight pussy? Are you going to be a good girl and fucking take it?”
His dick sprang free from his jeans and boxers and it was mouthwatering. It was big; at least 7 inches and veiny. I wanted it inside me. I wanted to feel him fill me up. He took it in his hand and jerked it a few times. He then positioned it at my core, rubbing it against my folds, getting it wet. He did that a few times; teasing me before slowly pushing it in. It stretched me, filling me up. It was thick and boy did it feel good. My eyes rolled back and I felt my head rest on his shoulder.
“Holy fuck, such a tight little pussy. You feel so damn good.” He moaned. He relished in the feeling for a moment before starting to move. It felt so good. Moans were falling from my lips. Dabi was glancing over, while still palming himself.
“Fuck Keigo, I didn’t know you were going to fuck her in the car. You're gonna make me have to pull over.” Dabi stated matter of fact.
“I can’t help it man, she's so fucking hot. And this pussy is out of this world.”
They were talking about me like I wasn’t there, like an object and I loved it. Hawks grunted over and over as he pumped in and out faster and faster.
We’re about to pull in.” Dabi stated.
Hawks continued to move and I was lost on his movements. Legs spread, getting fucked like this was something that I had never experienced before. I noticed that we were coming close to our apartment building. It was hot, exhilarating. I was climbing higher and higher; about to explode. The pleasure was overwhelming. I guess Hawks could tell that I was getting close because he picked up his trusts.
“Oh fuck, please. I’m gonna cum.” I moaned.
“Not yet.” Dabi stated; reaching over to my clit and slapping it. It was so sensitive and I jumped. He slapped it a few more times before moving his hand back to his dick. His dick was straining against his jeans. I could tell it was frustrating for him. Hawks continued pumping in and out; sucking on my ear. His arms were wrapped around my torso, holding me tightly to him. He moaned loudly. I guess he was getting close too.
“Oh fuck. Oh fuck.” he breathed.
“Look at that pussy taking that big dick.” Dabi said looking over. His eyes were filled with lust, watching my most private place. It made me feel sexy.
“You wanna cum, don’t you? You’re such a little slut. Taking that big cock like that. You just can’t help it can you?” Dabi said reaching over again with one hand to rub my clit. Hawks started speeding up. I almost couldn’t take it anymore. I needed release.
“Yes please. I’m such a good slut. I wanna cum so bad. Please.” I moaned, my breath taking my voice away.
Dabi continued rubbing my clit in circles and I could feel myself tipping. How he was driving and doing this was beyond me.
“Beg. You better fucking beg.”
I lost myself on the edge. I started begging. Incoherent words started slipping out of my mouth. I was promising anything, just so I could find my release.
“Ooo, look at that Keigo, such a good fucking girl isn’t she. She’s begging so good.” Dabi chuckled.
Through half moaned words Hawks replied.
“Oh, yes. Soo fucking good. Be a good girl and cum.”
His words were all it too. They were my approval that I needed. I came hard, moving my hips up and down to meet his. Hawks thrusted harder and faster, helping me ride out my high until he met his. Within a moment he came right after me. Sweet words pouring out of his mouth and into my ear. He was kissing, sucking; leaving me wanting more. He finally met his high and trust in one last time; jerking a few times before mumbling a final “fuck” and coming to a stop.
Right as he stopped moving Dabi pulled into our parking garage. And I knew that we were home. Dabi was going well over the speed limit but I knew that he had been patient enough this whole ride. Dabi pulled into his usual parking spot and threw the car into park. As soon as he did, he threw the seatbelt off and started unzipping his pants. Hawks pulled out of me but I could tell that he was still hard. I looked at Dabi and panted, trying to catch my breath.
“You better get ready. We’re not even close to being done.” He said. “Get over here and suck my cock.”
I smiled at him, knowing that I wanted more. I was happy to be getting it. Dabi freed his cock from his jeans. His cock was always a beautiful sight. He was big and thick, around 8 inches, but one of my favorite things was his Jacobs ladder piercing that underlined the bottom. The sensation it provided was insane. I leaned over the console that was between us and took him in my mouth. His tip was wet with precum and I could taste the sweetness. I rolled my tongue along his head and he sucked in a deep breath with a “fuck”. I took him deeper in my mouth and sucked hard. Hearing the moans that were escaping his mouth pushed me to take more of him. He sounded so fucking hot. Knowing that I was causing him this much pleasure turned me on so much.
Part 3~ coming soon!!
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redriotdynamite · 3 years
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I Wanna Feel You
TRIGGER WARNING:
NSFW
CUSSING
TOXIC RELATIONSHIP
DOM & SUB PLAY
DEGRADATION PLAY
PRAISE PLAY
BDSM
THREESOME
KNIFE PLAY
BONDAGE PLAY
EDGE PLAY
ORAL SEX (GIVING AND RECIEVING)
ASS PLAY
ANAL SEX
VAGINAL SEX
NIPPLE PLAY
CUM PLAY
So guys this is a pretty long short story that I’ve been working on for a while. This is part one. Hope you enjoy.
The rain felt amazing. It was cold, just what I needed on my hot sweaty body. The bar was packed but I had been persuaded by my best friend. A night out of drinking and dancing would do the trick, the perfect end to a shit week, as she had explained it. Looking back through the windows I could barely make out my best friends' silhouette, leaning against the bar, throwing back another shot of tequila and laughing out loud. Her uber was coming in about thirty minutes but as for me, I had to get back home asap. I pulled my phone from my small shoulder bag and groaned when the screen lit up. Thirty-seven missed calls...about fifty texts and to top it off one voicemail. A shiver ran up my spine and I wasn’t sure if it was the cold rain or the realization that I had made a big mistake. I pulled down the notification bar and there laced with questions and demands about where I was, was one name. The name that had haunted me for nights, the name that filled me with an everlasting fear and excitement.... Dabi. I closed my eyes as I locked my phone and shoved it back in my bag. I looked up at the sky and breathed a big sigh. “Fuck”. I knew what the voicemail would say without even having to listen to it. Dabi had told me not to leave the house tonight. He had some official villain business to take care of. Something to do with Shigaraki's master plan. Not that I would have any idea what he meant as all villain matters where kept from me. I gritted my teeth in frustration.
Dabi never wanted me to leave the house. He was daring and scary and to be frank hot as fuck, but he was protective above all. It was sweet... at first. But now I’d be lying if I said I couldn’t really decide if it was him being protective or just controlling. The rain came down in small splashes, taking some of the frustration off me. Better get home before it’s too late. I looked both ways before crossing the street and made my way towards home. It was just a little bit of water and besides I liked the rain. Home was just a small ten-minute walk away. As I walked, I could feel my phone vibrating. What was another few minutes of peace before the storm came? I knew he was worried; he always was. His past wasn’t something that he liked to talk about, and I could see the worry lines in his brows from time to time but if I was completely honest, I loved disobeying him. It was thrilling. But more than that, it was like nothing I had ever felt before. The thrill that came with it, filling my stomach with butterflies. It wasn’t like I was unsafe. I was surrounded in a bar, a bar that was ten minutes from home. No big deal. But the further away from the bar I got the less that seemed to be true. Maybe it was the thinking that distracted me, or maybe the shots I had taken but looking around I realized that I didn’t recognize anything. I had been walking for about 5 minutes now and knew I should be close. But the cute coffee shop and bookstore I often visited while Dabi was gone were nowhere to be found.
I started to panic but pushed it down agreeing that if I didn’t see anything familiar within a few minutes I would call him. He needed to know that I was capable of being on my own. I had to prove that to him. So, without hesitation I quickened my pace and rounded the corner. I knew it was late by the darkened windows of empty shops that I was passing. Hmm. It couldn’t be that late, could it? I paused and pulled my phone out for the second time. Forty-five missed calls now, sixty-five texts, all full of fucks and shits. There was even a god damnit thrown in there. Looking at the clock I realized that it was already 1am. “Shit.” If me leaving without permission wasn’t bad enough this was. I knew that the streets were dangerous, especially at this time of night.
I stared at his name, trying to buy myself some time. But I knew that it was hopeless. I had to face him sometime. I pressed the call button and waited for the ring. It only rang once before the other line erupted into a roar. “WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!” Just as I was about to respond a noise pulled your attention to the alley close by. At first glance I didn’t see anything. Thinking that my mind was playing tricks on me, I turned my attention back to the phone and answered. “Before you say anything else just know that I'm okay. I know you told me not to go out, but I just went to the bar to drink with my friend. I’m on my way home now. I’m sorry it’s so late. I know your mad, but I promise I'm okay.” I took a deep breath after my confession. Of course, he knew that I was gone. At this point I knew that he had been looking for me all over.
“ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? I TOLD YOU NOT TO LEAVE. WHY CAN’T YOU EVER DO WHAT YOU’RE FUCKING TOLD. JUST YOU
WAIT UNTIL I GET MY HANDS ON YOU. TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT FUCKING NOW!”
Nothing could have prepared me for the deathly scream that came from the earpiece. God, I knew he was angry, but this was a new level for him. I glanced over to the intersection and read him the street name.
“YOU BETTER NOT MOVE A FUCKING MUSCLE UNTIL I GET THERE.” He yelled. I was just about to answer when another noise pulled my attention away again. This time it sounded like an empty glass bottle rolling on the ground. My eyes were pulled to the alley and there in the darkness staring back at me were big gold eyes. The shock was evident in my breath. It was a strangled sucking in noise. I couldn’t help it. It took me by surprise. I could feel the terror rising in my stomach. It took all I could do but I managed to get three words out.
“There’s someone here.” That was all it took for the anger in Dabi’s voice to disappear. His voice was husky and hoarse, but the worry was there. I could hear it. “What do you mean?”
Before I could answer the gold eyes moved forward and gave way to a tall handsome man. His gold eyes were mesmerizing. They shined and matched his hair perfectly. He stood clad in a black jacket, a simple white tee shirt, black jeans and converse. He had exquisite black eye liner, a metal barbel through his right eyebrow and a metal ring through his bottom lip. His eyes looked up and down, taking me in. The right side of his mouth pulled up in a smirk. He took a few steps towards me and out of the darkness two huge red wings followed him. They looked ginormous and beautiful. I was mesmerized, I wanted to feel how soft they were on my skin. I was a bit taken aback by this as I had never thought of anyone in that way but Dabi. We had a connection that was unexplainable from the moment we met. This feeling was new and scary but it washed over me, pulling me in.
I guess Dabi wasn’t happy with the silence on my end and he erupted again. “I’M COMING!” That was all I heard before the line went dead. It was odd for him to be concerned. Normally I would have been annoyed by Dabi for hanging up but I was distracted. Sure, this man in front of me was one of the hottest men I had ever seen before, but I didn’t know him. I was scared. I knew the kind of villains that Dabi was around on a daily basis. So, I knew how terrible people could be. I took a step back my eyes not leaving his. His smirk covered his whole face and he took two strides towards me.
“Well, Hey there baby bird.” He spoke. I couldn’t help but like the way the pet name sounded. His blonde hair was a mess and he ran his fingers through it, making it look messier, not that it was a bad thing. His wings followed behind him and they fanned out majestically. They were so beautiful. Have I seen this man before? I couldn’t have, could I? I mean honestly, I would have remembered. Regardless of how handsome he was or how charming he seemed; I was still on guard. I quickly turned around and started walking fast, back the way I came. I heard his footsteps behind me which caused me to panic a tiny bit.
“Oh, come on baby bird. There’s no reason to be scared.”
It seemed genuine; but I was remembering what Dabi had always told me. Don’t trust anyone. It was something I had lived by; something that had kept me safe. Being in the league, Dabi was always dealing with pretty crazy people; people who had held grudges against him. He was always protective but when it came to other villains, he was super protective. I had made my way to the corner, about to pass by an alley and cross the street, when I felt a hand on my wrist.
“Hey there kid, where are you going?” He asked. I spun around as fast as I could, my hand raised to slap him as hard as I could. My hand had almost connected with his face but was stopped before it could. He had caught my wrist in his hand. His smirk grew on his face and he tightened his grip on my wrist.
“Now now, let’s play fair, shall we?” He said with a light expression; walking me backwards until my back connected with the brick wall of the building to my slight right. The building was cold, causing goosebumps to raise on my arms and legs. In once swift movement both my hands were pinned above my head, against the brick, captured in one of his hands. A small breath forced its way out of my mouth. It was surprising. When I refocused on him, I realized how close his body was to mine. His face was inches from mine
and his body was just as close. His cologne washed over me; a mixture of Mediterranean waters, cliffside geranium and amber wood. It surrounded me, consuming my thoughts to the point of feeling drunk. I could feel myself slipping. I couldn’t control my thoughts. His free hand came up and caressed my cheek. As soon as he touched me a shock went through my body, all the way to my toes. I shivered. Apparently, he noticed because his smirk grew.
“So soft, are we cold song bird?”
I couldn’t speak. His fingers traveled down my cheek to my lips. He ran his thumb over my bottom lip tugging at it.
“Mmmm so fucking pretty.” The way his voice dropped a few octaves, made my body heat up. His fingers left my lips and moved down my chin to my neck. He massaged the skin there causing me to shift from foot to foot. He suddenly wrapped his hand around my neck, securely.
“You have to learn to be still baby.”
I could feel his rings digging into my skin. I couldn’t think of anything else at that moment other than his hands on me. I felt his breath fan out over my face, him coming closer. It was cool mint. It mixed with his deep cologne; the mixture heavenly. I bit my bottom lip. My breathing was hard and fast. The thrill in my tummy was out of control; the butterflies tingling. I guess he liked what he saw because he squeezed my neck tightly.
“Fuckkk, baby bird. You look so fucking tasty.”
He took a deep breath, his eyes darting from mine to my lips; before he leaned in and kissed me.
Sparks erupted in my lips and spread all over me. His lips were so soft and warm but I could feel the cold metal of his lip ring on mine and it drove me crazy. I moaned in his mouth before I realized what I was doing. I pushed my body forward, trying to get closer to him. I could feel his smirk against my lips before he pulled away slightly and chuckled.
“So eager aren’t we kid?”
With his hand still around my throat his thumb moved to caress my chin.
“I was right. You taste so fucking good.”
Normally I was a rational person.... okay maybe not 100% sane. I mean I was dating a villain. I normally would have never done anything like this. Maybe it was the alcohol that coarsed through my veins giving me a high or maybe it was just this man. I wasn’t sure and that thought terrified me.
His hand traveled down to the neckline on my shirt. He ran his long index finger along the line of the dark fabric; causing more goosebumps to pop up. His finger left a hot trail in his wake along my cleavage. Once he was satisfied, he moved his hand lower, rubbing my side. His hand then came to bottom of my shirt. He lifted the fabric slightly; exposing my skin. The air was so cold but his fingers like fire; heating up every part of my body. He rubbed the skin there; sweet praises slipping out under his breath. My breath was coming out in fast pants. It was somewhat shameful to say that I was already turned on. He moved his hand lower coming to the bottom of my skirt. He took his bottom lip between his teeth. His hand moved under the fabric and started moving up. He was trailing his fingers along my thighs and hips. He ran his fingers along the bottom hem of my panties. The butterflies erupted in my stomach, causing me to feel dizzy. I wanted more; I needed more. It was like I was starving; he was a four-course meal and I wanted to indulge. His hand moved along the hem for a moment before moving to the top of my panties. He was so close to where I wanted him to be. His fingers lightly played with the hem; not giving me what I wanted; what he knew I wanted. He inched lower and lower, his lip still in between his teeth.
It was driving me crazy, in a way that I hadn’t felt in a long time. Of course, Dabi and I had always had a great sex life. But Dabi had been busy with the league lately. I knew he was stressed and that it wasn’t his fault; but our relationship had taken the worst of it. No longer did we spend nights awake in each other's arms, riding out highs, just to chase another. And if I was completely honest, I missed it; I missed it a lot. My thoughts were interrupted when the man dipped his finger below the hem; taking me by surprise. A sharp breath slipped out of my mouth and I moaned. He finally let his lip go and smirked.
“Tell me what you want baby bird.”
I internally whined.
“Please, more.” I said breathless.
He came closer and kissed me again, this time running his lips down my chin to my neck. He nipped at the skin.
“More what?” I could practically hear his smirk against my skin. He was literally going to make me beg. I sighed; annoyed. It was embarrassing to say it.
“Just more. Please” I said, hoping that was good enough.
He chuckled.
“Come on kid, It’s not that hard. All you have to do is tell me what you want.” He was teasing me at this point. I rolled my eyes causing him to chuckle more.
“I want you to touch me.”
“Ahh, you want me to touch you were?” he questioned as if he didn’t know. I huffed. Of course, he was going to make me say it.
“I want you to touch me there. Please.” I batted my eyelashes at him and bit my lip again. Maybe the puppy dog eyes would work.
“There? Are you sure? I could stop.” he teased; moving his hand away. I spoke immediately.
“No please, I want you to touch...my.... pussy.” I said shyly.
“Ohhhh.” he said faking realization.
I huffed again, annoyed.
“Please don’t make me say it again. Please, just make me feel good.” I said sweetly, trying to win him over.
“That’s its kid. I love to hear you fucking beg. You want me to touch your pretty pussy? I bet you’re so wet just thinking about it aren’t you?”
He then moved his hand into my panties. His fingers rubbed their way down to my folds, stopping there; teasing me more. I gave him a “are you kidding me look”. He smirked and raised his eyebrow at me.
“Beg. If you want me to touch your pretty pussy and make you cum you’re going to beg for it, do you hear me?” His dominance only made me wetter and before I knew it, I was begging.
“Please, please, please touch my pussy. Make me feel good. I want to feel good, please.”
He smiled and finally pushed through my folds. It was unlike anything I had felt before. It felt so fucking good. He moved his fingers around my clit, in circles, causing pleasure to spread everywhere. His fingers Moved expertly against my core, taking me higher and higher. I was just to the point of wanting more when he slipped two fingers inside me; kissing me as he did. I moaned in his mouth. God it was incredible, so fucking incredible. The sensation, it was like I hadn’t felt this kind of pleasure in forever. I wasn’t thinking about him, about Dabi, about anything but the pleasure. I wanted to feel good, so fucking good. I didn’t even know this man's name but I knew how good his fingers felt and I wanted more. I pushed my hips forward trying to get his fingers to go deeper. He obliged and I could feel myself nearing my peak when his rings hit right at my entrance. I was a moaning mess.
“Yes please, oh my fucking god, yes.” I rocked my hips back and forth looking for the release. I wanted this so bad.
“That’s it. You feel that? It’s so good isn’t it. Be a good girl and cum for me.”
That was it for me. I could feel it coming. I was there on the edge about to let go, when I heard tires screeching and an engine roaring. My stomach fell into my feet. I froze. The man tried to continue but I pushed him away. His fingers ripped from my core and I suddenly felt the loss. I pushed my skirt down trying to make myself look decent. HA! Make myself look decent after what I had just done; yeah right.
My high had been ruined and it was all because of Dabi. I wasn’t upset that I was interrupted, I was upset because I was beginning to realize the impact of what I had just done. The betrayal that I knew would crush Dabi. To say he had a temper was an understatement. I looked to the right, out to the street and there, one wheel on the sidewalk was his black Audi R8. The blue lights underneath the car that I got him for his last birthday glowed in the dark. The engine roared again. I couldn’t see inside due to the blacked-out windows. Not that I would want to. I couldn’t believe what I had just done and I didn’t know how he would react. Before I could prepare myself, the driver door opened and Dabi stepped out. He was dressed in black skinny jeans, a black v neck t shirt, his scars poking out of the neck line, and black boots. His spikey black hair was a mess, no doubt from running his hands through it, something he always did when he was mad or frustrated. As soon as I saw his blazing eyes, not only was I scared but I was also saddened. I couldn’t believe that I had done this to him. Sure, we had our issues but this man, this hurt scarred man had loved me the best way he knew how. He protected me against any and everything. And for me to just do something like this was unforgiveable.
He stormed towards us.
“Are you fucking kidding me?!” he demanded.
Part 2 is up now!!!
https://redriotdynamite.tumblr.com/post/656431365597822976/i-wanna-feel-you-part-2
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redriotdynamite · 3 years
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It feels like yesterday we were celebrating 100 followers with my Love Letters event, and now I'm at 300? I can't believe it, if I'm honest. I was blown away that even one person followed me and now there are 300 of you? Thank you so much for being here and for liking my work! I can't say that enough! I'm so grateful to each and every one of you.
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This time around we're being self-indulgent.
It's a Dabi Takeover!
Do you have a hc, drabble idea, or question for our dear Blue Flame? To celebrate 300 followers, I'm hosting this event for the next week. Hop into my inbox to request anything, as long as it's Dabi-centric! From reader-insert drabbles, headcanons for this or that, he even said he'd be around to answer some questions if you have any!
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Need some inspiration? Here's some prompt lists!
angst sentence starters touches 10 types of kisses enemies to lovers but one is injured enemies + rivals break-up sentence starters lovers to enemies don't wanna admit they're in love angst prompts more angst prompts enemies to lovers when they start to ~feel things~
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Some Rules
Please refer to my General Rules
Requests are not filled on a first come, first serve basis
There might be some requests I refuse, please no hard feelings?
Specify if you want a drabble or hcs, or if you have a question for Dabi.
I'm not giving myself a deadline for these! So it might take some time to do all of them, please be patient!
This event is for reader-insert only, I will not be taking any ship requests.
SFW and NSFW and DC are all accepted, don't hold back!
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Happier ~ Bakugou X Reader
TRIGGER WARNING:
ANGST
DEPRESSION
BREAKUP
SAD
HEARTBREAK
FIGHTING
I wrote this last night as I listened to Happier by Olivia Rodrigo. I'm not sure if I'm happy with how I ended this as I was high on ambien lol but yeah it is what it is. enjoy! ~ Brooke
We broke up a month ago, your friends aren’t mine, you know, I know you’ve moved on, Found someone new
One month. The longest month I had ever lived through. It was pure agony. Watching you walk through the halls at school, joking to your friends, acting like you could care less. I mean what did I expect from the school's biggest asshole. But you weren’t one to me, were you? You were sweet and loving. I don’t understand how you could just turn that off. That’s what hurts the most right now. I pull myself together every morning hoping its easier but it never is. This pity, anger and sadness is ripping through my heart leaving a softball sized hole in its wake. And I’m worried that I'll never be able to fix it.
One more girl who brings out the better in you, and I thought my heart was attached, for all the sunlight of our past, but she’s so sweet, she’s so pretty, does she mean you forgot about me?
I was standing by my locker the first time I saw her and you. You were walking my way, arm wrapped around her shoulders. My eyes met yours for a moment before you smirked. The same smirk you used to give me when you were teasing me. But this time there was this look in your eye that I couldn’t place. It only lasted for a second before you looked away and that’s when I saw her. Blonde hair, long legs, big brown eyes that could take your breath away...they did mine. She was gorgeous. Camie is her name, right? It makes sense. She smiles brightly at me as if she doesn’t know that I used to stand where she stood. I’m not sure who I feel worse for, me or her. Will you do to her what you did to me?
Oh, I hope you’re happy but not like how you were with me, I’m selfish, I know, I can’t let you go, so find someone great but don’t find no one better, I hope your happy but don’t be happier
Was it wrong of me to stare? To wish that I was her? It made it worse knowing how it felt to feel your lips against mine, how you would always grip my hand when the school halls got full. That’s what eats me alive inside. It hurts so bad that I feel like I won't recover. How am I supposed to let you go? Do you even think of me at all anymore? Do you see me when you glance at me in the halls? Or do I blend in with the nameless faces that you don’t care to learn? I want to scream, yell at you. Demand why. Why did you do this to us? What did I do? And now here you are a month later with someone new. Are you doing it to hurt me? Or is she just another toy to you?
And do you tell her she’s the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen? An eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean, remember when I believed you meant it when you said it first to me? And now I’m picking her apart, like cutting her down make you miss my wretched heart. But she’s beautiful, she looks kind, she probably gives you butterflies.
I saw you two today. School had let out early due to practical exams. I was headed to my favorite book shop when I saw you both sitting at a table at the café next door. Your hair was ruffling through the breeze and I swear I could smell your cologne. I miss that. How it used to engulf me and make me feel safe. You would wrap your arms around me and I was home. You had the same smug and irritated look on your face that you always have. I could tell you were talking; I think she wanted to show you something. She pulled her bag from her lap to take something out but suddenly a coffee cup was knocked over, spilling coffee everywhere. I was expecting you to freak out, get mad, scream and call her a dumb ass like you used to do when I would mess up. But you didn’t. You smiled at her and reassured her it was okay, while helping her clean it up. After, I guess the mood had shifted. I could tell she was still upset. She stood up after a few minutes to get a refill but she was stopped when you pulled her down into your lap and poked at her cheeks. You whispered something in her ear that made her smile. I turned away when I saw you tickle her sides and laugh along when she giggled. That was the worst, because I knew in that moment that this wasn’t for show. This was real for you and her. I'd never forget us and what we had but I could let you go be happy. That's all I ever wanted for you.
I hope you’re happy, but not like how you were with me. I’m selfish, I know, I can’t let you go. So, find someone great but don’t find no one better. I hope you’re happy, I wish you all the best, really. Say you love her, baby, just not like how you loved me. And think of me fondly when your hands are on her. I hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier
I’m trying hard to keep my distance from you. She doesn’t deserve it and I know you probably don’t want me around. I can’t help it. I'm drawn to you. But I know I have to let you go. You need to be happy, to live and be free. So just promise me that you’ll think of me. That’ll you remember how we laughed so much that one night our sides were sore the next day. Remember our first kiss under the stars in the park, how it felt, how you said my lips tasted like strawberries. Don’t forget that. It keeps our love and what we had alive. Knowing that is the only way I'll ever be able to get through this. The only way I'll ever be able to let you go. Maybe in time it’ll get easier. Maybe I could see you and smile one day, remembering what we had and maybe it won’t hurt. It’ll feel bitter sweet. Because I'll know that I helped you find who you were meant to be with.
I hope you’re happy, just not like how you were with me. I’m selfish, I know, can’t let you go. So, find someone great, don’t find no one better. I hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier
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Just Come Home - Deku x Reader
DISCLAIMER!
MANGA SPOILERS
CHARACTER DEATH
I was listening to this song and it just fit so well with everything going on in the manga right now. I hope you enjoy! ~Lee
Hello world, hope you’re listening
Forgive me if I’m young or speaking out of turn
But there’s someone I’ve been missing…
I wasn’t expecting him to leave. Four months had passed since his leaving. He had left a letter for everyone explaining his quirk and why he had to leave. Everyone was shocked beyond belief. I had always known that there was something going on between him and All Might. My suspicions were proven right when I read the letter.
Tears streaming down my face, I crumple up the letter and bury my face in my pillow. I let out a guttural scream, loud enough for everyone to hear, but I don’t care. Everybody knew that I was close with him.
Every time I walk in to class, I hope he’s there conversing with Iida or scribbling in his notebook. I miss his scruffy green hair and emerald irises filled with hope and determination. That’s what drew me to him. He made me want to do better and be better. I was ready to be heroes with him and fight alongside him. I guess that day will never come.
I just don’t understand why he felt like he had to do this on his own. I know he left to keep all of us safe. Shigaraki and All For One are hunting for him. It just seems too much for one person to take on. I wish I could’ve talked to him before he left. There’s so much I haven’t gotten to say to him. During the war against the villains, I was scared for everyone, especially him. He was the main target. I saw Bakugou take the hit for him. I saw Midnight die. We just started our hero career and we all were witness to something that we weren’t prepared for.
They’re in the wrong place tryin’ to make it right
So, I say to you
Come home, come home
‘Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long
And right now there’s a war between the vanities
But all I see is you and me
And the fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home…
I’m glad that we all made it out. I can’t say the same for the heroes that gave their lives and sacrificed so much to keep everyone safe. I worry about him every day. Where is he? What is he doing? Is he okay? I just want him to come home…come back to me. There’s so much I didn’t get to say and wanted to say. Fighting in that war made me realize how I felt about him. I need to tell him how I feel. I need to tell him that I will fight for and with him.
Please, just come home, Deku…
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As The World Caves In - Bakugou X Reader
Sooooo, this is a pretty depressed one shot. I was thinking of this song and it kind of just came to me. Not sure if I love it but it made me cry. Hope you all enjoy it ~ Brooke
As The World Caves In
TRIGGER WARNING:
ANGST
DEPRESSION
DEATH
LOSS
My feet are aching and your back is pretty tired
5 Years. That’s how long it took for me to break down his walls and for him to break down mine. He of course was more stubborn but that never stopped me. I loved him the moment I saw him, red eyes and spikey hair. Despite all of his anger issues he was it for me. He still is.
And we’ve drunk a couple bottles babe, and set our grief aside
I remember the first time I ever saw him. Eyes blazing, sparks starting to form on his hands, face two inches away from the sweet green haired boy, screaming. I couldn’t help but chuckle. His anger never scared me. I could see through all the rage that he cared. He cared deeply for that green haired boy and I knew he always would. No matter how much he denied it.
The papers say its doomsday, The button has been pressed
We’re gonna nuke each other up boys, til old satan stands impressed
I remember the moment we realized that it was over. The LOV had won. There was a brief moment of fear. I saw it as it flashed through his red eyes. It didn’t take them long to find mine, but it took longer for him to let go of his disbelief. I’m sure he saw the fear in my eyes too, but I tried to stay calm. We had exercised all options. Nothing worked. And now it was time for us to accept our fate. We failed.
And here it is, our final night alive, And as the earth runs to the ground
Oh boy it’s you that I lie with, As the atom bomb locks in
Oh, it’s you that I watch tv with, as the world, as the world caves in
We said our goodbyes, as hard as that was. Hugging loved ones and friends. Wishing we had longer. Wishing that we had won. If accepting it ourself was hard it was nothing compared to the news announcement. When they made it.....seeing their faces. We couldn’t find the words, we still can’t. But I think we’ve all come to realize that its unavoidable. At first people panicked. We knew they would. Trying to find shelter, food, trying to come up with plans of what to do. How to make it through this. But there was no way to make it through this.
You put your final suit on, I paint my fingernails
Oh, were going out in style babe, And everything’s on sale
We creep up on extinction, I pull your arms right in
I weep and say goodnight love, while my organs pack it in
The goodbyes were hard but we couldn’t stay. We both knew that we needed to be alone for this. I remember the sound of the people on the streets below screaming as we climbed higher and higher. Finally resting on the top of our apartment building. The building we would have built a family in. The building that would have weathered all our ups and downs. Looking out at the city, I couldn’t help but take in its beauty. Bakugou squeezed my hand, not having to say anything. I knew it was close. It was coming. I hesitated looking at him, I wanted to savor this moment. This sliver of peace, looking out at the city we called home, feeling his hand on mine. But I could feel the creeping of fear trying to make its way back in.
And here it is, our final night alive, and as the earth runs to the ground
Oh, boy it’s you that I lie with as the atom bomb locks in
Oh boy it’s you that I watch tv with, as the world, as the world caves in
I turn and stare at him. His red eyes watery. He takes both my hands in his. I can feel my heart breaking. I know it's coming. I don’t want to be parted from him. That’s what scares me the most. I don’t want to be alone. I knew he loved me, as did he. I knew everything he wanted to say with one look. He didn’t have to speak. I knew he wasn’t good at expressing his emotions but I got it. We were scared, defeated. The wind ruffled his hair and I could smell his cologne. Ingulfing my nose was white pepper, dark amber and Kentucky oak. It was him. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. As I opened them a single tear parted from my eye. I gave him a small smile. He placed his warm hand on my cheek and pulled me close. His lips met mine and the worry and fear melted away. I was at peace.
Oh, it’s you that I lie with, As the atom bomb locks in, Yes it’s you I welcome death with, As the world, As the world caves in
I wasn’t scared anymore. Our lips parted and my eyes opened. I was swimming, incased in his red eyes. My safe place. I didn’t even notice the bright light coming down from the sky. All I could sense was his warm hand on my cheek and his arm around me. My hands rested on his hard chest. I would have wanted that moment to last forever. I was happy, completely happy. But I couldn’t feel anything other than peace. The light drew closer and closer, destined to hit downtown tokyo. I knew it would hit any moment. He gave me a small smile and placed his forehead against mine. His lips parted. “Goodnight, Love.” His voice was strong but soft. And then before I knew it, we were incased in light. And then we were gone.
As the world caves in....
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