#and a bunch of other stuff

[galaxygirl8880]

MASTERPOST

!!This blog is..kind of retired?!!

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Cale but he Ice skates!

Inspired incorrect quotes

Cale trying to get over his scars

Eruhaben's "betrayal"

Hiding secrets

New healing power

Cale's Journal

Bonding with the kids

Moodstone

Pt. 2

Hair dye idea 🥺

Cale actually runs away

Cale writes a will

Fraud musician >:0 (Detective Ohn's got this)

Working together

Sparkling Tcf ✨

Ghosty Cale👻

CALE WHYY

Embroidery

Secret passages :D (has an AO3 fic)

Small ChoiCale quote

CAAAAALLLLEEEEE

Clopeh was right 0-0

Regressor KRS!Cale

Noble children

Apocalypse Au

Small songfic

To sleep and lone(thank u @bloustorm)

Pt.2

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Small Og!Cale section

Og!Cale gives up

More of him not giving a shit

Henituse family bonding

Happy Cale

Thames and their connection to emotions

We love Eric

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Crossovers

TCF x ORV

TCF x DEMON SLAYER

TCF x HP

TCF x SAIKI K.

HOLY TRINITYYYY

Shenanigans

Beginning of au

Beginning of au pt.2

Ye

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Miscellaneous

Build a fic!

Saiki K. Thing

My Art :00

Really wholesome reblog train

My retirement announcement (lol)

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My AO3 fics!

Rats in the walls (Don't worry, they're cute)

No longer feels like home

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I finally figured out how to do the link short cuts 😭 (tell me if anything isn't working right)

The #tcf incorrect quotes hashtag has all of my incorrect quotes lol (I would have died if I had to link all of them)

I think this is everything? I didn't include reblogs! (Mostly)

#tcf #trash of the count's family #tcf fic #tcf fic idea #tcf incorrect quotes #lout of the counts family #cale henituse #choi han #raon miru #and a bunch of other stuff

[danizmomota]

Yesterday I thought of Leon and Hiro having a conversation about their pasts, only for it to get serious on Hiros side- (which, Leon didn’t know about his past) -which led him to be very concerned about Hiro

Hiro has problems, but I like to imagine that he tries to push them to the side to move along from his childhood trauma, and be the comic relief he is, but Leon just is bewildered and thinking, “how the fuck would that NOT mess you up mentally???”

#danganronpa #leon kuwata #yasuhiro hagakure #I’m talking abt when canonically Hiros house burnt down with a cigarette #And how I headcanon he has a burn scar from it when he was a child #And I bunch of drama between his mom and his dad as a kid… #AND not being in a good financial situation on top of that #And a bunch of other stuff #Sometimes Leon gets concerned for him. #Yin Yang duo #<— new tag #because of another headcanon ofc

[how-do-i-do-words]

i don't usually do this but i thought i might link my ao3 here again because i just posted my 100th fanfic so i thought i might make a post to celebrate!

check it out if you're interested, i have a bunch of different (mostly sapphic) stuff there

#ao3 #fanfic #huge milestone for me #not sure how to do this so I'll just tag some of the fandoms/ships i write for #rwby #wenclair #tanthamore #rhaenicent #and a bunch of other stuff #with more stuff i'm already working on #wolfwren

[san--jose--sharpedos]

I can’t work out in a gym for all of the normal social anxiety reasons but also bc I listen to ska when I work out and skank inbetween sets

#ska #reel big fish and Goldfinger are my go tos for today #but I’ve also been listening to a lot of Aquabats lately #and bomb the music industry (its adjacent) #and a bunch of other stuff

[enasallavellan]

Results came back yesterday and it's not super good. The results were 'severely delayed gastric emptying'.

So, let me explain how this test works

1. Go in, get vitals, test glucose levels with a finger stick (ow), and a pregnancy test (formality).

2. Sit down and have a meal - and this was the biggest fucking meal I've had since May. Two pieces of white toast with strawberry jelly and two scrambled eggs laced with some sort of non harmful radioactive stuff to make it so the scan can watch.

If I threw it up, the test would be rendered inconclusive and I'd have to do it all over again.

They scan everything up, then I go back to the waiting room for an hour.

Rinse and repeat an additional four times, taking scans every hour.

So first hour, a health person would have 37-90% of the food still in the stomach - I had 87%

Second hour, 30-60% would be normal - I still had 78% of the meal.

By now - I'm fucking nauseous. I've given up on crocheting or writing because my goal is to not vomit so I don't have to do it again.

3rd hour, it's normal to have 10-29% of the food still in your stomach. I had FUCKING 73% still in there.

Fourth and final hour, a normal person would have less than 10% left.

I still had 61% of the meal in my stomach - until moments after the test concluded and I emptied the rest onto the floor.

Which was... just great. At least I was still in the testing area and not out in the waiting room yet.

This is why I've been unable to keep food down since May. This is why I've lost almost 25% of my original weight, been in the hospital, out of the hospital, in and out of urgent care, unable to work and currently have a nest in the bathroom in case I have a bad night and don't want to go back and forth.

As of now, the doc will contact me soon to let me know what the next step is. There's a lot of different things that can cause delayed gastric emptying, and since mine is labeled - 'severe' it does narrow some things down.

But can I just repeat that I ASKED MY FIRST DOCTOR TO TEST THIS IN JUNE?!

But she said, nooooo, I don't think it's that.

So yeah.

Unfortunately, there's no end in sight quite yet. My new doc was very honest when she told me it could still be months and months until I am able to work again.

So yeah, I'll leave my kofi if anyone is willing. I know I've begged a lot the last few months, but I just got shot down for any form of disability. My husband has scored some jobs that's going to keep us afloat, but as far as anything beyond that, it's kind of a no-go, and some wiggle room would be a comfort.

My kofi

Also, I somehow added a poll I can't figure out how to make go away, so for fun, give me a giggle and answer it.

#lacy needs some help guys #lacy explains it all #not dragon age #gastric issues #possible #gastroparesis #and a bunch of other stuff

[thedevillionaire]

OC details: 🍎 [red apple], 🤔 [thinking face], 🖊️ [ballpoint pen], 💯[hundred points symbol] for the perennial couple and/or dealer’s choice.

A pleasure. 🤗 🍎 RED APPLE — where was your oc born? do they still live in/around their place of birth or do they live somewhere else? how do they feel about their birthplace? Both were mortally born, so the transition to the Underworld definitely does away with any living in/around of birthplaces, but other than that... Cerberus - born in Oxford, UK, not that it would make much of a difference to things - harbours a strong distaste for the mortal realm and avoids it as much as he can. He'd probably enjoy it more than he thinks he would, really, these days, but he's unlikely to give it much of a chance. Kia - born in Sydney, Australia - quite liked it, and never left it, during mortal times. She moved a LOT, but stayed within the city itself. And she does go back still - either on the sly, to peek in at old friends, or for the Take (the Underworldian Vampiric blood-drinking deal), just because she knows the basic layout of some of it. 🤔 THINKING FACE — what are some of your oc's quirks/mannerisms? Literally the first thing to leap immediately to my mind is that Cerberus is a regular and very reliable employer of the pre-sneeze raised index finger. Does this count? Well. Anyway. Ahem. (Totally a mannerism. I'm keeping it. 😏) Kia is very tactile, and when she's excitedly engaged in conversation will nearly always reach over and touch the other person's hand whenever there's a particularly strong point of agreement. If you told her she did this, she'd deny it - she just doesn't consciously realise that she does it. 🖊️ BALLPOINT PEN — does your oc have any tattoos? do they want any (more) tattoos? 💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know. Both of these are answered here!

#thank you so much! #answered asks #cerberus and kia #cerbia #Cerberus came from money and his mortal home and neighbourhood was fucking gorgeous but his parents were distant AF #and mortality and its limits never sat well with him anyway #and a bunch of other stuff #but he's definitely harsher than he should be about our lil ol' earthly plane #i would say #(i've found it counts for very little in this regard lol)

[takadanobaba]

Currently modding SDV and let me tell you... I am struggling due to trying to decide if I should make the town medieval-like, or keep it normal. ;3; And I'm tempted to keep it normal cause I know the train station will be medieval and weird. So I'm forcing myself to keep the town modern so when the Ingo and Emmet mod comes out, they won't be confused lmao.

Oh you're making a mod too?? I wish you the best of luck!! It's so hard making assets and trying to get it to fit with the whole old worn down look of Stardew Valley... I think they'll appreciate a more modern town!

The design for the rebuilt train station was a struggle to finalize because of how we had to balance the simple Stardew Valley aesthetic and the "city slickers working their asses off to make something impressive and worth visiting a town in the middle of nowhere with nothing for" look... All while keeping the original map properties intact (the station isn't symmetrical...... we were doomed from the beginning)

Here's some progress pics and the finalized sprites for the rebuilt train station!

#subway to stardew #subway to stardew terminal station #mail car connecting line #thylak art #Sorry it took a while to answer this ask!! #I literally just finished spriting the train station a few minutes ago #The vanilla game doesn't even change the station's appearance in winter this train station sucks so bad the snow doesn't even touch it #Still have to sprite the interior...... #And the exterior Railroad upgrades....... #And the joltiks........ #And a bunch of other stuff #Tentative name for the station is “Camellia Station” because of the title of Elliott's romance novel #Camellia station is actually real and was demolished in 2020 because it was the least patronized station in the Sydney Trains Network #.....Not in America/Unova/Stardew Valley but it's an abandoned train station so it fits with the narrative in that regard! #Their house is also in the second progress picture but I have to recolor it since it's too cool-toned for Stardew aaaaaa #This game is so orange it makes me go crazy

[hiccupbutpurple]

Some people are really out here saying that Nico Parker shouldn’t play Astrid because she doesn’t look Scandinavian while disregarding the fact that a Viking Age Scandinavian women probably wouldn’t have an American accent.

#(pun intended) #that argument will never make me not laugh #like it’s such a dumb argument #I may make a whole essay post about this tbh #because it’s not as if the og httyd actually represented that culture #I don’t even think ‘Vikings’ is the term they would use to describe themselves #not to mention things like helmets #and a bunch of other stuff #httyd live action

[cloudcastor]

everyone’s tags on kh au post….all according to keikaku….

#in all honesty i’m just really glad people like my silly thoughts haha #IT MOTIVATES ME !!!! #i wanna work on it soooo baaaad #and a bunch of other stuff #personal

[frogbi]

whoever designs visa applications should burn

#this stupid thing is 25 pages #at one point it asks 'give details of the type of employment the applicant will be seeking at the completion of their course' #sanane kardesim nerde calisirsa calissin offff #hayattan bezdim gercekten #they also ask for travel history for the past 10 years and like details (obv) #and a bunch of other stuff

[marigoldispeculiar]

Increasingly convinced that there’s an autistic version of scrupulosity. Like, I know it’s an OCD thing, but I relate a lot to the concept. I think where it differs for me is that it’s based in my autistic black-and-white thinking, and I don’t have intrusive thoughts about it.

But like. Sometimes I get a moral dilemma in my head and then it never leaves. I can pick it up and put it down but never resolve it. I never come to a conclusion that I’m happy with. I just live with the tension inside me, and I don’t think about it most of the time.

#this is about writing #like it's also about eating #and reading the news #and a bunch of other stuff #but it affects my ability to write too

[likeawildthing]

the ghosts of problematic white men feat. our forefathers and grandfather angst

Today has been rough. Celebrate this late capitalist christian nationalist hellscape? No thanks. But I AM choosing to celebrate those affecting change both in preserving rights and righting injustices. Since 1776, those in power have celebrated the status quo while the disenfranchised have worked tirelessly to upend it. And it can feel like a losing battle, and in a lot of ways, but those who work, both quietly and loudly, are worth honoring and celebrating.

I’m feeling introspective about this whole thing because my father’s father died yesterday. Grandfather is too strong a word. He sent an annual Christmas card but never learned to spell my name. I don’t know how to grieve someone who wasn’t in my life by their own choice, even though he lived five minutes away. I spent the majority of my life feeling ambivalent towards him, if I thought of him at all. Because I didn’t particularly need or miss his presence: I had excellent maternal grandparents who fulfilled every grandparent-type role. Still, I broke down while making cookies tonight, after reading his obituary. I stroked his face with a wet washcloth in hospice last week. My heart breaks for my father, who broke that cycle in his fifties and IS in his grandchildren’s lives. I’m sad and that’s okay, but I’m not devastated and I think that’s okay, too.

Grief is weird and complicated.

I’m not a patriot these days, but I miss the feeling of patriotism. Not blindly thinking this country is better than every other—that was never true and was never my jam. But being part of a collective society that cares about each other? Celebrating with hope that my kids’ future will be better than mine? That people have my back because we live in the same place? The death of those ideas gutted me, and still does. 

So yes, I will grieve the idea of my grandfather this week. But then I will work to make sure that I’m never that kind of grandparent to my grand-pets, or grandchildren, or grand plants--whatever it is my children choose to nurture. And I will grieve that idea of America—the symbolism and hopes that don’t exist for me anymore. But I won’t let that despair prevent me from moving forward, anyway.

#on murica #and death #and a bunch of other stuff #linds writes #grief #patriotism #i guess?

[rosebud2829]

Infodumping about today! 01/08/24

Read under the cutoff!

So everything started good today! It was my first day back,i had a monster,i got to tackle every single being that i cared about besides the 2 that dont like being touched bc i respect theyre boundaries. Round lunch my energy was at its peak, and i wasnt hungry so i didnt get lunch. My friend however gave me juice and a pizza (Tiny bless ur heart ur a saint.) bc either they didnt want it or they just wanted to give me it since i wasnt gonna eat. Later on around 6th period i ended up chilling,and my energy was going down and i felt on edge kinda. I went walking around campus (i do one lap every so often during 6th) and chilled in math bc we werent doing anything. I get to Pe and i feel like craaap. I was dying honestly. energy was gone,i missed my boyfriend so badly because i wanted to hug him,and i was hungry and shaky. I had no snacks and neither did my friends which sucked. I left, talking to a frined getting to the afterschool program finally. We waited for supper till i got dizzy and asked like 2 friends to come with me (those 2 guys are so damn chill and kept me safe theyre so sweet.) And it was crowded asf so we left. I ended up just laying down on concrete,using my bag for a pillow and resting. Supper opened,i signed in,and went to sit down. My boyfriend comes down and sits next to me,patting my head because he knew i was tired. I got supper, ate,and felt wayy better. I ended up doing lineart of a doodle i did in spanish of Martian Girl in the art room. i got to draw with my boyfriend, i gave my friend a jacket because she was freezing (a spare) and i got to give my boy affection which i was very happy about and he was very happy to receive and reciprocate <3

We ended up leaving like 20 minutes early and hanging out outside (i swear they should invest in those Outdoor heating things) And i was trying to keep him warm. Theres literally nowhere private and warm there sadly. I ended up just letting him warm his hands up on my face and neck because my hands were worse than his and my neck and face are usually pretty warm if i protect them correctly. We got caught by a mutual friend (kinda) and we walked out together with them. Today was a very good day, and i cant wait for tomorrow

#infodump #and a bunch of other stuff #talking tag

[fadeawaywithyou]

maybe my automatic grammar check is right... they should have multiple faces....

#thesearemyposts #writing #nonbinary #it keeps assuming my singular they is plural #so i guess now my nonbinary character has multiple faces #bodies #and a bunch of other stuff #lol #a multiple-faced oc would be cool though #but it doesn't fit the current one #i'll file it away for later

[ratjamtime]

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic prime #sonic frontiers #idw sonic #and a bunch of other stuff #but thats the main shit #audio edit

[piscespixiewastaken]

My rivals!duo post for the Sixteenth Day Event is now over 100 notes. I am just…. Wow. That one was a lot more popular than the Sapnap and Quackity fic. I’ll have to post them to AO3, maybe make a series of one-shots. And obviously, write more rivals!duo.

Also huge thank you to my non-mcyt moots and followers who put up with my mcyt posting binges. You guys are the real ones.

#rivals duo #dsmp #i just think they're neat #<me about my favorite mcyt creators #and a bunch of other stuff