Only 9 SCENES LEFT to complete the entire Alolan Comic Dub
Holy crap... I can actually see the finish line now...I ONLY NEED TO PUSH THROUGH SOME OF THE LONGEST SCENES NOW...AND THEN I CAN FINALLY SET A RELEASE DATE!!!
He looks through some old pictures, the ones he’d had locked up for years before finally putting them out, even though it hurt to do it and it hurts still to look at them and remember how fucking small she was, those bright eyes and that sweet little face staring up at him...
let me talk about the pictures okay i've been dying to talk about the pictures-
I have. a whole mini-arc planned around Jamie and the photos he has of Daisy. because he keeps his being a dad a secret, okay, because he doesn't want any paparazzi sticking their noses into his family, Sophie wants her privacy, and neither of them want any pictures of their toddler getting out into the world. but in his house? pictures, all over the place. Jamie is proud of Daisy, he would love to show her off but he can't. he doesn't want to hide her in his own house.
then Daisy gets killed and suddenly everything is just. over. and Jamie can't deal with it, because he couldn't save her, he couldn't protect her, and he can't have her face looking at him everywhere he goes. so he takes all those photos he had put out so proudly and stores them all in a box and tapes it shut, stores it away and resolves to never look at it again.
he does have to look at it, though, when he's packing all his stuff up to go to richmond. he brings it with him, not opening it, hiding it away somewhere in his new stupid london house. the same thing happens when he goes back to manchester, then again when he goes back to richmond. never opening the box, never looking at the old photos, but always with him.
until he starts going to therapy, working through his stuff with Dr. Sharon, even the stuff with Daisy, and she helps him with that (even getting him in contact with a grief counselor). it hurts but it's helping, and after thinking about it for ages, talking it through with both counselors, Jamie pulls out that box and opens it up. goes through the old photos. eventually starts putting a few up. it hurts, but it feels good to look at her face again, to have her out in the open, even if it's still just in his house. a reminder of the good times.
(this is, in fact, how Dani and Sam are the first to find out about Daisy - he invites them over and Dani asks about the new pictures, and Jamie gathers his courage and tells his friends about his daughter.)
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Oh my god I hate data analysis so much. The amount of coding is horrendous. The code itself is also horrendous.
My brain is soup. I want to scream. I am sitting in the conference room rocking back and forth while making distressed noises. I have to do this for 2 more hours.
Your Jonathan piece is 🔥You really captured what Jack saw. Love the emphasis on his wedding ring because it reminds you he has already made his own vows to Mina.
the embarrassment of who i was when i was friends with ciel star is nuclear. shit got me wanting to throw myself out the window somedays like god damn 😭