#ah i see i'm rambling

[sn0wbat]

alright, question. because this post is getting very long.

i've still got a couple more pages left of this, and this is kinda the first time i've been adding onto a comic arc in real time on tumblr. so i'd just like to hear opinions

#my polls #back on twitter doing my comics as threads was no problem lol #but threads work a bit differently on tumblr yknow #so i figured i should probably switch up the way i'm going about this #because i was just kinda winging it #it started with a redraw/reimagining of a WAY older comic #and well. the stuff i've got posted so far is technically a redraw! just... it got way longer and there's more details now. more writing #anything beyond the current point will be a continuation of this scene #for this specific comic arc anyway #i work in arcs. they're kinda all over the timeline but also the arcs themselves are kinda self contained i guess? #but yeah i have at least three pages more. maybe four #maybe five we'll see where i go next #idk man it's a supernatural slice of life comic #it doesn't need chronological storytelling. #yes there's a canon timeline but i'm not writing it in that order yknow #i like putting it together. like a puzzle. slowly making it make sense as a full picture #ah i see i'm rambling #but anyway. opinions. how do tumblr comics

[l0ganberry]

Here is some doodles I did of Bob Velseb.

Just to match my instant brainrot of him

all without notes

#The first one is my favorite tbh. #look at his face and eyes #ESPECIALLY THAT HAND #I am very very proud of myself #Maybe I can make a little clay charm of him #either holding a knife #a twinks arm #A lollypop #if you see any of these tags #please tell me on which one to do #Unless..... I will make 3 seperate bobs with different props #Ah!! I'm so excited for this weekend #I am gonna have so much fun #Anyways #Eat up #rambles #artists on tumblr #traditional art #spooky month #bob velseb #spooky month bob #spooky month fanart #bob spooky month

[welcometogrouchland]

The fact that no one across all of DC fandom (as far as I can tell) has mined the beautiful comedic potential that is the night and day difference between Tim and Damians current canonical love interests

#ramblings of a lunatic #things i know about bernard: he's bi. he's into cooking. he's an endless source of love and positivity in tims life #and however you feel about that as a writing decision #you gotta admit it'd be funny to imagine him pulling up to the wayne family get together (I'm not looking at gotham war rn- #-for comedic reasons) and he sees damian's scary russian goth gf who keeps making oblique jokes about death #and they both just look at each other like. ah. hello #bc despite it all they have one thing in common and that's their deranged autistic vigilante boyfriends #idk I'm so interested in the potential for daminika to be hilarious (and on a more sincere note- meaningful and cute) together #and just Nika in general? she's fun to read rn but my brain keeps supplying me for potential routes for development you could take her #but keeping it strictly in funny territory? i want this. i think it'd be hilarious #Tim and Damian have to agree to not bite/punch/kick/torment each other for ONE day bc their beloveds are hitting it off so well #dc comics #timber #daminika #gravebird #I've also seen gravebird used and i think that's cute! i don't acknowledge flamian tho. who is that

[babacontainsmultitudes]

[just venting a bit into the void you understand you understand 😌] Lately I've been feeling very caught between "I have a lot of thoughts on Sparrow and Normal and all that with the ending and teen talk and feel like I need to get them out and voice them for my own piece of mind and resolution" and "I am lacking the strength and energy to actually sit down and write it all out and kind of really just want to fully move on to other things (AUs, fics, anything else)" but my brain can't seem to commit to either and that's quite frustrating cause it's just left me very restless. *Sigh*. Idk! Just needed to complain about that a bit ig, it's silly but this is what has been ailing me as of late.

#Then there's also a part of me that's like “does anyone even care at this point? haven't I already talked about them too much?” #but I have seen many a take that irk me... #and perhaps at the center of it all nagging at me is that persistent conflation of love and pride #Less about that in Normal's mind so much as in Will's and the fandom's 🤔 #Also that reoccurring issue of the fandom going ''Normal thinks this therefore it is The Truth'' though I believe I've discussed this befor #And... Hooks Will could have grabbed onto but didn't... Quite a few of those... #And the double standard/negativity bias in fandom of ignoring that Sparrow says both that he loves and likes Normal while doodlerized #But not treating those with the same legitimacy we do the pride thing. And ignoring Sparrow's demonstrations of love and change... #And what the love wolf scene actually implies about Sparrow (as I see it) with his own explanation of the pride thing in mind #But also!!! Also on Norm's epilogue and how despite everything taken at face value (i.e. no teen talk influence) I don't actually hate it #and I think it's plenty salvageable #And gah also that like *regardless* of how things turn out with Normal and his dad- #Well I haven't listened to much of the teen talk just the directly Sparrow-relevant clips #so I don't know quite how cynical Will is or isn't about Normal's future #But like. UGH. What I'm trying to say is even if things didn't find resolution vis-a-vis his dad #(which tbh I could go either way on- it's the meta misinterpretations of Sparrow that Bother me not so much Normal's) #(Well that's complicated. Again it comes back to the love vs. pride thing gosh this is so vague of me lol) #With all the positive influences in his life (and just the fact that life is long? and therapy is a thing?) I just don't see Normal- #being Miserable for the rest of his life. Like. I mean I won't elaborate here really but damn it no he can absolutely turn out alright stil #blugh #BUT YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN THAT'S A LOT OF STUFF AND THAT'S ONLY VAGUE RAMBLINGS ABOUT *SOME* OF IT #Like I'm proud of a lot of my essay posts (which I'm hoping to eventually compile in a masterpost eventually actually) but they take a whil #And if my heart wants to do other things... Ah idk... #ANYWAYS a vent to vent a vent to vent

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

I know I straight up disappeared for like... two weeks sos lol, but I've been putting my room together now I have a desk and a bed for the first time since I moved out of my student flat well over 18 months ago, and I have FINALLY got it all done (for now anyway, I'm absolutely skint this month and there's still a few things I need so I have to wait till I get some more money in a couple of weeks) and I'm sat writing at a DESK again and it's making me all 🥹🥹🥹

So yeah, I'm stuck at mum's for quite a while yet which I don't love but now I have my own space that's functional again, things aren't as bad as they could be 🥰🩵

#max rambles a lot #feeling very happy and content for a change #and also kind of relaxed which is sus and i don't trust it jdklfjldkg #i'm also off my meds which sounds like a bad thing but i actually feel better then when i was on them??? #my sleep is trash now don't get me wrong but that's a temporary thing while i adjust to being off them #but yeah 2024 has been actually okay to start off with and it's got me nervous dkfljglfdkgd #just wish my besties hadn't moved further away so i could see them 🥺🥺 ah well next month we'll hang and it'll all be good

[citriarchive]

one of the potential Soulmate AU Tropes™ was/is feeling the same emotions your soulmate does and i'm just thinking that that must be the absolute worst time to be "Mr. All Of My Tomodachi Life Catchphrases Are 'I'm Fine'" and have a soulmate who is "Mr. Feeling Everything All The Time All At Once". like me personally, i think i'd just die if i randomly felt waves of his emotions when they changed. and i put a lot of myself into him. the call is coming from inside the house.

in addition it's going to be very interesting when nithral inevitably tells yaevinn that he's fine when he's not and yaevinn is just like. ok i'm gonna let this go until you're ready to talk abt it but you know i know that's not true right. like it's not a hunch this isn't me being perceptive. like you. you know i know right. ok just making sure ok ok i'm letting it go for now

#; the citrus speaks #; healing hands #; lemon thesis moment #; soulmate shenanigans #<- “does soulmate au need its own tag” yes. #i'm finding it easier to shout into the void and await a response than talk directly atm #sorry molly #and also sorry if i'm like. speaking over you wrt nithral wahh #pls lmk if i am #on that note #i find these two as soulmates in a more literal destiny sense really funny because it emphasizes their love as a choice #because i know for yaevinn before he got to know nithral better he could NOT have seen himself dating him #not for a bad reason but like. 1. out of his league and 2. thinks nithral just flat out doesn't like him #like eventually he would realize that nithral is‚ afaik‚ just Like That™ #and eventually finds it endearing like he does when they're already in a relationship #like canonically and in modAU #but at first he's just like. ah. i am the problem. #plus he just doesn't see himself being in a relationship because of. Factors™ #oh yaevinn #if only you knew #there are infinite worlds where he loves you so much #this one included. eventually. when you're both ready. #; lemon's inane ramblings

[nyaskitten]

wu ninjago... I love you...

#wu antis I don't want yr input sorry this is a post of love for this man. #he's just such a guy I'll never understand the hate for him #like wow he fucked up a few times. shocker #everyone fucks up in this show man. everyone. #idk why you guys have to hate wu of all people though #esp when ppl act like he's worse than garmadon #like ah yes. the guy who fucked up and made mistakes is worse than the guy whose done evil shit for like. 4 of 17 installments in this show #I mean. it feels like most of the wu hate I've seen has to do with people acting like he 'mistreated and fucked up kai' or smth which is #LIKE YEAH he was an asshole to kai in the pilots and s1 but ALSO #like ab the green ninja thing #wu probably didn't WANT kai to be the green ninja because kai had that same ambition and yearning that morro had #he struck down any and all hopes kai had because that same ambition and anger and whatnot lead to the death of morro #ninjago #raine's rambles #sorry i turned the tags into an essay I'm just SOO sick of seeing people say shit like 'x character did this thing probably bc of wu' and #like... UGH

[memento-mariii]

Being bisexual is just constantly going "Am I really bi? Maybe I'm just straight and faking it? Maybe I'm a lesbian with comphet? Or am I asexual? Aromantic? What even is attraction" then seeing a hot person and going "Oh nvm I am totally bi", then somehow NEVER LEARNING THE LESSON and periodically cycling through that all over again.

#mmari rambles #I watched yellowjackets and was going through ''maybe I'm a lesbian?'' part of the cycle again #but then I saw a bunch of really fit firemen in their training uniforms at the convenience store and went. ah. #about me #bi #bisexual #bisexuality #anyway seeing a bunch of athletic firemen in tight training uniforms one early morning at a CU convenience was a truly #hashtag blessed 🙏 experience #and I wish a similar experience to all my fellow men-enjoying mutuals and followers #and to all my fellow women-enjoying friends and mutuals I wish you the same but with butch firewomen

[eudikot]

Not to discount my poll (not that it matters I think we all know what option is winning) but I did want to see if there was any canon evidence on Reigen's hair color and stumbled upon this post

#See the problem with this is that I don't like blonds so what am I supposed to do now #The only reason he passed is because the orange tint makes me see him as a ginger and as I continue to be in denial he will stay that way #Sometimes I wonder how much this site has an influence on things like this #but I think if the influence was that strong I'd also end up liking Serizawa in a similar fashion but I don't #It's more like: Ah! Main character I like! And then the other character that they should be with who I also enjoy for them #ALTHOUGH manga Reigen IS a brunet so that's a pass #Or should I say smash eyooo ahaha #If you can't tell I'm procrastinating on my work and the more I ramble the less I work which is bad for me but oh well #reigen arataka #mob psycho 100 #mp100

[dragon-spaghetti]

THANK YOUS???

#drag rambles #FUCKINH WILD!!!!! #actually at like 2502 now I took this screenshot earlier 😭 #BUT AH!!!!!!!!!!! oh I'm in shock (positive) #I've been actively posting here for about 3 years now?? #had you told me back then that 2500 people voluntarily followed my silly lil blog #i would not have believed it lmao #thank you genuinely 💖 #imma make a poll later maybe to see if something is on the table that yous would wanna do 👀

[bittertomato]

My hyperfixations have led to, well, extreme fixations that last for long periods of time. As expected. To the point where it's clearly an obsession that becomes the only thing I talk about for awhile. It happened with Diana and LWA. It happened with certain girls in Revue Starlight. Hippolyta, Psyche, Mikoto too. But at least these were happy interesting fixations. Then, once the series or whatever ends—or if I'm waiting awhile for the next canon update—the only thing keeping my interest afloat are fan content.

Can't say the same about Morgan and LB6. I'm so completely unwell after crawling out of the sludge of tragedy known as LB6. The chapter may have come to a close but boy am I still clawing at my heart—with or without fan content to fuel my insanity.

#tomato rambles #every time i see someone catch up to lb6 #in the fgo tag #i'm like #ah yes you too now understand #reminds me i am so normal about lb6 #and then the cycle of crying begins anew #excuse me while i walk into a door again

[masked-and-doomed]

Respect to the song writers for putting out the "ABCDEF– GO!" Real. Lovely lyrics (genuine)

#I'm looking at this line. yknow how faust in strive now speaks like short sentences. few words. and it croaks outta his throat. #maybe he's having troubles on what words to use. what words mean. thats why he comes up with little to say because. #He put his energy to say. really. he's struggling hard. #so this line. is like. him even reciting the alphabet is hard. #He can manage some thoughts but it comes out awkward and messy. #grips onto him. no wonder the f.uture di.ary wiki said that beloved yomotsu might've been inspired by Faust. #Silly depressed man putting up a mask to still bring smiles. and he goes back to being 💥💥 Grahh. Of course though. #he's still trying his best. *the idles*... his wilting flower... the way he moves his fingers like he's trying to entertain a kid.... #ohhh what a guy!!! #I need to shake him.. need to comfort him.. #FUCKING GUY !!!! 💙💙💙💙 #ohh i hope he can get better... i hope his will persists on despite the high mountains he is climbing.... #i. need to see his story mode. soon. #anyway. erm. fuck zato. 😊 i don't have much grudge. kinda personal but I'm not actually angry but he is. an ass. #i dunno look if faust wants him dead I salute and i will fuckin. kill. #whatever tagging. why not. #guilty gear #faust gg #faust guilty gear #ah rambling

[kihaku-gato]

My Frieren Fridays are no more now that the anime season is done

Now I only got one anime to look forward to during the week instead of two....

#hearing some of the artists on twitter mournfully say this friday would be their last Frieren Friday is a sad feeling #ramblings #at least seeing livetweets of people watching it live during their own time though is really nice though #gonna have to fill that slot with the poll animes soon................ #also I just realized I'm wearing fingerless gloves like Stark is in this image- ah nuts

[soldier--poet--queen]

what came first, the body dysphoria flare up or the internet deciding now was a fantastsic time to show me transmasc content

#rin rambles #tw i get real heavy in the tags #SLAMMING. MY. HEAD. #HHHRGHHGHHH I GET SO ANGRY AT MYSELF #WHICH I KNOW IS STUPID AND POINTLESS BUT ARGH #every time i like. even have the twinge of these emotions. my brain is like ah. #so you're a failure? you're a fucking disappointment? man. sucks to be you. you should do something about that dysphoria. OH RIGHT. #and then i cry a little in Adoration it's okay #it doesn't feel okay. but like. ah. #i just feel like a disappointment to God. like He gave me this body and i hate it. and i hate that i hate it. #idk i just feel like i'm in so much pain. and then i try to talk with other Catholics about it and i'm seen as a wounded animal. or inhuman. #and they're like 'your dysphoria isn't causing you the anguish it's something else' LIKE IT CAN BE BOTH? #is it so bad to say that YES i am sad that i can't transition? that this causes me grief? but i follow Christ because ultimately He is worth #that pain and suffering? #is it bad to say that love is a sacrifice? and that the whole point of sacrifice is that it hurts? #where was that one post about the ai generated Bible verse. bc it wasn't /totally/ theologically correct but ough. #it made me feel things. i know God sees me and loves me. despite everything. there is love

[cyberpunkboytoy]

Reminder to self that I WILL post some new DMMD fanfic after July is over

#i keep seeing blogs posting DMMD content and being like ''man. /I/ should be providing some of that'' #it's been too damn long #gotta feed the fandom...and also get some of these WIPs out #as soon as artfight is done I'm coming for 'm #TWEWY AU maybe...coffee shop MinNoi... #i got a funny Noijaku PWP...and a fucked up Noiz/Ren/Aoba one fairly close to conpletion #ah damn there's the allmate swap fic too....so many #blah blah blah okay I'm done rambling

[centeris2]

I do always get happy warm fuzzy feelings when people respond to a particular line I wrote. I’m glad folks think the “truth is often forgotten when legends are born” is hitting as much as I thought it would when I wrote it. I worried I was just sleep deprived xD

(yes I worked on the magic horse + pet descriptions for halloween this year again)

#don't mind me I'm talking #sso #maybe one day sso will have me back on comics >.< #or event chitchat dialogue #that's probably too hopeful #ah well for now it's just the off and on magic horse description #I wouldn't mind proofreading for SSO again that was super fun getting to see and work on part of the story quests but :( #I'm just rambling