#and like i suspected she’s mad at me

[ultraviolencced]

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#and the few hours of happiness are over and going home is not going to be fun #my sister was on the phone with my mom and my mom is so fucking loud i could hear what she was saying and in what Tone of voice #and like i suspected she’s mad at me #i told her months ago that i shouldn’t have taken the trip i can’t afford all of it and that physically it’s going to wreck me #and for months she’s been encouraging it telling me it’s ok and it’s gonna be fun #but now i fucked up and she’s going to me mad at me which will either mean no communication at all she’s just going to ignore me #or be passive aggressive or straight up yell at me #i still get the same feeling as i did when i was a teenager getting in trouble it’s awful #like i’m so grateful for her bc i’m almost 27 and can’t live on my own because i’m unemployed because i have more than one disabilities #but she crushes my spirit sometimes:) #when i was 16 me and my friends went to a concert in denver and my mom and her boyfriend at the time took us and went to a sports bar #she was fully aware of what time the concert ended but because she wanted to leave #she screamed at me when i walked out and she did that all the way home 60miles with my two friends in the car #i didn’t leave my room for three days because of how upset i was and thought she was going to continue yelling at me #my sister is totally selling me out right now she’s on the phone with her and waited til she went out to the car to talk to her away from me #but she had to bring me the key card to soak my arthritis filled body in the hot tub so she came and gave it to me and that’s when #i heard the conversation and now want to sit at the bottom of the hot tub and never come back up :) #i didn’t even get a full day of paul serotonin high not even 12 hours :) #someone with covid needs to spit in my mouth if i get it again it’s gonna be bad so bring it the fuck on covid kill my lungs #i’ve also spent most of this trip crying from various anxieties and this is the cherry on top of the shit cake #i don’t know what the fuck i’m supposed to do #i’ll stop my lupus treatments and seizure meds that’ll do the trick #i’m not doing good on main right now #shut the fuck up taylor

[aquamarineglow]

#the irony of two upstanding citizens having criminal parents #and not just minor criminals #a mad scientist and two archeologist terrorists #the only difference between them is that Hastings will jump through hoops to protect his dads from the law #even withholding evidence that could possibly incriminate them #but Emiliana would be like “I don't need to do a profile of the suspect. Sounds like something Don Paolo would do.” #even if Don Paolo isn't guilty she just wants the police to get him out of her house #BTW these familes are totally canon #Akihiro Hino told me himself #professor Layton #professor layton and the azran legacy #Azran legacy #laytons mystery journey #emiliana perfetti #inspector Hastings #ercule Hastings #rook #bishop #robin #macaw #don paolo

[polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup]

i have such a huge friend crush on you!! So quick question about sea glass gardens:

since the reveal of gojo having adopted kids, the fact is kind of just accepted by the students and reinforced by the adults. But how do gojo’s kids view him? I may not have translated it properly but it seems tsumiki may either reject this notion entirely or is at the very least on the fence and sees gojo less as dad and more like… imposed guardian? How does megumi view gojo in the sea-glass-verse?

latest chapter is *chef’s kiss* btw and i wish i could meet you and pull a shoko and pick your brain apart. Idk how you come up with this, not to mention all of the fucking LORE behind it. While juggling adulthood? Like wtf? I cant even chew gum and walk at the same time.

we can be friends, beautiful internet stranger

devastatingly I cannot answer your question, but only because you’ve locked into something that’s going to be super explicitly discussed in the fic soon. If I include/explain something in an answer, it’s because the fic is not going to be any more explicit on the matter than it already is. If you’re interested in a broader/directors cut answer after it is addressed in the fic, I’d be super down to answer then.

#I’m honestly touched y’all think I’m successfully juggling adulthood #the only part of adulthood I have succeeded at is developing back pain #I’m straight up 24 I don’t even think you’re supposed to have back pain yet #I need a small meteorite to strike me in the left shoulder so I can crack my damn back #everything else has long gone to shit I am sorry to report #what’s that tumblr post that’s like I am deficient in so many minerals and about to do something I’ll regret? me #btw the all sorcerers are insane thing applies to Shoko so deeply #she heard Yuuta did something that should be borderline impossible from a sorcerery perspective and wanted to perform SUCH unethical surgery #on his brain #she doesn’t even suspect his emotional state to be clear she just has mad scientist instincts barely kept at bay

[chaoticartistan]

stop being mean to jade harley my second or third wife

#hs2 #homestuck beyond canon #this might get me backlash so i will defend myself in the tags like a pussy #i agree that kanaya has the right to be upset and yell at jade for fucking her wife i've been waiting for that for a while #what i have an issue with is other readers being way too aggressive about jade and jade only #which like. you are allowed to be mean to jade i think #i just think some of you are being weird about it #one comment i saw on twitter said that yiffy was just jades emotional support kid and like. idont knooowww man that rubbed me the wrong wa #sorry if i am emphasizing too mucgh with fictional characters i do that a lot i just keep thinking #it'd be weird to say this about a real ass guy #“yiffy is MINE now fuck you jade!!!” ok dog whatever #should we not also be mad at rose? she definitely didnt do as bad as jade but i still think shes at fault a little bit!!! #for yknow. cheating on her wife ! #this post is a bad idea but i am posting it anyways suspect it to be deleted within a few hours when my senses kick inbye

[majimassqueaktoy]

I still want to write a fic about Makoto set after 0 where she goes off the rails because she is a traumatized 21 year old with not a single living connection in the world and now she has 10 billion yen to her name which just spells trouble to me

#when I say she has no living connection I mean bc Majima isn't ever known by her #like I hope she gets comfort at the idea he is out there even if she can't find him #but essentially her brother and Lee and her mum and her grandfather are all dead #She's literally got no one #And I'm supposed to believe she just copes fine with that? #I always had this Makoto Everywhere Idea #where she doesn't leave Kamurocho and Majima keeps seeing her around #and she's driving him insane because shes actively looking for him and he's trying to escape her #he's threatened every yakuza in the city never to say a word unless they want him to go mad dog like he did on the dojima family #even Sera agrees #so Makoto's left smacking random dudes and wandering around doing her investigation #She hassles Nishiki and Kiryu about it- but they're all Oh Um we didn't know the guy #It's just Majima going to get ciggies in the poppo and oh fuck heres Makoto eating a fuckin pork bun #quickly turn around and run away #Oh he feels a bit snackish- why not go grab some takoyaki Oh fuck me it's Makoto Makimura at the takoyaki cart /again/ #He wants to go have some fun- have a drink and a little karaoke #in an Okama bar- Jesus fucking christ Makoto's here and she'd singing HIS song and she's too drunk so now he's worried #But it's none of his buisness... Hmm maybe he can pay one of the nice young guys in there to keep an eye... No thats suspect #You get my vibe? #that's a different story to the one in the body of the post though. #Or Is It 🤨 #Makoto looking for him but being destructive and its driving Majima insane #anyway :)

[kazoologist]

holding bitch sessions with my friends in this program wherein i make itemized lists of complaints about my roommate and then read them aloud like a pettier and lamer martin luther who couldn't even summon the nerve to start a fight with my roommate

#personal #i realize im being definitely unfair but also consider i have to live in this overpriced apartment with this fucking soap opera playing 25/ #also i realize it is judgemental but legitimately i think she might just. be a lot worse at everything then she thinks. and i realize i am #not great or a saint by any means either but like. i love this program and field. my fuck ups this year have totally been my own to make an #i deeply hate how bad its gotten (but im trying) #also hot take but this girl should not be trying to work in education at all. u complain about school being useless too much for me to thin #you would actually be effective #you complain about nothing interesting you for a career. girl u could just bartend for the rest of ur life. like at least bartenders tend t #get paid here #oh but youre an academic huh? oh that's wonderful. should we throw a debutante ball? should we call everyone's parents? should i email the #provost? bitch we're in the research triangle. fucking everyone's an academic. half the people i sit near at synagogue have phds. get a gri #god ive really deteriorated as a person since moving here. i hope theres time for me to have like a change of heart and become capable of #fucking love and whimsy again. like. i knew we weren't a perfect match but seriously im supposed to be this easy going and pleasant person #what is it about this woman that just causes me to act like this and start biting like a stray cat #i mean #i always kinda suspected i was a bitch but like. i dont like being this pissy all the time. i feel like im fucking sixteen again and i dont #even have anything to be mad about rn #jesus

[totopopopo]

Ladies it is not looking good on the family front

#the problematic family member isn’t even here but the drama… the drama his existence brings is here and very loud #I was gonna try and make a silly haha joke aboht it but no it just sucks #it just really sucks to. to find out? to confirm? to realize? to know that a man I loved and looked up to and cared about #that he doesn’t. idk. doesn’t respect me or. care about me or think that people like me deserve. idk. rights. safety. respect #it really really sucks. #it keeps happening and I’m not surprised but like I also am #I’m mad at myself for being surprised #and it doesn’t even matter bc it’s not like I’m even really out to my extended family #like for gender or sexuality #like I’m only ever a she her to them and I don’t think they know there’s a different gender going on.like #if they suspect it they don’t think about it #and my parents are aware on an intellectual level that I am not cis but they’re not really any deeper in then that #still sheher to them #and like. I don’t mind she her from ppl who know that it’s not indicative of womanhood but #that’s not true of my family #I kind of want to be theythem to them like make them face the fact that I’m not a girl make them face the fact that I’m something else #want them to look at it #that’s how I’ve always felt with extended family though not just w gender. I want them to look at me and see me challenging them #challenging things #maybe this is just another link in a long chain #I want to be theythemmed I want to be other #because the truth is I use multiple pronouns I like she I like he I don’t mind any pronouns at all but again #WITH the caveat that it’s KNOWN that that’s not all there is. that it’s something else. that I’m a girl AND a boy AND neither AND both #which is why generally for cis ppl I prefer theythem. to make them look at it. to make them conscious of it #and I’m starting to feel like. I want that applied to family too. extended family too. I want to be defiant. #but I also am tired and I don’t want. idk. #LIKE IT JUST SUCKS KNOWING THERES SOME ASSHOLE BIGOT WHO DOESNT #WHO LIKE. IDK. who I can’t be that to safely. who I can’t be that to because that would make me a threat. because I dont want him to hate me #at least not any more than he already does #I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired. this went in forty different directions but my brain is scattered right now and I’m tired. this is so much

[dyklopces]

finally talked 2 my therapist about the autism 😊👍

#frankie fucks about #she was very receptive which was nice for once. like she asked what specifically i experience and what diagnosis would mean to me #it wasnt in depth really but i DID bring it up and she like understood what i meant #ive been rly scared abt it bc a lot of my old therapists got mad when i brought up that i suspected i had something

[divinemanicstate]

hi im new here and i just wanna ask: you mentioned not liking yun-jin in your pinned post, is there any reason in particular? im just curious but you dont have to answer!

hi anon, welcome!

i prefer not discussing my dislike for certain dbd characters since i dont want to hurt any feelings

however, in short - i dont like her personality

#more in tags since ppl usually dont read them but #one particular thing that made me dislike her was her breaking into ji woons room and ivading his personal space IK WHY she did it but #as a person who fkn hates ppl entering my room without permission i got so pissed off #like ok u suspect ur employee but damn bitch imagine if he enters UR room and starts rummaging thru ur stuff ofc hed get mad #also just not a fan of the whole trope for characters esp when in reality thats just a façade and they re helpless #ppl treat her like shes this badass chick who d kick ur ass meanwhile ji woon was gonna kill her in canon and she couldnt do anything LMAO #also sorry tumblr ate two words from the tags and i dont wanna re do them

[bitchkay]

whys it always a white girl... :((

#im not even mad like yes im a little surprised but i suspected it anyway #it just might've been nice to find out from their mouths and not someone else #honestly they deserve each other I can't be mad that they're together especially since they were always close and they seem happy #i have nothing but well wishes their relationship is still new and im not gonna bring them down that would be fucked up #like i did vent to her about him yeah but that was last year and i haven't talked to her about it since #im just surprised she ended up dating him like not really i expected it but just how i found out im honestly happy for them #im more so fucked up about like history always repeating itself for me #every time i like someone they always end up with a white girl #and i mean these are my friends theyre like family to me but it still makes me think #why's it always a white girl... #and after yesterday's car accident it just feels like ive been having a n unlucky week #and it's only tuesday #im definitely worthy of love but somehow its always a white girl taking a spot that was probably never mine to begin with #i should be working rn i need to lock in actually but i just dont feel up to it... #kay just saying shit

[be-good-to-bugs]

:/ god my apartment manager sucks

#the bin #if theres a problem. fucking CALL ME. dont just come into my garage without asking. while im IN IT #the door. was shut. im so mad. this guy REALLY creeps me out. he comes to peoples outside doors to complain abt stuff #he hangout out in the pool area and talks to people passing through about things hes noticed #like. he noticed my sister doesnt live here anymore and directly asked me if i live alone and about her car #theres nothing i can do abt it but i genuinely dont feel safe living here bc of this guy. it really sucks. this has made it much worse #i closed the door immediately after he opened it and im listening to the mess around in other peoples garages now #i had something get stolen from in here before and it makes me wonder if it was them. it wasnt anything that mattered so i dont care but it #still bugs me knowing people are in here. i already suspected it after coming back to the door open and something having moved but it #was technically possible that i forgot to close the door and it was the wind or someones dog responsible for moving the thing #thats unlikely but still possible. #the thing that got stolen was just a small suitcase. it was pit here bc it had cat shit in it. my sister wanted to clean it out but was #putting it off so she stuck it out here and probs forgot abt it by now. #im so mad. he said they didnt know anybody was in here but that cant possibly be true bc i was loudly skipping around in here #its s loud echoy garage. i know what that sounds like from outside. theres no way they didnkt hear which bothers me a lpt #i couldnt hear them bc i had earbuds in. hhhh. my paranoia is gonna have fun with this :/

[whereisthedamndaddymanual]

Gotta enjoy the 1200 Christmas project you gave your Grandpa at work.

Will it get used? Who knows.

It got them climbing ladders and running wires for a nice careful sound in the room

Someone like me doesn't need that to project my voice. The guy that did retired.

#maybe he wanted a day with the boy #there was something small one day and he was all impressed over many talents #also get mad at him when. I fucked up too it's all good he doesn't even care #bonding over hilarious implosion of their weak fleah #the seal sure I think it is in my firmware frequency #also...uh...so sue wasn't sick years ago it was.....somwthing else and they butchered her for it #unfortunate #of course I love her she took me into her home pretty much #jane was rigjt though she did live vicariously through her daughter #she is all like doesn't want to talk about it but she knows that good feel her daughter can produce #and also to get someone so sweet on one side leaves you with.....the toilet on the other side #still bizarre seeing her years ago though #when you took the grass and started puffing I think you claimed my lust #you are all low key just into thr bond processes #what good would it do after a while to share what you knew to anyone #I suspect you kept some things between us #apparently both of Sue's wanted a piece of my ass though go figure #she does definitely carry Arthurian blood though. #we both do mra storm #like by ten commandments and some corn and baby sitting dolls by virtue if the gods we declared it #i mommy u daddy #me:*shrugs* looks around kitchen ok sure I wanna make her happy #why because I like you happy #plus those other wild emotions I awoke in you #reserved #now a comparison betwen us would be funny #and sometimes I get mad and then I remember you let me see them through the window long before it was a professional #her: it was a great place to how for toots #me: when you put it like thay #at the same time being super high probably made the job easier so *shrugs*

[w0rped-moss]

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my dad and my stepmom were really accepting when I came out as a she/her but biggest issue is that they keep calling me the gendered child because all my siblings are genderless

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op your parents literally said you have blue setae and pronouns

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THEY LITERALLY SAID I HAVE BLUE SETAE AND PRONOUNS I HATE THIS HOUSE

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rip to everyone who died in the infection but I’m different

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I was in a conference today explaining the plague and what we could do to stop it and without thinking I said “the wyrm only knows what to do now” to his majesty’s face and he just looked at me in confusion and I thought I was gonna get fired or executed or something but he just replied with “why the fuck do you think I know?”

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born to be a mad scientist forced to be the god/king of hallownest

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reminder that you are NOT obligated to like your siblings! siblings are nothing. wanna know what matters. gay sex

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hm. it is suspicious that @/palekingofficial has been gone for a long time. it seems the coward has changed his account. I suspect that @/littleghost is actually @/palekingofficial simply trying to shirk his duties

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are you on drugs or are you just an idiot

#hollow knight #hollow knight meme #hk meme #hk shitpost

[yourknightinshiningplastic]

made a joke the other day in dollar tree and my mom got all. like she does about jokes. basically one of them has pride stuff and my mom was wondering why and I said "maybe they're homophobic idk" and she said "well they can't do that it's discrimination".

#anyway my constant worries that my parents might think im gay are for nothing i think #guy told me happy pride at cosco (i had a rainbow hand fan) and she told me 'even tho youre not gay' after he walked away #and she asked if i knew why he said that (insinuating that he was gay like im some kind of dumbass) #then she told my dad and he said 'well shes not gay' and then mom said 'yeah but he was' #so i think it is all right #they have plenty of reason to i always lied about not liking boys (they teased me about it I didnt like it) #and you'd think by now they would be like 'she hasn't grown out of not liking boys maybe she likes girls' (i like both actually) #but no #they have no idea #because i don't fit their image of gay #my mother has literally told ppl yeah she likes her rainbows and srsly not suspect a thing #i mean i don't really want them to know im sure they wouldn't really mind #i just know theyd use it against me #my mom calls my brother slurs sometimes just because shes mad at him #she used to say them to my cats too #even tho she claims that 'ppl shouldn't say those words' #she literally uses gay as a synonym for shitty #(and the r slur and faggot as well) #basically shes one of those ppl that says theres nothing with it idc if you're gay or straight but then points it out #shes also said it doesn't matter if youre black or white or purple but then acts racist #my dad isn't much better hes just not as loud about it all the time #okay im done for now #winona has something to say

[colognedecigarette]

ugh. okay. i've ranted about this in my journal less than five minutes ago but apparently my thirst to fucking yell at the clouds won't be satiated until i've put it somewhere public.

look. i love Seo Soojin and think her removal from the group was as unfair as the next stan, but the way people talk about the conclusion of the case really drives me mad. i see a lot of "she was proven innocent by her lawyer" and a lot more of "it was a false accusation" but going by the last statement from her attorney that i read, i feel like there's a lot more going on than that.

first thing's first, i don't know how it is in different countries or different justice system, but as far as am aware "proving" anything isn't a lawyer's job. first and foremost their job is to represent their client; specifically in cases such as Soojin's, it's to represent their client through a legal dispute/investigation. if there's anything related to "proofs" to their job, then that would be to collect evidences and statements. but to determine whether someone is innocent or guilty isn't within their rights.

her lawyer can't "prove" her innocence. all they could do was to collect and present the evidences that may -- hopefully -- get her an innocent verdict, but that verdict wasn't theirs to make.

now with that said, again, going by the last statement released that i read last year, i'd say Soojin's lawyer did a pretty good job collecting those evidences that may point towards her innocence. from what i remember:

they had statement(s) from the school staff as witness claiming that there were no records of the bullying Soojin was accused of;

the only record of bullying related to Soojin that they had instead pointed at her as the victim, not the bully; and

when questioned about it, the accuser/her team failed to present any evidence to support their claim of Soojin bullying her that wasn't simply hearsay (i.e. she said/she said situation)

also included in the statement though more like a quote, the accuser had also apparently admitted that "she wasn't sure (anymore)" whether Soojin really was part of the group that she'd claimed to have bullied her or not.

so all of these do point towards the conclusion that Soojin didn't do what the accuser said she did. at the very least, it opened the door for further investigation of the claim and, therefore, the case. at this point, based on the statement, Soojin's team had successfully submitted their own evidence to counter the accuser's claim to the police, while the accuser's team had not.

the proper course of action after this was supposed to be for the police to: 1) investigate the evidence submitted by Soojin/her team to determine its truth and 2) press the accuser/her team to finally submit their evidence to backup their claim as well as counter Soojin's. in my country, to my knowledge at least, if the accuser fails to fulfil point no.2 while point no.1 leads to a definitive yes, then the case would be dropped as false allegations and that opens the door for a counter-suit under defamation.

but, quoted in the statement, a member of the force instead claimed that there was not enough leads/evidence to investigate the case further. it was treated as though both parties failed to submit evidence to support their positions and claims, when as stated: Soojin did not fail, the accuser did.

it's hard not to look at all of this with at least a little bit of a side-eye. the case didn't seem like it was dropped because there was simply not enough going ons to continue pursuing it, it instead seemed like it was dropped because thus far at that point, Soojin may come out on top.

the case was not dropped because she was legally proven to be innocent, but because the evidence gathered favoured towards her innocence and the cops were not interested in pursuing that.

the more that i think about the inconclusive conclusion of the case, the more i can only think of one word. it's what people in my country call kongkalikong; the whole tail end of this case just stinks of corruption. this isn't "just" a false allegation. it feels far more insidious than that.

so ... no, Soojin's lawyers didn't "prove" that she was innocent, they just gathered and presented the evidence that could have cleared her of the accusations had the justice system worked properly. and, no, it wasn't a "false allegation" legally because the people who were supposed to investigate and determine that were not interested in doing their job.

in conclusion: the whole case is mad fucked. its ""conclusion"" even more so. if you're going to talk about it, don't just talk about the lawyers and the accuser. there's a whole third, maybe even fourth party, that you're forgetting to include.

#seo soojin #(g)idle #g idle #i think soojin definitely could have pressed for the case to remain open and pursued further #but that would also mean more resources spent to pay for her legal fees #how long did it go on before the case was dropped? a year? almost two? #considering that CUBE didn't back her up at all #she was probably using her own/her family's money #and like. i don't want to speculate about the financial situation of a stranger #but if the fourth party i suspected may have been involved WAS involved #then unless that fourth party was really small and broke ... well ... an individual simply isn't a match for a company i think #though of course there's also the high possibility of soojin simply *also* not interested in pursuing the case further #no matter the verdict as a public figure this bullying scandal would likely stick to her till the end of times #unless she also has the resource to hire an extremely powerful PR team which also means more money spent #idk am not writing all of this with the hopes that she'll someday return or anything like that #it just frustrates me a whole lot the way i feel like people just oversimplify the whole thing #no one even talks about the cops! #and their involvement was integral to this case!! #mad fucked. #anyway i hope she's doing well and okay whatever she's doing rn #also sorry for not putting read more i can't be arsed

[tender-rosiey]

Since your requests are open I'll help myself 😋 Gojo's wife starts to have morning sicknesses, so she suspects that she's pregnant. She takes a test and finds out that she actually is pregnant. Would u please write gojo's reaction when his wife tells his that he's gonna be a daddy? 🥺💕 thanks you, please feed us with your delicious writing!!!

Also if you're not feeling well then please ignore this. Take care! Mwah^•^♡

weight — gojo satoru x f!reader

a/n: I hope you like this, luv 🥺💕 thank you so much for your kind words and take care of yourself as well! many kisses and hugs 🫶

“shoko, I need a place to hide!” you say, bursting into the infirmary. you take the small moment of shock that shoko is in to take a much needed breath.

“what did you do this time?”

you wordlessly raise the pregnancy test with slightly shaky hands and upon seeing it, shoko drops the poor sandwich she was eating. you close the door behind you before sitting down next her.

she smiles, “nice, I am going to be an aunt,” then she looks at you confused, “why are you hiding though?”

“I need time to figure out how I will tell him or more like—“ you look at the ceiling, “face him. he will probably figure everything out with his six eyes, but I don’t know how he will react,” you wrap your arms around yourself and shoko sighs.

“you guys didn’t talk about it yet?” she stands up and goes to get you a warm drink.

you gently rock yourself, “satoru already…has so much on his shoulders,” you bury your face in your arms, “I don’t want to add to that.”

she places the mug in front of you, “you do know that he got into this relationship willingly, right? you didn’t hold him at gunpoint or anything…or did you?”

you lightly punch her shoulders, but you take the mug, muttering a small thanks, “if anyone was held at gunpoint then it would be me.”

shoko chuckles and pats your head, “you need to be able to face him, y/n. he will find out anyway, and personally, I think you should have faith in his reaction more than that,” you lock eyes, “you know him more than anyone else, after all.”

your gaze falls to your drink. its surface is so still until you softly blow and it ripples, calm the chaos.

what if you don’t know satoru as much as you thought? what if having a kid will scare him away?  as the strongest, your husband has so much on his mind 24/7. will he be able to handle a baby as well?

while a part of you tells you that your husband is no coward nor is he so fragile, the other can’t help but think that perhaps this love story of 12 years will reach its end, a very tragic end even.

with the creation of a new life, ends a lifetime of feelings and events.

you snap out of your thoughts when you notice shoko shooing you into the closet room.

you hear the door open and you have a guess who it is. he makes himself known anyway, “shoko,  have you seen y/n?”

shoko quirks an eyebrow and gojo huffs, “okay, fine, I know she is here, but is she mad at me? did I do something?”

you have a feeling that he is looking directly at your eyes even through the closet’s door as he speaks, “y/n, I will take you out anywhere. I don’t know what I did, but let me make it up to you. I hate when you’re upset with me, sweets.”

he is frowning lightly as he stares at the closet with hope. shoko sighs before walking out of the room, but not without patting his shoulder.

the door closes and satoru speaks up again, “can you please come out so we can at least talk about it?”

he hears your sigh and beams when you finally get out of the room, “there is my pretty girl.”

he has a flower bouquet in hand and he is looking at you so intently, but you don’t think he noticed the life growing inside of you now. he is far too focused on making you forgive him for whatever he did. you take a deep breath and look him in the eyes.

your hand moves and finally rests on your stomach.

his brows furrow lightly before his eyes widen. satoru’s breath hitches just like it did during your wedding. he places the bouquet aside before looking quickly between your eyes and stomach, “you are…”

you grip your own hands, nodding. tears start forming in your eyes till they finally fall and cries are what he sees now. your knees give out on you and you fall to the ground, now sobbing.

you are looking at the ground as you cry and hug yourself tighter, bracing yourself for whatever is coming.

satoru, almost instantly, finds himself on his knees in front of you.

his arms, like it’s second nature, pull you close into a warm and secure hug, “hey, hey,” he pats your back, a little clumsily, “if you don’t want it then it’s fine. you know I care about you the most,” his voice shakes a bit, “don’t cry please, you’re breaking my heart—“

“I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry,” you repeat a mantra of the same phrase as you pull him even closer. satoru cups your face and the moment you’re met with the pair of blue eyes you love so much, you break down more, “I know you—probably don’t want it but—“

he tilts his head, utterly confused and maybe even offended, “what are you talking about? of course, I want it!”

the room is silent for a moment as you process what he says. it’s like a massive weight has been lifted off your shoulders. you let out a shaky breath as you look down at your hands.

satoru rests his forehead on your own. his voice is soft and barely above a whisper as he speaks, “it’s our baby.”

the content smile on his face is almost unreal, “why in the world would you think that I wouldn’t want it anyway?” and somehow the pout on his face assures you even more.

your arms wrap themselves around his torso and you rest your head on his shoulder, “it’s just—I thought it would be burdening you with yet another responsibility. you have the world on top of your shoulders. how am I better than anyone if I weigh down even if it’s a different type of weight.”

“is it a weight for you?” he asks, voice hushed.

“of course not! I want—“ you answer immediately.

“there is your answer,” he chuckles and you look at his face once again.

you notice that he is tearing up. your satoru is tearing up, and the blindfold isn’t there to hide it nor are the glasses.

his eyes never leave yours as he says, with no waver on his voice, “I would pick you over everything else, every single time and in every single universe, silly girl.”

“you should know that already,” he flicks your forehead but the smile never leaves his face.

a soft laugh tumbles out of his lips as he pulls you in for a big bear hug, his form completely engulfing your own.

he fills tears stain his shirt, but he can only focus on your smile he feels on his skin and the fact that he voice out loud, “I will be a dad,” he sighs with contentment.

“and it’s all because of you,” he raises your face and nuzzles your noses together making you giggle, “we're going to be parents, you sweet pretty thing.”

satoru’s lips find themselves on your own in one very sweet and loving kiss. it’s soft, light, and gentle. yet it conveys all the words that he can’t get out at the moment.

when you pull away slightly, he quickly pulls you back for another, “I love you so much.”

he places a hand on your stomach, “and you too.”

“but don’t think I will share mama with you,” he sticks his tongue out at it, “she is mine!”

the baby is not even out of the womb, and yet he is already bickering with it.

you laugh and your chest feel so light. you kiss his cheek and his pout turns into a grin almost immediately. you hum, “infinity and beyond?”

his hand holds your own and he caresses your ring, “infinity and beyond.”

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