#and sorry if it’s not ur jam :

[lemongogo]

sry i dont know what 2 draw anymore T_T . elendira portrait #999

#trigun #trigun maximum #elendira #elendira the crimsonnail #my art #im sure u can see it but ive been so uninspired w art lately T_T #ive tried to remedy it by just looking and observing. breaking down other works that i want 2 take direction from #but i tjknk its like . just jamming ME UPPP #and now im tjinking Too much ab it and psyching myself out #help me sorry i blow up the tags on every drawing i post ab my art struggles😭😭 #its like im whispering in here thouggh. just talking 2 myself and no one has 2 know except the ppl dealing w the same feelings #HAJAHA #anyways. i drew this just to say i finally drew smth agajn and im just going to be ok w it #like sure its not exciting but i like the colors and that shld be enough . OK !!!! #smth smth saw a post that talked ab how u get too in ur Head about this and then u dont share stuff and it becomes cyclical #and youll never get anywhere unless u just throw ur hands in the air and let it Be . #creating 4 the sake of creating . love and joy in sharing what we made and what we like #YAAAY #and bc i love elendira so much.. my go to girlie 4 art block #i need to draw her in fight scenes . i need 2 make art of her like sweaty and bloody yah . clenching my fist #maybe a livio fight scene bc i love it so much T_T

[chitinleg]

bad day, julian?

#my art #ds9 #star trek deep space nine #julian bashir #blood cw #gore cw #like not really but it is a LITTLE nastie #yes the blood looks like strawberry jam. it was half an attempt at stylization. but also. half failure of that very stylization #art is a lot of trial and error and honey my trial is being handled by cardassian courts there is only one outcome LMFAOOOO #oh nooooooo guess i'll have to do MORE studies. of men. covered in blood (their hottest state)...oh noooo... #women covered in blood too maybe. sorry major kira ur gonna have a bad day too 🥰 #i drew these bc emmett was like “we should get to see julian do old fashioned surgery i wanna see that man covered in blood” #and i was like “YEAHHH. IN HIS STUPID LITTLE SURGERY GOWN!!!” #and emmett was like “no no. in his regular clothes.” and i saw his vision and understood #and was like ohhhh i can make that happen. with my curséd hands

[freckliedan]

‘Maybe what’s Phil’s done for me’ oh Dan. Do you think he means Phil loving and accepting him for who he is and making him the happiest he’s ever been?

i think so, yeah, but like—listen. i think both then and now that the role phil plays in dan's life is something that goes beyond words. he doesn't get more specific about what phil's done for him in that formspring and he doesn't get more specific about who phil is to him in basically i'm gay because there's no words big enough to express it all. the love between them's more expansive than language could convey.

#jam replies #phan #anon #sorry to the anon i got today asking approx the same thing i'm assuming ur diff people bc this was over a week apart #going w the first ask i got here

[titforatat]

oh my god please tell me you’ll make a pt3 to the corio fics,,, i just read the most recent one and i’m not ok, your writing is insane ??!

alright i can’t lie, i’m experimenting with coryo pov and having the time of my life 💀

#this will NOT be out any time soon i’m sorry to say 😅 #please let me get through my graduate school finals friends #answers #coriolanus snow #coriolanus smut #jealous and protective coryo is my jam #simp coryo pov coming ur way #and THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON! 💕

[rollercoasterwords]

Hello, since you updated As the Worm Moon Dies I wanted to ask, is it a happy ending? Because for some reason I remember you saying somewhere (notes? Tumblr?) that it would have a happy ending but I could have imagined it.

Hope you have a wonderful day 😊

have v specifically avoided saying it would have a happy ending actually lol i don’t wanna get people’s hopes up bc oftentimes when people ask “is this gonna have a happy ending” it means like. r the characters all gonna end up happy together at the end w everything wrapped up w a bow on top etc…also like it’s just v subjective like 2 me thtf has a pretty happy ending but many people would probably disagree lol.

anyway the best i can offer u is that the ending will be bittersweet…it won’t entirely be doom & gloom but it also will probably not be a straightforward happily-ever-after. one thing i have promised (major spoiler ofc):

i have said that sirius & remus will be together at the end. so! there’s that at least <3

#happily ever afters just aren’t my jam lmao sorry #like personally i think the ending im planning is pretty happy but people may disagree so! #if u want a nice happily ever after from me the cowboy fic is ur best bet lol #ask #wfrau

[quirkle2]

i am literally so hungry and yet i am like paralyzed in my seat. why can't i get up and go get food. why am i just sitting here while my stomach wallows in agony. i feel ill. jay be normal

#qktalks #be normal. #me when i can't take care of myself ??? girl just get up and go nothing is stopping u (it feels like the world is stopping me) #anyway sorry this started off as a weird vent post or whatever. u guys know what i miss? animal jam #i miss that game so much #i also played a lot of happy pets on facebook when i was little i've been genuinely considering making a new facebook just to play it again #but is it worth it. no. no is the answer to that #i remember when i played animal jam back when i was little and i finally got that one headdress accessory that was the craze back then #and my best friend at the time got so jealous abt it that they hacked into my account while i was asleep and traded it w their own account #and the next day i was like ''where did all my stuff go'' and they were like ''haha idk'' while wearing my fucking outfit #honestly that's rly hilarious. the fucking audacity #little me wasn't ballsy enough to go ''uhm i think the fuck not'' i was like just ''oh ......... okay :('' #but u bet ur ass if i was as confident back then as i am now ? i woulda maimed them #yes <3 over a video game. that's what kids do didn't u know <3 #god i do miss happy pets tho #that game was so fun and silly. i deleted my facebook tho all my houses upon houses of pets r gone #u could have glowing tigers!!!!! #JUST GOOGLED HAPPY PETS THE GAME GOT SHUT DOWN . OHTHIS IS HORRIBLE #will be mourning this game all night. will be crying in the shower over it #<- acting like she's not in a depressive spiral and will absolutely NOT be showering #im holding a roblox funeral for happy pets who wants to join [has never once played roblox] #anyway weird topic-less rant over goodnight <3 to all my new followers yes i am slightly strange

[mrparable]

consider: wbg ghost au

jam is an amateur paranormal investigator whos trying to prove ghosts are real on their 1 subscriber youtube channel and they go to an abandoned cabin and meet mike walters! a depressed ghost.

IDK just. think about the shenanigans. something about mike not remembering how he died (hunter killed him for.. reasons) and so they go on a hunt to restore his memories and find out how he can pass on. they also have funky ghost hunting adventures in the meantime

#sorry mike and jam friendship is top tier #theyre besties. mlm wlw (nmlnm) solidarity #i love them ur honor #also mike is in his s2 depressed era bc <3 #talking tag #wbg #woe.begone #w.bg #jamilla gardner #mike walters #wbg jamilla gardner #wbg mike walters #alke dont look (wbg)

[samandmaxsecretsanta]

Reminders have been sent out!

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#i'll probably post a couple more reminders here when it gets closer to the date too #probably wont mass tag everyone again tho lmao sorry about that #the email says essentially the same thing as this but i wanna make sure i'm really jamming this into ur brains

[birbfeedersart]

i don't fucking know, fengqing, whatever i guess (:3 」∠)

#birb draws #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #tgcf fanart #tian guan ci fu #天官赐福 #feng xin #mu qing #fengqing #idek wtf this is #whatever #is this an art blog? #i dropped half my sammich #out of jam #im not a happy birb #edit to fix a lil thing that was bothering me lol #i know they're meant to be the same height #but i wanted the dramatic pose bc im a gay lil birb #sorry mu qing ur gonna take one for the team

[padfootastic]

I’m still not entirely certain what ChatGP (or whatever it’s called) is and frankly, I don’t want to know. At least if I get something wrong, I know what it is and why I got it wrong and can explain what the thought process was. Also, research is like my bread and butter, give me a few hours, some snacks and drinks, and I’m happy as a clam (are clams happy? How did that saying come about?)

dUDE i’m so glad u don’t know. i wish i didn’t know. i was forced to because idiots around me, and on my group, would not stop fucking using it for everything and it just. aghhhhhh. i can’t tell u how annoying it is to see someone write a paper on something, excitedly go to them to talk about it, and then see fully glazed over eyes bc they have no idea what they put in. multiple times. i’ve had my work affected because my partner thought using chatgpt was better and faster than just doing their own research.

i have the rage of a thousand eternally blazing stars in my heart towards it and i’m not even exaggerating.

#but also same!! research is my fkn jam #gimme a rabbit hole to bury in and i’ll create 383 more #i *love* knowing things and finding new info #and i get not everyone does and shouldn’t have to #but like!! bare minimum pls? #and also—i don’t understand why people aren’t more worried about like. data privacy concerns? #like ur willingly giving them so much of u #and i know it doesn’t count for a lot when data privacy is already on such thin ice #but still….aren’t u worried on an individual level.. #i remember wanting to see what it was like once and they asked me to make an account #with my PHONE NUMBER #oh hell no #i don’t even know why i have such vehement paranoid dislike #but i do #and i’m gonna stay a crotchety old woman if i need to lol #(sorry for the rant anon u didn’t ask for it but this is something that grinds all my gears 💀) #pen’s asks

[red-dyed-sarumane]

love to submit my fave songs to vocaloid tournaments & watch them get decimated

#[about a song with 6k views] heres how we can win this popularity bracket- #i only submitted my 2 fave series songs so far. if im feeling it ill go back & submit the rest. if they post the 'why u love it' #as propaganda u'll know its me bc i wrote essays. shorter than usual but i think its obviously me #i feel like i have to submit maximizer myself too bc if someone else submits is and is only like 'its such a party jam' #im going to launch into the most annoying and long winded essay uve seen yet #the song does fuck verily but i wont let u look past the fact its about watching people pass the point of no salvation #like it does sound fun but if u know anything about the series It Is Not #aru sekais whole 'person' vs 'thing' thing fucks me up if i think about it too hard. terrible concept. dont like it #fascinating thing to help drive a narrative tho #'yeah sorry u gave up ur own goals & ended up just working for the job itself. ur dying now byebye.' #awful criteria. u devote ur life to this cause & then are told it means nothing. absolutely crushing #anyway i also put in nulls teto songs. no one gets them like i do (joking) #i might submit kaiko no kanmuri & major later too. maybe. remains to be seen

[freckliedan]

Friend anon here: Yeah, I get what you are saying and I agree; however, that's not exactly what I meant. Before they were out, they would call each other 'friend' because they wanted people to believe they were just friends and nothing more. What I was trying to say is that I can't imagine them still doing that in 5/10 years.

OH thanks for the clarifier! and. um. well. thinking about a future where the default thing they call each other isn't friend anymore just made me vividly imagine dan casually calling phil his lover and i think i've died.

realistically it'd be partner or husband but. lover is so

#my supervisor at the job i recently got laid off from described someone he dated in the past as his lover at the time and it's genuinely #rewired my brain. that's SO. #i love gay people #jam replies #anon #sorry for missing ur tone darling i've been seeing some very bizzare takes lately

[mcnuggyy]

Literally a Fern song… ough….

#all of the lyrics feel like him to me but these specifically are just MWAH #idk what peoples opinion of the bad suns is #but they got some pretty good jams <3 #anyways #callate guero #ocs #i have so much brain rot rn sorry idk when it’s gonna boil over lolol #cryptid♡crush #fern del cerro #NOBODY KNOWS ABOUT UR TRAUMAS BUT ME BABY BOY BUT THATS OKAY #I LOVE U #AND THE WORLD WILL NEVER KNOW THE WORST OF IT BECAUSE I REFUSE TO MAKE UR STORY ONE OF TRAGEDY #U DESEDVE RHE WORLD

[dourpeep]

Looking through old drafts trying to find something but instead I found a treasure trove of stuff I wrote back during my freshman year of hs and man how did I not know that I was at least a little fruity???

I wrote a piece based off a prompt about second chances from the eyes of the ambiguous (I think I convinced myself the mc was male, but reading through there's implications of them being female) narrator and the way that I described their love interest?? MAN BASIL UR FRUITY

#peep peep #funfact I had a crush on my best best friend for the entirety of hs but didn't realize it because when it comes to liking men I'm like #ah yes I know the signs but with women?? good fucking luck OIDEHFOEIH I'm dense when it comes to people liking me too #so imagine my surprise when she was like o u know my flirting hasn't been platonic at all and I was like holy shit and proceeded to #go back through my entire friendship and picked up on what I now know was flirting mixed in with platonic feelings osihfOFIEH #jam if ur reading this I'm so sorry but also are u really surprised?? anyway we're still v good friends so everything is cool #sprout's shenanigains #Ahhh i'm just trying to find my draft for spy moochie

[vampirebutterflies]

taggied by @not-nervous-jester kissu ( ˘ ³˘)💕

Last song: I got halfway through I wanna dance with you by royel otis before my phone died so technically last Full Song was demon by blake rose

Three ships: Ed x Stede, oluwande x jim, and will solace x nico di angelo

First ever ship: god. percabeth maybe ??? Actually probably lief and jasmine from deltora quest if we wanna go waaaay back. Now I’ve got old memories of self insert fanfics I’d make up in my head as a kid after reading the books and then watching the anime

yes I’d ship my self insert with both lief and jasmine And a more grown up version of self insert to ship with barda. Barda was my absolute favourite because anime lief and jasmine could get hell annoying and also homeboy was known as barda the bear so uhhhh jesus fucking christ let’s move on

Currently reading: unfortunately I am Jared 19 and never learned how to read 😌 I got partway through song of achilles a few months ago does that count

Currently watching: no current series i don’t think?? am mindlessly watching the hairy bikers with my parents. I would do anything for Dave and Si I love them so much. Silly lovely fun uncle energy. They’re making Thai spring rolls with teeny tiny shrimp right now

Currently consuming: woter because I’m a dehydrated little bug

Last movie: knives out I think?

Currently craving: mixed berry sorbet (I’m making some tomorrow), painkillers (taken some just waiting for them to kick in) and a three hour hug

Don’t have enough spoons to tag nine people per the rules so @blakbonnet @blackbeardskneebrace @chupacactus @gremlin-soup also anyone else who sees this and wants to play mwah <3

#sorry to potentially one-up ur weird kid story jams lshfldbffk #tag game #mercury moments

[sithbian]

im so aggressively judging a playlist i just looked thru

#.txt #its lesbian hannigram which is so totally my jam. i lovr awful lesbians its why i love anakin #but this playlist has girls in bikinis and No Music About Consumption Or Sin Or Anything Actually Like Them. #ur telling me lesbian hannigram is king princess & 'i kissed a girl' by katy perry to u????? #sorry for hannibal posting mutuals but i simply. theyre wrong