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simp4konig · 7 months

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Intimate König headcannons

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*FLUFFFFFF!!!!! YES FINALLY WE (I) LOVE THAT ☁️☺️💫

MANY THANKS TO @puff0o0💫🩵🫂💙🩵✨⭐ FOR GIVING ME TJE IMMEDIATE INSPIRATION TO WRITE THIS 🥰🥰💖 LOVE U SM POOKS I AM SO THANKFUL TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKW YOU AS MY MUTIAL 🥹🥹🥹 YOU ARE SO SWEET AND DESERVE THE WORLD (and to be with your crush😤 fuckingGOD im in AGONT when the FUCK is the wedding gonna be 😭😭💔)

Was down in the dumps and feeling really guiltt for not delivering fanficgions on time but you really reassure me and make ot seem like its alright for me to take my time 😇 Honestly am forevr used to the stress of deadlines and alwahs achieving expectations always expected of me thay i always feel intense guilt whenever i delay 😿😿 Thank you so mucj for your love and support uour messages are whay have kept me going 🙏🙏💖🫂(and motivated me immediately to write this in <5 hours LOL🤭)

also pls do NOT track my ip address puff PLEASE this is some next-levdl fbi investigation type shit and im honestly SHOOK are u secretly an fbi agent ?????😰😰never poetinf screenshots ever AGAIN ❌🚫‼️

*Physical intimacy (not sex guys🗿) headcannons for before your relationship and during your relationship

Tag List ♡ @simpforkonig ♡ @abysslovesyou ♡ @puff0o0 ☆ @rustic-guitar-notes ☆ @happy-mushrooms ♡ @reyner-lee

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König's crush on you was not subtle. At ALL.

My personal headcannon is that he has never had a girlfriend/boyfriend/lover before. :(

I mean, bullied at school, enlisting into the military aged 17, climbing up the ranks to become a Colonel... yeah, to me it doesn't sound like the man would ever have time to find a significant other.

Oh, don't get me wrong, he would devote so much time to a partner (if he had one), would coddle them and cuddle them more than humanly possible and spend every, making the most out of every moment together. Precious hours never taken for granted that he dreamed of while on deployment.

...Yet, having no experience with receiving affection and being affectionate since being a very young boy, when his mother was still around to take care of him before he attended secondary school, up to this point he had ZERO (0) experience.

Still, König ALWAYS had a hand over your body in some way, under the guise of protecting you and keeping you out of harm's way. It was endearing that he cared so much about your well-being. 🥹

Resting a large hand on the small of your back as he guided you down crowded rooms (though that was almost always a pretence, as there would actually be very few people around, and it was only his excuse for touching you).

Leading you out, his hand would be quickly replaced by his arm wrapping around your side and pulling you close, closer even than you had been moments prior.

Truth be told, the way he touched you was the way he longed, craved for someone else to touch him. To long for him and crave him as much as he craved you.

It wasn't like you were oblivious. In fact, you were hyper-aware of the skin-to-skin touch, of every instance his fingers grazed your knuckles when handing you something, of every "accidental" bump of your head into his chest in corridors, of each time he rested a hand on your shoulder. Or on your back for reassurance — though, whether it was for your reassurance or his own, you couldn't tell.

All his touches, his gazes at your from afar and up close, the way his pale blue eyes crinkled in happiness under that long hood of his: all of it; you noticed it all. Every single time.

Obviously, you didn't object. You relished in this attention, so touch-starved that each touch made you melt. Besides, how could you even? You became putty in his hands, and you revelled the feeling of being so loved.

...However, your own intrusive thoughts insisted that you wouldn't be good enough for König, did not deserve such a man like him.

As much as it pained you to do so, you shied away from his advances, always the first to pull away.

And, of course, König noticed it. Every single time.

His immediate thought was that you didn't feel the same way. That you felt disgusted, disgusted by him and his touch.

Did you not like the way he touched you? Did you not like him?

Therefore, for a while, he toned down the touching. A simple pat on the back or a tap on the shoulder would have to suffice, despite his desperate need to feel more of you, touch you more.

Judging your reactions, scrutinising your cues... you weren't disgusted. Not in the slightest, it appeared.

You just looked... flustered. Shy. A hand would go up to hide the blush on your cheeks — nothing discreet about that — stubbornly avoiding his gaze, yet a small smile was on your face, and it made him wonder: what if you really did like the way he touched you? Liked him?

His touches became more daring. Confident.

One day, all of his anxiety ceased to exist when you reciprocated his touch with some of your own.

The hand kept in place of your hip flinched slightly at yours timidly moving to touch the top of his, interlocking fingers over his palm. Momentarily causing König to short-circuit, he became stiff, audibly gulping.

Adam's apple swallowing the dryness of his throat, he looked at you, frantically attempting to read the expression on your face.

You said nothing, didn't look at him at all, yet through that gesture alone König understood it better than had you could have ever said it in words.

For a moment, you regretted it. Even made a move to sheepishly pull your hand away. König, finally pulled out of his daze, held your hand in place, squeezing it three times. You squeezed it three times, too.

Suddenly, it all made sense to him, and, somehow, made sense to you too. You two were meant to be together, regardless of your insecurities.

Now, your dynamics shifted slightly.

Hands held together as you two sat by each other in a room, neither acknowleding the situation in case the other pulled away in embarassment. Never parting ways without a good-bye hug from you, your arms lingering by his own for a moment longer than they should have.

When you two are finally in a relationship?

☠️ Say goodbye to privacy and personal space ig

König is unbelievably clingy, and literally clings on to whatever of you he can reach. He does not let you go. There can be no compromise, and he keeps you in place, despite your protests and squirming, face flushed as you tried to playfully push him off you, obviously to no avail.

At the same time, König's touch is so, so gentle.

Tentative touches on your skin as if your body was precious porcelain, a fragile fine china.

Callous hands that had killed so many in cold blood running across your back, your arms, your waist, your legs, anywhere that König could reach, with a mildness that could have made people question whether it was even the same man and if so, how he could ever be capable of being so soft.

It doesn't matter whether you go to the gym regularly and have put on muscle or whether you are someone on the more petite side, you're so delicate to König. Like you could be broken at any moment.

For that reason, he holds back. Or, at least, tries to, for the most part. Bless his soul, he tries his best, but it's impossible not to cradle your body in his arms. <3

Unable to restrain himself, his resolve breaks after five minutes of going without you under him or on top of him or beside him or entangled with him, and his hands go back to touching you all over again, caressing you with such care and love that tears often brim in your eyes.

No one has ever been so gentle, so attentive, so loving. No one has ever touched you like this before.

And, seeing how you allow yourself to be vulnerable with him, to see you so sensitive, he would wordlessly wipe the tears away with his thumb, your eyes glassy like a doll's.

He'd run his fingers through your hair, whisper sweet nothings in a mix of English and German, often forgetting to speak in English and unconsciously reverting to German, calling you the loveliest things in a tone that expressed his complete devotion to you.

And, as you'd sleep peacefully beside him in bed, he'd admire you, and wonder how on Earth he possibly could have gotten so lucky.

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Note: can i please have my own König irl please and thank you🙏🥰 want nothing more than a big beefy man to hold me 🥹❤️❤️(😭 man i need some mentsl help 🗿thays for another day tho am not wbout to get into the catastrophic state of my brain😊✨gonna keep deluding mtself instead !!<3)

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fatuismooches · 6 months

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Hello!!

Idea from 🥀 anon about Pantalone having nightmares is such a yes. I think some of harbingers are prone ot nightmares. They try not to disturb you when this happens, but you wake up anyway and a lot of comfort awaits

Such as Pierro. You can't convince me he doesn't get nightmares about his homeland's downfall. Everyone and everything, lost in a mere second. It took him so long to open his soul for you.. So he's scared he'll lose you as well

Or Signora. She already lost one lover, of course he's scared of losing another. Including situation, where he loses control of her pyro magic and hurts you :(

Scaramouche, as much he doesn't want to admit it, is scared you'll leave him. That you'll be the next person to betray him.

Dottore can be among them too, if we're taking about fragile!reader. He'll never ever admit this, but he occasionally wakes up (when he actually sleeps, because this happens once in a blue moon) in cold sweat, dreaming about you dying and immediately checks your vitals. If reader is in coma, he sleeps even less, looking for ways to save you, but when exhaustion finally gets to him - Dottore dreams about you never waking up, your body slowly withering and how with each passing second the chance of saving you slowly drops to zero

But of course you're always here to reassure and calm down your lover♥️

-👾

(I'm not sure when this one will get answered, but anyway - good luck to all Neuvillette and Hu Tao wanters!! May you win all of your 50/50s!!💘)

Real, i think all of the Harbingers have nightmares to some extent!! Just some more than others 💔 Pierro is a yes. Besides the amount of work he has to do, another reason why he skips out on sleep is because of the nightmares. He sees no point in trying to sleep since he'll always end up waking up soon from the nightmares anyway. Rarely does he get restful sleep, but it's a bit better when you're in his arms. Yes, a bit better, though he's still prone to them. Pierro still thinks back to the peaceful days in Khaenri'ah, before everything was lost, his beloved homeland, his people, his memories. He still hasn't gotten over it, and now there's the added worry of something happening to you as well... it's a lot for him to deal with but he never shows you and only becomes vulnerable in the middle of the night when you finally catch him sneaking out of bed. Pierro probably won't be verbal about it but you can still guess what he dreamt about... Of course, the best thing you can do is hold him and whisper how you're here, how you'll always be here, you love him and you know that he won't let anything happen to you anyway.

Signora's confident nature never seems to reveal any weakness. She always holds herself to the highest standards and refuses to show any vulnerability. So while she doesn't frequently have nightmares, when they do come around, they hit hard and really make her sit and think. It's been a long time since Rostam's death, and she's mostly moved on... but that only leaves Rosalyne with another issue. Losing you. The nightmares have never been this bad until she got together with you. She's made an oath to protect you, to keep you away from harm unlike her previous lover, but what if she can't? Even worse, what if she ends up being your demise? She couldn't bear that. When you happen to wake up during the night after her nightmare, she gently chides you to go back to sleep. Of course, you comfort her in this rare vulnerable moment and whisper sweet nothings and reassuring words in her ear. The next day, she acts like nothing happened but she greatly appreciates your love.

It's quite laughable to think that a puppet could dream. Every time Scaramouche has a dream, he wakes up in tears and then grits his teeth as he digs his nails into his skin, a mixture of sobs and mad laughter. His dreams always start off happy. Peaceful. A reminder of good times. But they always end horribly. They always end with reality. Reality was pain. Suffering. Betrayal, from everyone he's ever cared about. His mother and his friends. And now you have been added to that collection. Betraying him, leaving him all alone in the end. The possibility can't seem to leave him alone. Though, it's not too big of a problem since he is a puppet. Puppets don't need sleep. But sometimes he falls asleep accidentally without realizing it, or when you usher him to bed with you, pleading and begging to the point where he can't refuse. It's really jarring to see him cry because you know how he usually is, but overtime you get used to it because you know how hurt he was in the past. In the beginning, he'll snap at you to leave him alone but some persistence will allow him to soften and cling to you as you hold him and stroke him gently until he falls asleep again.

Despite his sins, the only nightmares Dottore has ever had were either about his childhood or you, mostly the latter recently with your current state. He's modified his body to the point where he doesn't need as much sleep as the average person, but he still does need some, much to his dismay. As much as he tries to fight it, he does end up crashing for a bit. Sometimes it goes fine. Sometimes it does not. He dreams that you will never wake up. Another century will go by, and another, and another, and nothing ever happens. He continues to change, and change, yet you remain stagnant. No matter how hard he tries, nothing works. You disappear. And he never speaks to you again, never hears your smile or laugh, never feels your touch, never again. These dreams, they are so irrational he thinks. They are nothing more than a figment of his imagination. They aren't real, and reality is the basis of everything. So there's no reason why he should be so worked up over a dream, he thinks as his body is already moving to where you lie. He places your cold, unmoving hand on his cheek, only wishing you were actually here to comfort him like during the Akademiya days.

#smooches talks #👾 anon #fragile reader <3 #pierro love notes <3 #scaramouche love notes <3 #signora love notes < 3 #dottore love notes <3 #“im not sure when this one will get answers” yeah about that... *scratches head apologetically #IM SO SORRY ILY 👾 ANON AND UR BRAINROTS

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spitinsideme · 2 months

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Are you as flippantly gay and horny with women you meet in real life as you are with the ones you've accumulated online, or do you reserve your love and flirtations for your tumblr anons?

i am always just this gaybbut i have zero social skills zero skills atn all in public i am the same amount of gay but loser .. i once see this very pretyy girl on the train on my way to college andi wanted to impress her by standing like cool and so i stood cool by having one foot ovrr the other like youknow crossednand stuff and i fell because i have zero fucking balance, tried to look cool for a woman and i fell in front of her abd she looked st me and then loiked away 💔💔 this other time i saw this girl on the train who looked prety and i thoifh woah !! i wany to imoress her so when the train ticket lady came over and adkrd for my ticket i spoje to her and tried ti make my voice deeper because i wnated to soune cool .. 💔💔😿 she didnt 3ven look at me or notice me !!! this orher time this girl needed help with lighting a match, and i thoight wow !!ill loght yhe match for her abd she will think im cool and be suprr impressed abd will talk to me !!! and so i got the match stick, and trued to light itx ajd i faiked three times, abd on the fourth time i hroke the match stick .. inagine me stabding there like "dont worry, ive got this !!" all fonfidently and then fail four times abd have the audacity to try and get anothrr match !!!bshe took the match box ot of my hanf ane said "its okay" and she got it firdt fucking try and i was like "oh wow ! pretyy cool" and gafr ger a thumbs up 👍

i woukd love to flirt with womeh but unfortunately i an me and that is someone that iw not caoable of social skills i tried to make friends by goung up to people and govong them origami animals okay ? and it neve4 worked once .. i guess all you tunblr anons get my amwiznding flirts instead ❤️❤️

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rrxnjun · 5 months

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(im really stupid but i hope u like this fanletter 😭)

hello <3 this is for my favourite writer on tumblr; to the the same writer who does not realise how much their works could mean to someone, the lovely @rrxnjun 🎀 !!!

so, i found your blog at the beginning ot this month– november, 2023, and now that the month's about to end, i have nearly finished reading all your nct works.

to me, this month is the most special one of this year. why? because i found your blog, your stories– some pieces of your mind. i found you through one of those nct fanfic recs, 'take the stairs - njm' being the first work i read from you. it was sweet, it made me happy. and then i read the other two parts of the 'simplify romance' series, which will always hold a special place in my heart.

this year has been the worst for me, with no one for me to lean on to, weird identify crisis shit, and losing myself in this tiring process of growing up. but you know what? you saved 2023 for me. when no one's words could speak to me, yours did. you make me feel a little less lonely.

im a silly teenager, who never read sad/mainly angsty stories before i found you because i was scared, i was confident i'd cry. and i did. i gathered the courage to read angst only because you'd written it, and it was so worth it. ive stayed up so many nights this month just to read your works in peace and privacy, hidden from my family, and then spend the days thinking about how you literally create art, and telling my bestfriends about it. you are blessed. you are phenomenal. no amount of thank yous or i love yous could be enough for me to express my gratitude. you've made me feel so at peace with my thoughts sometimes and you've made me feel like i'm not alone. you have magic in your hands. i owe you so much, i wish i could gift you something, but sadly im still a minor and theres a few years until i finish uni and then get a job, and then i promise i'll get you something, because i am so lucky to be able to read your stories for free. you deserve so much more than followers, likes and reblogs. each one of your fics have made me tear up and all of them are too special for me.

this month ive read all of your nct dream '00 line fics, and my favourite was 'happier than ever' which i finished a week ago— AND I SWEAR THAT FIC DESTROYED ME 😭😭😭 it had me bawling my eyes out for two hours on a school night i love it so so fucking much, i literally think about it daily and i told all my friends about it and im so in love with it, please tell me, for my inner peace that renjun and the reader ended up getting together and being fine because im gonna cry over it for the rest of my life IDC IF THEY DIDNT END UP TOGETHER please lie to me and tell me they did 💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i want you to know, and to remember this whenever you feel even a little like giving up— you have magic, bar, don't ever let go of that magic.

your stories make me want to heal and to help everyone heal. to be loved and to love everyone. to be cared for and care for everyone. your magic helps me survive my days with a little smile. thank you so much for everything you've done for me, without realising you're helping me live.

every single word i wrote here– i swear on everything i have, i genuinely mean it. you are the best thing that happened this year :) i hope that one day someone will love you as much as i love your blog.

(me when i talk about your work)

P.S. permission to take a screenshot of your blog and paste it to my scrapbook by which i can remember my teenage years that your stories mended, please?

thank you for reading, ily ❤️

- your biggest fan (hopefully no one's more dedicated!!) 💘

when i saw this in my inbox i got so emotional i couldnt reply immidiately because i genuinely wanted to sob. this is so so sweet and it mustve taken a long time to type out and i appreciate you a WHOLE lot, not only for this, but also for supporting me sm over the last month. :,)

take the stairs is a very sweet and fun fic and i am glad you found my blog through this one, haha. the simplify romance series holds my favorite fics and i PROMISE to finish jeno's entry at the beginning of the next year!! it HAS to be done. it means a lot to me that you took the time of your day to read my works and that you enjoyed them so much to let me know.

i am happy to hear that my work could help you through some hard times. as a reader on this platform as well, i do know that feeling very well and i could never imagine being that person to someone, but i am glad my words could be there for you when no one else could. hearing this makes all the effort feel worth it, and it's something i'll think of whenever im having a hard time with my work again. i also hope life is nicer to you in the future, and if you ever need someone, my inbox is always open.

having my fics be called art is something i never imagined could happen. it's beyond what i think about my work, but i am honored to hear this compliment, truly. despite being a writer i cant find the words to express my gratitude towards you and your supportive words right now >:( it does mean the whole entire world to me. please do NOT worry about "paying me back" or something, i do this because it's what i love doing and sharing my work with others makes me happy, so an ask like this is more than enough for me. you made me feel really appreciated and i will remember and treasure your kind words forever.

happier than ever is definitely a heavier read, since it's partly from personal experience, hh. i tend to project on renjun a lot so take this as a warning for my other renjun fics LMAO. TT this fic has a special place in my heart and hearing you talk so highly about it makes me all warm on the inside hhhhh my love langugage is words of affirmation stop this or ill cry. i enjoy leaving my fics open-ended to interpretation of the reader, so whatever you feels fits their story is how the story ends for you. <3

i will definitely use this ask as a reminder to not give up when i feel like doing so. it really brought me a lot of strength :) thank you for calling my writing magic. i never imagined someone describing it that way, but it does feel good to hear haha

knowing that my work helped somebody and made them heal and feel all sorts of emotions inside makes me feel at peace. thank you so much. SO much.

also u really make me want to bawl with that scrapbook comment. cant believe im an important part of someone's teenage years :((

once again, words cant express how much this means to me. thank you and i hope my fics continue to be a source of good things for you :) i will think of this often. ily

#💌ask #feedback !!#<3

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pinkypel · 11 months

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OMG NO- I DIDNT GET EPEL ON THE SHOWCASE 😭 I WAS SO HEARTBROKEN SO NOW ME AND HIM ARE GETTING A DIVORCE AND BREAKING UP💔 he has lost the title of my sugar booger</3 I will forever look at photos (ur art) of the man I once knew. There's a hole inside my heart that burns slowly. As I stare at the Lil boogie I once knew weeks ago, he's a changed man but ot feels as if we are out of time.. starts giggling and looking at fanart of him 2 days later forgetting that I ever broke up with him

PLSSODKSKD URE TOO NICE 😭 i missed u sm boogie anon i haven’t been active on tumblr lately RAHHH i’m so sorry you didn’t get him 😭 HELPFJDJFJS

#asks

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anauro · 2 years

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Bonjour again! More questions! ✨✨ I did not realize James was going to move out omg, for me, he was staying with Reg forever! But can he really move out? His wound is getting better but what about his addiction? Actually, how long does it take to fully recover? The gang looked healthy and sober in this chapter but it's only been a few months... I'm scared. 💔

Cou cou!

James was only meant to stay till his wound gets better. He decided to use this time to try and get clean too, but full recovery from addiction takes months if not years.

I just wanna point out James has been staying with Regulus for about a month only. It feels like months cause I’m a slow writer, but in fic time, he moved 2nd of October and we’re 31st October now.

Ok, but I actually know a fair amount about detox, so will answer it below the cut for those interested.

Detox from heroin and cocaine (and GHB) is quite personalised for each person. Alcohol detox is much more regimented, but with opioids it’s like rolling a dice

Detox starts with converting from street drugs to opioid replacement (OTS): buprenorphine (what James takes) or methadone (more common and what Sirius is on). That usually takes a week or longer, because doses start low and get up titrated. I mentioned that on James’ appointment: the doctor warned him he will be withdrawing and pretty much everyone uses on top. Of course sadly, a lot of people only go on OTS to ‘save money’, so they can use less heroin. But in dass, they all are willing to quit completely

A lot of people stay on methadone or buprenorphine forever. They get stabilised on a dose, they go on rehab for the psychological addiction, but continue to lead normal lives (have jobs and children) on OTS. James currently has to pick up his buprenorphine every day and be seen taking it, but once trust is built, people get a weekly or monthly stock, just like they would for any other health condition.

If someone chooses to go completely clean, the speed of detox depends on them. Usually this is discussed between the patient and the medical team and they gradually reduce their medication until 0. Some people go fast, some reduce by 5mls or less every few months. The closer to 0 it gets, the more symptoms people get. If someone is on, say 16mg buprenorphine, they could reduce by 2mg every two days or so and once they get to about 4mg, they slow down. Generally speaking, once the dose is reduced jt doesn’t go up. Régime can be slowed down, if symptoms occur.

Most people detox at home and get medications for common symptoms: leg cramps (very common), nausea, stomach upset. The issue is for the homeless population. It’s much harder to detox when everyone around you is using, hence why Remus, Sirius and Peter aren’t doing ‘as well’ as James. There are very few, if any, inpatient detoxing units for homeless population so it’s generally hard to fully detox them. Most end up on OTS, at least till they get a job, a flat and have more stability.

Once detox is completed, rehab can be fully started. There is community “day centre” rehab or an inpatient one. Generally speaking, you have to be fully clean to go into an inpatient one. Rehab like this takes months, I think 6 months is like a minimum, but I’m not sure.

Important factor to mention is that pretty much nobody ends up an addict ‘for fun’. Most people have complex mental or social problems and once drugs are removed, they are forced to face these. Imagine being depressed, unemployed, homeless. Very often with little to no family or friends. It’s extremely hard to find the motivation to detox and a lot of people relapse or quit halfway through. James and the Marauders have their meetings with Poppy and the point of all that is to prepare them for this side of recovery. And, of course, this is where Regulus would play a major role too.

That’s it for my ramble! TL;DR: rehab can take anything from weeks to years.

#roc answers #drugs and surgical scrubs #dass #jegulus fanfiction #tw addiction #tw drugs #addiction awareness #addiction recovery #french anon tag

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hareofhrair · 1 year

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❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤❣️💔💗 :>

PFpfpfpf I think that's cheating but okay! This is going to be long as hell, so buckle in!

❤️ How much does romantic love mean to you?

"H=onestly, n=ot all that much. I think it's plenty imp=ortant in general. R=omance is beautiful, and inspires beautiful things. I l=ove r=omantic gestures, and tha thrill =of r=omance as a c=oncept? But actual c=ommitted r=omantic l=ove aint all that significant ta me pers=onally. N=ot sure I can even d=o r=omantic l=ove if I'm perfectly h=onest. Aint happened s=o far. Even if I c=ould, aint really c=ompatible with my way =of life, and I can't imagine ever feelin s=o str=ongly ab=out s=omeb=ody I'd give up travelin."

🧡 How much does familial love mean to you?

💛 How much does platonic love mean to you?

"g=onna just c=ombine these tw=o, since tr=olls d=ont really d=o genetic family. I think plat=onic l=ove and ch=osen families are incredibly imp=ortant. Tha m=ost imp=ortant! N=othin m=ore beautiful than tha b=onds we f=orm with pe=ople because we decided ta care ab=out em, n=ot cause we're gettin anythin =out =of it, but just because ya need each =other. Tha l=ove =of true friends, tha l=ove =of a c=ommunity fer =one an=other, that shit gets me straight up misty in the eyes. L=ove seein f=olks c=ome t=ogether. Tha pr=oblem with r=omantic l=ove, =or at least tha way m=ost f=olks d=o it, is it cl=oses ya =off fr=om =other f=olks when it sh=ould be d=oin tha =opp=osite. But if y=ou make a friend, and they g=ot =other friends already? that just means y=ou g=ot a bundle a friends fer tha price a =one! I g=ot mad heaps a plat=onic l=ove fer tha friends i have all =over, and fer any=one what c=omes ta me reachin =out, needin a hand."

💚 Are you in love right now? With whom? (Be as specific or vague as you would like)

"Sure am. I'm in l=ove with tha w=orld. With tha c=ol=or a sunrise and tha silver wind =over tha grass and tha smell a tha forest and tha feelin a rich s=oil between my t=oes. I'm in l=ove with all tha pe=ople i meet, and all their little w=onders and idi=osyncrasies, and all tha ways they l=ove each =other. I'm in l=ove with their s=ongs and their st=ories, and h=ow they'll make art =outta any damn thing they can lay hands =on, h=ow they can't st=op makin art. I'm in love with tha way that rusty farmer calls the names =of his cluckbeasts and they c=ome runnin s=o he can tuck em in safe every night, because he l=oves them. I'm in love with tha little flowers that =olive carved inta tha handle a tha knife she uses ta gut fish, s=o even her killin is d=one with s=omethin beautiful, is d=one with l=ove in it. I'm in l=ove with tha =old mustard what let me sleep in their barn =one day when it st=ormed =out =of seas=on, and h=ow they didn't say a w=ord ta me except ta tell me n=ot ta steal anythin, but they br=ought me blankets against tha c=old, and they left a wind=ow =open s=o i c=ould hear tha music fr=om their radi=o all thr=ough tha l=ong day, even th=ough they must have had a puddle =on tha fl=oor fr=om all tha rain c=omin thr=ough. Because they l=oved me. They didn't kn=ow me fr=om adam, but they l=oved me all tha same. The way all =of us l=ove each =other, when we let =ourselves feel it. Can't d=o it all tha time. Hurts ta feel that much l=ove, specially kn=owin h=ow many are sufferin and h=ow y=ou can't d=o jack shit ta help. But ya g=otta remember it's there. L=ose that l=ove, ya l=ose everythin ab=out ya that's w=orth l=ovin."

💙 What kind of partner are you?

"Ha! Tha l=ove em and leave em kind."

💜 How do you show affection?

"I like ta take care a f=olks. Bring em what they need. If I d=on't like ya, ya just w=ont see me. If I do like ya, I'll find a reas=on ta be in tha neighb=orh=ood a little m=ore =often, and I'll never sh=ow up empty handed. I like ta bring practical gifts, but if there aint n=othin like that ya need, then it'll be little gifts and suchlike. Little things I f=ound a l=ong tha way and th=ought were beautiful and wanted ta share with ya. Everyb=ody needs beauty, always.

🖤 What is your sexuality/orientation?

"I d=on't c=ott=on much ta the idea a gender, and that makes =orientati=on a bit hard ta pin d=own. I like fellas, generally speakin, and f=olks what l=ook like fellas. Masc, I think is tha term, or butch as the case may be? Maybe? I d=on't rightly kn=ow tha terms. I =only kn=ow I like em big and beefy and hairy and r=ough ar=ound tha edges."

❣️ How do you flirt?

"=Often, and with=out a great deal a subtlety. I aint afraid ta ask fer what I'm after. I ain't im=olite =or crass and I kn=ow ta mind myself in mixed c=ompany an all, but I can assure y=ou, if I'm interested y=ou'll kn=ow, =one way =or the =other."

💕 Give a song that best describes how you see love.

There's two songs I want to put here- this one is nice and fits well and is probably what Shafan would pick.

But this one. Hoo. Okay. There's a reason this at the top of Shafan's playlist. I need you to listen to this with headphones. Get high first if possible, which makes it a borderline spiritual experience. Frankly, if you can, listen to it on spotify or somewhere the quality is better. If you're anything like me you will cry about it so be ready for that. I added this to Shafan's playlist in 2018 and it still fucks me up. It's important, okay??

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💔 How do you face the end of love (breakups, being stood up, etc)?

"C=onsiderin I'm usually tha =one endin things, I feel pretty p=osatively ab=out tha end =of a relati=onship. I think pe=ople w=ould be a l=ot happier if they learned ta just end relati=onships that aint makin em happy anym=ore, =or even that are still makin em happy, but are gettin in the way =of s=omethin m=ore important. Relati=onships =ought ta be treated like experiences, I figure. M=ost =of em aint g=onna last that l=ong and n=one =of em last f=orever, s=o why d=o we act like they sh=ould? Embrace love as s=omethin fleetin, and marvel at every day that y=ou get ta experience that miracle again. Let it teach y=ou things, let it change y=ou. And then let it g=o. When it's run its c=ourse, instead a given in ta fear =of change =or fear =of l=onliness and taintin s=omethin that was beautiful with bitter feelings and anger, be grateful f=or what it gave y=ou, and h=ow lucky y=ou were ta have experienced it. And definitely d=o n=ot hunt tha pers=on d=own and set fire t=o their tent!"

💗 How much do you believe in love?

"I believe in l=ove m=ore than i believe in any =other f=orce in tha universe. I believe with en=ough l=ove y=ou can acc=omplish anything. I believe l=ove, f=or each =other and f=or tha w=orld, can save us, if we let it. And maybe that's s=ome sappy n=onsense and it aint practical, I kn=ow. If that l=ove d=ont m=otivate ya ta acti=on it's w=orse than useless. But still, I believe it. I really d=o."

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When the sun hits .. — 05. coffee is hot but youre hotter 😉🔫

When the sun hits — soo y/n unfortunately has always had bad luck w/ love. she realized this when she hit the age when everyone around her had an s/o while she had no one to express her romantic feelings for. y/n found herself mourning when she saw a cute boy at the university's library checking out books and realized that she might never see him again until her first shift at Miraé Café .. ☆

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#UMISOOMI — pt.2 later / tmrw!! i didnt expect the dialogue to be that long 😞😞 my bad guys 💔

__ incheon, s.korea (17:36)

On working days like today, the city is usually very busy so riki insisted that you walk inside the pavement instead of walking near the road preventing you to be possibly hit by any vehicles..

“What a gentleman you are, riki!!” you say, jokingly swooning.

“shut up, eomeoni will kill me if i let you get hurt,” he says, in a joking manner, “you know how she gets.” turning his gaze on you.

“she’ll also kill me if you get the tiniest scratch ever, riki,” you return the eye contact, “i think she loves you more than me..”

“im just like that, yk??” he does the same move his jake hyung always does, the frat boy move.

sigh. “hold my hand, im nervous” you held out your hand in front of him and he intertwines both of your hands together, he had to look down cause of his titanic height ( seriously why is he so fucking tall )

thank god you only had two classes that day, you couldn’t stand being in your classes for longer than 8 hours. Monday classes are usually a pain in the ass and today was especially aggravating because you were anxious about your official first day in miraé.

“dont worry y/nnie, ill be near the register so you can see my handsome face whenever you feel anxious.”

“i would punch your face but youre a fucking wall.” looking up at him, sticking your tongue out.

“what a lovely couple you two are. i hope you grow up well together.” an old lady comments as you two swing by her.

“oh, we aren’t-“ holding your hand up to your face

“thank you, halmeonii” riki cuts you off.

you giving him a blank glare made him laugh.

“we’re here.” riki stopped his tracks, “ladies first.”

you step in, side eyeing him while you walked up the stairs.

the welcoming sound of the bell, the drowned out chatter of the people, and scent of coffee drifts through the air makes you feel at ease. the café was lively today, people arguing with their partners loudly (as the stress gets to the most patient of people,) students with their laptops studying for their courses, and employees taking orders.

“uhh, excuse me?” you walk up to the employee at the register, her smile looks strained.

“hello! how may i help you?” she faces you, her name tag says “jihyo”

“im the new trainee, soo y/n, where should i start?”

“OHH OKOK, come w me!” jihyo opens the side door for you as you enter the register area, “chaeyoungie, can you cover for me so i can show yn around?”

a blonde haired female walks towards jihyo, “woah.. they're both so pretty..” you think to yourself. chaeyoung’s beauty mark and big eyes are stunning. while jihyo’s eyes pull you in.

“of course! have fun, nice to meet you yn!” she smiles brightly, it seems genuine..

__ café miraé (16:44)

after the introductory

“that’s about it, do you have any questions?”

“nope, thank you jihyo sunbaenim!” you bow at a 90° angle.

“ahh, dont be so formal, just call me jihyo ot you can give me a nickname!” she smiles brightly at you

you slowly stand up straight, seeing her smile makes you feel at ease. “okay, thank you jihyo!!” returning the smile, “when do you clock out?”

“i was supposed to clock out at 18:30 but i guess we got caught up.” she takes off her apron, puts in in her locker, and grabs her bag.

“oh, sorry!” you bow in respect, clasping your hands together near your face

“don’t worry about it,” reassuring you, “trust me, i’d much rather talk to you than deal with my roommate.” her giggles fill the room.

“anyways, bye yn! see you tomorrow?” she makes her way to the door, “yeah, tomorrow.” greeting her goodbye.

jeongy/n vs jeongkari 🤣🤣🤣🙏

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Consequently, only one of the most dedicated proprietors need to keep a Cock-A-Tzu. When you bring home a young puppy you will certainly intend to begin residence training and also obedience training rapidly to assist your young puppy discover just how points work as well as aid them bond with you. Whether you are intending on adopting a brand-new Yorkie or simply trying ahead up with some excellent suggestions of what you wish to call your own, this post can assist. There are many points to think about from the makeup of your family to where you live that will certainly educate what kind of pet dog could be the most effective fit. The average life span for these dogs is 10 - 18 years, this implies your pet might be a virtually two-decade commitment. They consider between 9 and 16 extra pounds and also are only around 10 inches tall usually. Some concerns that are typically seen are those associated to this breed's brachycephaic account (compressed jaw and also nose). Word went out that our scrumptious dishes maintained their stubborn bellies pleased and also we've seen a lot of these puppy's moms and dads connecting to us to obtain their pups established with routine distributions.

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GOOD MORNING!! (ots fucking night, but again my insomnia is keeping me up!😻🤞)

YOUR WRITING SKILLS, I WANNA SNFJEJFUWJDHFVEHVEH (I do not expect you to get wtf I mean here, BUT to translate it to you, i mean that your writing skills are perfection.)

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well, uhm.. vampire skz era?😻😻😻 so, yeah.. 👏DO👏YOUR👏MAGIC👏GO👏WILD👏

i do NOT care if it is angsty? fluffy? mixed? lil' suggestive? WELL, GO FOR WTV YOUR HEART DESIRES, WITH VAMPIRE!SKZ

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the way i forgor to sign my anon actually embarrassing💀…..BUT YEAH AUBREY IS SO UNDERRATED 😭💔 basil seems to be well liked but theres a few people that for some reason call him a “pick me” and i swear my eye be twitching…basil get behind me ‼️ they’ll never understand him like i do 🙄!! -🦦

NO OTS OKAY my spidey senses told me it was my fav anon (you) so i knew 😈‼️ no omgjfjej i made a post defending aubrey and basil bc they are so misunderstood and people were like “hes just annoying” “hes an uwu soft boy”

say that again. i dare you.

#lunarfied☆ asks #luna’s omori rants #🦦 anon

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crosbycarson · 2 years

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What Everyone Dislikes Regarding Shih Tzu Dogs And Why

Their pleasant nature and also wish to be near their people can make them a fantastic option. In case you loved this post and you would love to receive much more information with regards to shihtzu for sale assure visit our own web-page. Poodles are some of the most intelligent dogs on Earth, and also they're understood for being terrific show dogs, excellent duck seekers and whatever in between. We constantly remind parents to supervise young youngsters with pets as well as teach youngsters (age appropriately) to appreciate pets. The same concepts that will assist you educate the standard obedience commands will assist you show methods also. Its name, a clergyman called John Russell, poodle mixed with shih tzu for sale was likewise a hunter as well as required a lap dog that could help him trap foxes. Learn the distinction in between manufactured canine food and house cooked food. We are sure that you will certainly discover the finest name for your Pitbull puppy ... Even if you do clean daily, you will certainly require to obtain your pup to a groomer (or learn to DIY) on a routine timetable and also the expense of all this grooming can build up swiftly. Most of Shih Tzu are non-barkers (just being singing if there's trigger), get along effectively with youngsters, and also do instead well around various other canines (though they may be a little bit cautious). The Shih Tzu who is shaking a longer hairdo will require almost daily brushing.

How to train for a marathon with your dog

- en_sota (@en_sota) September 06, 2022

‘Generally, if your dog is healthy, not too old, and isn’t a flat-nosed breed like a pug or a Shih Tzu, then it should be ... [Source: Metro]

A Shih Tzu will intend to be involved with the family members as well as enjoy your day-to-day walks together. If your Shih Tzu needs to urinate regularly, has bloody urine, seems to have problem peing, or experiences an anorexia nervosa, take them to the veterinarian for an examination. If you aren't mindful you can cause dietary deficiencies or discrepancies, we normally do not advise going the house made path without chatting with your veterinarian or a nutritional expert as. They can utilize those adorable faces for wicked rather than good if you do not begin with training and socialization early. While it is not exactly a health and wellness problem, you do additionally wish to take into consideration as a result of their longer layers, numerous of these dogs don't tolerate heat well and also they don't tend ot make great swimmers. Canines have a means of stealing the hearts of not only their people, however individuals around the globe also.

At Ollie, most of our consumers are Shih Tzus.

The members of the American Shih Tzu Club invite you to the remarkable globe of Shih Tzu! The American Kennel Club places the Shih Tzu 20th out of 197 on their most popular types list, and this is completely reason! At Ollie, a number of our clients are Shih Tzus. Maltese Shih Tzus are often bought with no clear understanding of what goes right into owning one. There are many Maltese Shih Tzus looking for fostering and or fostering. Among the other kinds, these are the rarest.Of course, you can see Shih Tzus with a touch of black in their fur. With an adult dog, you can quickly see what you're getting, and plenty of grown-up Shih Tzus have already shown themselves not to have negative qualities. The lion reversed into the little pet dog, which Buddha grabbed and also kissed. Like any kind of other full-blooded pet, the Shih Tzu is vulnerable to specific wellness problems. If you are older or thinking about a pet dog buddy for a parent the Shih Tzu could be the ideal puppy. Shih Tzu canines are the excellent mix. It is our objective to continue this heritage by offering as much info and education as feasible to ensure that full-blooded Shih Tzu as well as their proprietors will always be held in the highest esteem by all who experience them.

For this reason, just the most committed proprietors should maintain a Cock-A-Tzu. When you earn a young puppy you will certainly wish to start house training and also obedience training promptly to assist your pup discover exactly how things work as well as aid them bond with you. Whether you are planning on embracing a brand-new Yorkie or simply trying ahead up with some good ideas of what you intend to name your own, this post can help. There are many points to take into consideration from the makeup of your family members to where you live that will notify what type of pet could be the most effective fit. teacup poodle puppies for sale for these puppies is 10 - 18 years, this means your canine might be a nearly two-decade commitment. They weigh in between 9 as well as 16 pounds and also are just around 10 inches tall on standard. Some problems that are frequently seen are those associated to this breed's brachycephaic account (pressed jaw and snout). Word ventured out that our delicious dishes maintained their tummies satisfied and also we've seen a lot of these pup's moms and dads reaching out to us to get their pups established with normal shipments.

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Hello again ❤❤ I promise no angst but I kinda have a angst/happy request 😅😅😅 it can go both ways ...

If I remember correctly, you wrote underneath keyleath story on my last request about seeing them a couple years later after having their memory modify..

Well how do you think the group would react seeing their SO after everything is done and seeing them for the first time.. would they direct go after them and try to fix things ot would they stand back and watch fron the shadow as their SO lived out the rest of their life???

Please do Vox machina and if possible the newst crew?? I have just started listening to that season and want more of them ❤❤

Love your writing as usually.. kick ass at whatever you are doing at life and I hope everything is going well for you❤❤❤

Till next time 💝

Angsty-ily trying to get your loved one to remember you??? Priceless 🤌 💔❤️‍🩹

If it’s VM trying to get you to remember…

Keyleth, Pike, Scanlan and Grog are the types to try to bring up the happier memories. Anything that’s made you laugh, a flower or song or anything that may spark a memory. After some time, they have a dejected 😞 demeanor to them, until one you ramble something only they would remember as your memories start to slowly come back.

It physically hurts Percy and Vax to see you like this, but they try to smile through the pain. It’s a long waiting game that goes on more than they would have liked but the moment you say something that’s intensely personal (or intimate) and then it’s a sad smile followed by “welcome back love”

Vex still calls you “darling” but you always notice how distant you seem. You have some memories of others, but it still hurts. So close yet so far away from her. You come back to her one night when absently laying with her hair and Trinket, and you say “oh i almost forgot how the blue feathers looked in your hair.”

If it’s the other way around, you persevere. You try. Anything, no matter how big or small it may seem, you try your damndest. The tears at night soothe you for the time being until that familiar glint comes back into their eyes when they remember you again.

If it’s Bell’s Hells trying to help you remember…

Dorian, Orym, Chetney, FCG and Imogen are the most worried if you forget. They all try their own personal styles; either through song, personal items, or trying to heal your mind, sometimes it feels as though it’s all in vain. The day you hum something or say even the slightest phrase from before is the first day of many to becoming yourself again.

If Laudna could feel her heart break, she would. How could you forget all the pranks and laughs from making the dolls? Did it have to be gone too soon? She hopes you’re back one day when you tenderly hold Pate with such a familiarity.

Ashton feels frustrated. He knows yelling or crying out would not help. None of this was your fault. Maybe it was his rougher nature that kept you at bay, but it didn’t hurt any less. He hopes that your memory is back when you heal his wounds one day and when you’re scolding him, you call him “Ashy” at one point.

If it’s you trying to help any of them remember, I’d say the same logic that applies to VM would be for Bell’s Hells.

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𝓐ɳԃ 𝜏ԋҽ Sᥙɳ Sҽ𝜏ട 💔 2,291

Trope: Arranged Marriage AU Waring(s): SFW. Interracial Couple. Angst. Chapter(s): One Shot Description: You don’t always get what you want Paring(s): Taemin & Black!Reader

~ 𝖯𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖯𝗋𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗍 𝖬𝖾 𝖧𝗈𝖾 𝖲𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 ~

“Tae-”

“Shhh my love.” Taemin’s mouth silences yours, the red wine from earlier still lingers on his tongue. You try to pull away, but Taemin tightens an arm around your waist and grabs the back of your neck. “Please my love…please let me have this moment?” Taemin’s voice is just above a whisper as he pleads for your lips, your touch…you.

You open your mouth to protest, but the look in Taemin’s eyes, the anguish is so clear that it sends a dagger to your heart. Wordlessly, you seal your lips to his and let yourself get lost in everything you swore to ignore. It’s just one night, one final night of sleeping with someone you can never have.

In the morning you wakeup early and Taemin is fast asleep with an arm wrapped loosely around your waist. You stare at his bare face and take it all in, his eyebrows need to be waxed, his forehead is a little oily, he has dark bags under his eyes and his lips are chapped, but he still looks so handsome in your eyes. You reach out to brush some hair from Taemin’s face but stop yourself. He needs to sleep, and you shouldn’t disturb him. Tears collect at the corner of your eyes and you cover your mouth with your hand as a sob trembles in your throat. Holding your breath, you slip from Taemin’s hold and quietly gather your things; all the while trying to see through your blurred vison. Making it out into the living room, you quickly get dressed and you nearly trip over Kkoongie as she begs for food. You shush the small kitten and fed her one last time before you scratch her head and leaves Taemin’s flat with tears rolling down your face.

Sitting in your car, you wipe at your face and force yourself to drive home. Once home you sit on your bed and cry. You scream and curse Taemin’s family for being so strict and old school. You loved Taemin, but in his family’s eyes you were never going to be good enough because you were not Korean. You were a stupid foreigner who was only good at spreading her legs and seducing men. The sound of your alarm going off is what wakes you up and to be honest you have no idea when you even fell asleep. Your head feels like someone was using it for drum practice, your eyes are dry and sore from crying and your throat burns. Turning off your alarm, you roll out of bed and pull yourself together enough to get ready for the day.

Today is the day that you have dreaded for the last six months and you cannot avoid it. You phone rings as your coat you lashes in waterproof mascara and you quickly glance at the caller ID. It’s Taemin’s mother, you clear your throat and answer the phone. “Is everything okay Mrs. Lee?”

“Yes dear, everything is perfect! The weather couldn’t be better and the last of the long distance guest are arriving within the hour.” Taemin’s mother prattles on and you put the phone on speaker while you finish up with your makeup. “We cannot wait to see you today; the bridal party is excited to get their makeup done by you Y/N.”

“I am honored to be of assistance to Taemin on his big day. It’s the least I can do for my friend.” The words come out of your mouth so easily and it makes you sick.

“Such a sweet girl you are Y/N. It’s such a shame that you haven’t found any man at your age to settle down with. Maybe it would be best to head back to the States after the wedding?”

“Thank you for your concern Mrs. Lee, but you don’t have to worry about me. I enjoy working for SM Entertainment as a makeup artist and thankfully that has opened a few doors. After this week I will be working for Big Hits Entertainment.”

“Oh! That’s wonderful news dear! I can only imagine how sad my Taemin was when he heard the news.”

“I thought it best not to tell him. Wouldn’t want to ruin his big day, besides there are plenty of other artiest that can do my job even better.”

Taemin’s mom giggles, “Don’t be so hard on yourself dear. Well…I should get going. I must help my daughter in law finish getting a few things. We will see you in an hour!”

The phone disconnects and you scream throwing your phone across the bathroom. It crashes into the wall and you scream as the screen shatters. Grabbing your hair, you try to fight the fresh wave of tears and sink onto the bathroom floor dry heaving. “Stupid fucking bitch!” You bang your head against the cabinet out of frustration and it takes your mind off the pain of your heart cracking. Fifteen minutes later, you are dressed in a satin cream-colored dress that hugs your every curve and has a deep plunge in the back as well as a high thigh slit. Your hair is out letting your natural pattern and texture make a bold statement as you place a pearl incrusted hair clip on the side of your head.

You reach the wedding location within the hour and the wedding planner leads you to the room that you will be stationed in. One by one bride’s maids come in to get their face beat and you do it all with a smile on your face. There is a knock on the door as you are cleaning up from the maid of honor, “Come in,” you call out and the door opens. You glance up into the mirror and one of the groom’s man, Kibum walks in. “Sup!” You greet with a grin and Kibum frowns as he shuts the door behind himself.

“What the hell are you doing here Y/N?”

“Um…makeup?” You hold up one of your brushes and he rolls his eyes.

“You know what I mean…Why are you doing this?” Kibum walks over and sits in the empty chair in front of you.

“I just want to make sure he’s happy. If I know that…” You start to apply makeup to Kibum’s bare face and bite your lip.

“What about your happiness? This is going to kill you.” Kibum stares at you in the mirror and you can see the concern on his face.

“It’s just a wedding-”

“The wedding of the man you love!” Kibum snaps and you sigh shaking your head. “So, is it true?” Kibum questions and you know what he’s asking about. “Did you tell him yet?” You focus on fixing his hair and he sighs, “We’re all going to miss you Y/N…if you ever need anything or just wanna hang out, you’ll call right?”

You let out a little huff and smile, “Yeah, I’ll call.” You pat Kibum’s shoulder letting him know that he’s all done, and he stands up. Now able to face you, Ki wraps his arms around you and rests his chin on top of his head. “I’ll be fine,” You lie and Kibum sighs as he hugs you tighter. The door opens making you and Kibum both jump apart from each other.

“What’s going on in here?” Minho, another one of Taemin’s groom’s men walks in with Jinki right behind him.

“A group hug with no group?” Jinki asks with a pout on his lips.

“Oh, shut up!” Kibum scolds and he moves away so that Minho can sit down to get his makeup done.

“Don’t be afraid to get a little heavy handed,” Jinki teases and Minho shouts in protest making you laugh.

You quickly finish up with Jinki and Minho, just in time for Mrs. Lee to walk in with the bride. Kibum keeps a close eye on you at Mrs. Lee introduces you to Taemin’s future wife. Yoonah is everything that you are not, she very…petite, almost like a little glass doll. Her skin is like porcelain, her hair is a deep brown that goes straight to just under her shoulder blades and her nose is very slender. You take your time on Yoonah’s make and the whole time your stomach is folding in on itself like an origami crane. You are surprised that Yoohan hasn’t mentioned the beating of your heart ‘cause you are sure that everyone else can hear it. Mrs. Lee makes light conversation with Taemin’s friends and offers her inputs when she deems them necessary in your small talk with Yoonah.

“Shit!” You hear the panic in Jinki’s voice, and he whispers to his friends sparing you a single glance as you finish up with Yoonah’s makeup.

“You are amazing Y/N! I have never looked so good…it’s so natural!” Yoonah gushes and you hold back the urge to roll your eyes. From the corner of your eye, you see the guys talking to Taemin’s mom and she rushes over.

“Great work Y/N. Now come along Yoonah, we still have much to do dear!” Mrs. Lee pawns Yoonah off to Minho and Jinki. Turning her attention to you, she opens her mouth but before she can say anything Taemin walks into the room. Your heart stops when you see him, he looks…bad. His eyes are franticly searching and when they land on you, he rushes over.

“Y/N!” Taemin throws himself at you and you stumble as he nearly knocks you onto the floor.

“Taemin!” Mrs. Lee scolds her son and Taemin ignores her.

“Is it true?!” Taemin’s voice is laced with emotions that you have never heard, and Kibum is quick to pull Mrs. Lee from the room. Taemin’s grip on your hips is bruising as he waits for your answer and you bite back a wince.

“W-why don’t you sit down Taemin.” You lead Taemin to the empty chair and clip the front of his hair out of his face.

“Y/N!” Taemin grabs hold of your wrist and brings it down to his lips. “Is. It. True?” Taemin’s lips burn your skin as he peppers the delict flesh in light kisses.

You take a shaky breath, you aren’t sure who told him, but at this point there is no reason to lie. “Yeah, I’m-I’m leaving…Now, let’s get you all set for this wedding yeah?” Taemin’s hand drops in his lap and he says nothing in response. “Any special requests for your hair?” Silence. Reaching out to grab a wipe, you see that your hands are shaking, and you sigh. Turning your back to Taemin, you look at your little setup and think of what would be best to bring out Taemin’s beauty for his wedding.

Strong arms wrap around you from behind and your body acts on its own, melting against Taemin’s body like memory foam. Taemin’s breaths fans over the sensitive skin of your neck and your eyes slip shut as his lips leave a wet trail from behind your ear to the back of your neck, “What can I do to make you stay?”

“I’m not strong enough to stay.”

“I can’t lose you Y/N…” Taemin runs a hand up the length of your torso and gently wraps his hand around your throat. “I won’t lose you.”

Your body feels so alive in Taemin’s embrace and you know it’s wrong, he will be married in a few short hours. “You have a wi-” Taemin growls and squeezes your neck tightly, cutting your words off quickly.

“To hell with that woman! She means nothing to me. You are my love, and you have my heart.” Taemin presses his whole body against you, making the table in front of you dig into your thighs. “Why are you pushing me away my love? W-why do you want to leave?” Taemin’s voice cracks and you shake your head willing your tears to go away.

“You’re not being fair,” You force yourself to turn in Taemin’s embrace and you push him away from you. “Sit down and shut up…p-please?” Your voice betrays you and your will to stay strong starts to crumble. Taemin frowns at the pain on your face and sits down without a word. You do his makeup in silence and when your done you start to pack everything up. Taemin sits and watches your every move. “S-she’s a nice girl Tae…give her a chance to make you happy.” You offer Taemin a sad smile and press your lips to his temple. “Goodbye my sun.” Grabbing your bag, you walk out the room and walk down the hall holding in your tears. Yoonah smiles at you and it drops when she sees your face.

“Y/N?”

You wave her off and bow, “I wish you the best in your married life,” You tell her.

Footsteps rush down the hall and you pray that it isn’t Taemin, but luck isn’t on your side. Taemin stops at the end of the hallway when he sees you and he hardly notices his soon to be bride next to you. Mrs. Lee opens the door behind Yoonah and you wince when Taemin shouts your name.

“Y/N! I will never love her like I love you!”

“Taemin!” Mrs. Lee scolds her son and Yoonah looks confused.

The tears you have been holding spill from your eyes and you rush out an apology before you run out of the wedding venue to your car with Taemin running behind you shouting your name. Kibum hears all the ruckus and grabs the rest of the groom’s men to help hold Taemin back. Together with Minho and Jinki, the three of them hold Taemin back as they watch you drive off out of their lives for what most likely will be forever.

#soc writes #soc taemin #and the sun sets #soc angst #taemin angst #lee taemin #black!reader #soc au #arranged marriage trope

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LEY HONEY!!! I’ve been putting off sending something for some hours now cause every time I think of something, I see someone else asked it or mentioned it and my questions are answered aisknfjd BUT NEVERTHELESS I HAVE SOME THINGS I WANNA SAY

1. I wanna thank you for making this sugar daddy Levi as he now just haunts my mind 24/7 alongside Liv’s percolate Levi and have combined together when I think about my fwb who reminds me so much of Levi to begin with?? like this is all my stupid little mind can think about and both of you spoon feed it repeatedly and it doesn’t help that this little fwb of mine decided he wanted to give a relationship a try because it’s me ?? LIKE SOME OF THE THINGS HE SAYS I SAEAR IVE READ THEM IN BOTH OF YALLS FICS AND I CANT HELP BIT THINK “does he read them too? or does he listen to me so well when I talk to him about these fics because he actually cares??” OTS UNHEALTHY HOW MY THOUGHTS ARE JUMBLED UP AT THE MOMENT BECAUSE OF THIS (sorry for this little rant, I had to get it out)

2. Now for the good part, HOLY SHIT LEy the TALKING OF THE TOYS ??? If you do one of those where he has full control of it and they’re somewhere like say the event that he was going to ask her to join him to (was it a ball of sorts?? I already forgot!!) but I’m just thinking of them doing this there and him watching her lose her mind while she’s trying to manage a conversation with maybe Erwin or even Hange or just anyone!! and he’s watching from afar until she just excuses herself and he follows in pursuit and when he catches up to her tells her something like, “who said you could just leave when I’m having fun?” (IDK MY MIND ISNT GREAT AT THINKINN OF LEVI THIS WAY BUT I CANT STOP THEM)

3. If it is someone else who said hello upon answering the phone call, i won’t hate you and I’m sure none of us will (it’s your story, you do with what you will!!) BUT OMG THE AGONY ILNGOING TO FEEL !!! unless it is Levi and he said it in a question because they haven’t talked in like a week and she’s suddenly calling so he’s confused and worried ??! (I know my comment on ao3 showed a different perspective on this but I’ve had time to think okay??!) if I knew how to hack your computer, I would just so I could see what you have planned out next for these idiots!! I JUST NEED LEVI TO GET HIS SHIT TOGETHER AND KISS HER OR FOR HER TO JUST SUDDENLY KISS HIM AND WHEN SHES ANOUT TO LULL AWAH FOR JIM TO GRAB HER AND KEEP IT GOING !!!!

4. I forgot what else I wanted to say/had in mind so uh, I’ll leave it here and just tell you to have a good day!! You deserve it!! Take your time with the next chapter/s, we’ll all be patiently waiting for whatever you’ve got up your sleeve!! 🤧💕 I just hope my heart won’t be broken 🥲💔

ALEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX GODDD YOUR THOUGHTS i LIVE FOR YOUR THOUGHTS PLEASE.

god okay let me just say Liv's percolate Levi...i am both intimidated but also in love with him. i am so fucking in love with her depiction of him bc it's very similar to how i view him actually shhh don't tell her. or do idk djkfhsdk

also her moodboard for him i have not forgotten and fdhfjkhs i lowkey had some of the same pics for reference in my pinterest for paychecks levi uwu

YOUR FWB WTF omg I'm?! VERY HAPPY FOR YOU WHATG THE HELL IF HE'S TAKING NOTES IM-GIIIIRL he better treat you right <3 you deserve it <3333 PLEASE IM LIVING FOR THIS I truly love that for you :')))

oh my god i--i have IDEAS. WAY TOO MANY FUCKING IDEAS and it's gonna be so hard to weed them out. i honestly might have to just make oneshots after paychecks ends because of the possibilities jfkhsdfjkh "who said you could leave" GOD PLEASE you're only feeding more into my ideas holy shit.

I CAN'T WITH THE PHONE THING LMAOOO i really don't know how to respond to it when you guys bring it up but i will just casually slip in the reminder that there is a light angst tag on this story (tho idk how accurate it is anymore) and a happy ending tag so :) take that as you will <3

and not to sound ominous but next chapter is another one i've been looking forward to working on so much, it's probably one of the more cathartic ones that i've written so far. <333 i love the change in your perspective though!!! it's so interesting to see how just a little bit of time can shift things sdfjhksdkj

BESTIE if you SAW the draft it's a complete MESS BUT bc i love you im going to offer the smallest of crumbs and to any1 who bothered to click the readmore HAHA (ill put it at the end in case you don't wanna read it)

bb as always thank you for reading and offering me such wonderful input and your thoughts, truly live for them bc the same way HAHA GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR MANS BTW OMG dsjhkf ROUTING FOR YOU<3

It’s loud. Unbearably loud. Levi has Hange to thank for that. They’re rambling at an unnecessary noise level, completely inappropriate for the setting that they’re in.

#sorta kinda paychecks spoilers for next chap but not really #pwasoi.ask

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