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sweetloleepop · 6 months

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𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒍𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒆𝒘, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅, 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆

Chapter 7: Mister Yeager?

Synopsis: Being the good wife that she is, (Y/N) tried to deliver Erwin a folder.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6

Wordcount: 1.5k

The door opened and Erwin finally looked up.

“How’s it been, Erwin?”

Erwin’s eyes widened. He didn’t expect to see her right now.

“Am I not welcome anymore?” the person asked.

“No, that’s not it-” Erwin was cut off.

“What is it then?”

“I just didn’t expect you, is all.”

Erwin stood up and walked towards the door where his unexpected visitor is standing still.

“Come in.” Erwin spoke quietly, almost whispering. He looked outside his office before locking the door.

‘Pasta… I need pasta’ (Y/N) repeatedly said to herself while roaming her eyes through the grocery shelves. She’s currently at the grocery store, looking for stuff to fill their pantry. ‘Ah!’

“There you are.” She said to herself while grabbing a pack.

She looked at her phone and checked the pasta off her grocery list. It was the last in her list so she proceeded to the cashier. While in the queue, she looked around the shelves near the counter. There, sat a magazine with a red-haired woman on the cover. The woman has long curly locks and a skin as white and clear as porcelain, not a bit of freckle to be seen, how pretty. “Next, please.”

(Y/N)’s attention was caught by the cashier. She pushed her cart forward and placed her grocery items on the counter. The lazy beeping of the scanner and the quiet conversations from the other employees were the only noises heard inside the mini market.

After the bagger put her items inside an eco bag, she headed out of the store. The early 8:30am breeze whooshed and made their way through her hair, making them flow mid-air and give her nape a smooth and breezy touch. She took a deep breath, basking in the early morning breeze.

(Y/N) placed her bag of grocery on the counter, taking the items out, one by one. She organized the whole pantry, putting what to where they should be. Once she finished placing the items, she folded the bag and headed to the foyer. She placed the bag in one of the foyer’s drawers, putting it neatly amongst the other bags.

Upon standing up, she noticed a folder on top of the foyer shelf. Curious, she opened the folder and scanned its content. ‘Oh…’

(Y/N) contemplated for a good while whether or not to deliver the folder to Erwin’s office but as she thought about how important the folder might be, the more she had the urge to give it. ‘It might be important’ ‘he might need this today’ ‘what if his company relies on this??’ And so, she decided to get dressed and deliver the folder.

She headed downstairs and caught a glimpse of the kitchen. The angry grumble of her stomach reminded her that she hasn’t eat anything yet. ‘Maybe later’ she thought and proceeded to the door.

(Y/N) decided to call a taxi but upon waiting for a good three minutes by their yard, she realized that no taxi passes by and that she has never called a taxi before. She used to have a driver but after getting married, all of her helpers was left with her parents. Sigh. She walked her way to the park, watching people do their own stuff. She came across an old lady, ‘Maybe she knows how!’ (Y/N) approached the woman and greeted her.

“Excuse me?” she started.

“Yes?” the lady asked.

“Good morning. If you don’t mind, would you tell me how to get a taxi?” (Y/N) asked with a sheepish smile.

“Oh, of course!” the lady replied with a smile.

And with that, she made her way to Erwin’s workplace, thanking the woman for helping her. The trip was fine, the driver made a small conversation with her before he played the radio, quieting himself and letting the music play throughout their trip. (Y/N) sat quietly, watching the busy streets and people as they pass by. She wondered what it would be like to walk around a busy street such as that. Must be overwhelming. Or maybe fun. Maybe she’ll go out by herself some time, try to explore and do outdoor activities.

When the taxi stopped, (Y/N) payed the driver and stepped out of the car. The taxi driver drove off and there left (Y/N), staring at the skyscraper. ‘So this is where he works? I hope I got the right address, it’s the one written on the papers here.’ She thought, holding the folder close to her chest.

Pushing her doubts aside, (Y/N) proceeded to the building. She looked around and saw a logo behind what seems to be the main desk. She opened the folder, it has the same logo, now she is so sure that she is in the right place.

“Excuse me, is Erwin Smith here?” she asked the woman behind the desk.

A knock on the door caught Erwin off-guard. Shit.

“Who’s there?” Erwin asked, trying his best to sound calm.

“Mister Smith? It’s me.”

Erwin muttered a few more ‘shits’ before fixing his tie and opening the door. On the other side of the door, there stand Eren with two cups of coffee.

“I’m here with your coffee, sir” Eren said, offering Erwin a cup.

“You sure that’s not yet cold?” Erwin asked.

“Yeah, I just prepared these-”

“Why don’t you make me another one? Make it faster this time, hm? Thanks.” Erwin said before retreating back to his office, closing the door behind him.

‘Weird’ Eren thought before turning on his feet.

“No, Ma’am… I don’t think Mister Smith has a meeting with Mister Yeager today.” The woman behind the desk answered.

‘Mister Yeager…?’

“Uhm, who’s- who’s Mister Yeager…?” (Y/N) nervously asked. ‘I can’t be- I cannot have entered the wrong building’

“Mister Yeager is-” the woman was cut off by a deep masculine voice.

“Mister Yeager is me”

Both (Y/N) and the woman turned to the source of the voice. It was from a man. A tall, blondie with glasses. He wears a blue suit with matching tie. His blonde hair is neat and tidy, his expression is serious. ‘Kinda scary’ (Y/N) thought.

“Good morning, Mister Yeager.”

“Morning.” He replied to the woman before turning to (Y/N). “And who do we have here?”

“Oh, uhm. Me?” (Y/N) asked.

The man looked around and hummed, “No one I don’t know except you.”

“Oh, right. I’m (Y/N) (L/N)”

“May I ask what Miss (L/N) is doing inside my building?”

“You- your building?” (Y/N) is now sure that this building is NOT the one that she is looking for.

“Yes. This is MY building, Miss (L/N). I own and run the place. Now, I want to know, what are you doing here?”

“I was looking for someone but I think I entered the wrong building, s-sorry. Now, if you’ll excuse me.” (Y/N) said, almost mumbling. She rushed to the exit without looking back, leaving both the woman and that Mister Yeager amused. ‘That was soo embarrassing!!’

(Y/N) lifted her fork and brought the fried dish into her mouth. It’s delicious but her face failed to show how she feels about the food. She can’t stop thinking about her embarrassing moment earlier today. ‘They must’ve thought I’m a stupid woman’ sigh.

After (Y/N) exited the building, she continued walking until she reached a bench. She sat there panting for a few minutes, trying to forget about what just happened. After she calmed down, she looked around for a bit before calling a taxi and made her way home.

Erwin noticed (Y/N)’s seemingly disappointed expression. It made him curious, what made her look like that? He kept on thinking, it can’t be. Erwin found himself in a state of paranoia. His heart is pumping and his forehead starts to sweat just little. He can’t quite put what does he actually feel. Anticipation? Fright?

He decided, he can’t stay this way. He hates feeling like this so he took a few deep breaths and spoke, “I don’t think the fish is bad.”

(Y/N)’s head turned to Erwin’s direction so fast she had a whiplash. Her hand instinctively held her neck. She mumbled a little ‘ow’ before replying, “Really? Thanks.”

“What’s making your face look like that if you thought the same?” Erwin asked.

“Oh. It’s just- well you see, earlier this morning, I saw a folder on the foyer drawer and I thought it might be important so I decided to deliver it to you and then when I told the taxi the address written on the paper there and I arrived, it occurred to me that I entered the wrong building.” (Y/N) stated, sighing and slumping her shoulders.

‘She almost went to my office earlier.’ “Is that so?” Erwin, yet again, asked. (Y/N) hummed as reply. “Very well then, next time, make sure to just call my number.” Erwin offered. “Alright.”

(Y/N) is laying on her side, facing Erwin. He fell asleep an hour ago, it’s now 10pm. He looks very calm when he sleeps, it made (Y/N) feel light. Erwin seemed very stoic when he’s awake, always looking so serious.

She rolled a hundred and eighty degrees to her left, now facing the far wall. She closed her eyes, welcoming slumber…

“And who do we have here?”

He looked around and hummed, “No one I don’t know except you.”

“May I ask what Miss (L/N) is doing inside my building?”

“Yes. This is MY building, Miss (L/N). I own and run the place.”

“What are you doing here?”

#erwin x reader #attack on titan #attack on titan erwin #commander erwin #erwin smith #shingeki no kyojin #snk erwin #aot erwin #snk fanfiction #aot fanfiction #zeke yeager x reader #zeke jeager x reader #zeke x reader #zeke yeager #zeke #zeke jaeger #aot #snk x reader #SOSNSBSB

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saveadancejustforyou · 3 years

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Gjjkkgf Kip Moore is like my all-time favorite 😍 but I respect your (wrong) opinion jk

PLEASENEHSJSGSHGSHS listen you do you babe!

#anon #i probably have some people i think are hot that youd shudder at sosnsbsb

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sweetloleepop · 2 months

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Chapter 9: Mirrors

Synopsis: A repeating cycle.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, infidelity

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8

a/n: I've faced some drastic changes lately and I don't think I can finish this fic anymore. It's actually been sitting in my drafts for months now but for some reason, I just can't post it. I know it hasn't gotten to the "exciting part" yet so I'll try my best but just in case I can't, at least I've told you guys about it (｡•́‿•̀｡)

Wordcount: 1.5k

As the sun peeked through the curtains, (Y/N) slowly strayed from her slumber. The warm morning welcomed her as she sat up and stretched. Erwin has left earlier, he told her that there’s no need for her to cook breakfast for him for then on. It was quite a relief since she struggles to think of what to cook every morning and to get up before the sun has even rose.

She got up from the bed, slipping on her slippers and proceeded to the windows. She slowly pulled the curtain blinds up, narrowing her eyes a bit as the bright sun meet her face. The clock ticked 7:00 and (Y/N) headed to her closet. She sat down, facing her vanity and there, she picked her comb from one of the drawers. She combed her hair gently, untangling the strands that came from when she slept. She yawned and grabbed a hair tie.

She tied her hair into a bun before heading to the bathroom. There, she brushed her teeth thoroughly. She brushed for who-knows how long before gargling the minty cold mouthwash. Afterwards, she gently washed her face with soap and water. Then, she took her face towel and patted her face, gently drying it up. The clock ticked 7:10 and since it was still early, (Y/N) decided she’ll bathe first before eating breakfast.

She once again entered her closet and spent a good 5 minutes choosing what to wear. She picked a white blouse and paired them with a peach skirt. She then went to the bathroom and opened the shower. She measured the water temperature, making sure that its warm enough for her to not freeze. After she found perfect temp, she lifted her shirt up and pulled her pants down. She threw them to the direction of their laundry basket and cheered for herself as they successfully shoot.

(Y/N) carefully entered the shower, sighing as the warm water reached her body. She basked in the warm feeling of the water caressing her for a couple of minutes before she started to apply shampoo on her hair and scrubbed her body with a loofa. She hummed a song while enjoying her shower and it didn’t take for the song she was humming to finish until she’s done.

She took a towel and dried herself. She wrapped the towel around herself and finally, she stepped out of the shower. She first dried her hair and then she took her time getting dressed. Afterwards, she headed to her closet vanity to apply powder on her face and lip gloss on her lips. She styled her hair with a basic tie and finally, she headed out.

The walk to the park felt shorter than usual, probably because of her fast walking pace that was caused by her good morning energy. A familiar lady greeted her “good morning” as they walk pass each other. She greeted the lady back and gave her a smile. (Y/N) recognized her as the lady whom she asked how to get herself a taxi a few days prior.

As (Y/N) reached the park, she decided to order on one of the cafés and eat on one of the park benches. She headed straight to a small café. As she entered the glass door, a small ring from the bell could be heard. It felt like everyone and everything stopped for a second to take a look at her.

The inside wasn’t so busy, the people are quietly eating, some are chit-chatting but aren’t loud enough to become obnoxious. (Y/N) took in the sight of the café. The beige and woods, the cabin feel to it, it feels nice, it feels calming. She trudged towards the counter where the cashier greeted her.

“Good morning, ma’am. What can I get for you?” the woman behind the counter asked.

(Y/N) took a good look at the menu before she replied, “I’ll have an avocado toast with hot chocolate. And also, a pair of waffles, stuffed with cookies and cream.”

“Would you dine in or take out?”

“Take out, please.”

“To whom shall I name the order?”

“(Y/N) (L-” ‘My surname isn’t (L/N) now…’

“(Y/N) Smith.” She simply said

“Alright, Miss Smith. You can sit there while you wait for your order, thank you.” The woman said as she stretched her arm to her right, pointing out where the waiting area is.

(Y/N) sat on one of the chairs. There, she quietly waited for her food as she contemplated. That was the first time that she used a different surname. A small smile made its way to her lips.

As she looked around her surroundings, she heard calming music, playing throughout the café. The speakers, which were hanging tightly by the corners, were where the music are coming from.

As minutes gone by, (Y/N) heard a bell from the counter. She looked at where the sound came from and as she did, she heard a woman spoke through the mic, “Order for (Y/N) Smith, please. (Y/N) Smith.”

(Y/N) stood up and took her food. She thanked the cashier and exited the café. She looked around for empty benches as she walked outside the building. ‘There!’ (Y/N) made her way to a bench. She sat down and took her toast from the bag. She took a deep breath as she basked in the fresh morning air.

The bench that she was sitting on was facing the playgrounds but is far enough for children to run around to. (Y/N) ate quietly as she watched the children go about their businesses. Some are playing on the swing, some are on the seesaw. Some of them were climbing the monkey bars and some are simply running around. On the other benches around the playground, (Y/N) saw who seems to be the children’s parents. They were chatting and watching their children play. (Y/N) observed quietly as she finish her food.

The walk back home seemed long as (Y/N) finished her hot chocolate halfway through. Without something to do other than walk and look around, her walk became boring. She also would like to have some more hot choco, ‘I should’ve bought two.’ Sigh.

As she entered the house, she took of her shoes and wore a fluffy slipper instead. She prefer them since shoes are a little hot to wear and they also feel hard and uncomfy when used against tiles. (Y/N) headed to the living room and inspected. The room is neat, no dust, no dirt, nothing to clean. Sigh, she has nothing to do.

(Y/N) isn’t used to relaxing on places other than her room and now, she’s on a different home and shares the bed with Erwin. ‘Yes! I’m on a different place now. Alone. I can try to relax here and watch. After all, I DO my chores. I clean the house, I cook the meals, and I wash the dishes.’

Having been decided to lazy around on the living room, (Y/N) sat down on the couch and tried to relax. She rested her back on the soft cushions and took one from her side to hug. She leaned over the cushion and grabbed the remote control from the center table. She pressed the power button and entered the show that she watches. ‘I’ll start doing my chores later. At 2:30, yep.’

(Y/N) slowly opened her eyes. The sight of the opened television welcome her and she blinked furiously at it. ‘W-what? Why am I-’ (Y/N) slowly stood up. She looked at the window on her right, it’s already dark. She grabbed the remote control and shut the TV off. ‘What time is it?’ She looked at the clock hanging by the wall near the window, 6:50.

(Y/N) remembered feeling incredibly sleepy while watching her show earlier. She also remembered watching plenty of episodes. She grunted. ‘I should start cooking dinner.’

In the kitchen, (Y/N) started looking for something to cook. Inside the chiller, she saw a fillet. ‘Fish? Aren’t there chicken here? I could’ve sworn I bought a pack a while back…’ (Y/N) started looking further, taking raw things in and out, up and down from the chiller. There’s no chicken fillet in sight. Having been sure that she bought one, she closed the chiller and looked on the freezer instead. ‘There!’ She grab hold of the plastic and tried to pull it out. ‘It’s frozen.’

After a while of struggling to take the frozen chicken fillet out of the freezer and thawing it, (Y/N) started to heat a pan and prepare the food for frying. She carefully put the fillets on the pan, letting them swim on boiling hot oil. She turned the fillets upon being satisfied with the way it looks, repeating the same process until all of them are cooked.

7:25

‘Dinner is served.’

(Y/N) sat quietly on the dining room, waiting for Erwin to arrive. It’s 7:30 and the food is starting to get colder by each passing minute. It’s just like last night. And the night before. ‘And… the night before, I guess…’ She’s not quite sure. It has been happening often, recently. ‘Is Erwin really that busy? I mean, maybe, he does own a company. I’ll give him a call, if he don’t answer it, I’ll eat dinner. But it’s not like I’m really hungry-’ Grumble. ‘Nevermind…’

Ring, Ring

Bzzzz, Bzzzz

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mariethelibrarian · 9 years

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Something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue Book-edition

#books #book photography #sosnsbsb #the hobbit #weird things customers say in bookshops #mine

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sweetloleepop · 11 months

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Synopsis: When Erwin’s mother was dying, his father was buried in debt. His monthly salary from his teaching career wasn’t enough to pay off all of his wife’s hospital bill. Although, he didn’t really borrowed from a lot of people, he did made a contract with a friend.

A story of two people whose lives are intertwined by their parent's agreement. A series of dishonesty, angst, and infidelity.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Implied Sexual Content, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean and cold, angst, infidelity

a/n: hey y'all, I'm back with yet another infidelity fic XD.

PS. This is written for a friend, it's not my fault this time!!

• (E/F) = Erwin's Father

•(also, reader here is very timid)

Wordcount: 895

Chapter 1: Past Proposals, Newly Weds

When Erwin’s mother was dying, his father was buried in debt. His monthly salary from his teaching career wasn’t enough to pay off all of his wife’s hospital bill. Although, he didn’t really borrowed from a lot of people, he did made a contract with a friend.

Richard (L/N), the older Smith’s good friend. They attended the same college, though they pursued different careers. One chased his dream and the other continued the family business. They parted ways but that didn’t break their bond. Richard has gone to a different country to make his connections bigger while (E/F) started teaching in a community college.

When Erwin was born, his mother caught an illness. She didn’t died immediately, she was still able to see Erwin until he was five. She stayed in the hospital for almost a year and on those times, (E/F) would work so hard. He would ask some friends to look out for his toddler son. He did his best but it wasn’t enough. He cannot rise from his debt nor his grieving, so instead he decided to contact an old friend.

“Hello, (L/N) residence, how may I help you?”, a man answered from the other line.

“Hi, good evening, I was hoping to talk to Richard (L/N). It’s an emergency and I- I really need to talk to him”, (E/F) replied.

“May I know who this is?”

“Its (E/F). (E/F) Smith”

“Alright, please hold,”

That was 23 years ago. Today, Erwin is 28, and he knew what he has to do. Although, he is not fond of the idea, he has to. He always thinks about his mother, his father and his hard work. How helpless he must’ve been, how little did he felt.

That night, (E/F) talked to Richard. They agreed to meet at the (L/N) mansion where they talked about the agreement. (E/F) told him everything and how he desperately needs money for his wife. Richard was a good friend, of course he’ll give him money, no need for a pay back. But then,

“Daddy?” a little voice spoke from behind them.

Richard looked annoyed, “what is it? Why are you still awake?” he asked the little girl without batting an eye.

“I can’t sneep (sleep), winn- winn (will) you sneep with me, pnease?(please)” the little girl pleaded.

(E/F) was confused but it didn’t took him long to understand. He never really knew that his friend had a daughter. All this time, they talked about their lives, he talked about Erwin, Richard talked about his wife and business but never a daughter. He doesn’t want to come to a conclusion yet, though. Maybe his friend just forgot to mention it, or he’s just stressed right now and that’s why he speaks so coldly to her.

(E/F) watched Richard as he looks like he just had an idea.

“You never have to pay me money, (E/F), but I’d like to propose something else as an exchange,” Richard spoke to him, still looking at his daughter who is now being taken away by her maid.

“What is it?” (E/F) was nervous. His friend is nice but nice is not always good.

“A marriage proposal,”

(Y/N) sat on their private plane as she waited for them to arrive. She is on her way to Paradis, the country where her husband-to-be lives. She doesn’t really approve of this but what can she do? She doesn’t have any power and the contract’s already been made.

She looked outside the window, the view is nice, towns looked small from where she is. She took a sip from her glass of orange juice, it tastes great, not too sweet.

“Ms. (L/N), we are set to land in 30 minutes, are you feeling comfy, do you need anything?” the stewardess asked the young lady as she approaches her.

(Y/N) shook her head, “Mm-mm, I don’t need anything else, thank you” she said, smiling.

The plane landed soon after. That 30 minutes felt like seconds. (Y/N) felt a bit nauseous, not because of the plane ride but because of the anxiety that caused awful butterflies to appear in her stomach.

Three nights ago, she had been made aware that everything that is needed for the wedding is all set. She knew about the contract for just a month and she’s having a hard time processing everything. It’s all happening so fast.

Now, she needs to get to the hotel in where she’s set to meet her future husband before they get married.

Two days. Two days until she becomes a married woman.

The pilot assisted her down the plane then to a car which just arrived. “Miss,” the chauffer stepped out and opened the door for her.

She carefully stepped in and the chauffer closed the door. When the chauffer had entered the car, he immediately started the engine and drove out of the airport.

“Mr. Smith, Ms. (L/N)’s plane have landed just now. Shall I ready the car, sir?” a man asked Erwin. He is currently in his office, not really doing much but just enough to distract him from all of this.

Erwin stayed silent for a second then he cleared his throat. “Go on”

a/n: I hope you guys liked this!! Updates doesn't have a sched yet but I'll try to update as soon as I can ^^

[The title came from a marriage idiom. Although the idiom per se symbolizes something good, I'd like to use it for something of the opposite]

#attack on titan erwin #commander erwin #erwin x reader #aot erwin #attack on titan #erwin smith #shingeki no kyojin #snk erwin #snk fanfiction #aot fanfiction #zeke yeager #zeke yeager x reader #yeager brothers #SOSNSBSB

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adventureandpages · 9 years

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Thanks @littlebookwormig for tagging me to do the #sosnsbsb tag. My something old is a copy of The Last Battle by C. S. Lewis and it's from 1974. A friend of mine bought it at Shakespeare & Company for me last year and it's one of my most treasured books. Something new would be I Was Here by Gayle Forman which I think it's he newest book I have. For something borrowed I used my mom's Brazilian edition of Winter of the World by Kent Follet which she is currently reading (for the 3rd time). And for something blue I used this lovely edition of The Tales of Beedle the Bard, just cause I wanted to include Harry Potter to the mix, since it's almost May which means Ali (@littlebookwormig) and I will be doing our #amonthofharrypotter challenge and you should all join us, we are both super excited about it 😁 #thelastbattle #iwashere #gayleforman #harrypotter #cslewis #jkrowling #beedlethebard

#sosnsbsb #amonthofharrypotter #gayleforman #cslewis #iwashere #harrypotter #thelastbattle #beedlethebard #jkrowling

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coffeelvnmom · 9 years

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I was tagged by @hyperashley to do #sosnsbsb: something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue! Old: my dad's The Grapes of Wrath New: Froi of the Exiles (swoon) Borrowed: Taken ARC Blue: Prodigy (Legend, 2) Partly blue interior, as well!

#sosnsbsb #books #booklove #photochallenge #YA #classic

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sweetloleepop · 11 months

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Chapter 2: Fulfillment of the Agreement

Synopsis: The night of the meeting. Then, comes the union of two hearts people.

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Spoilers in Tags, implied Sexual Content, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean and cold, angst, infidelity, slow burn

a/n: Kinda took me long but I hope you guys like this!! Also, here's Chapter 1

Wordcount: 1.1k

(Y/N) sat down on the bed. She had arrived almost an hour ago. She washed herself and changed her clothes, all she has to do now is head down the dining hall where she’ll meet Erwin Smith.

She haven’t seen him before so she have no idea what the man that she’s betrothed with is like. Some of their old housemaids have told her that his father, (E/F) Smith is a very nice and charming man. They also said that his mother is also a very nice and pretty person but she can’t really judge a person without meeting him yet. Maybe he’s good looking since his parents are usually described as attractive people but his appearance doesn’t really bothers (Y/N) that much.

(Y/N)’s more interested in what Erwin Smith’s personality is like. She wondered if he’s nice, if he’s the romantic type. Or maybe he’s a shy person, timid and quiet just like her.

The thoughts of what Erwin might be made her feel a wave of excitement but maybe it’s her anticipation that made her expectations grow.

Erwin looked out the window. He is on his way to Eldia Hotel, the place where he’ll meet her. (Y/N) (L/N), the only daughter of Richard (L/N), the man his father owed a lot. Sigh…

Erwin’s father died when he was 13. He was devastated but his father’s death was what awakened his determination to reach the top. He was left with his father’s cousin. Their family is nice and Erwin doesn’t feel out of place but of course, having his parents with him is still different.

It was his uncle that reminded him of this. His father had mentioned it before, yes, but he was still surprised when he called him.

The car came to a halt when they reached the hotel entrance. The door was opened for Erwin to come out and he did so, carefully. Upon entering the hotel, he was led to the dining halls by a couple of hotel staff.

(Y/N) is already seated on a chair, facing a table with only water served. It’s 6:30pm and they’re waiting for Erwin to arrive. His uncle arrived earlier at 6:20 and is currently conversing with the (L/N)’s lawyer.

“Mr. (L/N) sadly can’t make it today, he has been very busy these recent days due to company matters but rest assured he’ll be present on the wedding day” (Y/N) heard their lawyer spoke.

While it is true that her father’s been busy, (Y/N) could tell that he didn’t board the plane because she’s there. Her father is a good breadwinner and a husband but as a father, she can’t really say so. He has always given her the cold shoulder, not ever looking at her whenever she faces him. She used to not understand but now, she thinks she does. Her father doesn’t want her because- well, she’s a she, and a she cannot do anything other than bearing children and doing housework. At least that’s what her father thinks.

The attention of everyone in the room, including those whom he doesn’t know, was caught by Erwin as he entered the dining hall. He immediately saw his uncle and headed straight to their table. The lawyer and uncle stood up as Erwin approached them. (Y/N) did the same. They exchanged small greetings before introducing everyone.

“Good evening mister Smith, I’m Daniel Wood, lawyer of the (L/N) clan, it’s a pleasure meeting you” Daniel stood up and shook Erwin’s hand.

“The pleasure is mine, Mr. Wood” Erwin replied.

“May I introduce to you the daughter of Richard (L/N),” Daniel said while pointing at her. (Y/N) sat up and introduced herself, “Good evening, I’m (Y/N) (L/N), it’s a pleasure meeting you” she quietly said and stretched her arms, trying to reach Erwin’s hand.

They shook each other’s hands after Erwin replied, “likewise”. His hands are rough, she thought. She doesn’t get to have physical contact with a lot of people especially men and the contact made her feel weird.

Erwin thought the woman isn’t bad. He examined her carefully, watching her every actions throughout the night. She seemed like a quiet person, not conversing with everyone unless she needs to. She also always averts her gaze whenever they meet with his.

By the end of the dinner, everyone was used to each other’s company. The wedding plans and what comes after was talked about yet again and everything is perfectly arranged. In two days, they’ll meet again, but at that time, they’ll meet in the aisle.

Erwin took a deep breath, he’s getting tired and he just wants to get everything over with. (Y/N) noticed his heavy intake of breath and she wondered if he’s going to be okay. If they’re going to be okay.

(Y/N) is back in her suite and everyone has left. Daniel told her to relax and take as much rest as she needs before the wedding. She was tired and is currently in the tub. She closed her eyes and thought about the earlier events. She and Erwin hadn’t talked at all. He seemed kind of intimidating although he speaks very politely towards Daniel and his uncle.

(Y/N) thought about his appearance: blonde hair, tall, good physique, he also looks smart and formal. She’s not sure what he is actually like but she do knows that, that man is the one she’ll spend the rest of her life with. Albeit not really willingly but maybe they can work things out.

The days came by fast and before (Y/N) knew it, she’s facing herself in the mirror, getting all glammed up for the event. She examined her appearance: her lightly applied make-up, her carefully braided hair which is put up with a very light-colored blue silky ribbon, and her expression. She’s not smiling. She doesn’t really feel sad or mad but she does feel a bit anxious.

Her father’s going to be there, she needs to be in her best behavior. Not like she’s a brat or anything but her father is just so strict. He sees the littlest of flaw that (Y/N) have and he’s sure to make her aware of it.

“Miss (L/N), it’s time for the gown,” her maid stated, pulling her out of her thoughts.

She nodded her head and stood up. The gown is wonderful. It has a carefully embedded pattern, those types that you’ll see in fairytales. It also has little pearls, scattered by the gown’s ends. It was really beautiful, shame it’s going to be used in this event. It would’ve been perfect had they been actually in love and is going to be married by their own will except it’s not that, it’s the other way around.

(Y/N) felt nervous, here it is. She’s standing behind the door, waiting for it to open. Her long vail and gown felt a bit heavy, she feels like sweating but she can’t risk looking like a wet duck on her wedding day. She took a deep breath then the door opened.

“I do…”

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Something Old, Something New, Something Borrowed, Something Blue

Coming Jan 1st, 2015.

Jan 1, Something Old - Not telling you what, but there's a 30k or so fic of mine that will be released on Jan 1st, complete.

Jan 2, Something New - New fic, 75k, complete

Jan 3, Something Borrowed - It's actually a continuation of something else (i just didn't want to say something old twice lol), it's about 60k of fic.

Jan 4, Something Blue - Sad fic. lol. 60k, released in completion on the 4th.

I will be dropping hints as to which fic is which if you guys seem to care as we get closer.

If you're interested in beta reading for me, most definitely message me or respond to this, I need all the betas I can get, I don't want to overwhelm my current one with all this work!

In the meantime, I'll be writing =]

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Chapter 6: Erwin Smith

Synopsis: A day in the life of Erwin Smith

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean, slow burn, fluff

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5

a/n: Writer's block and tons of chores; the perfect ingredients for a veryy slow update.

Wordcount: 1.9k

Erwin slowly opened his eyes as the early morning light pass through the small opening of the window curtains, making their way into the dimly lit bedroom. He slowly sat up, waiting for the drowsiness to leave. Today is a Saturday and he woke up as soon as the sun had rose.

It's never really like this. He usually wakes up late in the afternoon every weekends but ever since he got married, he decided to not take too much time on the bed.

Erwin yawned a little before scrubbing his eyes, a bad little habit that he does everyday. He stood up and headed to the bathroom, did a little wash-up before heading downstairs. In the kitchen, he grabbed a tumbler from the fridge and proceeded to the foyer. There, he put on his sneaker before he headed out.

Erwin jogged around the neighborhood park. Upon arriving at the park, he stopped a little before drinking on his tumbler. He then ran again, jogging around the said place. Running and running with his mind clouded with many thoughts. He doesn’t know how long has he have been running for but he is aware of the exhaustion that is slowly enveloping him.

He decided to take a short break and sat on one of the park benches. There, he watched as few people walk and jog around the play grounds. Some are playing with their children, some with a friend or perhaps a spouse, some are alone, just like him. He wondered how having a family must’ve feel like. No. He’s not going to start a family yet.

He rested his head on the backrest of the bench and closed his eyes. His heart felt heavy so he released a sigh. These recent days have been hard on him. He was busier than usual and his mind was always plagued by his urge to contact a certain someone.

“I heard that you’re getting married”.

Erwin released a sigh, “I am”.

“And you haven’t thought of telling me anything about it?” the woman questioned him, her calm expression slowly turning into a frown.

“Of course I will. I was just looking for the right time”.

“And when will that ‘right time’ be? When you’re already walking down the aisle?”

“No-” he was cut off by the woman’s scoff.

“Maybe this is the ‘right time’ for us to end this.” The woman said angrily before taking her purse and heading out.

Erwin was left on their table, troubled. Before the wedding was even held, he already want it over with. His life has turned upside down and he feels like running away. Go to different country, in a remote area, change his identity and everything.

Erwin felt something hit his feet, causing his eye to open. A child was approaching him, “Sorry, sir”. The little boy apologized before taking his ball. Erwin watched as the boy ran towards his friends. He watched as they pass the ball around and play. ‘Must be nice to be as clueless as a child but poor to be naïve and helpless.’

Upon entering the house, Erwin smelled something delicious. He proceeded to walk through the hall to find where the smell was coming from. Obviously, it was from the kitchen. (Y/N) is there. She is bending over, looking at the inside of the oven. She must’ve felt his presence behind her, causing for her to look back.

“Oh, you’re back. Good morning,” (Y/N) greeted.

“Good morning.”

“If you don’t mind me asking, where have you’ve been?” (Y/N) asked.

“I jogged around a bit.”

“How was it?”

“It was fine. I’m going to shower for now” Erwin replied.

(Y/N) hummed, “Would you like some tea after?”

“Sure.”

Erwin sighed as he removed his sweat-drenched shirt. He wiped his torso with a towel using his left hand whilst his right undo the knot of his jogging pants. He let his pants go down and slipped himself off of it. He then picked his pants and shirt off the floor before heading towards the bathroom.

Erwin tossed his discarded clothing into the laundry basket before he stepped inside the shower. He slowly removed his underpants then did the same to it as his other clothes. The water gently poured down as Erwin turned the shower knob. Erwin shivered as the cold water made contact with his bare torso, making their way through his naked body then down the drain. It took a few seconds for the water to turn warm and Erwin closed his eye as he bask in the warmth of it.

He released a sigh as he started to properly wet his hair. After that, he poured a generous amount of shampoo in his hand before applying it to his hair, massaging his head in the process. Erwin rinsed his head before applying body wash to his body and a loofah. He has made a habit of it, applying more than enough body wash so he can enjoy the bubble and whilst he is doing so while scrubbing himself, he can’t stop thinking about something. He is desperate to see her. To hear her velvety voice once again. To feel her hand as she brushes them against his torso. And to simply just see her again.

The gentle squeak of the shower knob turning was heard as Erwin finally turned it off. He hopped out of the shower, grabbing a bath sheet as he did so. He wiped his neck, his body and his thighs with the said sheet before covering it around his waist. He then started to dry his hair off with a towel. He was busy drying his hair when he noticed himself in the mirror in front of his sink. While the sink’s size is average, the mirror above it was long and rectangular. It covers most of the vanity. His motions slowed down as he stared at himself.

He stared blankly at his reflection, not a coherent thought present in his mind. He shook his head. After drying himself, he put on a pair of sweatpants and a gray shirt then proceeded to go downstairs.

Erwin trudged towards the kitchen counter where (Y/N) was busy pouring newly boiled water into a teacup, a little teabag hanging from inside it. He took a seat.

“Here,” (Y/N) carefully placed the cup onto the saucer.

“Thank you” Erwin replied.

He took a sip of his tea, its warm and calming aroma soothes every tension that he has built up inside him. (Y/N) offered him a loaf of freshly baked bread that she bought earlier and Erwin ate a couple in which he spread some butter atop of. After his tea, he went to the living room and opened the television. To his disappointment, none of the shows has piqued his interest so he decided to go upstairs, inside his home office.

He opened his computer and started working. He had a pile of papers that he brought home yesterday to hopefully finish this weekend and keep him busy. And it did. Before Erwin knew it, he has finished the whole pile and (Y/N)’s already made him aware that dinner is ready. He has skipped lunch earlier, reasoning that he is still full from the tea and bread.

Erwin sighed before shutting down his pc before heading downstairs, there, (Y/N) is already waiting on the dining table. They exchanged pleasantries before Erwin sat on his sit. The dinner went well, they were quiet the whole time, both focused in savoring the meal that they share.

After dinner, (Y/N) cleaned everything as usual and Erwin went to the living room to watch, picking a movie to watch this time.

(Y/N) cleared her throat, “Are you going upstairs any time soon?”

“You can go now, I’ll be there.” Erwin shortly replied.

“Okay. Goodnight”

(Y/N) went upstairs and readied the tub. She stripped herself and slowly dipped herself in the warm water. Sigh, this is nice. She closed her eyes and relaxed. Bathing in warm water at the end of every day sure is nice.

As (Y/N) let her mind wander, she has thought of her earlier interactions with Erwin. He always replied to her shortly, always keeps their interaction short. Maybe Erwin is just… shy? No way, he’s a very confident man. (Y/N) doesn’t want to think that Erwin hates her. But maybe he does, I hope not. She really can’t tell.

As (Y/N) walked through the bathroom door, the cold air from the room AC hit her bathrobe-covered body, disturbing the warm and calm feeling that she has just now. She hugged herself as the cold temperature of the room made her body shiver. (Y/N) then tiptoed to her walk-in closet, closing the door before her. It was warmer inside so she allowed her arms to fall beside her. She rummaged through her hanged clothes, searching for something comfy to wear in her sleep.

The television plays as Erwin sat on the couch. He is facing the furniture yet his focus is very far away from the gunshots and screams coming from it. ‘This weekday.’

A particularly loud boom from the movie finally took Erwin back. He jumped a little as the loud noise disturbed his train of thought. Sigh. He shook his head and finally decided to go upstairs.

(Y/N) lift the duvet up and crawled on the bed, careful not to make many wrinkles on the sheets. She released a sigh of relief once she’s covered herself with the thick blanket. She’s sleepy. She stared blankly at the ceiling and waited for slumber to take over her which didn’t take long since she fell asleep at least 5 minutes after laying down, comfortably cuddling a pillow while covered in a blanket.

Erwin stared at (Y/N) sleeping figure before he made his way by the side of the bed. He slowly lifted the blanket and lied down. He closed his eyes, cleared his mind and finally slept.

The tapping of the keyboards and clicking of the mouse helped the thought that he’s finally in the office building sink in. He stepped inside the elevator which made the guy standing next to the buttons click the top floor, his floor. It took a while but it wasn’t long enough to get Erwin annoyed.

Ding, and finally.

Erwin stepped outside and walked towards his office, his assistant waiting just outside the door. The whole of the 40th floor is almost occupied by his office. It was huge, spacious, wonderful.

“Good morning, mister Smith” his assistant, Eren, greeted.

“Good morning.” Erwin replied with a nod before entering his office in which Eren held the door open.

“I’ll go get you your coffee now, sir.”

Erwin hummed before he took a seat behind his long desk. He then took his phone out and spun his chair to face the floor-ceiling window. It showcases a breath-taking view of the city. Erwin liked the view since it is bright and blue-y, his favorite color. Also, he liked the fact that even with a city this busy, he can’t hear all the noises and stuff.

Erwin sighed and grabbed his phone from his pocket, opening the messaging app. He stared on the screen, contemplating whether or not is he going to contact her. He stared. And stared. And stared. He doesn’t know how long was he staring at his phone for but one thing’s for sure, Eren hasn’t given him his morning coffee yet.

There was a knock on the door, Erwin didn’t bother to look up.

“Come in,”

The door opened and Erwin finally looked up.

“How’s it been, Erwin?”

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Chapter 4: White Roses

Synopsis: New chapter, new beginnings

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Reader is kind of a dandere, slow burn, fluff

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3

Wordcount: 945

Four days in Paris came by fast. Erwin and (Y/N) took their time knowing each other more and exploring the place together. It was nice and refreshing, having to wander through a new place and knowing that Erwin, her arranged partner, isn’t really bad. He has been a gentleman throughout their stay there.

In current time, (Y/N) is resting on hers and Erwin’s shared bed in Erwin’s private estate. She has just put all her stuff in their designated places. The room was nice and so is the whole house. Their room has a king-sized bed, a bathroom, a television, a couch and walk-in closets for both her and Erwin.

Erwin has already given her a tour of the place. All its ins and outs and everything. He’s currently downstairs, cooking dinner. He told (Y/N) to take a rest for now since she’ll be doing most of the housework since he’ll be back to his office on Monday.

(Y/N) is walking downstairs to the kitchen. Erwin has called her earlier saying that dinner is ready. (Y/N) thought it was very nice of Erwin to cook for her but then again, he is a gentleman.

She arrived at the kitchen and took a seat next to Erwin. They had small talk in between bites and everything seems peaceful. It was very refreshing for (Y/N), to finally live without the fear of doing anything wrong around the person that she lives with. For the first time in her life, (Y/N) felt light. The heavy pressure that her father has brought upon her was finally lifted up.

After dinner, (Y/N) and Erwin did their own nightly routines respectively before hopping onto the bed. (Y/N) felt very comfortable, everything about Erwin now makes her feel safe and comfy, oh how she wishes this would last. One might say that she fell in love so easily but none could ever take away that feeling of freedom and lightness that (Y/N) felt for the very first time. That feeling that so far, only Erwin has ever made her feel.

The following morning, (Y/N) woke up with a soundly sleeping Erwin next to her. He looks so peaceful just like this. She admired the way Erwin looked for a good five minutes before she decided to get up. It was 7 in the morning and the sun is already high up. She carefully got out of the bed and watched as Erwin didn’t even flinched. He’s a deep sleeper, (Y/N) thought.

She headed down to the kitchen to make breakfast. Bacons, eggs and toasts, yep. It wasn’t long after she started cooking that Erwin entered the kitchen.

“Good morning,” (Y/N) greeted.

“Good morning” Erwin replied.

“I just started cooking so it might take a little while.”

“Mm, it’s alright, I’ll wait. Thanks for your courtesy of cooking today’s breakfast.”

“It’s nothing. Would you like something to drink?”

“Tea would be nice.”

“Alright.”

The breakfast was nice and delicious. (Y/N) and Erwin ate them together on the dining table. After eating, Erwin took her on a walk around the subdivision. It was a quiet and peaceful place. (Y/N) noticed how most of the houses on their neighborhood are high, rarely a one-storey building. Erwin brought her to the park. There were cafés and a playground. Lots of children are playing and screaming but the sound wasn’t obnoxious in any way, if anything, it sounds peaceful.

The change of environment really had a positive impact on (Y/N), everything she sees are new and everything new here seems peaceful. She and Erwin took a seat on a nearby bench. (Y/N) took a deep breath, this place is wonderful.

They watched as the children played on the playground. They all looked so happy. (Y/N) thought about how nice it must be to be innocent and carefree just like those children.

After a while, Erwin and (Y/N) decided to go home. On their way, (Y/N) noticed a bush of white roses. They were beautiful. She touched its top and felt as its soft petals made contact with her fingers. White roses, a symbolism of purity, innocence, fresh starts and new beginnings. It reminded her of those children in the park and their young, innocent minds. It also reminded her of something– No. Perhaps someone she know, all too well. Herself.

Erwin’s office leave is ending and he needs to go back to the office tomorrow. (Y/N) felt a bit sad upon knowing that she’ll be left here alone but she tried not to think much of it, Erwin’s just going to work. That day, they both watched a movie and took a walk in the park.

Monday arrived, Erwin got up early to get himself ready for work. When (Y/N) woke up, she was alone on the bed. She quickly got up and tried to look for Erwin but he was nowhere to be found. She thought Erwin must’ve left early without waking her up .

“Good morning” a deep voice suddenly spoke which made (Y/N) yelp. She looked back to see Erwin in a blue suit. He looks so formal, smart and stunning.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you,” Erwin spoke again.

“Oh, it’s alright. I thought you’ve already left for work”

“I was just about to, I just forgot this,” he took an envelope from his nightstand and showed it to (Y/N).

“Oh, I see. Goodbye then, I don’t want to hold you for long”

“Thank you.”

(Y/N) walked Erwin out and they said goodbye to each other.

“Take care!” (Y/N) cheerfully said to Erwin while waving a little. Erwin gave her a nod before entering his car and driving away.

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sweetloleepop · 10 months

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Chapter 3: Les Nuits Parisiennes

Synopsis: What comes after the wedding? The honeymoon of course. And where else is it best to celebrate it other than the city of love?

Pairings: Zeke Yeager/Reader, Erwin Smith/Reader

Tags: Modern AU, Arranged Marriage, Additional Tags to be Added, Implied Sexual Content, Reader is kind of a dandere, Erwin Smith is mean and cold, angst, spoilers in tags, slow burn, mild smut, vaginal fingering, fingerfucking, loss of virginity, p in v sex

a/n: I'm trying my best to update as fast as I can and I hope I didn't made you guys wait for so long!! Also, here's chapters 1 and 2

Wordcount: 1.8k

“Will you, Erwin Smith, take (Y/N) (L/N) as your lawfully wedded wife?”

“I do”

“Will you, (Y/N) (L/N), take Erwin Smith as your lawfully wedded husband?”

“I do”

“By the power vested in me by God and man, I now pronounce you as husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride”

Erwin and (Y/N) faced each other. He gently lifted her vail and slowly inched closer. (Y/N)’s heart kept on beating so fast, she hasn’t kissed a man before, this will be the first. She tried to calm herself just before Erwin closed the space between their lips.

The kiss was short, only lasting at least 5 seconds. Erwin thought kissing her for so long would be too immoral and kissing her without making it last would look too suspicious so he decided to count to five when their lips met.

After the kiss, the newly weds looked at the people in the church, they were all cheering for them.

In the corner of (Y/N)’s eye, she saw her father, he doesn’t look happy but not mad either. (Y/N) thought to just ignore him for now, after all she’s married and she doesn’t have to stay with them anymore and that gave her a sense of relief.

(Y/N) found herself reminiscing in the earlier events. She’s currently sat down on the hotel bed, wearing only a nightgown. Their trip to Paris was short, thanks to the fast and steady flight of Erwin’s private plane.

(Y/N) felt a bit nervous. They’ve finished their dinner earlier and have took a little rest. It’s what’s going to happen next that is causing her anxiety. She has never slept with anyone before and she’s afraid that she’ll make a mistake —worse, displease her partner.

She jumped a little as the door suddenly opened. Erwin looked at her with his stunning blue eyes. They looked shiny and dreamy in the darkness of the room.

(Y/N) examined Erwin. He’s wearing a pair of pajamas in dark shades of blue, he looks so enticing. Her thoughts were interrupted by Erwin’s heavy steps. He’s heading towards her and she can’t calm her rapidly beating heart.

“May I?” Erwin asked while pointing at the empty space next to (Y/N).

“Sure”

Erwin sat down on the bed next to her and cleared his throat.

“I’ll be forward with you and say it. We both know what’s supposed to happen tonight but I won’t force anything on you. I know that we still barely know each other but this needs to happen anyways. I would rely on your decision right now for your body is greatly involved but do know that you’re free to tell me when you’re not feeling comfortable about something or if we should do anything at all tonight.”

(Y/N) didn’t know what to say. Erwin is being considerate and she’s glad that he is but having her decide on this is very unexpected. Personally, she’s anticipating something to happen tonight but saying that out loud is very embarrassing.

“W-well, I mean, we’ll need to do it eventually anyways so why not do it tonight?” Gosh, if this isn’t incredibly embarrassing.

(Y/N) looked up just in time to see Erwin nodding.

“I see. Very well then,” Erwin stood up and picked out something from the mini fridge inside their room. “Would you like something to drink before we get to it?”

“Sure, I guess”

Erwin gave her a glass of red wine. She watched as the red liquid swirled inside the glass.

“Thank you”

“You’re welcome. Cheers to our wedding, hm?”

“Cheers” They clicked their glasses and drank the red liquid. (Y/N) hummed as she tasted the bittersweet wine.

Erwin and (Y/N) drank for a while and talked a bit. (Y/N) found herself feeling more comfy with Erwin as she knew more about him and see more of what he’s like. Erwin feels the same way but of course, he can’t forget what all this is about.

Erwin gave her yet another glass and they raised their drinks together. (Y/N) drank it almost immediately, feeling as the bitter taste of alcohol caress her tongue and ran down her throat. She was honestly feeling a bit light headed but not really that drunk.

“This should be enough for tonight, don’t you think?” Erwin asked.

“Oh, yes, sure” (Y/N) simply replied.

Erwin took their glasses and put them away. After that, he came back to his seat beside (Y/N) and they just sat there in silence. Both knew what they’re supposed to do yet no one’s doing anything.

For the first time in Erwin’s life, he is unsure of what to do. He know what he has to but deep inside him, he doesn’t really want to do this– Not in this circumstance. He took a deep breath and looked at the woman beside him. (Y/N) must’ve noticed his gaze because not long after he looked at her, she looked back at him. Erwin took that as a cue and held (Y/N)’s chin between his thumb and index finger.

They looked into each other’s lips and eyes then finally, they closed the space between them. The kiss was soft, almost tender. It wasn’t rushed which made (Y/N) thankful for she’s still learning things and this is very new to her, in fact this is her first real kiss– except for hers and Erwin’s shared kiss at the altar.

Not long after, she felt Erwin’s tongue swipe through her lips and she subconsciously opened her mouth. Erwin took that chance to enter (Y/N)’s mouth. He guided her tongue and she followed his ministrations. ‘So this is what kissing is’ (Y/N) thought to herself. She felt Erwin’s hand caress her cheek and touch her waist, he was trying to guide her to go near the bed’s headboard. (Y/N) obliged, trying her best to not break the kiss while moving backwards. They soon reached the pillows and Erwin made her lay down.

Erwin broke the kiss which made (Y/N) release a small involuntary moan. She was blushing so hard and was catching her breath. (Y/N) felt very embarrassed under Erwin’s gaze and so she averted hers. She felt Erwin’s fingers run through her gown and she looked back at him.

“May I?” Erwin quietly asked.

“S-sure,”

Erwin removed (Y/N)’s clothes. He slowly traced his fingers through her body and caressed every parts that he could. He watched as she twitched and squirmed under his touch, ‘sensitive’ he thought. He started to remove his own clothes, leaving only his underwear. Just when he thought (Y/N) couldn’t get any red, she blushed harder when he saw Erwin’s body. She’s never seen a man naked before and the anticipation and excitement that it gives her is almost unbearable.

(Y/N) watched as Erwin slide his hand down in between her thighs. Her breathing is hard and she’s covering her face with her hand. She sighed as she felt Erwin’s finger wander near her clothed entrance. He’s teasing her. Erwin wanted to make sure he preps her well so kept the teasing going until (Y/N) is practically grinding into his hand. He slowly removed her lacy underwear and threw them away.

Erwin slowly encircled his finger near (Y/N)’s entrance. He slowly but surely gathered enough of her slick to rub her clit. He sank his finger a little and swiped through (Y/N)’s folds. She released a moan as she felt Erwin’s finger slid through her. Erwin started to rub his finger in circles in her clit, making her whimper. He continued with his ministrations for a bit before he slid his finger down.

Erwin slid one finger in, making (Y/N) gasp and close her legs. He was fast to catch one of her leg though, opening them again. He thrust his finger in and out for a few times before inserting another one. He fingered her with two of his fingers for a while and then he tried to insert yet another one in.

(Y/N) felt Erwin trying to insert a third finger. She felt herself stretch and she released a hurt whimper. She tried to bear with it for a while but she’s getting too hurt and uncomfy so she looked at Erwin with teary eyes.

“I know, but I need to prep you well or it’ll hurt more” Erwin told (Y/N) as if he’d read her mind.

(Y/N) endured the pain which soon turned into pleasure. She felt Erwin’s fingers slid in and out of her repeatedly and curl inside her. It wasn’t long until she felt a weird sensation in her stomach. Her moans became louder and she bit her hand. Erwin noticed that (Y/N)’s about to cum so he traced circles around her clit with his thumb. As (Y/N) reached her high, she moaned a loudly, gripped the sheets and arched her back. She twitched a lot afterwards, having been so sensitive after her first orgasm. (Y/N) felt heavenly and light, it was a feeling that she’s never felt before. Erwin waited for her to come down from her high and while waiting, he started to remove the only garment left on his body.

(Y/N) took a look at Erwin and her eyes widened at what she saw. She- She’s seeing a man’s- And- Ah-

“Don’t worry, I think I’ve prepped you enough. I can’t guarantee that it won’t hurt though”

(Y/N) only nodded as a response.

After (Y/N) calmed down from her previous orgasm, Erwin took his time making himself fully hard. He slowly stroked himself before he placed himself between (Y/N)’s legs. He positioned his cock in line with (Y/N)’s entrance and slowly, he entered. (Y/N) felt hurt due to the stretch even though she’s still so wet.

Both released a sigh of relief as Erwin bottomed out. (Y/N) felt so full but the lack of friction made her a little frustrated. She bucked her hips which Erwin took as a cue to move. He slowly started to pull out, then he’ll enter again with the same pace.

Not long after, Erwin has started to pick up a fast pace. (Y/N)’s cunt squeezed Erwin’s cock so tightly which made the man almost lose his rational thinking. (Y/N)’s still so tight, something Erwin hasn’t felt before. He only ever realized he’s never had sex with a virgin. It’s only her. While Erwin’s body is busy, his mind wanders to think of a certain someone, that woman.

Erwin’s fast pace made (Y/N) feel that same sensation in her stomach as before, she’s close. She doesn’t have anything in her mind except from chasing that high. She quietly whispered Erwin’s name.

Erwin snaked his hands between their bodies, trying to locate (Y/N)’s clit. He started to rub tight circles on her before she finally came. (Y/N) tightly gripped Erwin’s arm causing for him to groan.

Erwin’s orgasm didn’t take long after (Y/N). After a few more hard thrusts, he finally came. His arms trembled and he let himself fall beside (Y/N).

As both tried to catch their breaths, silence enveloped their room. This will be the start…

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