#and i can totally fucking see it man

[axemetaphor]

this evening's thought: thinking about how john is So attached to dave that he gave dave a role in his band, presumably as an excuse to get him to actually attend their concerts, despite dave having 0 musical capacity and, seemingly, not wanting to have any musical capacity, and also not being made to play an instrument but just... doing something really stupid on stage then fucking off for the rest of it. fully believe if john could physically lift dave he would just drag that man with him everywhere

#'i was the guy who fell down and died at the start' that whole thing #i think a lot about john and his attachment issues and how even though daves the closest person to him he still cant let dave fully know hi #how when dave starts pushing him away during book1 john just starts showing up on his doorstep--i think unannounced iirc #just arriving with a playstation and 2 controllers like 'hi :] we're going to hang out now' #i like to take the interpretation that john really does want to let dave in more but is both unable to know how to do so #and scared of actually doing so #because obviously john's got so many problems--so many more than he lets on. i mean pargin apparently describes john as a tragic figure #and i can totally fucking see it man #anyways. yknow. yeah. #jdate #rambles.txt #john dies at the end

[traggalicious]

Discussion on the Great Gatsby and I guess I overestimated the open-mindedness of my classmates bc like… the response when i said “so do y’all think Nick’s kinda got smth for Gatsby” was Interesting. They seemed shocked, as if Nick is Not a bisexual man. (This guy legit can’t choose anything, he’s non-confrontational, describes women and men kind of equally in both appearance and Vibes, and come ON that scene w/ the ellipsis (commonly used for fade-to-black sex scenes) and then HIM WAKING UP W/ MCKEE IN BED. HOMO 🫵🫵🫵.) Anyway. Nick/Gatsby/Daisy seemed to be the general ship consensus here

#the great gatsby #nick carraway #jay gatsby #bisexuality #nick carraway is a bisexual man truther #you cant fucking change my mind #bc im RIGHT #/hj #pls try to tho I wanna see other people’s perspectives #hey wouldn’t it be nice if nick had green eyes so the green light gatsby reaches for is really Nick— #what he wants #far across the lake #shining from the dock #is really right beside him #right in front of him #you’re smiling at him #he’s feeling more understood than he ever has #also gatsby totally has PTSD from the war and is using the parties to live vicariously through others #experiencing a microcosm of society as he can no longer experience it #and that’s as close as he can get #rambles #traggy’s shit

[sasharosewater]

Spreading the "Nightmare Fuel Charlie" Agenda Part One:

Exhibit A - Portraits

*Simple Summary: Basically there's just a bunch of hand painted portraits somewhere in the palace (probably in the lower levels). These were painted with the frightful "true faces" of Charlie (and Lucifer), and were afterwards echanted with a spell to hide these awful sights under a more palatable appearance for the average viewer, sinner, angel, or human. For this to work, though, they must be illuminated by 'special lights'. However, should these lights ever burn out and any other light source- such as a flashlight, spotlight, or candle -shine on them instead, these terrifying true forms will be revealed to whoever looks upon them.

Okay listen, I'm gonna say this once and once only-

Charlie is the Daughter of *Lucifer Fuckin Morningstar* himself. Any insinuation that she is incapable of being genuinely horrifying on an Eldritch level is bullshit propaganda that I refuse to give any acknowledgement to.

I don't care how much of a bleeding heart open book she is. I don't care that she's the most wholesome being in the universe who deserves the world. If Goofy Voice Asexual Deer Man can turn into absolute Nightmare Fuel then so can fucking Charlie!

No amount of Golden Retriever energy can erase the SmileDog.jpg inside.

Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel charlie #charlie morningstar #lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin #hazbin art #fanart #hazbin fanart #look if mr radio man can be scary #than charlie can be fucking terrifying #i dont care what anyone says #i will stand by this agenda till the day i die #i stan nightmare charlie supremacy #but anyways- #alastor hazbin hotel #btw i totally imagine the rest of the cast just finding the normal portraits on accident #and then the lights go out and they just see this shit like #what do you do in that scenario

[xekstrin]

We’ve seen Jinguuji and Tachibana were in love when they were both men, and they are in love when Jinguuji is a man and Tachibana is a woman, now we’re going to see Jinguuji as a woman and Tachibana as a man again, THE FINAL CULMINATION OF ALL OF THIS IS THEM BOTH FALLING IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER AS WOMEN, hopefully during this current arc Jinguuji can confront his utterly bizarre anti-woman attitudes and maybe in my deepest heart I want him to realize it was jealousy like he hates women because they’ll take Tachibana away from him…… but now he is a women

Anyway most bizarre repressed man in the world award goes to….!!!

#i can see it now #they’ll be in love as women and be like well OBVIOUSLY this is okay #I’m supposed to like women. as a man. so this is normal. #totally normal that I want to fist fuck my bro while we’re both girls #fabiniku #life with an ordinary guy who reincarnated into a total fantasy knockout

[nerosdayinanime]

sabito = dirtbike redneck. you cant convince me otherwise

#fratboy sabito posting #sabito #kny sabito #idk #was suddenly hit w the realization that i think him being a countryboy/redneck kinda crazy is *hot* #[head in hands knees on the floor folded in despair] #i know im southern but this wasnt supposed to happen. it wasnt supposed to be this way. what the fuck man. #sabito & giyuu keep makin me Into shit!! what the fuck!! #i wanna draw him doing wheelies and flips off dirt ramps. doughnuts. taking off his helmet n having dumb lil marks from it. #trying and failing to convince giyuu to drive a dirtbike & instead him getting on a 4wheeler #sab & makomo bullying him for being scared of dirtbikes but not the literal Twice As Big 4wheeler #idk. sabito just seems like a biker in general to me. dirtbikes just got the most 'will do bat shit insane stuff for funsies' vibe to em #all of them are a bit crazy but dirtbikes are Scary crazy. bmx bike tricks but it has a fucking MOTOR why are you doing 20ft leaps and flip #off cliffs what the fuck. #i can see sabito being a little deranged when he gets excited. normal when hes chill but as soon as he sees somethn fun all #sense goes out the window. he needs to be child harnessed to keep him from throwing himself off a wall like 'i could totally make that jump #on one hand giyuu gets life experiences and exposure to making new friends- on the other he has to stop sabito from being #the equivalent of a human lemming trying to throw itself into the hands of death at every waking moment #sabito in turn keeps giyuu from being too boring or being a scardy cat abt things. he also learns the art of 'quiet time' and 'how to Chill #honorable mention of my vague raspy voice sabito hc #kinda slight but v obvious when he raises his voice or yells #i think the sabito brainrot is actually overtaking the giyuu brainrot now. oh no #hes fictional²!! none of this shit [motions to my blog] is canon to him #thasa whole 'nother bitch!! i declare this brainrot Unfounded #wont stop me tho. 'm havin fun

[divinekangaroo]

rewatching S6 in bits and pieces for current fic and ahhhhhhhhhh but the whole Jack, Diana, Mosley and Lizzie final dinner is so *viscerally* fucking satisfying on every sensory and intellectual and emotional level of consumption.

#every single movement facial expression breath flick of an eye the choice of 'mosley' not 'mr mosley' #the way mosley says 'lizzie' for the first time #jack's buildup and his mad fucking innuendo just before diana and oswald show #particularly how every drink is taken and by whom and when #lizzie constantly holding herself back the entire time from Saying Something all these flinches and half-breaths #insane #INSANE #as much as the end of S3 is roaringly wrenchingly furiously emotionally good #this dinner is something else #this whole episode is pretty much something else though fffffffffffff #jack's patronising constant reference to tommy as if he's a much younger man/boy when you look at these two guys and jack looks younger?? #by design i am sure #in the scene with the tie before the dinner.the way tommy's face says one thing while facing away from lizzie #then he puts on that mask as he turns to face her and you can SEE HIM DO THAT jesus #it would a writing exercise and a half to actually try to capture that scene in writing and work out what needs to be said/described #to carry the same effect because @coffeeatnight23 -> this scene is totally Tommy ripping his own heart out then eating it with relish :) #it *is* the saddest thing but also a fucking *reclamation* of something that tommy hasn't had since his suicide attempt. there's lots of #small reclamations of self that happen in post-Ruby S6 i seem to recall. despite flicks old trauma/foggy memory wandering also this- #-sort of structural shift/acceptance he is who he is and that is how he has agency (not solely money?) #anyway it's not triumph but there is *something* that i haven't found the word for yet #acceptance is one word but there's something more vicarious and dark in it that acceptance doesn't connote

[skull-ishcloud]

I think my biggest problem with RR is that I love the idea he has but not the execution.

Like, nice ADHD guy who uses humor as a coping mechanism. Nice, war between Greeks and Romans. Nice, Poseidon and Athena children couple. Nice, gender fluid badass character. Nice,

Then you realize the ADHD guy doesn't get much deeper than that. That, the war was caused by some flat ass character with no personality aside from killing panda plushies and superiority complex. That the A and P's relationship was kinda forced and toxic. That the said badass character is only gender fluid bc of her mom.

#rick riordan #percy Jackson #alex fierro #percabeth #leo valdez #octavian pjo #anti rick riordan #and all that adhd meds are bad kiddos #dont use them bc the teachers are actually want to get rid of your differently abled shit #like fuck you man #like as a person with adhd like you can totally see that he probably isn't #like the characters symptoms are used as comical relief #that they barely experience #besides like what was that shit of battle skills bc of adhd #like dude im pretty sure I wouldn't hyperfocus on battling a random ass monster #like ok my life depends on it #but i cant even process fast to hearing people talk #or catch a ball on PE #you think I would react fast enough to not die #im editing this like crazy but here we go #i went search for like where did rr's hate for meds come from #apparently his son (harley) tried ritalin #which sucked for him as it did for me #I have a few posts on this im just not in the mood to elaborate #and like Rr just dropped it and like gave up on trying meds?? like??????? #idk if its true ok just saying some random things that appeared on google

[fauvester]

i think my coworkers and friends think its a little excessive that Im so militant about my sleep schedule but its hard to describe the extent to which the terrors fucking get me if my circadian rhythm is even a little fucked up

#see. if i fall asleep by 10:45 or so usually the RLS doesnt start up #but if i drink a coffee too late. or im out late. or stressed. or dont get much sleep the night before #it puts me at precipitous risk of getting fucking got #and then its genuinely some of the worst suffering i ever experience... crying pacing self medicating panicking etc etc etc #would take food poisoning over a bad RLS night easy. at least inbetween the vomiting you can sometimes get some rest #rn trialing a med that totally zonks me during the day but its worth it as a PRN cause otherwise ill be zonked ND a bitch if i dont sleep #to delete #resident good #my coworker like.... you wont even go out to dinner before a work day? not if its after 9PM bro otherwise theres a chance i Will Not Sleep #and not only that I WILL suffer the whole time #man Im frustrated too! I wish I wasnt like this but thats the bitch of living with a poorly understood movement disorder!

[okcoolthanks]

Wait the Patreon is only five dollars???? Why did I think it was like, 30???????????

#dude I can totally do five dollars a month that’s like NOTHING #man the jrwi brain rot is gonna be REAL once I finish what’s currently out for riptide #I’m gonna get so annoying just you WAIT #gonna be listening to that stupid dnd podcast while working on COMICS #I’m gonna be listening to that stupid dnd podcast while CROCHETING #I’m gonna listen to that stupid dnd podcast while SEWINF #but most of all. IM FINALLY GONNA SEE WHAT THE FUCK HAPOENS IN SAID STIPID DND PODCAST #BITB LIOKS SO FUCKINF FUN AND SUCKENING ALSO LOOKS FUN AND IVE HEARD SO MANY GOID THINGS FROM PRINE DEFENDERS AND JUST AAAAGUG #these names sound so stupid but like. it’s a dnd pidcast with YouTubers on it come on what did you expect #I don’t even play dnd I must’ve done it like twice in my entire life but they make it seem so FUN #I LITERALLY MADE DND CHARACTERS BECAUSE IF THEIR STUPID FUCKINF PODCAST LIKE I DREW OUT A CHARACTER SHEET AND A DESIGN FOR THEM #BECAUSE CHARACTER DESIGN IS SO FUCKING FUN AND IM JEVER GONNA USE THEM SO I HUDE THEM IN A SECRET FOLDER SOMEWHERE ON MY TABLET #I mean what huh who said that

[running-in-the-dark]

it's so funny when I rewatch a show but with a new/different/additional crush. like I'm rewatching the librarians with my partner right now and it just feels soo different lol

#anyway. Jenkins 😍 #on a completely unrelated note... #I need to learn more about pocket squares and ties. #because it's already driving me insane when they don't go together on night court but it's much worse on the librarians where I can actually #like. see stuff lol #I don't mean 'oh no the colour isn't an exact match'. more like 'these patterns and/or colours look fucking bad together' #but maybe there's like. reasons for that. rules that my silly little brain isn't smart enough to figure out #because all I'm basing that on is. my eyes and my opinion lol #anyway he's so baby. 🥰 and I definitely like him better now. very very huggable. #he takes that suit jacket off and I'm like 🥵 #man I feel so weird about this :') but I must talk about it anyway or I will never get over that :) #like it just feels like. ohh this is weird I'm not supposed to think he's hot because he's old 😬 but he just. is 🤷 #anyway touching his ears would fix me man it totally would #*with my mouth also. but whatever it's cool I'm not thinking about that #no haha why would I be thinking about it that :) #or when he sits on that table sometimes and I totally don't think about how I absolutely need to sit in his lap :) #haha noo I'm not thinking about fucking him at all who even brought that up #anyway i am very tired & have already taken my sleep meds so I am extra stupid rn :) and the dumb thoughts just keep coming out

[petz5]

grabs him by the scruff of his neck like a kitten

#ranma 1/2 #not putting this in my art tag i just wanted to post Something #U EVER THINK ABT HOW HIS MASSIVE EGO IS TOTALLY FOR SHOW #like def the result of genma telling him hes the best martial artist in the world one moment then that he's a disappointment the next #and how ranmas secretly terrified ppl will notice hes only good at one thing and then will see how worthless he rlly is and abandon him #(im not saying hes worthless i just mean from his perspective) #and thats why he has a total breakdown in the moxibustion arc bc hes CONVINCED if he cant do martial arts then no one will want him around #its also why its so important that even tho she cant think of anything else he's good at akane still tells him to stay or at least #let her go with him #bc she values him bc hes a person and she enjoys spending time w him. its not abt what he can bring to the table or whatever #what he brings to the table is his kindness and humor and care for others around him!! #anyway that arc doesnt cure his ego by a longshot but it did open the door for him to trust akane way more and share his insecurities #the other half (lol) of this convo could totally be abt desperately trying to live up to being a Manly Masculine Man #but 99% of the time he expresses genuine confidence in himself and not just his abilities its in girl form #i already made a post abt that a while ago #ANYWAY SORRY FOR THE FUCKING ESSAY

[infizero]

people on twitter be normal about acht's gender (impossible)

#first i saw someone saying ''its possible its a she/they situation judging from appearance'' which. jesus fucking christ #and now i saw someone saying they felt that them wearing a dress was. out of character?????? #which. is insane to me. you are aware that we barely knew anything about them as a person until now right #what the fuck are you talking about. how can them wearing a dress be out of character WE DIDNT KNOW THEIR CHARACTER!!!!!!!!! #you can feel like they'd look better in pants but saying that a dress is out of character for someone we know nothing about ??? #kind of just feels like. you think nonbinary people can't wear dresses #also personality does not equal gender presentation???? no one's personality dictates whether or not they would wear a dress #unless part of their personality is ''i hate dresses and would never wear one'' or that they always dress more neutrally/masculine #which. neither of those is true for acht. as far as we know. we have seen them a total of one time (album cover) where you can only #see up from the waist. and again WE BARELY KNEW ANYTHING ABOUT THEM AS A PERSON BEFORE SIDE ORDER #idk it doesnt really matter its just bizarre to me. them wearing a dress isnt ooc you either just dont think nb people can wear dresses #or you have a made-up fanon version of acht in your head that is now going against what they've been revealed to be like in canon #i dont know. its just weird. they're just vibing man #serena.txt #splatoon

[instinctsxbad]

*scratching at the walls thinking about how no one has adapted Peter’s college arcs in a consistent and satisfying way.*

#coffee bean gang #spider-man #I was almost asleep but now I’m thinking about how there isn’t one piece of media out there that checks all the boxes #of adapting Peter in college + the coffee bean gang + doesn’t downsize the group or combine characters #+ does everyone in a decent way even if it’s not strictly comic accurate #raimi trilogy is one of the only ones that heads pretty quickly into the college era and also involves more than just gwen or mj #and as much as I like the films it does not handle the three of them in a way that scratches the itch for me #I mean for one it’s only Peter Harry and MJ. I like those three arguably the most but man the dynamic isn’t the same #especially bc Tobey’s Peter is much more serious and quiet/awkward with negative charisma (affectionately but still.) #MJ is mixed w Gwen’s personality which was disappointing to me bc I like MJ’s weird and super vibrant personality #and Harry loses some of the ‘kind of a sweet guy but very VERY fucked up’ and relies too heavily on Harry becoming the goblin for revenge #I sound super critical of the Raimi versions qhwjrjwkr I DO like them I do but it feels like completely alternate interps of the characters #most focus on spider-man’s origin which I totally get but also. Peter’s most interesting arcs happen in college #that’s why everyone has to adapt them into the high school years #(which they can do bc Peter was largely friendless during that time and was still fighting some truly d-tier guys #in between the forming of the famous spidey rogue gallery) #I mean I wouldn’t even complain if they chose to do the high school years and actually DID those instead of pasting the college arcs on it #I haven’t watch the 90s show but I want to— does Harry exist in that one bc I know they took out Gwen #at the risk of sounding like That kind of tssm fan. the closest we got to that dream was that show #bc they WERE gonna follow it into Peter’s college years and you could see them setting the gang up #it still fell into the ‘everyone is a childhood friend’ thing so the characters could all be there but it’s one of the most bearable ones

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

this is not fire emblem i just have to say

HOW IS IT

THAT WE GOT

CHRIS PRATT

FOR MARIO IN THE MARIO MOVIE

RIGHT? RIGHT

AND JAPAN GOT FUCKING MAMORU MIYANO IM FUCKIN LOSIN IT

#DCB Comments #us: chris pratt for real #japan: THE MAN THE MYTH THE LEGEND THE BELOVED MAMO-CHAN #i just found this out and my brain is trying to process this at all speed and failing miserably #everyone was like can we have ACTUAL voice actors for voice acting work #AND JAPAN IS OVER HERE /ON/ THAT WITH MAMO-CHAN??? #im losing my mind right now yes im only just finding this out #i hadn't even thought abt watching that movie but im this close just listen to mamo's performance as mario #what is this sorcery what is this ABSOLUTELY BATSHIT INSANE DISCONNECT #west: what if we hired chris pratt that's a good name everyone knows #japan: what if we hired mamo-chan that's a perfect name everyone knows and will love #but it's also hilarious the man with the softest fucking voice i have ever heard in my life voices mario at all #it's going to take me all week to properly integrate that into my brain's recollection ability #i know im late to the party i just saw it in passing and after the huge backlash from chris pratt voicing mario #seeing japan on the TOTALLY opposite side of ''voice actors get va roles'' spectrum is just killin me #mario must be D A M N precious to them even for that movie bc they didn't pull their hiring punches #that's a level of care in the hire we will probably never see in the west im dead gjksjhfgjs

[ruthlesslistener]

It's literally a fucking fictional character who doesn't even do anything in the game. Nothing more than a bunch of pixels on a screen. Stop being such a righteous little prick.

I dont go here but I think it's kinda funny how uncomfortable you are about ppl thinking a video game character is cute lol

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I'm not being a righteous little prick, I've stated before that I'm uncomfortable with people coming into the inbox treating this character like a small animal before. I'm not making an overarching statement about how EVERYONE should characterize or view him, but when my entire blog is dedicated to showing off how much of a tragic and terrible character he is, then I think it's safe to say that you should expect me to not really be super into things that makes him conventionally appealing. It takes all the fun out of it for me. And since I repeatedly said that the reason why I like him so much is because I relate to him and his problems, and that I write him as an autistic, depressed man struggling with a sense of self-worth who then abuses his children and the people around him unwillingly because of it, then you can see why I might not enjoy this sort of interaction as much.

I'm also not bothered by people thinking that he's cute or that his design is cute, I'm uncomfortable with people treating a character that's basically a human being in terms of story like some sort of pet animal. I write and view the Pale King as a human-analogous character, one with cognition and boundaries that are similar to people. If you think that his personality is cute the same way that a person is, or find his design adorable, that doesn't bother me in the slightest. I consider snakes and crocodiles cute as well. But you don't treat those animals like cats or dogs, because they aren't, and when you slap human level cognition and behaviors onto one, then treating them like a domestic animal becomes even more weird. It's like looking at a 50 year old human man and asking him if he wants belly rubs or chin scratches or something. It's uncomfortable for me, and I have already gently stated previously that I do not enjoy such content. Fuck dude, I consider Lurien cute, but you don't see me going to the inboxes of people who like him and say that I want to give him butt scritches or scoop him up into a jar. I don't know how they view him, I wouldn't do that unless it was clear that they understood the joke and thought it was funny.

Me expressing my boundaries isn't being a 'righteous little prick'. This is my fucking blog. If I was bothered by a depiction of PK that was being posted in the main tag, then I wouldn't say anything and would move past it because it wouldn't be any of my fucking business. But if you come into my house and demand that I interact with you in the way that you want, then yes, I am going to get uncomfortable. I didn't even state my discomfort in an explicitly rude manner, or claim that EVERYONE in the fandom must depict him in a certain way. I just asked that people stop coming to me about it, because if it's a joke then it's something that I don't get, and it ruins the fun of the character for me, and it's something that makes me deeply uncomfortable. I maintagged the post specifically with the hope that it would reach whoever was sending me those asks, not to police how people treat the character- because again, I don't care as long as it's not in my inbox. But it is.

You're right. He's a fictional fucking character. He's just pixels. But I'm not, and I have the right to put an end to a topic when I find that I don't like or understand it.

#theres also the whole deal of me deeply relating to him as an autistic man who doesnt like touch #and struggles with emotions/family #hollow knight #the pale king #so you can see why i would be fucking bothered by people treating him like an animal #if you're saying hes cute bc you think hes sexy then thats totally fine idk #i dont see it but it doesnt bother me #if youre mad at me for being uncomfortable with a character i relate to being treated in a dehumanizing way #then thats a whole other fucking story